A New Life        by: Sara

 

Part 1

It was your typical Saturday morning; John was lying on his bed waiting for his mum and dad to go out for the day, so he could start on his plan to become Jenny. You see, as long as John could remember he had always wanted to be a girl.

He would spend hours watching his sister and her friends play dress up and do their make up and just wish he could join in, but never did.

But now his sister was at college and very rarely came home due to the fact that dad never wanted a girl, and all they did was argue.

John looked at the clock. It always seemed to take hours for his parents to leave. But finally, there was a tap at his bedroom door. It was his mum to say they were about to go, and that they would be back late.

"And don't mess the place up."

John just said, "Ok mum, I won't, and have a good time."

His mum just gave him a smile, and his dad just his usual grunt.

John and his dad never really got on. His dad always wanted John to be a sports person but John wanted to be an artist, which, to his dad, was always a girlie thing to do. If only he knew.

John watched his parent's car pull of the drive and go up the road. Now it was time to start on his change into Jenny. His sister had left a lot of her clothes at home when she went to college, which made it easier to dress. The first thing was to choose something to wear, so John made his way to his sister's room. He loved it in her room. It really felt like home to him, and he loved to lie on her bed and fall asleep wearing his sisters clothing, wishing it was his.

He made his way over to the dresser and pulled out a bra and panty set in satin black. Then he pulled out a pair of stockings and a garter belt. He looked at his sister's corset but he never had the courage to try it on, due to the fact that he had seen the trouble she had getting it on once. He knew it was a two-person job.

He put all the items out on the bed and started to remove his male clothing, which took no time at all. Then came the time to start putting on the female clothing. He pulled on the panties first, then came the bra. He put the garter belt on and sat on the bed to pull up the stockings. They felt so soft and feminine. He fastened the stockings to the garter belt, then went to the dresser again to find something to pad out the bra. He stuffed some pairs of panties in each cup and just wished he had his very own breasts but knew it would never be.

Looking in the mirror, he liked what he saw. Being only 5`6" and very slim, he looked like a girl anyway, according to his dad. Also having very little body hair helped with the look. John made his way over to his sister's walk-in wardrobe to find a dress to wear. Looking though the racks of dresses he found the one he was looking for. It was like a cocktail dress. Well, that's what they call them in the catalogues anyway. He took the dress off the rail and started to put it on. When it was on and he finally had it zipped up at the back (which was a job all on it's own). He walked to the mirror to take a look and from the neck down all he saw was a sixteen or seventeen year old girl, not a fifteen year old boy.

John found himself, saying, "Hi Jenny." which caught him by surprise and made him giggle.

And at that point he heard a voice from behind him say, "Hi Jenny."

Jenny froze to the spot and her brain stopped working for what seemed like forever, but was in fact only seconds. She turned around to see her sister standing in the doorway with a big grin on her face. Jenny stood there looking shocked, like a deer caught in the headlights of a truck, and then, for some reason, she ran for the door. Her sister was still in the doorway and looked straight at her as she ran, and then stepped to one side. As Jenny got though the door she tried to turn, but in stocking feet on a wooden floor she kept going straight ahead and slammed straight into the wall, smacking her head, which was the last thing she remembered.

"John! John! Wake up."

Jenny started to move, but was not quite sure where she was. Then it started to come back to her. She started to open her eyes and found she was on her sister's bed, still wearing the dress.

She asked, "What happened?"

"You bumped your head and passed out. Don't move too fast."

"What are you doing home, Cathy? I thought you where away at college?"

"You're asking me questions? Don't you think I should be asking the questions John, or should I say, Jenny?"

With that, Jenny started to tell Cathy all about the way she felt, while Cathy just sat there listening.

When Jenny finished talking she went to get off the bed and Cathy just said, "Where do you think you're going?"

"I'm going to get changed. Where do you think I'm going?"

"You must think me really dumb. Do you think I would never notice that someone was wearing my clothes? That's what I came home for, you know. I knew mum and dad would be out all day and that if you were using my clothes you would be doing it today."

