Wife Beater and Worse

by Jane Hudson

  

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I have been told to write this by my ex wife and her and my friend Janet. It's been Five years since they let me out of Prison. I was sent down for Three years I did 18 months. My name was Jack Harris now its Jilly. I use to beat my wife Vanessa and I was a collector of shall we say unsuitable porn of under age girls. I am 33 years old 6 foot and of medium build. I am now wearing a full day maids uniform a grey knee length dress with white lace trim on the collar and cuffs white lace trimmed apron and lace cap. The same uniform on evening and weekend but black with a lace trimmed slip under the dress rather than a plain one. As my wife has remarried I am working for a rather forceful woman as her house and ladies maid but more of that later. My blond hair curled around my made up face making me look feminine . I don't pass 100 % but I am presentable as a woman. My wife Vanessa is a woman of 5 foot 6 inches and a very pretty face lovely body a great person and a lovely lady. I use to use her as a punch bag now I lost her and my manhood and I blame no one but myself!

How did I end up like this . For the 6 years of my marriage I used my wife as a target she cowered as I hit her. I was working as a Van driver she had a good job as a Manager of a Computer company maybe that was my problem she was earning more than me. But that's no excuse to be such loser pig. Six years ago she had a mobile Valeter come to valet her car that when she met Janet, I did not know at the time but this person would be my downfall and my savour.

Janet is a rather tall well-built person light brown hair a pleasant face and a kindness that showed out to every one. I hated her from day one. But then to me she was a queer a nut job a loser loony who cut of its dick .How that was to come back on me that sort of thinking. To everyone else a Transsexual, she is 45 years old and had the op just over Eight years ago. Before she had the op and started her business she was a Self Defence Instructor with the Police. This I did not know at the time but I was to find out.

 

Vanessa has a daughter of 13 years at the time Lucy a sweet and cute young girl. I was alone with her one day and then I just felt I had to make a move on her .I grab hold of her and started to pull her skirt up and panties down, Then wham out went the lights. Unknown to me and lucky for Lucy Janet had come in the back door with the keys to my wife, s BMW she had just brought back from being cleaned. She heard Lucy scream and she rushed up the stairs to her bedroom. There to her horror she saw me bending over trying to assault her. She came up behind me and hit me just behind and below the left ear I went out like a light. When I awoke I was being arrested by the police the case took 3 month with me on remand they also found my horrid sex pictures on my computer I pleaded guilty and was sent down for Three years.

After 18 months on Rule 43 on the nonce's wing I was let out no job no home nothing. Six months later of living rough Janet bumped into as I was sleeping rough in a doorway. She got on her phone and took me to her house I knew if she wanted to she could force me to come along. But she did not .A bed and hot meal sounded too good turn down.

The deal, When I awoke and came down stairs there was Vanessa Lucy and Janet. Lucy was 15 now a fit young lady who looked at me with hate in her eyes. I shudder at what was I in for now. Janet spoke to me and said I had a choice back on the streets. Then she would make sure though the newspapers that where every I went people would know about me and that any chance of a new life would be nil but. Ah the but if I played ball I could have some sort of a life. Yet I would have a hard road to travel before I was allowed my new life, as a WOMAN!.

At first I thought no way and was ready to leave . But the thought of another night in the cold and maybe another beating was too much. I signed all the papers put before me that said in effect that all that was to be done to me in dress and treatment was of my own free will. But at the end of a Three year period I would be put on course for a full sex change. Then I would live as a woman as my wife secretary under full time supervision .But first I must be broken and punished as sissy male before being retrained as a female . Janet said I should make a nice looking TS. She said most TS don't pass 100 % but its about being presentable as a woman more than 100 % passing.

Over the time since I agreed to the deal I have been humiliated so many times I have lost count. Vanessa has been trained as well as Lucy in self defence by Janet. This was soon shown to by Vanessa and Lucy using their new skills to overpower and bind and gag me I was shocked at how easy they both could do it .As Janet told me skill will win out over brute strength. Also being given Female Hormones has reduced my strength. I am made to dress in dresses that made it clear that I was a sissy under control. I was out in public on a collar and lead for the first month to belittle me and I must tell why I am dressed this way if asked what I have done and why I am being punished. Even Vanessa new boyfriend Jack a good-looking dark tall guy got in on the act.

