Tammy True

Is it talent or destiny?

by Angel O'Hare

 

Tammy True Tres

Part 3

Model Niece

 

Aunt Megan and this lady came right up to me and my Aunt said "Tammy this is Mrs. Logitech and she has offered you a job. Now before you say anything let her explain everything to you okay?"

Mrs. Logitech led us over to a couch and we sat down and then she surprised me because she asked me to sit on her lap. OH GEEZ! I got up and she picked me up and set me on her lap and started to explain the job to me. That is after she fussed with my dress and told me how pretty I was. GEEZ!

She started to explain things but I was too nervous to really pay attention to her. My Aunt Megan shook my knee and looked at me real hard. She said "Pay attention Tammy, this is very important and I know you will like what Mrs. Logitech is going to tell you."

I said "Okay Auntie." Auntie? Did I just say Auntie? GEEZ now I'm sounding like a girl!

Mrs. Logitech began again and said "Tammy, when I heard the girls talking about you I had to come and see you for myself. Allied Airlines are planning an add campaign and you are perfect for what we have planned. We needed a very pretty little girl and her mommy to make it work. I know Ms. Cert is your Auntie, but she can pose as your mommy for this. The amount of money offered for your participation has been agreed to by Ms. Cert and we also are giving you both free airfare for life. What do you think of that?"

OH SHIT and a million craps! What do I think? I think it sucks big time! I don't care about ever flying again and never want to! Flying is what got me into this crap in the first place! Money? How much money? Now that did sound good! I never had my own money before! I might be dumb, but I'm not stupid!

I smiled and asked "I never had my own money before, how much money?"

They both laughed real hard when I asked that and Mrs. Logitech said "More money than you have ever thought of having Princess."

She looked at my Aunt Megan and said "I will take that as a yes answer and we will see you back here in a week alright Megan?"

My Aunt said "That will be fine Margaret. If you will fax all the paperwork to my lawyer with a copy to me, we will finalize everything in a few days."

Mrs. Logitech smiled and hugged me saying "You are going to have a lot of fun Princess and I know you will be a very good girl for us." She got real close to my ear and whispered "I know your little secret, so don't worry little one. Nobody else will ever know. That is if you behave and don't mess up." OH SHIT and a zillion craps!

Mrs. Logitech gave my aunt a card and said "Call me with any questions or if any problems come up in the meantime Megan."

My Aunt Megan said, "Oh, I don't think we will have any problems, Margaret. Tammy is going to be the perfect little girl for us. Any questions and I will call you or my lawyer will, okay?"

Margaret said "That will be fine, Megan." She turned to me and whispered "and Tammy, don't worry about a thing little one. You know I think you are a very convincing little girl. I have a harder time believing you are a little boy."

OH SHIT and THIRTEEN CRAPS! I'm stuck as a dorky little girl and now I don' t know when this will ever end! All summer that's for sure! GEEZ, how can I make any friends or have any fun as a little girl? I'm a boy damn it! Why don't grown ups ever believe me? Just because I'm small they all think I'm a girl.

Even at camp I had problems! My mom made a stupid mistake one year and wrote my name on the application as Tammy Cert! GEEZ, I didn't know until I was in the girl's cabin! The grown-ups didn't believe me until the nurse saw my Willy! That was the worstest summer! I got to stay in the boy's cabin, but all the boys had found out about the mix up and picked on me and even beat me up! The grown ups moved me back to the girls cabin, but I had to stay with the counselor in her room. The girls treated me better than the boys, but I'm sure it was because the counselor told them to be. At least I didn't get beaten up anymore!

(But, that's another story so I will wait until later to tell you about that one.)

We were finally on our way to my Aunt's house! YES! But, first I had to pick up my suitcase and we found out that we were too late and it had been removed and put into the storage and forwarding room. It was now after five o'clock and it was closed. SHIT! They took down the information my Aunt Megan gave them and told us they would have my bag delivered to us. That was cool, because it was a long drive back here. 300 miles is long way to drive for a few clothes I didn't even like wearing. Well, I would be very happy to wear them now instead of this stupid dress!

My Aunt Megan was happy though. She smiled and said to me "Tammy, it looks like we have some shopping to do before we leave for home. There is so much more we can get here in the big city than back in my little town."

OH Shit and Fourteen Craps! My aunt said "Your mother sent ahead some money for you in case of an emergency or in case you needed a few things. I think this qualifies as an emergency don't you?" She continued talking not waiting for my answer. "I think I can spend some money on you as well because you are going to need a lot of things to last all summer. Just think of it as an early birthday present okay Honey?"

Oh no! Girlie shit for birthday presents! I just know everything is going to be girlie shit! I asked her "Auntie, can I at least get a few computer games and some boy's clothes to go home in?"

