Mother Has The Answer by: Patricia Anne Anderson
When I woke up the next morning I was still wearing the breast forms that my sister Ann had glued on me. I was going to have her take them off so I threw on a robe and went to her room. When I woke her up she just smiled at me and said they looked good on me. The memory of the night before was still fresh in my mind and despite myself I was smiling.
"Why don’t you leave them on Patrick, it is the weekend and maybe you would like to spend the rest of the weekend as Patricia?" "Well sis I really don’t know, what will mom and dad say?" "Oh I think that they will go along with it besides they do look rather good on you and natural." "Ok sis, I will leave them on."
"Come here little brother I have a bra you can wear and some clothes."
She got up and I couldn’t help but stare at her, not that I hadn’t seen her in her in her underwear before but for some reason this was different. She was absolutely beautiful, he long red hair just flowing down past her shoulders. She went to her dresser and took out a pair of pink panties and a matching bra.
"Here my new little sister put these on."
Ann handed me the panties and bra and I put them on. The bra was a push up style and it pushed up and enhanced the silicone breasts that were glued to my chest. I put on the panties and she smiled at me. There was a bulge in front of the panties and it looked funny.
"Come here and sit on the bed dear." She said.
She took my hand and led me to her bed and pulled down my panties. She went to the bathroom and came back with some tape. She took hold of my cock and pulled it back between my legs at the same time pushing my balls up inside my body cavity. She pulled of a strip of tape and gently taped my cock back between my legs. She did this in a way so that I could still go to the bathroom but I would have to sit like a girl. I had to admit that when she pulled the panties back up I was smooth and flat between my legs.
"There that ought to do." She said as she went to her closet to get me some clothes.
I sat on the bed as she took out a short black pleated skirt and white blouse. She handed them to me and I put on the blouse and buttoned it up. I had a hard time with the blouse because the buttons were on the wrong side. Ann laughed as she helped me button the blouse. Then she helped me into the skirt and zipped it up the back. She kissed me on the cheek as she told me to sit on the bed again. She took a pair of nylons out of her dresser and showed me how to roll them up my legs. They were the kind that had elastic at the top so I wouldn’t need a garter belt.
"There that should do it dear, these are so you can go to the bathroom easier and they are better than pantyhose. Now sit here at the vanity and I will help you with your hair. I think a ponytail will do just fine."
Ann picked a pair of flats for me to wear and some ankle socks. We left her room and headed for the living room. When we got there mom and dad were sitting watching television and when my dad saw me he nearly passed out. His eyes got really big and all he could do was stare at me. my mother was another subject altogether as she smiled at me.
"Come here Patrick, let me look at you." She said.
I went over to my mother and she had me do a little spin right there so she could see all that I had on.
"You look very nice dear, I think we have a new daughter dear." She said to dad.
"Hmmmmm, I think so honey." He said.
"come here Patrick and sit next to me." Said dad.
I walked over to my dad and sat down on the sofa. He put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me close.
"How long gas this been going on?" He asked. "Well dad, I have been dressing as a girl every Halloween since I was 5 and I think I should have been a girl."
"Well it appears that way, I think your mother could help you in this." He said.
"You look very sweet dear, now come over here and sit next to me."
I went over and sat next to mom on the couch and she kissed my forehead. The way she held me was the way she used to hold me when I was younger. I laid my head on her chest and I could hear her heart beating. She stroked my hair and soothed me as the tears started to flow.
"There, there honey, don’t cry, mother knows what to do."
I couldn’t help myself as I cried uncontrollably. She held me close and I felt safe in her arms. My father came and sat next to us and he too soothed me. I was surprised that he didn’t explode in anger.
"Ok Patrick it looks like we have some decisions to make." Said dad.
"Lets not rush into anything dear." Said mom.
"Well it appears that we have another girl on our hands mother." He said.
"Yes but we have to make sure that this is what he wants dear."
"Well something has to b done, I don’t want people saying that my son is a fairy."
"I don’t think that will happen honey." Said mom.
They both argued as I sat there in mothers arms. A decision was made and it was decided that I would dress like a girl at home but as far as school went I would be a boy, granted a very effeminate boy but a boy all the same. Mom and dad went on and talked about making an appointment with a psychologist. They both agreed that this would be the best course of action so that I could decide for myself who I wanted to be.
