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Kasumi
by One Hit Wonder
© 2004
"I was startled when I first saw Kasumi. It was after a few seconds after I
felt Aaron "leave" me, then out of nowhere there's a naked girl. I'd seen Kasumi's picture before, when Aaron tried to use his card to pay a dinner bill. Me being his date, when they said the card belonged to a girl then showed the embedded picture of her, I was like "who is that?", "why would you have her card?" He explained that it was a girl who visits from Japan, and that they must've switched cards somehow. It was fishy to me, but when I saw the same girl when our accident happened, I couldn't believe that he did know the girl, and apparently brought her into our "special time" I got upset, and beat the girl up. I thought they were trying to play a cruel
joke on me, even after I told Aaron about my past bad experiences, and fell so hard for him. I couldn't believe it, and this girl was in on it, by the looks of things, I had to, I'm so sorry, Ami. I just didn't know. I've tried to be there, after finding out the truth..."
"Don't be too hard on yourself. You shouldn't have been pulled into "Aaron's" situation. From what I understand, Kasumi was on her way to recovery, and her "new-found" stubbornness is why she's like this. We just need to find her, and get her to accept things, and see that it can be as good. I'm hopeful." She decided to change to slightly lighter subjects.
Meanwhile, David, and Theresa drove around the entertainment district. They
were unsure why Kasumi left, or what she left for, so they thought they might give Aaron's old favorite area a try. Things had changed here, but not so much that Aaron wouldn't know the place. "But what's a small girl with no clothes, and no money going to do here?" Theresa questioned David."You forget that Kasumi now remembers everything about being Aaron, and that means, what ever he likes, or knew how to do. I'm sure that Aaron could have handled himself if he were still as we remembered."
"Yeah, but what WOULD Aaron have done? Beaten someone up? Threaten someone? He was near-death when we saw him last, and if things are as we think, then he is worse, David. He can't beat anyone up. In his situation, who would take him seriously? He's so small, and hurt, he can't handle himself that way. If anything, it could be HIM being victimized. We have to hurry." They left the area, agreeing that he had no means to be there. It was now dark...
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"Get this bitch!" A man said to his comrade. "Look at this! I wouldn't believe our luck, if I ain't see it myself. You see this bitch?" the rather tall, thin Hispanic man commented.
"Yeah man, she's bad. That's a piece of ass. You can see it all! That pussy looks like it hasn't ever been touched!" The Hispanic man's "friend", a shorter, but more buff white male commented, as he felt Kasumi's hardening nipples. "Man, she's out cold, and these nipples are still getting hard-on's, this shit's insane."
"Why would a bitch that looks this hot, be here, dressed like this?" The Hispanic man questioned.
"I don't care. She's here, we're here. Let's take her." He looked at the sleeping girl, who's gown had been ripped off. "She's got it all. A pussy cleaner than anything I ever fucked, and these tits. Besides, you know that I have a thing for these Chinese bitches." he gave a squeeze to one of her breasts, "Man, you gotta suck one! Her nipples are just asking for it!" He put her hardened nipples between his thumb, and forefinger. Both men took a perfect 'D' cup breast in his mouth, and began sucking the nipples of the unconscious girl.
"Wh..what..?" Kasumi said weakly, as she awoke to the stimulus.
"She's up!" Exclaimed the Hispanic man.
"What..are you..UUM...doing?" A moan tried to secape.
"I'm sucking your tits, bitch." the white assailant said sharply, and started back at it.
"No...No!!!" was all Kasumi could get out. She was too weak for resistance.
Kasumi began to anger, as she thought about the inevitable end of her life, being raped. She never, ever wanted to be penetrated, so being raped would be a whole other level of mental undoing.
"Shut up!" the Hispanic man yelled, changing his position from attacker to look-out.
"Hey...I'm...a..dude..., you..can't do..this.." She squeaked.
"Shut the fuck up!!! THIS says you're all girl!!!" He lifted up the gown, revealing the never touched vagina, making the girl go wide eyed.
"Uh...I have AIDS!!! A wave of energy came to Kasumi, as the adrenaline
began to pump. Mind processes that had been dead for the past few hours began to start again. More importantly, her breathing became slightly less labored.
"AIDS? Ooh, I'm scared! You liar, there is no more AIDS, you dumb bitch."
He smacked the newly struggling girl. More struggling was met with more slaps. Kasumi, with newfound vigor, quickly realized that the man's position made him vulnerable, so she nut-checked him, and ran past the other man. She ran out of the alley screaming "Get them, they're crazy!!!" there were only about 3 people around, none of which said anything, and actually quickened their pace to get the hell out, once they saw one man grab the small female, and the other punch her in the face.
"You bitch, you fuckin' hurt me" The white assailant kneed Kasumi in her
midsection, causing blood to freely spew from her mouth. "Goddamnit! Hurts,
don't it?! I've always wanted some of that Chinese ass, and your little chink
ass is about to be my first. I claim this ass in the name of America."
"F..fuck...y.." the word was met with a gut punch, making Kaumi cough more
blood up, and wheeze out of control.
"You have to hurry, and quit the dramatics! Get it, and get out." The Hispanic man snapped. "Something isn't right, she's bleeding out of her mouth like a fountain. Leave this bitch."
"Whatever, you're no fun. I'm doin' this, as fucked up as she is, she's still the hottest number I've had. Look at this fucking bitch, I'm not passing it up." With that, he sharply inserted his middle finger into Kasumi. Her eyes lit up as she felt intrusion for the first time ever. Her wheezing picked up, as she began to have red anger. This would be the end-all moment of Kasumi's life. Kasumi saw this as inevitable, she couldn't fight back, hell, she couldn't even breathe, so avoiding this rape was just not going to happen. The attacker inserted another finger into the pure vagina of Kasumi.
"This shit is flowing! And she still has her cherry! This pussy's never been touched!" Kasumi had never had sexual contact, thus the unwanted advance made her eager body betray her. The extreme pain of the injuries were slightly muted as all-new feelings developed. This made Kasumi even angrier. She refused to cry about any of this.
"K..Killll....mee..first..." She shakily got out. "Do...it...NOW!!! Kasumi knew that with her injuries, she'd surely die if she was taken, and was not going to die immediately after orgasming to a rape. If anything, he could kill her, then have his filthy way with the body she didn't want anyway, and Aaron would be free.
"You are a crazy ass bitch...I'm a horny guy who got a lucky find, not a murderer." He smirked in a predatory way.
"You are not lucky man...not today." A calm voice said as the silouhette of a small man approached.
"Who the fuck are you?" both assailants simultaneously inquired. "Get the fuck out of here..this isn't your business, man!"
"It is my business..." The man walked forward, revealing himself "When my granddaughter is attacked by scum like you."
"Just what do you think you can do about it?" the white attacker asked smugly.
"Step away from her, if you want to live to see the next sun..."
"No one talks shit to me like this!" The white attacker dropped his victim, and rushed the man using a right jab to left uppercut combination, which were easily avoided, and parried. "So you got tricks..." Both men now attacked the hero, to no avail.
"I have warned you...leave now, or forever regret this day. You cannot harm me."
"Shut up" The white assailant snarled "You can't do anything with that kung
pow shit!!!" He went on the attack. Upon landing a shot to the man, the attacker felt a sharp pain rack his arm. "OOHH OWW What the...MY HAND!!! HE BROKE MY FUCKING HAND!!!" The man then grabbed the attacker turned whining bitch, and dislocated his elbows, and knees. The ex-attacker passed out after letting out the loudest shriek.
"So, I take it that you would like to try as well?", the small man smirked at the lone Hispanic assailant.
"Hey, man, no trouble, no trouble," he said, looking at his buddy and not
wanting the same treatment. "I wasn't going to do anything to her...I promise!!!"
"Be gone, before I change my mind..." With that, Mr.Yamamoto quickly scurried to Kasumi, smoothed her gown back on, and carried the small girl to his car at the end of the alley. The girl was definitely in bad shape. She had multiple very bad bruises, her face was red, her breathing was a shallow wheezing, and she had blood on her lower face that came from her mouth.
They were en route to the hospital, only about five minutes away. Kasumi was
in a daze, and didn't understand what was going on. They arrived shortly,
and Mr.Yamamoto got her in the ER where she was recognized as the girl who had
run off. Kasumi was immediately entered into surgery. Mr.Yamamoto then
phoned the Spence house. The family, Ami, and Alicia were on their way.
Within an hour of the call, everyone was in the lobby at the hospital.
"Daddy, how did you find her?"
"Well, I must say that I was shocked when I saw my granddaughter's picture in the news. I had not heard from you, so I took it upon myself to search."
"We were all over the city where exactly was she?"
"Very close, a five minute drive from here, I would say."
"How was she?"
"It was very bad, she was being attacked when I arrived. The doctor will be in shortly, and let us know the situation."
"Attacked? What..kind..of 'attacked' ?"
"Yes, Ami, it is what I think you fear."
"Oh my goodness!" Everybody gasped in a synched voice.
"I do not know how far they went, but I am sure that I stopped them."
Conversation over the situation continued for a while, until it was interrupted by Kasumi's doctor."Ah, Mr. & Mrs.Spence, I believe we've met, to everybody else, I'm doctor Xavier Montoya, Ms.Hanzuki's attending care specialist. She seems to be
quite a firecracker. Now to the matters at hand, as you are aware, Ms.Hanzuki was entered into this hospital after neglecting a severe case of broken ribs, wherein ribs were badly damaged, and had pierced some organs, allowing infection, and eventually the condition sepsis to set in. Apparently, she recovered quickly, from what I understand of the story, and escaped the hospital. In which time, as I gather, she had taken off the cast, allowing movements that quickly compromised her healing. She, in this short time, has also had more blunt force trauma, causing the ribs to be completely shattered like glass crystal, and enter organs more severely. What we've done is go in, using the finest incision, and used custom made bone stem-cells, that will begin to reproduce her ribs. She has severe infection of the lungs, and stomach, we had to repair the said organs, and currently have her on medications. These will subside soon, with today's finest medications, but the ribs will take a few months, being that it took so long to get stem cell use approved, and it is still kind of new, and does not benefit from advancement that we have now. I'd say that she'll be wearing a torso cast for the summer. Any questions?"
"Yes." Mr.Yamamoto began , "About the attack, how far did it go?"
"Do you want to send the kids out?"
"No, they should be mature enough to handle this." Mr. Yamamoto stated, "Kids who are in relation to the situation deserve to know what has occured, as much as the adults."
"Ah, yes." The doctor agreed, "We've detected entry." Everybody gasped in horror. "There were signs of vaginal lubrication, but the hymen is still intact, and there were no seminal fluids found. It is believed that there was NO penile insertion,
rather the attacker using his hands to masturbate her. We've done a blood
analysis, and came up with nothing. So, other than the mental trauma, she's
fine. Anything else folks?"
"I guess that covers it, thank you doctor. Well, um..when can we see her?"
Ami hopefully asked.
"You can go up later. She is recovering, and we will not know when she will
wake. We have to make sure she can't pull another stunt like this before she
recovers this time, as she surly would have perished quickly in her
situation, plus being of such small stature, you just can't expect her body to
deal with these injuries so easily. Just call on me if you need anything for
her." The doctor went off to attend to other patients.
Everyone left Ami, as she wanted to be alone with Kasumi. Alicia left Ami
her car, so she could get back. They would be back tomorrow. Ami called her
husband, and informed him that Kasumi was in an "accident" and was
recovering. Yashiro asked if he should come immediately, and Ami declined,
thinking that she had to get Kasumi to accept things first. They talked
about it a bit more, and Yashiro decided that he would come in a week.
Realizing how bad that situation could be, she headed to Kasumi's room.
Upon entering the room, she saw just how horrible Kasumi looked with her
bruised, puffy face, and this machinery around her, and began to remember
her last day with her daughter. All of these things were too much to be
taken in at once, and she cried, as she looked at the girl. She held the
girl's small hand, as she prayed for this ugly situation to be over quickly.
The next morning, Ami was awakened by her father, Mr.Yamamoto. "Oh, hey,
daddy. How are you?"
"I am fine, so, just what is going on with Kasumi, or young Mr.Spence, if you will?"