Jenny just stood there not knowing what to say. Then she asked, "You knew all this time and never told mum or dad?"

"Why would I tell mum or dad? You know what dad would do to you if he knew how you feel."

Jenny just looked down at the floor and said nothing.

Cathy stood up and said, "Well, if you want to be a girl then lets do it right. Okay?"

"What do you mean?" Jenny replied.

Cathy just smiled and said, "Take all that stuff off and come in to the bathroom."

When Jenny got into the bathroom after taking of all the clothing, Cathy had just finished running a bath for her. She had used sweet smelling bath oils. Cathy turned to Jenny and said, "Okay, get in the bath and use this razor and get rid of any body hair you have."

"Okay," Jenny replied and got in the bath.

Cathy said, "Just relax and I'll come in and get you when I'm ready."

So Jenny just lay back in the bath, relaxing, and smelling in the sweet scent of the oils and rubbing the lump on the back of her head. Cathy was getting things together in the bedroom and then she went out to her car, returning with a small suitcase. She put it on the bed and then went to the bathroom to get Jenny.

"Jenny come on." she smiled, "We have a lot to do."

Jenny heard for the second time someone calling her by her name and thought it felt right.

"Come on Jenny. Out of the bath, okay?"

When she got back in the bedroom Cathy walked up to her and gave her a pair of panties to put on. Then Cathy picked up something that looked very familiar to her.

"You don't expect me to wear that thing? I saw how much it hurt you to wear it that time."

"It's only a corset. If you want to look like a girl you need to pull in that waist of yours, okay?"

"Okay Cathy, but why are you doing this for me?"

"You helped me with getting into Design College. If it wasn't for you, I'd be in some dead end job going nowhere."

With that she gave Jenny a big hug and when she pulled away, she had a tear in her eye and said, "Come on Jenny. Let's make you look like you should. Slip into the corset and then I'll help lace it up for you."

Jenny started to put the corset on, and Cathy watched for any and all mistakes. When Jenny had it on, Cathy walked around to the back of her, and started to tighten the laces.

Cathy said, "Breath in." and Jenny did. She could feel the tightness against her, and as she tried to breath back out again, nothing happened.

"Cathy stop, I can't breathe."

"Just take small breaths, and you'll be fine."

So Jenny started to take smaller breaths, and after a couple of seconds she started to feel the air going back in to her lungs, and her heart going back to normal.

"Ok Jenny, let's have a look at your figure. Hmm, you have a good shape with that corset on."

"Thanks Cathy."

Cathy wouldn't let Jenny anywhere near a mirror till she was ready to show off her new sister. Cathy looked at Jenny's chest, and said, "We need to do something with that flat chest of yours."

Jenny asked, "Like what?"

Cathy walked over to the suitcase on the bed and opened it. Jenny stood there watching and waiting, and then Cathy pulled out a box, putting it on the bed.

Jenny asked, "What's in the box?"

Cathy picked up the bra that went with the panties, and walked over to Jenny, "Put these on and you'll find out."

Jenny started putting the bra on, and while she did that Cathy went and got the box from the bed.

"Okay Jenny. Let's see what you look like with real looking breasts."

When Cathy walked up to Jenny, she saw she was holding a real looking breast and asked, "What is that?"

Cathy just looked at her, and then said, "I think you know already."

"Where did you get them from?"

"A friend at college let me borrow them,"

"Do I know her?"

"No you don't know her, she's never been home with me."

Cathy put the breast forms in the bra, and stepped back to look at how they fit. She was shocked to see that they looked real, and Jenny could tell that she was shocked.

Jenny said, "Can I look now?"

Cathy replied, "No, not until you have finished getting ready, okay?"

Jenny said, reluctantly, "Okay."

The only mirror in the room, had been covered up by Cathy, to stop Jenny from seeing herself.

"Ok Jenny, come over to the vanity, so I can do your makeup."

Jenny walked over to the vanity table and sat down. Cathy put a cover around Jenny to stop any stray makeup getting on the rest of her. Jenny started to tell Cathy that she had never tried to put makeup on. Cathy was surprised to hear this.

