True Feelings

Jennifer White

  

Nat pulled his care up in the parking lot, and looked around. It was somewhat embarrassing for him to be going into a store that sold sexy women's lingerie, but this was for his girlfriend. A gift for valentine's day. He tried to look confident as he walked in the store, but upon seeing the ultra-sexy things on display, he blushed.

As he walked down one aisle, he heard the click of heels on the hard tiled floor. He looked over, sand saw a gorgeous woman standing there. She wore a sexy skirt, dark nylons, heels, and a slinky top that gave him a great look at the tops of her perfect, round boobs. Her hair was jet black, full and long, framing her pretty face. Her lips glowed red, and her face shone. She was stunning to say the least! Her name tag with the store's logo and her name was the only sign that she was an employee there, not a shopper.

"How can I help you miss?" she said.

Nat looked around. It was just him. He was puzzled. Why would she say that?

"I beg your pardon!" he said. "I must not have heard you right."

"I asked how I could help you, miss" said the woman.

Nat looked at her name tag. "Gigi", it said. He would report her to the manager for being so rude!!!

"I don't appreciate you calling me miss. That is very rude" he said. "I'm a man!"

"Not for long" said Gigi, which made him grow even angrier.

"You know" continued Gigi, "This store specializes in transformations, male to female. We are here to help turn you into the woman you were meat to be all your life. You walked in as a man, but you're going to walk out as a female. You are about to become a woman."

Nat felt even more upset now.

"I'm not into that kinky stuff!" he said. "I'm here to buy something for my girlfriend."

"That's what they all say" replied Gigi. "You're just too shy to admit that you *want* to be a girl. It's all right. You can admit your true feelings to me. You can tell me that you wish you were a woman."

Nat had enough. He was going to just leave. Even if Gigi was a completely knockout, she was crazy or something! How could she talk like that to him? Just before he took a step away from her, she surprised him by tossing something to him. Instinctively he grabbed it. He looked down, and with a look of horror on his face, he realized he was holding a sexy red bra in his hands. It felt so soft, so smooth, so wonderful. The cups were still, and held their shape, as if they were full, wrapping around a large pair of breasts.

"Try it on" she said. "See what its like to *really* have boobs."

"I... I don't want to have boobs" said Nat, his voice shaking.

"Look at my boobs" said Gigi, in her sultry soft voice. "Look at them, how full and firm they are. Look at how they push out from my chest, making lovely mounds under my shirt."

Nat was unable to look away from her, his eyes fixed on her bust. He felt himself getting hard.

"Look at my boobs. They're turning you on, aren't they? Look at how full they are. Look at the gap between them. I *know* you just want to touch them, to put your hands on them, to feel them. And just think what it would feel like to have a pair of your own! You'll be turned on *so* much more. You'll be able to touch the, to cup your hands around them, and to feel the fullness on *your* chest."

Nat was still unable to look away. And now he was completely hard, completely turned on.

"You feel it now, don't you?" said Gigi. "You feel it calling you. The thought of *you* having boobs is making you hard. You can be like me. You can feel so wonderful, just like *I* feel. All you have to do is to put on your bra, and you'll be just like me. Put on your bra now. Go ahead. Mmm, I can't wait to see you with boobs. You *want* them now. You *need* to have them. You want to be just like me."

Nat was in a daze. He was so aroused that somehow her words seemed to make sense. He found himself unbuttoning his shirt. Soon, he had it off, and he help up the sexy red bra to his chest. He put his arms through the loops in the straps, and reached behind to fasten it onto himself. As he looked down, the bra hung there, empty and sad. But he could feel a strange tingling in his nipples.

As he watched in amazement, his chest started to change. Little mounds formed under his nipples, while the little ring of color around them got wider and wider. The mounds started expanding out, larger and larger. A rapturous pleasure spread through Nat, as his boobs started to fill out, larger and larger, fuller and fuller. He could see them getting bigger, coming closer and closer to filling out the bra cups. When his boobs got big enough that his nipples made contact with the fabric of the bra, he felt a jolt of pleasure that made him gasp out loud.