The outing I have been on the way I was dressed and treated was terrible. But if I behave I got more time out as a normal dressed TS as time went by. I never thought I would be glad to wear a skirt blouse high heels and jacket yet after being made to wear such sissy outfits!! They were just great.. Lucy one day had me dressed in my sweet little girl dress I am shaved all over my blond hair curled and tied up in a lovely sweet pink bow on the top of my head. The dress had ten layers of lacy trimmed petticoats under the dress. The dress had a double lace trimmed flounce hem a Peter Pan lace trimmed collar Large Puff Sleeves trimmed with lace and fixed to the lace trim two pink bows. On my feet I had knee length lace trimmed socks and pink high heel Mary Janes. A pair of lace trimmed white gloves and a pink shoulder bag. I am fully made up in a very sissy way. She then put in my mouth a special dummy that is fill with syrup that taste of Castor Oil or Epson Salts or Carbolic Soap or Stop and Grown nail biting deterrent. Try having to suck on that horrid don't cover it. Lucy loves the yucky face I make.. Being made to wear a nappy under the lace-trimmed plastic Panties is another embarrassment I had to endure.

So dressed in such an outfit sucking on my horrid dummy, which is fixed in place by a pink ribbon tied in a tight bow at the back of my head. Lucy leads me out the front door by my leash fixed to my pink collar. The looks and Laughter as she makes me mince up the street to the shops is crushing. Janet has told me that to tear down the rotting dangerous house that is my manhood this must be done. Yet also it is to help Lucy to over the pain and fear I caused her by my action, s. This being able to exercise the demons she had by controlling me in such away. So there this 15 nearly 16-year-old girl is walking me. Along the street into town .I of course am no danger to her now being well locked up down there!! . Mince sweet she tell s me and mince sweet is which I do .We bump into her two best friend Jackie and Sally they have been told all that is going on I drop the sweetest curtsey to them both making sure I show plenty of petticoat lace. Both just burst out laughing at me I blush the deepest red.

Both the girls looked me up and down with total feminine contempt .I cringed at these lovely young teen age girl looks of pitiless contempt. Jackie a 15-year-old blond with the sweet face and sweeter body and her lovely friend with her long dark luscious hair look me up and down as if I was something on there shoes. Jackie started tickling me under the chin asking if I enjoyed my nice dum dum cutie pie. All I could say was a mum ah arr as the dummy made a great gag. Sally made me do some curtseys which about a group of 20 people gathered to see some of the guys took the mickey until they saw how the women seemed to really enjoy the power over me then they got uncomfortable and cleared off. The women that were left just teased and laughed at me.

The walk around town carried on .A Policeman and woman came over to Lucy and started to ask her questions. She was asked what was going on why it was going on why I was dressed this way. Then she took out of her handbag the papers I signed they looked them over. Lucy took out my dummy I moved my sore jaw it was so nice to be rid of that horrid hateful dummy. The policewoman asked me if I was ok if what I was doing was of my own freewill. I shameful told her yes. Lucy told me to curtsey to her and the other officer thank them pretty thank you. The Policeman backed away a bit look at me with disgust .The lady officer was trying not to laugh at me as she called me SIR. Lucy them told me to ask pretty please to pop my dummy in my mouth and fix it in place. She looked to the male officer, he did not want to know .So after Lucy got a fresh Carbolic Soap dummy the officer pop it into my mouth Lucy fixed it so I could not spit it out. The woman officer who I found later when she saw me another time was called Jane asked Lucy what was in the dummy. When she told her she then burst out laughing and well SIR enjoy your nice dummy. The male told Lucy to carry on but be careful not to cause a breach of the peace. Lucy then walked me all the way back home about 5.00 pm and then put me to an evening of foot rubbing and foot licking before .My ex wife got home from work or shopping and I was ready for my evening duties. Boy was I glad when that month was over dressing as a woman and being trained to be one was a pleasure after that. I would rather be beaten to and inch of my life than suck another of those horrid dummies.

 

My ex wife was not into dressing me like Lucy .My wife sister June was a dressmaker and she made all my special outfits. My wife wanted me as her maid for the time being. Saturday daytime was Lucy's playtime with me for the first month. But evenings and weekdays apart from Thursday TS training day which with Janet was after all that an easy day. In fact it was my best day of the week, which as time goes on will go from 1 to 3 days if I am good. Most days I am my Mistress smart maid. My day uniform is a knee length pink straight skirt dress elbow length sleeves trimmed white collar and cuffs pale pink button up the front Lace trimmed slip place pink stockings pink 3 inch court shoes with lace trimmed waist apron and matching lace trimmed cap. Yes she liked me in pink unlike my present Mistress. Evening and weekend uniform black just above the knee back zip lace trimmed on full sleeves and collar straight skirted dress. Under the dress 4 inches of hem lace on my slip just short of hem of my dress straight petticoat. Black seamed stockings full lace trimmed bib apron and very lacy stand up, cap.