She laughed real hard! GEEZ! She said "Tammy, a few computer games you can have, but no boy's clothes. How can you show up here as a boy when everybody knows you're a girl?"

I said "I'm not a girl auntie! How can you say they know I'm a girl when I am a boy?"

She answered me but I didn't like it. "Honey, you are going to be in an ad campaign as a girl and your picture will more than likely be all over this airport. What do you think people would think if you showed up wearing boy's clothes?"

I said "You mean I have to go home dressed as a girl? Everybody back home will find out! I will be killed at school and everybody will think I am a sissy fruitcake!"

Auntie hugged me then and said "Honey, don't worry about it so much. It is months away and we will work something out before then okay? We will let your mother know what is going on and I am sure everything will work out fine for you."

I said "I hope so Auntie, it's hard enough back home for me now. If they found out about this I would just die!"

She smiled and hugged me again, took my hand and we walked out of the airport. She had to park far away from the terminal so we had to take a little bus to get to her car. It was packed with people and there wasn't any seats empty. The driver said "What a pretty little thing you are." He gave me a lollypop! GEEZ! I had to thank him and I did.

There was a fat old guy with a white beard sitting down and he took up two seats all by himself! He pulled himself up and said "Two very pretty ladies shouldn't have to stand. Please take these two seats. I can stand up for the short ride to my car."

My auntie thanked him and introduced us. He said his name was Peter something, but most of the children called him Santa. I could see why and I giggled thinking about it. He laughed real hard and I decided I liked him. He laughed just like a Santa would and his belly moved up and down as he laughed. I laughed even harder and soon a bunch of people were laughing. This made everybody get friendly and soon I was the center of attention again. GEEZ! Do all girls go through this crap?

My Auntie was real happy and she talked and talked. People would get up and of the bus at each stop and finally we arrived at our stop. I got hugged and kissed so many times I just couldn't believe it! I was offered candy and cookies and one lady even gave me a pretty pin for my dress! Pretty? Did I just say pretty? GEEZ! I'm turning into a girl by just wearing these clothes! I have to be careful and remember to be a boy when this is all over. It's hard remembering your a boy when you get treated like this all the time!

My Auntie was chatting with a lady who got off the same place we did and the lady was writing some stuff down for my Auntie. She said "Now this is the best place to shop for her and they have everything you will need in this one shop. Tell Angela I sent you and I am sure you will be treated well and be very happy with what they choose for her."

Did I hear right? Just one place to shop for everything I need? COOL! I bet they don't have any computer games though!

My Auntie thanked the lady and told her she would call her and let her know how everything went. We walked hand in hand to Auntie's car and she had to show me how to get in and out without showing everybody my panties! GEEZ! I had to remember so much crap as a girl! Smooth your dress over your bottom before you sit. Keep your knees together all the time, hands on your lap and smile, smile, smile. GEEZ!

We drove up to the pay booth and the lady in it took my auntie's money and with the change she had added a lollypop for me. She said "For the pretty little girl."

"This won't ever end will it?" I asked my auntie. She just laughed as we drove through the opened gate thing.

As we drove into the big city my auntie kept talking about stuff. How this wasn't so bad and I was going to see how much fun girls could have. She kept saying that it was a rare opportunity for a boy to be able to see how girls had to live and I would appreciate girls a lot more after this was all over. At least I liked hearing that! The part about 'when this was all over.'

We got stuck in traffic for awhile and just inched along. Then we were free and drove right through until my auntie pulled into a parking lot. A store with a sign that read "ANGELA'S" in big letters and under it in smaller letters it read "Everything You and Your 'Little Angel' Dreams of Wearing." Oh brother!

My auntie was so excited and I remembered to get out of the car that certain way so nobody saw my panties. GEEZ, I sure didn't want them to see these frilly panties anyway!

My auntie took my hand and we went into the shop as a lady came up to us right away. My auntie showed her the paper the other lady had written on at the airport. The lady called for Angela and this other lady came over smiling. She introduced herself to us and my auntie introduced me as her niece Tammy. The other lady handed Angela the paper and this made Angela smile.

She said "Mrs. Perkins is my best customer and if she says you are a friend of hers, then, you are a very good friend of mine. What is it that we can help you with today Megan?"

My auntie must have said the magic word, because Angela went into fast mode when my auntie said "Everything!"

I was whisked off to a room and stripped of everything down to my panty-briefs. They even took off my frilly panties! I was just standing there, with nothing on besides those panty-briefs! GEEZ! Then they started bringing in bras and panties, one set after another. All different colors and styles were put on and taken off. My auntie was having a real good time as she picked one set after another. How many of these things do I need anyway?