"Why have you never tried to use makeup before?"

"I was scared, mum or dad would find out, or I would look really bad in it."

"Are you kidding? Jenny you look great, I wish I looked as good as you."

"Cathy you do look great! Why do you think I want to look like you so much?"

"Well Jenny, just give me some time and you will look like me."

Jenny just sat there with her eyes shut, waiting for Cathy to say it was okay to open them. After what seemed like hours, Cathy finally said, "Open your eyes."

When Jenny opened her eyes, she found Cathy just staring. Jenny was eager to look at herself now more than ever, but Cathy wouldn't let her.

"Your hair is looking nice but it's not quite long enough."

"What are you going to do then?"

Cathy went over to the bed and, this time, she picked up a big round box, and brought it back to the vanity. Then she removed the lid and lifted out a long blond wig which matched her own blond hair. Cathy left the wig on its stand and started to pin Jenny's hair up. When she had done that, she went over and got the wig and started to put it in place. After some tugging and pulling, when she finally had it in position, she got some hair grips and pinned it in place. Jenny now had long curly blond hair, falling down over her shoulders.

Cathy looked at Jenny and said, "Stand up and come over to the bed, so we can finish dressing you."

Cathy handed Jenny a new pair of panties to put on, except this pair had more padding in the side and back.

"What are these for Cathy? I have some panties on already."

"Jenny these will give you more shape in the bum and hips, and you'll have a better figure, you do want a better figure?"

Jenny went bright red, and looked at the floor and the long blond hair she now had.

Cathy laughed and told her to go ahead, "Put the panties on."

So Jenny did as she was told, and put the panties on. While Jenny was doing that, Cathy went to the bed and got a pair of stockings for Jenny to wear. They were black and didn't need a garter belt to keep them up. This was all new to Jenny, so she sat on the bed to put them on. She knew how to do this, and Cathy was very pleased with the way she did it.

"Ok Jenny, now lets find you something to wear."

"What about the dress I was wearing earlier?"

Cathy looked at Jenny with that 'are you joking look. "Jenny your going to stick out like a sore thumb walking around town in the middle of the day wearing a cocktail dress, don't you think?"

"Going out! Cathy are you mad? I can't go out, someone will see me and I'll never pass for a real girl!"

"Look Jenny, let me finish and then we will see what you think, okay?"

Jenny just looked at Cathy, and then said worriedly, "Okay, but the answer is still going to be no." Cathy just said, "We'll see." and walked off into the walk-in wardrobe. Jenny went to follow her in, but got told to wait outside, so she sat back down on the bed which was getting easier in the corset. Cathy came out with a black skirt and a matching jacket, and white blouse. Cathy walked over to the bed, put the clothing down, and told Jenny to stand up and turn round. So Jenny did as Cathy asked her. Cathy started to undo the laces, and Jenny was just about to say, "what are you doing", when Cathy put a knee in Jenny's back, and started to pull on them. As she did, she told Jenny to breath in, as Cathy tied off the laces. Jenny tried to get her breath again, but she didn't panic as much this time. When Cathy had finished with the corset, she told Jenny to turn round and gave her the blouse to put on, which she did with no trouble at all. Then came the skirt. This was harder than normal with the extra padding. Then Cathy handed the acket to Jenny to put on. "Shoes, that is all you need now." and with that comment Cathy went to the bed and came back with a pair of black court shoes in her size.

Jenny was starting to wonder where all this was coming from, but she put them on and was quite surprised at how well they fit.

Jenny now stood there in her sister's bedroom dressed from head to toe, and had no idea what she looked like. So she turned to Cathy and asked, "Can I see what I look like now, please?"

Cathy asked Jenny to close her eyes and stand still, so Jenny did what she was told. She heard Cathy moving around and then Cathy said, "Jenny you can look now."

Jenny opened her eyes and found herself looking at a girl she did not know, standing in front of her, then it hit her that it was her own reflection she was looking at! Jenny put out an arm to the mirror and found that she did the same, the whole image was just too much to take in. This girl looked nothing like a boy, and Jenny was really looking closely at the image in the mirror. Cathy had done such a good job with her make up, that Jenny was falling in love with herself. Cathy had managed to make Jenny's eyes look really big and loveable. Jenny started to cry.

