Please Help Me

by Louisa

 

Part 3

 

This goes out to Muffy!!!

I walked to my car, the cool breeze sent unfamiliar feelings to me running through the soft material of the clothes I was wearing.Even though I was in the safty of my own drive I felt very consious about people seeing me, infact I was shaking with fright and trepidation, I sighed with relief as I got to my car and shut the door, I was safe, for now.

My hands were shaking as I fumbled with the keys to start the engine and drive slowly down my drive and out onto the main road for my fifteen minute journey to the office.

The drive there was uneventfull, I was safe in my car, nobody looked twice at me, then came the moment of dread as I pulled into the office complex car park and shut off the engine.

I sat shaking for a few moments before opening the car door and stepping out into the morning air, I closed the door and opened the rear one to retrieve my briefcase, closed the door and locked the car via the remote control.

I walked nervously towards the office block, my knees were week and I think I was sweating from the forehead as well.

I entered the foyer and walked to the security desk to show my ID to the guard, he didn't even look up at me, he just said good morning and waved me on.

I went to the elevator and pressed the button to allow myself to reach the 14th floor, I stood there trembling waiting for the elevator to arrive, constantly peering around to see if anyone else was entering the building, then there was the ding of the elevators arrival and the doors slid open.

I sighed with relief to find it empty and with trembling hands pressed the button that would carry me up to the 14th floor, to my office area, to my colleagues.

The ride seemed to take forever and I got lost in a hazey world only to be snapped out of it by the resounding ding of the elevator and the doors sliding open, I sighed and stepped out, out into what I thought was to be my impending doom.

I walked as casually as I could towards my desk, smiling and nodding a pollite good morning to my work mates over their partitions, then it happened, Phill jumped out at me from behind a screen, making me jump and sending me realing back a couple of steps.

"Good morning mate" He said "You had a good weekend?"

I got my breath back and looked at him nervously "errm, yes thanks" I replied "You?"

"Didn't do much, relaxed mostly" He replied, looking me up and down with a puzzled expression on his face.

"New look for you" he remarked "Going back to the seventies are you?"

I began to panic, he noticed, he noticed straight away that I was dressed differently.

"Just trying out new styles" I replied as calmly as I could "Sue reckons I look old before my time in those other suits"

"Well I don't know if thats the look you should go for mate, you look, well, kinda queer" His puzzled look taking on greater emphasis.

I began to panic again, even wearing trousers and a jacket the look was obviously feminine and for my friend to think I looked queer made my stomach wretch.

"You think so?" I asked him in a jokingly manner "Sue thought it looked, well, kinda cool"

Phill laughed "I think she's having you on mate" as he slapped me on the shoulder and headed back to his desk. The playfull slap made me immidiatly consious of the bra straps and my heart sank once again.

I made my way to my desk and slumped in my chair, I was feeling dejected, my mind had a thousand thoughts going through it, I was finding it increasingly hard to concentrate.

Few people came to see me at my desk that morning, but all those that did passed some comment about the clothes I was wearing, the guys kinda gave me a quizicle look, but the girls all commented on how nice my outfit was, this kept me blushing all the time.

At about 10:30 that first morning I headed for the bathroom, I had drank far more coffee than usuall, trying to keep my nerves from failing, I stood at the urinal and went for my fly zip, but of course there was nothng there, I was fumbling around trying to get the side zip of the trousers un-done and then pull the waistband of the trousers and panties over my penis and balls to give me the freedom to relieve myself, as I did this a figure stood at the urinal next to me, he looked at me then down at my fumbling hands then back at me again, only this time with a large smirk on his face. He finnished quickly, zipped himself up and headed for the sink to wash his hands, my stomach was in my throat as I looked down and noticed just a flash of peach satin, surely he didn't notice?? Oh please god, please no!!.

I finnished off and went and washed my now trembling hands, I left the bathroom and headed back to my desk, as I walked the length of the office I noticed the guy from the bathroom talking to some other people, they all turned and looked at me then went back to their little huddle, he HAD noticed, he must have, I was petrified.

I sat at my desk, my stomach was in knots and my face burning with shame and humiliation as I realised that I'd have to go into a cubicle every time I went to the bathroom from now on.

I tried my hardest to concentrate on my work, but the thoughts rushing through my mind were driving me to distraction as I kept looking at the clock and saw that dinner hour was creaping nearer and nearer, I groaned softly to myself as I felt a tear of fear and humiliation slip down my cheek.

