Reborn!

by Cathy Evans

 

Chapter 3 - The Awakening!

Gary awoke the next morning to a strange warmth. He thought he must still be dreaming of Justine. As he became more awake he recognized the source of part of his strange feelings, Justine. Her mouth to be precise. It was at this time covering his cock, his balls too in Justines warm mouth. Her tongue was just rolling his cock and balls around gently in her mouth. A pan of hot water, a washcloth, and a towel were on the bed nearby. She had obviously just washed the remnants of his invasion of her asshole just hours ago.

"Good morning my love", she said, smiling into his eyes. "Sleep well?" She had already showered, made herself up, and repaired the damage to her silky mane. She looked simply gorgeous to Gary, who still had a hard time convincing himself that this was not a real female he had spent the better part of 6 hours making love with.

Justine was wearing only a red and black lace waist cincher, bra, stockings, heels,and a transparent black pegnoir gown. Gary still had not discovered the reason for the rest of his unusual warm feeling in his insides, until he woke up enough to look down at Justines smiling face and noticed the 3 straps around his waist and legs. The reason for the warmth was a soft rubber cock pushed deep into his ass! Justine laughed as she watched his facial expression turn from questioning to shocked knowledge. " It's OK baby," she said, " I just want you to get used to the feel of a cock in your ass before the big night!" Garys shocked expression told her she had better explain her statement.

"Who are Elaine and John, darling?", she asked. "You have been talking in your sleep about them, and I'm really curious about this 'party' you were afraid of. Did they molest you as a child or something? Please tell me about it, you can trust me. After all- think what you could do to me if you told anyone about Justine."

Gary thought about his predicament, and his plan to turn things around before deciding to tell Justine everything. He had not planned for last night to happen- but he was glad it did, and he did not want to hurt Justine. He lay back un the pillows, Justines head resting on his shoulder as he explained how he met John and Elaine, as well as what had happened at their last meeting. Gary ran his fingers through Justines silky hair as he explained how he intended to deal with his "masters", and how his initial visit to Justin for help led him to realize which way he really wanted his life to go. "Those BASTARDS", Justine hissed through her teeth, (Gary had stopped even thinking of her as Justin) "Gary", she said, "I'll help you with those two swine. Yoy are too great a guy to have to deal with something like this alone. I don't want you to think you're alone ever again. I love you, Gary, I really do."

They walked into the kitchen holding hands, planning their revenge. Gary soon learned that Justine could be a formidable foe as she detailed how she would like to help Gary deal with Elaine and, in particular, John.

After breakfast, along with planning for the party to come, Gary retired to the bedroom for another round of frenzied lovemaking. Gary had completely forgotten about the cock in his ass; he was almost oblivious to its intrusion, and quite comfortable with its presence in his rectum. Justine wondered if he had any idea how big it was.

"Gary, doesn't a cock in your ass feel wonderful?",she asked. "I wish I was big and hard enough to love you but the hormones to feminize me have shrunk my cock almost by half, and I can't get really hard anymore. My cousin Gail deserves a better fucking than I can give!" Gary had to think for a minute what Justine was talking about when she said "My cousin Gail" Then he remembered - that was the name Justine had decided to give his other self! He loved the name - it had a softly feminine quality about it. He started to draw a picture of 'Gail' in his mind - becoming hard at the thought of his rebirth and awakening as the female side of his psyche.

"Do you really think we can pull this off, my love?" he asked Justine. " After all - I'm not anywhere as petite or pretty as you are. I'm not sure I can really pass as a woman."

Justine just smiled sweetly into his eyes, running her fingers through his hair before replying, " Baby, it's not really necessary for you to look completely female for the present. That would spoil the illusion for your 'friends'. You have to have some time to think this through before you decide if this is what you truly want to do - there's no turning back once the transformation progresses to far. And if you come to that decision - I will guarantee you in 6 months your own mother will not recognize you!"

Gary shuddered involuntarily as the significance of Justines statement penetrated his mind. Justine noticed his mind begin to grasp her statement, then softly brushed his cheek with her fingers. "Please, darling, don't worry about this. I won't let anything happen to you. I swear it. I've been fighting these battles in my mind all my life - I know what you're thinking - I know your fears. Trust me, we can do this!", she whispered.

Gary considered the humor of Justines statement. Here was what he once thought to be a weak, effeminate sissy - albeit a friendly and unthreatening one - taking the firm hand for him, Mr. Macho! He could see the strength that had come from the adversity of Justines life; and he drew his own strength from it. This was one incredible lady! He laughed to himself as he thought back to a statement made by a transexual he saw on Oprah not long ago, in response to a burly creep who must have been incredibly insecure with his own identity. The guest listened to this jerk for a few minutes, the pronounced with as much sarcasm as possible, "You want to know something jerk?, you have just demonstrated to 5 million people that a dick does not make a man any more than a pussy makes a woman."

While the offending words were bleeped out, anyone could read her lips well enough to know what she had said, and the audience response clinched the issue. The jerk didn't know whether to shit or go blind! Gary had laughed as hard as the audience, much to the dismay of his buddies in the office.

Then the TS sent his brain reeling when she pronounced, "What you are is what is in your mind - not between your legs. The rest is just window trimming, or accesories. Your sex is what kind of genitals you have - your GENDER is what is in your brain - what you percieve yourself to be. Everyone - whether they choose to admit it or not - has both masculine and feminine traits. Which of those is the dominant one determines your gender. Therefore, a genetic male who has dominant feminine characteristics could be- and usually is - MORE feminine than most women. Of course, they same is true for genetic females."

Gary pondered the significance of that statement for a long time. The utimate truth of it was proven by one afternoon spent with Justine. Now the conundrum was his. Was his feminine side really starting to dominate him, or was it a reaction to his predicament. Did he really intend to live the rest of his life cross-gender, or would circumstances force him to play roles like Justine. He was in deep thought about that very issue when he felt Justines arms encircle him and kiss him lightly on the lips.

Gazing into his eyes and saying softly," I know, baby, it's hard. Think real hard about all this, I don't want you to make a mistake that you'll regret forever. The decision can only be yours - and it's impossible to take it back after its begun. For now - come with me - we have work to do. Relax and enjoy what I do to you in step one!"

(to be continued in chapter 4 - the transition)

 

 

 

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