Cathy came over to Jenny and asked, "What's wrong?"

Jenny sobbed and said, "Nothings wrong, everything's right for once. Cathy how can I ever thank you?"

"Jenny, you don't need to thank me. What are big sisters for? Come on stop crying you'll ruin all that make up. Let's go out shall we?"

Jenny looked at the image in the mirror, and knew that no-one would ever recognize her, so she took a deep breath, well, as deep a breath as she could, and said, "Ok, let's go."

Cathy just gave her new sister a big hug, and started to show her how to walk in the court shoes. This went on for about an hour and then Cathy taught her how to sit and how to brush her skirt under her when she sat down. When Cathy thought Jenny had it all in her memory, Cathy gave her a handbag to put all her bits and bobs in, like makeup, wallet and hanky, and followed Jenny out the bedroom and down the stairs.

Going down stairs was not fun, and Cathy had to help Jenny all the way down. When they got to the bottom, Cathy went in to the living room to get her purse. When she came back she looked at Jenny and said,

"You look much older now, and very business like. How do you feel?"

"I'm scared, but I like the way I look, and the way I feel! Thanks for doing this for me."

"Stop thanking me, will you, and let's go and do some shopping, okay? Now come on."

Jenny watched as Cathy opened the front door, and, for the first time, Jenny noticed that Cathy was wearing the same outfit, except in grey.

"Come on Jenny, it's time to let the world see my little sister."

Jenny started to walk towards the front door, where Cathy was standing and then Jenny took her first steps outside. Jenny had never been this scared in her whole life, but before she could go back inside, Cathy had stepped outside as well and locked the door.

"Come on Jenny lets go."

"I'm scared Cathy, what if someone recognizes me?"

"I don't recognize you, so the chance someone else will is remote. Don't worry."

Cathy took hold of Jenny's hand and led her to the car. "Get in the car, and look like you're having fun, okay?"

Jenny got in the car and watched Cathy walk around and get in the other side.

"I thought we'd go in to town, and just do some window shopping, is that okay with you?"

"Yes, as long as you don't start wanting me to try things on."

"We'll see. You might find something you like and you'll have to try it on to make sure it fits."

When Jenny turned to look at Cathy she had a big grin on her face, which Jenny took to mean that she had some sort of plan up her sleeve. For the rest of the trip into town, Jenny just looked out the window, and gripped her purse. Once in town, Cathy found a place to park the car. Then, getting out and walking around to Jenny's side she opened the door for her. It took Jenny all her strength to get out of the car, and as soon as she was out, Cathy shut the door and locked the car.

"Are you alright Jenny?"

"Yes I'm just really scared, what if some one sees through me?"

"Trust me Jenny, they won't see through you."

Cathy put her arm through Jenny's and started to walk down the road. Jenny was really nervous as they started to walk, and all the men they passed were looking at both of them.

"Cathy, why are they all looking at us?"

"Jenny, they find you attractive, that's all! They're looking at your body and the way you walk. Men do that. I get it all the time, you'll get used to it."

Jenny didn't take in what Cathy said at first, but when she did she just had to giggle.

Cathy asked, "What's so funny?"

Jenny replied, "it's just the way you said that I would get used to it that's all."

When Cathy thought about it, she started to giggle too, "Come on Jenny, let's do some shopping."

They spent most the afternoon looking in shops and having a good time. Jenny was looking at a top in one of the shops when Cathy told her to try it on. Jenny tried to say no, but Cathy was having none of it. Jenny started walking towards the changing rooms, but before she got there, Cathy gave her three more things to try on. Jenny just gave her a disgusted stare. When Jenny entered the changing room, she looked at what Cathy had given her. There was summery looking dress, and an under skirt, and another top. Jenny put on the new clothes and went to show Cathy.

