Three Week as Shalini
by Shalini Sharma
With the help of my sister-in-law, I would dress as Shalini as and when I got chance. It was now a regular affair. She would help in dressing and guide me like her own sister. She was very impressed I adopted her advice to transform into true Shalini.
It was summer of 1989. My brother got job in a small town of MP (Madhya Pradesh, in India). He was English teacher. I passed my 10th grade and was ready to take admission in 11th class. I was 17 years old. I used to get full attention of my sister-in-law as her younger sister. She would always call me Shalini when no one was around. When my brother was talking to my father about his movement to new job location, my father suggested that he should take me along with him so that he can oversee my study. Next two years were going to be very crucial for my career. He also stressed my sister-in-law could help in my study. I was very much happy by the thought of being with my sister-in-law. Also, my other family members would not be there. I will get more chance of living life of Shalini.
We moved to new location. I got admission easily in new college. Days were passing. My college was from 10:00 AM to 4:00 PM. I would come home by 4:30 PM. My brother's working hours were from 1:00 PM to 10:00 PM. He would come by 10:30 PM.
That was half day in my college. I reached home at 1:30 PM. My sister-in-law instructed me to take lunch quickly as she had some work. I took lunch fast. When I finished my lunch, she was waiting for me in drawing room. She had a measuring tape in his hand. She asked me to remove my shirt. I was surprised. I did not understand what she wanted. I looked at her with many question in my eyes. She told that Shalini did not have inner-wears of her size. She needs to purchase a couple of bra-panty sets for her. I asked what would happen if brother come to know. She said he would not know. She measured my chest. As she explained while taking measurements I came to know that band size of bra was 34. She said that I should have cup-size B. I did not have any say in that as she was the competent person for that.
We went to market. She went straight to her favorite shop and asked to show some good bra-panty sets. She selected two sets, one of peach color and another purple color. Both were padded one and with lace panty. Next she went to another shop and bought a knee length skirt and a top. From another shop, she bought a medium length hair wig. She was calling me as Shalini as when she was getting chance. After all shopping we both were at home at 8:30 PM, well before my brother would come.
From next day, I started living as Shalini at home from 4:30 PM to 9:30 PM. I would help her in kitchen. She would help me in wearing clothes and makeup. It was very satisfactory, fulfilling experience living as Shalini.
It was the month of March. My brother discussed with my sister-in-law and me if we should go to native place to celebrate Holi (festival of color celebrated in India during spring season). My sister-in-law suggested that my brother alone should go else my study will get affected. Brother agreed and went home for 3 weeks.
Next day she had surprise for me in store. She asked me to go to bathroom and get fresh. Though I did not have much beard and mustache I would shave daily. After shaving I went to pickup my undergarments. I did not find my male undergarments in cupboard. She told me that my undergarments were kept in bathroom. She also said that she had kept some thing in bathroom and I need to use it. For my surprise, it was hair removing cream. I got what she wanted me to do. I used the cream and removed all body hair. My arms, legs, stomach were hairless. Smooth like any other girl. After taking bath I was picked up the towel for wiping out my body. I found bra-panty under it. I came out of bathroom wearing bra-panty with hairless body. I was wearing bra but not feeling any weight. I saw her having home made breast forms (balloons filled with cotton and water). She filled bra cups with them. I was feeling breasts attached to my chest. Bra strip was digging in my shoulder giving me the feeling of having real breasts. She asked me to sit in a chair. I followed the instructions. She picked up her tweezers and plucked my eye brows. I did not want feminine brows because that may expose me before others. She said that by the time my brother return, they will grow. She kept wig on my head and combed hair. Shoulder length hair were giving me great feeling. She applied cosmetics and painted my lips with maroon lipstick matching with the top. She penciled my eye edges in black and used nude mascara just the lengthen lashes. With the help of curler, she shaped my lashes. She gave me long earrings. She gave me a light gold chain and 4 bangles in my right hand a bracelet in left one. She applied nail polish and I wore the stockings before wearing the skirt. She gave me her sandals and asked me to wear the all the time as I was going to live as Shalini for next 3 weeks.
For next three weeks I stayed at home as Shalini wearing different clothes. Sari, ghaghra-choli, skirt-top, Punjabi suit etc. Even in night, I used to sleep as Shalini in the dress I wore during day. Those three weeks were the best days of my life. I still remember those days at least once in a day when I go to bed. For three weeks I was female a complete female by appearance, clothes, behavior, by all means. For those three weeks I felt I have all female organs. I lived those three weeks as Shalini and only Shalini. I lived the life of what I am inside myself – true Shalini.
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