A Woman's Story

by Danielle G.

 

Looking thru the kitchen window, I smiled and waved at my wife leaving for work. She was balancing her cup of coffee and briefcase as she maneuvered the key into the lock. Seeing me at the window she smiled and blew me a kiss. "See you tonight Sweetie she cried……Don't forget your chores". I nodded as she pulled out of the driveway.

I poured myself another cup of coffee and sat down at the kitchen table, a wave of nostalgia swept over me as I thought back over my life. It sure didn't turn out as I expected. When I first met Kathi, I was confused and unsure of my sexuality and tried keep that confusion under wraps. Nobody was going to know my secret…..at least that's what I thought. But life has a way of making fools of us all, and I was a perfect example. I unconsciously picked at the hem of my dress, looked down at my dark stockings and "sensible" shoes and wondered"How was I lucky enough to get to the point of being the "wife" of my successful hard-working spouse?"

I guess it all started in my early childhood, as it does in so many others….."So many others I thought"….I could remember when I thought I was the only one. The shock and shame of being discovered rooting thru my older sisters underwear drawers is still fresh in my mind……I must have been about five at the time. "I'll teach you a lesson" she said "We'll see how Mommy and Daddy like having a sissy for a son". I'll never forget the shame and humiliation of her parading me down into the kitchen on that Saturday morning. I was wearing my sisters best pink dress and black patent Mary-Jane's……I remember the look on the face of my father …the smile…the kind words……"My aren't you a pretty little girl" he said……."What's your name?" This coming from a cold distant father, who had previously given the impression he could care less about his only Son. I'd say my Cross-dressing became a permanent part of myself at that exact instant.

My sister used me as her personal "Sissy "for the remainder of her life at home…."Melissa" was dressed up and paraded thru the house regularly for the next eight years or so…..Much to the delight of my Mother and Father. But that wasn't all she had in store for me, I was her personal maid for this period of time…….Fetching this….getting that….All under the threat of telling my friends about my dirty little secret.

Well eventually my sister got married and moved away. I was ecstatic to say the least!!! No more waiting on her hand and foot…..No more washing her panties out by hand, nor cleaning her room. And best of all, no more threats to expose me to shame and ridicule.

This period of my life was short-lived because I was now old enough to stay by myself during summer vacation from school. I had all day to entertain myself, and predictably my thoughts soon turned to panties, bras and stockings……My Mom wasn't a big woman, but neither is a 13 or 14 year old boy….Anyone want to guess what happened next???...Well two things actually!!! The first occurred one lazy summer afternoon when I was about thirteen. My friend Jeff and I were sitting on my back porch and he said something about "Cumming"….."Coming where?" I said….."You are a Dork aren't you?" he laughed….."Big kids are talking about it, haven't you ever Jacked-Off?' "What's that?"... I asked. Rolling his eyes as if I had just crawled out from under a rock he said "you take your peter between your thumb and finger and move it in and out till you get the feeling"…."Feeling" I repeated stupidly…"yes" he said " and sometimes stuff shoots out of the end of it…..The big kids call it jiszm or Cum"…..Well needles to say, I tried it immediately and I felt sort of like Columbus must have felt when he discovered America!!!! I thought it was great, and started "Jacking-Off" as many times as possible.

The second thing that happened was the discovery of Mom's lingerie drawer…Not that you could call it "lingerie" in the modern sense…..cotton panties & bras….cotton garter belts the looked sturdy enough to pull a car out of a ditch……I didn't care …. I wore all of em!!!.......She had a pair of little girls panties that look like bikini's to me….I loved 'em…….But my absolute favorite was a pair of what were then called "Petti-Pants"…They were white nylon with about three or four rows of lace around the bottom….They has such long legs, they went almost to my knees. I believe they were to be worn instead of a half slip. I thought these were just about the greatest thing ever…..So every day when her and dad left for work, I'd hit the drawer in her bedroom, put on a bra , panties, garter belt, and stockings….Then I'd start the "Jack-Off Machine"……I'd usually manage to jack off 4 or 5 time in a day…Oh it's great being young!!! I wore those Petti-Pants so much that the lace started falling off the legs….My mom never said a word!! I'm sure she knew (or could guess) exactly what I was doing, but I didn't care……I was 14!!!!!

Then the worst thing happened to me…Puberty…….hairy legs, armpits, and chest…….Changing voice ….it's about this time that I finally realized I wasn't ever going to be able to actually be a girl. I was reaching the age of thinking about sex with a girl, but hadn't a prayer of actually doing it……My friends and I talked constantly of Girls & sex. We would have sleep-over's and lay awake all night talking about girls, and fucking, or fucking and girls…..all in a theoretical sense because none of us were likely to get laid anytime soon.

One night while sleeping over with my friend John in the bedroom of his house, we were talking about sex (of course) and he asked me if I knew what to do with a woman when the time came…….I answered evasively, but said "I think so"………then he said "maybe we should practice so we'd know what to do when the time came "……."on each other I said" afraid to verbalize what I was thinking. "Sure" he said "we won't tell anyone"…….so we started with some kissing and hugging, and soon we were rolling around in his bed so much I thought sure we'd wake up his parents asleep in the downstairs bedroom. "have you ever thought of wearing women's clothes he asked me one night….I felt like a lightning bolt had struck me!!!! " I don't know, have you?" I asked. "Sure" he whispered "my older sister has lot of great clothes"!!!. Well needless to say John was my new best friend….We was inseparable!!!!......He was an even bigger dork than me, and none of my other friends could understand why I had forsaken them to spend all me free time with him. Well I wasn't gonna tell 'em, but his sister (even though she was a real dog) had some of the "sexiest underwear I'd ever seen. And he and I wore it all at one time or another…What a great time of my life!!! I wished it would never end.

It was along about this time that I turned 16. Got a job, bought a car, and tried dating a few girls now and then, but it didn't take them long to dump me. I suspect they had a "feeling" about me….I wasn't an out and out Sissy, but I wasn't the most macho of guys either. My queer relations with my friend stopped too, as we started dating, and both prepared for the inevitable…Getting a job and getting married!!! My cross-dressing came to a halt also.

