Secrets Revealed

by Scott Morgan

 

About a year ago A friend came to me with a secret to bare. Jeff told me it was something he had needed to get out for a long time but couldn't find the strength or courage. But he found the strength that day. Jeff told me he was gay. It came as a total surprise to me. Jeff was a star athlete and always had a girlfriend. Jeff when how why I asked?

Remember last summer when I went to stay with my aunt?

Yeah you went to check out college's right?

Yeah I did but I met a guy along the way. It started off innocently enough Scott. But then we kissed then sex and by the end of the summer I was practically living with him.

Oh man no more that's enough Jeff I don't need the details. Well how long have you known Jeff?

I don't know I guess my whole life practically? And don't think it hasn't been hard Scott. All those time we were out chasing girls and talking about sex, I was looking at guys and thinking about dick. It didn't really get bad until about two years ago. I was with Jenny then.

Yeah I remember Jenny she was hot.

Well do you remember how I said I fucked her almost every night? Well I lied. I've never been with a girl.

What?

Jenny would have been my first. I just couldn't do it Scott. The one time I was with her turned out horrible. She was on the bed naked, and as hard as I tried I just couldn't get hard. I just couldn't do it Scott. To be honest the thought of pussy has been a big turn off to me for sometime now.

Wow, I never knew Jeff.

Scott you can't imagine the feeling of relief I have telling you this.

Oh I can imagine Jeff. It must have been awful keeping it in.

You have no idea Scott. Could you do me one favor though?

Of course you're my best friend Jeff.

I would really appreciate it if you would tell anybody about our talk. My mom and sister know and that's it besides you.

Don't worry Jeff what happened here stays here I promise.

I left Jeff's house still a bit shocked over what I had just found out. It didn't bother me it was just unexpected. Finding out that my best friend was gay was the last thing I had expected to hear.

The next 6 months went by and Jeff's confession started to weigh on me. I really admired the courage it took to come out to me. It got me thinking about a secret of my own. Since I was around the age of 7, I had been crossdressing. I haven't always been very discrete when it cam to hiding it from my parents. When I was 8 I got caught wearing my sister's Wonder Woman Underoos. Mom wasn't that upset, in fact she thought it was cute. She did make me change though. When I was 14 I got caught again. This time I had my sister's bra and panties. I was a little embarrassed being seen wearing her clothes. Mom sat me down and gave me a long talk. Basically she told me it wasn't appropriate for boys to wear girls pretty under panties. I remember asking her why? The question actually stumped mom. She finally told me it was because boys weren't supposed to like pretty feminine things. To be honest her answer didn't make much since. My dad eventually found out and he was furious. He spent a couple of years trying to force my desires out of me. Of course it didn't work. I kept dressing and mom kept catching me. Finally she gave in and promised to buy me some of my own clothes if I promised to stay out of my sister's things. Of course I didn't. But like Jeff I was feeling the need to talk about my own secret. It wasn't just my crossdressing either. Lately I was starting to question my own sexuality. I wasn't starting to believe I was gay or anything but I was becoming very curious. I decide the best course of action was no action. I figured if I pushed the thoughts from my mind, they would go away. Unfortunately that wasn't the case. The more I tried to suppress the feelings the greater I felt them. I finally couldn't take anymore. I needed to talk about it. So I invited Jeff over. I told Jeff I needed to talk about something. Jeff seemed ready to listen. I paused for a moment to gather my nerve. Then I blurted out, I like to crossdress and I think I might be gay!

Jeff responded with you like what and you might be what Scott?

Gawd it felt good to tell someone. You heard me Jeff.

Wow and I thought I had a big secret. Why did you what so long to tell me Scott?

I guess I just wasn't ready yet Jeff. You of all people should know it's a big steep.

Yeah that's true Scott. So how long have you been this way?

Oh man for as long as I can remember. Well at least crossdressing the gay part only started in my mid teens.