"It's still Kasumi. Well, daddy, things have blown up in a big way. Just as
you said, she would remember it all. She does, and immediately wanted to
come here, and seek you out. She wants to be Aaron, as 'he' was before. I
was expecting changes, but not like that. I have to know, are you going to
do as she asks?"
"Of course not. This will be something for Kasumi to overcome. Young Mr.Spence, I believe, was not aware that he would come back naturally, as your actual child. I am to guess that he may have believed that he would some how magically be the same person again. The brief meetings that I have had with him tells me that he was over-bearing, over-masculine, and stubborn, and being reborn as quite the opposite has caused a problem with his "manhood", and I believe that he seeks to replenish it."
*** Mr.Yamamoto made Aaron this way, for a reason. Yes, Kasumi is a new person, but she still retains the soul, experiences, and actions of Aaron. This was done for 2 main reasons. With "Aaron" aware of the goings on, simply living as Kasumi will serve as a reminder of his previous ways, and their costs on everyone, and to himself. Secondly, it would keep Kasumi from making the bad choices she might choose, being that she has Aaron's will. The "Pre-Memory" Kasumi was the same person (soul, will and all) that she is now, but at the time, she was kept from Aaron's memories to protect her childhood. Mr.Yamamoto could not decide what Ami's child would be, so that was up to chance, as it would be natuarally. It just happened so, that Aaron was reborn as close to his exact opposite as possible. The only thing he knew for sure was that the child would be at least partially Japanese, with Ami's genes, and that Aaron wouldn't be 100% black, if at all. With Mr.Yamamoto's previous meetings with Aaron, he knew that things might get a little ugly once he remembered who he was and was aware of who he is now. Mr.Yamamoto needed to help Ami get a lid on things, before the truth behind the whole ordeal was exposed...if that were to happen, Ami would hate her own daughter...***
"What can I do? I don't want to lose my Kasumi. It is my blood in her veins, I was the one on my back in labor, I have loved her, cared for her, and still love her strongly. She is my daughter, no matter who she thinks she is."
"I am glad you feel this way, because she is your daughter, and my granddaughter. What is to be done, is to get Kasumi to understand the situation, and accept it. I have faith that you will do it, Ami. Appeal to feelings that "Mr.Spence" has not had a stimulus to, that is the key. Though she is hot-headed, Kasumi may listen to your pleas, and accept things." Mr.Yamamoto left after while, and was replaced with Alicia, and the Spences. Everyone checked in here, and there, but Ami stayed, the full week, only leaving for showers and food.
By the end of the week, Mr.Hanzuki came, and joined his wife Ami, to look
after their daughter. About two weeks had passed, then it happened. "Ami..?"
the dry voice weakly said. Tears welled up in the child's eyes. "Ami!" The child reached up to hug Ami. "I've never been so scared in my life!" More tears came.
"You're alright." Ami kissed her daughter on the forehead. "I'm here now."
"Oh, Ami, I thought I was going to die. I...I ..couldn't do anything." Kasumi sniffed, still hugging Ami as hard as her pain would allow.
'There's my little girl!' Ami thought, but she felt guilt at thinking that thought, becuase of the reason that Kasumi was acting this way. She now noticed that Kasumi's chest was much larger now. She thought that it was the covers over her, but now she felt them, and the nipples pushing into her own chest. Ami, however would not inquire about Kasumi's breasts, as she didn't know why they were larger.
"Ami...you're always there, I lo......." Kasumi had a sudden clearness, she looked around, thought about her position with Ami, and thought about what she was going to say. "What was I...?" She immediatley jerked away from Ami. "Ami, I apologize for bothering you." Kasumi turned away from the embarrasment of her very girlish actions. "That isn't how a grown man acts. You didn't see it." She lay back down facing away from Ami. Tears were still actually coming to Kasumi's eyes.
"You're not a grown man. And I saw that. I saw my sweet Kasumi, the real you. You've been through alot, Kasumi." She knew that as quickly as it began, it was over, so she changed up her plan. "How are you feeling?"
"As good as someone like me can be." Kasumi groaned. "Why did...you come here?"
"Why not, Kasumi? You're my daughter." The mind games were already beginning.
"I just got up. I've been out for who knows how long, an you're beginning
this already? Please! I can't take it." Kasumi began, indicating that it wasn't happening. "Where's your father? I swear that I saw him when I was in trouble."
"Yes, it was him that saved you, your granddad." Ami replied, giving Kasumi a loving look.
This made Kasumi think. 'She's already starting this shit? Why? Her dad is gonna change me back today anyway. She wasted her time coming here, oh well, she can afford it...' Mr.Hanzuki walked into the room.
"Kasumi!! You're okay!! I had to come when I heard that you were attacked.
My beautiful daughter, I've awaited this moment." He then hugged her very
lightly, and kissed her.
'This damn faggot!!!' Kasumi thought, but the irony put a smile on Kasumi's
very pretty face, which was taken by Mr.Hanzuki as a sign of warmness.
Kasumi noticed this and immediately thought more thoughts about the man that
hugged and kissed 'Aaron'. Kasumi figured that he's never been told the
truth, and un-Aaron like, she decided to ease the situation. She struck up
conversation with Mr. Hanzuki, trying to be convincing. It worked, and after
awhile, after being checked on by the doctor, it was determined that she
could leave the next day.
The next morning everyone was there. Kasumi was shown how to take care of
herself, and given medications, and later released. She asked to go with
Mr.Yamamoto, of all people, and it was accepted. She said that she'd call
someone to pick her up, if need be, and with that, they all left.
As they drove along the freeway, Kasumi began, "The first thing that I've
got to say is thank you. I would have died with out you there. Now, that
that's over, it's time for business. I want you to put me back as I was. It
would have been useless for you to save me if I have to stay like this."
"I will address this when we get to my abode." They finished the trip to
Mr.Yamamoto's house. With needed help from Mr.Yamamoto, Kasumi made it into
the den, where they took seats opposite one another. Mr. Yamamoto began, "So, young Spence, it is your desire to be as you once were?"
"Yes. It is what I want."
"Why?"
"Numerous reasons. First, this body.."
"Your body? The body that you were born with?"
"If you want to call it that. It's totally opposite of what I was. That's not what I want to be, that is the dream of a faggot."
"If you are the woman, then it is not what you say that it is, is it?" Even Mr.Yamamoto was getting in on the reverse psycology.
"But I'm not a girl. Not in my mind. I know that I've been this Kasumi chick the whole time, but now I feel like Aaron. I was a foot and a half taller, twice the weight,
ripped like a Greek god, and I could pretty much have my way. You don't know, but even the last time, when I became Ami, I was attacked, and unable to do anything about it. It has happened now, as well. I was beaten up by a GIRL! SEXUALLY assaulted! These things don't happen to Aaron Spence! I've cried! Me! I've cried!! A grown black man made to cry? This would never happen, normally." Kasumi pleaded, remembering the supposed travesties.
"I am going to say that you have handled the situations before you in the wrong way. You needed to have finesse about yourself. You, such a small girl, cannot go around in such a ham-fisted fashion. I would assume that it was you who initiated the occuarances?"
Kasumi swallowed, knowing that his assumption was a correct one. "With all-due respect, I don't need wisdom, I just want my old body back, please!"
"You have no old body, this is the way you were born. I am afraid that it cannot happen. In all reality, you and I know that you were put this way because of your attitude towards ending Ami's life, and being so uncaring about it. I also wanted to give you another chance, it is your choice how you use the chance. But nonetheless, it is how it is. I would suggest that you not hurt Ami, she still loves you more than anything."
"I did care, but what could I have done?" The sudden exclamation created a
sharp pain, which Kasumi grabbed at. "In that point of my life, nothing tormented me like what I did to Ami. Nothing ever has!"
"You could have shown it. Instead, you bought a new car, and avoided punishment. I needed justice."
"I can't show those kinds of emotions. Look at what I was..." To someone like Aaron, showing emotions, other that anger was weakness.
"Well, you can show plenty of emotion now. I know about the hospital."
"I...You could have killed me." Kasumi lowered her head. As crazy as the idea was, it would have been a better fate in her eyes, rather than be something she felt she was not.
"That is not my way, young Spence. Can it be that hard to accept your new self?"
The alert system told of a visitor, and Mr.Yamamoto went to the door
and opened it, revealing Ami. "Ami?"
"Yes, daddy, I had to." They both went to the den.
"Ami!?" Kasumi looked up. "I said that I'd call."
"I know, sweetie, but we really need to talk."
"Look, there's nothing to talk about. As soon as he does..."
"I know that he's not going to, Kasumi."
"That is correct, as I have already said." Mr.Yamamoto added.
"You don't have put on a bravado, or act anymore. I know you remember it all, but that's the past, not your past. You're not Aaron, you don't have to be a tough person anymore. There is nothing wrong with being the way that you are supposed to be. Who was was that at the hospital? Who was crying to me? Who? If that's how you have to get your feelings out, there's no problem with that, Kasumi. It's who you are." What more could Ami say?
That last statment didn't go down too easy, because it was true. Kasumi acted as though she ignored it. "This isn't hard. Just do your stuff, and it's over, just like that!"
Kasumi said looking hopeful. "I know you got some of that horrible stuff." She added, remembering it's taste from Aaron's memories.
"Look, Kasumi" Ami said, beginning to tear up. "Please, do you know what this is doing to me? Do you care?
"I'd appreciate it if you call me by my name. You know what it is." Thoughts of being Aaron once again consumed the mind.
"Your name?!? Look in that mirror. Tell me who you see!" Ami pointed at the mirror opposite the front door. It was looked at, and replied.
"What I see is a GIRL. A SHORT, SKINNY, SLANTY EYE BITCH. This is NOT me! I was the exact opposite to what I see in this mirror. TALL, STRONG, FEARED, BLACK MAN. Who is scared of me now? WHO? Nobody! I was attacked by that bitch Alicia, and she's not exactly strong , or has skills to fight, or is a man, but still, what could I do?! I was hurt too damn easy for comfort, and was overpowered, by a chick!! A damn chick!! This isn't the Aaron that I know."
"That's true. You aren't the Aaron we know. I see my beautiful, wonderful daughter Kasumi. I see the person that I love MORE than anything!!! Can't you see, you are her! It's always been! You are MY Kasumi!!" Ami was nearly hysterical. "There is
nothing wrong with being Kasumi!!! She began searching for things to say, to persuade. "You have people that love you. Me, your daddy, even the Spence's still love you very much as my daughter. There is nothing holding you back, please! You can do it."
"Please, Ami...you gotta stop this.." Even "Aaron's" waterworks began, listening to Ami's heartfelt attempt at keeping her daughter as part of her life..."Look, I don't want to hurt you. I..I already have, more than anyone should another. I wish that you could have your daughter, I really do, Ami." "Aaron" didn't know what to do, or say to this. As much as Aaron had done, Ami still loved him greatly as the daughter she bore 15 years ago. Could Ami's simple desire be so much, in light of all that had been done to her by Aaron's hand?
The alert system told of yet another visitor. Mr.Yamamoto left the mother and
daughter, as he answered his door. This time, it was the Spence's, David, and Theresa. "Hello, Mr.Yamamoto."
"Hello, there, Mr., and Mrs. Spence, to what do I owe the pleasure?"
"Ami told us that Aaron was being difficult, about staying as Kasumi. We want to help him see that it's okay, so we're going to try to talk some sense into him." They stepped into the den, joining Ami, and "Aaron".
"Mom? Dad? What're you here for?" Listening to Kasumi say that in her beautiful voice killed Ami, it is her, and her husband that Kasumi should be saying those words to.
"We came to talk to you." Mrs.Spence answered.
"About what? You want him to change me back, don't you? Yes! With this much
support, I can't lose!!!" "Aaron" began to feel on top again.
"Not exactly. You see, Ami told us how difficult you were being, and asked
us did we mind you being who you are now, and with all that YOU put her
through, we couldn't. "Aaron's" heart began to sank, as Mrs.Spence began,
"Look, we love you no matter what, as Aaron, or Kasumi. Never forget that
you're with us forever."
Mr.Spence began to add his part. "But despite all of this hurt, and pain you
caused this family, you are now part of it. Is it strange to look at the young Japanese girl before me, and think that this used to be my son? Sure it is. But we have accepted it as part of the grand design and you really should too. This all happened for a reason, and you know that Mr.Yamamoto went easy on you.