 

It was then that I met the love of my life….a neighborhood gal whom I'd known just about all of my life….Kathi!!! Even now the name makes me weak in the knees!!! She was everything I wasn't….self-confident….outgoing……and very sure of herself.

I was working in a drug-store next to her house when she strode in one night…."Hey Dan, do ya have a date for the senior prom?" she asked….I was so intimidated by her I could barely squeak out "No"…"Well you do now" she said and strode out of the store. My head was spinning and I could barely catch my breath…….A girl whom I considered a Goddess had asked me to the senior prom….But I had to be sure, so I asked a female co-worker to call her at home to verify I wasn't dreaming. I found out later (much later) her date had dumped her and I was the way for her to make it to the dance with her dignity intact…….I didn't care; at that point I would have eaten a mile of her shit just to see where it came from. Well we hit it off immediately…She said jump, and I asked "how high?"......She said we're getting married and I said "when?" She was my Goddess and I was her slave, and we both knew it.

We lead a normal life for a year or two; I bounced between a series of menial jobs while Kathi worked her way in to a career in Real Estate….soon she was making more money that I'd ever dreamed of, while I floundered career-wise. "Why don't you quit working and take care of the house" said told me one evening. "I make more then enough money to live in the manner we desire….."You are soooo domestic, I believe you'd enjoy staying home and puttering around the house" She said it so sincerely and so often that I began to give it serious consideration.

It's hard for a 'man" to admit that his wife is more likely to succeed in the real world….but as you know, I wasn't a "real" man. So I quit my job and settled into a life of washing, dusting, cooking and "soap" operas…It wasn't long till I knew nothing about the outside world, but could rattle on for hours about the sales at Penny's, or who was cheating on whom on the various television shows. I took great pride in making the house spotless, having a hot delicious meal waiting for her upon her arrival at night…washing, ironing, dusting…I did it all with a smile….then it happened!!!! …..While removing a load of her lingerie from the dryer one morning; I suddenly realized just how sexy they really were!!!......all of a sudden an urge hit me….I just had to try on her panties…..As I pulled the delicate silk over my thighs, a flood of childhood memories came rushing back. Soon I was wearing her panties every day loving the feeling they gave me….it's hard to express, but I felt "womanly"

Well Kathi is a smart and perceptive woman and it didn't take her longer than a month or two before she realized what was going on, so one morning at breakfast she smiled and looked me calmly in the eye and said " If you enjoy wearing panties, that's fine with me….but you're stretching mine out and ruining them"……Shamefaced I looked down at the table…."Don't worry honey" she said with a smile " I love my little subbie-hubbie……If you want to dress the part just say the word"

I mumbled some sort of response, and she said "fine, we'll go to the mall Saturday and get you some of your own panties to wear…and by the way, I think I'm going to start calling you Danielle….to fit your new persona"…..She laughed and said "you don't mind do ya?.....Now be a good girl and pour me another cup of coffee, then run along while I tend to some business" I was confused and excited to say the least, but couldn't wait 'till Saturday.

After a week that seemed to last forever, Saturday finally arrived……Kathi hadn't spoken of it again, and I wasn't sure she intended to follow thru on her promise. I was reassured at breakfast when she said "Danielle…I have to go into the office for a few hours this morning, but I want you to be ready around noon for our shopping trip" Okay? …"Yes Kathi" I said…"I'll be ready"

Around Noon she pulled up in the driveway and honked….I locked the house and ran out to the car. Getting into the passenger side I gave her a peck on the cheek and thanked her……She told me "Don't thank me….you're filling a role just the same as I am, and if you want to dress the part that's fine with me"

The trip to the mall was about the most exciting thing ever…."We'll just start you off today with some panties, and add other clothes later as you earn the right to wear them". We then headed into Penny's…..All I can say is wow!!! I hadn't realized the woman's panties came is so many different styles and colors…..each on its own hanger (not in a plastic 3-pack like men's briefs)….Kathi had already measured me and knew that I wore a size 7….."You'll have to start watching your figure "she said "I don't want a pudgy wife now do I?"…..She laughed really hard at that joke.

After looking at all the available styles she settled on 4 pairs of plain cotton "low-rise" …….4 pairs of nylon bikinis with various lace appliqués. And finally she chose 2 pairs of lacy thong panties for me…."just so you'll feel extra feminine when I want ya to" she laughed.

The Kathi did something completely unexpected…..She asked the sales clerk for the key to the dressing room and insisted that we go into the ladies changing room to try all of them on!!! The clerk was watching this with a bemused look on her face, but I was in a near panic " I can't do that….someone will see"……"Bullshit" she said " If you want to act like a woman, you'll have to suffer like a woman" Taking my arm firmly in hand she said…..Now lets march in there young lady and get this over with" It was without a doubt the hardest thing I'd ever done, but it went off without a hitch…Watching me try on the panties I heard her mumble "hmmmm," she said "too much hair, we'll have to work on that"

I tried on all 10 pairs, but she insisted I wear one of the thongs now instead of me putting her panties back on. She made me take key plus the remaining 9 pairs of panties up to the cashier's desk along with the tag for the thong and pay for them….."Did you find everything you needed?" the female clerk said with a smirk…."we have a big sale on bras today…..Maybe you'd like to buy one for your…..a….wife" Mumbling something I quickly turned away "Hold it a minute "said Kathi through her teeth….."The lady was very kind to you and you were rude……Now turn around Dani and tell her you're sorry"

I turned cheeks flaming and said "I'm very sorry if I was rude, I hope you'll forgive me". She smiled, and winked at Kathi "That's ok; I shouldn't have been teasing you" Then, much to my relief Kathi turned on her heel and lead me out of the store.