Have you ever been with a guy Scott?

No never but I just can't get the thought of me being dressed and being taken by a man out of my head. It's weird too because no one but my mom knows about my crossdressing.

Wow this is definitely some good news.

Good news good news? What the hell is good about wanting to dress like a girl and being gay Jeff?

I just meant it was good because I have something in common with a friend.

Gee that makes me feel much better Jeff, thanks!

I didn't mean it like that Scott. Besides you only said you might be gay. How do you know you are?

I don't know I just get these feelings sometimes. I have even been wishing I would have been in your place last summer.

Wait a second Scott, you mean to tell me you wish it was you living with a guy? You're telling me you wish it was you giving the blowjobs and taking it in the ass?

Yeah lately I do wish it were me. So what do you think Jeff am I gay?

Hell I don't know but I would have to say it's a real possibility.

Oh that's just great Jeff.

Hey you asked me for my opinion.

I know I'm just so confused right now.

Well believe me when I say I know how you feel.

I just wish I knew for sure, it sucks not knowing.

Oh yeah I know. Hell I may have ever known if I had gone to my aunts Scott. I'll make a deal with you Scott. If you ever want to find out just give me a call ok? Besides I always did think you were cute.

My best friend hitting on me was all I could take for a one day. I spent a lot of time over the next week thinking about my conversation with Jeff and the fact that I might be gay. I was hoping it wouldn't come to it but it finally did. On the following Saturday I gave Jeff a call and told him I was ready to find out. Jeff had a definite sound of anxiousness in his voice when I told him. We made plans to meet at my place at 5pm. I spent the entire day getting ready. Mom and dad were out of town and my sister was on a trip with her friends. Making myself presentable for Jeff was an all day affair. I had to shave my legs and pits and wax my bikini line. Plucking my eyebrows took longer than I thought and my hair was impossible. The only easy task of the day was my bubble bath. After I had groomed myself I had just enough time to get to the store and pick out an outfit. The lingerie was the easy part. I picked out a pair of matching pink and white satin bra and panties. I accented them with white silk stockings and a lace garter belt. The actual outfit was much harder. I eventually went with a pleated skirt and a camisole top. I rushed home with just enough time to get dressed. Before I knew it I heard the doorbell ring. My heart was beating a mile a minute. I took one last opportunity to primp myself in the mirror then headed down to get the door. I opened the door and my heart jumped when I saw Jeff, he looked great.

Please come in Jeff. Jeff walked in and handed me a flower. Thank you Jeff that was sweet.

You're welcome Scott. And I have to say you look very nice.

Thank you Jeff you look nice too.