A nice lady brought me a soda pop with ice in it. Thank goodness! Then they began showing my auntie pantyhose and things they called tights. My auntie nodded at a few and a lady had me sit down after putting a white lacey padded bra with pink flowers on me. She then rolled these white pantyhose down until just the end of one foot showed. These things had designs of pink flowers sewn right into them! She put it over on of my feet and pulled them up a little and did the same thing with my other foot. She had me stand up and she pulled them up very carefully, first one leg and then the other until she pulled them over my fanny. She smoothed them out and smiled at me saying "I bet these feel real nice on your legs Princess. You look so pretty wearing them."

She decided I needed lessons I guess because she explained how I had to put them on and take them off and even that I had to wash them by hand! GEEZ! I hope auntie doesn't make me wash all this stuff by hand! YUCK!

Then they came in with a ton of petticoats! Well, they called them crinolines. They tried one after the other on me. There were all sorts of different ones! Different colors and even different materials, some were very soft and thin and others were very puffy and full. There were ones that were very stiff to! My auntie nodded at a few and Angela would smile and wave her hand at the other lady who put those aside. They left a white one with pink flowers on me. It was even puffier than the one auntie bought me at the airport!

Okay, now they came at me with a ton of dresses! GEEZ, most of them were like the party dress and even worse! My auntie nodded at a few again and these were put aside. There goes all my money, I just knew it! I hope she had enough for my computer games!

Whew, finally they were done with those dresses but they left me wearing one that was white with a ton of pink flowers sewn on it. I know they were sewn on because the front of this dress had what looked like real pink flowers! The back had flowers that were flat, but the front was real fancy. Bows with little ribbons and all those little flowers! GEEZ, what a sissy dress this was! It had so many buttons up the back I could never get out of it myself. It had puffy sleeves that came to just above my elbows and you could see right through them. Yup, they had ribbons with bows on the sleeves!

They let me sit down then and it wasn't easy! I had to sit on this funny little chair with no back on it. They fluffed the dress around this chair so I didn't have to sit on the crinolines or the dress. Then a lady came in with a pair of shiny shoes that matched the dress! They put those on me and another lady came in and took my Scrunchie out of my hair. She started brushing my hair and then tied this big pink flower with two ribbons into my hair! GEEZ, I felt like a flower! What? Oh shit! Pictures! They were now taking pictures! My auntie disappeared for awhile and Angela was directing this guy (A real fruit cake! He sounded like my mother when he talked!) while he took the pictures. They kept telling me to smile, smile, smile. Then I had to turn my head this way and that way, put my hand under my chin, then both hands. GEEZ!

I saw my auntie come back and wow! She looked great! Real pretty and she had on a dress the same pattern as mine had. She didn't have any crinolines under hers though. Hers was a print dress and didn't have any of the fancy flowers sewn on or all the bows and ribbons. You could tell we were supposed to match though. They called it a mother and daughter set.

Now my auntie joined me and they took even more pictures! Not as many, but enough of them! I asked my auntie why they were taking the pictures. She said "Tammy, I had told Mrs. Perkins about you being chosen for Allied Airlines ad campaign and she had included that information in the note she had written. Angela asked me if she could take some pictures and she would not only give us free copies, but give us a big discount on the clothes we purchased here."

COOL! Maybe I could still get the computer games after all! My auntie then scared the living shit out of me when she said "You know Tammy, Angela has recommended that I sign you up with a modeling agency she knows well and uses herself. She said you would need a portfolio to show them and that is also why we need a copy of these pictures."

I answered "AUNTIE I can't be a model!" I looked around because it got very quiet real fast when I had said that and then whispered "I can't be a girl model auntie. They will find out I'm not a girl and we will get into a lot of trouble."

She laughed! She actually started laughing! Angela came right over because I bet she saw my face and it wasn't a happy face! My auntie whispered to her and she began to laugh! Shit, crap and the word I hate to use! Yup, it was that bad!

Angela took me by the hand and led me over to a couch and we sat down. She had another lady bring me a soda pop and she really surprised me by saying "Tammy, we know you're a little boy dear, a very pretty little boy and a very convincing pretty little girl as well. I knew you were a boy a few seconds after I saw you. Not many people would ever see that, but the professionals in this business would all know shortly after watching you closely. There are differences we would notice that others would not. Your arms are too straight for one and your panty-brief while effective showed that your fanny and hips were not as they should be for a girl. You have a very small Adams Apple and that is a good thing, but it is still their. What you do have that is so amazing is your size and your face. You have great hands and feet that match a girls perfectly. It is your face that is such a wonder to behold. Your very large and pretty crystal blue eyes, your small and pretty nose combined with those high cheekbones of yours and that wonderful hair! You are what we call a perfect child model. These clothes seem like they were made just for you and that is what we are always looking for. You look to be about six or seven years old without the padded bra and make-up. Even with those things you look like a little girl trying her best to look older."

They both chuckled after she had said that! Shit and a zillion craps! Oh no, that was not all she had to say! Nope, she had to really get me and get me good!