After entering the commons area of the Mall she turned and said… "Your behavior toward that clerk was very embarrassing to me, if you want to get in touch with your feminine side you'll need some lesions in humility" Kathi said this in a stern voice, but her eyes soon gave her away…" I'm so proud of you…..embracing a side of yourself that most men will never know" kissing me on the cheek she said "Get your cute buns in the car…….I have some plans for you when we get home"

 

"Ok sweetie" Kathi purred as we entered the house "peel off those clothes, we have work to do". Soon I had stripped down to my new thong, I can't remember the last time I had felt this vulnerable….Standing in front of my spouse…..her fully clothed, and me naked except for my new thong panties. "Not bad" she smiled, "but you need some serious work on your body hair". Telling me to wait there (in the hall) she ran upstairs…..I could hear her running water in our big tub and getting something from the medicine chest and the cupboards. By this time I was wondering what was in store for me…….I wasn't scared, but was very uneasy.

Soon Kathi was coming back down the stairs. She was wearing nothing but a big smile. I practically swooned right on the spot, she never failed to excite me and I was showing it. My penis was as hard as a rock and I was panting like a dog. "That'll be enough of that, women don't have a penis and you won't be using yours very much from now on". This caused an involuntary shiver to run thru my body……"what could she mean by that?" I wondered…..

"Now get upstairs and get into the tub…..It's all ready, and I want you to soak for at least an hour before I work my first magic on you"!!! Sensing my uneasiness she laughed and said "don't worry darling….I want this as much as you" Fondling my chest and buns she said….."I always knew you were a pussy!!!....That was what attracted me to you silly!!!" "Most real men would have never allowed me to spend the time away from home to make my business so successful"…."So just enjoy the moment, and remember….If you please me there will be more to come".

On that note I walked into our bathroom…..The heat and the smells almost overwhelmed me. She had filled the tub with water so hot that steam was rising from it like a London fog. She had also dumped in fragrant lavender bath oil. It smelled great!!! As an added touch my lover had lit eight or ten scented candles. I was in heaven as I slid into the water!!!

"I left a magazine for you to read darling….It's on the stand beside the tub…..Enjoy your soak, and I'll return in 45 minutes or so" Looking on the table I saw a copy of "Modern Brides" and began to look thru it. The clothes the models wore were so beautiful that I began to erect again. Remembering Kathi's warning I made an effort to relax. I wanted to please her so bad I was willing to do anything, including forgoing my own sexual pleasures. Little did I know the pleasure she was planning for me….It wouldn't be long till I didn't think about my penis any more than I thought about my little toe.

The heat and smells of our bathroom soon did their work and I was dozing in the water. I was just about to slip under the water and drown when Kathi barged in. "Time to get out girl….we have work to do"

I climbed out of the tub and she pushed a small stool toward my feet. "Step up on this please, I need to make an evaluation" Eying me coldly she said…"Hmmmm….let's start with the body hair first" Turning around she grabbed a bottle of Nair and went to work. Legs, feet chest, Nothing escaped the crème except my underarms and pubic area …"we'll shave them" Kathi grinned "no sense starting our your new life with a rash"

Soon the timer dinged, and she said "Ok sweetie, jump into the shower" Doing as she asked I stood and dumbly watched as all my body hair washed down the drain. I look down at my nude body, and felt the familiar stirring again….This time it was easier to quell them. Maybe I was learning to control myself after all….I was so proud of myself. All I wanted was to be a good wife for my beautiful Kathi.

"Are you going to stay in there all day?" she laughed "We're almost finished for today you silly girl" Stepping thru the glass door, I saw her standing there holding a pink safety razor and some women's shaving cream. "Jump back on the stool honey…I have more work to do" She the proceeded to smear the cream on my pubic area and on my underarms. "Stand very still, I don't want to cut you" she soon made short work of my underarm hair. "Zipper, Heart, or bald" I heard her ask….."Say what" I asked stupidly not understanding the question. "Duh" she smiled…."Your beaver…..Your vaginal area……what kind of haircut do ya want? " a zipper is good in a sense because it keeps things neat down there….A heart is sexy and very feminine, but can hang out of your panties if it gets out of control…..Bald is sexy on a woman, but I'm think it'll just make you look more like a little boy" "tell ya what, let do the heart first…that way you'll have to maintain it more closely, and it'll help you get a better idea on what it means to be a woman"

She went to work and soon my vaginal area was decorated with a very pretty heart-shaped patch of hair. " I hope you realize that all this work and more is going to be done on a regular basis" Kathi looked me up and down while rubbing a floral scented cream onto my entire body…."being a woman is a lot of work and if you don't think you can handle it we'd better quit right now" "And furthermore I don't want any of the head-hanging crap!!!.....I'm proud to be a woman, and I want you to feel the same"

"Oh no" I cried….."I'll do my very best to please you"….."I know you will Dani, I just want things to be clear between us"……She looked in my eyes for a moment, smiled then said suddenly "Hey, let's have some fun and paint each other toenails…..would you like that'? "Sure" I squealed, surprising even myself with my feminine reaction.

"Ok, put on this robe and we'll go to the bedroom". She handed me a fluffy pink terry cloth robe to put on. It was warm, like it had just come from the dryer. "That's funny" I thought "I've been doing the laundry for a year or more and I've never seen this robe nor saw her wear it"….almost as if she could read my mind she smiled and said " Maybe I've wanted this as much as you…..Maybe I've been nudging you in this direction….Then nuzzling my earlobe she whispered…" come my sweet little sissy…..come into the bedroom and fulfill your destiny…..Abandon any silly ideas of being a man…You're my woman now, and I intend to make you love every minute!!!!

Looking deep into my eyes, she could see the love and submission in them…She didn't say another word…just turned and went into the bedroom

 

The next few months were a blur for me….Cooking, cleaning, and making sure everything was perfect for the love of my life Kathi. Our sex life had never been better, even though it consisted of "lesbian style" relations!!! Lots of kissing, hugging, and fondling…..I got so I could work on her pussy for hours and my sorry excuse for a penis wouldn't even make an appearance. Slurping the juices out of her vagina became sort of a quest for me, and I could often bring her to multiple orgasms, my orgasms became a thing of the past, but somehow I didn't even miss them….I felt whole, I felt complete, I had a purpose in life at last. The purpose was pleasing my beautiful wife, and I prided myself on doing that very thing to the best of my ability.