Mom took my hand and stood up she went to the closet and got out a sweater for me to wear. When she handed it to me I just looked at her.
"What is this for mom?" I asked.
"Well dear you and I and your sister are going to do some shopping for you and there are other things to be done."
Mom gave dad a kiss and took my hand and led me out to the car. As I got in mom smiled at me and Ann got in beside me. I didn’t know where we were going at first but soon figured it out as mom made a phone call on her cell phone. As we pulled into parking lot of a beauty salon I knew what was up. Actually I was sort of looking forward to it. As we went in the receptionist said hello to my mom like they were long lost sisters or something.
"Is this the young lady you told me about?" She asked.
"Yes Pat, this is Patricia." Said mom.
"Well good morning young lady, we are ready for you, please come and sit here."
The lady pointed to a chair by a row of sinks. Then she put a sort of apron on me and as I sat down she put the back of the chair back. my head was directly over the sink and she started the water. She got my hair all wet and started to give me a shampoo. I felt pretty funny right about now and the lady continued to shampoo my hair. As I sat there she put some funny smelling stuff in my hair and let it sit there for about 5 min.
"That is a conditioner my dear it will make your hair softer and more manageable."
I just laid back and let her do her thing. She put rollers in my hair and put this thing over my head it was a dryer I think. As I sat there she wheeled a cart over to me and took my hand and started to clean my nails. Then she took some sort of shaper and put it around every nail. Then she opened a little bottle and poured some liquid into a little bowl. She got the brush end wet with the stuff and dipped it in some powder. Next she spread it on the nail. She did the same with every finger on both hands. When she was done I had a perfect set of nails. She picked up some pink nail polish and smoothed it on over the nails.
"There honey, those will last forever if you take care of them."
I looked at the nails and again despite myself I smiled. Next she took out what looked like a gun. She chose a pair of pierced ear rings that little diamonds on them. She put one in the gun looking thing and I heard a pop and a little tingle in my ear lobe and she did the same to the other ear. She put a mirror up for me to look in and what I saw astounded me. I had pierced ears and they actually looked good. She took the dryer off of my head and combed out my now rather curly locks. She styled my hair into that of a teenage girl. Then she began to apply make up. When she was done again she held up the mirror. What I saw looking back at me was a pretty 15 year old girl. My mother came over and was shaking her head in approval.
"There sweetie you are all done, how do you like it?"
All I could do was smile and my mother and sister kissed me on the cheek as I got out of the chair. We went out to the car and as I walked I could swear I heard several boys whistle at me. I blushed as I got into the car. Our next stop was the mall and several shops in side. We went into the department store right to the teen section where mom started looking at several dresses. These dresses were the party style with lots of lace and frills. She picked out a nice blue one and a pink one. They were satin and lace and had a big flared skirt.
"Here honey go to the dressing room and try these on"
Mom handed me the dresses and I went to the changing room. I put on the first dress and it felt so natural. I looked in the mirror and went out to where mom was waiting and when she saw me she whistled. The dress fit perfectly and I had to model it for them.
"We will take that one." Said mom to the clerk.
I went back and tried on the other dress and it also fit perfectly. I went to show mom and Ann and they both sucked in their breath.
"Now that one is even better, the blue against her red hair looks nice." Said Ann.
"It certainly does." Said mom.
"Now will you be getting the petticoat to go along with it maam?" Asked the lady.
"Yes we will have a white one and the light blue one please." Said mom.
Mom pulled out her credit card and paid for the dresses and petticoats. The next place we went was to a lingerett shop where mom picked out some nylons and some panties and bras for me. I didn’t have to model these as I was about the same size as Ann and she got them. We went to another department store where mom picked out several outfits for me. Skirts and blouses, slacks and genes, tee shirts and other things, cosmetic and the like.
"There that ought to do it, time to go home, your father should be done by now."
I didn’t understand what she was saying but Ann was smiling. The drive home was rather interesting and on the way to the car I spotted the guy who had taken me on the date the night before. Ann waved at him and I hid myself behind mother.
"Please don’t call him over here sis." I said.
"And why not dear?" She asked.
"Because I am not ready." I said.
"Oh ok little sister." She said with a snicker.
We got in the car and headed home and as we drove up the drive way to the house there was a big truck just leaving. I wondered what as going on, I would soon find out. As we went into the house mom kissed dad and they headed off to my room.
"You wait right here with your sister sweetie." Said mom.
