The names and the characters and the events in this story are pure imagination and does not refer to any body in the universe what so ever and the authoress hereby extinguishes herself of all liability claimed what so ever.

 

Story of an Indian Princess Bride - Honey Juan

Authored by Virgin

 

It was the autumn 1977 at Goa, India. Regina, who was 9 months pregnant, was talking to her elder brother’s wife (sister-in-law), " Lucy, Jesus has given me all that I wanted in life. A good husband in Tommy, two beautiful sons in Mike and Glen and all I pray now is that I should get a girl this time. Then I am the happiest lady in this world. I have even named my girl right now. She will be Juan to all and Honey to me’

Lucy (feeding her one year old daughter Marie) told Regina, "Regina, Don’t worry everything will be all right. You are going to get a sweet girl this time and she is going to be my daughter-in-law. Your brother Charlie is talking about that only all the time".

Just around that time only, Lucy’s son Danny (5 years) and Mike (4 years) who were playing came to the women.

Mike complained to Lucy, "Auntie, Danny is beating me and would not play with me".

Lucy laughed and said, "Danny, say sorry to your cousin or else he won’t let his sister marry you". Regina also laughed and said, ‘Danny, he is your wife’s brother, isn’t it. So don’t beat him be a good boy and play with him".

Danny asked Regina, ‘ Auntie, where is your daughter’.

Regina said, ‘See, your wife is in my stomach’. She will come out soon and she will become a big girl like me. You will also become big and handsome like uncle and we will get you both married’.

Danny asked, Auntie, how long it would be? Next year?’

Lucy laughed and said, ’No, my son, you will have to wait for long and we promise to get her married to you. OK. Now, run and back to playing. Where is the little boy Glen? Take care of him, or else’. Both the ladies started laughing as the boys ran away to play.

The 2 families lived together in a huge house where Regina’s family resided in the ground floor and Lucy’s family in the first floor. Their husbands, Tommy and Charlie, both cousins were partners in business interests. Ladies ran the family affairs while the men ran the business.

Soon after a few more days, it was Christmas Eve, 24^th December. Regina complained of pain in the early morning and was rushed to hospital. After a brief labor she delivered a beautiful and charming baby. But every body was upset. Both men, Tommy and Charlie were deeply upset. Tommy said to Charlie, ‘Now, we can’t realize Regina’s dream of marrying her daughter to Danny’. Charlie said, ‘so what? Don’t worry. Still I can marry my daughter Marie to any of your sons. At least half the dream can be realized.’

Regina was really upset, over the delivery. All her dreams were shattered. She cried very often. So also was Lucy, totally upset. But her son Danny was quite happy. He was convinced that the baby was his wife and they will marry the baby to him when both would grow up.’ He would sit beside the baby and call sweet words such as darling, sweetie, etc. the baby also would blink at him with interest and would not cry when he is around. This was noticed by others especially the ladies and they were quite amused by the behavior of both Danny and the baby boy Joan.

Perhaps they would understand years later.

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So ladies and gentlemen, this is how I was born, as 3^rd child in the family, on the 23^rd of December 1977, much expected as a girl but born as a boy, much to the upset of everybody. Nevertheless, my mom did not worry much thereafter, but was also not reconciled totally. She continued to believe that I am a god’s gift to her. I was named Joan but she always called me, ‘Honey’, which became my pet name at home and wherever I went.

As a baby, I was nurtured with utmost love and care by mom and auntie. Even when I was six months old, mom would dress me up as a girl, put all the bangles and ornaments and would carry me around for shopping and outings. My birthday had always been a grand celebration for the entire family for two reasons. One, it was Christmas eve and two, it was the birthday of the most loved baby in the family. On my first birthday, mom dressed me up as a girl only and everybody enjoyed it. They pierced ears for Marie, Glen and me together. It had become a regular scene in my house to have in girl’s attire. My dad, uncle, Mike, auntie and Danny everybody enjoyed it. I was always called as Honey by parents and other children alike. When I was around three and all, I never used to jump around as other boys would do, instead, was roaming around in the kitchen with ladies and playing with Marie. My mom never used to let me go and mix up with boys but instead used to keep me with her only. I was told that I used to cry in the company of boys, as Mike and Glen would beat me up and run, and Danny would chase them up, lift me and leave me with mom or auntie. Marie used to care for me as a sister would and I was close to her and Danny rather than my two brothers who were always naught and impish. My mom always used to say, even in front of others that I should have been born as a girl and it was the greatest mistake of god that I was made a boy. Even as Danny would come around to kitchen for drinking water or so, my mom as well as auntie used to tease him telling, hey man look at your wife, reminding him of his curiosity to marry me, had I been born girl. But I am sure Danny believed so. In the evenings when I was decorated as girl, by mom and auntie, Danny would come and used to watch with all admiration as I was dressed up and hold my hand and take me for a walk and all. Even at that age I liked his company and he sure would have. But the ladies never spared us of teasing and laughing on that. In the nights we children used to play indoor, when my favorite game used to be mummy-daddy game, in which I used to play the role of mummy and Danny would play the role of daddy and others as kids. Our parents would enjoy watching these games.

I was enrolled in school and as a kid for the first time I was dressed up as boy and I was sent to school. Luckily it was a common school where all the children from our family studied. I used to be very much uneasy with the uniform and would always cry for change of dress the moment I was reached home every day. Auntie used to wonder, ’well, what this kid honey is going to do when he grows up, will he dress up like me or what’. But she herself would change the dress and put on skirt and blouse for me, every day. I started going for school regularly and the teachers always used to complain that though I am good in studies I am very shy and never take interest in sports. Instead I preferred playing hide and seek with girls and toys and drawings. I had bigger nipples than a normal boy and in class 3, one day the teacher’s son squeezed and pinched my nipples so hard that I kept crying for a long time. After the classes were over, Danny (he was in 8^th) came and asked me what. I told him what happened and he went and bashed up that guy so much that my class teacher came home and complained on Danny. From then on, Danny always used to protect me from boys and would leave me alone and go only when I am with Marie or other girls.

At the age of eight I was getting to know what is what. I realized that I am born a boy and my mother did not like that. I felt happier in girl’s cloths and wanted hair and dresses like Marie. I went and asked my mom, ‘I want to become like you when I grow big. What should I do for that’. She and auntie laughed and said, why not, honey, we’ll make you girl, don’t worry’. I again asked, ‘will I get big chest like you’. They were surprised and my auntie told slowly, ‘yes, why not, you sure will’. I again asked, ‘when will I marry Danny’. Now both of them laughed till tears came in their eyes and said, ‘sure, sure, first you become big then we will see’. I went to the mirror and saw my self. I was very much a girl. There should not be any problem for me to become big lady when I grow up. Marie came over and we discussed it. She agreed that we both would become women when grown up. She removed her blouse and showed her nipples. I also removed my blouse and showed my nipples. Mine was slightly smaller than hers so I was upset. But, she said, ‘honey I am bigger than you. When you become my age you will also have big ones like me and when you grow up like my mom, still bigger than hers. O.K.’ I felt happier and prayed god for that.

One day I saw my mom taking tablets. She was telling auntie that it was what doctor gave her to suppress hair growth on body. Mom said it is good and told auntie also to try for it. I didn’t want hair on my body either so I also decided to take that tablet, without even telling mom. I started taking it regularly never felt any thing. But I liked the sugar coating. Again after a few weeks, mom and auntie were talking about pregnancy and mom went to doctor and brought some more tabs. I was just looking at those tablets. Mom grabbed from my hand and said, ‘no honey, its not for you, its for ladies like mummy’. I kept quite but promised myself to see what it is later. I swallowed one tab and I liked it. Mom takes once a day. So I also took once a day. I felt good. I started taking both tablets regularly, like mom. Some how I felt happier after taking tablets, as I believed that I would be hairless and beautiful like my mom and auntie.

After some 3 months or so, there was fancy dress competition in our school. I wanted to join in that as Marie also participated. Auntie and mom decided that I should dress up as bride and participate. Marie played HM Elizabeth role. When auntie undressed me for dressing up, she got surprised looking at my chest and called mom to show my chest to her. Mommy said, my god he is getting it big like girls. Mommy examined my cock and felt it. It was very small and was so soft. Finally she told auntie I don’t know what he is and what he is going to be. One thing certain is that he is not completely boy. For that auntie replied honey is a girl, and will be a girl, now you take my word on that. Both apparently were not worried at all on any count. It appeared that they wanted it and it had happened. Then they decorated me in pure white bridal dress and took me to the school for the parade. I really liked that dress. Believe me or not I looked gorgeous and I won the first prize. The chief guest for the program Ms. Linda thought I am a girl only and kissed me on the cheek. She admired my beauty in her address and I became popular among teachers and girls’ overnight. Mommy and auntie were elated and hugged and kissed me all over. Mummy said that night that she wished that I should become only a girl. She kissed on my lips and was in tears of joy. I went upstairs to show to uncle and others in the family. Danny met me in there and took me to terrace. He told me, ‘ you look beautiful’ and kissed on cheeks first and then again on lips. I blushed and was felling shy even at that age. But he was a big boy in class 9. Danny asked me do you like me. I said yeah. He said I love you. I felt happy and said me too. He suddenly asked me, ‘honey, when you grow big will you marry me’.

I told him, ‘sure. Mom and auntie have already promised me so on that’.

He told me, ‘don’t you become a boy. Be a girl and become a woman when you grow up’.

That night I told my mommy and auntie, what happened between Danny and me. Auntie immediately told me, ‘Ssh, don’t tell this to any body. Keep it as a secret. Then only we will marry you to him’.

I slept in auntie’s house that day that too in his bed. Next day morning mommy found Danny and me sleeping fast cuddling each other. I have slowly started getting to feel what is love and how much Danny and me mattered for each other.

Marie and me became best friends. She loved me so much as I was younger to her and never used to be without me and so also I and we were seen always together. Even in the church, we both joined the girls’ choir and I faired to be a better singer than her, as the clergy used to praise. For the new year cultural festival in the church, Danny and me were selected to play in a drama as a couple. We matched so well as husband and wife that everyone of the audience complimented us and the church gave a special prize to both of us in our honor and Marie and me got prizes for singing. Our family was extremely happy to be in prominence in the church. Especially the ladies, auntie and mom were very much delighted at our performance. That night we came back and slept in the same dress in the same bed. Next day I overheard auntie, telling mom about this. Dad also was discussing and appreciating my drama role to mom and mom was worrying saying, ‘had only honey been born as girl’ and was weeping. Daddy was trying to pacify her. I went back to her and said, don’t worry mom when I grow big, I’ll be a woman and I will marry Danny’. Mom hugged and kissed me and said, oh, dear’.

