The Suitcase

by Ewa Andersson

 

I, a boy of 23, had just flown across the Atlantic to Germany and had just taken in at a hotel. I was now on my way to meet my new 'Daddy'. I had dared coming this far. I wouldn't fail now, or would I? I had received very strict orders of what to bring, dress and where to go so far. The two last orders had been to check in at this hotel and the last one: You will get new instructions from there on. This made me a bit worried. Why hadn't I got the complete list from the beginning? It would have made more sense to me.

In the room was a large black locked suitcase and on the nightstand was an envelope with my name on it. I tore it open, pulled up the pinkish slip and read:

 

Welcome here, my dear little girl!

You are to go to bed so early that you will be fully rested by 7.30 in the morning. A wakening call from the reception is ordered till then. When the phone has rung and you have answered it you must act very quickly. There is not much time left to dawdle about. A new envelope with your room number and your name on will appear under your door. The key to the black suitcase is in that envelope. You are to retrieve that key, open the suitcase and then rapidly, without thinking of the consequences quickly and thoroughly carry out the final instructions you will find when you open the suitcase.

Give yourself a thorough shave tonight, as there will be no time for that tomorrow!

I guess that you are a bit upside down by the long travel, the jet lag and the excitement of what might be in the suitcase, and what will happen tomorrow when we meet, so there is a sleeping pill in this envelope as well. If you want to you can take that pill when going to bed tonight. I want you to be in good shape when we meet.

Good night my dear little girl!

'Daddy'

I had never been referred to as a girl before. It made me feel uneasy. We had agreed that I was to come over to Germany to spend the summer in diapers – I liked that, but in my mind I had always seen myself as a little boy, not a girl, when I had tried to depict what this summer would be like.

I lifted the suitcase. It was rather heavy. I tried the locks. They were securely locked. I tried to bend the case open. It was high quality. It didn't even budge.

I was exhausted from the flight. I watched telly for a while and then decided to get some sleep. Took the pill and some water and went to bed.

At 7.30 sharp the phone rang. You know this really is Germany! I was groggy from the sleep but managed to answer the phone and remembered the new envelope. I looked for the door and there it was. I scurried over and lifted it up. The floor smelt dust. Perhaps they are not perfectionists in every field, after all. I felt the outside of the envelope. There was something small and metallic inside. I opened it and there was the expected key. I had suddenly an extreme urge to visit the bathroom after a long night's sleep so I did. Then eager to find out the hidden secrets I opened the locks of the suitcase and lifted the lid. There were three things that immediately struck my retina: a large brown paper carrier with some strings around it. It was marked 'Top' on the side being up in the suitcase and finally four bottles of beverage and a white paper sheet. I grabbed the sheet and read:

 

To my little dear girl:

1) Follow these instructions to the very letter. Do it quickly – you don't have much time. Don't consider the consequences of each action – just perform them – they ARE orders. And finally remember the fact that if you fail and don't meet me today at the proper time, location or in the wrong clothing you will not get a second chance and you have to pay your trip here and back yourself. Also remember that the key word is trust. You must trust me! I absolutely guarantee that no real harm will be done to you!

2) Collect all your belongings from the room and put them in a neat pile near the suitcase.

3) There are four bottles in the case. Choose two of them if you haven't been to the bathroom yet and three of them if you already have. Start drinking immediately! You have to have them finished by the time you get to the train station.

There were two half-litre Cola bottles and two mineral water bottles of the same size. I selected the two Colas and one of the minerals and started directly with one of the Colas.

 

4) There is a small envelope labelled "Tickets". Put it on the floor in front of the door so you know where it is.

5) Take up the paper carrier. Do not open it yet!

6) Undress to your birthday costume! Meaning your being totally naked. Collect all your clothes. Take off any clocks or other jewellery.

7) Put all of your clothes and other belongings in the suitcase! Now!

8) Close and lock it!

9) There is a little drilled slot at the top of the suitcase. Drop down the key to the suitcase there. NOW!
P.T.O.