I went and sat down with Ann and watched television. We sat and talked about the days events.
"If I have to be a boy to go to school why all this?" I asked. "Well mom wanted to give you every opportunity to explore your personality little brother, I am sorry I mean little sister." She said. "Why did you wave at Alexander at the mall?"
"I wanted him to come over and see you sis." She said
"Well I am not ready for anyone to know who I really am sis, I mean Halloween is one thing but now, well." I said.
Ann said she understood as we talked some more.
"Well do you think you can really be a girl Patrick?"
"I think I can sis, I really think that down inside I am already."
"Well I think that is why mom wants to take you to a psychologist, she wants you to be sure."
We talked more on the subject and as we sat there my sister Judy came into the room along with her boyfriend Carl.
"Hello Patricia." Said Carl.
"Hello Carl but you should know my name is not Patricia." I said.
Carl interrupted me as I tried to explain and he told me that Judy had told him all about me and why I was dressed like I was. He also told me that his cousin Alexander wanted to see me again. I kind of balked at that idea but he interrupted me again.
"Don’t worry Patrick, Judy and I told him all about you and he said that was cool and that he still wanted to see you anyway."
I couldn’t help but blush as Carl continued to talk.
"I think you are very pretty Patrick, or should I call you Patricia?"
"Patricia is fine Carl." I said.
Just then mom and dad came into the living room. Dad thanked Carl for his help and I was at a loss as to what was going on.
"We have a surprise for you honey." Said mom.
I followed mom to my bedroom and what I saw made my mouth drop. The room had been totally redone. Instead of my old bed there was a nice canopy bed with a pink and blue comforter. There were satin sheets on the bed and a pink blanket. The pillows matched the sheets. I didn’t know what to say as I went over and sat on my bed.
"Do you like it sweetheart?" Asked mom.
"Mom it is absolutely beautiful."
My dresser had been replaced with a white one inlaid in gold trim. There was a vanity in the corner by the window and it had a big mirror like my sisters. The curtains in the room were now pink with white lace. My room had been painted in a light pink exactly like my sisters. my room now had the appearance of a girls room.
"We did all of this while you were gone." Said Judy.
"And I helped her." Said Carl.
"I don’t know what to say?" I said.
"When Judy told me what was going on she asked if I wanted to help, and there is another surprise later tonight." said Judy.
I would not find out what it was until that evening but I was ready for anything at this point.
"You won’t go to school on Monday honey, you have an appointment with our Psychologist." Said dad.
"Yes she is very interested in you." Said mom.
I was wondering just how far this would all go but I was starting to feel allot better about myself. All that was happening was a confidence builder for sure. My room looked very nice and I knew I would be comfortable there. When I went to the closet to put my new clothes away my boy clothes were still hanging there but along with them were several nightgowns and girls dresses and sweaters and things. There were several pairs of girls shoes also. I hung up my new dresses and went to the dresser to put away the underclothes my mom had bought me. As I put them in the drawers I smiled and whistled.
My mother was glad to see me so happy and even my dad the consummate macho man was smiling. I was concerned and worried that I had disappointed him. My fears were put to rest when he came over to me and put his arms around me.
"I hope you like everything sweetie?"
"Yes dad I love it, but aren’t you a bit disappointed?"
"Why not at all Patrick, if you want to be a girl then I am proud of you for following your convictions."
Dad gave me a kiss on the cheek and hugged me close to him. Despite the way I was feeling I started to cry.
"Don’t cry baby, you will be fine and your mother and I will be behind you no matter what choice you make. I am not losing a son I am gaining a daughter and a very pretty one at that."
That seemed to make me feel better and I didn’t know weather the tears were from sadness or joy. When I think about it I wouldn’t have to masquerade as a girl at Halloween anymore. I wouldn’t have to sneak behind my parents back and have my sisters dress me up. My mother had surely provided the answers. Along with the fancy furniture mom and dad also got me my own Television and stereo just like my sister had.
"So now what shall we call you from now on?" Asked dad.
"Well I think Patricia would be appropriate dad." I said.
"Well as soon as you start to see the psychologist then we will know for sure."
We left my room and went to the kitchen where mom and Ann were already preparing dinner. Mom asked me if I wanted to help. I said that I did and she and Ann started me off just making a salad. Mom said that would be the easiest for now. After dinner we all went to the living room and sat to watch some television. It was getting late and I told mom that I wanted to go to bed.