Angela stopped chuckling and continued "I know just by looking at you that if we washed off that make up and put you in boys clothing you would still look like a pretty girl dressed as a boy. I also know that you don't hate this as much as you let on."

I did hate this! I know I do! I'm a boy damn it! We don't go around dressed like this and we sure don't like it when we are forced to! I looked at her and said "How can you say that ma'am? You really think I like this?"

Angela said "Let me go over a few things and then you can answer me okay?"

I just nodded and she continued "What I see is a little boy that let a lot happen to him without too much protesting. You have allowed not just one earring to be added, but three more of them. You have allowed acrylic extension to be added to your fingernails and your toenails have been trimmed and polished as well. You allowed yourself to be made up and had a very girlish ponytail when I first saw you. You allowed yourself to be dressed as a little girl from the skin out. The most important and interesting part is that you appeared comfortable and relaxed a few minutes after entering my shop. You even posed for pictures like it was no problem at all for you to do that dressed as a little girl. Now, what do you have to say about my observations?"

I stuttered a little bit and then decided to tell her how this crap happened to me. I told her about my mom and what happened at the airport. How those jerks made me get rid of almost everything I had on and had with me. Why my hair was so long and those stupid sneakers and the stupid mistake about me being a girl because of what my mother did and said. The part about the flight over and what Cindy had done to me and why. Then, that stupid gift certificate and my aunties part in all of it! Then it got even worse! Yup, I started to cry just like a sissy girl would! This was just too much and I couldn't hold it back anymore!

Angela picked me up and carried me cooing to me like I was a baby holding me tight against her. My auntie walked with us as Angela carried me into her office. All I could think was I did let them do this to me! Why? Why didn't I throw a big tantrum or just run away and refuse to let them do this? I felt even worse now. I was a sissy boy! Why else would I let them do these things to me!

My auntie sat down on a couch, Angela gave me to my auntie and she held me close hugging me and holding me on her lap. My auntie started whispering to me that I was very special and she was proud of me.

Angela walked over to her desk and said "Tammy, I want to show you something and I know it will make you feel a whole lot better."

She had a thick photo album in her hands as she came back and sat down next to us. She opened it up and told me to look at the pictures as she described the children in each photo. I couldn't believe what I was hearing!

She said "In every major movie made with a girl child star they need a double for stunts and other scenes where the girl star might get hurt. Anything with just a chance of the star getting hurt or injured is done by these doubles. In all cases these doubles are boys."

At first I didn't believe her, but there were pictures of the doubles in and out of their costumes. She went on by showing me that some of the boys also did some modeling work. Girl modeling! She told me that these boys had to learn how to act like girls and that meant walking and talking and all the other stuff to! They did that because it was their job and now it was going to be my job. We looked through the whole album and I felt much better about myself. I wasn't so different after all. Other boys have done this and have been doing it for years and years before me! It was a job! I had a job of my very own and it paid real good to!

My Auntie and Angela must have known I was feeling better because they both hugged me and my Auntie Megan said "You see Tammy, you are a very special little boy and you have a wonderful opportunity to do things many boys and even most girls will not ever get to do."

I smiled real big because I was happy. Yup, I was really happy for the first time since I don't know when. I haven't been this happy since I won a bicycle at the fair!

Everybody was smiling and Angela said "Well, now that everybody is happy how about we go out and celebrate a little bit?"

We agreed and soon I had a pocketbook and a see through wrap over my shoulders. Angela said it was a wrap and that's how I knew what it was called. It didn't hide my dress because you could see through it and it was the same white color of my dress.

Angela made a phone call as my auntie went and got her stuff from another room. She had left her pocketbook and wanted to see that our purchases were locked up in the trunk of her car.

She had a big white Lincoln Continental and it had a huge trunk! She needed it after all the stuff we had bought!

My auntie came back and Angela was ready to go as well. She said "I called for my car and it is waiting out front for us. This is my treat so don't hesitate to order whatever you wish." She chuckled while she looked at me and added "Yes Tammy, I meant what I said. You order whatever you want, okay?"

I said "okay" and we all walked out of her office. My auntie took my hand and Angela held onto my other one as we walked through the store. A few people were staring at us and pointing, but I didn't care. I wasn't a fruitcake or a sissy! I was just me and I had a job that paid real good, best of all I was special and my auntie was proud of me! I hope my mom would be proud of me to.

Angela smiled and waved at the people who were staring and pointing and she let us know that they were pointing at us because they knew I was a model. That they were just letting their daughters know that the clothes they were getting that day were very special and just for mothers and daughters. I had a feeling it was because we were with her and not that I was a model. I really wasn't one yet, was I?

