Patrick, now Patricia was beginning to feel more and more female. Sporting her new breasts and a sense of belonging she has begun a new life.
The alarm rang and Patricia rolled over to shut it off. She looked and it was 6AM it was going to be a very warm day. This was to be her first day of school as a female and she was a bit nervous. Her mother came into the room to see if she was up.
"Patricia it is time to get up." she said as she entered the room.
"Good morning mom, I am already awake."
Her mother came over to her and sat on the edge of her bed. She stroked her now shoulder length hair.
"Are you sure this is what you want to do honey?" she asked.
"Yes mom, but I am a bit scared."
"Don’t you worry dear, the school administration has been informed and they are willing to help anyway they can."
"That is nice to know mom but what about my old friends?"
"I am sure they will adjust honey."
"I know I will see Susan and I am afraid to face her."
"Oh I am sure that she will accept you hon."
With that Patricia drug herself out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. As she took off her nightgown she stopped to look in the mirror. She held her breasts in her hands and kind of squeezed them together. She couldn’t help but admire the size and shape. As she looked down she focused on what was still hanging between her legs. She frowned and wished that it wasn’t there, the penis and testicles still hung there reminding her of who she really was. There was a tear in her eye and she couldn’t help but start to dought herself. As she was standing there looking in the mirror her mother came in. She looked at her new daughter and smiled as she saw the tears.
"What is wrong honey?" she asked.
"Mom, I can be a girl but what about this here." she pointed to her male parts.
"Well honey, the doctor said that you would have to contend with that for at least another year maybe two."
"But why mom?, it looks so rediculas now."
"Well sweetie, there are certain things in your mind, certain thoughts and aberrations that she wants to make sure that you really want to be female."
"I know mom, but!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Well I can always help you into the thing that your sister gave to you so that you don’t have to look at it and it will give you the appearance of a real girl."
"Ok mom, it is there on the dresser."
Patricia’s mother went over to pick it up. She looked at it and smiled, walking to her new daughter she told her to lay on the bed. She slid it up her legs and pushed her testicles up inside her. Then she fitted her penis into the pouch that pushed it up inside also. She pulled it the rest of the way up and it was so form fitting that you couldn’t tell she had it on. Patricia stood up and walked to the mirror. As she looked at herself standing there she began to smile.
"There that is better," said her mother.
"mom, this is my first day of school as Patricia, I am scared."
"Don’t worry honey, the school administration said they would help you anyway they could, bow hurry along your father wants to talk to you before he takes you to school."
She went to the bathroom and started to run some bath water. She didn’t like showers anymore as she loved to sit in a bubble bath. She picked up the razor and started to shave her legs. When she was done she ran her hands along them and noticed how smooth they were. She didn’t have to shave her face because for the last 5 months she had been undergoing electrolysis to take off her facial hair. The hormones she was on were already changing her body. Her hips had expanded and her skin was allot smoother and her facial features were definitely looking more feminine.
When she was done with her shower she went to her room and put on a bra and panties. She didn’t like pantyhose so she put on a pair of thy high’s that had the elastic around the top, she loved the feel of them as she pulled them up her freshly shaved legs. It was easy for her to imagine that the male parts she still had were gone. She slipped into a light blue skirt that hung just to the top of her knees. A white silk blouse was next then a pair of shoes. The shoes were flats with a little bow on the toe and she loved them.
She went to the vanity and started to apply her make up, not allot just enough to accentuate her facial features. Then she combed her now shoulder length hair into a pageboy type style and stood up. She walked across the room and picked up her purse and put some make up and things in it. She looked at her wallet to see if her new ID was in it. The ID read, Patricia Anne Anderson. She smiled as she put it in her purse and walked out of the room. When she got downstairs her mother, brother and father were already in the kitchen. Now her little brother was in awe of how she looked. He couldn’t believe that the brother he had played with was now a girl. But he smiled all the same.
"Good morning big sister." he said with a smile.
"Good morning Andrew.’ she said.
"Good morning sweetheart." said her father as he went to give her a kiss.