 

It was soon decided that my working at her company would not be practical. My history would soon be found out and the company did not want such publicity. So I was to be trained as a house and ladies Maid. Not some S&M type but a real working maid. I was being trained in all types of housework cooking washing ironing serving in a proper manner as a respectable House and Ladies maid would do curtseying as I did so.

My day started early at 6.00 am I showered and shaved and then did my make up. I went and got my underwear on my lacy panties white lace corset bra stockings. Over that goes my lace trimmed slip and then my uniform dress apron and cap. Over the course of time my beard would be removed by Laser treatment and the female hormone would help that along so I wont have to shave my face. When that happens I will be quicker to get ready in the mornings. I wear with the pink dress a low 2-inch heel pink court shoes. This take about an hour to get ready then down stairs to make breakfast for everyone. First I serve my Mistress ex wife and her new boyfriend Jack Breakfast full English for Jack Bacon egg toast bake beans coffee just breakfast cereal and Orange juice for Vanessa. Then I serve the same to Lucy. I curtsy after serving them and ask permission to leave the room.

.I help my ex and Jack get dressed before they go down stairs. Jack love putting his hand up my dress as I pull his trousers up and my ex just laughs . Another ploy to break down my manhood. I have not sucked his dick yet as she say that for her alone to enjoy. But she did say she would put me to a dick. Someday soon and she did but later with that story. Once all have left its down to housework I have a list of jobs and woe is me if they are not done by the time she home from work. First the kitchen and I start cleaning the work surfaces the floors after washing up the dishes. Once the kitchen is done its on to all other rooms in the house which must be spotless by the time Vanessa and Jack come home at 6.00pm.

I am allowed one cup of Tea in morning two slices of toast lunch small bowl of soup cup of tea. Tea Time small Jacket potato small serving of bake beans. That all I am allowed to eat and the food is laid out and checked on to see if I have had any more. Just to give you an idea of the meal breaks I am allowed during my day.

During the day one of my jobs is washing and ironing. Not just my ex wife and her daughter but Jacks and any of her friend who need washing ironing to be done. The first times I tried to iron I mucked it right up. Boy did I get a spanking from Vanessa.. I have been told that once I am employed I will have more freedom in my work. But now I am told how and where to work. Once I have finished cleaning the house I go down to the Laundry Room I am told not to watch or listen to TV or Radio. In the Laundry Room is a washing machine dryer ironing board iron that it. Once the washing of one load is done I start ironing slips blouses skirts panties all the women clothes first then any of the men clothes are then done. Each item must be perfect .I get so much practice that I have become as Vanessa says almost adequate.

Once 4.00 pm comes round I must stop my work in the Laundry Room to start cooking the evening meal which is put on my list of jobs to do. I must also have changed in to my black evening uniform. Once the meal is made ready for them when they come home. I must stand by the front door ready to open and curtsey to them when they come home. The rest of the evening is spent serving Vanessa Jack Lucy and if they come around her friends. I am run of my feet fetching drinks food each time I serve them I must curtsey to them. Lucy friends love it and laugh their heads of at me well at first. Once they were use to me as the family maid they just smiled. Normally I finish about 12.00 am then off to bed.

 

Janet the one who took me down in the first place has become a good friend I NEVER THOUGHT I would say that..

The one thing I looked forward to was TS training day when I had the one day off from my very hard work. Who would of thought it not I that I would look forward to go out dressed in women clothes. Janet helped me to learn how to act as a woman. To sit walk soften my voice as a woman. As time went on I went from one day to two . But not a weekend as that is my busy working time. I have now Wednesdays and Thursdays off. Here was how one of my days of went.

Janet car pulled up outside the house. A nice Ford Mondeo hatchback lots of space for shopping bags in it.. I am dressed in knee length flower print skirt black top black jacket matching bag. My hair was growing longer but I still needed a wig at that moment. I walked out and got in the car off we went. We went into the Centre of Bristol which is 20 miles from Bath where we live. Janet parked up the car. A black guy round the back of Boardmead shopping centre came up to us both .He has been there 12 years cleaning cars .Janet let him wash car for £6.00 like she said if you clean cars all day you don't want to clean your own at the end of the day.

