Terrified Tina

by Jean Chambers

 

Suddenly, Tim realized he was holding a drink in his hand and a woman was giggling loudly in his ears. The giggling stopped abruptly when he realized he was the one who was giggling. He could feel a frozen smile on his face. The hairless hand holding the drink in front of him had one inch, glossy, red, fingernails. A diamond tennis bracelet dangled from it's wrist. He held perfectly still, only allowing his eyes to move, taking in the situation. He was standing in the middle of a small group of women, obviously the center of attention, and petrified.

"Tina, honey. Is something wrong?" asked a hot looking red head standing close to him.

The women were all wearing formal cocktail outfits. His heart pounded. He moved his head slightly and felt something dangling from his ear lobes. Earings. A shiver ran through his body. He felt naked and was afraid to look down at himself. His hand shook, spilling a little of his cocktail, when he saw the outfit he was wearing. He was perched on five inch, black patent pumps. The shoe's ankle straps were buckled snugly around his ankles. His black dress, if there was enough material there to call it a dress, was short. Very short. Above mid thigh. Most of it was sheer black nylon except for the black, embroidered, floural pattern that barely covered his privates. He could tell it was backless because someone had their hand on him there. He wasn't wearing any lingerie at all and was afraid to move.

He must have been in the middle of telling the group a joke, or something, when he had become aware of his situation. The women had all crowded in close around him to listen. He was naked, from a man's perspective. Having a male mind and being surrounded by women, although he physically looked like a female also, made him feel even more naked. Some of the ladies, those who dared, were almost dressed as scantily as he. They stood in the middle of what appeared to be a large cocktail party in a posh room. A voice in his ear caught his attention.

"Tina, dear? Maybe you need some air. You suddenly look white as a ghost."

He recognized the voice as his ex-girlfriend's, Janice. Janice excused them both from the group. With her hand on the small of his bare back, she gently guided him out a patio door and onto a terrace.

A soft evening breeze blew coolly through the transparent material of Tim's dress sending a shiver up his back. Janice moved to the hand rail and leaned against it.

"Beautiful evening, isn't it, Tina?"

Tim felt anger boiling up inside of himself.

"What is going on, Janice? Where are we? Why am I dressed like this?"

Janice threw her head back and shook her hair. She gazed up at the twinkling stars against the night sky. A soft laugh escaped her lips."It's wonderful being a woman, isn't it, Tina. Wear what you want," she pointedly looking at Tina's dress, "say what you want, do what you want, and no one pays much attention. In reality, though, women control the world, you know. It isn't obvious, but you'll see. Once you learn how, with a body like yours, you can get a man to do most anything you want."

"What I want," spat Tim, "is to get out of here and this dress, if it even qualifies as a dress!"

"One, you're not going anywhere. And two, you're staying in those clothes. You said you wanted a change, so I granted you your wish. As you realize, I've slowly changed you into a woman while you've been living in a hypnotic state this past year and a half. Although, I don't believe this is the change you had in mind. How does it feel, Tim, to be a man in a females body?"

Tim cringed as he looked down at himself again.

"How could you do this to me, I'm not a woman. I don't want to be a woman. Not now! Not ever!"

"And yet, look at yourself. Not a man in the house would say otherwise" she smiled.

"And this dress! For God sake, Janice. I'm naked!"

"No you're not, Tim. That is the way women dress. I admit, your outfit is a bit, shall we say, daring... and revealing"

She giggled like a school girl who had just played a prank on another girl.

"I wanted to see your full reaction to the new you. That is why I chose to bring you out of your hypnotic state in there. So you could see what you have become. So you could feel what you have become. And what have you become? I'll tell you, Tim. A woman. An ornament. An object. Something to dress up pretty. Something to dangle on a man's arm. Something to be put on display. That is what you have become. Forever, until you die. You are fully recovered from the SRS you had months ago and have been living quite happily ever since. You see, I've reprogrammed you so that Tina is your primary personality. Tim is nothing more than a voice in Tina's subconscious." She licked her lips, "Every time you hear your name, Tina, that programming is reinforced. Tim is almost at the point of no return. But, before that happens, with what little time you have left as Tim, I wanted you to experience life as Tina. As a man."

She laughed again. Light and angelic like. The horror of what she said hit Tim with full impact. He knew it was true. All he had to do was look at himself. The last thing he remembered was, Janice telling him he was scheduled for SRS, and then putting him back into a hypnotic trance. He didn't need to reach between his legs. He could tell his maleness was no longer there. There was nothing pressing against his inner thighs or bulging from the flat front of his tight, little, dress.

