My Life Story

by Rena Reiko Asagiri

  

This my Life story there for those who wish to copy this Please ask me before you do I will allow it, if it's used to help people. I also write this for the friends that I have had to let them know things that I kept from them. There may be some names in here enter incorrectly because I have forgotten what they told me when I was younger. I will keep my name to myself for my own reasons and will refer to myself by Night Wolf or by another name that was given to me while I was in the Military which you will learn when I get to that area! This not meant to make the readers feel guilty for me this is only meant for you to understand the pain that I feel. I will write my stories in parts to help space out the pain so there will be less guilt felt. I will continue with it up to my present time and only add more when I feel that more needs to be added!

If I get my scanner to work I will also include pictures to go along with the story, but only if I can get it to work.

One more thing before I start to write this story I want to thank Justine who I have come to feel as my sister. I also want to thank one of my Cousins Kim is the only one that I know who understood some of the things I did on the computer! And huge thanks has to go to Maggie O Malley, Jennifer Alison, And everyone that I met and talk to In Chat Room 1 on Crystal's story site!

I left out a few things so I am picking up in the area where I left a few things out. I apologizes when I first submitted Part one I messed up by not putting it as serial So that is why the parts May be a bit mixed up as you go on Reading through My Life story. Once again I am sorry if the numbering being mixed up.

 

Part 2

Well during the first year of the first grade my mom was babysitting two of my cousins! Of Course One of them was Sharon that I have mention and the other one was her sister Michele! I also had a brother around Michele's age as I was closer to Sharon's age or in this cause Me and my brother were the older ones buy a few months! Just to prove it I was born Feb 79 where as Sharon was born Dec 79 My brother was born Dec 81 and Michele was born Feb 82!

Mom also babysat another cousin of mine her name was Jen and she was born in Aug 83. Well as when school work was done the five of us would play together. As wee play the teams would always en up uneven 3 against 2 but that's to be expected with only 5 people. Well for years and years it always ended up as Sharon, Jen, and my brother as one team. And it would be me and Michele as the other team. Every so often this would really hurt her and we go hide in my closet and talk so that she would be happy. She really hated it when she could be with her sister and play with her.

During the second year of First grade I had the same teacher and went on the same flied trips and had almost everything memorized it was like a trip down Memory lane in order to get the correct answer and cause of it I ended up learning how to daydream well paying attention to what the teacher was saying. I know a lot of you may say impossible, But It's true she read the same books she gave out the same spelling words, The math test were the same and I ace them from what my memories pulled out I may have only missed four on the test at the most as I recall right now!

Also well during my second year of the first grade there was this one girl name Sarah Contrass. I admit I think I miss spelled the name right now cause I can't fine the book that still holds the correct spelling! But what she did was she approached me and even got the class started on collecting pictures of the students. I was shocked and was glad to take part of this! For me there was nothing better at that time! I had forgotten about her though until I hit eighth grade and the school made a poetry book and the name spark the memory. After my second year of first grade I guess the district lines moved and I went off to a different school instead of staying at the place I had come to like.

Well as I mention in second grade I was now at a different school. Not only was I picked on about my voice but now I was picked on for being the new kid. And everyone knew I was new with how that school was set up. It's hard as some may know as they right about it in your stories! Well it was twice as hard as my voice was still high pitched then as well! Well after a bit I did make friends with one kid his name was James Kevin Harris Though I know him better as Kevin Harris. He was the one I recall being the nicest one to me. And at the time the one who was being a bully to me was named Bill Pool!

Well in the second grade I developed a huge crush on this one girl in my class. Truth be told I think this is the starting point of when I first felt wrong and about myself! The girl's name that I had a crush on was Nikki Floyd! She was very cute and pretty Every time I saw her I had wish I could be her or at least one of her female friends just to spend time with her. Now even though I was a year older then the others in my class Boys still think girls are yucky then and I didn't have any female friends then so I never told any girl or any boy what I felt.

Well somehow she found out and during lunch she came and slapped me for having a crush on her. If I recall right and I'm not sure if I do but I believe after she slapped me she said that's for liking me so much. This was towards the end of 1986 when that happen!

As we enter late Feb that bully that I mention Bill Pool we became friends and really I don't know how it all took place but he was the one who got me involved in Cub Scouts which is the younger version of Boy Scouts. I had less time to complete the requirements for both Bobcat and Wolf Rank in the Cub Scouts well lets just say I managed to get both before graduation of second grade into the third grade.

As time was going on I let go of my hopes and dreams being with Nikki! Though I did do a little bit better job this time keeping my feelings to my self when Recess came around I would go off on my own and think deeply to my self of how life was going to be. I enjoyed the cub scouts but I rather been a girl and hanging with Nikki then to really be apart of the cub scouts. Though I never really told anyone that. That's also How I learnt to keep to myself. I would Shut just about everyone out of my life so they would never know what I truly felt. Looking back I some times regret it!

Well the third grade seemed a bit more promising to me. As the third grade started, I met a Friend and got the involved in the cub scouting program. His Name was James Crenshaw. We started in the same patrol later on his family ended up moving to England because his father was in the Air Force. Any ways my guess is some where in early to mid September, I met a third grader that wasn't in my class but found out that she lived in my neighborhood! Her Name is Karin Hill and we lived just down the street after turning the corner my old house was on. Though me and Karin never had a single class together till our Freshmen year.

We ended up becoming best friends in our lives we did so much together it will shock you to hear what became of us as I get you down that road! Well also in the third grade I met a neighbor of mine who had just moved in instead of living across the street her name was Michelle Wilson. And there was another girl that I started to develop a crush on her name was Stephanie Lopez! In my eyes she was the cutest girl in my class. But I kept quite because of what happen with Nikki.

After sometime as kids do crazy things I promised I never tell but I have to since this my life story, on a bus ride home from school. Me trying to be funny started to kiss the back of the seat that was in front of me. And To my surprise Karin did as well, which I was shocked but we continue to do that until the last stop in our neighborhood and walked back to our house which was only two blocks for me and the same two blocks and around the corner a bit for her home with her family.

I remember sometime in early 1989 Me and Karin and my younger brother all started to walk to school but Karin got in trouble for it so she had to stop! One day sense the fence was old and was used with wood Karin some how got bitten by the dogs that were at the house where the stop was! Luckily it wasn't something that became to serious. I know it happen just before my accident.

Well I was still walking to school since it was really close enough for me to I let my brother cross first and he would run across the street. Well to let you know which date it the accident was! I was walking to school On May 5, 1989 just shortly after I had turn ten I was hit by a car!

I know Lucky me to still be a live to tell about it! But before that happen My voice was still a bit high pitched so I was made fun of for that still. Anyways I know you're probably asking what happen. Well I was told the moment I was hit by the car I did a flip in to the air and landed on my back, My Brother was crying thinking I was dead and ended up running home after a while. The school called mom calling to fine out why I wasn't in school she told them that I had left to go to school she never knew until then that I had been walking to school. Well Tim had run in shortly after all that and started crying that I was dead! I was aired vacked over to St. Josephs Hospital here in Arizona! Later to awaken from everything I was asked by my pastor how I was feeling I told him I was fine and went back to sleep. At the time I was raised as a Lutheran. You'll fine out later what I have switched to as I get closer to the present. And yes I know I was lucky to have only stayed a total of 24 hours at the hospital. Well I guess this will be it for this part. Please don't send me comments about Thank the lord and all for surviving such a thing like that. I already know how lucky I am no longer Christian to bare such comments over and over again. I want it in my past I just felt like sharing this so you would understand the pain that I've been through.

  

  

  

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