Then off we went I had gotten use to walking in heels and only had on that day 2 inch heels. First port of call Debenhams department store. We both walked in up to the make up counter the girls there are just great to T-Girls. Janet helped me with my make up she was being very kind to me. God knows why how I use to treat her and after what she stopped me from doing. She must be as kind as she is tough.. The girls were very helpful. They knew Janet from when she dressed before her op. They gave me load of help with eyes shadows base make up the works. Then we went to the top floor Restaurant and had lunch a light salad. Girls as Janet say don't stuff their face like guys.

Janet is so easy to talk to, its like we had been friends for years. How I use to treat her as a freak how wrong I was. It took guts even with her training to take on a crazy man in the possible act I was trying to do and take that man down. I now thank god she did at lest now I had the chance to redeem myself in the role that was forced on me and they were right to force me. As a man I was scum maybe as a woman I would become a worthwhile human being. With Janet help and my ex wife's help I did become that worthwhile person, thank god. I can still see the hate in Lucy eyes but no longer the fear .The treatment she gave me first off done her the world of good and it broke the horrid male who was scum to allow Janet to rebuild the woman or TS woman if you like. But back to my training

day.

After lunch we did the rounds of Debemhams . I saw a lovely black trouser suit Janet said good choice. I was surprised that she let me try it on and buy it. But as she said at the moment you are always in skirts as a way of enforcing femininity. But as you go along the path of being a woman you will wear trousers. Because woman wear trousers or if they fancy skirts or dresses but for everyday running around trousers work. But then you should team them with nice smart feminine shoes or boots and accessories. That way you look always feminine with hair make up

To match . You will find that trousers become a very feminine part of your wardrobe. After paying £150 for the suit all my feminine clothes make up Janet and I had a look at shoes. All the money I spent on clothes make up ect Janet lent me, which I paid back once I was in my first job.

After going into Boots more make up and we popped in to the Car phone Warehouse she got me a pay as you go mobile phone so I could be easly contacted by her .We walked back to her car and drove back along the M 5 roadworks again a 20 mile trip took near on took 2 hours. But we got to her house in Weston Super Mare on one of the new Estates a nice three bed room semi. She parked her car in the driveway and we went into her house. I made us both a nice cup of tea milk no sugar. We then both sat down on her settee and we talked. She asked how I was doing and I told her now that I am being treated more and more as a woman I am in some way enjoying myself but I still feel deep inside male. She told me that was to expected she had always wanted to be a woman, but you due to your behaviour has had to take up woman hood as a part punishment part salvation. You do seem to be coming along in your new role. I thanked her for her kindness and for being my only friend. Its strange that the person who took me down as become my only friend. Janet told me that that was that in the past as someone who gone through SRS it is only right that she helped me .Also I was a prick then ,now I was a much nicer better person still a ways to go she said but your getting there.

 

Moving forward two years I was well versed in my new role as a woman and a House and Ladies maid. Vanessa and Lucy treated me as an employee not a slave.I was not being paid as such but had my room and board was free and a small allowance for my two week days off to shop was given to me. I went shopping sometimes with Janet some times on my own. I used the bus everywhere when I went shopping.But Vanessa had the idea of my being put through an advanced driving test to be her Chauffer at certain times with a smart grey skirt suit uniform .As she just starting a new Business which seem to employ mostly women in Computers .So I did a lot of driving .She did not want me in the office as the girls had nothing against TSs but my background would not of gone down well.. So my main job was still that of a maid. I must say I do feel very proud driving my ex wife's new BMW I just love opening the door for wearing my grey uniform matching gloves shoes bag. As she get out she tell me to wait in the car for her it can sometime be 3 4 5 hours or more if she busy. I am not allowed to move from the car unless I am very caught short. I now enjoy my life as a woman. The work is hard but its honest and I feel am now for once in my life good at something. Janet also took me out for meals at some smart Restaurants dressed to the nine I felt so special we had become very close. My wife had found in the mean time a new man David and she in love with him.It would soon be time for me to go.