"Oh. My. Fucking. Goodness." Exasperation set in "You think this way too?
What did they do to you?" "Aaron" couldn't believe that HIS own parents were
saying this, it had to be a trick.
"No one is making us. Do you think anyone wants to lose their child in any way? No!" Mrs.Spence flashed a hint of anger, not believing that Aaron was so blind to the facts, in his own selfishness. "You caused Mr.Yamamoto to lose his daughter, and this was part of your punishment. In fact, you can't even call this a punishment!! This is a second chance, and a very good one if you ask me. You have a loving family as Kasumi, you have the same over-abundant resources, and look at your beauty, you are easily one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen, that's the icing on the cake. Really, it's only punishment because you're making it that way, and you're once again hurting Ami. She's done nothing to deserve this. "
Aaron bristled at the "pretty" comment.
"See, what you just said...pretty! That should never be a word to describe me. I'm supposed to be handsome, rugged, tough, feared, buff, stuff like that. Look what you made me!" She hated being Kasumi. Short, where Aaron was tall, weak, where Aaron was strong, Soft, where Aaron had muscles, Japanese, where Aaron was black. Total opposites...
"Okay, that's your problem." Mr.Spence sat in, "You have always been too
mannish, you have to beat up this guy, you had to handle this, or that. It's
that same attitude that just got you nearly killed. When you got injured, you
thought that you could handle it, you couldn't, and made the injuries worse.
When you were in the hospital, you ran out, causing the injuries to be life-threatening, not to mention that you got attacked. Who were you going to beat up? Who? Mr.Yamamoto saved you. Had you died, it would be Ami burying her daughter. And when you were back in the hospital, who was by your bedside the whole time? Ami. I hate to bring up these moments, and all, but Ami loves you more than anything, and you really should not do this to her."
Ami had tears in her eyes, watching, and listening intently what was happening. She was depending on David and Theresa to get the point across, but could they? Her father comforted her, after all, Kasumi would stay Kasumi, with out a similar treatment to which Mr.Yamamoto gave to Aaron so many years ago. The serum was never made for public use, as it was deemed too powerful of a substance, who's use could have adverse effects on the world. High powered criminals would be kidnapping, and "cloning" themselves as powerful politicians. Everything pertaining to it was destroyed, so even if he wanted to, Mr.Yamamoto couldn't give it to Kasumi anyway.
Mrs.Spence was in the middle of conversation with "Aaron", "And, yes, as much as we want you back, you are Kasumi, Ami's daughter. We've accepted it. We love you, and we love Ami. We care about all of you, and the best thing for you all, is for you to just accept it. You're not being given that substance, because it doesn't exist, and even if it did, from what we understand about it, there needs to be a sample of Aaron's DNA available, which also doesn't exist. Please, Kasumi Hanzuki, go with your mother, she needs you." Calling the girl "Kasumi" once again, and admitting that Ami was her mother, while the right thing to do, was heart-breaking, so Mrs.Spence
just went to Kasumi, and hugged her tightly, in a long embrace, grabbed David, told Ami "Good luck." And quickly departed.
The things that Mrs.Spence just said really screwed Aaron's mindset up. He
came in ready to be Aaron, but everyone else thought that it would be best
for Kasumi to stay. Even his own parents saw the greater good that it would
do. Questions remained in the troubled teen's mind. He knew that no matter
the choice he made, that there would be one constant; he would forever be
Kasumi Hanzuki in body. There would be no easy escape from this.
"Take me away from here." 'Aaron' said, red-eyed to Ami. So they left
Mr.Yamamoto's house in Alicia's Honda, heading nowhere in particular.
---
There was an uneasy silence. Ami wanted to say something, but what could she? She never understood the whole story of exactly what happened after her death in 2003. Why would her daughter be like this? Aaron knew prior to being reborn that his memories were going to return, so why was it so much of a seeming shock to him? Why did he long to be the same person that he was before? As far as Ami thought, Kasumi would get the memories, and it might seem like distant dreams to her, and not this fiasco that it has been.
"Ami." The silence was broken. "I've given it some thought." Ami began to
light up. "Hold up, you're getting a little excited. There is still shit to think about. I mean, why? I know that I was, or am this Kasumi person. But knowing that I remember, and desire the past, there's no way that I can live like I did before. I have memories of the things I did, and it all repulses the hell out of me. I had pictures taken of myself, posing seductively, since when does Aaron Spence have cleavage and wants to show it? Daisuke? I have to remember wanting to go to the next level with him, ME! I'm a man goddamnit! And I'm not a goddamned fag. His family wanted me in it, me marry another MAN? And to contrast that, I remember our night
together like it was yesterday. Neither you, nor anyone else knows how this feels. What about my future? I still want a wife, I want my own full-black kids named Spence. How is it going to happen? Now, with all of that said, do you still want a really messed up person like that as your girl kid?"
"I wouldn't trade you for the world. I really do love you more than anything
else, Kasumi." The rest of the trip was silent, and ended at the Spence's
home, where Ami, and Yashiro was staying for their trip. Ami helped the girl
to Aaron's old room. While sitting on the bed, 'Aaron' looked at the doorway, and noticed Ami still standing in it, seemingly looking directly into 'his' eyes and soul. They locked eyes for what seemed an eternity before she lowered her head and walked away. 'Aaron' went to an uncomfortable sleep this night.
---
The morning brought an uncertainty about it, so 'Aaron' asked Mr.Spence if he
could be taken to a park, or another nice place to think. After taking the necessary steps to get ready, they headed out. 'Aaron' had chosen such an early time, because 'he' knew that only Mr.Spence would be up, and there would most likely be no conversation about the situation. Things went as planned, and after being helped out, 'Aaron' leaned against a tree in a lightly crowded park. 'He' told Mr.Spence that he would phone him when he was ready to leave. It was time for think-mode.
"I wouldn't trade you for the world. I really do love you more than anything
else, Kasumi." 'Aaron' couldn't believe what 'he' heard last night. Ami
didn't care about all of that? Was she crazy? However this made 'Aaron'
think. He was quite the shitty person, in his previous life, and since becoming aware of having been Kasumi. He knew that Ami didn't deserve this, nor did Mr.Hanzuki. He also knew that Mr.Yamamoto could have killed him, all those years ago, but didn't, and that he resigned himself to his fate, and promised to be a better person. He never knew that he would be a "she", nor another race, therefore, it was easier to swallow. Now that he was fully aware of the true circumstances, he essentially reneged out of his self made pact. Everybody he knew thought that it was best, even Aaron's parents, for him to stay as what he referred to as "some skinny short
chick". Nevertheless, he couldn't just pop back up, being 19 years old,
again like he was in 2003, and expect to live his life as it was. There would be no legal documentation of a 19-year old Aaron Spence in 2019. What about
Ami? He killed her once, and was going to rob her of the most important thing in
her life, her daughter Kasumi. The loss of her daughter is something he already gave Ami a taste of when he got the potion from the wizard. Ami was bed-side during the whole hospital ordeal, looking after her daughter, and yet she was spoken to in quite a nasty manner before and after. Doing something Aaron rarely, if ever, did he applied logic to the problem. By all feasible means, the right thing to do was to be Ami's daughter. There would have to be some sacrifices on his part, but it really would be nothing compared to what Ami has gone through since meeting him in 2003. The thought session was interrupted.
"Hey, what's a cute girl like you doing here, all alone?" The white man, who
appeared to be about 18 years old, commented.
"Look, jackass, I didn't come here for this type of shit. Can't a motherfuckin brotha relax around here? Goddamn, man." She was so mad, that she didn't think about being a girl, "Damn, a nigga can't do shit! You see this cast? I'm hurtin' here, and your ass just being here is making it worse. You must like my chest, huh? You bitch, you're staring right at 'em. You think I want to be a 15 year old, 5 foot tall ass bitch with knockers this big? Since you like knockers so much, I'll knock your fucking ass out! Begone."
He began "Hey, it's okay...if you don't want to be bothered, fine. Oh, my "brotha", looked in a mirror lately?" The guy simply got up and left. "Man, she had some big ass boobs...Oh well, stupid bitch."
"Hey, Fuck you!!!" Kasumi shouted in her childish tones. Aaron would have beat the man to a pulp, but Kasumi would have to be content with the last word."A mirror? If I had one, I'd have thrown it at his ass..." Then she realized "I can't act that way now. If I get into a fight, I'd get owned, even with my skills, even at full health, I'm not conditioned...That's the reason I almost died, asking my sorry ass body to do too much. It wouldn't have been too much for my old body, but
now..." This was yet another reason to hate being Kasumi. His smashmouth ways
were quick invitations to fights, and now almost any girl was stronger than him, and
no man would fight a dainty looking girl. If anything, a man would more interested in somone like Kasumi being their sex slave, rather than fighting her. But still, this wasn't about Aaron and his antics, it was about everyone else. It was his fault that things
were the way they were, so it had to be accepted. He had to stop running,
and face it. "She was right, I suppose this isn't a bad chance," Aaron thought.
He needed an apparatus to make him finalize the decision. Ami's face appeared to
his mind. All the crying, and pain she was made to feel, and yet to try to take it so well. Images of Ami played in his mind over and over, until the stone cold realization of his erroneous ways, and their effects on the sweet, innocent Ami was truly
realized. No matter his actions, he always had a spot within himself reserved for Ami, and now Ami was the most important person in life, his mother, and this moved him to actual tears, the second time ever for another, and both times were for Ami.
Kasumi looked out at the sun until about noon. She looked at her NokiaTel cellwatch, read the time on the hi-res screen, and made the call. "I'm ready," she said. Mr.Spence would be there in about 30 minutes, give or take. She was ready to get up out of that spot, but she couldn't move, and was getting uncomfortable, so she lay down in the grass. "Great." she heard the familiar rumble of the 16 cylinder Hummer. She couldn't bend upwards, to meet Mr.Spence, so he'd have to help her up. She closed her eyes to brace for the pain it would cause, and held out her hands. The hands that grabbed hers weren't much bigger than her own, and seemed pretty soft. As soon as she was upright, she shot her eyes open, and standing there was Ami.
"I didn't expect..."
"I know...I'm not going to try anything, Aaron, you've made the decision on who you want to be, so let's get you home." Ami looked at the young, pretty face that looked much like her own, not wanting to accept the words she just said. She helped Kasumi into the SUV, and proceeded to drive back to the Spence house. Upon arrival, it was noticed that every other vehicle was gone. They entered the house, and sat in the living room, Kasumi in the large TV chair, Ami on the couch.
"I want to ask you." Ami began.
"It isn't about..."
"I said that I wasn't going to press that." Assured Ami.
"Ask away." Kasumi shrugged.
"Your chest. It is much larger than before. I felt them when we hugged at the hospital. What happened?" Ami asked. "Is it something you wanted?"
"That answer goes without saying. Of course I didn't want this." Ami thought about how Kasumi's voice always sounded so soft, even trying to sound irritated.
"Then how?" Ami pursued.
"I think whatever that was I used to become Aaron did this to me when I changed back. It makes perfect sense, the guy claimed he was a wizard, and knew all about me, all of it, and gives me a drink that let's me become Aaron again. The drink wears off right when me and Alicia...uh...and then I get my body back, but with a bigger chest. Coincidence? I don't think so." She flashed some anger, "That bastard!!" If I ever find him! How could he do this to me!? Now, I'm left the hugest set a 5ft tall person has ever had, and some nipples that are one of Heaven's cruelest jokes."
"Can I see?" Ami lightly asked. She prepared for the onslaught of verbal abuse the question might garner.
"I don't care." Kasumi then gently took the large t-shirt off, exposing the unrestrained beasts that lurk beneath the shirt. <yes BEASTS, not breasts>
Ami gasped, these had to be a large DD, or bigger, and her nipples were over 2 inches long, and not even hard. Ami placed one of her soft hands on Kasumi's breasts out of curiousity. She felt veins, and could see them, but these were definitely part of Kasumi, not implants. She then stroked Kasumi's nipples to see how big they'd get, causing them to engorge, and shoot sexual energy through Kasumi's body. "Shit! Please, no." Kasumi panted.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know." Ami said, feeling sorry for Kasumi because of her predicament. "How could anybody get stuck like that?", Ami thought. These were huge, but being stuck to a 15 year old, 5' girl was rediculous.