Maintaining the house was hard work, but maintaining my hairless, slightly feminized body was something else!!! I enjoyed this time immensely, but it was taking hours away from my week. These were hours that could be better spent making sure that Kathi was happy and satisfied. Kathi (the perceptive one) soon realized the reason for my frustration and after surfing the net for an hour or so arrived at a solution. It took several days to make the arrangements. Then one Saturday morning after breakfast she said "Sit down Dani…" I have an idea, lets take this a step further" I hung on her words waiting for her to continue…."we both know our roles in this marriage now, but I sense you're getting frustrated dealing with you natural masculine attributes" I involuntarily shivered and said " yes…that's true" wondering where she was leading this conversation. "So I want to put you on a hormone regimen starting today"……I couldn't help but gasp at the implications of what she was saying. Gazing into my eyes, she reached into the pocket of her robe and set two bottles of pills and a large jar of cream on the table. Sensing my confusion she said " don't worry sweetie….I'll explain it all……The large purple pills are what older women use for estrogen replacement therapy….they are "high-dose" and will plump you up quite a bit in your hips, butt, and breasts …..You'll also notice a change in your "secondary" characteristics……you're body hair will slowly disappear, and the thickness of the hair on your head will increase"…Well speaking of my head, it was swimming by this time……It all made perfect sense, but frightened me anyway. This was serious business for sure!!!

Barely able to speak I asked Kathi…."What's the other bottle for"? She smiled and said…"that's a Testosterone blocker…..It'll help minimize some of your male traits, allows the Estrogen to be more effective". She held the bottle up and said….." soon you won't have to worry about those silly erections you have at the most inopportune times…..I fact your penis and testicles will shrink down to a fraction of their present small size….almost like a really big clit"…she laughed when she said this, and I'll couldn't help but laugh too.

" Of course, there is a down side to this…..You'll begin to experience a form of monthly periods…no bleeding of course but some of the mood swings and hot flashes. "Don't worry" she smiled "You'll get used to them….All women do….perhaps you can wear a Kotex during this period to better experience your femininity…or even a tampon!!!!

At last I worked up the nerve to ask…."What's the cream?"…. "That the best part" she smiled…."its hormone cream….very powerful!!!...You rub it directly on the parts of you body you wish to feminize" "Just apply it to your breasts each morning and night, and you'll soon have something to put into all of the bra's that I intend to buy for you"

" Kathi looked deep into my eyes and said "darling, you've been a treasure to me…..You've freed me from the shackles of caring for a home….You've allowed me to blossom in my work and life…..Don't ever worry that I may think less of you …..I love your feminine side, and I love you being a pussy-boy" I don't think I ever loved anyone as much as I did Kathi at that moment….I couldn't help but shed a few tears of joy!!!

"Come on sissy" she laughed…"Take your pills then let's go back to bed…..I intend to have my way with you" Quickly swallowing the pills with the last of my coffee, I tightened the sash on my robe and hurried upstairs!!!

 

The next year or so passed in a blur….Kathi opened a second office, hired more agents and seemed to be heading to the stars!! She could do no wrong….Money was pouring into our household at a rate that almost scared me!!! "I owe all of my success to my little woman" she was fond of saying…"that's what I'm gonna say when the hand me my trophy" This caused me some consternation, but of course there was no "trophy" for getting rich….Was there?

After a year or so of HRT therapy my body was changing fast…..My waist had shrunken down to around 30 inches, and my hips and ass were taking a genuinely feminine look…Not too big, but definably more female than male. I could fit into Misses size 12 clothing quite comfortably, Even so, I normally wore just a shapeless pair of sweats around the house.

But my breasts!!!...oh my breasts…..they were taking on a life of their own. I had grown to a solid B cup and my nipples and aureole had increased to almost an inch an a half in diameter. Kathi could spend hours sucking on them and often joked that this was the real reason for their growth.

One Saturday morning at breakfast she said "I think you're finally ready for some bras of your own…….I believe another trip to the Mall is in order"…happily I agreed……"But wait she said seriously….there is a problem" Scared now, I looked down and waited for her to continue….."You haven't been out much in the last year…..Just to get the newspaper or the mail……I don't think you realize exactly how feminine you've become……Your hair is down past your shoulders…..Your beard and body hair has all but disappeared……It's gonna be hard to conceal your big hips and ass in a pair of male pants….And I'm not even going to mention your breasts……I'd heard the big breasts were hereditary, but it's becoming obvious that your mother also had large breasts"

I was crushed!!!...I misinterpreted her statement…..I immediately began sobbing uncontrollably….."I so sorry" I blubbered…."I didn't mean to cause you any shame or embarrassment"……Kathi walked over to me, wrapped her arm around my shoulder and let me cry myself out. "You're just being silly, or hormonal" she laughed…."I'm not embarrassed by you…I love you…….All I'm saying is you can't go out in public any longer dressed as a man" …"Unless you want to be mistaken for some kind of "Dyke"…..this comment made me laugh and Immediately changed my mood.

"Now listen"……I've anticipated this day and have made some plans…Just trust me and everything will be just fine". I listened intently to her instructions….."I need to make a phone call, so go up to the bathroom and perform your normal morning routine, but don't put on anything except your white thong panties" "Ok" I said, "then what?"…..She smiled "go into our bedroom and put on the clothes I have laid out for you"…..Don't worry how you look, just do as I say and trust me.

Well trusting Kathi has never been a problem for me, and I went upstairs to follow thru on her instructions. I took a quick shower…dusted myself with some Lilac-scented powder…Brushed my teeth and hair and put on my panties.

Going into the bedroom, I almost swooned…..lying on the bed was a bra, a pair of tights (it was wintertime now) and a gorgeous blue and white plaid wool jumper. On the floor was a pair of black Mary Jane shoes…..An adult version of the shoes my Sister forced me to wear years before. There was a method to Kathi's plan…This was almost he exact outfit she had worn when we first met. This was her way of demonstrating that the "changes" in our marriage were proceeding as planned. I don't believe I ever loved her so much, and I sure felt weak and feminine in her presence.