I was startled by Phill "Comming down the pub for lunch mate"? he asked.

I was tongue tied as I explained that I needed to pop to the mall for something, but I may catch him up a little later.

I looked at the clock on my monitor, it was lunch time, I begain to shake uncontrollably as I pulled myself from my chair and headed out of the building to an hour of shear torture and humiliation.

I made my way to the mall and headed for the food court, people were giving strange looks as they went around their business, I went to the food counter and stood in line covinced that people behind me could see the outline of the panties and bra I was wearing, finally it ws my turn to order, I ordered a chicken salad and a bottle of minerall water and headed for a table.

I was shaking like a leaf as I took my seat, I knew what was going to happen next and could do nothing to stop it, I tried, believe me I tried, with all my will, but it happened, I slipped off the the jacket and placed it on the vacant chair beside me, I was now exposed to the world, the world could se me sitting there in a womans blouse and a bra showing underneath it, more tears started to flow gently down my cheek.

I tried to ignore it, I tried to blot it out of my mind, I tried to convince myself that nobody would notice as I sat solemly to eat my salad and take my pill.

Then it happened, a figure walked pass from behind, it was a woman, she turned her head and looked at me then raised her hand to her mouth to stifle a giggle, I paniced, it was a woman I'd seen before, she worked in the same building as me, I began to shake uncontrollably.

Before I knew what was happening, loads of people were walking pass me, some looking at me with amusement, others with confusion and others with a hint of disgust, I was crestfallen, I was humiliated, I was scared.

I couldn't take it, tears were welling up in my eyes, why was Sue doing this to me?, ok, so I had done the most ill fated thing any husband could do,but at this point I think I'd have prefered that she threw me out on my ear.

I opened the bottle of water and poured it into the plastic glass and with my hands trembling took out one of the little pills and popped it into my mouth followed by a sip of the water, my fate was now sealed for even longer.

I sat there shaking as I ate my unfullfilling salad and finnished the water, then it was time to head back to the office, I was so glad to get the jacket back on.

As I entered the office building the girl from the mall was standing in the foyer with some of her female colleagues, she looked over at me and nodded in my direction, her colleagues looked over to me then they all burst into fits of giggles, covering their mouths with their hands as if to try to hide their laughter.

I walked straight past them towards the elevator, trying my best to look like I didn't know what was going on and pressed the call button, there was a ding as the elevator door opened, I walked in only to be followed by the group of women.

As the elevator made it's accent the girl from the mall spoke.

"Hey, I went to that new lingerie store this lunch time,it's really fabulous, I bought a new BRA" The word bra was said with distinct emphasis and my body became rigid with fear.

"Really"? said another one of the girls "Oh it's just divine" the girl from the mall said "I'm going to go there again tommorow lunch time to do some more shopping"

"Oh I think we should all go to the store, it would make a FUN lunch time" All the women agreed that they would go shopping the following lunch time.

The elevator stopped at the tenth floor and the women started to exit, I was so relieved, the girl from themall was the last to leave, as she did she turned to me and spoke "Maybe you would like to join us"? All the women burst into fits of giggles and headed to their office, I was mortified, again tears filled my eyes as the elevator door closed and continued it's accent to my floor.

The elevator doors slid open, I paused before exiting and walked nervously to my section.

"Bloody hell, Lee" said Phill who was standing next to the blue partitioning screen that seperated our respective units, "you look worn out, what did you get up to at lunch time"?

I looked at him an told him I was fine and just had a busy weekend, then made my way to my desk, I coudn't handle it, I was shaking and had a constant lump in my throat.

I tried my hardest to get on with my work, but my concentration was lacking so much that I hardly got anything completed that afternoon.

At five oclock I started to leave for home, I got into the elevator and made my way down to the lobby, as I left the elevator, to my dismay I saw the same group of women from the lunch time, only this time they were with a group of men from I presumed their office, I made my way across the lobby towards the building exit, then it happened, a huge amount of laughter rang out, I turned briefly and saw the women pointing at me and the men holding thier sides laughing in my direction, I quickened my pace and exited the building as fast as I could, I needed the safety of my car, I needed to get home.

I made it to my car and quickly got in, locking the door, keeping myself safe, I had the sound of laughter still ringing in my ears so I turned the radio up really loud in a vain attempt to block out the deafening sound.