About this time I was introduced to my future employer and her sissy boyfriend . Mrs Jackson and her sissy kitten I know don't ask but they did love each other .As you can see she a Dom he a Sub. Strange thing Sissy Kitten may look weak and pansy .But Mistress who is a friend of Janet and an black belt in Judo with a good working knowledge of other self defence arts. Has taught him to look after himself. She told us the story of how they met. She runs a business that lets house and flats she employs women to collect rent and look after the properties. The ladies she employ can also look after themselves.Yobs tried not paying the rent and because women came for the rent tried to be hard end up on there backs looking up the ladies skirts if the the girl wore them. They soon paid up or the courts had them out also they did not want it coming out that a girl bested them. One of her collectors accidentally found out that Peter as he was then called loved dressing in very sissy girl clothes. When Mrs Jackson or as her friends called her Julie found out she was most interested. Her late husband who she loved very much was a sub and a sissy pet John or as she called Sissy pussy or know but each to there own. They had a loving relationship she was boss and he loved it.

Mrs Jackson asked me to meet her at her house near Bath at 9.00 am. Janet had through a good friend well her new boyfriend Bob a used car dealer found me a 1992 Ford Sierra 1.8 LX .I loved the bright red colour and it ran well. I told Janet I did not have the money to pay for it and I owned her a couple of grand for clothes make up ect. But she said it was a gift and I was to use it and enjoy. I kissed and hug my good friend. I was crying with happiness Janet said just like a woman.. That morning I got in the car. She had even taxed and insured it for me she is a good friend ,how bad I now feel at how I use to treat her what a jerk I was. Anyway I got in started the first car I have own since the court case. I left my ex wife drive way and pulled in to traffic. I was wearing a smart black trouser suit the one I brought at Debenhams . The outfit was teamed with smart black high heel court shoes black bag and smart jewellery I look and felt good not like a sissy but now a woman. Over time my body had been changing with hormones that were now in my body.I had my hair cut in a nice page boy style in a chestnut colour, my nails was a sliver grey colour .

After the usual traffic hold ups of which I made allowance for in my journey I arrived. Its was 8.43 am as I parked in her driveway as instructed. I checked my make up and hair and made sure all was well then I opened the door of the car and got out in a ladylike way as I could. As I walked to the front door of the lovely large house it must go back to the 18 Century I found later on it did. The house had 5 bedroom and was set in very large grounds. Near by was a very tasteful built 3 car garage which fitted in well with the house. I rung the front door bell. It was answered by Mrs Jackson. She about 5 ' 6 '' and a size 10 love shoulder length dark brown hair softly curling around a fine feminine face.Lovely big brown eyes with long lashes full lips a most beautiful woman. Her breasts firm and full a pair long feminine legs her skirt just above the knee the suit in a light pink was very expensive a woman of taste. She spoke to in a light soft feminine voice .Ah Ms Harris please come in welcome she said to me . I followed her to a large living room done in an expensive and very tasteful style.

I remembered what Janet said to about her as I followed her.She may look soft feminine and helpless .But she is one of the most skilled unarmed combat fighters in the South West.. Many large men so called hard men when she was running her Collection company thought she was a soft girl .When she came asking most politely for outstanding money that this little girl was dead meat oh dear. One moment they were swinging a punch at her next they were flying through the air. Finding themselves on their backs with her still holding their arm in a most painful lock. She always got the money. Her company always got the money from these difficult cases. As Janet said to me I know you changed I think you've changed but if that dumb arse male you use to be comes out she will take you out.

As we entered the living I was asked to sit. I sat as feminine and ladylike as I could. She offered me tea milk no sugar. Then it was down to cases. She took me a back by how much she knew about me I knew Janet must of told her the bear bones of the matter. Yet she knew more that Janet did. It turned out she had been not only taking a strong interest in my transformation from scum male to TS woman but had paid the bulk of the cost of my treatment s. I sat there shocked then I asked why she took such an interest and why pay for it. She told me that when she found out from Janet what I had done she want to bust every bone I had. But Janet a good friend of told her no let the courts sort it. Then she came to me with this nutty plan about after she found you living rough. I thought she was mad but she talked me round. Since then I have taken an interest in what you do and how your progression to womanhood has come along she told me. The doctor reports on you are most pleasing The psychiatrist report said you had made progress not only in your TS transition but that you shall we say unsavoury tastes in young girls had been abated along with your male ID. But she told me I warn you once then the matter will never be talked of again if you ever DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT and I find out about do or try to do the same .I will take you apart slowly bone at a time and please believe me when I say I can. Now the matter is closed as far as I am concerned.