I picked up the white bra and admired it's lacy padded cups and stretchy band…Hooking it in front I turned it around, bent over at the waist and allowed my breasts to fall into the cups…..I'd seen Kathi do this many times and followed her example to the letter……I straightened up and re-adjusted my breasts in the cups….glanced in the mirror and got the shock of my life….I was looking at two very rounded humps rising out of the cleavage of my bra….I HAD BREASTS!!!!....I ACTUALLY HAD REAL BREASTS!!!

I couldn't wait to run downstairs to tell Kathi, so I quickly pulled on my tights….tugged the white turtleneck over my head and put on the shoes and Jumper. I peeked in the mirror and like what I saw….Maybe not a woman, but definitely not a man either… I turned and looked at the back of my dress and was amazed at how womanly my body had become…..Nice hips & ass!!! I rushed down the stairs to come face to face with the shock of my life!!!

 

I found Kathi sitting in the kitchen as I rushed in…sitting and talking to a attractive-looking middle aged woman!!!... I was paralyzed…..I was frozen in that spot on the floor….standing there in my Jumper and girlie shoes …..Heart pounding in my chest…breasts heaving…..I thought for sure I would die right then and there.

"Hi honey" Kathi said rather nonchalantly…."I'd like you to meet Linda….She a part-time sales agent for me"……"Linda, I'd like you to meet my wife Danielle….he's the real secret of my success" I was still speechless, but managed to shake her hand and nod my head. I had no idea what was happening, and my world seemed to be turning upside down….Why was Kathi exposing my secret?.....Were they lovers?...had she decided to dump me for a real woman ?….My new body was shaking so hard that my breasts were jiggling…and I felt like I couldn't take a breath. My heart was beating so hard I'm sure both Kathi and Linda could hear it…my knees were knocking together.

Laughing at my discomfort Kathi said "I'm sure you're wondering what this is all about aren't you"? I said nothing, but nodded my head…."Well Linda here is a part-time agent…but her full time job is managing a Beauty shop…..But hers is a shop with a "difference"….you see she caters to transvestites and cross-dressers and trans-gender girls too….I'm not sure which category you fall into, but she seemed the perfect one to get you ready for your debut today" Kathi then stood up, smiled and squeezed my hands……"Don't worry sweetie", she said, giving me a peck on the cheek," I'd never do anything to hurt or embarrass you "……"So Girls, I'm going down to the office for an few hours….you have fun, and I'll be back around Four to take Dani shopping" …..With that and a girlie "air kiss" for me she nonchalantly breezed out the door to her BMW.

 

Linda said "let's have a cup of coffee and get acquainted before I begin shall we?" I squeaked out a "yes" and went into the kitchen to brew the coffee for the two of us. Somehow the routine of working in the kitchen and serving a woman (albeit a strange one) seemed to calm me down. "You seem very comfortable in the role of Kathi's wife….Very domestic…..Have you been cross-dressing long'? "Well almost all of my life I've been a sissy, but I've only gotten serious about Cross-Dressing in the last year or so…Kathi's seems to like it….I enjoy it too".

"I've noticed the shape of your body is very feminine" she said ….."Is it padding, or are you on HRT? "Hormones" I proudly stated "This big fat ass is all mine". This caused her to snort so hard I thought her coffee was going to spew out thru her nose. I can't explain it, but suddenly I felt very comfortable talking to Linda…..She was "understanding" and not at all judgmental.

As I cleared the cups and saucers she became more serious…"Ok, lets talk about what I'm here for……"I'm going to cut and perm your hair into a feminine style…..I can even color it if you want…..I'm going to work on your eyebrows , shaping them into a more appropriate style for your new look. I'm going to apply acrylic nails and polish them in any color you wish……I'm going to pierce both of your ears at least twice and insert some pretty dangling earrings to tickle your neck. "Finally I'm going to do your makeup in a manner suitable for a late-afternoon trip to the Mall. I'm going to make you so pretty that you will completely forget about your useless penis that's tucked away in your panties. "Well" she said…boldly looking into my eyes…."are you ready?"…..Involuntarily I lowered my eyes and mumbled a quiet affirmative….."Hey" she said, taking my chin in her hand…..Lifting my face to hers……."Don't start the "Humble" shit with me….."You're going be a WOMAN, and believe me it doesn't get any better than that"…So I looked her straight in the eye…chin up and proudly said…."Let's get to it girlfriend"

 

First off she handed me a transparent pink plastic smock…"Peel off that Jumper, those tights and turtle neck too, and put this on sweetie" that'll keep from ruining your pretty clothes" Shyly I turned my back, peeled off my clothes and put on the smock…..I may as well been naked as Linda boldly looked over my very feminine body in the panties and bra….."Very nice" she smiled….."It's going to be easy making you look good" "Thanks" I said sincerely.

"Ok enough chit chat….they'll be plenty of time for that when you're under the dryer" ….Come over to the sinks and I'll give your hair a quick wash and trim it up a bit" This was a new experience for me but a pleasurable one for sure.

After washing my hair, she said,." I'm going to cut and perm it into a modified pageboy style" she said "that'll look good with your square face" ……"I'm also going to lighten it a bit" So she clipped and clipped some more……then she applied some foul smelling liquid and rolled it up on huge rollers. " I'm going to do your brows, facial and ears before I put you under the dryer" she said…"That way you won't have to spend so long in the torture-chamber" I didn't understand what she meant, but suspected I'd soon find out.

She then went to work on my face…Plucking eyebrows, now there's a unique form of torture for ya!!! She then applied a green goop to my face "Avocado masque" she said…."it'll deep clean your pores and prepare it for the foundation powder" She told me to lay my head back as she applied it…She then put something over my eyes….something very weird! "Cucumber slices" she laughed…"They'll take any puffiness out of your eyes…" a girl going on a shopping trip with their spouse want to look their best…."You get more stuff that way" We both giggled at that!!!

Soon the masque was doing its work and I felt my face tightening under its spell. Peeling it off later she said "Oh my…..you're looking good girl…..You'll need to stop by my salon about once every month or six weeks for this treatment. Men tend to have larger pores than women, so the difference afterwards is more dramatic" "men" I thought…I wasn't feeling like a man right at the moment.