Cathy was nowhere to be found. Jenny suddenly had the thought that she had set her up. She started to look around, but Cathy was not in the store. Jenny ran back to the changing room, and put on the clothes she'd had on before, and went back out to the shop floor, looking once more for Cathy, but she still was nowhere to be found.

Jenny started walking out of the shop, but having no money she was going to have to walk home. Then she had the thought of going to the car, so she started walking back to where the car was parked. The car was still there, which made Jenny feel better. Now all she needed, was Cathy to come back. Jenny stood there for about forty-five minutes, and was just about to give up when she heard someone shouting her name.

"Jenny! Jenny, where did you go?"

"Where did I go? You were the one that disappeared! I came out of the changing room and you were gone!"

"I'm sorry Jenny, but I saw a friend from college, and I went outside to talk, and I must have missed you when you came out the shop, I was so scared that I had lost you!"

Cathy gave Jenny a big hug, and started to cry. This shocked Jenny, and made her realize that Cathy would never set her up.

"Sorry Cathy, I thought you had set me up and I just started to panic, and I ran."

"Jenny I would never do that to you, I love you too much."

With that they both started crying again.

"Come on Jenny, we better get home before mum and dad get back. I don't think dad would understand you being dressed like that, do you?"

"No, I don't think he would."

So they got back in the car and drove home. When they got home, Jenny was the first out of the car, and went up to the house; with Cathy just behind her, carrying a bag.

"What's in the bag, Cathy?"

"You'll see, Jenny why don't you make a drink, and then I'll show you, okay?"

Jenny went in to the kitchen and put the kettle on to make a hot drink, and then started to walk back to the living room. When she reached the living room door, she bumped into a large figure in the doorway. Jenny looked up expecting to see Cathy there, but it was her dad! Jenny didn't know what to say, but by the look on his face he knew who Jenny really was! Before Jenny could do anything, her dad slapped her across the face and Jenny fell to the floor!

"Why are you dressed like that?"

Not wanting to get hurt any more Jenny started to crawl backwards out of the way, trying to get up.

"This is the real me dad, I want to be a girl!"

Her dad was coming at her again, but Cathy blocked him. This gave Jenny the chance to get up and make a run for it. As Jenny ran out the back door, she heard her dad yell,

"I never want to see you again you freak! You are not my son!"

Jenny just ran down the street, thinking about what her dad had said, about not being his son. Not knowing where to go or what to do, Jenny started to think about the day and how much she had loved doing things with Cathy. She thought, "Oh god what about Cathy? She must think it's her fault! I have to get back to Cathy, but how?"

Jenny found herself just walking the streets. She decided to walk back to the house and wait for Cathy to come out. When she got there though, she saw Cathy's car was gone!

"What am I going to do now?" Jenny thought, miserably, and started walking down the street. Her feet were killing her by now. "Where would Cathy go?" Jenny suddenly had the thought; she could have gone back to college!

Jenny knew that Cathy's college was right over the other side of town, and it was a long walk through a very rough part of town, but having no money. Jenny knew she had no other choice. She looked in her purse to see what was in it but all there was in there was some make up, and her wallet which only had some ID that was no good for how she was currently dressed.

Jenny was getting very scared. She was only 15 years old and had no idea how to protect her self, and no way to get any help. Dressed the way she was she couldn't go and stop at a youth hostel, either. So Jenny was stuck with this one option, and she didn't like it one bit. She found herself trying to work out why Cathy would just go back to college.

That's when it hit Jenny that Cathy was probably out looking for her. Jenny thought for a second, and then decided to go to the college anyway. She knew that Cathy would show up there at some point.

Jenny was very scared by now. She was in the roughest part of town and dressed like she was, she made a prime target. She was already getting some looks, but all she could think about was getting to Cathy. Jenny was shocked back to reality when a van started driving very slowly along side her. She was trying to take no notice of it, but she knew they were not going to be put of that easily. The van suddenly started to pull away, and her heart started to beat normally again.

Jenny kept walking down the street, and just as she was getting near the end she saw two lads just standing there talking. Jenny was scared, but knew she had to walk past them. As she started to pass them one of the lads said, "What's up aren't we good enough for the like's of you?"