I hesitated a lot. I was practically shaking all over. I understood that I had to go through with it, but I had no idea what was in the carrier bag and the rest of the instructions were printed of the backside of the paper, which I hadn't read yet. I was promised to be paid for the trip when we met, and this long summer stay in Germany wouldn't cost me a dime – if I only fulfilled these orders. This was exactly both what I feared the most and perhaps wished most for. I wanted to be a little helpless child, a boy child, in diapers. I decided to go along, but not with any great determination. I was too shaken to get an erection but I felt a distinct stirring in my crotch. My hands shook but I found the slot and pressed the small suitcase key through it. I heard a very faint clink when it fell down. What had I done? I felt cold inside. I turned the paper over:

 

10) Now the worst part is done. There is no return now. Is there? Open the carrier. Put the things in a pile on the floor. The things are in the right order if you put them the way the carrier bag was marked. Put the string and the carrier itself in the waste paper basket. Don't forget to continue drinking!

11) The easiest way now is that you lie on your back beside the new pile of things on the floor. Put on the diapers! Yes, all of them between your legs.

12) Put on the clear plastic pants.

13) Put on the ruffled panties. They have a wire in the waistband. Pull the wire so the loops in each end meet and then secure the wire-ends with the enclosed padlock. Don't think! Don't hesitate! Just obey! Do it now!

They were the most gaily rainbow-coloured panties I've ever seen. They had three tiers of large ruffles on the back. They were very pretty – on a little girl. I put them on. I raised my head up a little bit to look at the pile of things and there was a small brown paper bag marked 'LOCK – Careful!'. I took the bag, put my hand into it and felt a metallic object, which I very carefully brought out of the bag. I felt the wire loops in the ruffled panties and I pulled the loops together and inserted the shackle into the first loop and then it was easy to thread it through the other loop. I then held the lock in my left hand while pressing down the shackle into the lock with the other hand. CLICK! It certainly had the sound of finality in it.

I had hoped that that last items would be something like a overgrown sailor's suit or something boyish. It wasn't.

 

14) Stand up! Put on the pink girlie little blouse. I'm sure it will fit nicely if the measurements you sent me are correct. Continue drinking!

15) Put on the light-blue short pleated skirt. Reach in under your skirt and pull down the blouse so it will be very smooth on you.

I was not into crossdressing. I had to look carefully at the skirt, but decided that it should be buttoned and zipped up in the back. The skirt was really tight around my waist. I really had to pull my stomach in to make it possible to button it. The very thick diaper between my legs and over my butt and front made the skirt standing practically straight out from my body. If I bent just ever so little my pink ruffled panties would be seen clearly. This would be extremely humiliating. Just being in these girlie clothes was just outrageous! I adjusted the blouse so it looked neat.

 

16) Put on the ruffled socks and pink girlie shoes.

17) The hotel room bill will be settled by me so you don't have to check out! Leave the electronic door card on the nightstand. Just leave the suitcase where it is. There is nothing in it you'll need before you go back home, at the end of the summer, but the suitcase will soon be picked up, anyway.

18) Don't forget the envelope marked "Tickets" and head for the fire exit. Just follow the signs in the corridor. There will be a taxi waiting – if you hurry – for you outside. If you haven't finished your bottles yet – bring them as well and finish them in the taxi, which will take you to the train station.

If you fail now you will be left on your own, dressed as you are, with no money or passport – think about that for an option!

19) Happy travelling and wetting your diapers! See you in about seven hours!

20) Throw this paper in the wastepaper basket in your room and get going!

Your very loving Daddy.

I was so nervous I didn't know what to do. I was already feeling a new need to visit a bathroom – but I guess there wasn't time for that, and besides that the panties and diapers were locked on so it wouldn't have done me any good anyway.

I took the envelope with the tickets and went out in the corridor with a trembly feeling of excitement, fear, joy, total vulnerability and pride. I had come this far – I would probably make it. I heard the hotel room door locking behind me…

 

Ewa Andersson

 

 

 

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