"There is another surprise for you honey, are you sure you want to go to bed?"
"Well I guess I will stay up a little later mom."
Just about then the door bell rang and Ann went to answer it. There at the door was Alexander and I nearly fainted. I went and sat next to my dad who smiled at me.
"Isn’t this what you want baby girl?" He asked.
"Yes dad but I am afraid."
"Well don’t be honey, we have explained everything to Alexander and he thinks it is so cool. Besides he said you are very pretty."
I couldn’t’ believe what I was hearing, my dad trying to hook me up with a boy. I just stood there with my head down. I didn’t want to look Alexander in the eyes. I was so afraid of what he would do. That fear was quickly alleviated however when he came over to me and took my chin in his hand and lifted my face.
"Don’t cry sweetheart, you are the prettiest girl I have met. Just because you aren’t a real girl you could be."
"But Alexander I deceived you the other night."
"Oh you didn’t do anything of the sort, I knew, no one had to tell me I just knew."
That really made me nervous I didn’t know what to say. Alex held my chin and kissed me on the lips and the sparks I felt were deep. The butterflies started to come and I was shaking. Alexander took me in his arms and led me to the sofa and sat me down. I was on the verge of really going spacy when he put his arm around me. Mom and dad sat there and smiled. What was going on here anyway? Alexander once again kissed me and my heart almost stopped.
"Your mom and dad said I could take you to a movie tonight if you want to go?"
"Ahhhhhhhhh, I don’t know Alexander, I would like to go but."
"But what Patricia, it will be fun I think."
I looked over at mom and dad and all they did was smile at me. Then my sister Ann spoke up.
"Come on Patty, I am going with bill when he gets here so we will double date."
"Well I guess so, I will go."
"Good." Said Alexander.
I went to the closet to get my sweater and mom handed me a purse. When I looked inside the purse I discovered there was some powder, a lipstick and something I wasn’t prepared for. There was a little package in there and I took it out and held it up.
"What is this?" I asked.
Mom didn’t hesitate in telling me that it was a condom. What in the world would I need this for. I just put it back in my purse and put on my sweater. Alexander took my hand and we went out the door. By now Bill had shown up and as we went to get into his car Alexander opened the door for me and helped me in. I made sure that I sat down and kept my legs together and swung them in like mom had shown me. Alexander got in the other door and moved close to me. He put his arm around me and we sat close together.
On the way to the theater he kissed me several times and I found myself responding as any girl would. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I also did something that even surprised him. I rested my hand on the front of his pants and I could feel just how aroused he was. It actually made me feel good to know that I was getting him excited. When we got to the theater Alexander was the absolute gentleman as he opened doors for me and everything. He even paid for the tickets as we went in.
We all sat in the back of the theater where it was the darkest. Of course Alexander held my hand and I felt a little weak. Alexander wasn’t a small boy by any stretch of the imagination. He was over 6 feet tall and very muscular. The movie was an action movie and had it’s share of romance and every time the heroine would kiss the hero of the movie Alexander would kiss me. I was starting to feel more and more comfortable. Then I did something that even surprised me. I reached over and started to rub his cock through his pants. Then he did something that surprised me. He pushed my hand away and kissed me on the cheek.
"This isn’t the right time sweetheart." He said in a whisper.
"Don’t you like it Alexander?"
"Yes I do sweetheart but now isn’t the time."
I just sat there dumbfounded as he smiled and kissed me again. My sister and her date were engaged in their own laison so she didn’t notice. For the rest of the movie I sat holding Alexander’s hand. When the movie was over We left but didn’t go straight home.
We wound up at the local lovers leap or parking spot. Bill and Ann were in the front seat doing their thing and I could hear Bill moaning. It didn’t take much to figure out what they were doing. It wasn’t that cold a night so Alexander suggested that we take a blanket and go outside. Alexander took a blanket from the floor and we left the car I don’t think that my sister was even aware that we left.
Alexander found quiet spot and to my surprise I noticed that there were others out there. He laid the blanket out and we sat on it. He took me in his arms and kissed me hard on the lips. The butterflies were back again and I didn’t know what to do. This time when I put my hand on his pants he didn’t pull it away. He let me rub the bulge in his pants and was even moaning a bit. I said to myself that if I was going to do this I had to do it now or I would never do it.