I was in class 5 and Marie was in class 6. We became best friends and we were seen moving together always. Both Marie and me used to help each other in putting nail polish, eyebrow and all that. Daddy as well as my first brother Mike objected to my wearing girls’ dress. But then mommy supported saying, if it keeps him happy so let be it. I don’t have any problems with honey. After all I got two sons and no daughter’. She even refused to cut my hair and I used to keep good pop cut hanging up to shoulder. Mom supported me this way. Marie taught me every thing the girls do. I never used to tell any body that I am taking mom’s tablets. She used to comment that tablets are missing but never used to bother as she always used to buy in big numbers. I did not get any fainting or vomiting or stomach pain as they used to say when kids take tabs. Instead I became better as my nipples were like Marie’s and my voice even better than her. . Though I was not fat, I had good high cheekbones, big chest, small hips and big butts, which even Marie used to say that they look good.

I did not like having cock as Marie did not have it and wanted to have it liker hers. I even went and told mom also that I did not want it. Auntie listened to me and laughed for along time. I was worried and told them take me to doctor and change it. Auntie started laughing again. Seeing me mom said, ‘don’t worry, honey, now you are small no, so we can’t change it. But we will get it done when you grow big. But you should be a good girl till then’. And when I went off, she told auntie, ‘don’t laugh and upset the child’. I overheard Auntie saying, ‘is it possible to do what honey wants’, for which mother said, ‘ then, how to silence the child’

I went to class 7 and Marie to 8. Danny was in school finals. Mike was on class 11 and Glen in 9. Mike was not so good in studies but Danny was. Daddy and uncle decided to send Danny to Bombay for college studies. We all have grown still more big now. I was chubby and had extra flesh in chest and hips and all the girls at school envied them. But it became a teaser for the boys and they booed and wooed from behind and some times, brushing or dashing or even pinching me suddenly. Danny and my brothers Mike and Glen always used to come over and have a round just to check any had teased me up and to bash them. They were quite strong and popular among the boys, so every body used to behave themselves. Christmas was around and so was my birthday. This time daddy said we would have to buy only boy’s dresses for me as birthday dress. I said I wouldn’t wear it. Mom said, ‘what’s wrong if we buy honey girl’s dress. He is wearing boy’s dress to school no’. But daddy was hesitant. Mom and auntie argued a lot and finally I won. Two nice girlie dresses, a gown and skirt and blouse, were presented to me for my birthday. Mom, auntie and Marie took special care in making up and dressing me up. I look gorgeous and terrific. The gown fitted perfectly on to my chest and it showed up bulging out nicely. The narrow hip curved so beautifully on my hip and expanded rhythmically on by lovely bums. The makeup women, mom and auntie and Marie shouted with joy and kissed me repeatedly. I cat walked into the party hall and was proud of myself. The ladies were so happy clapped their hands, congratulated mom and auntie. Many a visitors kissed me on the cheek. One of them even teased, ‘had I been man I would marry honey’. Danny was awed came near me, whispered that I look terrific like an angel and kissed me on the hand. Everybody watched me with awe and admiration. The party went on great and so cheerfully. After everybody retired children were still playing. I was still in my birthday dress talking to auntie. Danny came and called me, ‘honey, come on up, I am waiting for you’. Auntie asked, ‘what’s up’. He said, ‘oh, mom it’s nothing. Casual and usual, o.k.’ Auntie looked at me and winked as I was blushing, ‘o.k. honey girl, your future husband is calling you. Go. Go. Or else he will yell at me. He’s got big present for you I think, don’t forget to show it to me’. I went upstairs and Danny hugged on seeing me and said, ‘come, let’s go to terrace’. And we climbed up steps. Once on the terrace, he wouldn’t leave me. He hugged me tightly and kissed me on lips. I could not control my feelings and my hands automatically embraced him and ran over his back, neck and hair. My chest was pressing against him and I felt joyful over that so I pressed it still more against him. He squeezed my bums and I went crazy. He told me, ‘honey I love you. Love you more than any thing in the world’. I was speechless and I kissed him on lips closing my eyes and said, Danny, I too love you. Now I am a boy but when I grow big I will become a girl and I will marry only you and no body else’. He started squeezing my breasts and was kissing me deeply. At that time Marie came over looking for me, ‘honey, are you here’. ‘Oh, you two are in private. Am I disturbing. Shall I come please’. I blushed and Danny saved me saying, ’its nothing Marie, we were just talking’ and whispered to me, ‘honey, come to my room in night I’ll be waiting for you’. She took my hand and told, come down dear everybody is searching for you, the guests are returning and mom told me you are here.’

Later that night, when everybody was fast asleep I went upstairs to his room and he was waiting for me. We kissed at door and I lay down beside him on the bed and he cuddled me up and kissed me. Then he said, honey baby I love you, I want you to become my wife and look after house as mom does’. I was red allover my face with shy and told, yes. Darling I promise to marry you’. He kissed me and did some thing to me. Which I never for get even now, yes, he made love to me. He removed my dress and made me completely naked. Kissed me all over my body. He sucked my breasts bit my hardened nipples. I loved his every action and move. He saw my cock, touched and held it and told, see honey, its very small and very soft and not at all hard like mine. I said, Danny I am a girl and girls don’t get hard on, this is not mine so I will remove it when I become big. Mommy and auntie have promised me on that. He said, ‘is it, great, very nice. I love you not for this but for your self’. I kissed him in his mouth and caught hold of his cock and stroked it. He kissed me on my stomach and again on my chest he reached out below my cock and scrotum and ran his fingers over the place between my ass and testicles. It was soft and nice. He said, ’This place is soft and this is your pussy, lovely pussy, and I am going to fuck in you pussy’. I was trembling with sensational waves. He held me and said, its all right, honey, you will love it, enjoy it, o.k.’ and leaned down and kissed the spot between by miniature testes and ass. I felt electrified as he kissed and licked that place, hissing up all over as he applied gel on that spot between testes and ass. In there I felt very much like a pussy fluttering and moaned with enjoying the sensational feelings. I remembered the scenes what I used to see in movies. He came on top of me and I spread my legs. He placed his cock in the spot and I closed my legs. Now his cock was safely held in there at that soft pussy like cavity. I could feel the warmth of his cock and the torrid heat spread all over my body. I trembled again moaning and he kissed me on my lips and lowered his head and sucked my boobs. I felt waves of love pass through allover my body. Ha said, ‘shall I fuck you honey, and I whispered, ‘go on darling and fuck me. I am dying for it’. He started pushing back and front and stroked rhythmically. I was feeling great and lovely all over. I closed my legs further tight and pushed my self up to match his movements he said oh god great and lovely. We enjoyed every bit of our lovemaking and I was sensational getting the feel of millions of currents striking me all over my body again and again. Suddenly he started rocking and pumping fast and he was trembling. He groaned and whispered, ‘I am coming honey.’ His cock became hotter and hotter like red iron rod and I felt that heat setting fire on the whole of my body. He came rocking heavily on me, shooting his fire like cum like missile. Oh god what a great and fantastic feeling it was, like boiling water being splashed in jet speed on my scratch in lots and lots. The felling was burning and great and fantastic. His cum was there spread below the place of my testes and all over my ass hole. The feeling was wonderful and sensational. I reached my pussy, took his cum in my hand and put it in my mouth. It was very tasty, salty and sweetish. I liked it very much. I told him, Danny darling I love your cum. it’s very tasty. I am burning in sensations and dying in pleasure. The electric wave feelings were still in me. We got up and I tasted his cum that was fallen on the bed. Then I took his cock in his mouth and sucked it. It was so lovely like a candy. He enjoyed the feel of it as I ran my tongue over his cock and bit it slowly with my teeth. Then I sucked his cock as he ran his hand over my long hair and held my breasts in his hand and squeezing and massaging them. Oh god the feeling was terrific. He was again aroused as his cock got hard on again and I told him fuck me once more darling and we made love again. It was even more sensational than the first time. I told him it was wonderful birthday present and kissed thanking him and we slept together thereafter. Next morning it got late and Marie woke us up. She looked strangely at us and was smiling. Auntie also came over and looking at us strangely staring at Danny. I blushed and ran off down stairs. I heard auntie laughing at my back. She did not ask me anything. Thereafter, we became regular in lovemaking, whenever we got privacy. We became so understanding with each other as I became prudish to him even in front of others and he became humble towards me. Others in the house including mom and auntie felt it but nobody ever asked anything. After all, every one knew that I am special and more of a girl than a boy. And it appeared as though they approved of our behavior or rather unable to speak against our bondage of love.

Its exams time and the results came through. Danny had passed with good marks and he applied for computer engineering in Bombay. He got admission in the first list. His parents were happy. I was also happy. He was somehow, reluctant to go. Charlie uncle was upset over his son’s reluctance. I told uncle, don’t worry, uncle, I’ll talk to him’. He said, try your luck, I don’t think he’ll get convinced by you’. I took Danny to the terrace and we discussed holding each other. I told him, ‘darling, I want you to come up in life and be independent, and then only you can marry me. I want others to be proud of my fiancé. We made love there it was emotional and ecstatic. Then again we chatted. We agreed to wait for each other. I’ll wait for him and after all I am at home only. He can always visit us on long holidays. He finally, said, ok. Honey, I agree only for you. I will miss you, but it is only for to be together forever in future’. Next day, he announced his decision and everybody was cheerful. His daddy came and hugged me and kissed me on my cheek saying, ‘thank you honey, for driving sense in this fellow.’ My daddy also greeted me and said, honey, you have done a good job. Mummy was delighted, kissed me and said she is proud of me. Auntie and Marie also kissed thanked me.

Danny went to Bombay and it was tearful parting for both of us. Auntie and mummy hugged and told me, ‘honey, its only for some time and he will be back on all holidays.’ I knew what they meant and they knew what my tears meant. Auntie was more loving towards me and was more kind to me. Danny used to ring up and talk over phone. He’ll send letter and in that there will be a separate envelope meant for me. No one will open it. And those letters used to be used to be full of love and lust. I missed him a lot and always used to tell his mom, ‘auntie, tell your son to come fast. I miss him very much here. Everybody at home did not treat me like a boy. Marie got closer to me than ever. She was so free with me. We used to do all girly things together, lipstick, make up, eyebrow, nail polish, fashion jewelers, pedicure, manicure, clip on rings, etc. We used to exchange nighties and dresses and so on. Whenever I spoke to Danny she used to ask what we talked and I doubted she knew of our love.

