Tales From Girly Camp

by Jeff Stephanie Sevem

 

Session Three (17-20 year olds)

"Are you ready for some fun sweetie?' My Mom asked. "You bet I am. Thank you so much for letting me go." I said. "You are so welcome my dear. Anything for my pretty girl." My Mom said. "I love you Mom." I said. "I love you too." My Mom said. We then gave each other a big hug.

I boarded the plane that was taking me to Arizona where I was going to spend two wonderful weeks at Camp Make-up. A camp for boys who want to be girls. I was born Jeff but always knew that I should have been a girl. At the age of nineteen I couldn't take it anymore and finally broke down and told my Mom the truth about me. After a lot of screaming she began very accepting and feel in love with her new daughter. I am twenty now and have been on hormones for over a year. I am attending Camp Make-up to work on my social skills. I am very shy and My Mom and I hope I come out of my shell. I am about five eleven and have light brown hair that rests on my shoulders.

When I got off the plane there was a lady waiting with a sign. "My name is Stephanie." I said. "It is nice to meet you. Are you ready for some fun." The lady asked. "You bet I am." I said. "Good that's the spirit." The lady said.

After a quick ride we arrived at the camp which was located in the middle of the Arizona dessert. It had a huge lake. "Welcome to Camp Make-up. My name is Ms. Jones and I am the camp director here." Ms. Jones said. "It's nice to met you. My name is Stephanie." I said. "It is nice to meet you. Now tell me why you came to Camp Make-up." Ms. Jones said. "Well I was born a girl but in my mind I should have been a girl." I said. "I know the whole story I have heard it many times. You a very beautiful young lady. Now tell me the real reason." Ms. Jones said. "I am extremely shy and my Mom and I hope attending camp will help me break out of my shell." I said. "We can certainly fix that. We have many activities these two weeks with Camp Wildcat which is the boy's camp across the lake. By the time we are done with you, you are going to have a very busy social life. Now here is your cabin assignment." Ms. Jones said. She then handed me a packet and I was off.

As I walked through the camp I was a little worried about being social with boys. I have never danced with a boy before but that is why I'm here. To break out of my shell.

"Hello my name is Karen and I am your troop counselor. If you need anything don't hesitate to ask." Karen said. "My name is Stephanie. It is nice to meet you." I said. "Nice to meet you. Stephanie yes here your are. Cabin number five. Your roommate has all ready arrived." Karen said.

When I walked in the cabin I couldn't belive my eyes. The cabin was huge. It had a chest of drawers, a walk in closet, a vanity table, and two huge beds that had white sheets on them with red roses on it. There was a girl crying on the other bed.

"What's wrong honey?' I asked. "I don't belong here." The girl said. "My name is Stephanie. What's yours." I asked. "It's Donna." Donna said. "That is lovely name. Now why don't you belong here. You are a very pretty girl." I said. Donna was about five seven and had dark black hair that went down past her shoulders. "I don't make a pretty girl. Everyone is going to laugh at me." Donna said. "Don't talk like that. You are a very pretty girl. Here come take a look." I said. I then walked Donna towards a full length mirror. I took my hands and wiped her tears away. "Take a good look. All I see is a very beautiful girl. Now show me a smile." I said. Donna then took a good look at herself and a small smile came on her face. "I don't know. I haven't been a girl very long." Donna said. "That is not a problem. That is why you are here. To learn everything there is to learn about being a girl. I will be happy to help you." I said. "Really. You would do that for me." Donna said. "You bet I would. What are sister's for." I said. I then gave her a hug.

"Grab your swim suits ladies. " Karen said. "Swim suits." Donna said with a very worried look on her face. "Don't worry about it dear. We are all girls here." I said.

We then grabbed our suits and headed to the lake. Standing in front of us was a very beautiful girl who had blonde curly hair that rested on her shoulders. She wore a very small bikini that really showed off her body especially her long legs. "I will like to welcome you all to the Camp Make-up aquatics area. My name is Stephanie and I am the aquatics director here. We have a lot of fun planed this week. Today you are just going to take your swim test." Stephanie said.

After our swim test which everyone in our group past we headed to Ms. Betty's who was the camp doctor and the ran to the camp's beauty salon. "Welcome ladies. Today you are going to get your make over and a check up. Now who wants to go first." Ms. Betty asked. I stumbled forward. I think my foot got stuck in the floor. "Good a volunteer. Don't worry it won't hurt a bit." Ms. Betty said.

"Welcome and your name is." Ms. Betty asked. "My name is Stephanie." I said. "That is a lovely name. Let's see here. Yes Stephanie you have been on hormones for a year." Ms. Betty said. "Yes I have. My doctor said I am about done." I said. "I will be the judge of that. Now go change into this gown and come right out." Ms. Betty said.

After I changed into a paper gown I headed to the examination table. "Let's see what we have here. "It looks like we have a lot of work to do." Ms. Betty said. I was a little offended I thought I looked pretty good. "Don't take it the wrong way. You are a very pretty girl but I think I can make your beautiful." Ms. Betty said. "I'm not sure about plastic surgery." I said. "Oh sweetie I wasn't talking about that. I was talking about fulfilling your body out a little more. I think your breasts can grow a little more. You could lose a little weight and you hips can become a little wider." Ms. Betty said. "You can do that. My doctor said this is how big my breasts are going to get. I come from a family with very small breasts." I said. "Silly doctors." Ms. Betty said.

She then began to examine my body. After she was done she gave me two shots in each breasts and one in each hip. "Now how do you tuck." Ms. Betty asked. "I use a black thong." I said. "Well let's fix that." Ms. Betty said. She then removed my black gaff and gave me two shots in my maleness which made it smaller. It was already pretty small. She then had me stand up and pulled a flesh garment up my legs. She pushed my maleness between my legs and pulled the garment up. "This is going to hurt." Ms. Betty said. She then pulled a string and a jolt of pain ran through my body. "Please take it off." I pleaded. "No and you won't either. Now lets' see what we can do about your big stomach of yours." Ms. Betty said. I wasn't sure what she was talking about I had a thirty three inch waist which I thought was pretty good.