"You have been living as Tina for the past year. Tim has no control over, Tina. You are a man, trapped inside a beautiful, sex starved woman. That is where you will stay, peering out through her eyes, feeling everything she feels and powerless to control her. Kind of like a passenger in a car. Tina will always act like, Tina. What ever Tina wants to do, Tina will do. You won't be able to stop her, no matter how much you try. Even if it is something, Tim thinks is totally disgusting, but, Tina doesn't, like getting laid, for instance..." Janice peered into the room where the party was in full swing, "by that hunk with dark hair over there. His name is Julio. I hear he is into drugs. He owns this beautiful place and has been eying Tina all evening. I can tell he wants her. And guess what? Julio gets what he wants. Apparently, Tina wants him too. Tina wants him so bad she can't stand it. She is going to take him upstairs for some fun. I'll wager she does it within a few minutes. But let me warn you. Woman to woman. Julio has a live in girlfriend. Not even I would want to piss her off. Like they say, there is nothing like a woman scorned. But, you are new to being a female. You'll learn these things."

Janice laughed. It was a cold laugh. Suddenly Tim started feeling warm between his legs. He found himself staring at the man Janice had pointed out. The warmth turned into an ache that slowly spread throughout his body, consuming him. And then, he was gliding, as an elegant woman would, through the door and into the room. He heard himself saying excuse me in Tina's voice as he involuntarily wound his way through the crowd. Tim tried to stop, but couldn't. His hand slid across a handsome man's groin as he brushed close to him in passing. Their faces passed within centimeters, lips almost touching. He gazed into his eyes for a second, against his will, smiled, excused himself, and moved on. The man didn't complain. To be so close to another man's lips and touching his privates made Tim feel sick.

Tim stepped up behind his prey, then pretended to bump into him. Julio turned and their eyes met. Tim, under Tina's control, held his gaze.

"I'm sorry" Tim said seductively in Tina's voice.

"My fault" Julio replied with an accent.

Someone brushed lightly against Tim's back and he feigned being pushed against Julio. A trick of Tina's to get closer. They stood face to face, lips almost touching. Neither backed away. Tim strained to step back, but couldn't. Tina didn't want to. His body slid lightly against Julio's. His breasts brushed against him. Their gaze stayed locked. Tina tilted Tim's head a little to one side, invitingly. Julio's took the cue and his arm slid around Tina's waist, cupping her ass and pressing their loins together. Tim felt Julio's hard, bulging, member pressing slightly between his legs, throught the sheer material of his dress. Then their lips met in an almost uncontrollable, passionate kiss. His tongue filled Tim's mouth and Tina loved it. Tim was revolted.

Julio's other hand had slid beneath Tim's hem and between his legs. It startled Tim, as a male, and not used to being seduced as a female. Tim knew he wasn't wearing any panties. You couldn't in a dress like his. People milled around them. Their close proximity, hid Julio's actions. Even if they had noticed, they would have ignored it. It was Julio's party. He rubbed Tim gently between the legs and Tim felt his loins on fire. It was disgusting! He had to stop it! Tim knew what Julio's intentions were. What would any man do who was stroking the bare vagina of a beautiful, willing, woman? Tim concentrated with all of his might to have Tina push his hand away. Janice was right, he didn't have any control over his body, only Tina did. He was about to give up when Tina slowly, reluctantly, responded. He was fighting against Tina's yearning to be touched. It took all of his concentration and effort to get the small result. The effort left him mentally exhausted. He thought, nothing could have been more disgusting than he had just been treated. He might have a beautiful woman's body, but his mind was still all male.

Julio stopped kissing Tim, gently took him by the hand and led him slowly through the crowd towards a double-wide, curving staircase. Tim followed like a lamb being led to slaughter, smiling and making light comments to people he passed. He was led to a large, upstairs bed chamber and to a large brass bed. Tim resisted Tina, but to no avail. Julio took Tim into his arms, nearly crushing his now, frail, feminized body. They kissed passionately and fell onto the bed, like a scene from a movie. Julio pulled the thin straps off of Tim's shoulders so he could suckle his breasts. Tina was burning with passion and out of control. She arched her back to make her breasts more accessible. Before Tim knew it his thin, tissue-like dress was around his waist. Julio's hand gently explored Tim's lower privates, then a finger slid slowly inside his vagina. Tim screamed 'No!' mentally, but Tina was lost in passion.