Pierced ears were next, twice in each ear plus the installation of some gold studs. "These will stay in for two of three weeks till the holes heal up….then you can replace them with some really pretty ones".

"Ok" she said…"we're on the home stretch……Time to get under the dryer while I do your Manicure and nails" I soon found out why she called it the "Torture-Chamber"…the dryer was like putting ones head in the back of a jet engine…. hot & noisy". Meantime my hands had been soaking in a liquid designed to soften them…."That's right" Linda smiled "Palmolive liquid….just like the commercial on TV. After buffing and cleaning my hands she applied a medium length of acrylic nail and a beautiful dark red polish.

I was in heaven, after pampering Kathi all these years; I was on the receiving end. …Believe or not I nearly fell asleep under the dryer….My senses were being bombarded in so many directions, my poor brain didn't know how to react. I had no clue that being pampered could be so wonderful. "Ok sweetie" said Linda "you're finished….Put your dress and top back on, and I'll comb out your hair and do your makeup….While you're do that I'll call Kathi and tell her you're about finished" Putting on the turtleneck over the rollers as a trick, but I was soon fully dressed again and was waiting on Linda to hang up the phone.

"She'll be home shortly luv….we got to work fast…….sit down on the kitchen chair, and I'll have you finished in a jiffy….I did as I was told and soon she was applying makeup to my freshly scrubbed face. Every thing was happening so fast now, I could barely follow it…."Don't worry Dani" said Linda…." In a week or so you'll be applying make up like you've been doing it all your life". Finally she was finished with my face and she started brushing out my hair….it felt and smelled great!!1 I could feel it tickling my ears and neck…..As a final touch she sprayed my wrists, and behind my ears with a bit of "White Diamonds" "It's Kathi's favorite she smiled"

If being a woman felt this good, I wondered why every man didn't try it……Then I realized the truth….the women weren't telling how good it felt. They were keeping that secret to themselves.

"Ok, stand up and let me check you out before Kathi arrives….."turn around for me please….Ok everything looks good……More than good actually, you're quite a beautiful woman now"….so let me say something fast before Kathi gets home…..listen carefully…..You're a woman now, you may have the wrong plumbing but you're a woman nevertheless……Be proud and stand tall….Push out your breasts and revel in your femininity….Let the men hold the doors for you and perform their little tricks….just remember you belong to Kathi…now and forever, and it's your job to make her life as pleasant as possible….Worship her gladly, because she loves you more than life itself" I felt my eyes welling up and the tears forming…I couldn't help myself. I was that moved by Linda's little speech.

"Ok, that enough of that!!!! If you cry and cause your mascara to run, I'll turn you over my knee and give you something to cry about, and I'm not kidding……I tilted my head back and blinked rapidly to clear my eyes and was soon back to normal.

I'm leaving now, Kathi will be home in a few minutes…..Wait at the top of the stairs and make an entrance for her…believe me she's worth it, she's paid me a small fortune for me to work my magic on you" So after a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek she was gone…..I rushed to the bedroom to make my 'entrance" for my beloved Kathi.

 

It wasn't long before I heard the car in the driveway and heard the key turn in the lock….."Danielle…I'm home" she said. Pausing for effect at the top of the stairs, I began to slowly and deliberately make my way down toward my wife…..Chin up, breasts pushed out, trying to do as Linda had suggested, I finally reached the bottom floor……."My God" said Kathi…."My God"…….Instantly panicking I asked her…."Are you disgusted or ashamed of the way I look"? ….if so I promise I'll go back to looking more like a man…"my God" she said again causing me to really panic!!! "What, what?" I screamed……."you're beautiful she said…."I knew you had potential, but I'd have never believed it" Suddenly the weight of the world lifted off of my shoulders and I felt a relief unlike any other I'd experienced…..Kathi still loved me!!! HEY WORLD KATHI STILL LOVED ME!!!

"Now, before we leave for the mall, I have something to give you" Kathi said, reaching into her purse…..She pulled out a very small velvet covered box and flipped it open. Inside was the most beautiful diamond engagement/wedding ring I'd ever seen……." I know we've had a normal wedding, but now I asking a little differently…..Will you do me the honor of being my wife?" she smiled …."Yes I said:….."To have and to hold….till death do us part?"…..Oh Kathi….."you know I will" I was choking back the tears at this point…" then with this ring I do wed" she was smiling as she said this. Then, as I held my left hand out, she slid the rings down my manicured fingers. I couldn't help it…I totally lost it and we both cried like babies. I'm glad Linda wasn't here to see my mascara-streaked face, but I didn't care…I was the Happiest girl in the whole USA. Kathi whispered in my ear…"lets get cleaned up and go out and spend a bazillion dollars on clothes……How bout it"? "Yes I said happily.

Later, she opened the hall closet and handed me a short wool winter coat, and after taking hers from its hanger and shutting the door she said "let's go"

 

Our shopping trip that evening was to quote Sam Spade "the stuff that dreams are made of"……underwear was first…..bags and bags of panties, bras', cinchers, and more stuff than I would ever wear in a lifetime……"I don't care" she laughed "I have plenty of money to spend on my sweet little Danielle"….dresses, skirts and blouses were next….So many that we had to make trip after trip to the car to unload. Stockings and shoes were next she bought me every thing from "Combat Boots" to 4 inch "fuck-me" pumps……Package after package of nylon stockings and lacy garter belts….." no more panty hose for my wife" she said……"I want to be able to get down to business with a minimum of trouble"…..finally after buying one of about everything at the mall she suggested stopping for drinks before heading home. We went into a quiet cocktail lounge in the mall parking lot and had a drink.

I was feeling "talky" after my drink, and soon started thanking her again……"Listen Danielle…."This thanking me constantly is getting old" she said, slightly slurring her words…..If we're rich, and I want to indulge my wife a little that's our business…isn't it?...so just cut it out ok?....you're just as important to this marriage as I am…So save the thanks for when they are appropriate okay???".