WOW, what a car! A big white limousine with a driver wearing a uniform and the driver was a pretty lady! She held one of the back doors open for us. I say one of the back doors because there were two back doors! This car was big! They got in first and then I got in. I remembered to do the dress thing as I sat down and my auntie said I did real good getting into the limo and I should remember to be just as careful when I got out. I giggled and told her not to worry I wasn't going to show off my panties to no creepy boys. They both laughed and were happy.

I looked out the window and saw a few people trying to see in as we were moving along. Angela said the windows were tinted and mirrored so nobody could see inside. I laughed thinking the people might think I was a movie star or something. Angela was telling my auntie a few things she should have me do to make it easier for me. I started to pay attention to what they were saying.

Angela said "Megan, you should get a modeling coach for Tammy. There are some things she should practice and know how to do before she really starts her modeling career. I know one that would be perfect for her and I will contact her for you. Then there is the medical checkup Tammy will need and I also know of a wonderful pediatrician you should use. I will set up an appointment for Tammy once we get the paperwork back from your lawyer. I am sure you will have no problem with the agency I use. Since Tammy already has a major modeling commitment they will be very happy to sign her. The pictures we took today is a good beginning for her portfolio, but she will need a lot more before it is really ready to show or used to sign Tammy up with more clients. I would love to send my photographer to your home and he could then have Tammy model some other clothing. I will send a couple of my girls with him to help Tammy with changing and make-up. Is that alright with you two?"

My auntie agreed and then asked "Angela, why are you doing so much for us, we just met and really don't know each other that well. It is clear to me that you have made a major decision and it must be costing you a small fortune to do these things for us."

Angela laughed and said "Mrs. Perkins is much more than a very good customer Megan. She is a very influential woman with a lot of skill in spotting talent. She was the one who backed me and started me in this business. She is the one who spotted Tammy and she is the one who is actually behind all this. We will be meeting her at the restaurant and she will explain things better than I can. That note you gave me from her was the catalyst. I must admit once again she was right on the mark. She has a talent that we in the business pay close attention to. She calls it her hobby."

Angela laughed again and then we heard a buzzing noise. She picked up a phone that was hidden under her armrest. She held up a finger to us as she was talking softly into the phone. She put the phone away in a few seconds later and said we were almost at the restaurant.

Sure enough the car slowed and then stopped. Soon the back door was opened and Angela then auntie and then I got out. I was careful and nobody got to see my panties! We walked hand in hand to the entrance where two men in uniforms held the doors open for us. Inside there were a bunch of people sitting down and Angela told us those people were waiting for a table. I thought we would have a long wait if these people were all ahead of us for a table. I got a big surprise then!

A man standing at a long skinny table smiled when he saw Angela and said "Angela, we have your table waiting and who are these lovely ladies with you tonight?"

Angela introduced us, as the man 'GUIDO' led us to her table. He really gushed over us and even pulled out each of our chairs before we sat down. He even put my napkin on my lap! GEEZ! He gave us each a menu and waved to a waitress and a waiter. They both came over right away and just stood their waiting for us to ask for something. This is way cool! I bet those people still waiting for a table were pissed off! I giggled thinking about it and auntie asked me what was funny so I told her. Angela chuckled and told us that influence and connections were everything and they did have there benefits. My auntie laughed and I was still giggling thinking about it.

I found out that first we had to order something to drink and then an appetizer. That's a small amount of real good stuff you eat before your real meal comes. Then came a salad and bread. Then came our real meal. I ordered prime rib cooked rare which is my favorite of favorites! Angela whispered something to the waitress and soon I had a bib on! GEEZ! I really looked like a little girl now! I had to wear a bib! Angela told me it was to protect my very pretty and very expensive dress from any accidents. Okay, what the hell. The food was wonderful and nobody knew me here anyway. When we were done eating the waiter came over and cleared our table. He asked us if we enjoyed everything so far and we all said yes. He left with our dirty dishes and the waitress came over and refilled all our drinks. Well, she refilled Angela's and Aunties coffee and brought me a new glass of soda pop. Then she asked us if we would care for some desert. I was stuffed and couldn

't eat another bite! I guess Auntie and Angela felt the same way because none of us wanted any dessert. The waiter who had wheeled a cart full of great looking cakes and stuff wheeled it away. The waitress came over with a little wallet thing on a small tray and Angela just signed it and slipped two fifty dollar bills into it. I saw it and almost choked! It came to over

$400.00! GEEZ! We just sat and talked for awhile. The waitress came back and took the little plate with the wallet on it. They both came back shortly after that and thanked Angela for her generosity. I tried to get my bib off and the waitress came rushing over and apologized as she took it off for me. Angela and Auntie giggled and I turned red.

Angela asked us if we were ready to leave and we both said we were. My Auntie asked her where Mrs. Perkins was and Angela said we were going to see her right now. I thought she was meeting us here for supper and just forgot. Angela motioned to our waitress and waiter and they came over and pulled our chairs out as we stood up. This is way cool! Guido came over to us and asked us how everything was. We all told him it was fantastic and he smiled. Angela shook his hand and I swear I saw money quickly disappear from Guido's hand to his pocket. It sure does cost a lot eating at this place!