"You're okay, I didn't know it was like that either, must be another side-effect." That assumption was correct, little did she know. Kasumi put the shirt back on. "So, where's everybody at?" She asked, recovering from the arousal.
"I don't know where your parents are, and my husband is at the mall....to get you a welcome home gift."
"He still doesn't know, eh?"
"No. I can't bring myself to..." Ami began to water up, once again. This was
it, the last draw, Kasumi wasn't going to cause Ami anymore pain. She slowly
got up, wincing in pain, and she slowly hunched towards the couch. The pain
was horrible, but she hid it. Tears came to Kasumi's face as well. She reached the couch, and Ami stood up immediately.
"You know what....?" She hugged Ami as tight as she could, "You won't have
to... mom."
"Kasumi!?! Oh my goodness, Kasumi!" Tears of joy flowed from both beautiful faces.
"I've hurt you so much since you met me. I promise to never hurt you again.
You deserve everything that you want, never believe anything else."
"But..why?" Ami inquired, still in shock.
"I thought about everything, all of it. I have no real reason not to be Kasumi,
I am her, and always have been. I pictured all of the times that I made you
cry, unnecessarily, over ME! I never deserved any of your tears...You were at my bedside the whole time, even after I became Aaron again, and almost got killed being stupid. Who was that hurting most? Not even me, but you, of all people. I was so stupid all those years ago, and I'm being stupid now. You've given me love that I don't deserve, the same unconditional love that a loving mother gives to her
undeserving child. I didn't see it, until I actually gave myself time to
think about it. I AM YOUR CHILD, and..I...love you too."
This was the first truly heart-felt thing "Aaron" had ever done. It was like
a huge weight had been lifted. With this resolution, Kasumi knew that any
dreams of being Aaron was gone(like it mattered, now that the "antidote"
was gone forever), as well as anything that was attainable only as him, such
as a wife, and kids, but it didn't matter anymore. Only the greater good
mattered, and that was Ami. "I..aplogize, for it all." Kasumi finished, and
went upstairs, with Ami's help, telling her, that she'd like to think a little more. Ami gave Kasumi one more hug, telling her how happy she was
about the decision, and how much she loved her.
Now upstairs, in Aaron's old room, now Kasumi's visiting room, the girl
began to think some more. 'I can't say that things are going to be just like
they were before I got these memories. There was no other way, I guess.
Ami's happy, and her family's not broken up, so I guess it's cool.' Even
though Kasumi had given herself "back" to Ami, as the daughter she was, she
still had reservations. She had Aaron's tendencies, and the whole nine-yards,
and thinking like that, she couldn't see herself with a man, so things like
boyfriends, husbands, and kids would be out of the picture. It would be the life of an unfulfilled woman, but it would be the life of Kasumi Hanzuki.
The summer had left and gone. The Hanzuki's- Yashiro, Ami, and daughter
Kasumi would be leaving the Spence home, and heading back to Tokyo, tomorrow. Since that fate-sealing day, Kasumi had told the Spences about her resolution, and had been trying her best to play the role, as hard as that was. Her language sometimes left something to be desired, but no one could complain, and Yashiro had pinned it on her sexual attack. He still had no idea about his wife and daughter's true past, and that was fine with Ami. Things were now as close to normal as they could be. Today, the cast would come off, and Kasumi would go see her grandfather, Mr.Yamamoto.
It was about 1:00 PM, and Alicia called, telling Kasumi that she was outside
waiting. Kasumi said her good-byes, and left the house, heading to Alicia's
car. "Hey, what's up, Kaz?"
"Shit."
"So, why do you always want to be called that, anyways?"
"Can you get more girly than my name?" She spit out of the window, a mannish guesture. "Talk about 'little Asian flower', geez, I'm the goddamned strereotype from hell...maybe I should wait on some dude, hand and foot too." She began to hate her situation all over again. She'd rather have been the stereotype of "big scary angry black man", which she always knew to play on, to get her way, as compared to what she now looked like, the "little submissive busty sex-slave Asian girl".
"Oh, I just never knew." Alicia knew to change pace, immediately. So, you're going to the doctor's office, and then to your grandfather's house, right?" Alicia began to think. She knew that Kasumi was Aaron first, and therefore wasn't too girly in actions, but the girl still had so much natural beauty, that as a fellow female, it "angered" Alicia that she would not show it off. Alicia wanted to see her made up, and
dressed to kill, instead of being unkept, and dressing like..like some "thuggish" black guy would, such an old fad these days. Today, she had a surprise for Kasumi. That would come later. 'Kasumi, we're going to see just how beautiful you really are...' She thought, and slid Kasumi a smile that was returned with a "What the fuck?" type of look.
They headed to Dr.Montoya's private practice. Once there, they sat in the
quaint waiting room. Kasumi saw the doctor emerge from a closed door, and
converse with the young female nurse, also of apparent Mexican decent. The
doctor called her name, and motioned her to him. As Kasumi passed, the nurse
commented that she was quite a pretty girl. "Uh...thanks..." she returned,
still being uneasy about that kind of thing. Dr. Montoya opened a door, and revealed a neat exam room.
"So, today's the day, eh, Ms.Hanzuki."
"Yep. This itchy ass thing is going bye-bye."
"All right, then, let's get this cast off of you. All I have to do is make sure that you have no pain when I touch certain areas, and if it checks out okay, then you lose the cast, all right?"
"Yeah."
"All right Ms.Hanzuki, just lift that shirt up some, and we'll begin." Kasumi
just took the shirt off. She didn't have the feminine modesty she should have, therefore she didn't regard breasts as some sacred Heaven given things, like most seem to do. If the doctor stared, so what? Just as long as he didn't touch..."YOU...you, your chest!! Please, you have to cover it up!" His long standing professionalism allowed him to pass it off, but he had never seen such a nice rack, so large, such huge nipples, so unaffected by gravity, so perfect, and being only 15, the good doctor knew that there was growing to be done. "Ms.Hanzuki, you should not have shown me that, that was inappropriate. There are any number of ways you could have done that, without exposing yourself." He turned away, thinking, 'That was lawsuit heaven...'
"Just put the shirt back on, and roll it up, enough to cover your chest, and expose your midsection." Kasumi did what was asked, and the doctor took off the cast,
and checked the appropriate sites, and Kasumi confirmed that the areas
didn't hurt, and after doing some movement exercises, she was free of the
cast for good.
Now back in Alicia's Honda, Kasumi, and Alicia headed in a different
direction than Mr.Yamamoto's house. "Hey, this ain't where we need to go."
"I know, we have somewhere to go first..."
"Such as?"
"The mall." Alicia smiled.
"The mall? Why? Just what is at the mall?" Kasumi questioned.
"Stuff." Alicia didn't want to give it away, or Kasumi would put up hell, so
no more was said. They soon reached the Florida Mall. Kasumi stated that she
was going to the arcade, while Alicia got whatever "shit" she was after.
Kasumi was going towards the arcade, and felt someone grab her arm.
"Who the fuck..." she turned around to see Alicia in front of her smiling.
"No arcade for you!"
"What're you talking about, that's exactly where I'm goin'. What, you want me to watch your ass shop for girl shit?"
"No, I'm not buying anything for myself."
"Then what is it?"
"It's a surprise." Alicia covered her eyes, and nudged her towards the store
she had in mind. She led Kasumi to a place called 'The Beauty Boutique', and
told her to sit in a chair. She felt a whoosh of wind, as a tarp, of sorts
was wrapped around her. She opened her eyes immediately.
"What?" Kasumi's eyes searched for Alicia.
"That's right, Kasumi, I need to see what you really look like, before you leave!" She smiled.
"What the fuck are you thinking, this is a girl place..." Kasumi gritted.
"That's right, girly!"
"I'll kick..." She immediately stopped, knowing that a good comeback could be had.
"That's right...now cooperate with the nice lady, while Julie here makes you beautiful, sweetie."
The attendant, who was a pretty young blonde, was scared at the remarks
she'd just heard. "Y..you want me to go ahead, with the scheduled appointment for Ms.Hanzuki?" She shakily asked.
"Yeah, we're fine." Alicia answered, sure that Kasumi was where she wanted her.
"Appointment?!? You planned this?! I swear..."
"...That you'll go through with this. Besides, you've been looking so rough
lately, you might like it. Your mom definitely will. Besides, I've already
paid for it all, and I don't wanna waste my money, sweetie." Alicia said in
mother-like tones.
"Whatever. I can't believe I'm letting you do this shit to me..." Kasumi
snarled at Alicia. "Do whatever she says, quick, before I change my mind." She added to the attendant. Alicia discussed what she wanted with the attendant, while Kasumi sat in a chair thinking about how gay this was, and how it would never happen again. The work was began. Things were massaged, colored, cut, and styled. Nails were done, make-up, the whole thing. After the great work of Julie, Kasumi emerged looking like a new person.
"You're so pretty! Do you want to see?" The happy-go-lucky attitude of Julie pissed off Kasumi even more.
"No. I don't wanna see anything."
"Okay, but you really are very pretty, you should be happy to have those looks!" She followed that with a high pitched feminine giggle, making Kasumi cringe.
"Jules, you've done a great job. She's stunning, all that's left are the clothes." Alicia thanked her friend, whom she made the plans with, behind the back of Kasumi.
"Alicia, let's git." Kasumi spoke to Alicia like a dog. Git. She walked out
of the place, head hung low. She couldn't believe this, she-who was kind of still Aaron in her mind, was all made up, and though she hadn't seen herself, she knew that she was already quite an attention-grabber, she knew that this was going to be ridiculous like this. She also didn't know that Alicia had more in store...
"There's one more thing. You need clothes to go with that new look. You still have on those ratty sweats. We can't have that, sweetie."
"So, what are you trying to say?"
"I think you know, Kasumi."
"You know what? Since you can't remember Kaz, you can call me Aaron for the rest of the day. And I don't want any goddamn clothes! I got the ones I want on me now."
"Oh, I'll humor you, Aaron, but just do this, it won't be that bad. I promise. Just let me choose one outfit, that's all. Please!? You know that you're hot, stop pretending that you don't care. You know that girls envy you, and you probably like it."
"I don't give a damn about that shit. Yeah, I'm happy that I'm not ugly, but I won't go as far as what you're sayin'. I'd rather compare another man's shortcomings to my old self. That's too much you're askin'. This make-up, and haircut is enough. Matter of fact, I shoulda gotten it cut even-steven, with a hair-line, now THAT sounds like a haircut."
"Asian girl, no hair. Lemme think...wrong!!" Alicia laughed. "You've been a girl for like 15 years, why is it this hard? Even with your little whatever with being Aaron, you should be used to it now. Now just come to this store, and it'll be over real quick." Alicia led Kasumi to an outlet with a sign reading 'Becca's'.
"Hi. Welcome to Becca's." A 30-something blonde woman greeted. "Can I help you ladies today?" Kasumi thought that there was something oddly familiar about the woman in the store, as if they had met.
"Hey, what's your name?" Kasumi asked, pointedly.
"Rebecca. I'm also the owner."
"Yeah." She said. In fact she was remembering that day between Aaron, and Becky, at the moment. Kasumi felt shame at the pleasure Aaron had gotten from this very woman manipulating his body as it was becoming Ami's. She knew all the right places to touch. Unbeknownst to Kasumi, it was moments like this that were the reason she was allowed to keep her momories of being Aaron.
Alicia nudged Kasumi. "What she means is that she needs help." Alicia whispered to Rebecca, "Something tight, flirty, and simple." Rebecca nodded.
"What are you over there saying, all low, and shit?"
"Nothing, it's nothing." Alicia was surprised that she was heard.
"Well, Ms., Ms.?"
"Hanzuki..." She flatly stated. She hated having to say that name. Nothing personal, but she'd still like to have used Spence.
"Ms.Hanzuki, I'm going to select for you an outfit that I believe will fit your body, and overall look. I have pretty good senses about other's features, and their fashion needs. By the way, you are very beautiful, and I can tell that it's all natural for you too. We're going to my fitting area. back here." She led them to an area that couldn't be seen by other patrons.