Then she told me about my duties as house and Ladies maid and her driver as well. The pay would be state minimum wage flat rate across the board with same days off you have now.Also when the time come I will pay for your SRS . That took me back, 6 mths later when it did happen it cost her about £14000. I also wish you to undertake to work for me for at lest 5 years or all money that has been paid for your treatments will be payable to if you leave early . I was shown around the house it was so fabulous Beautiful and very feminine. I was then introduced to sissy kitten in the basement as Mrs Jackson was very much in to the dom sub scene. The basement was a very well done out dungeon there in a very sweet pink mini dress matching pale pink hair very feminine make up high heel pink boots large pink bow in his hair was sissy kitten. He was in a luxury cage and fixed to his pink collar was a pink leash . He was sat on soft cushions. At the sight of his mistress a large smile appeared and he dropped a lovely deep curtsey. We said hello sissy kitten was told I was the new maid and was to do as I told him as long as what I told him was not in conflict with his mistress. We both then went upstairs.

Back in the large living room she answered my questions about what I just saw. No Sissy Kitten is not held against his will he loves it. She told me as helpless as he look s she had trained him to look after himself and is almost in some way s as good as herself at unarmed combat . She met him through a friend after her husband John her loving and submissive sissy pussy died.She loved John and missed him very much. Then she saw Peter. Mrs Jackson had him checked out found he a very nice man but very sub with dom women . He was just getting over being attacked by teenage yob and robbed when she met him.. After a very short time and only a few dates they found in each other matching people one very submissive the other dominant . Mrs Jackson explained that the Sub Dom relationship is one of love and trust .There maybe some relationships that are not based on this but she in her circle had not heard of any.

 

Last I was shown my room a small but feminine bedroom with a again feminine bathroom a small TV DvD VCR unit and CD radio unit. In the the corner was a PC .These are your to use but because of your past until I am 100 % sure I will check on your use of the PC. Well that was fair enough . I was asked if I liked my uniforms both the grey day and black evening weekend uniforms was feminine and smart knee length and with love apron and caps trimmed with lace the grey court shoes for the day uniform were 2 " the black courts for the evening weekend uniform were 3" not silly height but high enough to be lovely and fem. Then she said well would be happy to work for me well one if I said no there a lot of money to repay her but also yes I would be happy here. Well move in over the weekend Jilly and start Monday. I thanked her for the job and her time we said our goodbye then I left and then drove to my ex s home.

Once back at Vanessa house I told her my news Janet was also there Lucy had gone out with her boyfriend. Any way she had no time for me can't blame her so she would be glad to see the back of me. Vanessa said great news glad you will be useful employed .I told her I would be starting this Monday . She said well make sure all your stuff packed and leave the keys. Well that was that as far as she was concerned again can't blame her. Janet rushed over after Vanessa left the room hugged me kissed me and said she was so happy and glad for me. She sat me down and asked me about what happened I told her .She said Alice was a great woman very tough but also very kind. I think you will like working for her.

 

The weekend I packed up my clothes and make up shoes all my feminine bits and bobs .There was nothing else to take . On the Sunday as agreed I drove over to Mrs Jackson House and moved my stuff in . She told me my working hours start at 7.00 am breakfast would be served in the dinning room 9.00am lunch 12 .30 pm dinner at 5.30 pm. The rest of the day how I work out my work load was up to me as long as it was done. That first Monday I put on my day uniform dress cap and apron I had on a light make up for daytime. As I looked in the mirror I felt good maybe not the most beautiful woman around but presentable . My day had started the first of many. I got the breakfast ready and by 9.00 am I was serving breakfast to Mrs Jackson . I stood to one side serving her when she wanted me to. The housework before lunch flew by I cleaned the house top to bottom then served lunch . Sissy kitten was on his leash kneeling beside his beloved mistress, dressed in a short pink dress pink fluffy hair he did look pretty and cute. He was begging for tip bits from his mistress plate he held his hands like paws and nibbled from her hand. Well it was obvious that they loved each other and this is what they want well why not. Then after clearing up the dishes doing the washing and ironing. Once that was done I went up to my room showered remade my face and put on my evening uniform .It was a smart black uniform dress lace collar and cuffs lace trimmed apron cap. I cooked and served dinner stand to one side of the table serving as required. The rest of the evening was spent serving Mrs Jackson in the large living room I stood beside her waiting until given an order. Her beloved Sissy Kitten at her feet sometime licking her shoes or sometime her feet oh well. I soon settled in to a happy routine of working of a very forceful woman yet there was kindness there as well.

