Tammy                                          by: Janet Stickney                                        JanetLynn17@Hotmail.com

 

As the only son, my dad had looked the other way whenever I pestered my sisters, kind of a wink and a nod as I screwed their closet door shut, or put paint in their hairspray bottle. By the time I was in my first year at high school, (I was 14) I had quit growing, but my sisters had not. I was now smaller than Cheryl (17) and Amy, (16) but the same size as Kelly (15). 5'4" tall, 130 pounds. Three weeks into my freshman year, dad died of a heart attack. Mom had always been a quiet type, but now she was alone and relied on us to help her. A month after dad died I put a wedge into their dresser drawers making it impossible to open them. Within minutes I had three angry sisters in my room threatening to rip my lungs out if I didn't fix it, so with a laugh I went in their room and took the wedges out, not giving it another thought.

Since I rarely paid any attention to what they did, I missed it when they met with Mom that night after school. I went about my business like always, my life didn't change until that Friday night. I walked in the house, and as usual I turned to hang up my jacket by the back door. The next thing I knew I had a bag over my head and my arms yanked behind me and I heard the soft click of handcuffs as they slipped them on my wrists. I was taken upstairs and into a bedroom. I felt my clothes being stripped away, my shirt was actually cut off! I could hear them laughing as they saw me naked, just standing there, but I was unable to do anything about it. I threatened them, but they just laughed at me. The next thing I knew I was in the bathroom, (I could feel the tiles with my bare feet) and they started to smear an awful smelling lotion on me. "Just stand there, we'll be back." It was Cheryl's voice. I still couldn't see anything, and afraid I might fall, I just stood there. Eventually they came back and pushed me into the shower. The bag was taken off my head and I saw all three of them standing there. "Wash off first, and then shave as close as possible and wash your hair." I still didn't get it, so I asked "what if I don't?" "Then I'll come in there and do it for you!" Kelly took the handcuffs off and they shut the door as they left.

I didn't have a lot of body hair anyway, but what I did have was quickly rinsed away in the swirl of the drain. I shaved and washed my hair as they had told me, still wondering why. I stepped out of the shower, grabbed a towel and started to dry off just as my sisters walked back in the room. A pair of panties were thrust into my hand. "Put these on, you'll feel less naked." I looked at them and all of a sudden I understood what they had in mind for me! "No! I won't!" "Yes! You will put them on and you'll do it now or we will put them on for you." Since Amy and Cheryl were bigger than me, and the menace in their eyes said more than their words, I stepped into them. Kelly was behind me as I walked out of the bathroom, and just as quick as a wink I was wearing the handcuffs again. They took me into their room and sat me down on a chair. They also tied me to the chair so I couldn't get up. Amy ran a brush through my hair and began to put rollers in. When she was done she used a gel of some kind, spraying it on. The three of them started to put makeup on me, and no matter what I said they just kept doing it. A foundation, powder, bright green eye shadow, a deep black eyeliner, both top and bottom, and black mascara. I was untied and made to stand as they wrapped a corset around me; I felt it tighten as they pulled the laces closed. Then Kelly had me sit as she rolled on a pair of stockings, smoothing them out and fastening them to the garters. They had taken away all of the mirrors so I had no idea what I looked like. A bra was put on me and some foam pads inserted into the cups, and the straps adjusted. Cheryl pointed to a pair of black high heels, so I stepped into them, surprised to see that they fit!

"If we take the handcuffs off will you stand still?" As if I knew how to walk in heels! I nodded my head yes and Kelly took the cuffs off. "Raise your arms!" A black dress was pulled over my head and smoothed out. I felt the material as it closed around me, the softness of the dress surprising. I was taken to the chair again and Amy began to remove the rollers. It took her 30 minutes of brushing, using a curling iron and scissors along the way. Kelly took my face in her hand and traced my mouth with a red pencil, then used a red lipstick to fill in. Then she used a blusher on my cheeks. Kelly clipped some earrings on my ears and Cheryl dashed me with some perfume. "Stand up Tammy." I did, but I thought better of complaining about the name Tammy. "Okay, you can go now Tammy."

