TV with Tits

from

Faustina

   

It's Saturday night and I should be out on the town, but I am beat and my feet are killing me from being in heels at the store for 60 hours this week. My Assistant Manager is forever trying to talk me into letting the Salesgirls wear flats, but I am adamant that they all wear heels as I do and I specify that the heels must be at least 3 ½ inches. There is no question in my mind that a well dress staff in skirts and heels increases sales. If my staff looks feminine and attractive, the customers get sucked into the notion that they too can look as good in our apparel.

For me, heels are my second biggest turn on... hosiery being first. I always wear hosiery…my employees seldom do. They're caught up in this bare legs fad. The only reason that I can imagine for such a stupid fashion is to save money. So they compromise sex appeal for a few bucks a month. They can go to any Liquidation store and buy pantyhose for a $1.00 a pair or less. If they are careful they can get buy on two pair a week. That adds up to about $8.00 a month for great looking legs caressed by nylon all week. Hell, they easily spend twice that on fancy coffee. From talking to them they think bare legs are sexier. I tell them to try the whiplash test to validate that premise; but they don't. (The whiplash test is to count how many male heads snap around to look at your bare legs as opposed to your nylon clad legs. From personal testing it isn't even close… nylons always wins in a landslide.) Because my store sells ladies clothing and accessories, I nonetheless, have to be fashionable, so I've comprised. I wear only bare hosiery…so sheer you can hardly see it. It tones my legs beautifully and gives me the sensuous feel that I demand. I wear primarily nude, lace, thigh highs. I get them wholesale for about $3.00 a pair, which adds up to about $70 plus a month. Yes it's a lot, but it was my nylon fetish that's responsible for the feminine lifestyle I live today. So, I honor it by wearing nylons most of my waking hours and even sometimes when I sleep. Nylons are the thing I look forward most to putting on each day.

I own a women's clothing franchise in a Factory Outlet Mall. It is a mid-price conservative line of clothing. Not the kind of clothes the majority of T-girls would wear. It suits me fine as I live full time as a woman and blending in is important to me. When I say blending in, I mean passing like a women of class, not a Wally World reject. I don't think anyone at my shop knows I am a guy. For me that is my ultimate goal and compliment. Sure they have their intuitions and think something is amiss, but I believe they chalk it up to the awful boss syndrome.

When I am with other T-girls they label me as a Pre-op Transsexual. That I am not! If anything, I am a Post-op TV. I had plastic surgery done to my nose so that it was androgynous, and vocal cords changed from baritone to alto. As far as the fire hose, it is still there and why would any T-girl want to have all that potential pleasure removed? As far as labels go, I tell T-girls that I am a TV with tits. My tits are my own thank you. They are courtesy of hormones, which I have taken on and off, since I was a teenager. I love my hormones, and if you haven't tried them you owe to yourself to do so. Otherwise, you are only getting half the experience…the outer experience. Don't you want to know what the inner experience is like? You don't have to take hormones full time to see what the inner experience is like. What I recommend is a small 1.25mg dosage of premarin several days before you're going to cross-dress, take one pill a day so that you're feeling the estrogen as well as the testosterone. As the jingle goes, you're doubling your pleasure and doubling your fun and getting ready to switch hit. How many days before you cross-dress should you start taking the pill? That will vary for everyone. When I started taking estrogen recreationally, I had to take it seven days before I cross-dressed to get that feminine glow. Now femininity comes in about eight hours after taking a pill. Don't expect that for youself…after all, I took hormones for several years to get these 36C tits. Now that I have my tits I just take the hormones when I want to engage in fun and games. The reason I don't take them full time anymore is to maximize my health. Before I forget, be sure and take at least a ¼ of an aspirin with each estrogen pill, to ease the effect on your body. Finally, keep in mind that estrogen is very subtle. It's not like taking a drink of alcohol and getting a buzz. You may not recognize any unusual feelings at first…but, things are happening in you, and you will eventually acknowledge that a feeling, idea, body movement, desire, or a mind-blowing orgasm, was the result of estrogen. Always my first indicator is nipple erection. I honestly enjoy nipple erection more than penis erection. My first nipple erection came about 30 days after taking estrogen. There was very minor breast development during that time, and I was the only one that could tell. If you haven't experienced nipple erection you should try it at least once. I buy my hormones from a reputable internet pharmacy in New Zealand. The cost is very reasonable for the erotic enjoyment you get. One last warning…don't buy a premarin with a provera. Provera is an anti-androgen and it will ultimate effect your male performance.

Your probably wondering if I ever dress as a man. See if you can wrap your mind around this: I cross-dress about as often as the average TV. The biggest hurdles I have are eyebrows (I have to wear fake ones because I keep my female eyebrows plucked into a narrow high arch); pierced ears (I wear tiny sapphire studs and tell folks who inquiry that they are my departed mothers ear rings and I wear them in honor of her…which always gets a favorable response from women); my tits (I flatten them with a Velcro elastic cincher…I hate having to hide them as I take a lot of pride in them); my voice (I have to concentrate on making it lower); and, my body movements (I also have to concentrate on moving like man as I spend the vast majority of my life moving like a women). I am the counterpart of Victoria Victoria. That was the movie where Julie Andrews played a women imitating a man imitating women. In my case I am man imitating a women imitating a man. Confused, that is my normal state when I cross-dress as a man.

You might wonder if I like living a women's lifestyle so much, why don't I go all the way and have the fire hose made into a vagina. As I alluded to earlier, why limit oneself to just one sex when you can enjoy the best of both worlds. Let me list the varied types of sex I participate in and you'll get a better appreciation for what I am saying (I list them in order of preference):

As a dominant women with a submissive man.

As a submissive women with a dominant women.

As women (either dominant or submissive) with a m-f T-girl.

As a dominant man with a submissive women.

As a women with a married couple (I'll play a dominant or normal role but not the submissive one).

As a women with a women for watchers.

As a women with a gay man.

Of course they're a lot of other combinations that I could participate in, but the above list is what I like and one that I can participate in fairly safely….a very important consideration for a T-girl. It's not always possible though, and I have done other combinations. Primarily, when I take tricks from my escort service. Sometimes the client wants something that is not on my druthers list and I try to keep the customer happy. I worked full time for the Escort service, some years ago and that was how I came to bankroll the capital necessary to buy my clothing franchise. Now I do one or two calls a month. This is a way to put some excitement in my life and often an opportunity to dress in wild outfits and makeup. I only take the crème de la crème. The Escort service knows this and is careful to ensure my trick is one that is relatively safe and pays well. Of all the hookers, there is a greater shortage of passable TG-girls than any other category.

Let me tell you about some of my more exciting and unusual tricks. Most recently………….excuse me but someone is as the door….be back momentarily.

Sorry, but I am going to have to sign off now, as it is a friend of my late room mate who was murdered recently, needs some counseling.

Thanks for letting me talk to you…it made an otherwise ho-hum night into one that was enjoyable.

Love Faustina

  

  

  

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