When at last his boobs were big enough to completely fill out the D-cups, his hands reached up, feeling them. It was hard to believe they were real. And it was hard to believe that they felt so *good*!

"I can tell you are shy" said Gigi. "You need some encouragement to come out of your shell. Look at me now. Look into my eyes. We are connecting, you and I. You are becoming closer to me. Soon, you will be able to hear my thoughts. Soon, you will be able to feel my feelings. Look inside, as my feelings flow into your heart! Your mind is connecting with mine, my thoughts becoming yours. You're starting to think *my* thoughts. You're starting to feel *my* feelings. Tell me now. What do you feel?"

"I..." said Nat, "I.... *want*... to be... to... to be a woman."

"Say it again, darling" said Gigi.

"I want to be a woman" replied Nat, with more confidence.

"I just *love* being female" said Gigi. "I love everything about it."

"That is just what I feel" said Nat, to his amazement. It was true.

"I want to wear pretty clothes all the time" said Gigi. In perfect sync, Nat said the same words.

His thoughts were becoming locked on to hers now. Her feelings had filled his heart. As she continued to talk, he said the exact same thing, in perfect synchronization.

"I want to be a woman" they said together. "I want to wear pretty clothes and sexy lingerie. I need to feel feminine. I am a woman. I am a woman. Inside and out, I am a woman."

Nat hardly notice as his body continued to morph. The femininity that had began in his chest was spreading, covering more and more of his body, moment by moment. He followed Gigi around, as she picked out clothes for him. He went into the changing booth to put them on. By the time he took off his boxers, his penis was already gone. He had a vagina now, but he didn't even notice. It seemed *normal* to him.

Nat pulled on a tight tank top. Next he pulled on a pair of pink thong panties, followed by dark sheer pantyhose. He stepped into a black leather miniskirt, and six inch heels. Then he put on the jewelry that he had selected with Gigi. When he emerged from the dressing room, he was no longer Nat. He was Natalie. And she looked hot.

Natalie went around the store, picking out several outfits, two lingerie sets, a vibrator, and two dildos. She went to the front and paid for it all. It was quite a total, but she got so many cool things! Gigi smiled, and handed her a note which she said to read after she got home.

Natalie

"The spell lasts until midnight" said the note. "When you buy from me, you can return to your feminine state."

Natalie put down the note, not quite understanding it. She was too busy thinking of something more important: the dildos she had bought! She rushed into her bedroom, closed the curtains and locked the door. She hurried to take off her clothes, and laid back on the bd. Now for the fun part! She was already all wt, just seeing the exciting shape of the dildo. It was a playful purple color. The tip was shaped just like the tip of a penis, but rather than a straight shaft, it looked like one ball stacked on top of another, with the balls getting larger and larger each time.

Natalie started by taking her new vibrator, and turning it on. She touched it to her clit, and let the magic begin. It drove her crazy, sending her multiple times. When she built up to a huge peak of tension, she felt *so* ready to be penetrated. She took the purple dildo in hand, and gently inserted it into her receptive pussy. It slid in so easily, giving her such a feeling of being *satisfied*. Mmmm. She gently pulled it out a bit, then pushed it further in. Her head was just exploding with orgasm after wonderful orgasm!

She kept going until she was too tender, and needed to stop. She gasped for breath, trembling as she memories of the intense orgasms echoed in her head! She put her arms around her huge boobs, hugging them close.

"I *love* being a woman" she said.

Before she fell asleep, she would try out her other dildo, and make herself come again and again.

* * *

Nat work up in his bed, surrounded by the pile of sexy clothes he had worn the night before, when he had been Natalie. Now he was just a man. It seemed so *lacking*, so empty. He cried a tear. He was missing out on so much, being just a man! He realized that Gigi was right; he *should* have been born a woman. It *was* so much better than being male! He knew that he was going to return to the store, right away.

When noon came and the store's sign was flipped from "closed" to "open", Nat was ready to go in. He made a bee-line for Gigi.