I was unceremoniously pushed out of their room into the hallway. I went straight to my room to change, but they had changed the doorknob to one that had a key. I was locked out! I went in the bathroom to see what they had done to me. I wanted to shriek at the sight in the mirror! My hair was big, and curly, a lot like some of the girls in high school wore. The girls that were "easy" or so it was said. The dress was at least 4" above my knees, my mouth had been painted in a bow shape! I had nowhere to go but to see Mom, maybe she could make them open my bedroom door.

I walked down the stairs carefully, unsure of myself in the heels. In the hallway I heard the heels as they clicked on the hardwood floors as I walked to the kitchen. Mom saw me and smiled! "My! Don't you look pretty! And just in time for the party to start!" Party? Just then I heard the doorbell ring. "That will be your guests Tammy, open the door for them." "I'm not expecting anyone Mom, and I'm not opening that door!" "Open the door dear." There was no way I was going to open that door, but Cheryl was there and greeted all of the people, inviting them into the family room. I looked at Mom, but she merely took my hand and took me in to meet them.

I peeked around the corner and saw a whole group of girls! One of them, Janice saw me and came running over. "Kelly told me that you always looked darling all made up, but none of us believed her." She looked me over carefully and smiled. "I never would have guessed that you liked to dress up! She told me your name is Tammy!" Her bubbling enthusiasm about my predicament only made it worse. Apparently my sisters had told everyone that I liked to dress as a girl! Janice took my hand and dragged me into the room. "Look who I found in the kitchen!" I felt their eyes on me and wanted to sink into the floor. Cheryl, Amy, and Kelly came and stood next to me. "She is very shy about her dressing up, so I wanted you to meet her, see how pretty she is, and make her feel like one of us." Cheryl kept making it worse. "She'll probably deny it, say something like we forced her to dress this way, but I can tell you that she will ask everyone of you for a beauty tip sooner or later, at least she has us!" I felt her hand in the middle of my back as she played with the bra strap. My sisters left me standing there alone, walking into the kitchen to get the chips and drinks. I felt naked with my legs uncovered to my. well, almost to my assets.

Everyone was real nice and I relaxed a little, but whenever I sat down I felt the dress ride up, almost to my waist, so I stood up a lot. Around 7, they decided to go to the burger place on the corner and I was urged, by a nasty look from my sisters to go along. It was strange having a breeze whispering around my underwear, but the worst was when we all walked into the burger place. At least 10 of the guys I went to school with were there! I wanted to sink into the floor but Janice and Amy, one on each arm, dragged me to a table where I was introduced to Jack and Brian. "This is Tammy, she's new here, so go easy guys!" Both Amy and Janice released my arm and walked away leaving me there to cope with the guys as they looked at me from the top down and back again. Jack slid over and motioned for me to sit down. Knowing the trouble I had at home I was careful to sit so I didn't uncover myself.

I was in a pickle because I had known these guys since first grade! I told them I was a cousin of Cheryl, Kelly, and Amy, and probably wouldn't be around much longer. Jack put his arm around me trying to claim me, but I got up and went over to Cheryl's table. "I really have to go now Cheryl, thanks for a wonderful time.", and then I left for home. Mom was watching television when I walked in. "Have a nice time dear?" "Why Mom? Why did you let them do this to me?" She smiled that sweet smile of hers and asked me if I remembered the day I wedged their dresser drawers closed. "Yes? Why?" "Think of this as a lesson in what can happen when you make a woman unhappy. That's why they selected the name Tammy for you. It's so feminine" "I'm going to go change." Mom held my hand stopping me. The girls have suggested, and I agree, that one day is not enough to cure you of your ways, so we have taken all of your clothes away and replaced them. After you change into your nightgown grab a robe and come back down." I could hardly believe my ears! But Mom merely smiled at me and handed me the key to my room.

On my bed was a cotton nightgown and a robe that had little bunny rabbits all over it. I undressed and washed off the makeup, slipped the nightgown on and then the robe. I was sitting there next to Mom when my sisters came in. They all smiled at me but didn't say anything. 30 minutes later they came back, dressed like Mom and I, in nightgowns and robes. "Jack wants to see you again Tammy, and he asked an awful lot of questions about you. Since you weren't there to answer them, we did. He'll be over to take you to a show tomorrow night, he'll be over at 6." I sunk into the chair as the light danced in their eyes and smiles crept into their faces.