"Well, lets get the measurements." Kasumi's measurements were taken, and she
was properly fitted with the best clothes for the job. Very tight white capri pants. They left little to the imagination, as far as her lovely shape was concerned. Everything could be seen. The blouse was red, had a deep cut 'V' neck line, and displayed Kasumi's generous amount of cleavage, as well as her flat stomach. Flirty? Yes. Tight? Yes. Simple? Yes.
After Alicia paid the total, they begin to walk out, until Kasumi grabbed
Alicia's arm. "I thought that I was taking these clothes off. That's what
you said. Now, where are they?"
"Going in this trash can." Alicia smirked.
"You better think about that shit."
"Oh?"
Noticing Alicia's cool, Kasumi went from mad to pleading, "Come on, I can't wear this shit!! Just give em back to me."
"Why can't you wear that great outfit that was assembled, just for YOU?"
"Why? It makes me fucking uncomfortable, that's why. This shirt shows off
my...chests. These goddamn pants are all up my ass, and my...you know..."
She couldn't say that one. I have a wedgie, and every dude in here can see exactly how my ass is shaped!!! And even my...you know, if they look hard enough. Believe me, I've done it in the past. I can feel these pants there. I can't walk right,
or anything! You have to please give them to me!!" She reached for the old
clothes, to no avail.
"You're a baby. We girls all compromise our comfort for vanity, sometimes."
"WE? Who's we? I see a girl, who is you, and then me."
"And you are?" Kasumi's bullshit mind games were pathetic to Alicia.
"Me, that's who I am." Kasumi came up with the best answer she could, as to not have to say her name.
"Yes, you are who you are, Kasumi Hanzuki. My beautiful, Japanese,
girlfriend. Yes, that's certainly who you are." She knew that Kasumi was defeated.
"Well..." Kasumi gave in, "Let's get out of here, now! I'm not being a peep show for some dudes, goddamnit." Kasumi grabbed Alicia's arm, to pull her to the parking lot. She noticed how many looks she was getting, and was going to tell Alicia her piece, once they got in the car. She was walking a bit too fast for the heels she had on, and one got caught on a crevice in the floor tile. "Ohh! Shit!!!" She tumbled to the floor. There was great laughter at her expense. This caused her to get mad. A "black dude" never falls in public like that, right? "WHAT ARE Y'ALL LOOKIN AT!!!! I'LL BEAT EVERY ASS IN THIS BITCH!!! ALL OF YA PUNKASS MOTHERFUCKERS!!! OOOH!!! GODDAMNIT!!!! FUCK!!!!" A mall cop approached the 2 girls.
"You can't make such outbursts, Miss." The obvious failure in life said.
"Bitch, did you see what happened? I fucking fell, that's what. I'm getting laughed at! Me!"
"I suppose since you're a pretty girl, you think that public embarrassment can't happen to you? Nobody's immune, ma'am."
"You stupid fuck! That's not the fucking point..."
"I'm gonna have to ask you to leave this mall."
"FUCK YOU. TOY COP, YOU AIN'T GOT NO POWER, WHERE'S YOUR GUN?" She taunted, remembering that mall cops used to never carry guns.
"It's right here." Sure enough he had a pistol. Other patrons laughed even harder. Kasumi simply took her shoes off, and ran out of the mall. Alicia picked up the shoes, apologized to the man, and ran to catch Kasumi at her car.
"I'm so sorry. It wouldn't have happened had I not came here and dressed you
up."
"You think I ran off like a embarrased girl? I didn't. You don't apologize. I ran,
because that shit was salty." She wanted to clear up any thoughts about her reactions being feminine.
"Salty?" She hadn't heard that word used outside of table salt.
"It's from a long time ago." Alicia hit the keyless, and they entered the
Honda. "I can't believe this shit. Why do I always have to get embarrassed?"
Anger started to build. "I never wanted to be this way!, and I have no good
luck now!!" They took off, finally towards Mr.Yamamoto's house.
"Well, you could act like a girl...I don't want to be frank, I'm not that
way, but most of your problems are from you trying to handle everything as
Aaron would. I saw Aaron, I know he could handle all of those situations, or
wouldn't have been put in them.(Like being beaten up by Alicia) But now, Kasumi, you just have go about things differently."
"That sounds easy, but I wasn't one of those gay motherfuckers that want to
be girls, I still have no understanding of girly shit, and still don't want any part of it."
"Start small. I think you're not comfortable yet, since your looks just beam
'femininity'. Just look at yourself, that's something you never do. Start saying 'my breasts', 'my vagina', explore it, and explore your beauty. It's a shame for such a beauty like yourself to hate all that you are." She handed Kasumi the shoes back. "You could even start with own name, you never say it."
This whole situation made Kasumi think. She had been trying to do better,
and actually was, until today. She knew that Alicia was right, at 15 years
old, Kasumi had too much life left to spend it wasting away thinking about
being Aaron. Besides, that would never be. Trying yet again not to act like
Aaron, she put her hand on Alicia's leg and said, "You're right. I need to
stop this. Me trying to hold on to my old self has made things worse,
and worse. You know what? I'm glad I met you" She smiled, for the first time
ever "Even though you broke my ribs!" She actually joked, something
unprecedented. Alicia smiled at the poor joke, after all, a joke is a joke.
Kasumi finished telling Alicia the directions, and they were quickly at
Mr.Yamamoto's house.
"Hey, give me something to cover up!" Kasumi didn't want Mr.Yamamoto to
think of her as a 'tart' of sorts. "You got my...chests all out, with this shirt." Alicia handed her the sweat shirt that she originally had on. After putting it on, she told Alicia to wait on her, then used the alert system to notify Mr.Yamamoto of her arrival. The door opened.
"Young..."
" Kas...u...mi..." She got out, still uncomfortable, "It's K..Kasumi. Kasumi."
"Ah...Kasumi, my child, what brings you?"
"I had things to say. Can we sit in?"
"Sure. Does your friend not want to come in?" They then seated in his den, in the two chairs that they sat in before.
"She's fine. I won't be long. I just wanted to talk about this."
"About trying to be young Mr.Spence?"
"No. I'm over that."
"I would think so, since you have taken to making yourself beautiful, as you have." He noticed how she looked.
"Oh this? She tricked me into it. I didn't know..."
"No need to explain, but you are quite the breath taker. The young men will be in pursuit!"
"Uhh.." She blushed, not feeling mad, as normal, but embarrassed by picturing
that in her mind. "Uhh..I wanted to do something I should have done a long time ago, that's what I'm here for. I want to say thank you. It was long over-due. I should be glad that you didn't kill me, but yet gave me a life that can be better. What did I do? I made it hard on everybody. They didn't care, the love was still there. Mom was hurt more than anyone, and still wanted my sorry behind back. She was the final factor in my decision, as well as you."
"Me?"
"Yes. When mom came back, I made a promise. It was to be better for myself,
mom, and you. Once I thought about it, I saw that I wasn't making good on
it. That's because I thought that I was going to be the same physically as I
was before, so that made it seem easier to take in. Now, I think that I can do it,
for all of us."
"I am glad to hear this, Kasumi. It pleases me to no end. You have made an
old man proud."
"Happy to oblige." She got up, walked towards Mr.Yamamoto, and stuck out
her hand. He got up, and shook the hand. She then took her other arm, placed it around him, and drew herself closer, taking this from a hand shake to a soul-warming hug. "You've done so much for me, grandpa" She especially thought about him saving her from her attack, proclaiming "It is my bussiness...when my granddaughter is attacked." After the hug, she waved him a quick good-bye, and left, informing him that her parents, and herself would be stopping by tomorrow before they left for Tokyo. She entered the Honda, and a waiting Alicia noticed an attitude change.
"Hey, what's up. You seem happy or something."
"Well, I feel better. I got some things out. It was pretty good."
"That's good, now I need that sweat shirt back."
"Come on, I need this. You're gonna ruin my mood."
"Sweat shirt, please."
"Whatever." Kasumi hesitantly gave the sweat shirt back.
"Really, just look at yourself, you're delicious. Guys were checking you out, left and right."
"Yeah, yeah. No more of that. That shit is STILL gay to me. I catch some dude lookin' at me, and he'll catch something, all right. Let's get back to my house, with NO more surprises, dammit."
"Sure." Alicia was conjuring up a plan for them to go out later, unbeknownst
to Kasumi. However at the moment, Alicia wanted to show the new Kasumi to
Ami, so they did go to the Spence house. They entered the house, sending
everybody in shock. Sure, Kasumi was a show-stopper, but the thing is, that
they hadn't seen her this way since she started acting like she was Aaron.
"Hey...whats the looks for? She did this! I was tricked...", she pointed at
Alicia, who was all smiles.
"But didn't you let them?", Alicia teased. With that said, Kasumi realized that she was right. Exactly why did she let it happen? Surely she would have put a better
fight, right? Ami, who stood beholding her daughter's beauty for the first time in months, rushed the girl, hugging, and kissing her, proclaiming "Oh, I love you!", as she knew that it was done for her sake. Though it made Kasumi happy, Ami's sentiments were a little strong.
"Well, guys, I'll see you all later." Alicia waved her good-bye to everyone.
Kasumi caught her on her way out. They were standing by the door, while the
rest were in the den.
"Hey, thanks, really. I guess it was a good idea, my mom was really happy,
something she hasn't been in a long time, thanks to me and my stupidity..."
"It's no problem. I'll see you later." She turned to leave.
"No, wait!" Alicia turned back around, "Um..I..uh want..." Kasumi looked up
into Alicia's hazel eyes, with her own sparkling ones and reached up, to
bring Alicia's face closer, and gave her a warm involving kiss, right on the
lips. "From Aaron." Alicia embraced the girl.
"He was a great guy, and you are a great girl. Bye, Kasumi."
"See ya..." She closed the door.
Kasumi saw that it was 5:00PM, and headed up to her room. She looked at the mirror on the door, the same one that she used to flex in all those years ago. Gone was the brown skin, the large arms, ripped chest, and six-pack abs. She looked at the reflection of herself for the "first" time. What stood in this mirror was quite different. Her already stunning face was enhanced to new heights of feminine allure. She wore such a small frame, in great contrast to her former self. The smooth curve of her shapely thighs was titillating, as was the full 'DD' cup breasts that proudly jutted out from her chest, with their hard nipples asking to be ogled. Looking down,
at the tightness of the jeans, she was able to see the very feminine shape of her hips, and the clearly visible, wide gapped 'Y' that was indented in the crotch of the pants, and how it spaced her thighs so impossibly far apart. "I guess I admit...I'd hit it." She tried to lighten her own mood, while studying the image before her. She was glad to have taken Alicia's advice. "This is me. I am Kasumi Hanzuki. I am the pretty girl that is in my mirror." That one hurt, but she soon got used to it. She thought about the
situation, and also about how she seemed to be taking things easier, and the lack
of testosterone was keeping her more mellow, otherwise the heartfelt moments
with her grandfather, her mother, nor Alicia would not have happened. She lay
down for for a nap, being thankful that she looked as good as she did.
"Could've just as easily been ugly, fat, a little dicked dude, or mixed with
white, who knows..." She was at least glad to still be on the top of the
food chain, and to still be 100% "ethnic". She drifted to sleep, finally realizing that there were positives about being Kasumi Hanzuki, at least compared to what could have been.
At 8:15, Alicia came over, and was let upstairs by the Spences. "Hey,
Kasumi." The girl woke.
*Yawn* "What's up..?" She asked, half sleep.
"I wanted us to go out before you left, out as two girls. Just dinner and a movie, that's all."
"Nah. I'm good."
"But..."
"I don't want to go to any dinner." she appeared to scowl at Alicia, then suddenly, her face lit up. "Let's go to an arcade!" Alicia was shocked, she surely thought that Kasumi was mad. "So what about it?" She brightly asked.
Alicia hadn't seen such a good mood come from Kasumi, since the day that she
appeared in Aaron's bedroom, so she jumped on the offer. Alicia helped
Kasumi with the slight touch-up, and they were out, and on to a local arcade
room. They held conversation on the trip, but still, it was more like a guy
and a girl talking.
"All right, we're here." They headed to the door of the building, showing the
Cyber Actix cards, which doubled as ID's among other things. They found out
that since Kasumi was 15, she would have to leave this particular place at
10:00 PM. Alicia watched as Kasumi indulged herself in the game. Alicia was
glad that Kasumi was having a good time, as she knew this was her favorite
past-time, other than street racing, which she really hadn't shown any interest
in as of late. They finished their time with in-house dinner, but not
before being interrupted.