They kissed wildly while Julio undid his pants, exposing his male member. It was huge. Tim moaned involuntarily from Tina's anticipation when he saw it. Julio smiled and pressed the head of it against Tim's vagina. Then he pushed, gently. Tim screamed, no, but no one heard his mental anguish. Julio pushed gently again and again, slowly, oh so slowly entering Tim. Tim mentally screamed no, again, and heard Tina murmur the word. He was somehow getting through to Tina. Tim mentally screamed no over and over. Tina's small voice repeated the words, although unconvincingly.

"No, please, no" she lightly pushed against Julio's hairy chest, breathing heavily, "Oh... stop, Julio. No, no."

Her resistance only turned Julio on more. He thrust more roughly. His maleness filled Tina to capacity and Tina shook with passion. Tim choked with disgust, thinking how he was laying there on his back with a penis in him, being taken like a woman.

Julio put his arms under Tina's knees and lifted her legs over her head. Tim watched through Tina's eyes as if watching a cheap porn movie. There he was, on his back, legs spread over his head, with a man pumping into him wildly. So this is how it felt to be a woman on the receiving end. Why would anyone want to be a female. He was being used like a whore. Tim's body was excited beyond belief. Then it happened. Julio exploded inside of Tim, his sperm oozing all over the both of them. Tim exploded shortly after. His whole body shook from the sexual release. It felt so good. Tim had never realized how good it would feel. He had never come so hard. Julio kept pumping. Tim's screams of passion filled his ears, then everything went black.

Tim regained consiousness slowly. He lay naked on the bed, his dress bunched up around his waist. He could feel Julio's juices oozing from between his thighs. Something filled his mouth to capcity, almost gagging him. Someone had strapped a pennis-gag, head harness on him. An elegantly dressed woman he had noticed socializing at the party had a hold of his wrist and was doing something with it. She was buckling a black, leather, wrist restraint around it and smiled a cooly at him when she saw he was awake. Tim tried to pull his feminine arm from her grasp when he realized what she was doing, but it was too late. She had fastened fastened Tim spread eagle to the four brass corner posts of the bed.

"You don't know me yet, slut, but you will. Intimately. My name is Sherry. I live here with Julio. You see," Sherry grasped the leather straps attached to the posts and Tina's wrists, "Julio is mine. Nobody takes what is mine. I love him. And no one, I mean no one, makes love to the man I love."

Tim wanted so badly to tell this woman that it wasn't his fault. It was not his choice to make love to her man. She pulled violently on the straps to tighten them and emphisize her statement. The force almost lifted Tim's frail, feminine form off the bed, stretching his body so taunt he couldn't even wiggle. Tim was horrified. He had never been in such a vulnerable position. How could a woman do this to another woman? Women were supposed to be gentle and kind. As a woman, he was finding out how cruel women could be to each other.

"Julio had to leave on an urgent business trip. He won't be back for a couple of weeks. In the mean time, I'll be here all alone... with you, seeing how you aren't in any position to leave."

Sherry smiled, purposely reached between Tim's legs, and roughly thrust two fingers inside of him. She slid them in and out in a pumping motion, then pulled them out and licked them as if licking off icing. Even Tina protested the treatment. Muffled grunts were all that Tim could make with the rubber penis filling his mouth.

"Bet you didn't know Julio was into BDSM" she said matter of factly. Julio has acquired an incredible assortment of bondage devices downstairs. Most are meant to inflict pain on women. I should know. He's used them on me enough. I thought you might like to try some of them out." she drew a finger lightly down Tim's chest and between his breasts, "I'll be back after everyone is gone. You and I are going to have some fun. Consider this a small sample of what to expect."

She reached into a night stand drawer and pulled out a set of three clamps hooked together by a thin chain. She attached two to his nipples, the third to the lip of his vagina. Sure they hurt, but it wasn't too bad. It might even be a pleasure being tortured by this beautiful woman. After all, what could a beautiful, frail woman like Sherry, do to him, a man. Sherry smiled when she saw the look of pain on Tim's face. She held up a leather paddle for Tim to see and patted the palm of her other hand with it for effect, then swung several viscious blows across the botoms of his restrained, bare, feet. Tim instantly realized he had been mistaken. Each blow sounded like a popping firecracker. Tim and Tina screamed and whimpered in unisen with every swat. Tears streamed from Tina's eyes. Susan smirked.

"If you think that hurts, slut, just wait till later."

She laughed wickedly, then left, pulling the door gently closed behind her. All Tim could do was lay there in agony while Tina hopelessly pulled at the restraints, making whining sounds through the gag. He knew there was no way to get loose. The woman was insane with jealousy. She planned on holding him captive and torturing him for pleasure. He had read about that happening to kidnapped women, but he was a man, or at least used to be. It couldn't possibly be happening to him.

 

 

 

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