"Here we go." Ms. Betty said. She then took out a flesh like garment that fitted from my belly button to the bottom of my ribs. She then wrapped it around me. "Take a deep breath for me honey." Ms. Betty said. I took a huge breath and Ms. Betty began making the garment smaller. She keep pulling and pulling and I watched in amazement as my stomach got smaller and smaller. When I didn't think it was possible to get any smaller it did. When Ms. Betty was finished I could barely breath. "Now that is much better. You have a twenty two inch waist." Ms. Betty said. "Twenty two. I was a thirty three before." I said in shock. "This size is much better. Now for your breasts problem." Ms. Betty said. She then removed my gown and began to squeeze my breasts. "Just what I thought. They have a long way to go." Ms. Betty said. She then covered my breasts with a white substance which made my breasts pop out a little. She then attached two breasts form to them which transformed my size A breasts to a size C. It was defiantly going to take time to get used to the bigger size. "Now you look beautiful. Don't worry you will get used to your new body in no time. Wait just a minute." Ms. Betty said. She then ran her hands over my face. "It looks like you could used some laser treatment on your face." Ms. Betty said. "Really." I said. "Yes my dear. I will see you everyday right after breakfast. Don't be late." Ms. Betty said.

When I got dressed my clothes didn't fit me to well. It looks like I need to make a date with the camp store I thought as I waited for the rest of our group to finish there check ups.

After every one was done it was time for our make overs. I looked over at Donna and she had a very excited look on her face. I just knew after Ms. Betty was done with her she was going to be a knock out.

"Okay dear what do you want." Ms. Betty asked. "I like the length of my hair. I just want to jazz it up a little. You know give it some life." I said. "I have just right cut. You are going to love it. Now sit back and relax. You are in good hands.' Ms. Betty said with a silly smile. I was a little worried after what Ms. Betty did to me already.

After over two hours of sitting in the chair I was headed to the dryers. "I want her hair to air dry. Take her to the back room.' Ms. Betty said. "Yes Ma'am." A lady said.

"Just relax dear." A lady said. She then had me lay down on a table. She then put a hot wash cloth on my face. After a couple of minutes she put a cold cream on it. She then turn her attention to my legs. She began to apply wax to my legs and before I knew it she pulled the paper off my legs. I have never felt that kind of pain before in my life. I did have my legs waxed before. It was a birthday present from my Mom but this pain was different. It felt like she took off a layer of skin.

My legs were still in pain as I walked back to my chair for Ms. Betty to finish. After a hour she was done. "What do you think dear?" Ms. Betty asked. "I can't belive it. It is gorgeous." I said. My hair had many curls in it and it was blonde. "Now I want to see how you do your make-up." Ms. Betty said. I was a little nervous as I applied my make-up. "I think that foundation is a little dark. Your best features are your eyes and you should concentrate on bringing them out. By then end of the week your will be able to do your make-up perfectly." Ms. Betty said. I was then dismissed to get ready for the dinner.

I was so amazed at Donna. She looked unbelievable. The best part of her new look was her smile. We deiced to go as sisters. We wore a light blue surplice dress that had a wrap front bodice. It was sleeves and was cut low across our breasts. It came down to about four inches above our knees. We put on our three inch tan sandals and headed to dinner.

"Ladies I will like to welcome you to Camp Make-up. We have a lot of fun activities planed this week. We will be spending a lot of time with the boys from Camp Wildcat and I expect you all to be perfect young ladies. Now I will like to introduce you to Karen who runs the cafeteria." Ms. Jones said. "Thank you Ms. Jones." Karen said. "During your two weeks here you will get an opportunity to help out in the cafeteria. I expect you to be on time on the day you are assigned." Karen said.

After dinner we had a little free time before the opening ceremonies. I deiced to take a look at the dress shop. I defiantly needed some new clothes. The minute I walked in I spotted a dress that I just had to have. It was a black dress that had a spaghetti strap neck line that leads to a dramatic criss cross low drape back. "It is so beautiful." I said. "Yes it is." Donna said. "Hi Donna. How is everything going." I asked. "I am having the time of my life." Donna said. "I am so happy for you." I said. "You should buy it." Donna said. "I wish I could but it is a little out of my price range." I said. "That's to bad." Donna said with a little smile on her face.

The opening ceremonies were so much fun. The staff did an awesome job. The skits were so funny. There were so many activities with the boys camp. It felt like we were going to do stuff with them almost everyday.

"Stephanie. I had some much fund today." Donna said. "I'm glad. You do know that the fun has just begun." I said. "I know this is going to be the greatest two weeks in my life." Donna said. "I sure hope so. Goodnight sis." I said.

After breakfast I headed to Ms. Betty's. "Happy Monday my dear. Are you ready for the big party tonight." Ms. Betty asked. "To be honest I am a little nervous. I am not very good at social events." I said. "Don't' worry that will go away in no time." Ms. Betty said.

I was then lead to the back room. I sat down at a dentist like chair. "So how are you feeling today." Ms. Betty asked. "A little sore. I couldn't eat as much as I usually do." I said. "You will get used to that. Now I want you to just relax. This won't hurt a bit." Ms. Betty said. She then washed my face. After she was done she put a clear substance over my face. She then pulled a table next to me which had a machine on it. It had a pencil that was attached to the machine. She then turned on the machine and I heard it hum. She then put the pencil up to face and began running it over my face. It tickled a lot as she ran it over my face. After three hours she was done. "In a matter of days your face is going to baby smooth." Ms. Betty said as she washed my face. She then applied a cooling gel over my face.

As I walked back to my cabin I was amazed by the smoothness of my face. I just couldn't belive how smooth it was. When I walked in my cabin I saw Donna crying on her bed. "Donna what's wrong.' I asked. "Everyone hates me." Donna said. "Who hates you?" I asked. "During crafts class we had to demonstrate our walk and when it was my turn everyone laugh at me." Donna said. "Oh honey. Let me see." I said. "No.' Donna said. "Come on. How can I help you." I said. "Promise not to laugh." Donna said. "I would never laugh at you." I said. I then watched Donna walked across the cabin. "Not bad. Your stride is a little to long and you may want to swing your hips a little more. Now try it again.' I said. Donna was a fast learning. Her walk was almost perfect. "I knew you could do it. Now let's go to lunch and show off that sexy new walk of yours." I said.