"Good morning dad."
"Well are you ready for your first day of school?" He asked
"I am but I am a bit scared, what if I run into old friends and they recognize me?"
"Well if they do, the do honey, you knew when you began your transformation you would run into some of your old friends."
"I know dad but it scares me."
"You will be just fine honey.’
"If anyone bothers you sis, I will beat them up." Said he brother.
"Your teachers are all aware of the situation honey and they will take care of you today and as long as they have to." Said her father.
They all ate breakfast and then it was time to leave. It was warm outside so Patricia didn’t need a coat or anything and the blouse she was wearing showed off her ample breasts. They got in the car and left as mother was waving goodbye. There wasn’t much talk as the drove to school. When they got there her brother spotted[otted a couple of friends and went over to them. As he came back he had his friends with him.
" I want you all to meet my sister Patricia," he said with a smile.
"Hello Patricia," they all said.
As his friends left her brother talked to her.
"My friends told me that if you need any help during the day they would be glad to assist you big sister."
"Thank you Andrew but I don’t think that will be necessary."
"Well I just thought you should know sis." he said with a smile.
Mr Anderson excused himself and went in to talk to the people in the office and as he left a group of young girls came over to talk to Patricia. One of the girls was Patrick’s old girlfriend Susan. The approached her and she was scared.
"Hello Patricia," Said Susan.
"Uh, hello Susan."
"I can see you are ready for your first day of school."
"Well yes I am but I am a bit scared."
"Don’t be afraid honey, Gloria, Sally and I are here to help you, they know about you and who you used to be and they have no problem with that."
The two other girls introduced themselves and they all went off to their home room together. On the way there were several boys who were staring at them. They were all wondering who the new pretty girl was. When they got to the home room the teacher had Patricia stand up and she introduced her to the class.
"Students we have a new girl in our class this year, her name is Patricia Anderson and I want you to welcome her to this home room."
Her name was Kathleen Chandler and she would become Patricia’s best friend and mentor next to her sister Mary. Mrs Chandler was also the physical Education teacher and she would help Patricia adjust to being a female. Allot of the kids in home room liked Patricia and when they were informed about her situation they were all so inquisitive that Patricia started to get edgy. Mrs Chandler took her off to the side and explained that she would get all sorts of stares and rude comments from students but that shouldn’t dissuade her from being who she really was.
School that day was a little frightening yet very fun for Patricia. She hadn’t realized just how many knew about what she was going through and the support she got from her fellow students was astounding. Especially the male contingent of her class mates. When ever Susan would walk with her to another class there were boys who offered to carry the girls books and Susan had to smile at this. Susan was very pretty and well liked in school and Patricia was beginning to feel a bit out of place. Susan, Sally and Gloria made Patreicia feel better. Just after school Susan and the other two girls got Patricia off to the side and wanted to ask her some questions.
"Patricia, why are you doing this, I know you used to be a boy and I Know your name was Patrick and that you dated Susan for a while." Said Gloria. "Well yes that is true Gloria, but I didn’t feel right as a male, I have always thought I should be a girl, then one day my sisters dressed me up and I liked it it felt so natural."
"Well I for one applaud you Patricia for what you are doing." Said Sally.
"Thank you Sally, I still have a long way to go according to my therapist."
"How often do you see your therapist Patricia?" asked Susan.
"I go every week and I get these shots and I also have to take these pills, she pulled the bottle of premiering out of her purse, three times a day."
"Oh these are female hormones, I recognize them, my mom takes them because of an imbalance in her system." Said Sally.
"The only thing worng is I get in these terrible moods that make me start to dought what I am doing." said Patricia.
"Well I am sure that your therapist knows what she is doing." said Susan.
"Mom makes sure I take them religiously."
"And your parents approve of this?" asked Sally.
"Well at first they were kinda mad but after they talked to my therapist they realized that I had what is called Gender Dysphasia, I am a female locked in a male body."
"Oh I see, they all said.
