Professor Prick

by Karin Roberts

 

My First Year

 

Around a month later I had my first appointment with a Gender Reassignment Consultant. My mother and I had to embellish the truth a little and say that I had been cross dressing for years and not just a few months. With that out of the way a few month's later I began hormone treatment. I was finishing of my first year at College as Craig and dressing as Nikki in the evening and weekends. I was in regular contact with Eddie updating him on how the treatment was going and keeping our long distance relationship very much alive. I was getting closer and closer to his mother going on frequent weekend shopping trips with her. I felt embarrassed as she spent lots of money on clothes shoes, make up etc and would often try to get her not to buy me stuff but the answer always came back the same "If you can't spend your money on your own family then who can you spend it on." Eddie would reassure me during our long telephone calls that I should just take what she bought without question saying that I was a substitute for the daughter she never had and our trips were valuable retail therapy for her as she was often quite lonely in what up until now had been a family of men. Very soon I had a bursting wardrobe with clothes and shoes for every occasion imaginable casual, smart, formal you name it I had it.

Elsewhere my Mother's relationship with Robert was blossoming and they were now very much an item. Robert had never know me as anything else as Nikki and as far as I was aware my Mother had never told him that I was really a boy undergoing a sex change, so he treated me very much as his girlfriends daughter taking me to the pictures asking if I missed Eddie taking me and my Mother shopping all the thing's that a normal family would do. My Mother too was blossoming gone was the hurt that I had never really noticed before that my Father had inflicted on her she was taking much more care in her appearance she was more outgoing and I think having me around helped as well as with a daughter she could now share her feeling's and likes more than she could have previously with Craig. Our conversations now revolved around fashion, make up, cooking, love story books and our activities were typical Mother daughter type activities. All in all everyone was bearing up well.

As my first year at college came to a close there were some doubt's begin to surface after all I had now made a group of friends at college so how would they react to Nikki coming back next year as with the changes in my body beginning to become noticeable then there was no way the Craig could return next year. As luck would have it, my Mother received a promotion in her job which meant that she was moving to work to a town a few miles away. This was also closer to Robert so after discussing it with me she decided to move in with Robert me along with her. Given that we were moving towns then I chose to move Colleges and we made an appointment to see the Principal of the college. We met with him and explained the situation that I was transgender and that I wished to continue studying but as Nikki. He was very understanding and my grades had been sufficiently good at my previous college that he was happy to offer me a place. With that off my mind it was time for us to settle down and make arrangements for the move. Eddie's mother was a bit less happy as it meant that we might not be able to spend quite as much time together but I reassured her that our shopping trips would continue and this seemed to please her no end.

It was during one of those shopping trips a few weeks after we had moved that I thought that my cover was to be blown. We had just finished shopping in some stores in town as usual Eddie's mother had lavished gifts on me clothes, shoes and some make-up thing's that I barely needed. Having been out all afternoon we headed for a local bar to grab a drink before I headed off home. We entered the bar and found a booth at the back. Putting down the parcels Eddie's mother announced that she needed to visit the ladies so I went over to the bar to get us a glass of wine. I never noticed the guy's at the bar but as I ordered the two glasses of wine from the barman I glanced to my right. To my horror there stood Gordy and Andy with some other guy's I did not know. Before I could avert my eye's Gordy looked at me and said "Hello darling, don't I know you from somewhere" "No I don't think so I" mumbled as I picked up the glasses and with a quickly beating heart headed back to the booth. Sitting down I picked up my bag and took out my cigarettes nervously lighting one and inhaling deeply I blew a cloud of smoke into the air. Staring at the table I hoped that that was the end of it and he would just leave it at that, some chance!!

A minute or so later he steps across the bar and slides into the booth beside me. "I'm sure I know you from somewhere did you go to The Grammar" he asks "No" I said quietly. His arm slid along the back of the booth and rested on the wood panel. "Well I think we really should get to know each other" he said moving slightly closer to me as I tapped ash nervously from the end of my cigarette. As he moved closer his hand strayed towards my knee coming to rest on it he gently massaged it as I froze at his touch. "And what do you think you are doing young man" came the noise from behind him as Eddie's mother returned from the bathroom. "Beat it grandma, I'm just getting to know this little fox" "Well you thug that little fox as you call her is engaged to my son so just take your hand off her leg and get away from her." "Ok Ok keep your wig" on he replied as he stood up, turning to me he winked and said "Some other time then babe when grandma's not around" and walked away with a smirk on his face. "You Ok Nikki" she asked as she sat down beside me , taking a large drag on my cigarette still unsettled by my run in with Gordy I said "Yeah I think, can we just leave" I asked finishing my glass of wine in one go she did likewise and we got up to leave. As we walked to the door Gordy called out "See you sometime babes" rubbing his groin area with his hand as he spoke "Oh and grandma I would probably do you as well if I had another couple of drinks" he called as the door closed behind us. "What a disgusting young man" she said "You don't really know him" she asked. "No I've seen him somewhere before but I don't know who he is" I lied as we walked to the car.

In the safety of the car as we drove home I realised just how far Nikki had now come, here was a guy who just over a year earlier had been a friend and had beaten the shit out of me had failed to recognise the new me. If he had known that it was the old Craig he was trying to pick up and had been groping his knee then he would probably have inflicted grievous bodily harm and then some. A wry smile crept over my face as we approached home Nikki was really taking shape and her new life was firmly on track!

As we approached the anniversary of my engagement to Eddie, Nikki's body was really taking shape, I had developed a size 38 breast size and my waist was narrowing in general my skin seemed softer my hair had now grown to just below shoulder length and was very thick and luscious. Several colouring's had now led to it being a golden blonde in colour. I had grown used to having long nails and with each visit to the beauty parlour I seemed to increase the length of them by a fraction at each visit. All in all I was happy with my progress, as was the doctor overseeing my transition to female. I had a group of girl and male friends at college who accepted Nikki without any doubt that she was a natural girl who was devoted to her boyfriend at University. I had a great relationship with Eddie's family and my mother could not have been more supportive of my decision to change sex. But just when you think that life is perfect there is always something that puts a spoke in your wheels!!

  

  

  

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