After lunch Donna and I deiced to spend the rest of the day at the beach. "I am so scared about tonight.' Donna said. "Don't be. Just enjoy yourself. It is just a informal get together. No big deal. Just have fun." I said. "I am still nervous." Donna said. "I will let you in on a little secret. I am nervous also. So you won't be alone." I said. "What will I ever do without you." Donna asked. "I have no idea." I said. We both had a good laugh at that. After tanning ourselves for a hour we went to get ready for dinner and the party afterwards.

I wore my black dress that had white strips on it and had a multi criss cross backing. It was cut low across my breasts and came to about four inches above my knees. I put on my black three inch heels and headed to dinner.

After dinner we all stayed behind and set up the cafeteria for the party. We were all a little nervous waiting for the boys to arrive which they did at eight o'clock. I was getting a little thirsty so I headed to get a drink. As I was drinking my drink I saw Donna talking with a boy. How sweet I thought.

I must have been lost in thought. I didn't even realize there was a boy standing next to me. I then turned around and ran right into him. "I am so sorry. I am so clumsy." I said. "No big deal. My name is Ben." Ben said. Ben was about six three and had the deepest blues eyes I have seen in my life. "My name is Stephanie." I said. I was so surprised that I remember my name. What is happening to me I thought. "You are very pretty." Ben said. "Thank you. So are you. " I said. Ben had a weird look on his face. Oh no he must think I am an idiot. I thought. "I mean you are very handsome." I said. "I know what you meant." Ben said. "I'm so sorry. I'm a little nervous." I said. "I can't tell. I'm a little nervous also." Ben said. "So let's be nervous together." I said. That sounded so stupid. "You want to dance." Ben asked. "I would love to." I said. At least I can't say anything stupid while dancing I thought.

Ben was so gentle as he took my hand and lead me to the dance floor. He then put his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. I put my hands on his shoulders and we began to dance. As Ben and I danced it felt so good. I felt like I was born to be in Ben's arms. "I love dancing with you." I said as I rested my head on his shoulders. "Me too." Ben said. He then began to run his hands up and down my back which felt so good. After dancing for what seemed like hours Ben and I went outside to get some air.

"It is so beautiful here." I said as I looked at the sky. "Yes it is." Ben said. He then put his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him. I then rested my head on his shoulders and we stared at the dessert sky.

"There is so many stars. I have never seen so many." I said. "Me either." Ben said. He then walked in front of me and put his hands on my waist and pulled me close to him. The moon was full and there was a slight breeze and at that very moment I got my very first kiss. It was a moment I wanted to remember for the rest of my life. I never wanted it to end but like all go things it came to an end.

"I will see you on Wednesday." I said. "You better. I will thinking about you the whole time." Ben said. "Oh Ben. That is so sweet." I said. Ben then leaned in and gave me another kiss. It was one of the best nights of my life. I just had to call my Mom and tell her all about it.

"Mom." I said. "Hello. What time is it." My Mom asked. "I'm sorry for calling so late. I just wanted to tell you I meet someone. Oh Mom he is so handsome and he is the best kisser." I said. "I am so happy for you dear. I just knew it." My Mom said. "Knew what." I asked. "That boys will realize how beautiful you are." My Mom said. "Oh Mom." I said.

I was dancing on air as I walked back to my cabin. "So did you have a good time tonight." I asked as I was putting on my red peek a boo baby doll that had soft ruffles with a rosette bow and a lace panty. "The best. I met a boy. His name is Jake. Oh Stephanie he is so handsome and he has the softest hands." Donna said. "Now Donna be careful. Only go as far as you want to go." I said. "I know. I will. Besides Jake is a gentleman." Donna said. "I am so happy for you. I met someone also." I said. "Stephanie that is great." Donna said. "You sound a little sad." I said. "I just don't want to go to crafts tomorrow." Donna said. "I will go with you." I said. "Really. You will do that for me." Donna said. "Sure it will be my pleasure." I said. It was a great day I thought as I fell asleep with a big smile on my face.

Donna and I had cafeteria duty so we had to get up extra early which was not easy. I talked to Ms Betty at breakfast and told her about Donna and she said I could go to my laser treatment after lunch.

Crafts was run by a girl named Janice. "Hello ladies. Let's continued with the review. Now who wants to show me the proper way on how to sit and rise up from a chair." Janice said. "I would." I said. My Mom sent me to a etiquette class which taught me everything there is know about acting like a girl. My teacher was sure tough. She expected perfection.

"Okay give it a try." Janice said. I then walked up to the chair and gently lowered myself down in one graceful motion I then rose in a graceful motion. "Very good.' Janice said. "Thank you." I said. "Okay Donna let's see if you can do better today." Janice said. "You can do it. Take your time." I said. Like the walking lesson in the cabin Donna was a fast learner and did an awesome job. "Very good Donna." Janice said. "Thank you." Donna said.

The rest of day was pretty uneventful. There was no actives with the boy's camp so it gave us time to get so much needed sleep. Tomorrow was going to be the first dance. It was going to be a Valentines Day dance theme. The whole camp couldn't wait especially me I just couldn't wait to see Ben again.

Wednesday morning was spent getting the cafeteria ready for the big dance. We cut hearts out of paper and hung them on the ceiling. After lunch we all began to get ready for the dance. Throughout the camp was a buzz of excitement. I have never seen Donna so happy.

For the dance I wore my white strapless dress that had a pearl choker collar that descend to sculpted straps in the back. It was cut low across my breasts and had a high slit up one leg that really showed off my long legs. I wore my white double vamp three inch shoes that had a open back. I wore my hair up in a French Twist to show off my neck.

"You are looking very beautiful tonight Ms. Stephanie." Ms. Betty said. "Thank you I just love this dress." I said. "It looks very good on you but you are missing something." Ms. Betty said. "Oh no. I thought I iron this dress last night." I said. "Sweetie no the dress is perfect. I was talking about your ears." Ms. Betty said. "What about my ears?' I asked. "Here have a seat." Ms. Betty said.