The relationship between Mrs Jackson and her Sissy Kitten was at first sight an abusive one. How wrong that was. There was more love from Mrs Jackson toward her Sissy Kitten and from him in return than most so called normal relationships. I was also put in charge of her kitten. I went and fed him in his cage .He had only the best food small amounts but lovely meals. He was like a very pampered pet . He had hormone treatments breast implants very feminine pink hair style he looked beautiful . He was 6 foot tall slim about a size 14 . I took him for walks in the grounds holding his leash as he minced along he looked so happy. I don't think I would be happy having a TS maid take me for walks on a lead but there you go . When I drove him to town for shopping trips hair appointments he did not wear the leash. I think he would have loved it .But well it would have been a bit much for Bristol Broadmead. But when we was out together he had to do as I told him and speak only when told to or spoke to. I must admit it was fun have sissy to boss around and he just loves it oh well.

Another of my duties was being her driver in one of her smart cars the best was the S class Merc. I wore a grey skirt suit long tailored skirt jacket matching gloves bag .God I just loved that outfit it was so feminine sexy and smart. I use to drive her to business meetings all over the place. I sat waiting for her when she came out I got out opened the door for her and closed it .I loved driving her.

I remembered my operation how when I woke up Mrs Jackson Sissy Kitten and Janet was there the room was filled with flowers Mrs Jackson smiled and kissed me on the cheek .Janet hugged and kissed me oww watch it I am sore sorry she said. I was off work for 8 weeks then light duties. Mrs Jackson paid for everything all cost wow. Why I don't know but I know a lot of TS would give their right arm for this.

Over the 5 years I was with her I was very happy. Janet and I had become very close friends we go everywhere together when I was not working. I also loved looking after Sissy Kitten he was sweet . Soon after I wrote this I called to Mrs Jackson office. I was asked to sit down. I sat as I had been taught smoothing my dress and keeping my knees together. She told me she had been pleased with me but was letting me go. I was shocked and asked why then I burst into tears . She came round her desk and put her arm around my shoulders. Its nothing you done my dear.But another person who is being trained like you is being placed with me .A wife beater he took some training into his new role now he will be my maid . I said But Mrs Jackson Madam I have tried so hard to please ,please don't let me go. She told me that it was not because I had done anything wrong you have done but you are ready to move on . She told me I had grown and I was ready to live out in the big wide world as Jilly or Jill

I sat there sobbing her arm still round me. Then she told me I was being set up in a one bed room rented flat. She had found a job for me as waitress in restaurant in town . If you don't like it you have skills that with the good references that I will give you that should let you get another job. I have paid your rent for 3 months . I thanked her and left the office. I was still in shock. I went to my room fell on my bed and sobbed. Then the door opened there was Sissy Kitten I was shocked no leash no one taking him around on the leash.. He came over to me mincing in his 5 inch heels wearing his short pink dress. He sat on the bed next to put his arm around me and said he wanted to talk to me. He told me all about himself how He found his true self . That his wife not only took care of him but she showed him how to take care of himself in it was necessary you remember don't you. Yes I did two yobs started on us in a car park I was scared H e put them both on there arse. You have been a kind friend I know you enjoyed bossing me around but you were kind with it. He told me that I was like a young bird about to fly the nest scared but it need to be done. I knew he and Mrs Jackson was right. I stopped crying. Sissy Kitten stepped outside then came back with her collar on she asked me to put on her leash at that moment I thought of him as her . Once around the grounds for old time s. Oh why don't you put the ball gag in I know you like to gag me. So I did .

Mrs Jackson came up and told me Sissy Kitten had asked to talk to he really loves you as a handler almost as much as Sally his 14 year old sissy baby sitter handler. Go on take him for a walk make sure he minces well. I did take him for his walk it was fun.

A week later I was all packed up my Sierra loaded up I had more to write about now a new life awaited me. The night before Mrs Jackson Sissy Kitten all in black this time went out taking me and my friend Janet.Mrs Jackson wore a beautiful black silk trouser suit and 3 inch high heel shoes. I was in a black knee length dress Janet was in a long black skirt and top jacket Sissy well short need you ask and very high heels did he look good. We went to a very posh Restaurant in Bath. I was driven by Mrs Jackson for the first time. All four of us walked in I felt like a Queen. We was shown to our table. We was seated and then after some wine we ordered the meal it was French I don't know much about French food .As a male it was egg and chips fry ups steak .But this French food tasted good . I thought it best if Mrs Jackson ordered as she speaks French well she has a place in France. The night was just so much fun they all wished me well and I was again in tears at the end .I promised to keep in touch with all of them.