I was in class 8 and now it was Mike and Glen who protected me at School. I became a regular figure for girl’s role in all the dramas at my school. In all the singing functions, Marie and me were there singing with other girls and now and then I used to sing solo, the prayer songs, etc. In the church also we were regular members of choir. Days passed by, auntie and mummy always called up Marie and me to kitchen frequently and told us to help them out in cooking, cleaning, etc. auntie taught me cooking, sewing, making cake and all the household stuff. It was almost six months and Danny came first time after he went to Bombay. Everybody in the house was happy on his arrival. And he was happy to be back with me. He shook hands with others and hugged Marie and me. He brought presents for everybody. For Marie and me, he brought nice earrings. Marie gave me the one I liked, the one with red shade. Later on that day I met him in his room, auntie was there. But she went away after sometime saying that she has work to do. We embraced each other. I cried saying I missed him and he said that so was he and he had comeback anyway. We made love thereafter. It was so sensational, emotional, touching and ecstatic. When it was over, I asked him how long he would be on holidays. He said one week and it was great. We made love everyday without wasting even a single day. He loved every minute of my company. Thereafter, every time he was way, I counted the days and could keep myself in good stead only due to all the ladies around cheering me up. Days passed like weeks and months passed like years when he was away. When he came the whole house was cheerful and to me heavens and days passed like minutes in his company. The partings were always tearful and more so for me than the ladies in the house. But then his returns made it more than compensating, especially for me as we made love regularly whenever he was home from his studies. It has become a casual affair and we never let any body know.

A few years passed away like this. I was in class 10. Mike had already joined a college in Goa, studying commerce. Glen was in finals and Marie was in class 11. We have all grown big. Danny and Mike have become like men and had started shaving beard in their face. Marie had become like almost a very big girl, though not woman. I was smaller than her in height and age, but was more womanish than her as auntie and mom observed. Mom said it was god’s wish and gift to console her grievance of not having a daughter. I never revealed the secret of continuing mom’s tablets and nobody suspected so. Besides, I read on books that drinking turmeric powder will help to keep feminity and I did that too regularly. I never told anybody, but my mom and auntie though doubted things sometimes never suspected or did not bother to control me. Marie taught me to apply turmeric on body and face and henna on legs and fingers and creams and all that. After all, I am the darling of the entire house and was a special for ladies of the house. Daddy had put on restriction for my wearing girls dresses. To the school it was always pant and shirt. My shirt was oversized, having packets on both chests so as to conceal my breast growth. At, home, however, I continued to select dresses that matched my feminity. No more skirts and blouses or gowns or midis or maxis. But I wore tight jeans and sleeveless tee shirts, shorts showing off my hairless thighs, loose girlish pants and blouse like short shirts without collars that reveal hip and shoulder and breast cleavage. Daddy used to murmur but mom used to support saying, ‘let him be so, he is my kid. You take care of the other two and leave honey to me, after all I am the mother and I have as much interest in the child just as you do’. Some times when men are not around, I would borrow Marie’s dresses and dress up as girl with her help. Ladies never used to bother or rather they liked me as girl. I have been taking interest in cooking, and auntie used to say that I would become a better cook than Marie. Mummy would get delighted to hear any appreciation on me and feel happy.

I was in class 11 and now Danny had completed his engineering degree and was doing MBA. He was doing fantastic in studies. Daddy and uncle decided that he would work for some years get some experience and would manage the family business thereafter. Mike also was MBA after commerce degree and Glen joined dentist course. Marie was in class 12 and she wanted to become a fashion designer. She and Glen behaved strangely and I doubted they were going steady. Auntie and mom knew it and they approved it silently. But both were keeping distance but I was sure they both liked each other and were yet to come together themselves.

I went to class 12 and was alone in the school. I was very much a girl even in the school though I wore pant and shirt as uniform. The tailor stitched my uniform in the girlish way and I never even thought of being a boy. The girls in my class moved with me freely and the boys thought it was a privilege to talk to me. They always addressed me as honey instead of my school name Joan. The girls used to discuss everything freely about the boys and all sorts keeping them with me and used to share their jokes with me. Many of them would come to our home freely and chitchat with my people. Whenever the people used to discuss about their affairs with boys I used to dream and long for Danny. They would tease me saying I am in love. Some of them, who were after Danny could guess that I am his girl.

Danny came first time after I had gone for class 12. He saw me and whistled and could not resist. He pinched my cheeks in front of every body and asked me, ‘wow, young lady, how are you.’ I got up and ran into my room. Everybody saw the scene but no body said anything, not even an objecting tone from men. All of them acted as if they had not noticed it. Danny also followed me in my room. He came closer and slapped my bums. I was stunned and turned back to stare at him. But inside me I was cheerful. Marie was around, she followed me and took my hands and we ran in to kitchen. He winked at me and showed his lips in kissing posture. I could not control my joy and so smiled.

In the upstairs I went to see auntie and Marie. Auntie called me up for helping her. He was taking bath and called his mom for a towel. Auntie told me to go and give him towels. I went and knocked the door, while giving it he pressed my breasts. It was sensational and I wriggled out my hand. Auntie asked me what is the matter. I said nothing and she grinned. Again he called his mom for help in bathing, to apply soap on his back. Auntie said, oh no, I am busy here, ok. Joan will help you’ and told me, ‘hey Joan go and bathe him honey, will you’. I went hesitatingly near the door and he opened suddenly and grabbed me inside. Inside he kissed me deeply and bit my cheeks. He squeezed by breasts and bit the tip of my nipples over the shirt. Oh god, I opened my mouth for shouting, but voice would not open up. I whispered leave me. He scratched my bottom and I felt shivering shock in me. Oh god I was dying with joy and he would not leave me. I wriggled out and came out of bathroom. Auntie saw the water on my shirt and all over and asked what happened and I was dumb and she started laughing.

He was after me wherever I went inside house. He came following me in to the kitchen also and auntie asked, ‘what do you want Danny?’ He said nothing mom and looked at me and said he wanted water. Auntie said, you go upstairs honey will bring it. He said, ‘I am waiting’. I blushed and both auntie and mom laughed. Then auntie told me, honey, go, go Danny wants you or water’. I blushed again and said, ‘water’ and went upstairs to his room with it. Once inside his room, he slapped my ass and hugged me tightly. I could not control my feelings and I embraced him. He kissed me deeply and started unbuttoning my shirt and started sucking my nipples. Just at that time uncle, his dad, had come and called out from the downstairs. We got separated and I ran down.

Later during the day, I again dressed up on my birthday dress as a girl on my auntie’s insistence. He saw me and became so delighted that he hugged and kissed me on mouth in front of the ladies. Auntie coughed up and thank god, no men were around. That night we made love in the terrace and after that he gave me two very big packets containing full of two tablets. He told me those are hormone tablets and he told me to take them regularly. One he said for making me more beautiful and another tablet to remove the boy’s characters in me and to ensure that I don’t become a man when fully grown. We told others that they are vitamin tablets.

Next day he took me out for the movie, pretty woman and thereafter to a restaurant. In the movie when it was totally dark, he slid hands in to my shirt and was squeezing my tits. His kneading and watching Julia Roberts aroused me completely. He put my hand on his pant. I slowly slid my hand inside and stroked his cock gently. We were kissing each other in the darkness deep in to the holy heavens and getting crazy and mad on each other. The movie was good and we enjoyed ourselves too. Thereafter, in the restaurant he admired me that I am looking marvelous and I am certainly more beautiful than any other girl. I was blushing all over and people were watching both of us. Keeping my hand into his hand, he proposed to me and I was in the air blushing red. I replied him, I do, as in the church. We returned home cheerfully. That night was special again, with increased lust for each other.

He went back after a few days and I was crying for days together. Auntie, mommy and Marie all consoled me. He rang up almost every day night and talked to me. One day I even cried in the class room and every body watched me puzzled. Teacher asked if some body hurt me and I said no. She let me go off home. That day evening I confessed to his sister, Marie, that I love his brother. She smiled and said she was not surprised over it as knew it long back and that she was happy over it.

I started taking the tablets he gave me as well as mom’s tablets. Now I know the names and I used to buy myself in the pharmacy, saying that it is for my mom. I found lots of changes in me. The feelings were pleasant and unexplainable. And the changes were dramatic. I became still more beautiful and breasts grew bigger and firmer the nipples were round and big and the buttocks turned still more shape round and firm. After some three months or so, one day I felt so uneasy at the bottom of my stomach. I went for stools two three for time that day and my motion was in red color. It was unbearable uneasiness in stomach and certainly not pain so I was confused. Motion was slightly frequent. The uneasiness and motions remained for three days and were gone totally thereafter. I was afraid to tell anybody. Since it went off after three days and again I was normal and happy, I did not bother thereafter. But the pain came again next month around the same day at the same place. I was totally scared and went and told Marie first. She took me upstairs to her room and examined me naked thoroughly and totally. After detailed survey, she approved that except for that two-inch dick and small testes; I am all a perfect girl. We went and told auntie about the pain, then auntie examined and she put her fingers all over my body and said lovely. She put her fingers and felt my stomach, then my dick and testes and then the scratch, which is the love spot for Danny to make love to me. When she touched there, I was aroused and moaned slightly. She again felt my stomach and finally got convinced that nothing is there. She kissed me and told, ‘honey, don’t worry my girl, its noting to worry about, everything will be all right’. She went and told mom, and she asked me if there were pains and I said no and it was only uneasiness. Then she also came and examined me for a while and said, ‘nothing to worry honey, its natural and good. It’s happened to you last month only, isn’t it and nothing serious happened isn’t it, so nothing will happen baby, trust mommy and you will be alright’. In the night when I was asleep, mommy and auntie came again and examined me and mummy felt my body all over. She appeared happier. She told auntie that her expectations are coming true and surely I would be girl one day. Auntie also said she believed in it long back. Both of them kissed me and went away. They were asking me daily what is happening and I was also telling them. Three days passed and everything became normal. Auntie and mommy were both delighted very much. Mummy hugged and cried that she is happy and her prayers are being answered. Both ladies told that I have good chances of becoming a girl and they were happy. We discussed and decided to keep it a ladies secret. Next month my mom promptly asked me if get pains now to which I said no. But the same evening pains came promptly and I went for stools with reddish discharge. I called up mom and showed her. She examined and said yes, my dear girl you are getting periods every month and it is confirmed. Don’t worry everything will be all right. The best thing in the world has happened to you. Auntie and Marie also came and enquired. And the ladies were so delighted. After 3 days are over again every thing was normal. We ladies discussed again and it was finally decided that it is ladies secret and would be confined only to us. Mom and auntie decided to let some more time go and mom will tell others for appropriate treatment.