She then took me over to a corner and had me seat down on a chair. "This won't hurt a bit." Ms. Betty said. She then took out a little gun and pressed it to my ears. Before I knew it I had two holes in each ear. She then inserted four gold diamond stud earrings in them. "What do you think?" Ms. Betty asked. "There beautiful. I always wanted pierced ears. Thank you so much." I said. "You are so welcome dear. Have fun tonight." Ms. Betty said. "I will." I said. I then gave her a big hug.

After the boys arrived I searched frantically from Ben and I couldn't find him. Where could he be I thought as I searched the room. I was asking everyone trying to find out where Ben was. I beginning to worry that he was a no show.

I headed over to the drink stand and grabbed a drink. "You seem lonely today." Ms. Betty asked. "I think my date was a no show." I said. "I'm so sorry." Ms. Betty said. "It's okay. Heck summer flings don't last long anyway." I said as I slipped my drink.

I was watching Donna have the time of her life. "Excuse me." A boy asked. "Yes." I said. "Would you like to dance?" The boy asked. "I'm fine." I said. "Come on you won't regret it." The boy said. "Really I'm fine." I said. "I want to dance with you and I usually get what I want." The boy said. He then grabbed my hand and dragged me to the dance floor.

"You are very rude." I said. "I know let's dance." The boy said. He then put his arms around me and pulled me close to him in a forceful matter and I was forced to dance with him. I was sure hoping that this was a very short dance. "Your not having fun." The boy asked. "Not really." I said. "To bad I am having a blast." The boy said. He then pulled me closer to him and I felt his maleness rub against my thigh. I knew I was in a lot of trouble when I looked in his eyes and saw a very scary look on his face.

After the song ended the boy took my hand and lead me outside. "Excuse me sir." I said. "The name is Peter." Peter said. "Okay Peter I would like to go back inside." I said. "I don't think so. I am not done with you." I yelled. Unfortunately the music was playing to loud for anyone to hear me. "Peter please let me go. You are scaring me." I said. "I don't think so. Now be quiet." Peter said. He then slapped me across my face which rattled my teeth. "Your hurting me." I yelled as Peter took a hold of my wrists and threw me down on the ground. "Please stop." I yelled. Tears were beginning to flow from my eyes. "I said be quiet." Peter said. He then slapped me across the face again. "Be quiet until I'm done." Peter said. Peter then laid on top of me and began to kiss me very hard. After a couple of minuets he moved to my neck. He then put his arms behind my back and began to unzip dress which exposed my breasts. "Stop it. Your hurting me. I want to go back inside." I said as tears flowed down my cheeks. "Be quiet." Peter said. He then slapped my face and after that he hit me with his fist. "Stop it." I yelled. "I said be quiet." Peter said. He then raised his hand again and was about to hit me again. All of a sudden someone stood behind him and took his hands. "The lady said no." The boy said. Through my tears I saw that it was Ben. "Listen pal this does not involve you." Peter said. "Yes it does because you are hurting my girlfriend and no one hurts her." Ben said. He then hit him across the face which knocked Peter down. All of a sudden there was a crowd around us. "What is going on out here?" Mr. Smith asked who was the Camp director for Camp Wildcat. "This punk hit me." Peter said. "Ben is that true." Mr. Smith asked. "Yes sir it is. I was only protecting the girl I loved." Ben said. By now Ms. Jones has come outside. "Stephanie what happen." Ms. Jones asked. I was to shaken up to talk I just cried my eyes out. Mr. Smith then got a good look at me and then looked at Peter. "Your coming with me young man." Mr. Smith said. He then grabbed Peter from around his neck and dragged him away. I just collapsed on the grass and cried my eyes out. I felt so helpless.

Next thing I realized I was laying on a bed. "Where am I?' I asked. "It is good to see you that you are awake." Ms. Betty said. "What happen?" I asked. "You got attacked." Ms. Betty said. "I remember. I am so sorry." I said. "There is nothing to be sorry about. The dance still has a couple of hours left. Are you up to it." Ms. Betty asked. "I'm not sure." I said. "There will be a lot of disappointed people." Ms. Betty said. "I don't care." I said. "Okay have it your way." Ms. Betty said.

After Ms. Betty left the room I started crying again. I felt so helpless. "I heard you don't want to go back to the dance." A person asked. "Please go away." I said. "Now don't say that sweetie. I never want to leave you again." Ben said. He then walked up to me and pushed my hair out of my face and leaned in and gave me a kiss. "Ben." I said. "Hello sweetie. I'm sorry I was late." Ben said. "Thanks for protecting me." I said. "I just wish I was there sooner. Now how about going back to the dance." Ben asked. "I'm not sure." I said. "Come on let's show them how strong you are. Let's don't let a jerk ruin your fun." Ben said. He did have a point. "Okay but let me fix my make-up. I'm sure I look awful." I said. "That's impossible." Ben said. He was so good to me. What did I do to deserve him.

I then walked over to a mirror and got a good look at my face. My cheeks were rosy red and my right eye was swelling a little but not to bad. Hopefully it will go away I thought as I applied my make-up.

"You look great." Ben said. "You are just saying that." I said. "No I mean it. I just love it when you smile." Ben said which caused me to make a huge smile. We then headed back to the dance.

The minute we walked back in the cafeteria Donna ran up to me. "I heard what happen." Donna said as she began to cry. "Now dry those tears. I'm fine and I have Ben for that." I said. "How can I ever thank you." Donna said. "It was my pleasure." Ben said. He then dried Donna's tears.

"How about a dance?" Ben asked. "Anything for my hero." I said. Ben then took my hand and lead me to the dance floor. He then gently put his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. I then placed my arms on his shoulders and we began to dance. I felt so safe in his arms and I never wanted to leave. I then rested my head on his shoulders and began to cry again. "I'm so sorry sweetie." Ben said as he ran his hands through my hair. We danced for the rest of the night. It was a night I would not soon forget.

"Where am I?' I asked. "Your in you bed." Donna said. "How did I get here?' I asked. "You feel asleep in Ben's arms and he carried you here. Now get some rest." Donna said. I was anxious to get back to sleep because tomorrow was going to be a brand new day.

Thursday started off like any other normal day at camp. After breakfast I was to report to Ms. Betty to get checked out.