I tossed and turned all night, not knowing how to get out of this date; I even considered running away, but all I had to wear was the dress I wore that night! At 8 the next morning I got up and staggered to the kitchen and made myself some breakfast. That's where Amy found me. "Mom said to tell you to get dressed so we can get you some clothes of your own." I started to say something but she said that she would be up to help me get ready. On my bed were a skirt and blouse, panties, pantyhose, and some flats. I slipped the panties on, then the bra. Sitting on the bed I pulled the pantyhose on and stood up. The skirt was green and dark blue plaid, pleated, and while not as short as the dress they made me wear, was still short. Amy came in right then. I sat in the chair while she did my makeup. "You had better learn to do this yourself Tammy. Most girls your age know how to wear makeup already, so pay attention." She made me do everything while she watched. My hair was brushed down a little and after I had my shoes on she handed me a purse. "Better put your wallet in there along with your lipstick Tammy. You never know when you'll need it." I was sitting at the kitchen table when all of my sisters came together' They were all wearing jeans and sweatshirts. I was the only one in a skirt! Mom came in and told them not to pester me in the mall, and to me she said that I might as well get used to dressing this way for a while, at least until she thought I had learned my lesson. They were locking me out of my room, had taken all of my clothes, what choice did I have?

Mom and my sisters didn't seem to mind at all when I protested that a lot of the kids from school would be at the mall, they just kept on walking. The first place we went to was the lingerie department in a major store, where Mom handed me three packages of panties. They were cotton with small lilac colored flowers on them. Then she selected three bras and had me try them on in the changing room! I was so scared that I just followed her into the small room and did as she told me. Then Kelly handed in a waist nipper which Mom told me to try on. It made my slightly pudgy waist smaller, more feminine, almost as much as the corset did. Mom told me to keep it on and get dressed again. From there we went to the dress department where I had to endure trying on all sorts of dresses. My sisters all picked out very short stuff for me to wear, but Mom said no, so most of them were no shorter than 2" above my knees. Mom selected several and after she paid for them we went to a costume jewelry store and she had my ears pierced, and plastic inserts put in. Then they left me there to select my own earrings, bracelets, and necklaces! When I walked out of the store Mom motioned to me. "You really need your hair shaped Tammy. Not a perm, but a better cut. Let's see if they have an opening." I followed her as she walked into a beautyshop. I started to walk out but Mom took me by the hand and made the arrangements.

I sat in the chair as Jeri washed my hair; then she had me look at several books of hairstyles. She mentioned a couple, but since I didn't have a clue, I told her to pick one and go ahead. Another mistake. She washed in a rinse that lightened my hair from sandy brown to soft blonde, then she began to cut it. I was in that chair for what seemed like forever, but at last she was done and I looked in the mirror and almost fainted. She had done my hair in a style so feminine that I was sure that I would never be able to brush it into a guys style! My normally shoulder length hair was now at the base of my skull with curls sweeping around to frame my face, with the top curled into a mass of ringlets. My new earrings hanging from my ears could clearly be seen. While Jeri had me in her chair another girl had filed my nails into small ovals and painted them a soft rose color. When I walked out of the salon every trace of the boy underneath was gone.

Mom smiled at me and clapped her hands together when she saw me. "You are beautiful Tammy! I never dreamed that you would look so good!" Just then Cheryl walked up with Jack. "Hi Tammy. Get my message?" What could I say? "Yes I got it Jack. See you at 6." We all went home, Mom unlocked the door to my room and I put away the new clothes she had bought. Mom walked in just as I was putting the panties in my dresser. "You know you wouldn't be in this fix if you hadn't been so mean to your sisters don't you?" "It was all in fun Mom! Doesn't anyone have a sense of humor around here?" "Some of it maybe, but paint in the hairspray? That was just plain mean spirited.wasn't it?" What could I say? Cheryl had to have some of her hair cut off to get the paint out. "I think that a few months as a girl will cure you of these nasty kind of jokes you seem to like so much." "A couple of months! What about school?" "You only have a month left in school, so you can go as your boy self, but every day after school I want you dressed in these new clothes, and during the summer full time. By the time school starts again we'll see how you are."