Auntie knew things all along and she was the one who encouraged me into cooking and the entire household works. She and mom cared for me as if I am a darling girl and there was absolutely no discrimination between Marie and me except in dresses. Mom also taught me cooking and all that and what not. And every month she never forgot to ask me if I get the period like feelings or not and I always said yes.

It was February and for Valentine’s Day he had sent me a card. The card said Juan honey I love you and I miss you and I propose to you. And I talked to him over phone and said I longed for him. He was in MBA finals and came on study holidays again. He was again chasing me and we had fun again. He took Marie and me for outing in a car to the beach, shopping and restaurant. I used to sit in the front alongside him and Marie at the back. He told repeatedly that I look more beautiful in girl’s costumes. Marie was always happy in our company. Some times the family would go out for dinner. But in the midnights, I used to get special treat from him that is making love.

Our family suddenly, had to go on a short tour to attend a wedding. Marie had classes to attend and he said he has fever and could not go. Auntie called asked me to stay back to take care of him. I happily agreed. Auntie supported my stay back at home. And the family was gone. Marie went for classes and she had finished then early. She wanted to go for a movie with her classmate. He said her not to go. Then she suddenly offered a deal, o.k. I dress honey as girl and will present for you, if you let me go’. Ah what an idea and he readily agreed. Marie decorated me beautifully and made me stand before him. She said all the best to him shaking his hand and kissed me on cheek and went away. Here I am all myself for him for the entire evening. He kissed me and led me in to my room and we made love. It was totally different. Yeah, he made love to me from behind through my butts, yes he butt loved me. That was the first time through back and I could feel the love juice dripping inside me, and it was really fantastic and I enjoyed it. After making love, we chitchatted cuddling each other and he asked me, how would I like if he took me to Bombay for studies. I said its good for me if I am with him always. Then I told about my monthly periods over the last six months or so. He listened to everything curiously and posed lots of questions and examined my body thoroughly like a doctor. And finally he said, honey some thing good is happening to you. Let us see it in Bombay and we can set it right. I was scared and confused and told him I would do whatever he tells me. He kissed me and said, trust me and everything will be all right’. Later I cooked food and his sister came and I served dinner for both brother and sister, I felt good feeding both and it gave me a motherly feeling. Afterwards, we watched TV in the drawing room, and Marie and me were sitting separately and he came and lied down beside me resting his head on my laps, in front of his sister. She said nothing. After all she knew all things. After some time Marie went for sleep and we chitchatted while he was meddling my tits, my butts, my hips, etc. We both got aroused as I whispered, ‘darling love me’ and he made love to me very relaxed and for a long time through the back and we enjoyed to our heart’s content that night. Next day evening also, Marie went to the girl next door, neighbor’s house, saying she would comeback for dinner only. I dressed up myself as a girl and it was so good. We went to terrace in the evening and he made love to me in front of the open sky. It was good to be alone ourselves and we enjoyed the evening thoroughly. Family came back and he went away. There was a parting lovemaking gift followed by tearful parting. He promised me that we would be together soon.

Exams were around, so everybody got serious on studies. Danny had given his MBA finals and results were about to come and he came again. He had brought applications from colleges for me in Bombay. I liked the idea, but others hesitated since they have to part me. Especially mom and auntie said it’s difficult for them to adjust without me. He said since, Bombay is just hours away by flight, they will have no problem in visiting me whenever they wanted.

Results came through and I had got good marks. I got admission in a good college for home science in Bombay. We have to my records and mark lists from my school. Daddy or uncle could not come and they told Danny himself to take Marie and me. And in the school he talked to school clerk for a long time and it looked as if they were talking something business. Marie was just exclaiming, ‘what’s happening, it never took so long for me last year, what Danny is up to’. I also wondered what is working out. He came back and said, its over and we will get the papers tomorrow. I wanted to know why they would not give me today. He said looking at Marie and me, you two trust me, its all good for you, I was just working out for certain adjustments so as to make your admission easier in Bombay and there is absolutely nothing serious to worry about’. It was convincing and so we left worries and returned home. Next day he went alone and got all my papers, said everything is over, and just showed me my mark lists. That night, when we were making love he said that I am going to be totally different in Bombay life.

After a couple of days, Danny went to Bombay alone. Said that he has to go urgent to attend couple of interviews ha had been called for. He took my signatures in the blank applications saying he would fill them up. He also said that he would get my admission done along. The parting was tearful as usual and he said that we would be together soon. After a week or so, he informed us good news. One that he had got a good job as executive in big MNC and two that he had made arrangement for my admission to home science, in a good college just near his apartment. Auntie was happy that his son got a good job. Uncle told her remember to tell her son that after some years’ experience he has to come and run the family business along with Mike. Finally, after vacations were over, he told us to come over a week before the college opened and that he would receive us at the airport. It was decided at my home that since mom was required to be at home to manage, auntie would accompany me and settle me there and would return. After making all arrangements, auntie and me left Goa. Everybody at home came to the airport and it was tearful goodbye from all. Mommy and Marie cried and daddy and uncle were dumb and sad, I could not control my tears so I also cried. In the flight also, I was feeling strange and sudden loneness. The feeling of leaving all the family members whom I love so much and everyone of who also love me more than I love them, made me sob and auntie started consoling me. My sadness remained till I saw Danny waving his hand in the night at Bombay and welcoming us at the airport. Then all my worries were gone and I became cheerful.

Danny took us to his apartment it was nicely furnished with all basics. Auntie was proud of him and congratulated her son for being well planned and prepared in life. That night when we arrived, auntie told me to sleep in her room and against his expectations nothing happened. We both were yearning for each other.

Next day was a holiday he took us around and showed us my college. It was co-ed, and looked fantastic just located five minutes away from his apartments. Then we went for dinner in the early evening and we returned home early. He said to auntie, ‘mom, I want to talk to you’. She asked him, ‘what’s it.’ Danny replied, it’s about honey. He asked her, ‘what if honey becomes a girl suddenly’. Auntie was puzzled and laughed and said she would like it and so would be my mom. Others also will not be surprised if that happens. Then what he told us stunned both of us that I simply died out of joy while auntie was awed speechless. He broke the news that in the college I had been admitted as a girl. He said it would only do me good. That he arranged to change my school records, which now showed my sex as FEMALE and my name had been changed from Joan to JUAN. He also justified his action saying that I always wanted to be female and was very much so now. There was no point in trying to be a boy here at Bombay as it would no more be safe for me. He also said that when the right time comes, he would take me to a doctor who would treat me and make me a complete woman like any other lady in the world. I said in front of auntie that whatever he told as reason, his news was the best ever thing that would have happened in my life for me and saying so I ran to him and hugged and kissed him. Auntie was watching the scene with delight and said that she did not know about others but my mom would take it as happy news and so be it. If that’s what makes me happy then she would not have any objection. About the men in our house she said we would see later. When this issue was over, he told auntie that he had one more thing to tell her. Then he confessed to his mom about our love and the whole story from childhood. He carefully avoided excepting our affair over the last four years of lovemaking. When he spoke up, she looked unsurprised, as she knew most the incidents he narrated. She kept silent for the entire night. In the late night, auntie asked about the whole story. I told her that I love him more than anything in the world and said I would not live without him. She smiled and pinched my cheeks saying, ‘honey, I can understand it, but what about others. It’s too early to decide or conclude anything now. So wait till the right time comes. And we will make the right decisions at the right time. But remember, never forget to seek what you want in your prayers every day’. I felt good as well as confused. Next day Auntie told us that she was not surprised about what Danny told her. But she told not to tell any body and that may be things would change in future and it was wise to keep quiet for some more years. Any way my mom had to be told of these developments.

Next day when he had gone for work, I asked auntie, ‘do you approve of us’. Auntie replied, ‘yes and no, yes because I love both of you and no because you are not a perfect or full girl, though you have all the looks and what not.’ I said, ‘but auntie, you know that I am a girl but for that’ and cried. She came to me and consoled me soothing my hair, ‘don’t worry honey everything will be all right, let us pray to the almighty that every thing becomes quite successful’. She then cheered me up by saying many good things about me and finally teased me, silly girl, do you think you auntie would ditch you just like that. After all, remember, it’s me who had been telling you mom you’d be girl one day. And you will and will be his lady ’ and winked and kissed me. I cheered up and became casual.

She told me that she had kept some present in my cupboard and go and get it. She would not tell me what it was. I could not wait so ran and searched my room. I searched and finally found it. Wow what a great surprise, she has left some of her jewels and dresses for me. I was jumping with joy that my auntie had agreed of me as her son’s girl and could not control my tears. What a great and beautiful surprise gift it was. I ran back and kissed and thanked her. She kissed me and said keep some of your thanks, I am going to give you more. Then Auntie talked to Danny at his office and told him come over early in the evening so she wanted to go shopping.

That evening we went shopping. She told Danny to wait in the car and took me inside women’s garments stores and for the first time in my life she bought me variety of dresses, numbering almost twenty and nighties and other casual wear. I was dumbfounded and speechless with joy and cheerfully enjoyed the sessions of trying out various dresses. She also bought me jewels and fashion wear and cosmetics. I never had any problem as Marie had taught me every thing that I was ahead of her in selecting the dresses and other things for me. She was surprised at my familiarity and awareness of things and commented that I would take no time and have no difficulty at all in being a full time girl. I said I would love to be so and anxious to go full time. She was glad and happy and appreciated my smartness. That same night onwards I became full time girl and I slept in nighty in auntie’s room. Next day morning, I took bath and changed in to beautiful satin full gown. Auntie said beautiful and kissed me. And I have opened up my womanhood that moment onwards in full swing. I together with auntie enjoyed every moment of it. Everyday mom used to ring up and inquire if everything is all right. I used to say everything is fine and lot more will be told to her directly when auntie returns.