The drive home was horrible, traffc everywhere and even tho it wasn't the case, it seemed that every pair of eyes were looking at me, I decided to talk to Sue as soon as I got home, I had to put a stop to this madness before I myself went crazy.

I pulled my car into the drive behind Sue's, grabbed my vreifcase and went inside the house, Sue was in the kitchen, the moment I saw her, my blood boiled, I threw my breifcase to the floor in the hallway and begain to bellow at her.

"Sue!! you've got to put a stop to this madness, I can't take it, just kick me out, divorce me, anything, but stop this as from now, you have to or god help me I'll find away of puuting a stop to it mysefl, then I'll make YOU pay"!!

Sue just stood there in the kitchen arms folded under her breasts with a huge grin on her face.

"Have you quite finnished" She asked.

"No I havn't fucking finnished" I shouted, I was shaking with anger and a little fear, I could feel my blood pressure rising " I went through hell today, everyone was staring at me, even Phill said I looked queer, for fuck sake"

Sue just put her hand to her mouth and giggled, I broke down in tears.

I looked at her through blurry eyes, "You fucking bitch, you're enjoying every minute of this arn't you"?.

"Sit down at the table, Lee" Again I tried to will myself not to do as she asked, but I couldn't, I just couldn't stop myself from going and sitting as she ordered, Sue sat down at the other side of the table.

"Look at me, Lee" She said, I looked across at her, tears streaming down my face. a broad grin on hers.

"You brought this on yourself, you embaressed me, I bet your friend Phill knew about your little affair didn't he? I bet alot of people knew about it, how do you think that makes ME feel? well now it's my turn to embaress you, I'm going to show you what it's like to be uterly embaressed and humiliated, stay where you are, don't move".

Sue left the kitchen and headed into the lounge area, I was shaking, was what I did so bad? People have affairs all the time, hell, I've known a couple who have rebuilt thier marriages to even greater strength after one of them had, had an affair.

Sue came back into the kitchen carrying a few bags.

"I've been shopping today" she said, with a broad smile "I picked you up a few things" I didn't like the sound of that.

"Please Sue" I begged "Enough is enough, fucking stop this now!! I was yelling again.

Sue put the bags on the table "Have a look, Lee, look at what I've bought for you"

She opened the first bag and pulled out a grey T-shirt, it had pink pipping around the sleeves and collar, she then pulled out a matching pair of grey shorts, these had pink pipping aroun the leg openings and up the seems at the sides.

She then pulled a shoe box out of the bag and opened it, She puuled out a pair of white sneakers with pink laces and pink stripes up the sides.

"Isn't this just the cutest outfit, Lee"? She said "Just perfect for you visit to the gym at the weekend"

I sat there open mouth.

She then opened the second bag, She pulled out a flat looking box, "Tights" she said "For you to wear to work"

That was it, I was livid "No fucking way, Sue" I went to stand up but was cut off by a sharp "Sit" from Sue.

She pulled out seven of these packages, then another package came out "Stockings" She said "seven pairs also,and for your little outburst, you're going to be wearing stockings to work tommorow"

I felt the tears start to well in my eyes again.

She opened the next bag and pulled out a pink suspender belt "I've got seven in here to match your bra's and knickers and seeing you're going to be wearing stocking to work tommorow it's lucky I bought them,Sue giggled to herself and I burst into floods of tears.

Sue walked round to beside me, and ran her hand over my beard, "there, there, sweetheart, don't worry, you'll get used to wearing them, infact I think you should try them on right now, go upstairs to the bedroom, take your socks, shoes, panties and trousers off, I'll follow you up in a couple of minutes and help you put on your first pair of stockings, I bet you'll look so sexy" With this she handed me a peach suspender belt and a packet of stockings then started to giggle.

I tried my hardest to stay in the chair, I tried so hard that I almost passed out with the strain, I felt the blood rushing to my face, I don't want to do this, I'm a man for christs sake, but again my will power snapped and I found myself making my way up the stairs to the bedroom were I stripped off the bottom half of my clothing.

Sue then walked into the room, I was staring down at the floor and shaking like a leaf.

Sue picked up the suspender belt and walked around to behind me, not saying a word, she wrapped the suspender belt around my waist and fastened the hooks and eyes behind me, I flinched and began to shake even harder as I felt the suspenders knocking against my thighs.

"Sit on the bed" Sue ordered.