I slumped to the bed, wanting it to all go away, but where? I'd still be dressed as a girl, so I might as well stay; but I was angry at what my sisters and Mom had done. Amy stuck her head in and reminded me of my date with Jack, walking away giggling. Promptly at 6 the doorbell rang. Jack was in love, I could see it in his eyes; what a mess! He was polite and trying to protect myself from being discovered, I tried to be as feminine as possible, and very careful to not let on that I knew about many of the things he was telling me. After he walked me home he kissed me quickly and I went in, and ran to my room. As I undressed I could hear my sisters in the next room laughing at my predicament. I will concede one thing though, that cotton nightgown was pretty comfortable!

That morning and every day until school let out Mom gave me some of my own clothes to wear to school, but every day after school she had me change into a dress or skirt and blouse after I gave her my clothes back. By the time school was out for the summer I could manage to do my own makeup and hair fairly well, but I still struggled with the hair. On the day school let out I was home by noon. Mom was waiting for me, a scowl on her face. "When somebody gets a punishment in this house I expect them to take it. Apparently you can't. Come with me!" I had no idea what she was talking about! When we walked into my room she made me strip right on the spot. She handed me a pair of yellow panties that had lace trim on the bottom and elastic at the legs. Then she pulled a yellow and white dress over my head and zipped it up the back. It was tight, even in the chest, and it was obvious that I didn't have any boobs. She gave me white socks to put on, then white patent leather Maryjane shoes. She had me sit at her vanity as she brushed my hair into strands and began to braid them into pigtails. She used yellow and white ribbons tied in bows on the end of each one. "Go downstairs Tammy." I looked in the mirror and saw that I was dressed like a 4 year old! "MOM!" "This is for cheating. Go!" I walked downstairs wondering just what the hell she was talking about. I felt stupid as hell that's for sure! By the time my sisters got home, I was resigned to the fact that they were going to push me as far as they could. I was sitting there when Mom came in with a pair of my jeans and a sweatshirt. "I found these in your room young lady! I told you no boy clothes!" "But Mom! I didn't wear those! You yourself always give me my clothes and always take them back, how could I have worn those?" Mom thought about that, smiled, and told me to go to my room and undress. She unzipped the dress as I walked by.

In minutes she was in my room and told me to put on a skirt and blouse, and she took the yellow dress and panties, the white knee high stockings and the shoes. By the time I was dressed and in the family room, I saw Amy walk down the stairs in the same dress I had just taken off. Her hair, like mine, had been braided with ribbons woven in, but Mom had used a deep rose blusher on each of her cheeks. "Hold up your dress Amy!" She did as Mom told her, and I saw that not only was she wearing the frilly yellow panties, but she also had a diaper on! "Now, apologize to Tammy." "I'm sorry for planting the clothes in your room Tammy, please forgive me." Mom had her stand in the middle of the room while she took out my pigtails and did my hair in a pony tail. "I think that we should all go out to dinner. Tammy, take your baby sisters hand."

I know how Amy felt when she walked into that restaurant, I felt the same way the time they took me to the burger joint. A lot of customers pointed and laughed at her as she walked by, especially when they saw they doll she was carrying. Cheryl and Kelly wisely kept quiet as we ate dinner. I know that Mom stayed longer than usual, and all of had used the restroom except Amy. Mom wouldn't let her, and the inevitable happened, she soiled her diaper. Mom took her by the hand to the ladies room and let her clean up, but she also gave her another diaper to pin on. By the time we got home, Mom's little demonstration had a chilling effect on my sisters and I. "Now, I agreed that Tammy needed a little lesson, but I am in charge here and any punishment will come from me, understand?" All of us nodded our head yes. "If any of you have any other plans for Tammy, forget them!" We were all sent to our rooms.