Now it’s almost three full days since I had come to Bombay and Danny and me had never met in private so far, leave alone loving. Any way, he talked to me over phone conveyed his longings and yearnings. I told him to wait and he would get double for all. Ha said let his mom go and would take sweet revenge on me. I giggled and enjoyed his anger. In the house also auntie told me start cooking and without any hitch I cooked full time preparing tasty food and did other household work with ease. Danny and auntie appreciated my food. She was quite amazed at my work and confessed that I am the best and would make a better daughter than Marie in all respects. She said my mom is lucky to have me as daughter and that she envied my mom. Next day I had my monthly pains and I managed myself very well as I knew that I have to mange alone hereafter. The uneasiness and motions remained for three days and it stopped after three days. Auntie took care of me very well in these three days.

Danny started calling me Juan every now and then and so also auntie. But she was comfortable calling me honey. About a week passed, auntie decided to extend her stay by another week. I am so much used to womanhood now. The college was opening next day. My heart was thumping because I am stepping in to college life and more so because I am stepping in to my womanhood.

Then finally I went to college. My first day, I went in jeans and tee shirt. It was a usual dress for a girl nowadays. I went to office, called up my name got to know where my class is. The clerk looked and was appreciative of my figure and smiled. Listening to my voice she asked me if I am used to singing. I said yes. And she said, ‘good girl. Come to me, if you need anything, I am Stella, the senior clerk here’. I said thanks and moved on. Mrs. Nancy took my first class and she was in good in literature. We were told to introduce ourselves I told I am Juan, Juan Thomas, from St. Anthony’s, Goa. She asked me, your voice is sweet, do you sing. I said, ‘yeah, but not recently mom, I used to sing in church and school up to class seven. She said, ‘good, sit down, next.’ After the classes the girls gathered up in gangs, we exchanged greetings and it was fun for full day. I was behaving naturally and that proved to everyone that I am girl and I gained full confidence. I felt I can even streak in here and no body would doubt me. I felt so much happy and felt at home that day and when I returned from college I hugged my auntie and started singing and dancing. She had to bash me up in the ass to stop me. Danny was anxious and he felt delighted to hear the day’s events and how smooth the sailing was. I enjoyed college and loved it. Mom telephoned in the night and I told her that I enjoy the college life thoroughly and that auntie would come and explain the thrilling experiences more in person.

The weekend came and Auntie was due for return to Goa. She became emotional and so was me on the day before she left. We shared many feelings and she told me good number of tips and advices on how to make a good girl of me. At the airport she whispered to me, ‘honey, I have full faith in you. Be a good girl and take care of my son. Don’t let him get spoiled by other girls.’ The parting by auntie was tearful and I was so sad. After Danny consoled me, I came back to moods. We went back to His apartment. He could not even wait for the room door to open and started kissing me. I firmly said no and told him what his mother told me. He said, ‘yeah she was right, not by other girls but by you is always acceptable to her and kissed me deeply. After two long weeks we are touching each other, so I also couldn’t control my urges. I embraced him tightly and whispered to him that I missed him very much. He said he too missed me and lifted and carried me into his room and through me into his bed. I was giggling and he undressed and started moving towards me. I wouldn’t let him undress me and so he started teasing me and I laughed out aloud. I got up and started running around the house in to every room. Oh what a free atmosphere it was. The entire house left for just the two of us. He chased me and caught me in the kitchen. And bit my lips. I cried out in sham pain. He said that is the punishment for me for making him yearn for so long. I said I want still more severe punishment and ran to the drawing room. He chased me up, made me lie on the sofa and pulled my tee shirt off and I was topless. He put his face between my tits and that was the end of it. I was completely aroused and trapped and I started moaning. He made squealing noise and undressed my jeans too. I was in panties. My dick was inactive unconcerned to the sensational war going on between us. So be it, that’s the way, it should be. He touched my pussy (the soft skin between testes and asshole) and I trembled, making moaning noises. He deep kissed me and kissed me all over his face as I also rebuked to his kisses still more violently, sending my tongue inside his moth deep inside and tasting his mouth like it’s a pudding. He went down my neck and started sucking my nipples. I was aroused to skies and told him, ‘darling I can’t wait any more, please love me.’ He applied gel on my pussy as I spread my legs. He came on my top and lowered his cock on my pussy as I closed my legs and gripped it all over with my scratch muscles. It was damn hot and I went mad as the heat burnt my body. I already started cumming as current waves spread all over my body. He started moving rhythmically and oh god I felt like killed by his love. I was moaning first but could not control my feelings to myself so started shouting. He also made noises and worked out faster and faster and by this time I had got orgasm hundreds of times. He held me by hair and kissed me on mouth as working out and I cuddled him with my hands on his back and fondling his hair and kissing his lips. I got one of my hands off to feed him my tit in to his mouth as he tried to put my entire tit into his mouth, but it would not go. With other hand I reached down to fondle his cock as it was pumping and gripped his testicles gently. He got aroused still more by my fondling and groaned louder. Finally, he rammed faster as his rod became like steel and generating boiling temperature. My body melted like ice on his heat, with the waves diffusing my body everywhere. He shot his cum and it kept coming in lots and lots and it smeared my scratch all over and poured onto my ass hole with a few drops dripping in. The cum was boiling and it burnt my scratch with pleasure. He rested on my top as I stroked his hair and kissed him on forehead. We had bathed in sweat and had together been to heavens for the last fifteen minutes. We saw each other as I blushed and that minute was the best time in our life. He told me with his naughty look, welcome home honey and rule this house.’ The loving was divinely and the home became heavenly.

That night again we made love. After the dinner, I was washing utensils and cleaning up the kitchen. He arranged the bedding and came over to help me, but started troubling me by teasing me. Well, needless to say I resisted and enjoyed it more than the resistances. He leaned on my back and kissed on my neck and bit my shoulder. He hugged me from behind cupping my tits as his ever hard on cock poked into my butt cheeks. I trembled again and that means trouble that is uncontrollable heat. Oh god, why this guy is mad on me. I was glad inside and confessed that I am equally mad on him. His hands never rested and reached my bottom and below my ever-sleeping dick, brushed my scratch hard. He pulled over my maxie and lowered my panty and penetrated his cock inside. The feel aroused me and drove me crazy. I couldn’t do my work any more and pleaded with him saying please and he laughed. I turned back and hugged him as we leaned on the platform and I made a gesture to kiss but bit him on nose. It was really sensational. I had stopped everything and went inside the bedroom (he followed me) and holding my hands on hips, asked him, ‘what is your problem.’ He gave a seducing smile, caught my hands and put on his cock and said, ‘I don’t know you ask this’. I said, ‘I know how to ask it’ and went on my knees and wet kissed his cock with my lips and sucked him. He was moaning with pleasure. And I had orgasm spread already all over my body. I encircled his body with my hands as I sucked and it was jumping like a frog in my mouth. He was completely aroused. He told honey come let’s go to bed. Once, back in bed we laid down close and caressed. He kissed slowly as I was lying on my back. Kissing all over body aroused me still more to heights as I started moaning. He showed out his tongue and licked one nipple as he nice pinched the other with his hand. He squeezed them both as I asked him how are my tits and he said they are better than the tits of even the best girl in the world and started sucking them. I sat up and took him on my laps and fed him my tits just as a mother would feed a baby. He was really a good baby as he was sucking my breasts, I was aroused and my body was trembling and burning with desire. He whispered to me, ‘where shall I love you in the pussy or through butt cave.’

I replied, ‘wherever you like, you rammed my pussy only in the evening and now I want you in my butt cave’. He said that’s good and applied gel on my asshole. Its hole was already expanded and with gel applied it was juicy all over. He pulled up a pillow to put below my hips and the butts were elevated now. I raised and spread my legs and placed them on his shoulder, he caught my thighs pushed them close to my stomach and slid his cock inside. It sailed smooth inside and my god the feelings were fantastic. I felt the heat of the cock up my ass and could imagine how much more nice it would be, had it been my pussy. It was sending waves of pleasures throughout my body. He asked me its all right honey and I said ok. He started pumping slowly and the ramming was superb sending burnings all over. I began my series of cum and the sequence followed as he was fucking me hard and harder. Oh god it was fantastic and unexplainable in words and his loving was great. He pulled out and told me to stand on my knees and hands like a dog and I stood on my knees and bent forward and stood on my elbows keeping my ass more exposed and expanded. He entered from behind and it was still more thrilling. He started pumping and we were in to the journey for eternity. He rammed harder and I started shouting, the feelings were sensational and ecstatic. Oh god I died out of pleasure as the cumming again started in series inside me. He grunted, ’I am cumming’ as I pushed backwards and he pushed forward touching my stomach through the canal. He worked faster suddenly as I kept shouting and he kept pumping and he finally came and ejaculated his love juice sending his love juice deep inside me up to my stomach. As the hot liquid flooded inside I shivered in pleasure and it was great, great and great. He pulled out and we lay hugging each other. That day was really the best day of our life and we felt on top of the world. We enjoyed that night sleeping naked in each other’s arms.

Next three years I never had any problem or difficulty that I could even walk blindfolded into the college and get along with fellow girls. I met Alice, Jenny and Esther on the second day and we became the best friends and are even now after graduation is over. I was fulltime girl and felt my self quite natural moving, gossiping, chatting, laughing, fighting and doing all sorts of funs with the girls in my class. Girls used to adore me that I am gorgeous. Naturally, unlike them I am regularly taking tablets every day. The effect of tablets was really fantastic that I never felt envy of any girl. Rather it was always the other way. Girls liked my company and a few girls even used to say that I smell very sweet and sexy. I could only thank god for this. I was particular in not letting any of the boys come near and try their tricks with me. Though, I found boys sexually attractive, and I used to comment on the guys when we girls were together, I never encouraged any boy to come near me. I am a quite girl, but equally rebuking also, when some one tries on me. I knew that there were couple of guys trying for me and a few guys even approached me through my friends Esther and Alice, but I never fell prey to any one. Inside me, I felt very strongly attracted only by Danny and for that reason never liked any other guy except my dear Danny.

In the three years of college life, Danny and me lived as man and wife. He calls me baby or Juan dear or honey and I call him darling or Danny dear. We were very much used to live as family in these years. Since we knew each other from childhood there were no differences, I cook, wash, do all household work and he does all shopping and other things. He used to drop me at college and the girls initially used to ask about him and make comments on him thinking that he is my brother. Some girls tried to trap him through me but I kept everybody at distance.