"So how are we feeling today." Ms. Betty said. "Sore and very embarrassed." I said. "There is no reason for you to feel embarrassed. This was not your fault. Peter has some problems." Ms. Betty said. I had a worried look on my face where she mention his name. "Now calm down my dear he has been sent home and won't bother you again. " Ms. Betty said. She then gave me a checkup. "It looks like everything is in one piece." I don't think you are going to have any scars on your face. It looks like you are a fast healer." Ms. Betty said. "That's good I don't ever what to remember what happen to me. I want to block it out." I said. "That is not very healthy. I want you to never forget what happen. Being a woman can be very dangerous. It is not all slumber parties and playing dress up. Even genetic women have to be aware of there surrounding. Sadly you leaned that lesson the hard way." Ms. Betty said. She was so right. I never thought of it that way. I am been so protected since I deiced to become a woman. Last night was a wake up call for me.

After my appointment I deiced to give my Mom a call. She needed to know what happen to me. "Mom.' I said. "Honey what's wrong." My Mom asked. She always knew what I'm thinking before I tell her. "Last night something happen to me." I said. "Take your time dear and tell me all about it." My Mom said. I then took a deep breath and told her all about my attack. When I was done she was crying. "Mom I'm okay. I a little shaken up but I think I am going to be okay." I said. "You want to come home." My Mom asked. "No I think it would be best if I stay." I said. "Okay if you change your mind don't hesitate to call." My Mom said. "I will I promise." I said.

In the afternoon I had to get away. Now don't get me wrong I am very appreciate to everyone who would come up to me and ask me how I was feeling but I had to spend some time by myself so the afternoon I went horse back riding to clear my mind.

The camp was a buzz on Friday morning. It would be the first time we would go to the water park. I wanted to look sexier to tell everyone that I was fine. I wore my yellow two piece bikini that had floral detail. The top really shoed off my breast and my bottom was cut high on my hips.

The boys were going to meet us at the water park. They were all ready there when out boat pulled up. "So how are you feeling." Mr. Smith asked. "Just fine thanks for asking." I said. "Good for you." Mr. Smith said. He then gave me a little hug. I was a little hesitate at first but I knew he wouldn't hurt me.

"Okay you two." Ben said. "Ben." I said. I then ran to him and gave him a big kiss. "I'm sorry about Wednesday." I said. "You have nothing to be sorry about." Ben said. He then picked me up and carried me to the lazy river. "I can walk you know. There is nothing wrong with my legs." I said. "I know I just love holding you." Ben said. "Oh Ben." I said. To be honest with you I loved being held by Ben.

We shared a tube. I sat on Ben's lap. He was holding me extra tight. I think he was afraid of letting me go. "Ben you are so nice to me." I said as we rode around the river. "I love being nice to you. Now just relax and let's enjoy the ride." Ben said. I rested my head on his shoulders and Ben began to run his hands through my hair as we rode around the lazy river. I felt so relaxed and so safe as we rode.

After going around so many times I forgot we deiced to get out. After we grabbed some lunch we went to work on our tans. "Your getting a little red." Ben said. "Oh no." I said. "I'll take care of that." Ben said. He then began to apply sun tan lotion to my body. It felt so good to have Ben run his hands up and down my back. It was so soothing that I feel asleep.

"Nice nap." Ben asked. "I guess I never realized how tired I was.' I said. "That's okay I loved watching you sleep." Ben said. "Oh Ben. Come here." I said. I then put my arms around his neck and pulled him close to me. "Are you sure?" Ben asked. "I just want to kiss you." I said. Ben then laid on top of me and gave me a kiss. He then put his arms around my waist and rolled me over. He then leaned down and gave me a kiss on the lips. He then reached his hands around my back and loosen my top. He then began to kiss my neck which he gave me a hickey. He was so gentle and the comparison between he and Peter were like night and day. Ben made me feel like a Goddess as he moved to my breasts. He then lowered my top and began to kiss my breasts. I was in heaven I didn't even realize that Ms. Jones walked over. "Excuse me. This is a public place." Ms. Jones said. I was so embarrassed I quickly covered my breasts with my hands. "We're sorry.' Ben and I said. "I think you two should get on the boat." Ms. Jones said. "Yes Ma'am." I said. I gave Ben a quick kiss and headed towards my boat. "See you tomorrow night sweetie." Ben said. "I will be counting the minuets." I said. "Young love." Ms. Jones said as she followed me to the boat.

Everyone gave me a funny look as I boarded the boat. "What." I asked. "Oh nothing." They all said in unison.

"I guess you are over what happen to you on Wednesday." Donna asked as we were getting ready for bed. "No I will never forget what happen. I just feel so safe with Ben. When I am with him all my worries goes away." I said. "That is the same way with Jake and I.' Donna said. "I guess we are just two crazy kids in love." I said. We both had a laugh before we fell asleep.

The good news about Saturday morning was that my face has healed. During the morning we got the cafeteria ready. We all wanted it to look extra pretty. It would be the last dance between the two camps and we wanted to make it extra special. After a very busy morning we all headed back to cabins to get ready.

I needed to relax so I took an extra long bath. I applied cold cream to my face to make sure the swelling doesn't come back. I made sure my legs were extra smooth.

"I thought you were never going to get out." Donna asked. "I needed some alone time." I said. "I know but the wait is killing me." Donna said. "Calm down Donna. What is going on here?" I asked. "I bought you a present." Donna said. "You didn't have to." I said. "Yes I did silly. Everything you have done for me. Open it up." Donna said. I have never seen her this excited. "Okay I will." I said. Donna then presented me a big box. I then began to unwrap it. "Hurry up." Donna said. "Okay." I said. I then quickly ripped the box open. "Oh Donna.' I said. "Do you like it?" Donna asked. "I just love it." I said. I then held up a black dress that had a spaghetti strap neck line that lead to a dramatic criss cross low drape back. "Put it on." Donna yelled. "I will let me do my make-up first." I said. "Please hurry." Donna said. "I will I promise." I said.

I just could not belive Donna bought me my dream dress. After staring at it for a while I headed to my vanity table and started my make-up. After my foundation I put light green eye shadow on my eye lids. I then used a light brown eye brow pencil and filled in my brows. I wanted a dramatic look so I applied false eye lashes to my eye lashes. I then outlined my eye lashes with a black eye liner and curled them with a black mascara. I outlined my lips with a light red lip liner and filled them in with a dark red lipstick. I added blush to my cheeks.