Angela led the way to the ladies room or lounge they called it here. An old lady dressed in a uniform was inside! GEEZ, they even had help in the damn bathrooms! I had to pee and Auntie waved the lady away and helped me herself. Holy cow, that lady was going to help me pee! I had to hold up my dress as Auntie pulled down my panties and my pantyhose and then the panty-brief. I could never have done all this myself! Am I going to need help every time I have to go to the bathroom? GEEZ! I finished and Auntie wiped Willy off for me. GEEZ! She pulled everything back up and made sure they were put back on correctly. She told me she had to go and for me to freshen up and wash my hands. I went over to the sink and the old lady turned the water on for me and waited with a hand towel. I finished washing my hands and she gave me the towel. I thanked her and smiled she smiled back taking the towel when I was done with it. She asked me if I had my lipstick with me and I had no idea. I looked in my pocketbook and sure enough, it was in their. She took it from me and put some on my lips and handed me a tissue. What was this for? She chuckled and told me to open my mouth and then close my lips on the tissue. I did that and she smiled and then winked at me! Oh GEEZ!

Angela came out of one of the stalls I should call little rooms because they were the biggest toilet stalls I ever saw. The lady motioned toward me with her hand and said to Angela "She one of yours Angie?"

Angela laughed and said "yes, Anita this is Tammy."

We shook hands and she said to me in a whisper "You are the prettiest little boy I have ever seen. You need more practice being a girl though. You should know how to blot your lipstick." She laughed then and so did Angela!

OH GEEZ! Is everybody going to know about me? I turned very red and was worried but she then whispered to me "Don't worry precious your secret is safe with me. Angie and I go way back and I know better than to bite the hands that feed me."

What the hell did that mean? Oh well, I knew my secret was safe anyway. I will ask Auntie later about what she meant. Anita helped Angela and then she helped Auntie when she joined us. Angela gave Anita a hug and I saw her slip some money in Anita's pocket. GEEZ, even going to the bathroom here cost you money! No wonder my mom or my Auntie never took me to eat at places like this. It costs a fortune!

We left the bathroom, oops, I mean the ladies lounge and Angela led us up some stairs to another door. She knocked and I heard a lady say "come on in Angie." I guess Angela's old friends called her Angie. We entered the room and saw Mrs. Perkins sitting at a table with an old guy. It looked like they were going over some papers and the old guy had a nice briefcase sitting next to him on the table. It was one of those expensive leather ones. He was dressed real nice in a pinstriped dark blue suit and he stood up as we entered. We all said hello to Mrs. Perkins and she introduced us to the old guy. His name was Mr. Withers and he was Mrs. Perkins lawyer. She called him Robert. We called him Mr. Withers even Angela did! He called her Angie. He must be one important dude!

Mrs. Perkins said coffee and tea would be right up. She patted a chair next to her and asked me to sit. I did as Mr. Withers did the chair thing for my Auntie and Angela. Mrs. Perkins asked my Auntie if she had been right sending us to Angela's and my Auntie thanked her and started to say more as Mrs. Perkins just waved her hand. My Auntie shut up then.

I giggled and they all looked at me. I said "I wish I could just wave my hand and people would stop talking." They all laughed real hard and Mrs. Perkins gave me a hug and a kiss. GEEZ!

She said "I love this child already." Everybody laughed again. There was a tapping at the door and Mrs. Perkins just said "enter." Two ladies came in carrying trays. They had cups and stuff on each one. They set a cup and saucer in front of each of us, but not Mrs. Perkins. She had papers in front of her still. They filled each cup and asked if we took cream and sugar. They gave me tea and I wanted cream and sugar. A lady asked me "one lump or two?" I giggled and said "two please." She dropped two cubes in my tea and added cream and then even stirred it for me! This is way cool! After everybody had their tea or coffee the ladies left.

Mrs. Perkins looked at Angela and said "Well, was I right Angie? Isn't he everything I said he would be?"

Oh my God! She knew! I was stunned! I looked at Mr. Withers and he just winked at me! GEEZ! Everybody looked at me and chuckled! I was red, red, red!

Angela said "Mrs. Perkins, as always you were right and she is everything you said she would be."

My Auntie said "This is a little confusing for me and I bet it is for Tammy as well. You call Tammy a he and she calls Tammy a she. Which is it going to be? We can't keep describing Tammy as both all the time can we?"

I agreed with my Auntie! This was very confusing. I know I am a he, but dressed like this I sure did not want to be called a he! I said just that then and everybody chuckled again. They all agreed to refer to me as a she when I was dressed as a girl. Mr. Withers added that because of legal issues I would be referred to as a he in all the paperwork and contracts. That is unless I had my gender changed legally and then it would be fine to always refer to me as a she.