Jenny was really scared by this point, and she started to run! This was a waste of time, as one of the lads caught her within seconds. Jenny was kicking and screaming, but the second lad put his hand over her mouth. She was put in to the back of a van, the same van from earlier! Jenny was pushed to the back of the van, and told to sit still and she would be alright. She didn't believe one word of this and knew she was going to get beaten up really bad, or worse, killed. Jenny sat there trembling in the van as it pulled off and started to go down the road. She started to think about the day and how so much could have happened in just one day, and how Cathy would take it, if her new little sister were found dead. She knew Cathy would blame herself. Jenny knew she had to get away some how, but it was three against one, and she knew she had no chance.

Jenny was brought back to reality by one of the lads asking her name.

"What are you going to do with me?"

All this got was a very sick laugh that made Jenny shudder.

"I asked you your name, Bitch!"

"My name is Jenny. Please don't hurt me!"

"OW, now you can speak! Give us your money and you can go."

"I don't have any money."

Jenny was really getting scared now and she knew she had to get away.

The lad that had been doing all the talking came up to Jenny and took her purse and started to look inside.

"You're right, there's no money, and no credit cards. Just this wallet and that's not even yours."

"Why are you walking down a road, in the roughest part of town, and you have no money, and you're dressed like that?"

Jenny knew at this point that it was all over for her. As soon as they tried to get anything else out of her she would be dead!

The lad with the purse dropped it on the floor, and started to make his way over to Jenny. She was trying to get further into a corner of the van, and as he got close he pulled out a knife, and Jenny's heart was really starting to beat hard.

The second lad who had helped to put Jenny in the van, suddenly said, "Stan what are you going to do?"

"I want something out of this bitch, and if she has no money then I'll take some thing else!"

"Stan this is wrong and I'm not going to let you do this"

"Well Bob, what are you going to do to stop me?"

Stan turned the knife on Bob. Bob just backed off and shut up. Jenny was hoping Bob would have been able to stop Stan. She was looking around the van for something to use as a weapon, but there was only some welding gear, and some gas bottles.

"Well then girlie, let's check out the goods shall we?"

Jenny was so scared now that she couldn't move! Stan started to run the knife up Jenny's leg, and then he started using his hand! Jenny was rying to think what was going to happen when they found something that they shouldn't! She was suddenly aware of something sharp between her legs, and Stan was shouting some sort of abuse at her.

"You're not a girl, you're a freak in a dress!!"

For the second time that day Jenny heard that word FREAK, but before she could do anything, Stan smacked Jenny right in the face! Jenny felt her nose explode in a fountain of blood, and she grabbed it to stop the bleeding. Then she heard Stan say some thing about, "If you want be a girl you wont need these, will you?"

Jenny felt a sharp pain in her groin, and started to feel really sick. When she looked down she saw the blood stained knife in Stan's hand! Bob was looking concerned by this point.

"Stan what the hell do you think your doing? I'm not doing time so you can kill someone!"

"Shut up Bob or it'll be you I kill, ok?"

Jenny was starting to black out from the pain, when all of a sudden, she thought of Cathy and how she would take all this and that she knew she had to get to her. Jenny looked up just as Stan was about to put the knife to her groin again. Then from behind Stan, Bob grabbed at him and pulled Stan backwards! Jenny saw this as her chance to make a break for it. Bob had Stan off balance, so Jenny got to her feet and pushed Stan back as hard as she could! Stan and Bob went flying backwards into the lad driving the van.

Jenny turned and staggered to the back doors of the van and opened them. The van was going pretty fast, and swerving all over the road, but she knew she had no choice.

Jenny leapt from the van, and hit the road really hard! As she hit she felt something snap in her leg. She rolled to the side of the road, and down the bank, and ended up at the side of another road.

As Jenny lay there looking up at the night sky, she heard a really loud bang, like an explosion. The sky sort of lit up like there was a fire somewhere close by. She tried to move but she was in too much pain. She closed her eyes and blacked out again from the pain.

 

 

 

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