When I slipped on the dress it looked like it was made for me. It hugged everyone of my curves. I just could not belive that it belonged to me. I loved it so much. I then slipped on my tan three inch sandals that had a criss cross spaghetti strap.

I was brushing my hair when Donna returned. "Stephanie you look amazing. I just love that dress." Donna said. "I just love it. How can I thank you." I said. "You have done more than enough. I am just so happy I was able to make you happy." Donna said. "I am." I said. We then gave each a big hug.

After Donna finished getting dressed we headed to the dance. This time Ben was one of the firsts ones to arrive. "Oh my you look amazing." Ben said. "So you like the dress." I asked. "I like the person inside better." Ben said. "Oh Ben you are so silly." I said. I then leaned in and gave him a kiss. "I have a surprise for you." Ben said. I wasn't sure if I could take any more surprises. "Close your pretty eyes." Ben said. "Okay but no funny business." I said. "I promise now close your eyes." Ben said. I then closed my eyes. Ben then took my hand and opened my palm. I felt him place something on my palm. "Okay open those gorgeous eye of yours." Ben said. I slowly open my eyes. I then looked down and in my palm was a gold neck lace with a gold heart attached to the end of it. "Ben it is so beautiful." I said. "I am glad you like it." Ben said. "I just love it." I said. "Here yet me put it on you." Ben said. He then put the neck lace around my neck. It felt so good around my neck. I felt like a piece of Ben will always be with me. "Oh Ben." I said. I then leaned in and gave him a kiss.

Ben then placed his hands in mine and lead me to the dance floor and we began dancing. "I love you so much Ben.' I said. "I love you too." I said. Tears then began to fall from my eyes. "I didn't mean to upset you." Ben said. "You didn't silly I am just so happy. You have made my life complete." I said. "You have done the same for me." Ben said. He then pulled me close to him and we began to dance like two love birds madly in love without a care in the world.

"I had a great time tonight." I said. "Me too. I can't wait to see you again." Ben said. "Monday is only a couple of days away." I said. "I know I just can't wait." Ben said. "Oh Ben. I love you so much." I said. I then leaned in and gave Ben a huge kiss.

I did a lot of thinking on Sunday and came to a very important decision. I loved Ben so much and he deserves to know the truth about me. So on Monday I was going to tell him. Hopefully our love could last because I don't know what I would do without Ben in my life.

The camp was a buzz on Monday. We were heading back to the water park and this time there was going to be a swim suit contest. We just couldn't wait to show off for our boyfriends. I really wanted to look sexier. I wore my black string bikini that was made of very little material that barely covered my breasts and it was cut extremely high on my hip to show off my legs. When I saw my reflection in the mirror I just could belive that the person staring back at me was actually me. She was gorgeous.

"So your ready for a fun day in the sun." Donna asked as we boarded the boat. "You know it. I just love spending time with Ben." I said. "I can tell." Donna said. "I am that oblivious." I said. "Yes you are." Donna said.

We beat the boys to the water park. "Now calm down everyone they are on there way. They are just running a little late which gives us some time to be alone. Now go have fun. Stephanie stay behind please." Ms. Jones said. Oh no I thought what did I do.

"Yes Ms. Jones." I said. "Ms. Betty and I have a couple of questions for you." Ms. Jones said. Here it comes I am in deep trouble I thought. "Wipe that worried look off your face. We were just wondering how you are doing." Ms. Betty asked. "I doing great. Everyone has been so nice." I said. "Are you hiding something?" Ms. Betty asked. "I guess so. This may sound really stupid but I am really concerned about Peter." I said. "Why?' Ms. Betty asked. "I am afraid he may do to me to another person. I sure hope he is getting help." I said. "You can count on that. He is getting a lot of help. He is in a juvenile dentition center and is seeing a doctor daily. Trust me he won't hurt anyone again I can assure you of that." Ms. Jones said. "That's good but why do I care. Shouldn't I hate him. I mean he hurt me." I said. "Because you are a better person. You have a great heart and you care deeply about people. That is a wonderful quality to have. Now go have some fun." Ms. Betty said. "Thanks for caring so much about me." I said. "That is not a problem." Ms. Betty said. We then had a group hug.

The boys didn't arrive until after lunch which was good. It gave us girls time to bond but we were all so happy to see the boys walk off the boat.

"Hello sweetie." Ben said. "Hello to you." I said. I then walked up to him and gave him a big kiss. "I missed you so much." I said. "I missed you." Ben said. It felt so good to be in Ben's arms. "You look a little worried." Ben asked. "I have something I need to tell you and I am a little worried how you are going to take it." I said. "You know you can tell me anything." Ben said. I sure hope so I thought. "Let's go on a ride on the lazy river for a while and then you can tell me what's on that pretty mind of yours." Ben said.

After a couple of trips around the lazy river we found a secluded place so we can talk. "Ben this may come as a shock but I need you to hear me out." I said as tears began forming in my eyes. "Oh sweetie you can me anything. I love you so much I could never be mad at you." Ben said. He then wiped away my tear and wrapped his arms around me. I took a deep breath and stared into Ben's beautiful eyes and knew at moment I could tell him anything. "Ben I wasn't born a girl." I said as tears began to from in my eyes again. "That's what you have to tell me." Ben said. I was a little taken back by his reaction. I expected him to get mad. "Your not mad. I'll been lying to you." I said. "Sweetie I have always known. They told us all about you girls at Camp Wildcat. Now stop this crying business. I told you I would never leave you and I meant that." Ben said. "I love you so much." I said. This time there were tears of happiness. Ben then put his arms around me and we held on to each other for what seemed like a life time.

"Listen up people. It is time for the swim suit contest. So girls let's get moving." Ms. Jones said. "Which me luck." I said. "Good luck sweetie. You are going to do great." Ben said. He then gave me a kiss on the lips for good luck.

I went third. I was a little scared about walking out on the boat dock which we used for a stage. Donna gave me a little push which is what I needed. When I walked out on the stage the place went nuts. I got a standing ovation which made me feel so good. Since my attack I meet so many people who have been so nice and it felt great to have so many people who cared for you.