"Hey." a Hispanic guy asserted, looking at Alicia, "I've been noticing you
tonight." Kasumi looked at the guy with contempt. "So, do you wanna talk a little?"
"NO. She doesn't." Kasumi spat out.
"She doesn't mean that." Alicia blushed.
"The fuck I don't." What was going on? This angered the man.
"Just what is your problem?" He asked, hiding his own contempt.
"You! Now get out of here."
"Oh, I get it, you two...are like that, huh?" The man assumed, as these ways were slightly more common these days.
"No! We're not together." She assured him, as she turned to Kasumi quite surprised, and hushed "Kasumi, chill out."
'We're not together...not together...not together.' It broke Kasumi's heart to hear this being said in such an easy tone. She shook her head, and stormed out of the place, with tears welling up.
"Look" Alicia said to the guy, "I have to check on her...I hope you can
understand." She wanted to save face, so she added "She forgot her meds..." She apologized to Kasumi in her mind.
"Uh...yeah." He wondered just what their relationship was, "Maybe some other time..."
Alicia paid the bill quickly and departed the building. She found Kasumi
hunched against her car. She put a hand on the girl's shoulder, noticing
runs in the make up, and asked "What's wrong?"
"What's wrong? What's wrong? You were gonna leave me for him, that's what's
wrong. He was making moves right in front of my fucking face. I'll beat his ass, that's what I do to disrespectful motherfuckers." Kasumi still did not sound convincingly threatening...
"Leave you? What do you mean?" She already knew Kasumi's reasoning.
"You were about to go with another du..." She realized the flaw in her
reasoning, and the sentiment drew a look of curiosity from Alicia.
"Oh shit," Kasumi thought, she had saw the outing as kind of a boy/girl date,
with her being the boy. Male jealousy had pushed it's head into the outing, and made Kasumi feel like Alicia was going to taken away, by another man. "I'm sorry...I
don't know what I was thinking..." The sweet voice replied. "It's like I felt that..." She explained the feelings she just had. Alicia sympathized with her, knowing how hard the outing was, especially since this was her first female outing, since gaining the thoughts, and actions of Aaron. They got into the Honda, and headed for a theater.
"I'm sorry Alicia. How could I have seen us a being together still." It was
more statement than question. "I still feel the same way about you that I did as Aaron. It was like he was trying to take you away from me, that's what I saw. But I'm..a..girl. I'm Ami, and Yashiro's daughter, Kasumi...aren't I...? It's who I am, isn't it?" Her poor mind was once again in turmoil, as the situation brought forth.
"Yes, you are Kasumi. Bright, strong, and beautiful, that's who you are."
Kasumi began to sob. "I still like you...the way...a man... likes a woman. We've
been through more than any other couple since we met, I...I love you." She caught herself once again, 'couple'. "Alicia...I...don't know what I'm saying!!!" She then began to cry. She didn't realize it, but her time was coming, and the already emotionally charged happenings were enhanced by hormones, and it affected her greatly this night. Alicia decided to cancel the movie plan, and get Kasumi home, and stay the night with her.
---
Once they arrived at the Spence house, Alicia dabbed the smudges from
Kasumi's face. Everyone was pretty much asleep, as the Hanzuki's would leave
for home in the morning, and the Spence's were seeing them off. They went into the room for the last time this year, and Alicia dressed down to a nightie(a very snug one, thanks to one of Kasumi's earlier visits), while Kasumi went with her trusted boxers, and large t-shirt. Kasumi was still reeling on the occurrences, and was showing it. "Don't worry, everything's gonna be fine, you'll see." Alicia comforted.
"But how? I can't hold myself together" *SNIFF* Kasumi felt weak, not
physically, but mentally, like a true lost girl. "What's wrong with me?"
She was being ravaged by the emotional rollercoaster known as P.M.S. Like
the last few months, it, and her period snuck her, not being in her forefront, but in those previous times, she did no more than sit around, so she hadn't really felt the effects of her PMS around others, like she did today.
"Shhh." Alicia cooed, "Just come here." Alicia was lying on the bed. Kasumi
drew slowly towards her. "Let's just sleep, you'll feel better." Alicia
spread her left arm out, and Kasumi found herself nestled under Alicia's
protective arm. Kasumi rotated herself to face Alicia. She looked up into
Alicia's beautiful hazel eyes, and said softly "You always know what to say,
and what to do. I DO love you. I wouldn't have made it this far with out
you..." Alicia thought of ways to comfort the poor girl. She would do something that she'd never imagined herself doing. With Kasumi facing her, she pulled away the straps of the nightie, exposing her breasts. She then pulled Kasumi's head towards her breasts. Kasumi looked up. Alicia smiled back sweetly.
"I love you too, Kasumi" She began to gently stroke the girl's soft, sweet
smelling brown hair. Kasumi began to gently suck the brown nipple, causing
it to stiffen, and send waves of pleasure through Alicia's also eager body.
Kasumi suckled Alicia's perfect nipples for at least another 30 minutes,
until she fell asleep, still latched to Alicia's nipple. Not wanting to lose
the moment, she just put her arms around the sleeping Kasumi, and kissed her
on the forehead, whispering "Goodnight." She also fell asleep, with her
nipple still in Kasumi's warm mouth.
---
"It's morning already?" Alicia asked herself. She noticed that Kasumi had
her head still over her breasts, as if they were pillows. "She sleeps like a
man..." She chuckled softly, also noticing the slobber on her breasts,
some dried and crusty, and some fresh, coming out of the open mouth of
Kasumi. She gingerly lifted Kasumi's head from her chest, to get up, and
shower. As she showered, she felt how sensitive her nipples were from
Kasumi's extended attention. She began to rub them between her fingers.
Alicia found herself wishing that Kasumi and Aaron was in there with her.
"What was I thinking?" She was able to remove the invading thoughts quickly, and tied it to her not having been active since the day that Kasumi appeared, and
that was months ago, with a man, who was now this same girl she had been so
stimulated by. she quickly finished her shower, and joined an awakened Kasumi
in the bedroom.
"Hey, good morning Alicia." Kasumi beamed.
"Oh, hey, Kasumi." Alicia was kind of apprehensive. She was hoping that Kasumi wouldn't take her gestures from last night the wrong way, and she was weary of her own momentary desires. If Kasumi tried anything, Alicia knew that though she was straight, she would willingly participate in the activities.
"Hey, about last night..." Kasumi began.
"Last night?"
"Yeah. Alicia, that was the best thing anyone has ever done for me." She moved closer, "You knew that my male needs were alive, and that I was upset, and you went beyond the call of duty. You let me suckle you, like a mother, throwing all thoughts of "gay-ness" away. I can't tell you how much I needed that, and I can't say anything stronger than I love you. I really do."
"It was nothing. Really." She suddenly found herself being tightly hugged by Kasumi.
"I don't want to lose you!" She said softly, betraying who she felt that she was, with these emotional desires. "I need you, Alicia." Slight tears came to Kasumi's eyes.
"Whoa, girl. Think about what you're saying. You know that we can't be that
way. Last night, I was helping out my friend, I knew you needed it."
"That's not what I mean. I don't want you to do anything you don't want to
do. What I'm saying is...I want you to come with us today, come live with
us! You don't have to be my girlfriend, but I can't take losing you. You are
the most important person to me." She appraised Alicia, who was visibly
shocked.
"...You shouldn't say that, please...What about your mom and dad?"
"They are important, but you are, too. Please." She pleaded, wondering why
her emotions were so strong.
"As much as I want to make you happy, I can't. I mean, how can I just think
that I'm gong to pick up, and live in Japan? I would be putting my life on
hold. How would I come across a relationship? Or have peers? I'm sorry,
Kasumi, but I have obligations to fulfill." Alicia said as a matter of fact.
"I'm as out of place there as you are, Alicia!"
"Looked in a mirror, hon? You look the part to me. You'll be fine, we can
still keep in touch." She tried to lighten the mood. "Well, Ms.Kasumi, I've
got to go, now. This is good-bye." She gave Kasumi a warming hug, and a kiss
on the cheek, and left.
---
Kasumi sat on her bed. It wasn't fair. She never loved anyone like that, and
now this new life of hers was taking it away. She began to get undressed for
the shower. One look at the boxers she had taken off told her just what the problem was. She administered feminine care to herself, whilst in the shower, "I may never get used to that shit, it's so...so embarrassing..." Afterwards, she was dressed back into clothes of her taste, she had more time to think about Alicia. "I know I was being selfish, but why? Why? She's gone...just like that..." She went over all of the good times, and even the bad with Alicia, and she realized even more that she needed Alicia in her life. Once she got back to Japan, she would have a peer group, but they
would be highschool girls, something she could barely relate to, now. She would look like them, but she'd think like Aaron, who in turn would be closer to Alicia's type. Oh well, you can't win 'em all....
Kasumi continued to get ready, despite having that "heavy" feeling, that's
normally reserved for impending doom. Once she finished getting her things
ready, she took her bags downstairs, and was greeted by everyone.
---
Jade and her family were at the Spence home, as jade wanted to see Kasumi off.
"Hey, Jade, what's up?" Kasumi asked Jade.
"Oh, nothing, I just wanted to see my little sister off." Jade smiled.
"Haven't you forgotten that you're the little sister. I have you by a few years, little sis."
"Oh, really, how old are you? 15? Yep." They conversed for a little, then Kasumi thought about how she had last treated Jade's kids, and decided that she'd do the right thing, and apologize to them. Little Aaron was in his room, using this opportunity to gather some of the PS5 games, to take them home when they left. Kasumi headed to the room, and knocked.
"Who is it?" Little Aaron yelled.
"It's me." Kasumi answered.
"Who is me?" He knew the voice as Kasumi.
"C'mon Aaron, let me in."
"Yeah, yeah..." Little Aaron came to the door, and opened it.
"Aaron." Little Aaron said flatly.
"Yeah, me." Kasumi began, "Hey, I wanted to say my bad for my actions the last time we talked. It was nothing personal."
"Yeah..."
"Also, I see some of myself in you."
"Um..yeah.." Little Aaron wondered where this was going.
"Look, man, don't make the mistakes I made. You're already checking out chicks, and you're noticing yourself in 'those' ways. Don't get arrogant, ever. Be humble, and take people seriously, no matter who it is." She also noticed that at 13, Little Aaron was more of a letch than she had ever been as Aaron.
"Sure...I guess..." Little Aaron definitely wasn't paying attention.
"Aaron, man, you have to listen. You're just like me! Do you remember what I looked like? That beautiful life was stolen from me when I was 19, rightfully so, because of my attitude." She noticed his eye placement "You're looking...at my chest...I'm your goddamn uncle! Are you that dense!?" Kasumi took her shirt off, exposing her breasts to Little Aaron.
"You like these, motherfucker?"
"Shit yeah, duh." He answered, eyes fixed upon the 'DD' chest.
"You could have a pair to lug around, if you don't change. I'm gonna ask you again, did you remember what I looked like?" She put the shirt back on. She knew that that probably couldn't happen to him, but if he was as close to Aaron Spence as he acted, the mere thought of being someone like Kasumi should be enough to straighten him out.
"Yeah, you WERE what I want to be. I thought I had a bad-ass uncle." He truthfully answered, remembering those muscles, which he'd like to have one day...soon.
"Look at what I am now! You're on the same path I was. Yeah, I might be easy on the eyes, but do you think a day will go by that I won't think about having that again?"
"Shit, I suppose not."
"I guarantee that you, nor anybody else would want to be like this, especially when you're forced to remember what I can remember. You saw Ami? I still remember having sex with her in 2003, before you were even born! Now she's my mom. Aaron, just don't fuck your life up. That's all." Kasumi felt compelled to tell Aaron these things, because she saw the old Aaron, herself, within him, his actions, everything mimicked Kasumi's old self, and it would be a matter of time before it caught up to him too.
"Cool." Little Aaron said, confirming that he understood.
"For real, man." Kasumi finished.
"I got 'cha, really." They gave each other the customary hand shake. Little Aaron thought that it must really suck to have been built like Aaron was, then have to be someone as dimunitive as Kasumi. Kasumi's speech did get to Little Aaron...plus they had the same name.."I'm definitely not dating any Japanese chicks...ain't NO more coinicidences gonna be happening..."