"How was it?" she asked.

"What do I have to do, in order to become a woman again?" he asked.

"As the note said, you just need to buy an outfit from us."

"I'll take one" he said. "I'll do *anything* to be a girl again. It was the best experience in my life!"

"I knew you'd enjoy it" said Gigi, as she helped him select some new lingerie and a little black dress.

As she rang up his order, she told him that after the initial transformation, it would be best if he did it at home, instead of at the store. That made sense, and he agreed not to dress up in his new things until he got home.

"I just have one question" he asked, as he put his credit card back in his wallet.

"Sure" said Gigi.

"You have some sort of *real* magic here, obviously. But in order to get it, I have to pay. I thought that it was against the rules to profit from magic, or bad things would happen to you. At least that's what all the storybooks say."

"No, its quite true" said Gigi. "But you see, we don't do this to profit from it ourselves. 100% of the proceeds goes to women's charities around the world. We pay for neonatal care for poor women, help sick babies, care for the downtrodden, and more. If you'd like to volunteer to help one of our causes, I would grant you an entire week as a woman."

"Sign me up!" said Nat, just drooling at the thought of being a real woman for a whole week!

Nat went home, ready to transform again. And on Saturday, he'd begin a full week as a girl.

* * *

Nat was excited when he met up with Gigi. It was a cool clear morning, with the weather holding the promise of a spectacular day. But that wasn't why he was so happy: he had the next week off from work. And in that time, he would get to spend *all* of it as a woman! He put on a magic bra from Gigi, and marveled at the process as he transformed again into the body of a woman, with the name of Natalie.

But instead of putting on something sexy, Natalie was given a rather plain looking outfit, similar to what Gigi had on. She was somewhat disappointed that she wasn't going to get to dress up "to the nines", but it wouldn't be appropriate to wear a sexy dress where they were going. She rode in the car to Gigi, driving to the poorer side of town where Gigi's charity was located. It was called Women Helping Women.

Over the next few days, Natalie's eyes would really be opened to some of the problems that women faced in the world. For example, she met a single mother with two young children. The mother had a job, but it didn't pay enough to cover more than the rent and food. If the mother worked at a second job, she'd be away from her children all day. And she couldn't get a raise, because her company was slow to promote women. Plus the company decided that since her children were more important than her career, she didn't deserve a promotion. The poor woman needed help. And so she came to Women Helping Women.

Another case was a woman who wanted to get tested for cervical cancer, since it ran in her family. But her medical insurance refused to cover it! She couldn't afford high medical bills, but she was frightened that if she didn't watch for it regularly, she could wind up like her grandmother or her aunt, who lost their lives to it. The insurance company didn't care. But Women Helping Women did.

By the fifth day, Natalie's view of women in the world was completely different. For the first time she understood how women could be discriminated against. How they are passed over for the good jobs. How their choice of having their priorities lie with their children is used as an excuse to deny them a promotion. How some are abused, with no recourse. And much more.

Natalie learned that being a woman meant much more than just being able to dress in sexy clothes! It meant much more than that!

* * *

As part of the week long spell, Natalie got to experience something that makes a woman a woman: she had her first period. As a man, the thought of putting a tampon into a pussy seemed exciting and exotic. But as a woman going through her monthly cycle, it was *not* fun at all. Natalie had a newfound respect for all women, after enduring the cramps and the bloating, along with a heavy flow. women were much stronger inside than she had ever imagined!

She had a long time in her female body, and got to experience the ups and downs of a hormonal cycle. When Friday night rolled around, and her week was almost at an end, her whole way of thinking had changed. No man could be quite the same after a week of exposure to estrogen, not to mention having a period! And so when Natalie looked at her collection of dildos, she decided that it just wasn't going to be good enough for her last night. She wanted to try the real thing, something she never would have dared to think before.

The female hormones had been tugging on her brain all week. Now that she fully identified herself as a woman on the inside, those urges caused by the hormones weren't something to fear anymore. She was actually looking forward to it as she dressed up in something nice, and went out to a local dance club. She was going to find a man to be with for the night.