I unzipped his pants and put my hand inside. I could feel the warmth of his engorged cock through his undershorts. He laid back on the blanket and let me do what I was doing. I took his cock out of his undershorts and started to move my hand up and down it’s length. It got considerably harder in my hand. It was huge, much bigger than mine was but I kept stroking it all the same. I reached up and undid his belt and undid the snap to his pants. He slid out of his pants and pulled down his undershorts and I continued to manipulate his huge cock.
Then I bent over and kissed the head of his cock. It jumped in my hand and felt like it got even bigger. There was a drop of pearly pre cum on the tip and I stuck my tongue out and tasted it. There really wasn’t much taste to it. I licked up and down his cock and paid particular attention to the sensitive underside. Alexander was moaning now and started to move his hips up and down. I went even farther and opened my mouth and took the head of his cock into my mouth. I used my tongue to excite Alexander even more. He moaned as he put his hands on my head forcing his cock farther into my mouth.
I let it slide in and as it hit the back of my mouth I nearly gagged. It was a good 9 inches long and thick. I relaxed a bit and let it slip into my throat fighting back the gag reflex. I started to bob up and down on his cock and he was moving his hips up and down driving his cock even farther into my throat. With my hand I jacked him off as I sucked on his cock. It didn’t take long and I felt his cock get bigger then I could feel the spunk race up the length of his cock. I pulled back and let the first sprit of his man seed fill my mouth. It seemed like there was a gallon of the stuff as it filled my mouth. Then another spirt and I had to swallow to keep from drowning. Spirt after spirt after spirt of his cum filled my mouth. It tasted salty yet sweet as I swallowed. He let go of my head and let me do what I was doing.
When it was all over and I let his softening cock fall from my mouth I realized what I had done. Oh my god I had let another boy fuck my mouth. I had given a blow job to another boy. The guilt started to set in and I wanted to run but Alexander held me tight. I was crying as I was ashamed at what I had just done.
"Don’t cry baby." He said.
"Oh Alexander I am so ashamed."
"Don’t be ashamed little one, you only did what came natural."
"But it isn’t natural Alexander."
"And why do you say that doll?"
"Because I am not a real girl, I am a boy and I just gave another boy a blow job."
"But sweetie, you aren’t a boy at least I don’t think so anyway, and I loved what you did for me and the best part is I didn’t have to ask you nor force you."
"But Alexander you don’t understand."
"Baby Doll I understand more than you think. Now lets get back to the car."
Alexander picked me up and kissed me and I put my arms around his neck and kissed him back. Was he right, was I really a girl? Alexander picked up the blanket and took my hand and we returned to the car. As we got in Ann looked at me and smiled she knew what we were doing. Bill also looked at Alexander and nodded his head. The tears were still falling as we drove home. It was a little after 11PM when we got home and mom was still up. Alexander and Bill walked us to the door and kissed us good night.
When we got in the house mom smiled at us. She didn’t seem to be upset and she was wondering why I was crying.
"Why are you crying honey?" She asked.
I broke down and told her the whole story about how I had given Alexander a blow job. Mom just smiled and looked at me she took me in her arms and hugged me.
"Honey remember this, you are experiencing nothing more than feelings that any young girl would." "But mom it was wrong wasn’t it?"
"I don’t think so honey, you will experience much more in the days and years to come. Now run along and get ready for bed."
I went to my room and took a nightgown out of the closet. I got undressed and put the nightgown on. The breast forms were still well attached to my chest and I looked in the mirror. I once again started to cry and my sister heard me. She knocked on my door and asked if she could come in. I sat on my bed with my head in my hands and I was crying.
"Why are you crying baby sister?" She asked.
"Sis I was so bad, I did something that I wouldn’t dream of."
"Little sister you only did what came natural, I was your age when I gave my first blow job so don’t feel so bad."
"But sis, I am not a girl."
"Oh but you are little sister, not physically but I think in your mind."
"Sis I am so ashamed, what will Alexander think?"
"I think he will love you baby sister, now don’t worry your pretty head and get some sleep."
"Can you stay with me tonight big sister?"
"I guess I can, now get under the covers and get some sleep."
Ann climbed in after me and we fell sleep cuddled up like we used to do when we were little and I felt safe. I had dreams of the last two nights and in those dreams I wasn’t a boy trying to be a girl but I was a real girl. Despite all that I slept good cuddled up to my sister.
To be continued
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