I sat down and Sue opened up the packet of stockings, She stretched on a little then started to roll it up on her hand, a bit like a do-nut, "Foot out" she said. I extended my left leg towards her and she began to roll the stocking up my leg very slowely alomost in an attempt to make this ordeal to last longer untill she reached my thigh. "Now the other one" She said and repeated the process with the second stocking, She then told me to stand up while she fastened the suspender tabs, I was immiediatly aware of the tugging sensation aroun my waist and on the stockings them selves.

"Go look in the mirror, Lee" Sue said with a giggle in her voice.

I walked over to the mirror and saw myself, I looked ridiculous, here was I, a full grown man standing in my own bedroom wearing a white blouse with a peach bra underneath and a peach suspender belt holding up a pair of black stockings, I tried not to cry but tears were allready running down my cheeks.

"Put your panties on and go back down into the kitchen, Lee" I've one more little thing before you cook our supper"

I slipped the panties back on and made my way back down to the kitchen, Sue followed me down a few minutes later, she put all my socks onto the kitchen table and also a large pair of scissors.

"Cut them up" She ordered.

I looked at her blankly, not really knowing what she was talking about.

"I said, Cut them up" She repeated.

Again I looked at her blankly, surely she didn't mean what I think she means?

Sue snatched one of my socks off the table the grabbed the scissors and sliced through the sock, then again and then again, untill the sock was completely ruined "Now you cut up the rest" She barked.

I sent a look of amazement to her "Why, Sue? I need socks you know?"

"No you don't, Lee, you have tights and stockings to wear from now on"

I gasped with fear, she couldn't be serious, I needed to beg again.

I began "Please Sue" But she cut me off, "DO it NOW, Lee"!! she ordered, before storming off into the lounge.

I picked up the scissors and then a sock, with trembling hands I snipped the sock, then another two times just as Sue had, within ten minutes I was sat at the kitchen table with a pile of useless cotton, I was devistated, I was shaking, I was scared.

Sue came back into the kitchen and sat down opposite me.

"Tommorow, Lee, you will be taking a sandwich to work with you for your lunch, because during your lunch hour you will be going back to the mall to get a manicure and pedicure, again you will remove your jacket while in the nail studio, I have allready made the appointment for you, so don't you dare be late"

I gulped, this was getting worse "Sue, Stop, don't make me do this, it's gone to far, stop this fucking craziness right now" I was livid, I couldn't take any more of this, I clenched my fist and waved it at Sue, a look of fear came over her, I had gotten through to her at last, now she would finnaly put a stop to all this.

"How dare you talk that way to me" She screamed "And wave your fist? you're pathetic" she continued.

"Now get supper ready, I'm hungry and don't bother preparing anything for yourself, you're not eating tonight"

I froze on the spot at the sound of my wife screaming at me, I really thought that I had finnaly got through to her, I had thought I had finnaly made her realise how wrong this game she is playing was.

"Supper" She screamed again.

I got up from my chair, immidiatly aware of my attire, standing in the kitchen in nothing but a bra and blouse on my upper half and suspender belt, stockings and panties on my lower.

As I began to prepare supper, Sue made me recount the whole of my day, including the incident with the girl that worked in my office block.

"If she asks you if you would like to go shopping tommorow, Lee, you will say thank you for the offer, but you are going to get a manicure and pedicure today, but you would love to join her and her friends some other time" Sue said.

I looked at Sue with pleading eyes, but she didn't flinch, she just sat at the table awaiting her supper.

I served supper and Sue sent me upstairs to put my nightie on and get ready for bed.

I came back downstairs, washed the dishes and made us both a cup of tea, we then went and sat in the lounge.

"Supper was lovely, Lee, thank you very much, I really enjoyed it" She said with a genuine smile on her face.

This made me feel good, I had made her happy, maybe a few more gold stars and she would relent and forget all this.

Sue spoke again "As a reward I've got this for you" She handed me a small box, I opened it to find a womans wrist watch, it was in shiny silver and had diamante embeded in the face and also in a single line along the length of the strap.

"For you to wear from now on" Sue began to giggle again as she saw the crestfallen look on my face.

"Now get to bed, Lee, tommorow is another day"

As I climbed the stairs I heard \sue pick up the phone and start talking to somebody, though I couldn't make out any words or who she was speaking to.

I climbed into bed and felt the stroking feeling of the satin nightdress, I began to sob again.

Please help me!!!

  

  

  

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