On the walk home from school they all met some boys near the park. Patricia was a bit scared but when she found out that they were the boyfriends of her girlfriends she breathed a little easier. They too wanted to know more about Patricia. There was Tom, Andrew and Bill. Andrew was the obvious leader of the group and he was also a football player on the highschool team.
"So you used to be Patrick?" he asked
"Yes I was that person once upon a time." Said Patricia in a soft voice.
"Well I for one can’t see why you would want to change." He said.
"Come on now Andy, she is obviously female dispite the body she is in and I for one like her." Said Susan.
Patricia Blushed as Susan said this remembering the relationship they had when Patricia was a male.
"Technically she is still a male until she has a surgery that will turn he permanently into a female." Said Sally.
"And do you like boys Patricia?" Asked Tom.
"Well of course I do Tom." Said Patricia.
Tom smiled and walked over to her and kissed her on the cheek. The sly grin that he flashed at her went unnoticed by the others. Patricia thought nothing of the kiss but Tom did lay his hand on her rear and left it there for quite a bit. The group continued to walk as Patricia explained what she was going through and what would happen in the future. They were all amazed at how calm she was and the way she spoke. When they reached Patricia’s house they all said their good-bye’s and Patricia went inside. Her mother was waiting for her as she went in.
"So sweetie how was your first day of school?"
"It went ok mom, there were some kids that would stare and ask silly questions and make rude remarks but for the most part it went ok."
"Well that’s good."
"The teachers are good to me and they treat me like a girl as if I have been one my entire life."
"That is good honey, in time everyone will get used to you being female."
"There was one boy mom, his name is Tom, I think he likes me."
"Hmmmmmm, I don’t know about this Patricia, I know you are feeling more and more female every day but, a boy?"
"Well mom he is sweet and he knows about me, do you remember Thomas Parrish? one of the guy’s I used to play baseball with."
"Why of course I do."
"Well that is who it is and he even kissed me on the cheek."
"That is interesting sweetie, what are you going to do about it?"
"Well next week is Susan’s birthday and she has invited me."
"Susan Moore?, isn’t she the one you were dating?"
"Yes mother, the same one."
"You don’t still feel the same way about her do you?"
"No mother, she is just a good friend now.’
"So, are you going to go to her party?"
"Yes mom I am, she has invited all her friends and Tom will be there."
"You like this Tom don’t you?"
"Yes mom, I kind of do."
They talked about the day and what had happened after school. Patricia’s mother was very leery about the whole thing but was happy that Patricia was starting to have more and more feelings as a female. She was starting to act more and more like the girl she had become. The rest of the week went just fine for Patricia and she was gaining more and more friends. Allot of the kids came around out of curiosity but all the same they started to like her, particularly the boys. The teachers all liked Patricia and she was one of the best students. She was quiet and kept to herself for the most part. The day of Susan’s party Tom came up to Patricia and asked her a question that nearly floored her.
"Ah Patricia, may I pick you up and take you to Susan’s party?"
"I guess it would be ok Tom."
"Good then I will pick you up about 6 is that all right?"
"Of course Tom, I will see you then."
Tom gave Patricia another kiss on the cheek and there were some other girls standing in the hallway watching. It was no secret that Tom was one of the best jocks that went to the school. He was the captain of the varsity football team. He also played baseball and basketball. So there was a little envy there amongst allot of the girls all but Susan. She was going steady with Andrew who was Tom’s best friend.
That afternoon Patricia was on pins and needles, she went to her room and undressed. She wasn’t sure what to wear to the party. Her mother came to the rescue however. She told her daughter to take a nice long bubble bath and she would pick something out for her. Patricia went to the bathroom and started to run some water and as she did she started to cry. She stepped into the rose scented bath water and just sat there. As she picked up the razor to start to shave her legs she got this feeling of guilt that just overwhelmed her. As she was sitting there she looked down at her rather pert teenage breasts and farther down between her legs the stark reality that she was still partly a boy.
But that part of her was almost non existent now. It hung there like a limp noodle and had shrunk to a very tiny size. The tears were cascading down her face as her mother came in. She looked at her daughter and smiled. The doctor had told her that Patricia would have feelings like this. She went to her and told her that everything would be all right. She helped her daughter with her hair and told her to get out of the tub.
