Somebody Special               by: Sarah Jones

 

It was a beautiful day. The sun shone down on the girl in the green dress as she looked out over the fields from where they sat and dreamed. She dreamed that this would last forever but she knew it wouldn’t. Sometimes life was so cruel and difficult to everyone but she often thought that it was especially cruel to her. She could feel the wind blow gently across the bare, hairless skin of her legs and the cool feeling as it blew across her panties and she knew that she wanted to be here forever. Her companion was a girl in her early teens who wore a similar dress to herself. The girl reached over and kissed her cheek.

Alexis awoke to realise that it was only a dream. The presence of a lump in her panties told her that. She sat up in bed and started to cry. She so wanted to be like the girl in the dream but she knew it would be difficult. The male part of her was battling the female part and she knew that it would always be that way. She got out of bed and looked at the clock. It was 7am and the dawn was breaking over the city. As she walked across the room she felt the soft satin of her night-dress brush across her legs and the slightly erect penis in her panties became more erect. She wandered through to the bathroom and started to run a bath. When it was ready she allowed herself a time of peace and relaxation. She shaved all the hair from her body and then climbed out of the bath. She dried herself, put on the pale blue dressing gown and sat down at the dressing table. She combed her long black hair until it shone and then tied it into a ponytail.

She stared dreamily at the reflection in the mirror as she decided what to wear. She went to the drawer and took out a neutral coloured bra and white panties. She slid the panties over her smooth hairless legs and up towards her groin. Before she pulled them up completely she place a panty-liner into the crotch and tucked her penis under herself. She put on the bra and placed two seed breast-forms into the cups. A pair of opaque knee-high stockings completed her underwear and she sat back down at the mirror and put on her makeup. When she had finished she walked to the wardrobe and opened it. Inside there were many different pieces of clothing and she finally chose a white T-shirt and a pair of tight fitting blue trousers. She put these on and looked again in the mirror. She knew that today she would either be accepted or that Alexis would die and Alexander would return for good. As she brushed her hair out into a feminine style she thought back over the years she had been cross-dressing and had hidden this from her fiancé. Today she hoped to face this at last.

Before she stepped out into the hazy sunshine of the city she checked herself in the mirror one more time then picked up her coat and handbag. She walked through the quiet streets until she came to the railway station and there she waited for the arrival of the one she loved.

The train drew into the station and Alexis felt the butterflies in her stomach start to turn summersaults. She saw Jane step from the train and walk up to the concourse. Alexis watched the girl walk towards her and realised how good she looked with almost no effort. Her tight blue jeans looked great while the white T-shirt she wore accentuated her large chest. She wore a green fleece jacket and carried a small rucksack. Alexis saw the look of shock that appeared on her lovers face when she realised who it was she was wandering towards. Alexis stepped forwards and took Jane’s hand in her own.

Jane was silent as they went back to the flat and when they entered she sat down and stared. Alexis sat down next to her and again took her hand. She saw the question in her lovers eyes but waited for her to ask it before giving the answer. Jane’s question was simple. Two words "how long?". Alexis thought for a moment before answering. She told Jane of all the years, all the lies and all the hurt that she felt inside. When she finished Jane asked Alexis to come through to the bedroom. When they entered the room, Jane closed the curtains and slowly removed the T-shirt and trousers. The look of disbelief increased when she saw how carefully Alexis had hidden her penis away. Alexis took off the stockings and put on her dressing gown before walking to the kitchen to get them both a drink. When she came back Jane had opened the wardrobe and the look in here eyes said that she had never suspected that there was this much.

They both drank their drinks before Alexis asked the two questions that had bothered her for so many years. "Can you love Alexis as much as you loved Alexander?" and "Can you forgive me for not telling you sooner?". There was a long silence as both of them considered the pro’s and con’s of this change. Jane’s voice was quiet as she asked why she hadn’t been told sooner about Alexis. The reply was simple. "I was afraid. Afraid of what you would think, what you would do and what others would think." Jane took Alexis’s hand gently and told her not to be afraid to be who you are. "You are special to me however you are and others will have to accept you as you are too. I still love you as much." When she said this I knew that she was my Sombody Special.

 

 

 

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