By this time Kathi was running her hand up my legs underneath my jumper. Having her manicured nails running up my thighs was not a new experience, but her doing it in public sure was!!! In spite of the fact that, due to the hormones, I hadn't erected in months I was feeling definite stirrings in my vaginal area. I imagine it's the same phenomenon that causes people who've had a leg amputated to feel like their foot itches. At any rate it was getting me excited and soon the giggling and touching escalated into more than is usually deemed appropriate between two women in public. People were beginning to stare, and I was getting worried that somehow my "secret" may be exposed ……."Let's go home darling" I pleaded

We finished our drinks and headed toward the parking lot…."you'd better drive she said….I'm feeling a bit tipsy" "but what if I'm stopped, all I have is my male drivers license" "Just don't get stopped…that's all" she laughed…."but first I want to stop at "Waterbeds and Stuff" before we go home…"What on earth for?" I asked….." That's for me to know and you to find out" she laughed. She was in there for 10 minutes or so….made me wait in the car. She finally came out with a sly smile on her face.

 

The first half-hour or so after our arrival home was dedicated to carrying package after package to our room upstairs. I didn't think I'd ever get all of it put away. Kathi was waiting for me in the living room and asked me to bring her a drink……"In fact" she said "how 'bout going upstairs and Making yourself beautiful for me"…." Maybe put on that new pink peignoir I bought you? "Then bring me a drink". After peeling off the clothes I'd worn most of the day, I couldn't help but admire myself in the full-length mirror in our bedroom…..Except for that excess baggage some folks call a penis, I was a woman……that's right a woman at last…….But unknown to me Kathi had plans to cement my status as a woman.

Quickly donning my frilly peignoir and high heeled slippers, I ran a brush thru my hair and re-applied my lipstick, gave myself another spritz of "White Diamonds" and hurried back downstairs to Kathi. I slipped into the kitchen and made her favorite drink, a Gin & plain water….I made myself a small Vodka and tonic.

Kathi had changed into a pair of dark blue silk pajamas and was wearing a white terry cloth robe. She had combed her short hair back and had removed all her makeup. "Gee Kathi, you look almost like a man" I said. Thanks, now be a good girl and sit down beside me for a minute"….."Hmmmm she purred "you smell good" One thing led to another and we were soon "making out" on the sofa…….She was ravishing me and causing feelings I'd never felt this strongly before…..Rubbing my breasts thru the flimsy material, and nibbling on my sore ear lobes. It didn't take much of this and I soon became a willing participant!!!!....We ended up on the floor in front of the warm gas fireplace. Between the drinks, the smell of my perfume, and the feel the gown, I was experiencing a new feeling for me…..It's hard to explain, but I felt an internal "yielding" ….A longing to be possessed by my loving wife. I had never felt anything quite like it, but hey, who knows what new feelings a girl may experience?... A girl on her "wedding" night?... I , after all, was wearing a beautiful one caret diamond on my left hand.

As she continued caressing my body I felt her hand under my gown, caressing my soft and womanly butt….."Oh Dani" she panted "you're almost complete……..You're almost a woman" ……"what's she mean almost I wondered?.......Suddenly I realized the was pressing her index finger against my asshole ……Nudging the tip in further and further in my most private of spots……Then it hit me, I knew what she had bought at the "Waterbeds & Stuff"… I knew what she planned for me on our "Honeymoon" night……The same thing every woman gets on their honeymoon night. She was going to "take me"…"have her way with me"…."make me her own"…..whatever words we use to describe it, all of "us "women" know what it means. It means we are "giving something special…..the thing that woman can only give once, our virginity!

I was a virgin too, in a manner of speaking….All of my childhood exploits with John consisted of merely "hugging and kissing"……There was never any cock-sucking or penetration of any kind. My experiences with girls in high school were "white bread" to say the least…So Kathi was my first and only real lover. Even then our sex life mostly consisted of me giving her oral sex, and her causing me to ejaculate by any means she could. Very rarely did she allow me to penetrate her. In fact, she few times I tried she'd merely laugh and say "Don't get all macho darling….it's not your style"

All of these thought and more were spinning thru my head as she was caressed me. "Dani"……."Dani"……"DANIELLE!!!"….I realized she was talking to me…."What my love" I purred……"Why don't you put our glasses in the sink, and lock up the house"? "Them come up to the bedroom….I have another surprise for you" Kissing me on the forehead, she smiled and was gone.

I performed my duties as asked and went upstairs. I stopped in the bathroom to freshen up my lipstick and get my self in order. While sitting on the toilet, I was thinking and wondering what I had in store for me….."Would it hurt?"….."How big would it be"?......"Would she still love me afterwards? Then I realized, this must be what most women on their honeymoons thought. It seems like my whole life was merely leading up for what I was going to do in a few minutes.

That's when I decided, I was going to give myself to Kathi…..I was going to take what she offered me and do it gladly. I was going to be the best woman, the best wife, and most of all, the best lover I could be!!!

After wiping my little "clit" and I reached into my medicine cabinet and sprayed a light mist of my favorite perfume to the area. After flushing the toilet, I stood up, took one last look in the full length on the back of the door, switched off the light and walked into the darkened bedroom.

 

At first I couldn't see very well, Kathi had turned out the lights and lit two small scented candles that sat on each nightstand. My eyes soon became adjusted, and I crawled in the bed beside my lover. She had removed her terrycloth robe, but kept on her blue silk pj's. She had the covers pulled up to her waist,

"My" she cooed "you smell good……Come over here and give your daddy a hug" Squealing happily I grabbed her around the neck and showered her with kisses….."Wait….Slow down" she said…."I'm supposed to be doing the impatient "GUY" stuff….."Your job is to lay back and prepare for some old-fashioned Jungle-Love. With this she proceeded to roll me over on my back and began nibbling on my ears. We had done this many times before, but tonight was different, tonight was our Honeymoon and I wanted it to be perfect. "Oh Kathi" I panted "you've turned my life into a dream"

With this she proceeded to stick her tongue about half way down my throat…our saliva mixing in a most wonderful manner. "Just lay back and enjoy it for a bit…..Daddy's got a surprise for you, but you don't get it till you're sufficiently warmed up. Unbuttoning my gown, she bared my heaving breasts. My aureoles were swollen and my nipples stood straight out like two hard little erasers on the ends of a pencil,

"Nice" she said " I was thinking about implants for you, but thanks to your Mother I don't think they'll be necessary. Taking my left nipple (the most sensitive one) in her teeth, she nibbled it while rolling the other between her thumb and forefinger. I was about to go wild, I hadn't realized before how deep passion could go between a couple.