I barely had time to shut the door before Jeff was on me. I guess he didn't want to give the chance to change my mind. Jeff grabbed me and pulled me close. I could feel his heart beating. He leaned in and kissed me. My body started tingling when our lips met. I could barely breath. Jeff pressed his lips against mine again. When he did I felt his tongue touch my lips. I opened my mouth and felt his tongue slip passed my lips and into my mouth. I felt like I was going to melt in his arms. Jeff stopped kissing me and asked me how I was doing. I didn't answer; instead I took his hand and lead him to my room. This time it was me who wasn't wasting time. I grabbed Jeff and feel backward onto the bed pulling him with me. We landed hard and Jeff was on top of me. Jeff started kissing me and his hands were all over me. He slide his hands down and slowly lifted my skirt up to reveal my satin panties. I spread my legs and Jeff moved between them. He started dry fucking me and I loved it. I could feel his cock growing hard as he rubbed it against me. My cock was getting just as hard. I reached down and slide my hand in his pants. I was so scared, I wasn't sure how I would react when I felt his cock. My hand finally touched it and I liked it. Jeff got up and slowly started removing his clothes until all that remained were his underwear. I watched as he slide them down and his rock hard cock popped out. I had never seen anything more beautiful in my life. Jeff got back on the bed and I spread my legs. He reached down and took my panties in both hands. He began pealing them back until they were off. Jeff leaned back down and started kissing me again. I was in heaven. I lifted my legs and wrapped them around Jeff's waist as a signal that I was ready. Jeff undid my legs and lifted them into the air. He positioned his face by my asshole. I felt his tongue flick against it. I couldn't believe it; Jeff was eating my ass. Every time his tongue touched me I felt a wave of pleasure shoot through me. Once Jeff was sure I was properly wet he got up and placed the tip of his cock against my asshole. He started pushing it in and it was the most excruciating pain I had ever felt. I screamed out and Jeff stopped. Once my breathing slowed Jeff continued working his cock into my ass. It took some time but he finally got it in. Jef worked in and out of me until I was comfortable. When I felt I was ready I looked up and told Jeff to fuck me. Jeff went all the way, he wasn't holding back. For twenty minutes Jeff fucked my ass. Slowly I felt Jeff's cock was loosening my once tight virgin ass. Jeff started moving faster and he began grunting. I was pretty sure he was about to cum. My suspicions were confirmed when Jeff yelled out he was going to cum. For a few moments nothing felt different. But then I felt a warmth spread inside me. I knew it was Jeff's cum filling my ass. I pulled him tighter I didn't want it to end. Jeff kept fucking me and I could feel and hear his cock squishing inside me. I had only had sex with one girl and it sounded the same. I could only imagine I was feeling the same thing a girl felt when her man came in her pussy. Finally Jeff was spent and he collapsed on top of me. The two of us laid there for a while just breathing heavy. I could feel Jeff's warm cum leaking from my ass. I looked over at Jeff and asked him if it was normal for cum to leak out after sex? Jeff looked back at me and said you better get use to it because your going to have a lot of my cum leaking from your ass. I rolled over and fell asleep with Jeff holding me.

The next morning I got up before Jeff. I put on his button up shirt and a pair of panties. I could still feel the sticky crusty mess Jeff had left between my ass cheeks. I went into the kitchen and made some coffee. I went back into the room just ass Jeff was waking up. I slid down beside him in bed and offered him my coffee. I think Jeff liked the attention I was giving him. I was laying beside Jeff still basking in my glow from the night before when Jeff asked me a question.

So Scott do you think your gay?

I smiled and said I don't know yet Jeff but I would sure like to find out.

Jeff and I spent just about everyday together after that night. About a month later Jeff asked me if I would be his girlfriend? I was at a lose for words. Of course I would be his girlfriend I told him. And to show him how much I loved him I dropped to my knees in front of him. I reached up and undid his pants. I took his cock in my hand a removed it from his underpants. I leaned forward and wrapped my lips around his head. I started sucking a slowly let his cock work down my throat. I sucked on it for 15 or 20 minutes letting it slide in and out of my mouth. Finally I tasted his warm thick gooey salty cum start to spray in my mouth. I swallowed shot after shot until he finished. Of course I let a little drip out so my new boyfriend could see just what a little cum slut he had turned me into.

By the end of that summer Jeff and I were still a couple and our sex life was great. I was starting to dress more. Jeff liked being gay but having a girlfriend. I liked being gay and having a boyfriend. Eventually I made the decision to live full time as a girl. I talked to Jeff about it and he agreed with me. I started taking hormones and over the next few months I watched as my body changed. Jeff was very supportive of my decision as long as I didn't get the full operation. I wasn't interested in having a pussy but I did want to assist my development in any way I could. I had a long discussion with Jeff about the possibility being castrated. Jeff wasn't for the idea at first but he eventually liked the idea of having a castrated girlfriend. After the operation to remove my testicles my transformation was greatly enhanced. Of course this made it impossible to hide my transformation from my family and friends. It didn't matter though because Jeff finally asked me to marry him and I accepted. I have to say I haven't regretted anything. It wasn't the easiest journey I had ever made but it turned out to be the best journey of my life.

  

  

  

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