"Mom, am I doing the right thing?"
"In what respect honey?"
"I mean is it right for me to want to be a girl?"
"Well honey, just look at yourself, you have never been really tall, you have always liked to dress as a girl especially on Halloween and I remember those days."
"But mom, I don’t know if this is right, I mean boys and all."
"That is natural honey, just go with the flow, now come here I have laid out your outfit for tonight."
They went into the bedroom and her mother had taken out a pair of red panties with a matching bra, a black mini skirt and red silk blouse, black nylons and a pair of red shoes with a 3 inch heel. Patricia looked at the clothes and started to smile. She thought to herself that this would certainly catch Tom’s eye and the rest of the boys there as well.
She got dressed and went to the vanity to do her make up. She left her hair in the towel as she applied her make up. After she was done her mother came in with some rollers and put them in her hair. She blow dried her daughters hair and when she was done she helped her comb and set her hair. With her red hair and green eyes Patricia was very stunning. It was almost 5:30 and Tom would be there in half an hour. They went into the living room where her father was sitting. He had to take a second look as Patricia came into the room.
"You look very beautiful tonight sweetheart, come sit with me a minute."
Patricia went to her father and sat next to him. He insisted that she sit on his lap and she complied. As she sat there she couldn’t help but notice that her father had a rather distinct bulge in his trousers. She didn’t think much about it though. He kissed her on the forehead as she sat there.
"Honey, there are a few things I want to tell you."
"Yes daddy,"
"Well, you are a very pretty girl and I want you to be careful, some boys might try to take advantage of you especially now. You are in a very vulnerable state of mind right now and you are very beautiful."
"I know that dad, I will be careful."
They talked for a little while and then the door bell rang. It was Tom and he was there to pick her up. Her mother let Tom in and when he saw Patricia standing there he nearly fell over. His eyes became really wide as he looked at her.
"You look rather stunning tonight Patricia." he said as he went to her.
"Thank you Tom, I wanted to look my best."
Tom kissed her on the cheek and took her hand. As they went out the door Patricia’s father told him to have her back as early as possible. He didn’t give him a time because he was sure that Tom would have her back and safe. Tom was holding her hand and as he did Patricia got funny little butterflies in the pit of her stomach. Then Tom said something as he opened the door to his car. What he said would set Patricia’s mind reeling.
"Patricia, I think I love you."
This was just too much to take as Patricia hesitated getting into the car.
"Tom, how could you possibly say that, you know who I am."
"Well yes, but I do know that you will someday be a real female."
Patricia couldn’t help but smile dispite the situation. She got into the car and Tom closed the door behind her. She was smiling because she was starting to feel the same way about him. These were feelings that she had never had nor even thought about. It would take some time for her to sort out her feelings. Then she started to think, it was her first real date as a female. What would happen? What would go on? What were these feelings that she was having. And Tom this was unexpected, why and how could he be in love with her. Tom knew her when she was a male, they used to pal around together, play ball together. This was all new to her and she was caught up in thought.
She was jerked out of her dream when Tom touched her shoulder, they had arrived at Susan’s house. Tom was polite and went to open the car door for her. She got out of the car just like her sister Pam had shown her. But dispite her efforts she did show quite a bit of leg and the top of her nylons were exposed to Tom. He smiled as he closed the car door and took her hand. It was like fire shooting all through her when he took her hand in his. She was again lost in a daydream as Tom escorted her to the door. Sally answered the door and smiled as she saw Tom holding patricia’s hand.
"Come on in the party has just started and we were about to open the presents and then have some cake and ice-cream. You look simply stunning tonight Patricia, I like that skirt and blouse."
"Thank you, my mother helped me pick it out."
"Well she couldn’t have chosen a better outfit for your first time out.’
Sally smiled and she was soon joined by Bill and Andrew and a few others that Patricia didn’t recognize. Susan came over to her and gave her a big hug and a kiss and took her hand.