For a knockout like Natalie, with big boobs and long hair, it didn't take long. She saw a couple of guys sitting together at the bar. She picked a cute one, and asked him to buy her a drink. Then she led him by the hand out to the dance floor. After half an hour, she let him slow-dance with her.

"Take me home" she said, as she felt him getting hard, as she pressed her boobs into him.

Back at the man's place, it didn't take long before the couple found themselves in bd. Natalie let him have his way with her. She enjoyed every moment of it, even if she only came once. The physical contact and the intimacy far outweighed the fact that his penis wasn't as large as her dildo, and it didn't vibrate. The fact that he had his hands all over her, kissing her, holding her in his strong arms, it all made it the best experience yet for her. She snuggled next to him in his bed, sleeping naked, her body next to his.

"Can I call you again?" asked the man, when she went to leave the next morning.

"Give me your number" she said.

Natalie could call him again, when she went to Gigi's to transform again. She felt sad as she kissed him good-bye. She took a taxi over to Gigi's so she could transform back into Nat. She felt so sad as she knocked on the door. Her week was up, and the spell was going to come to an end.

"This is so sad" said Natalie. "I love being a woman so much! This week was just the best experience of my entire life."

"I'm glad you enjoyed it" replied Gigi.

"Yes. And I learned so much too. Thank you for everything."

"You are quite welcome."

Natalie took off her blouse, then reached behind to take off her bra. She felt a great sadness as she handed it to Gigi. She looked down, ready to watch her beautiful breasts disappear, as she turned back into her male self. She watched, but it was strange; nothing happened.

"Uh-oh" said Gigi.

"What?" asked Natalie.

"Did you sleep with a man?" asked Gigi.

"Yes" replied Natalie, proudly. She thought Gigi would be impressed with just how much of a woman she was on the inside now.

"Did you use protection?"

"No..." said Natalie, who suddenly felt a pang of fear as she realized where her friend was going with this.

"You understand, don't you, that if you were to turn back, you'd be ending a life" said Gigi. "I have no power to change you back now. There is nothing I can do. I hope you truly mean what you said about being a woman, because you're never going back. It was your choice, of your own free will Natalie. You have created life, a magic greater than even my own. You are a woman now, and forever."

Natalie took a step back, and looked as if she was going to faint. The realization that she was going to remain as a woman for the rest of her life was mind-blowing, not to mention the fact that she was now pregnant! Being Natalie was great, but she had the comfort that she could go back to being her male self when it was done. That comfort was gone now. She looked up, drying her eyes, and walked over to Gigi. She gave her friend a hug.

"Thank you" she said. "It is a gift to start a new life as a woman. If the baby is a girl, I'm going to name her after you."

Gigi hugged back. She was relieved that Natalie had accepted her fate so well.

"What will you do now?" asked Gigi.

"I'm going to ask Mark to marry me" said Natalie. "I'll tell him the truth. I think he's the kind of guy who will take responsibility. Then I'll raise my baby, and maybe we'll have more children, so we can have a large family. If I have free time, I'd like to still volunteer to help your charity."

"A selfless thought" said Gigi. "You really *are* a woman on the inside. I'm glad to count you as a friend."

Natalie was crying again, but now it was tears of joy.

* * *

Natalie held Mark's hands and smiled. She felt so proud to be there on the altar, in her off-white gown, as she said her vows to unite with her beloved man.

"Look at her" said an older woman in the audience to the redhead next to her. "She's just glowing."

"I've never seen a more beautiful bride" agreed Gigi, as the couple on the altar kissed. The crowd cheered as they walked back down the aisle, now as husband and wife. Natalie was now a married woman, ready to face the next phase of her life as a mother...

  

  

  

*********************************************
© 2007 by Jennifer White. All Rights Reserved. These documents (including, without limitation, all articles, text, images, logos, and compilation design) may be printed for personal use only. No portion of these documents may be stored electronically, distributed electronically, or otherwise made available without the express written consent of StorySite and the copyright holder.