I said right then "NO WAY! Nobody is cutting Willy off!"

Everybody laughed real hard then. I mean they really laughed! Angela who had taken a sip of coffee to stop laughing started coughing when she couldn't stop laughing! GEEZ!

Mrs. Perkins said "Don't worry Tammy, nobody is going to take your good friend Willy from you unless if and when you decide you don't need him anymore." She started to laugh again and I just turned even redder! GEEZ!

After everybody calmed down Mrs. Perkins took charge and started passing copies of papers to Angela, my Auntie Megan. Mrs. Perkins turned to me and said "I will show you and explain what these say, okay Tammy?"

I said "Okay Mrs. Perkins," She patted me on my knee and smiled.

She began by telling us that none of this is binding until Auntie's lawyer finalized them and we both had signed them and they were officially notarized, what ever that meant. She then went through each part explaining it first to Auntie and then in kid's language to me. Angela looked like she knew all this stuff already and Mr. Withers would just nod his head. Auntie did ask a few questions, but I didn't understand what she was asking about. Just some stuff about special expenditures and percentages. Auntie asked about some things about fees and other legal junk like transportation costs and people who would be helping me. They went over just about everything. I was very tired and Mrs. Perkins decided she would explain things to me in kid talk before I fell asleep on them.

Mrs. Perkins told me that I would be living as a girl now and I would be learning a lot of new stuff. I would be learning how to be a very convincing girl. Not just any girl but a professional model girl! She told me that if I agreed, I would earn a lot of money and a certain part of it would be put in an account that nobody could touch. I couldn't even get at it until I was twenty one years old! GEEZ! I would be old then! She did say that it was only a percentage of what I would make that would be put away for me and that I could have some of it right away after I had earned it. COOL!

Mrs. Perkins told me that once I agreed I could not back out of the agreement we made with each other. I had to do what was asked of me and if I had any questions about anything all I had to do was ask. She said that my Aunt Megan could tell me what I had to do and what I didn't have to do. She also told me that they would be contacting my mother and she had the last say in everything. Okay, I understand I think.

Mrs. Perkins then took my chin in one of her hands and looked straight at me and asked "Tammy, do you understand what I said to you and do you agree to do your best in what we ask you to do?"

I said "I think I understand Mrs. Perkins and I promise to try my best."

She smiled and gave me a hug and a kiss saying "You are a very special little girl Tammy and I know I am right about you. Now all we have left to do is signing this letter of intent. Of course we will be sending this to your mommy for her approval and signature as well. We will need that before we can really begin any further actions."

My Auntie signed the paper and I even signed it. I had to use my real name I hate. Tambert Cert. Everybody signed the paper and Mr. Withers was the witness.

I was so tired and we had to drive over 300 miles yet! That was when Angela invited my Auntie and me to stay at her house since it was real late and we were all tired. My Auntie accepted and we all said goodbye to Mrs. Perkins and Mr. Withers.

 

While we spent the night at Angela's huge estate, Mrs. Perkins and Mr. Withers were still hard at work. The made a number of calls and succeeded in getting through to my mom. It was several hours earlier where my mom was located than where we were at. After a lengthy conversation with my mom they had reached an agreement. Everything depended on my mom reaching and talking to her sister, my Auntie Megan and her son, me. Without getting into everything that happened at Angela's place and some very interesting stuff did happen their, I will continue with my story after the long drive to my Auntie's house and once we were safely in 'Santa's Hideaway' her town.

 

We had been driving for a very long time when I finally spotted Aunties house! It was wonderful to be finally here! I couldn't wait to get out and stretch and just plop down and get a good nap in. I didn't sleep very well at Angela's place. I had some troubling dreams every time I had drifted off to sleep. I kept waking up and soon it was time for breakfast and we were leaving. I had drifted off while Auntie drove, but each time I would wake up after a little while and Auntie really needed me to help keep her awake as she drove. I guess she didn't sleep to well either. She told me Angela and her stayed up talking after I went to bed.

We did have enough energy left to make the several trips to the trunk and back until everything was unloaded and brought into the house. Auntie turned up the air-conditioning and soon the house was cool and comfortable. We soon fell asleep in her bed lying side by side still fully dressed. Yup, we were that tired! We must have slept for hours because we both woke up to the sound of her phone ringing. It just kept on ringing and Auntie finally groaned and got up to answer it. It was my mom!

I got up and ran into the bathroom, I had to pee real-bad! First I had to lift up the sundress I was wearing and then pull down my panties, the pantyhose and then the damn panty-brief! Geez, I started to squirt before I could get that damn tight panty-brief down! SHIT and Double Crap! My Auntie would be pissed off! I hadn't wet myself or my bed in over a year! Damn and double damn! I used to have a problem with wetting myself because my bladder wasn't developing fast enough. I still couldn't hold it back for very long, but I had timed myself a few times and I knew I could hold it for over half an hour once I felt the urge I had to go. GEEZ!