Esther was a good girl, we were close and one day I confessed our love to her, and she gave a nice idea that I should kiss him deeply and arouse him in front of other girls and thereafter nobody would ever go near him. My god, it worked. I pretended to be out of mood for a full day and would not talk to him. He was upset over that and tried to even me out, but I refused then he was worried. Next day he dropped me at college, the girls looked at him with preying eyes and he was off saying he will be back in the evening. When he came in the evening, a few girls were waiting to glance and woo him. He stood by the side of the car, I went near him and he looked into my eyes pleadingly to get back to cheerfulness. I went close to his mouth and we naturally kissed each other for a long time hugging airtight. That’s it and from next day onwards, a few girls even stopped saying hi and nobody looked back at him thereafter. Many girls also approached him independently. There was a girl by name Ruth, a very rich girl and an executive in his office. She was strikingly beautiful (even I was jealous of her) and was after him like mad. She befriended me first, then came to our apartment and started getting closer to him. Danny even started going together when I was out in college attending classes. For about three months, though he did not feel or behave any thing different towards me, I became upset, jealous and possessive and possessive of Danny. At nights after we had made love and he had slept, I used to cry in the bed. He would wake up and ask me what for I am crying. I suppose he could sense my feelers but I wouldn’t tell him the reasons nor was ready to discuss with him but he would console me. I only used to pray god and luckily god answered my prayers. Nothing materialized of that bitch. On her pretext, he used to tease me every now and then and I used to get wild and fight with him. When reunited we would make love and every time our love only became more firm and strong.

His sister Marie used to come frequently to visit us. On the first time, as Danny brought her from airport I was in simple dress, in jeans and loose shirt. She was pleased to see me and ran and hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. She noticed the differences and later when we were alone commented that I have grown big everywhere all over my body and winked. The she asked me if I dress up regularly and I told her the entire story and told that her mom never told her and she could now understand why our moms secretly discuss things about me without letting her know. I also requested to keep the secret back at home. She promised and told me to trust her. She looked at my dresses and was amazed. She envied and said that even she did not have these many varieties. I told her that she is welcome to use them all; as after all it was her dresses I used to wear in the years of high school. She was delighted and hugged me. I got used to dress up in front of both of them and Marie approved of it as a regular thing at home. I cook and serve them and chitchat and when the sister used to watch TV or so, he used to kiss me and take me to our bedroom, etc. Together, we two girls used to go to several places with him for shopping, dining, etc. she and me also used to go to several beauty parlors in the town, which we loved to visit and enjoyed. He also used to take me alone outing in the nights for shopping and dining and some times even for a night walk after dinner.

Later mom also became a regular visitor. Marie used to bring her along, whenever she could. Danny and me used to behave ourselves whenever mom visited us. She never minded our going out together, though she would have had all the objections for our doing it together. Mom was happy at all my developments from childhood. Watching all developments in my life, it was a dream come true for her as the mother who wanted a daughter desperately. I was getting my monthly pains regularly and on one occasion the pain was unbearable. That time I was in second year graduation. Mom had come to visit us with Marie. I told mom and we decided to consult a doctor at last. Danny took us to a doctor. He examined me thoroughly and he referred me to another specialist. The specialist listened to my entire story from childhood, looked amazed, took all tests on me and did complete body scan. He called up another specialist and conducted scan on my stomach and bottom there to four times and finally after three days he called us for a detailed discussion. Then he explained my mother that though I was born as boy, I was originally a girl. The male genitals are due to malfunctioning during pregnancy. Otherwise, inside my body, I had ovaries, womb and vaginal canal inside. As I was male outward, the female organs were suppressed and now they at the stage of a girl of sixteen years. The organs have chances to grow up faster, if treatment is given and hormone tablets are taken. My mom said she was glad to hear the news. The doctor agreed that I am a girl and I should live as girl only. Mom asked when can that happen. The specialist told that I have to be operated upon and my male genitals would have to be removed and female genitalia has to be constructed. As I have organs naturally, my body would adopt quickly but operation can be done only after two years after the organs have reached full growth. Mom asked if I can get pregnant and deliver babies, he said there are good chances but the delivery would not be normal but caesarian. Mom was very thankful to the doctor and said he is next to God, as he would give me rebirth, fulfilling her lifetime dream. Mom had one final doubt and asked how is it that then I get periods through the asshole, is it possible. The doc replied, ‘mom anything is possible under the god’s creation, one simple example I would tell, and how the animals deliver their babies, through backside isn’t it, same is the case with your daughter, but we will correct it, you are not to worry.’ The doctors then prescribed hormone tablets and advised me and come and see them every month after the periods.

Mommy was all happy and she was delighted. She called me Juan and started referring me as her. Danny said he was happy and our life continued as usual. Every weekend we would go out in his car and merrily have a beach walk and chitchat and have a nice dinner in a restaurant and come back home. Then in the night, needless to say, our love would be special because I felt more feminine every week and he enjoyed it fully. He went smooth in his job as financial executive, in an MNC and I went smooth in my studies, as any good girl would do. We enjoyed the life more matured. Sex, though was frequent, was no more the only priority. We enjoyed each other’s company, which formed the basis for our love for each other from my birth.

In my final year bad luck struck me. Ruth started moving with Danny again and this time she was bold enough to come to our apartment when I was not there. I found evidences in our bedroom, that they were together, the chiclets, which she used always and condom covers, that too my stock, used by her, etc. I was damn angry, cried and shouted at him that I will call his mother and tell her of this. I did not talk to him for one full week, crying all through. He tried to pacify me but I refused saying I disapproved of their relationship. But he maintained that it is not fact, and she only came for chitchatting and noting more happened. He would come in the nights and would love me more vigorously on those days, while I would still maintain my silence and kept my differences. But I could see that he could not resist that bitch. I prayed god and started reading bible, which was the only hope left for me. I used to get nightmares that he had left me forever and I was all alone living in seclusion. I used to cry for long in the nights. He would watch and console me, but we never could reunite despite his best efforts. After three long months, something happened like a miracle. That bitch, Ruth, went abroad. She came to say goodbye but I refused to talk to her.

After she left, I kept my cool and was just watching his moves. Two days passed over, the guy appeared cheerful, as if he got rid of a big headache and was trying his best to be normal. He was so humble and ran to help me around in the house, would come and ask me, ‘you like to go out’, I said, ‘no.’ ‘Shall we go out for dinner’ and I again said, ‘no.’ and finally he lost his cool and forced me on wall and stared at me. Seeing his plight and desperation I couldn’t control my smile and he kissed me. I couldn’t control my emotions and I beat him everywhere and cried. He consoled me and we made love. It was emotional, wild and demanding.

I was regular in my visits to the doctor. He did tests and scans once in three months and noted encouragingly that after treatment of hormones I am developing nicely. He said another year and it might be time for me to undergo surgery for the full change. I told the exams are coming through. He said after all your studies are over. After, I have successfully graduated in home science, which I loved to read and practice, we both went back home. I of course returned as boy, in a full shirt having packets on both sides of chest, only hoping that it will conceal my well-grown breasts. But every body was stunned at my looks, especially at the bulges in my chest, buttocks and the curvatures of my hips. My mom looked at me with such admiration that her dream of having a daughter got fulfilled at that moment itself.

We waited only for a day and could not keep silent thereafter. Then we called up both our parents and broke the secret. He told both parents, ‘it was all of you who led us believe that we are made for each other. And we believed in it. Now we love each other’. He addressed me as She for the first time in front of my parents. And said, ‘She is not cent percent girl. But she is not cent percent boy either. To me she is a woman and I love her. She also loves me and we can’t live without each other’. We want you to understand our love and unite us. We want to get married’. God, we had done it.

The ladies in the house took it lightly as they knew most of my progress at every stage and our bondage of love from childhood. However, the men were shocked and took it seriously. My Dad and Mike bashed me up. Uncle Charlie bashed up Him. They were literally fighting physically. Next couple of days was full of shouting and crying and bashing-ups and stiff arguments, etc. Finally his father told him to get out of the house. I was locked up in a room and was put like under house arrest. He was unable to contact me. We were unable to see each other. My auntie told me that he had already gone to Bombay. She only conveyed a message from him that everything will become all right soon.

I was adamant, refused to wear boy’s clothes. I showed my mom how big my tits are and how beautiful I am and how ineffective I would be as a boy as there would be no hard on. So I cried that I would be better off, if left to be the woman I am. After all I am 21 and I have already lived with Him as his wife. There is noting wrong if we are united. My mom listened calmly. My dad also was listening to me standing out side my room. But they said nothing. My mother cried every day and I also was crying. My auntie would come and console me when the men were not around.

I prayed to god and decided to keep my courage and confidence even if I have lost the entire life. After about six months I had the biggest jolt of my life. Auntie told me, that he has married that bitch Ruth a few months back. Auntie told me that, that bitch had come back from Europe and had trapped him against even the wishes of her own parents, and that the bitch is already carrying his baby for 3 months. I felt that the entire world had cheated me and I was crying for days together. My mother and auntie took pity on me and tried their level best to soothe me, but they themselves would start crying.

Marie somehow, drove sense in all of us. She told it’s no use crying any thing as the worst of the things had happened and the best thing for me to do in life, even as a frustrated soul is to live with parents as single and be helpful to the parents. She said I am already a girl whether anybody likes it or not and that is the way my life would be thereafter. So it is better to accept the reality, which is the truth, than to live or die with impossible and impracticable solutions and cry every day. She told my father, let honey live as a girl and she will be happy and you also will be happy. Don’t force her to be what she cannot be. It will only kill both of you. My god the girl’s preaching really worked, if not immediately, gradually.