I ended up winning the contest which was a big thrill for me. "I don't belive I won." I said. "What do you mean. You were the best." Ben said. "I don't know about that." I said. "I don't think you realize how pretty you really are." Ben said. He then leaned in and gave me a kiss. I just couldn't belive our summer was coming to an end. We only had five days left. "Are you going to cry again?" Ben asked. "I am just having so much fun and I can't belive it is almost over." I said. "This isn't the end sweetie it is only the beginning." Ben said. He then gave me a huge kiss. Our wonderful day sadly came to an end.

One Tuesday Donna and I had cafeteria duty. "Girls I hope you will be ready for the fashion show tomorrow. The boys will be in attendance." Ms. Jones said. After she said that there seemed to be wide spread panic throughout the camp. I don't think anyone was ready for the fashion show. "That is what I thought. I can in the look in your eyes that no one is ready. So I am canceling programs for today so you can all work on your creations. You will be modeling sleep ware and a dress." Ms. Jones said.

After breakfast there was a mad rush to the crafts area. Panic was building. No one wanted to be embarrassed in front of there boyfriends. After our duty Donna and I headed back to our cabins.

Wednesday came way to early. The fashion show was going to start at four o'clock sharp. We were required to report to the cafeteria by three. There was a air of sadness in the air. This will be the last activity between the two camps.

"I am so nervous." Donna said. "You are going to do great." I said. "Easy for you to say you are a knock out." Donna said. "So are you." I said. "Thanks I needed a confidence booster." Donna said. Hey what are sisters for." I said. I then gave her a little hug for good luck.

We modeled out sleep wear first. I wore my white embroidered cup baby doll that had a satin bow and hem trim. It had a sheer side bikini. "Wow Ben is going to go nuts." Donna said. "That's the plan. I just love looking good for him." I said with a little smile.

I went fourth and the minute I walked on stage the audience went nuts. I looked over at Ben and he had a huge smile on his face. I just knew he was so proud of his girl.

For my summer dress I wore a light purple off the shoulder top that went down to just above my belly button and a light purple mini skirt. After I did my little spin on the cat walk my days of being a model were over. I loved being a model so much but I knew I could never do it professional. A girl can dream can't she.

After the show we had a reception. "You did awesome." Ben said. "I couldn't have done it without you." I said. "What do you mean?" Ben asked. "Your my inspiration." I said. I then leaned in and gave him a big kiss. "Let's dance sweetie." Ben said.

I just loved dancing with Ben. I felt so safe in his arms. "I just can't belive we won't see each other again." I said. "What do you mean?" Ben asked. "This is the last activity between the two camps." I said. "You are just a silly girl. You don't reckonize me." Ben said. "Should I.' I asked. I didn't mean to be rude but I was a little confused. "I live up the street from you." Ben said. "Really." I asked. "Well I changed a lot. We used to play together all the time when we were little until I went away to a private school." Ben said. "Little Ben Parker. You changed a lot." I said. "Looks who talking." Ben said. We both shared a good laugh. Ben and were great friends when we were little but I think we make better lovers. "Small world." I said. "Not really. Your Mom suggested I attended Camp Wildcat for the summer. She thought I would have a good time and boy was she right." Ben said. "Remind me to thank her when I get home." I said. "We'll do it together." Ben said. He then pulled me close to him and we danced the night away. I don't think my life could get any better.

Thursday was going to be a big day for us. Tonight we were going to have a camp wide slumber party. It will give us a chance to really bond with each other. There were many activities planed.

We all had huge smiles on out face when we entered the cafeteria for the slumber party. "Welcome ladies. Tonight has always been very special. To be honest with you it is my favorite activity here at camp. I want you to really enjoy yourself tonight." Ms. Jones said. Our first activity of the night was going to be to give each other make overs. We all started giving each other some wild and crazy looks which made everyone laugh. We then braided each other hair and did each others toes and fingernails.

The high light of the evening was the sharing of stories. It really gave us a chance to really get to know each other better. The staff went first.

"Hi Ya'll my name is Billie and I am from Texas. As you all know I run the stables. My Mom was the first one to dress me up. I was ten at the time and all her friends were going to entered their daughters in a little miss pageant. Since she didn't have a daughter she deiced to use me. She bribed me with a new bike. The minuet my Mom put a pair of lace panties on me I was hooked. She seemed to notice my smile but she didn't say anything. I ended up winning the contest. She didn't dress me up again. When I was sixteen I saw the website for this camp and I begged my Mom to let me attended. She had tears in her eyes when she said yes. After that summer I never returned to being a boy. My Mom is going to my maid of honor when I get married in September" Billie said.

"My name is Karen and I am in charge of the cafeteria. My story is a little different. I didn't have a Mom she died when I was really young. My Dad worked a lot. When I turned ten I felt a need to dress in woman's clothes. My Dad keep all my Moms clothes. I would dress in them everyday after school. I felt a closeness to her when I would dress in them like she was still alive. I was doing that for eight years and then one fateful day my Dad came home early and caught me. He wasn't angry at all. He then gave me an advertisement for this camp and told me to go and find myself. When I got back all my boy clothes were gone and were replaced by a full female wardrobe. I was so happy. I became the woman of the house. My Dad and I are really close and he can't wait to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day in October." Karen said.

"Hello my name is Janice. I work as the program director and in charge of the crafts area. I grew up with five brothers. My Mom was a beauty queen and desperately wanted to have a girl. Since I was youngest and she couldn't have any more children after me she chose me. She would make me dress up everyday after school. She taught me everything about being a girl. I hated it. She was getting very frustrated that I didn't enjoy being a girl. She was on the internet and found out about this camp and sent me to it for the summer with special instructions to turn me into a very pretty girl. As you can see they didn't fail. After spending two summers here as a camper and two more as a staffer I now love being a girl. My Mom is very happy and she can't wait till my wedding in November to George. " Janice said.

"As you know my Name is Stephanie and I run the Aquatics area. I came across this camp by accident. I was searching for a summer job when I came upon the website. I didn't even know what the camp was all about till I got here. My first dressing experience came when I was ten and I was playing outside and I saw the neighborhood girls playing. I walked up to them to see what they were doing. I asked if I could play and said okay. I had a great time that day. The next day I went over to their house to play and they asked me if I wanted to wear one of their dresses and I said fine. I have never been so comfortable when I slip that dress over my head. I have never told my parents about it. They still don't know. They all going to have one big shock when I come home. I have never been so happy in my life. I'm not engage but I am in love." Stephanie said.