She went downstairs, and approached Athena who was in the living room alone. This would be different, she had said worse things to Athena, and yet she could remember just how good of friends they were.
"Athena..." Kasumi timidly asked.
"What the hell do you want?" Athena snapped.
"T..to apologize..." Kasumi reached her arm to Athena, and it was swatted away.
"You want to apologize to a hoe? That's what I am according to you, isn't it?"
"No, I didn't mean it...I...please understand."
"What am I supposed to understand? That I'm a hoe?" She shot at Kasumi.
"Please. It was the situation, I...couldn't handle it. Things have been so bad for me since I got the memories back...I finally got my chance to be Aaron again, and it fell apart like wet dog shit...I really am sorry" She started to tear up, "Everybody's problems are all my fault!! I'm so sorry! Please forgive me! I never meant to hurt anybody. I always fuck things up..." Though they knew a little bit about the situation, Athena and Little Aaron were told more by Jade about why Kasumi was acting that way, and more about her old self, Aaron.
Athena wasn't really too mad, though she did resent the "hoe" comment. She understood that the happenings were Aaron/Kasumi's own fault, but still felt sorry for Kasumi. She, however wasn't prepared for "this" Kasumi, and her apology. She wanted to still be mad, but even her farce of a steeled attitude wasn't a match. This person, the person that Athena still saw as one of her best freinds, whom she hung with, and shared everything with, was in tears, crying her heart out, something Athena couldn't take.
Athena, who was touched by this development, wiped her own slight tears, and held Kasumi's hands. "You were already forgiven..."
"I...don't know what to say...Thank you, it really means so much to me..." Sniffed Kasumi. "But...why?"
"Mommy told us the whole story. I know how strong your feelings towards being Aaron again were, and how it got taken away in an instant. It's something I hope to never go through...I'm sorry that you had to, uncle Aaron."
Kasumi brought the two together in a hug, "You have nothing to apologize about, Athena...all of it rests on my shoulders...all of it. Thank you for your forgiveness, I love you...as the friend you've been, and as my niece..."
"Goodbye...how 'bout 'uncle Kasumi'? "
"Works for me, Athena. Bye."
---
She went back into the kitchen, where the rest were. She surprised herself with the recent occurances with Jade's kids. Those kinds of things were much easier for Kasumi than Aaron. She was met with her dad Yashiro, "Well, Kasumi, ready to go see Granddad?", he asked her.
"Yeah, let's do it." Kasumi and her parents left. Yashiro hadn't had any time alone with Kasumi in this whole summer, so this was better than nothing. As they rode in the Hummer, Yashiro began to strike up conversation, something Kasumi had successfully avoided until now. She was able to act the part of the Kasumi that her father knew. And Kasumi herself found it natural, at least moreso than she'd originally thought it'd be. Arriving at Mr.Yamamoto's house, they were greeted, and let in. After short conversation, and fare-wells, the brief trip was over. As the family headed
to the SUV, Mr.Yamamoto waved for Kasumi to come back to him.
"Kasumi, what troubles you today?"
"How can you tell?"
"I know things, especially you, my child. As much as you think like young
Spence, you have been Kasumi for so long, you still show emotions like you
always have. I know when you are bothered, and you are bothered."
"I guess you know me well, better than I know myself now."
"So then, what is wrong?"
"It's Alicia."
"That is your young friend who has been around this summer, I assume. What
is the problem, Kasumi?"
"She won't come with me. I asked her to come to Japan. I won't have friends
there, and I've never had a friend like her...ever, not as Aaron, not as...Kasumi, never. She's been the most important person to me, and I wouldn't be here now, if it wasn't for her help, and caring. I don't know what to do! I feel like I can't do anything about it." She looked up at him with the saddest face she'd ever made in her 35 collective years of existence.
"You must realize that maybe your friend has obligations to uphold..."
"That's what she said, same exact words."
"Look, Ami has told me about how great this woman is, and how intelligent
that she is, and how much that she has been there. I cannot imagine that she
wants to abandon you in any way, but now that the summer is over, the two of
you have different paths to take. Maybe VERY different paths. I cannot make
it any easier, but maybe one day, your friend will want to visit you."
"Well...thanks for listening. They're waiting. I love you, good bye."
"Good bye, and good luck. Remember, to always think of your situation as a
chance to right wrongs, and never as a punishment, Kasumi. You have come a
long way...continue the path. " After an embrace, Kasumi walked to the SUV,
and the Hanzuki's were going back to the Spence home. David and Theresa
would join them on the way to the airport, as the Hummer easily afforded the
room, and it only made sense, seeing that the Hummer needed to get driven
home.
---
Kasumi thought more about Alicia's loss. 'I, at least, could have gotten a picture
of her', she thought. 'As much as I can remember about living in Japan, I'm
still a foreigner...' She wanted to find reasons to stay, but couldn't. She needed to get over the fact, something which has always been hard for Aaron, or recently, Kasumi. Once at the airport, they entered the main terminal with belongings at hand. They had about 45 leisure minutes, so Kasumi went to the food court, for a bite to eat. She chose Wendy's. After receiving her food, she sat at the dining room tables, and began eating. She felt some taps on her shoulder. "Goddamnit! I don't wanna..." She turned around to seenone other than Alicia, who was all smiles. "Alicia!?!?"
"Who else!?" She gave Kasumi a hug.
"But why?"
"Why not?" She looked at the now standing Kasumi. "I'm going with you!"
"Oh Alicia!" Now she hugged Alicia, "I love you so much!" Yes, tears flowed from both girls. Kasumi was engulfed in emotions, and some of which produced tears! New vivid emotions, and Kasumi lived for the moment, not at all thinking about just how "girly" it is to be holding someone, crying tears of joy! It didn't matter to her, all that mattered was that she was truly happy about things. Things were looking up already.
They made their way to the Spence's, and Hanzuki's, where Alicia's bag was
already waiting. The time to leave had arrived. Good-bye pleasantries were
exchanged among those staying and leaving. The Spence's thanked Alicia for all she had done since they met, and wished her well in her new life, said good-bye to Yashiro, Ami, and finally Kasumi. She promised to make her yearly voyage next year. After a hug, and kisses from both Spence's to Kasumi, the passengers showed their multi-use Cyber Actix cards, along with their tickets allowing them to board.
---
On the plane, Ami, and Yashiro told Alicia about how things were, and what
to expect from Japan. They assured her that it would be nice to live in Japan. They explained to her that Japanese people, even rich people, such as themselves, didn't waste space, so yes the house was moderately sized, unlike the Spence's home, with all of it's extra bedrooms, and 3 large dens. This meant that she would be roomed with Kasumi, and that was fine with Kasumi, she didn't care about losing space to Alicia, she wanted this more than anything. Once Yashiro had dosed off, Ami took special care to thank Alicia for everything. It was because of Alicia that the Hanzuki's were returning home to Japan as a full family.
Alicia and Kasumi began to talk. "Kasumi" Alicia began, "I can think of you as Kasumi. Before, I called you that to test you, but now, you genuinely are Kasumi, aren't you?"
"I guess. Over the last few weeks, I've accepted the fact that I won't ever
be Aaron again. Does it bother me? A little. Not to pull my own horn, but you saw
that I was the total package. I mean, a black man is already considered a
dominating force, and my awesome physical traits added just that much more to my
supremacy, and it always felt good. It felt even better when I got to experence it again, after 15 years of being someone else. Since I was reborn, I can actually remember being that nice "girl" that my mom remembered, but once I gained my memories, I wanted nothing to do with it, because now, I'm pretty much kinda' a black man in mind. I tried to act like I did before, and nearly lost my life, and almost
got raped. That, along with the fact that you all still cared about me made me decide to change. Aside from the shortness, the big chest, and the periods, it's not too bad!" She joked.
"You were so comfortable as Aaron, so I can see why you aren't comfortable
to look that good as a girl. I'd have never thought any of this from the first time
that I saw you..."
"Who would? It's not everyday you meet a black guy, who turns into some chick when you try to, you know..." They talked about the subject a little more, then Kasumi asked, "Hey, just how did this come to be, I mean you coming with us?"
"Like you, I think about things heavily. I thought it would be a good life
experience, and I thought about you, I love you, and I just saw how crushed
you were, I couldn't take it. I have no family, and my car is paid for, so
what's there to lose? You were the best boyfriend I ever had by far, and now
you're the closest to a family I have. I didn't want to come, because I
thought about how you guys are a family, and I'd probably be excluded. I
know how it feels...but that was the past talking to me...I can't dwell on the
past. Just like you, Kasumi, I'm gonna make a new start."
"That's real good! But what happened to your car, and your apartment in that house?"
"I sold the car to the dealer, and canceled the lease, after I talked to
your parents. I have about $24,000 total on my C-A card. It's amazing how
fast things can get done these days."
"You sold your car to come with me?"
"I guess that's what happened. Oh well."
"You remember me saying that I'd driven the Japanese version of the Xylo?"
"Yeah, I actually do. You were pretty interested in that Honda."
"It's because I have one at home, better yet, YOU have one. It's yours, when
we get there, you deserve it."
"That's too much, I'll buy a car. I couldn't."
"You will. You gave up a car to come with me, now I'm giving up a car
because I wanted you to come. Please take the car. It's only fair."
Ami overheard this, and cut in "She's got a point, Alicia, you should accept
it." It was apparent that she approved the exchange. Ami was also glad that
Kasumi had a new attitude, closer to her "old" one. 'I have my daughter back!'
she thought to herself, as she smiled to her beautiful daughter, Kasumi.
---
About 3 weeks had passed since the Hanzuki's and Alicia had arrived in
Tokyo. Things had worked themselves into a nice existence. Alicia had gotten
a new position at Honda motor sales, Tokyo, selling cars to English speaking
customers. She'd gotten the job, thanks to Mr.Hanzuki, who owned the dealership. Being as pretty as she was didn't hurt her sales, or popularity, either.
As for Kasumi, she'd gotten into a daily grind. School would be starting in
about a week. She was going to be a first year high school student. She was
getting used to being Kasumi, at least as used as she could get. She was able to play most things off, but there were still things that weren't just right. She had recieved calls from Nissan/Nismo and Sony, about the racecar modeling, and idol contracts. She declined the offers, not wanting to bear that much skin. If the pictures were anything like the ones she'd taken of herself, she wanted nothing to do with it. She'd decided her carrer path would be a more professional type of deal. Overall, everybody was pretty well off. If Kasumi needed "help", Alicia was always there. On the last Saturday morning before the school season, Kasumi and Alicia were in their room. There was a ring of the door bell. Kasumi answered the door.
"Hello?" The young Japanese man was tall, about 6'1'', and looked
pretty athletic. Kasumi noticed her body immediately react to his presence.
"Kasumi! It's been so long!" He seemed to know her name. 'Is he a wizard?'
she thought.
"Who are you?" She looked puzzled.
"Has it been that long?" He smiled. She "scanned" her memories, but couldn't
recollect him.
"I guess it has...?" She offered.
"Uh...hello? Boyfriend here!" This jogged her memories. She had remembered things about him, and what she wanted to do with him, but she hadn't put a face to the name Daisuke, now she had it. What a pleasant face to go with that name...
"That makes you Daisuke Sato."
"The prize goes to...!" He then hugged his girlfriend. "Kasumi!"
"Um..." Her body reacted to him, causing her to blush. Ami walked past the
door.
"Oh, hi Daisuke!" She waved, "Why don't you come in?" With that, Daisuke put
his arm around his girl, and walked towards the living space, where Alicia
was. Alicia waved a quick "hi", which was returned by Daisuke."I think you
two guys should go out somewhere. You'd have so much fun!", Ami was happy. A
mother-made date. Kasumi couldn't excuse herself from this. The date was
to happen at 7:00 PM.
Later, Kasumi, and Alicia were in their room. "So, that's your boyfriend?" Alicia inquired.
"I don't know about all that."
"Well, he does look pretty good, he's polite, and has a sense of humor. You
got taste, girl."
"Please..." Kasumi looked away. She could see why Daisuke was her boyfriend. Just as she had before, she still liked him. There were some residual effects of having been Kasumi for so long. such as being emotional, and she was now experiencing another one, still being very much attracted to Daisuke.