Later, as I lay in bed, I wondered exactly what Mom had in store for us. Her anger had moved from me to Amy; I wondered who would be next. Day after day I was dressing as a girl. I could go anywhere I wanted, do what I wanted, as long as I was always dressed as a girl. By the end of the month I could do my own hair and makeup, and dressing in a skirt was now second nature to me, so much so that I was now starting to look at clothes with an eye as to how I would look in them. Cheryl and I became closer and started going out together. She even went on a double date with me once. Mom had seemed to settle down a bit and the five of us, all women now, could clean that house sparkling clean in just a few hours. Mom had relented in her skirts only edict, I could wear a romper suit if it was one piece, so Cheryl and I went shopping for one. In the store I tried on several before settling on a plain white one. As I was about to leave the booth, Cheryl handed me a swimsuit. I looked at the wisp of material and she giggled and stepped into the booth with me. It was a bikini of course, in a very hot pink. I had lost all shyness around Cheryl and she watched as I pulled on the bottoms. The thin material caressed my butt like paint, and the bra, once I put in my breastforms, gave me a knockout figure. The constant dieting and wearing the corset had given me a narrow waist. I looked in the mirror and knew I would buy it.

The 4^th of July was coming soon and Cheryl and I made plans to be at the park that day, after all, that's where all of the festivities would be, and that's where the pool was at. I showed Mom the romper suit and she nodded her approval. "Wait until you see her in a her new swimsuit Mom! She'll knock your eyes out!" Cheryl's enthusiasm made me nervous, but in my room I made double sure that all traces of my manhood were gone before I stepped out of my room. I tossed a towel over my shoulder and walked in the family room. The look on Mom's face was worth it even if she made me take the suit back. "You intend to wear that to the picnic?" "No Mom, I'll wear the romper suit, but I'll have this on underneath. Neat huh?" "It's definitely a new side of you I haven't seen before!"

Amy and Kelly had been keeping a low profile, quite willing to let Cheryl and I have all of the attention, but I still didn't trust them to protect my secret; Mom must have sensed that because she called them in the room. They saw me in that bikini and almost fainted I think, but Mom layed down the law. "If anyone, for any reason, finds out Tammy's secret, you will be wearing baby dresses until you graduate, am I being understood?" Both of my sisters heads bobbed in unison. "Can I talk to you Tammy,.alone?" She took my hand and we walked out on the patio. "You seem to like being Tammy now. No more fighting it, and I have noticed that you have more feminine mannerisms than male ones now. Want to tell me about it?"

"I discovered that I liked the attention I get as Tammy, and the clothes are wonderful. If you gave me the choice, I would stay as Tammy if I could." I had known for a while and told Cheryl that I didn't want to go back to my boy self, and she told me to tell Mom. I lacked the courage, until now that is, and now that I had said it, I waited for her to explode or something. "I guess I should have guessed this would happen Tammy. I've been watching you closely lately and you seem, once in a while, to be more girl than boy, and since I started all of this I guess I have no choice but to let you continue being a girl if that's what you really want." I jumped up and hugged her. "But," she said, "I think we should take you to see a specialist in the field and see if we can adjust your body to fit the mind." It turned out to be the best day I ever had.

Cheryl and I walked to the park alone, both of us made up as sexy as Mom would let us, and we both wore a swimsuit under our romper suits, mine one of Kelly's old ones. I saw Jack, and he saw me. He had grown quite a bit, and in his speedo suit he was lifting weights, sweat running down his back, and as his muscles swelled I held my chest out just a bit more. Cheryl watched me and smiled. "Careful girl, if he ever found out about your little secret he would tear you apart!" I knew she was right, but strange thoughts lingered in the back of my mind anyway. We walked around until we made it to the pool, found a table and sat down. Cheryl had a knock dead figure, and as she slipped out of her romper suit her very healthy chest was pushed out, drawing a lot of male stares. When she sat down I stood up and took mine off. We made a pair, really. It was, as Jennifer said, a man trap at this table. Jennifer was a friend of Cheryl's, a real looker herself, and we invited her to join us.