That was another reason I hated going to camp every summer. I always had to wear you know what's at night. I even had to wear those special training pants with the waterproof covers during the day. Yup, it wasn't long that everybody found out and camp always turned into a nightmare of teasing for me. Well that's another story so I won't get into that now.

I had to quickly rinse out my panty-briefs and think of something to tell my auntie. GEEZ, I hated for this to happen, especially now! My mom was on the phone! I took off everything under my dress and rinsed out my panty-briefs and hung them over the shower rod. I put my panties back on and that was when my Auntie called me.

I ran into the living room and my auntie was smiling and happy. She handed me the phone and I said "Hi Mommy!"

My mom answered "Hi Sweetheart, I guess I have a very pretty daughter for awhile don't I?"

GEEZ, what a way to start! Well I said "You really want me to do this mommy? I mean you are sure this is cool and all that?" My mom said "After what I have been told so far I wouldn't have it any other way. Megan has told me that you are very well behaved and everyone you have met has liked you very much. Not only that, but I got a phone call last night from a Mrs. Perkins who told me you have a chance to make a lot of money as a child model. She had a lot of wonderful things to say about you and I was surprised she was actually talking about you!"

I said "Oh mommy, I'm not that bad am I?"

She laughed and said "No Honey, but your not THAT good either." Oh GEEZ!

She continued "Honey, I got another call from a Mrs. Logitech of Allied Airways. It seems you are a very popular little girl now. I saw you off at the airport and I knew you were not a happy camper about looking like a little girl. Then I find out in less than five hours after you left me you turn into the perfect little beauty queen. Honey, I am very proud of the way you have accepted this and I want you to know I love you very much. I am still leaving it up to you to decide before I call both Mrs. Perkins and Mrs. Logitech back with my decision. I wanted to talk with you and Megan before I agreed to anything besides the agreement of intent they had to have right away. So Tammy, what have you decided?"

I took a deep breath and knew I had to agree to do it. There really was no other choice I could make was there? I said "I will do it mommy, we can make a lot of money and maybe you can quit your job and come and be with me. I miss you a lot and I hate it every summer when you have to go away all the time."

I thought I heard my mommy crying and she took a little while before she answered me, but then she did and said "Sweetheart, you know how long it has been since you called me mommy?"

Oh GEEZ! I have been calling her mommy, haven't I! She continued and said "Megan told me you call her Auntie now as well. I just want you to know we both love hearing you say that and we do love you very much. I will call them back and inform them both that we agree and after Megan's lawyer looks everything over I will be flying over and we will sign the papers together okay?"

COOL! My mommy is coming here! I said "That would be wonderful mommy! I can' t wait to see you, but promise me you won't laugh when you see me because I will be dressed as a little girl."

My mommy said "Oh Tammy, I would never laugh at you Sweetheart. I love you and I already seen you dressed up as a little girl and I didn't laugh at you then did I?"

Oh GEEZ! I remembered that now, but that was for a Halloween party and it was her that had me dress up as Cinderella! Man was that a nightmare, but that's another story I won't get into now.

I said "Ok mommy, I will try real hard and be the best model I can be."

My Auntie was standing next to me and I noticed she had my wet panty-briefs in her hand. Oh Shit and Double Crap!

I said "Mommy? I had a accident when I woke up and ran to the bathroom. I just couldn't hold it long enough. I had to lift up my dress and pull down my panties and then my pantyhose and then my panty-brief. I started to go before I could get the panty-brief pulled down. I'm sorry, but I just couldn't help it." I started to cry then, I had let her down and she was so proud of me because I had stopped wetting.

My mommy said "Honey, I thought that might happen with the change of location and if you got excited or upset. I sent everything to Megan before you left just in case. She should have received the packages already Honey. Don't be upset Sweetheart, Megan and I both thought that this might happen. I knew you would need your cloth diapers. You know how allergic you are to the disposable kind. I even sent your special training pants. So you don't worry Honey. We aren't mad at you okay?"

I looked at my Auntie and she just gave me a hug and a smile. I knew then that it was going to be okay. I felt better and stopped crying. I said goodbye to my mommy and Auntie took the phone.

I heard her talking and she said "Yes Greta, I have everything here already. Don't you worry about Tammy, we are getting along so much better now. I can' t believe Tammy is the same person from last Thanksgiving. No, don't you worry about anything I can help her with everything and it will be a treat for me to do it. Okay Greta, I love you to, bye."

Auntie hung up the phone and she turned to me and said "Time for a bubble bath for you young lady!" She chuckled and hugged me as she took my hand in hers and led me to the bathroom.

 

 

 

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