Proceeding down my flat belly with her kisses, her hands were working their way around to my ass…..Slowly and gently I felt her finger pushing on my delicate rosebud……."Turn over" she whispered, "I have some work to do" Happily rolling over on my stomach I saw her reach for a bottle on the night stand…"This is a lubricant and warming lotion….Let me rub some on, you'll love it"

She didn't so much rub it "On" as rub it "In"…..I felt her warm oily finger working it was up my anus. The warmth was soon spreading thru my bottom and was causing me a great deal of excitement. "This will loosen you up and make you feel even better" she whispered in my ear. "Even better" I thought "it actually gets better than this?" Slowly she worked her finger in and out while she was caressing my breasts with the other

By this time I was ready (I thought) but Kathi had other plans……Reaching under pillow she laughed "This is the first surprise from me tonight" She was holding a flesh-colored rubber butt plug….I gasped, it looked huge and there wasn't much doubt where it was going…..right in my ass, that's where!!

"Now be a good girl…..Get up on your knees, and put your pretty face on the pillow" I was scared, but I knew she would never harm me. "It's wide in the middle, but necks down at the base" she said "It'll feel like taking a BM for a minute…but your anus will soon relax and it'll feel great…This'll relax you and prepare you for my second surprise"

My face was buried in the pillow as I felt something hard bump into my anus….."Get ready darling……you're about to become a real woman" Slowly she pushed it further and further in to my virgin ass, until I felt like I would surly split open. Suddenly, the widest part passed thru my anus, and the rest quickly seated itself into the proper place.

It's hard to describe the feeling a person gets when something is shoved up their ass for the first time. I guess it all depends on the circumstances, I'm sure if one experiences it in a Medical situation, or possibly in a Penal (no pun intended) situation it would be very different from what I was experiencing. To have your most private of places entered by one you love makes all the difference. I felt full of course, but more importantly I felt that I had given my wife a gift that very few men were willing to give.

"Ok sweetie" Kathi gasped "my turn" She rolled over on her back and I went to work with a vengeance. Nibbling her ears, French-Kissing, biting her sweet neck I was allowing all of my passion out tonight……My anus was puckering so much it felt like the plug has a life of its own, and was moving itself in and out.

I moved down and unbuttoned her pajama top exposing her beautiful breasts….Pulling the top off with one hand and tossing it in the corner I started sucking on her hard nipples…Slobber was running out of my mouth and across her belly….I didn't care and neither did she, tonight we were going to become "one"

"Pull off my pants" she gasped "I want you to suck me down there"….Well she didn't fool me….I knew or suspected what was waiting for me down there, at least I thought it did!!!

I guess nothing ever prepares you for when you see an "Angry" penis close up. "Oh Kathi" I panted "It's beautiful" My body and hair were drenched in sweat, it was running in my eyes so badly I could barely see…..But I could see well enough to know it'd reached the point of no return.

It wasn't really that large (6-7 inches) but was very realistic looking….Large purple head and very realistic skin and heavy veins. It also had a very realistic pair of testicles pressed against Kathi's crotch….Then; with a start I realized there was no harness of strap of any kind. "How was she holding it on?" I wondered. As if reading my mind Kathi panted "the other end is inside me…..we can both have fun at the same time"

That's all I needed to know….I immediately popped my ruby lips around the head and acted as if I'd been a cocksucker all my life. It felt so good in my mouth that I didn't want to stop. I slurped and slurped trying to take it all down my throat at once. While I was working on the "outside" parts, the "inside" parts were moving around in Kathi's vagina , and bumping into her clit…this was causing her tremendous pleasure too.

So I sucked, and sucked, the sucked some more…..Kathi's breasts were heaving so hard I thought she was having a heart attack. Orgasm after orgasm racked her body until she could stand it no more.

" Roll over on your back you bitch" she said. "We're gonna finish it right now" Doing as she asked I rolled over, brought my legs up as far as I could and spread the cheeks of my butt. Snatching the plug with one hand and pulled it out with a pop…..throwing it in the corner she climbed on top of me and replaced it with her penis. I felt like I was being split open, but in a good way.

In and out…in and out…Kathi pounded my asshole relentlessly…..we were both approaching orgasm (my first… hers, well let just say it was several)…I had the craziest thought it that moment…"We sound exactly like Meg Ryan in the movie: When Harry met Sally". You know, the scene in the restaurant we she's showing Billy Crystal how a woman can fake an orgasm".

There wasn't any faking in our bedroom that night….Kathi was taking what was hers, and I was giving up all I had to give. Neither of our lives would be the same after tonight. I would now longer be neither her "sissy" nor her "Pussy Boy" after tonight…I was going to be a "wife", a "spouse", a "lover" you name it, it was hers. Soon Kathi exploded shooting a warm liquid up my bowels. I can't explain what happened next, I know men don't have orgasms that don't involve the penis…..All I can say is my body was wracked with spasms unlike anything I'd ever experienced as a man. Wave after wave of pleasure rolled over me. I felt flushed, I felt happy, I felt fulfilled….I felt everything I believe a woman feels. And all of this happened without the slightest stirring of my little bitty penis. You be the judge, was it a genuine female orgasm or not?

Afterwards we snuggled for a bit. We didn't talk much, it didn't seem necessary at the moment. Both of us knew our place in the marriage both knew the love we shared, but most importantly we but knew we had a long and happy life ahead. Kathi would be the breadwinner, and I would fill the role of happy home maker.

These were the thought going thru my head as I watched her drive away the next morning…..Well that and…."Hmmm, I wonder who going to be the guest on Oprah today?"

 

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