By now I had figured out for myself that since I liked being Tammy, I had every reason to present myself as best I could, but having to wear breastforms and the constant shaving was beginning to grate on me. As the three of us sat there, and I watched, many of the girls, wearing small suits or bikini's, had smooth skin and swelling breasts that I could only wish for. Even though I looked as if I had breasts, it was all trickery and bravado. Just wearing the swimsuit gave a certain credence to my being a girl, since it would never cross anyone's mind that a boy would wear one. I was deep in thought when Cheryl tapped my arm. "Here he comes Tammy." I looked and saw Jack as he strutted over towards us.

"Hi Tammy. I haven't seen you in a while, maybe you would like to join me and we can catch up." I wanted to go with him of course, but it was as if I was rooted in my seat. Cheryl and Jenny left, so he sat down close to me. We spent the afternoon together, and as the sun started to set he asked me to join him at a party being held that night, right there in the park. I didn't have the right clothes, but I told him I would, and left for home to change. Cheryl joined me. "Coming back for the party?" "Ya, Jack asked me and I said I would." She only smiled and reminded me to be extra careful.

After a quick shower and checking for any stray hairs, shaving real close again and redoing my makeup I got dressed. I was wearing my best bra, and a panty girdle that would hide my maleness no matter what happened. I put the Romper suit back on and took a sweater along. Mom pulled me aside just as Cheryl and I were about to leave. "You be careful Tammy!, and stay in the group. Don't go wandering off, he might take it the wrong way." What could I say? She wanted me to not be discovered, and I was in the middle of discovering myself! "Sure Mom, I'll try." It was the best I could say.

Cheryl and I again walked to the park, but as soon as she saw Doug, her boyfriend, I was on my own. Jack saw me and came over, put his arm around me and as we walked along the pathway, he spun me close to him and kissed me. It wasn't the first time, but now I knew that I liked it. It didn't take but a nanosecond for me to have my arms around his neck returning his kisses. My hair was loose, hanging down below my shoulders and I could feel his hands as he ran his fingers through it. We came to a split in the pathway and he led me to a small rise known as Potters hill. It was a popular make out spot for the local teens. We sat under a tree, not saying anything, we didn't have to. He took he in his arms and kissed me again, and as I held his neck, I could feel his hand on my leg, then on my stomach. He touched my breast, which I could feel because of the way I was hiked up and out, and loved it! I let him fondle me, but as soon as he tried to touch me below, I stopped him, but in the process he put my hand on his hardness. It was the first time I had ever touched a males hardness other than my own.

He pushed me on my back and I let him, never taking my hand away from his hardness. I was hot, he was hot, and when he reached in his pants I knew exactly what he was going to do. I was right. His throbbing member was free as he placed my hand on him. The silky smooth velvety skin felt odd in my hand. I stroked him a few times and he moved to make it more comfortable for both of us. I found my eyes right at his crotch, his hardness in my face. I held it in my hand began to stroke him. The sensation was one of ecstasy as I moved up and down, slowly, and within minutes he filled my hand. I was prepared for that, and I managed to hold him until he was done.

Both of us were more than slightly flushed as we walked back to the rest of the party. Cheryl saw us, the look on my face, and must have guessed what had happened. We stayed there until quiet late before he waked me home. I went to bed not knowing what the future would bring, but if I had any say about it, I would stay Tammy and enjoy every minute of it. Mom came in my room the next morning and sat on my bed. "You want to stay Tammy don't you?" I nodded my head yes. "You and Jack, you let him touch you?" Again a nod of the head. "And just what else Tammy?" I didn't want to disappoint her, but I had never been able lie to her before, so I told her. "I touched him and. Well, it went a little farther." "I see. That was wrong Tammy and you know it. Sex can be fun and I know that you want to try it, but you are way to young for that!" "Mom, there's no way I can go back now. After all this time as a girl, and what Jack and I did, well, how can I? Besides, I like being a girl." "I know dear, I just don't know what to do about it."

When school started I was enrolled in a private school, and graduated from high school. But in the three years before that, I took hormones, developed a very nice figure of my own, kept my contralto voice, and had smooth, hairless skin. By the time I was 19 I had managed to have the surgery to make me a whole woman. Remember those wedges? Now I have my own!

 

 

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