One day when my father was away my mom let me go upstairs where my auntie let me talk to him. He told me he still loved me, he did not like that bitch Ruth either, said he missed me. I told him amidst crying that he is the only one I could love in this world and that without him I am a deadwood. What he is talking to is only my corpse and I was dead the day I heard of his marriage with that bitch. After a year or so I was still under confinement. I was regular in taking the tablets and I became still more beautiful turning in to a buxom. But I missed my monthly visits and quarterly tests with the doctor, for six months. My replicate periods also occurred regularly every month and finally the ladies in the house decided to that it was time they told the men in the house. First the news was broke to my daddy by mom. He was shocked to know of the developments in me, as he was explained of my periodical pains, visits to doctor in Bombay, the tests, the conclusions, the advises and the treatment. He was told of the surgery that needed to be done on me. Things became very silent in the house as my daddy and uncle wore a strange look for the next couple of days. My first brother Mike was also explained of the things by daddy. Then one day in the night, when everybody had slept daddy and mummy came to see me. Daddy spoke up and said he was sorry for whatever happened. I started crying, he came near me and touched me and said that but for his deeds Danny would not have gone and would not have married that bitch Ruth now. Mom told both of us that let what happened so far, be so it and now onwards at least should the things become all right. Then it was decided to send Marie and my mom with me to visit the doctor at Bombay. We visited the doctor next month and I was admitted for all the tests in the hospital for three days and Marie and mom stayed along with me in the hospital. Then finally, after five days, the doctor broke the good news that I was ready for the surgery. He said that the surgery could be done at our city only and he would come with his team and would do it for me, provided the cost is borne by us. My mom, without a second thought, readily agreed saying that expense was not at all a problem. It was decided to plan the surgery conveniently later. He told me to stop taking tablets until he advised to resume. We all returned to Goa, happily and again daddy was updated of all that had happened. It was finally sailing smooth for me at home excepting for what Danny had ditched me.

After few months, suddenly one day my auntie and uncle rushed to Bombay and they came back saying that she had delivered a baby boy. Auntie was not so happy at what Danny was undergoing in Bombay as that bitch Ruth was torturing him. She said he was crying to auntie saying he missed me very much and now he realized all his mistakes and he deserved it all for his deeds. I also cried and said I miss him, as I still could not forget him and I still hoped to live with him. Auntie said what I am talking might not happen and it was only next to impossible.

A few more months passed by and finally my judgment day arrived, as the doctor fixed up all arrangements for my surgery and informed to keep me ready in another month’s time. Then it was 2^nd December 1998, Sunday and I was admitted in the hospital for surgery. They did all the tests and kept them ready for the doctor who came with his team on sixth of December. He and his team studied all reports and examined me for two hours. Doctor came and said hello and greeted me and I replied that I was happier on what’s going on. He remarked to morrow this time you would be cent percent lady. I could not say anything but thanks, all blushing with a red face. And next day early morning I was put under anesthesia and taken for surgery. I faintly remembered faces coming all over and slept. When I opened my eyes auntie was beside and she happily gave me gentle kiss on my cheek. I felt pain all over my body. She said its one full day after the operation and that doctor was extremely satisfied that the operation had been successful completely in all respects. I was put under painkillers and the doctor visited me on the third day. He inquired on my health and I said I am fine. Then he explained to me that I had been grown inside fully now and that I am full woman now. As I had been already on tablets for years, my body responded fully to the surgery. I have all female reproduction system inside me fully grown and the ovarian tube which was earlier connected to the intestine connected to buttocks side for want of pussy in the front had now been connected to the newly constructed pussy now. As a result I would have regular periods like a normal girl every month now. For the present month, the ovum had been removed, I would not have period. I can start taking tablets after three months. I would have to do regular dilations twice a day for at least six months and thereafter at least once a day for six more months. It’s all for my good and that I should be regular and systematic to achieve my womanhood perfectly. I returned home from the hospital after three full months. The doctor from Bombay visited me once a week and it was decided by my people that I would be kept in hospital till I am fully recovered and able to walk freely without any hitch. My recovery record was fantastic much to the amazement of doctors and staff. I had my first period as a girl in February next year, two months after the surgery and for the first time in life I proudly used the napkin pads. It was an exciting experience compared to the earlier monthly regulars. I did my dilations regularly. The dilations were initially painful, but I always think of Danny making love to me and pains would become feelings of making love and they became easier day by day. When I returned home from hospital, my room had completely been converted into a girl’s room and fixed up all my dresses and cosmetics and fashion wears and lots. Oh god! How much I longed for Danny to share the feelings and emotions at that particular point of time. My physique achieving perfection longed for his company and died in lust. Should I confess, one of the reasons why dilutions were less painful was the lust for Danny. While I enjoyed neo-womanhood I was deep entangled in the sadness of the Ruth episode. In the nights I used to cry silently and my mom and aunt got a hint of it. Thereafter, it was Marie who always gave me company in the night, sleeping in the same bed. We used to talk lot of things, which concern women and became more close than ever. The relationship was so close that she revealed her affairs during our school days and her love subsequently with Glen. I also started sharing all my intimacies with Danny, most of which she already knew but not so much in detail. Our friendship became very intimate in all respects.

Danny, as I heard from auntie and Marie was not happy either. Ruth had been torturing him mentally and he was getting deeply depressed. That bitch as they said is vampire and now getting tired of him. Her dad was big shot and wanted her to marry her a relative who was a filthy rich divorcee and living abroad. She finally ran way from him to her parents leaving the kid with him. I always knew that bitch would never get settled with one man or place. She is a sucker and that was it turned out to be. He was helpless and auntie and Marie went to console him and brought back with them, the one-year-old kid that was born to Danny and her. Marie told me that he was inquiring about me when they were returning but auntie was damn furious at him and had told that he deserved nothing to talk about me anymore. Truly speaking, that was the correct expression of my anger at him. But still my craze for him never left me alone at peace. He was the only opposite sex I ever knew intimately and that intimacy wouldn’t let me forget the memories that easy.

The kid they brought was beautiful and lovely. It was so cute and watching it would just let me got off my worries. I started liking the child gradually, and my auntie would bring it every day and I used to caress and fondle it and the kid and me started getting closer. Auntie said it thinks I am her mom and whenever it cried auntie brought it and it stopped crying. I used to feed it in bottle and one day it was crying so much that I opened my blouse and let it suck my nipples and what a surprise, it stopped crying instantly. It became so close to me that in the nights I could not sleep without it by my side and so was it.

My father was getting reconciled to all the happenings around me the last couple of years and uncle Sam had also had started moving with me freely. Whenever he brought something for Marie, there was one more of dress or whatever, for me also. The house had started recognizing me as the second girl after Marie gradually. I could sense the cheerfulness of the house getting back to everyone slowly. Danny’s son had become the favorite of everybody and he was identified with me together always. Auntie never used to discuss with me about Danny. But Marie used to tell me about him, whenever I had the mood to listen. He was still unhappy with her living separately and she had applied for divorce without alimony. He was frustrated and they got legally separated. Danny came home after a year, he was so shameful to see me face to face but was happy that the kid was all right and happy that I take good care of it. The child, Tony, was almost two now. Almost 2 days passed and finally we were alone facing each other. I was silent and first he broke the silence. He asked me how are you and I was still silent. Then he congratulated for my surgery and asked me if I was still angry with him. Still I could not speak with him as my anger still did not let my mouth open and at the same time I was shy to talk since it’s been very long. He was visibly upset and left the place and I regretted for not talking. He just commented saying I had changed a lot, meaning I am no more the Juan I used to be when we lived together. I got and angry and shouted saying I had not changed and I had not betrayed and married someone and lived coolly for two years and coming back and talking as if nothing had happened. Finally, after two more days, before he left for Bombay we talked briefly. It was just talking and nothing else.

After a few days, I received a card from him saying sorry. Again after a few days, he sent another card, saying he wants to forget the past like a nightmare and that he missed me and pleaded apology. I smiled on reading it. Marie started advocating for him. She reminded me of the life we lived in Bombay and I told her that I knew her brother as much as she knew and that I was just waiting for my mind to get off all the feelings naturally so that it would not again crop up later. Marie agreed totally and said that everybody in the house would be happy if we got reunited. I said finally that it was not that I never wanted it and that I was just waiting for a breakthrough. He came again under the pretext that he had come on business trip. This time I smiled at him on his arrival. Whenever I was around he cracked jokes and I also laughed. Finally in the evening, married took me to terrace and he was there waiting for me. Marie left and he started talking to me. I was silent and listening and he mad the move, came near me took my hands and held them and lifted my face and stared into my eyes. I asked what was it he looking for. He said he had lost his self in me and was searching himself in my self. I lost my control and tears came out and that moment he caressed me and held me tight my hands too automatically embraced him. He held my face in his hands and kissed me deeply. I did resist but it was just a pretending. That was the breakthrough and beginning and we talked and talked for hours and days together. Shared all the feelings in the last two years and he extended his stay. It was just talking and he never asked me that should he make love to me. Might be that had he asked, as I was much longing and weak, I never would have objected. But still it did not happen.

I was just remembering that it’s almost three years since I had returned after my graduation from Bombay. Whatever that had happened during the last three years had been a mix of happiness and sadness. Rather it was more sadness in that I lost Danny in my life to that bitch, Ruth and less of happiness in the form of the kid, Tony and the surgery to achieve my destiny that’s complete womanhood. Now Tony had started talking lightly, calling out mama and papa and all that. He did not remember Ruth as mother or Danny as father and all that he knew was me and only me. Marie had cleverly taught him to call me Mom and the kid could pick up me as Mom among the photos, and when it was asked who his dad is it correctly identified Danny. Auntie always used to refer me as his mom to him, calling out where is you mom, go to your mom and some such things. She said that I took care of the child much better than a natural mother would do. It is now two years and everybody in the house decided to celebrate its birthday grandly. Danny had also been called for his birthday. Everybody was happy and on the occasion after cutting birthday cake, it gave the cake first to me and then to him. Everybody clapped happily and it called me mom in front all. I was shy but delighted so I hugged the kid kissing him all over. Danny asked to my hearsay won’t I get too. I blushed and kept quiet. My dad commented that after so many days he was seeing happiness in my face. When the celebrations were over, the kid Tony cried and said I should sleep with it so I was forced to go upstairs in the kids room. To cut the story short, Danny finally trapped me over there. The child was fast asleep but I could not sleep. Old memories kept haunting me. At this moment the door opened and Danny stepped in. He came over and pretended as if I was sleeping. He shook me up and said he wanted to talk to me. And as I got up and was expecting him to talk, he proceeded and kissed me deeply arousing my buried desires. I told him to do the talking and nothing more, but I couldn’t resist for long. When he pleaded that he had suffered enough and looked deeply into my eyes, I couldn’t control my longing and tears. I cried and hugged him as he kept apologizing and we were so emotional that we both cried. He consoled me as his hands started fondling me and the lust in both of us got to heights like a jungle fire. He stripped me off, while talking of the olden days and started squeezing and sucking my tits. It had really been a longtime, three long years so I really went crazy and started trembling, when he said that’s a good girl now you are back in form. He caressed me and kissed me allover my body, whispering that I had also since changed a lot physically and had made him irresistible. He invented my neo-pussy and kissed it over there and licked a little bit as I started getting wet there and finally said he wanted to love me in there. Wow, how nice I felt as he slid his six-inch cock and he got the thrill of his life as I got the best feelings of my life. His cock slid in nicely into my pussy and he started moving up and down with so much delight and gentleness. The banging was a gentleman’s affair to a lady in all-perfect sense. Never in his life, as he confessed, had he had so much sensations and enjoyment running all over his mind, body and spirit. I too felt the same way as my virginity was being tattered off and I was being launched in to complete womanhood. The life at that point of time was fantastic, wonderful and ecstatic and we wanted to be together in that stance, for the rest of our lives. Finally I could feel his cock getting hotter and hotter, ejaculating his cum like gunshot into my cunt. Life was beautiful and lovely and our love was divine as I could see it visibly with my eyes and at that moment all my anger, grievance, sadness and hopelessness had all gone forever and joy and peace had descended unto me. We had reached the seventh heaven that night.