After the staff went it was the campers turn. I was the first camper selected to go. "My story started when I was eight. I just knew something was wrong with me. I never wanted to hang out with the other boys in my class. The only boy I would hang out with was Ben and only because my Mom forced me. Ironically he is the same Ben that I have fallen head over heels for. Anyway back to my story. I would get so depressed. I would stare out my bedroom window and watch the girls in the neighborhood girls play with there dolls. I thought it was so unfair that I wasn't allowed to play. When my Mom and I went shopping on day I spotted a beautiful dress that had a floral print. I just had to have it. Every time My Mom and I went shopping after that I would look at that dress. I would even dream about how it would feel against my body. One of the saddest days of my life was when I went shopping with my Mom and the dress wasn't there. My feeling never went away as I grew up they just got more intense. When I hit sixteen I noticed my body was beginning to change and I was so mad about it. I told my Mom to stop it. She told it was my body telling me that I was changing into a Man. I didn't want be a man. I wanted to be a girl. For the next two years I would dress in my Mom's clothes at every opportunity I would get. I would always leave hints. I guess I hoped my Mom would catch me. She finally did when I was nineteen and went nuts. I tried to tell her my feeling but she would have none of it. After two days of quiet my Mom gave me a present at dinner. It was one of the most beautiful dress I had ever seen in my life. I cried tears of joys. The next day I went to a doctor and three days I dressed as a girl and threw away all my boys clothes. I never wore them again. I have a wonderful relationship with my Mom. I am so lucky. I have three people in my life who love me so much. My Mom, my boyfriend Ben, and my sister Donna." I said.

Donna then leaned over and gave me a hug. "I guess I'm next. My journey to womanhood started very late in life. I guess I always knew I was suppose to be a girl but the desires didn't come to the fore front until I was seventeen. I went to the mall to buy a present for my Dad when I spotted a beautiful dress in the store window. For some reason I just had to have. I didn't have enough money so I stole it. I was caught by the police and taken to jail. My Dad was so embarrassed that he didn't bail me out for a couple of days. When he finally bailed me out he couldn't look me in the eye for weeks. I was so lonely ever since my Mom died my Dad and I have had a very special relationship and it was killing me. So I deiced to put my feeling on the back burned which ended up being a very bad idea. When I nineteen My Dad and I was eating dinner and then all of a sudden I collapsed on the floor. My Dad rushed me to the hospital. I was told I had a panic attack and I need to talk to someone about my feeling. After two appointments I was diagnosed as a transsexual. My Dad went nuts. My Doctor told him that if I don't deal with these feeling I would die. My panic attack was a warning sign. My Dad loved me to much and he would rather have a daughter instead of a dead son. I have been on hormones for four months now. I would like to thank everyone here for being so patient with me these past two weeks especially Stephanie who has been a Mother to be. I am so grateful." Donna said. We then shared another hug. The whole group had tears in there eyes after Donna story.

The rest of the camper then told there stories. It was on of the best experiences in my life. I will never forget it as long as I live.

We all got to sleep in on Friday. The water carnival was going to start at four. We were all disappointed that the boys won't be here but after last night we were all looking forward to spending more time together.

The water carnival had a ton of events. We had a water balloon toss, relay races, sand building contests. The volleyball tournament was about to start when we heard a loud noise. We all looked over at the dock and saw that the boys were arriving. "What's going on." We asked. "Just a little surprise. What would a beach party be without boys." Ms. Jones said. We all went to give her hug but she was to fast and escaped.

"I didn't think I would see you until I got home." I said. "It was our little secret. I hope you don't mind." Ben said. "I don't mind at all." I said. I then gave him a big kiss.

After everyone calmed down the carnival started again. We were in teams of four for the volleyball tournament. Ben, Jake, Donna, and I were on one we team. We did okay. We made it to the semi finals before we lost.

After the tournament we had dinner and then sat on the beach and watched the sun set. It was so beautiful. All the girls had tears in there eyes. The boys were really confused. Boys can be so silly. After the sun went down there was a fire works displayed. As the sky lit up Ben put his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder. It was a wonderful way to end our incredible time here at camp. I don't think anyone of us will ever forget our time here.

After the boys left we had our closing ceremonies. We each received a picture book that had picture of all our wonderful memories here at camp. We also got to keep all the clothes we made It was a very emotional time for everyone. We have grown so close together and no one wanted to leave.

Saturday was very tough day for me. I hated saying good bye to Donna. She lived on the other side of the country. We were both taking a year off from school so we could adjust to our new lives. We promised to write and call each other every chance we get.

As I climbed into the van to take me to the airport I looked back at Camp Make-up. I have changed so much during my two weeks here. I was a shy girl with no friends when I arrived when I left I was a very popular girl with many friends and had a boyfriend who loved me very much. Camp Make-up is truly a place where dreams come.

Epilogue

Donna is doing wonderful. She and Jake are so much in love. They are going to get married really soon. She and I have remained very close. I am so proud of my little sister she has blossomed to a beautiful young lady.

Ben and I married after he graduated from college. He works for the FBI. I worry so much but he assures me that nothing will ever happen to him. It is just something he has to do. He says that night he save me from Jake changed his life forever. He realized that there are people in this world who can't protect themselves and need protection. We have adopted four beautiful children.

As for me My Mom became every protective of him when I arrived home. I tried to assure her that I was okay but she was not satisfied so she sent me to a Doctor which helped me work out my angry I had from the attack. I had my surgery a year after I returned home from camp. My Mom and Ben were right by side the whole time.

I have never been so happy in my life and I owe it all to Camp Make-up a place where dreams come true.

I hope you enjoyed my stores as much as I did writing it. Tell me what you think e-mail at jesevem@yahoo.com. If you enjoyed these stories check out the original story. Find out what it is like to be part of the staff at Camp Make-up in Girly Camp which is located on www.storysite.org under the name Jeff "Stephanie" Sevem.

OH by the way these stories are a work of fiction. Names character, places, products, and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.

  

  

  

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