Before I got in my car Mrs Jackson hugged me and kissed me Then Sissy Kitten hugged and kissed me I was crying again. They waved me good bye I had not driven my old bus much it felt good . I found out a little later that Mrs Jackson had it serviced for me before I left. I joined the traffic I had classic FM on I had taken a liking to classical music in her household. The great British Road system was falling apart road works everywhere. So nothing new there. Stop start stop start. I glanced down at my leg s come out from under the black flower print skirt black high heeled boots on. I wondered if some one had told me 10 year ago I would be like this I would of laughed at them. Yet here I was skirt boots black cotton top my boobs not big just a B cup but pushing the top out like any other woman . On the passenger seat along with my bag my black ladies leather jacket. The back of the Sierra hatchback was filled as well with loads of ladies clothes and my soft toys I had a liking for teddy bears I know soft silly berk. I was a bit low on petrol. I pulled in to the Service Station I opened the filler cap and started to top her up .Man petrol in this country £3.51 a gal she took £30 worth oh well. I walked in to the Garage shop got a coke as well paid over the cash .I was given two months money cash when I left. I have to open a bank account had not had to have one for a long time. This time as Jilly or my legal name Jill. Should be fun doing that. Still all my documents are fem so why not bank.

After 3 hour drive that should have took an hour I pulled up to the block of flats in Weston, well she said town but not which town. I was glad Janet lived in Weston so good to have a mate near by. The Flats was just off the sea front There was a small car park around the back . It was unfurnished by the landlord but that good give me more rights as a tenant But Janet and Mrs Jackson had put in the basics. It had a small living room shower room bedroom and galley kitchen .Not big but enough for me. There was a bed a wardrobe and a small table which I could put my make up on and make up mirror. The wardrobe had a long mirror on it.. The front room had a small settee a small coffee table I put in my TV and Video I had just got and my Radio CD player. I found I like this place it was warm and welcoming. About 4 months later I found the young lady I dealt with worked for Mrs Jackson so she owned it. The rent was £400 a month not bad for Weston..

I started in my new job a Restaurant over by Axbridge It had been open for about 6 years and I started at 6.00pm my uniform was white blouse black straight knee length skirt low heel black court shoes white apron.. After being in service it was a walk in the park. The lady boss Mrs Mary Harris was a good bosses the pay was basic rate but there was tips.. During the week it was 6.00pm to 11.30 pm but Saturday it was until 1.30pm but I was use to long hours again easy.

Janet and I went off many times for a drink now and again or meal but a cheap place once a month. I was on low wages so I could not go mad. Then she said that she need someone to help her clean cars and drive them as she had been let down again. Because I had been trained as a driver by Vanessa and Mrs Jackson it would be perfect . Well more cash I said yes I did this during the day 3 days a week Thursday Friday Saturday again basic rate but it was very useful. Better than eating out of bins like I did as male after Prison . My life now was just great I never thought I would say that but it was true.

Janet and I also went out up to Bristol clubs and we met up with guys nothing long term but we both had fun. I must admit that sex as a woman is fun .I just love to be taken. Again if I was told that a few years ago I would have gone ape on them. Nowdays men make me feel like a woman and I love it. Janet and I once had a competition that could give the best head and make our guy come first. There we was both on our stocking knees making sure our dresses rode up to show the stocking top sucking like a hoover on overtime she won but it was fun I love to swallow it all..I am a bad girl and I love it.

Well that all about my life up to now I was told to write this by Vanessa and Janet .Janet still around Vanessa gone to Spain. So Janet read as well as Mrs Jackson and Sissy Kitten. Started out as S—t On the shoe s of life pure scum now I hope some thing far and above that low now dead low life.

 

Hi I am Janet Jill friend she wrote this as a way of looking back to look forward. When I first net her as him Bill what scum .I had to take him down .But now never the same person. I am not saying this would work in most cases but getting rid of the object that caused the bother as worked for her.She is a good Woman a TS like my self not a low life scum like he was. I am now proud to be her friend. I hope to be so for many years to come.

  

  

  

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