"Come on Patricia I want you to meet my cousin Shirley Ann.’
Patricia went with her and she introduced Patricia to the other guests that didn’t know her. The party proceeded just like clock work and everyo9ne was having a good time. It was really getting late when tom took Patricia by the hand and started leading her down the hallway towards Susan’s room.
"Where are we going Tom?"
"Well Susan said I could use her room for a bit so we can be alone."
"What ever in the world for Tom?"
"You will find out when we get there>"
Dispite her fear she followed Tom to the bedroom. When they got there Tom took Patricia in his arms and kissed her heavily on the mouth. Patricia responded to her surprise and he let her hand linger close to the crotch of Tom’s pants. She couldn’t help but notice the big bulge there. Tom sat her on the bed and he started to kiss her some more and he was caressing her breasts. this sent patricia into another dream. She remembered the first time with Her sister and George. The kissing went on for quite some time before Patricia went to her knees and began to undo Tom’s belt. She unzipped his pants and they fell to the floor. What she saw did not disappoint her as she took his cock in her hand. It was very big about 8 Inches soft.
She began to jack Tom off and as she did his cock got bigger and longer. It was so big that she could hardly get her hand around it. Her small hand wrapped around his member she began to shudder at the thought. Then she kissed the tip of it and she had her eyes closed. Tom’s cock was a good 10 inches long when hard and about 3 inches in diameter. She thought to herself, "My god he is hung like a horse."
Patricia took the head of that huge thing in her mouth and she started to suck on it and to her surprise Tom just laid there and smiled. She took her tongue and licked at the soft underside as well. With her other hand she was massaging Tom’s balls and he started to squirm. She took almost half of his cock in her mouth and then tried to get the rest in it was quite an ordeal as she gagged several times. Tom was way bigger and thicker than George was. She had to concentrate but when she felt his hairy balls against her chin she knew she had the whole thing in her mouth.
She exhaled and his cock slid out just to the tip as Patricia he let it there she sucked at it slowly. She used her tongue and was exciting Tom to no end. She could hear him breathing heavily as she did her thing. She felt something in the pit of her stomach and she could feel something wet against her panties. That is when she realized that she had had an orgasm of her own. She continued to suck her lovers cock.
"Oh god, Patricia I am going to cum." he screamed through clenched teeth.
That inspired Patricia to do something she had never done. She took her hand and squeezed the base of his cock hard and he could not cum.
"Please let me cum Patricia, let me give you your reward."
Patricia’s squeezed all the harder and Tom started to really squirm. He was in a fit of sexual ecstasy and she knew it. Patricia continued to work on his cock as she squeezed it keeping him from cumming. She did this for a good 20 minutes and Tom was getting red in the face.
"Oh please let me cum." he howled.
Patricia let go of his cock and was rewarded with the biggest load of cum she had ever had. It seemed to come out by the gallon as it filled her mouth to the point of swelling her cheeks. Some of it leaked around Tom’s cock and down her chin. She used her free hand to scoop it up on her fingers. Her mouth was so full that she almost gagged but after her stopped shooting the cum in her mouth she swallowed it.
"Oh my god, that was so fantastic," said Tom
"Thank you my love, I wanted to please you."
"Well that you have, I have never had a girl do that before and it was so fantastic, where did you learn to do that?"
"A girl never tells her secrets Tom." she said with a smile.
They both laughed as Tom held {Patricia and kissed her. He could taste his own cum that was still lingering in her mouth and she had planned it that way. Tom picked up his trousers and put them back on. Patricia straightened herself up and they both headed back to the living room. When they got there Susan had a big grin on her face and she went to give both Tom and Patricia a hug.
The party was winding down and everyone was starting to leave. It was a little before midnight and Tom had to get Patricia home. After saying good night to Susan they left and on the way back home they talked. Tom again told Patricia that he loved her and she told him that he should wait a while before making that decision because she was still unsure of her feelings for him. It would turn out that they would date all the way through highschool. Patricia was starting to feel much better about herself.
To be Continued
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