Next day, things became quite normal as I went to kitchen in the early morning and took the coffee for him to his bed as auntie and mom, were watching me with awe. Later as I was serving him breakfast, I could fell the eyes of mom, auntie and Marie staring through my back. And finally mom commented saying that, ‘what happened to honey, am I live or dead, she is doing what I did not dare imagine in my dream’. But auntie said, ‘come on Regina don’t spoil her moods, after all we see her back in form after three long years. Later I overheard my mom talking to my daddy. She cried in happiness and said that she saw me happy after a longtime and told him to be on my way. She said everyone in the house wished that I should be married to Danny. Daddy said nothing but his silence was the endorsement to mom’s view. Danny was happier now and he took Tony and me out to the beach and hotel. On return he proposed to me. I said I would not have any objection. He laughed and said that now I had learned to behave like a perfect bitch meaning like a typical woman.

And Danny had gone to Bombay again and we were back in romance now. Daily in the night he would talk to me and sent me I love you; I miss you, etc. cards. Almost every alternative day I received beautiful presents from him some of them dresses, cosmetics, jewelry and fashionables. It had become a regular scene and embarrassing too that when the courier man was sighted I was called aloud by anybody home. A few weeks later he informed that the court had finally granted him divorce and all connections what so ever with that bitch is severed off permanently. Another week later, auntie and mom went to Bombay to visit him as I was forced to accompany them along with Tony. I never knew that he never knew it. The moment he saw the kid and me at the airport, he shouted and jumped with joy that everybody around started watching me. I was embarrassed as he hugged and kissed the child and me. So were the ladies got surprised and were elated that, things had been reconciled between him and me and had become joyful. I after so much of time started watching him and found that there were lots of changes in him. He was now a matured man, so handsome and so manly. His apartment was in the same old fashion and every inch of the floor reminded me of the happier days we had together in Bombay and the memories only aroused my lust for him. I took charge of the household affairs, cleaned up the house and set things in order and helped him go to office. Needless to say I did the cooking entirely myself, of course with the help of the two ladies. Auntie and mom decided to extend their stay and told him to cancel the tickets, as they wanted to relax for a while. After he had gone to office, we chatted and had a frank discussion and finally I agreed that I wanted to marry him and that I would take care of him and kid. That night was special, as mom hinted me to go to his room and sleep and they would take care of the kid. I after hesitation went to his room and it was so fantastic. After a long time, we enjoyed each other in total privacy. We had sex and talked for a longtime and again made love. Next day onwards, things were so casual. Everyday evening he took us out to different places and restaurants and ladies went for shopping bought me all good stuff and a week thus passed away in no time. Wherever we went, I drew special attention and my mom and mom commented that they envied me as I had become a beautiful lady who can make the world spin in reverse direction. A week was over and we returned to Goa. The parting was tearful.

Back at home the parents discussed at length about me, for two full days and finally agreed to marry me to him. Wedding was planned in the same church where we had acted in dramas in our youth as bride and groom and the drama had come true in real life. As I had my graduation certificate, as per which I was a genetic girl aged 23, things became easier. The wedding was arranged within a short time and only select families, who knew of our affairs and all, were invited. There was a grand dinner in a hotel following the wedding. During the dinner, his daddy said he was very happy and confident that I would certainly take care of his son and grandson. After dinner, back at home for our nuptial my room had been decorated beautifully. We came home and had nuptial. The night was wonderful and we finally were united legally and in those rights we united physically and had wild sex with each of us aggressively loving the other. We undressed each other while kissing and thereafter he made me lay me on the bed and kissed and licked my body allover. I moaned hard as he kissed me on mouth and bit my lips while squeezing my tits in one hand and fondling and stroking his fingers into my cunt with the other hand. My cunt was completely wet and I could not control any longer so I was pleading him to fuck me. He came over me and slid his slim cock into my wet pussy and started moving up and down.

As he moved along my heats went off the limit and I started getting chains of orgasms while he was working out still. The heaven descended into my room and we sailed in the lake of ecstasy with eternal love. The stars were winking to the rhythm of his love strokes and the angels of heaven were singing to us in our ears while I was moaning and he was groaning. Finally he increased his speed hinting his nearness to his climax and I timed my orgasm to match the splash of his hotshot cum deep in to pussy sending waves of joy all over my body and blowing off my mind. He kept coming in loads and each of the loads went deeper and deeper and we lay in that posture for a while, even after the loving was over. After making love, we chitchatted and we enjoyed every minute of each other’s company. Thereafter, we again got aroused and he whispered that I should make love to him. I climbed on his top and mounted him. As he kept moaning, I spread my legs around his things and rode him. He groaned and confessed that he liked it and that I knew how exactly to ring off his sensual feelings. On top of him I felt on top of the world as my tits were dancing in the dark and he caught hold of them to squeeze as I got further aroused and increased my speed. Then I lay on him kissing and fucking him harder as he said baby love me harder. Then we sat up without parting and I was ramming him hard sitting on his thighs as he sucked my tits hard and biting my nipples as I was moaning and calling out love murmurings and he was groaning in his mouthful of my tits. We traveled in ecstasy and finally reached climax together holding each other tightly and kissing each other wildly. The moments were wonderful and the best of the joys ever got in life. We slept in each other’s arms as I was cuddling against him till late morning into next day and again had a mild sex the gentler way, a quickie, in the morning before we got up from the bed.

The next day was the ceremony for the bride and I was decorated in lovely attire and was greeted by all ladies around. As per custom he was called and was asked to promise me in front of all that he would protect me in all eventualities of life and I should support him in all hassles of life. Thereafter games were there wherein the bride and groom would familiarize themselves with each other. I enjoyed the ceremony and was proud to show myself as his beloved wife in front of everybody. During the function, I could see my brother Glen and Marie always moving close to each other. I could guess that they were in love. Might be the next wedding would be theirs. Mike was not interested in getting married right now.

We went to Nepal for honeymoon for a week. Auntie also came along to take care of the kid. We enjoyed the trip to Katmandu as husband and wife as we did a lot of sightseeing, shopping and dining at restaurants. Of course, needless to say, the nights were filled with love and lust with him loving me and me loving him alternatively and as the emotional bondage between us getting stronger and stronger and closer and closer every day. The desire to lover each other only increased as the days passed by. After the trip we returned back to Goa.

Back at home, we stayed for some more days. And finally started with the kid for Bombay to live our life. The entire family came to Bombay and stayed for a while to settle us in the household. As man and wife, we took the blessings of our parents, before they departed. My dad finally said that now he realized that I was his daughter right from birth and he said my mom was always right. Uncle addressed me as lady and advised me take care of his son. Marie, Mom and auntie hugged me and cried for long and I too cried emotionally. They all took the flight and went away. We were happy together at last. It’s almost seven eight months of our married life. Danny had promised every one of us that he would move his job to Goa soon. We hope to celebrate our first anniversary in our hometown, Goa. An important event in this half-year was that the gynecologist had a doubt that I may be pregnant. And I was. Its two months now. Thanks to all the gods that my prayers had been answered and our family tree would have one more branch in my name. And I am the happiest woman in this universe. The entire family came over to Bombay and was jumping in joy on this news. Needless to say my mom cried and so was my auntie and Daddy and uncle too were emotional. Danny also announced his decision to quit his present job and have a break for a year or so and thereafter would go for a position in another company having its business at Goa. I think slowly he may set up own business or may eventually get in to the family business. Mom and auntie decided to have my delivery be at Goa in the best hospital that had come up recently. They wanted to move me out to Goa at the earliest. Within the next couple of months, we moved out to our hometown, Goa, and have settled there. The life had become so wonderful for me, with Danny and the entire family around me, living at my own house and reliving my childhood as a grown up woman. Life is really wonderful. The only thing I missed was my baby and I have started dreaming for a daughter, a beautiful and cute little girl, to fulfil the dreams of my life.

Dear readers, I had been the luckiest child of my family. I was born a boy but inside me god had hidden the woman. I grew up as a girl in infancy then was disciplined into a boy in youth. With the help and support of the ladies and with the mild resistance of the men at home, I could fall back to my natural feelings. I was fortunate in that I never had the resistance and hassles that others like me in this world had faced. I was lucky to have a lover from even before my birth and to live with him even as a transgender and enjoy the life. I also had the chance to get to know and experience the betrayal and the consequent hell of a life. I was successful in reassigning and correcting myself into the gender that is the womanhood to which I belonged. I was lucky to be the biological wonder to be the only sexually reassigned person in this universe to develop and regain the reproduction system that god had hidden inside me. Again I was the most fortunate to be cared and loved by my entire beloved. Finally of all, I was the lady lucky to win back my lover from a bitch and get myself entangled with him in an unbreakable bondage that would last in all our rebirths in the centuries to come. And on top of all, I am luckiest person, luckiest ever in the entire age of mankind so far on the planet earth, to attain motherhood naturally, which quite a few of the women are not fortunate enough. To conclude I would only say, ‘God is Great’ and ‘Life is Beautiful’.

I solicit all of your blessings. I need it for my family, Danny, Tony, the kid I am going to beget and finally me. May this universe be full of love, peace and joy.

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