This my Life story there for those who wish to copy this Please ask me before you do I will allow it, if it's used to help people! I also write this for the friends that I have had to let them know things that I kept from them. There may be some names in here enter incorrectly because I have forgotten what they told me when I was younger! I will keep my name to myself for my own reasons and will refer to myself by Night Wolf or by another name that was given to me while I was in the Military which you will learn when I get to that area! This not meant to make the readers feel guilty for me this is only meant for you to understand the pain that I feel! I will write my stories in parts to help space out the pain so there will be less guilt felt! I will continue with it up to my present time and only add more when I feel that more needs to be added!

If I get my scanner to work I will also include pictures to go along with the story, but only if I can get it to work!

One more thing before I start to write this story I want to thank Justine who I have come to feel as my sister! I also want to thank one of my Cousins Kim is the only one that I know who understood some of the things I did on the computer! And huge thanks has to go to Maggie O Malley, Jennifer Alison, And everyone that I met and talk to In Chat Room 1 on Crystal's story site!

  

My Life Story

Rena Reiko Asagiri

My Life Story and Some of the Most Painful secrets I Kept About Myself!

Part 1

  

Throughout life there are those who are picked on and there are those who do all the teasing, and when confronted, don't realize they did as you point it out to them! Now we all tease other people, there no way around it. Though the ones picked on don't try to pick on anyone since they hate it, they still do because it's human nature to! But my point is I was one of those who were always picked on!

I was picked on when I first went to preschool with a cousin of mine named Sharon! I was picked on because at a young age my voice was a little higher pitched than the rest of the kid's, girls included! Everyone except the teachers and Sharon would make fun of it and call me Squeaks! I hated it when they did that. It really destroyed any real chance of having friends. I had to learn a very painful lesson no three year old should have to learn!

I had to learn at the age of three, how to trust someone before I got used for some sick little game of what was on their minds. The statement about kids can be so cruel is a true statement in my mind! Since I had lived through it! A happy thought to be kind to you all, was that every now and again I would get picked up by my Aunt Robin and she would take me home She didn't know the way my dad took to go home and according to her even if we still argue over it is that she knew how to get from the school to my house but I still had her take the way that Dad always went as when he would pick me up and take me home!

Once preschool was over it was off to kindergarten only to find everything was the same as preschool, except my cousin Sharon no longer attended school with me! It was all the same people including the girls who made fun of me because of my high pitched voice! I honestly don't know how I got through school because of it! I guess back then I was always prepared in knowing something was different about me besides my voice! I had no real friends that year. Just a neighbor girl who I always ended up talking with. From what I can tell since she moved away shortly before the second grade and I never heard anything more from the family. I don't know if anything might have happened between us!

After all that happened, it was off to first grade! Well My first year in the first grade! I enjoyed my time there, but not only did I still have that high pitched voice but I still had troubles with pronouncing words that started with a Th in them! So I had to go to speech class and work on those words. Then if we had anything to do with math I cheated off of people who sat next to me in this square pattern! I did this not because I didn't know math, though that was the reason I was held back for. I did it because others let me, and I was lazy to do it for my self!

The second year of my first grade I ended up with the same teacher and everything happened the same way, except that I didn't cheat on the math test! And I got acing grades on those tests! I still had the same problems with my voice, but this time I did have two female friends Janat I believe that's how it was spelled but not fully sure about that! Due to the fact that it has been so long sense I first met her. I also knew a girl name Jamie though in the end, she took one of my toys and I never saw her again! So it was a painful being used once again! As school went on I managed to be able to get on with things. I was still picked on a lot for my voice and the way I spoke, but I was able to ignore it, and honestly I really don't know how I did that!

This ends part one. Some of these will be a bit longer in length some shorter, it just depends on what I can remember and you may see me saying that some of them are revised when I add the other stuff that I can remember! Stay in touch for the other parts, because this one is just the early stuff!

  

  

  

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