"Come on, give it up! Haven't you already dated him before?"
"But I was a..."
"A girl?" She stepped behind Kasumi, cupping Kasumi's large breasts in her hands.
She started to tweak Kasumi's nipples, making her moan. When she got back to her
senses, she slapped Alicia's hand away. "So, what do you feel between your legs?"
Kasumi blushed hard, she knew that what she felt was what they call being
"wet". In fact, she was very wet.
"Yep." She could tell what happened, "That's definitely how girls react. Or do I need to play with your nipples again?" She teased, making pinch motions.
"No! Stop that shit, Alicia!" She whined. Alicia lunged forward, Kasumi tried to cover her chest with he arms, but there was too much chest to cover. Alicia found the large nipples, and began rubbing them. "Please!" Being turned on so much as a girl was getting to be too much. "St..st.." Kasumi found herself writhing on the floor, with Alicia playing with her nipples. "Come on, Alicia, please!" tears streaked down the pretty face, in extreme embarrassment.
Alicia lowered the sweat pants down Kasumi's waist. "So, did you pee your
boxers, or are you wet? You are the same girl now that you were when you
dated him."
"Okay." Kasumi sniffed, "Did you have to go that far?"
"Yes." Alicia kissed Kasumi on the forehead, then she left the room.
"I am acting like some bitch..." She said. She couldn't figure it out. Since regaining her memories, she had calmed down, with her natural body chemistry, although it was more like a calmer Aaron. What she failed to realize was that she was actually the same person that was born to Ami. To her, it was the "old" Kasumi, a girl who was now gone, and then "Aaron", a man trapped in Kasumi's body. But there was no Aaron. The inclusion of the memories, and life of Aaron, had a strong impact on her thinking, and were put there to remind her of why things were as they were, but she was never anybody else(in this life). She was the only one who couldn't see it that
way.
---
This date was locked in, thanks to Ami. Daisuke arrived like clockwork.
They were in his classic 2002 Camaro SS. "So, who is your black friend?
She's very pretty, and she seems nice, like a caucasian." Something didn't
register as right about that.
"My FRIEND," she snapped "Is Alicia." It hit her. These Japanese people are
blatantly racist, she'd been the victim of it during her trip to Japan as a 13 year-old Aaron. Even now, because of her gaijin(outsider) level of spoken Japanese, she was treated like an outsider in some respects. She could take this farther, but it'd do no more than piss her off more, and ruin the date. Daisuke didn't understand Kasumi's problem, nor would he likely ever.
"We're going to do your favorite today." Daisuke said. 'What is my favorite?' The next moment, they pulled up to a building with the sign reading "SUPER FUN GAME HALL ROOM".
"This guy is good." She said to herself. They stepped into the room and Diasuke
scanned the room for competitors for Capcom Gen ZX. Bingo. They found the competition.
"You wanna tag up with me?" Daisuke said, with his arms on her shoulders.
'I wish he'd get the hell off me...' She looked up at him, "I guess it won't
hurt."
They paired up, and pounded the others, again. After achieving 120 wins, and
dispatching the rest, they ordered food at the in-house diner.
"If it isn't my favorite couple!" The owner said. "It's been a while since you two put on a clinic. I wondered if I were going to see you again."
'Couple?' Kasumi didn't know what to make of that, yet she knew that it was true...
"So, are we superstars?" Daisuke joked.
"No," The owner smiled, "But I'll get the tab again. You two interested in
giving a real clinic?"
"Really?" Daisuke looked to the girl next to him. She looked back, wondering
what he was going to say. He took her hand, and kissed it, asking "Do you
want to?"
Kasumi blushed, 'oh shit! I'm feeling it again...', "Yes! Yes, I wanna do it!" She blushed harder, as she wasn't talking about any game clinic. "...Yes, we can do the clinic...." She tried to play it off. There was something about this guy that made her seem to forget about her real position.
"That's good to hear." The owner began, "Well, Mr...?"
"Call me Daisuke, and my beautiful girlfriend here is Kasumi." He grabbed
her closer to him. Again, she was uncomfortably aroused. Daisuke noticed her
nipples standing out, and was sure everybody else did too. He was not the
average "pig" type, who would have made a tasteless joke, so he covered her
with his outer shirt. It didn't help, they still tented the shirt. Kasumi was glad that he tried, atleast.
"So, Mr.Daisuke, and Ms.Kasumi, get in touch with me, we can set it up, and
we'll take it from there. Oh, they'll be a cover charge, and you guys get 70%. Sound good?"
"I love it." Daisuke said.
"Me too!" Kasumi smiled. Smiled at Daisuke, that is. The two ate their
western styled food, and soon left, happy.
---
They were traveling the Wangan Line expressway aimlessly. Then Kasumi
spotted modified cars. "Hey, are you gonna race them?"
"Why not. I'll show them some torque." She liked this development. He liked
to race, and he had a car like one she had as Aaron. More to like. He raced
a few guys, until he had to refuel. He beaten about 6 opponents, doing 180 MPH runs. His gas was expensive, as most cars ran on "alternative" fuels these days, like Mr.Spence's Hummer R16NG, where NG meant "natural gas". This Wangan racing was as exciting as she always hoped it would be.
Kasumi spotted more people passing, and asked him if he was racing any more.
"Nah, you are!"
"Me?"
"Go for it." They switched seats. She began to pilot the LS1-powered old
school beast. She also raced 6 people, beating them all. Daisuke knew she
loved cars, but he never knew that she was this good at high speed driving,
her shifting- perfect, her clutchwork- perfect, her control- perfect. She
was better than him.
They stopped at the Hanzuki house. They had walked together to the door.
Daisuke began, "You were great, Kasumi. I loved being with you, as always."
"You were great, too. You're good people."
"People?"
"Old saying." She said, as he looked down to her. He took her small hands
into his, kissing them. This made Kasumi blush, she knew what the closeness
did to her, and she liked it.
"Well, Kasumi Hanzuki, I'm gettin' outta here. I'm glad you enjoyed
yourself." He gently grabbed her slim waist, and pulled her closer, kissing
her on the lips. He soon left, speeding away in his Camaro SS.
"Daisuke..." She said as she looked at the moonlit sky. She thought about everything, and put it into perspective. There was too much too like about him, and nothing to hate. His presence made her forget about her true situation, and he even "turned her on". He was perfect, and it was obvious that she was perfect for him, so what was the problem?
Kasumi heard the door open behind her. "Alicia?"
"I saw it all."
"..." She looked down, "I'm not gay, Alicia, I...I..."
"I know you aren't."
"I...was, me...I, him!" Kasumi fumbled.
"You like him. There's nothing wrong with that. A normal couple in Tokyo, that's all it is."
"Thanks to this stupid body. I can't control anything."
"Your body can't control YOU. It can enhance emotions, but it is YOU who controls it. Remember, no matter what of the past, you are Kasumi, not Aaron trapped in Kasumi's body. It isn't like you swapped souls, and brains."
"That makes sense..." Kasumi reasoned, then continued, "You..."
"Always know what to say? I know." Alicia smiled, as she, and Kasumi went to
their room.
Things had gotten better with Kasumi. She and Daisuke held their clinics, about 5 in total. They refused payment, since they had such a blast. Kasumi began her school year soon after that date. She had a popular reputation to uphold, and being the extrovert in high school that Aaron used to be, Kasumi still pulled it off with ease. Most times, it was an act, the girly thing, but it worked out. Her dating Daisuke became more like it was before the memories, and she was able to show affection, not being *that* affected by having been Aaron.
It was a Saturday morning, about 1 year after Kasumi's memories returned.
This day was also Kasumi's 16th birthday. Her mother and father had gotten
her a 2020 Mugen Honda Accord RS. She thanked them, as well as Alicia, her
best friend, and the Spence's for the things they'd gotten her.
"Hey, Daisuke, what's up!?!"
"Nothing" *Smootch* He kissed his girlfriend. She'd picked him up, after
driving her Mugen Accord RS for a few hours. Today, they had planned to go
to their favorite spot, and then there was a special place for later. "You're so beautiful, Kasumi." He said, as he looked to his girlfriend next to him. As nice looking as she was before, she was even moreso now. She remained at 5' tall, her body became slightly more voluptuous, and her face less childish, more woman-like. "Goodness, she's amazing..."
Arriving at the game room, they were greeted once their C-A cards identified
them as "Preferred Customers". They looked about, seeing Capcom next to
empty. A new game was being played, Tekken Tag Tournament 5.
"We've never played a Tekken game!" Daisuke said, thinking about the possibility of losing.
"I think we can manage." Kasumi knew Tekken, she'd played the first 4 regular Tekken games, as well as the first Tekken Tag game as Aaron.
They began, playing together. She knew the mechanics, and he was picking it
up quickly. Well, by the end of their soiree, Kasumi's "veteran" experience, and Daisuke's ability to compromise had led them to about 100 victories. Everyone had complained about losing to these two even in Tekken, especially since they never seemed to play the Tekken Tag 4 that sat in the game room for the last year.
"So, Mr.Daisuke, and Ms.Kasumi, you play Tekken well..." The owner commented.
"We try."
After the games, it was already time to go to their room, the room of their
motel, their LOVE MOTEL!!!
Daisuke opened the door, carrying Kasumi's light body into the room. "Whoa,
look at the stuff that's in here!" He marveled at the room. He sat Kasumi
down on the large bed. The nervousness in the room was thick enough to cut
through. Kasumi began to have bad thoughts. Thoughts she hadn't had in a
long time;
'I used to be a black man.'
'I used to be a black man.'
'I used to be a black man.'
'I guess the guy goes first...' Thought Daisuke, as he held Kasumi's hand.
He began to kiss her, unreciprocated.
'I used to be a black man.'
'I used to be a black man.'
Daisuke began to rub her breasts. He could feel the nipples harden to his warm touch.
'I used to.....'
'I.....'
He began to kiss her on her breasts. She ran her fingers through his hair, purring at the pleasure.
'I....'
'I am'
She brought his head to hers, and began giving him passionate kisses. He
found ice in a mini-fridge. he took the ice into his mouth, and went to her breasts. Kasumi was moaning with the intense pleasure that nipple stimulation caused her.
'I am ready.'
She unzipped his jeans. His cock was rock hard as it jumped at her. Eight
inches of unused sausage, about to enter her unused womanhood. She
positioned herself above it. He nudged it in slightly, making Kasumi jump.
He went in farther, and started the motion in the ocean. It hurt slightly
for Kasumi at first, but then that pain melted away into a never-ending
hypnotic pleasure. Daisuke was experiencing the moist, warm, slick velvety
pressure that is a woman's vagina, for the first time, and Kasumi was experiencing womanhood for the first time...
'I am complete.'
It is 2029, Tokyo, Japan. Kasumi Sato, formerly Kasumi Hanzuki, and Alicia Wataru, formerly Alicia West had gotten married about 4 years ago, in a "western" styled ceremony. It was a spectacular wedding, and no expense was spared. Kasumi had her family, including Mr.Yamamoto, and the Spence's, including Jade, Dave, and their kids. Alicia had no family, but was supported by the Hanzuki's, and the Spence's. Hideki's family had not too many qualms with him marrying a black into the family. Like Daisuke once said, she was nice, and very pretty.
Alicia had met Hideki Wataru at work 7 years ago in 2022, where he was
director of finance. He had shown a great deal of interest in her. This surprised her, because she heard about Japanese not preferring gaijin, especially kokujin (black people) as mates. When she asked him about it, he responded that she was smart, polite, and knew good Nihongo(Japanese), but the catcher was that she was "pretty, and not too black" This took Alicia back. She didn't want to see him, but after Ami, who was knowledgeable because she was Japanese raised, but came to America young, meaning she knew all sides, explained that he meant well, but was most likely unable to get that point across, and he had also tried his best to make it up to her, so
she accepted a date. She saw that he was a genuinely nice man, and that they
had a lot in common, more than most blacks and Japanese do, at least. It
didn't hurt that he was "tall, dark, and handsome." Their relationship had
blossomed into a wonderful marriage.
Now, in 2029, Alicia Wataru is head of exports, at Honda Motor Co., Japan.
She decides what models, can and should be released to other countries, the chages in options from country to country, and she has a board that advises her based on world sales figures for vehicle types. They have a more-than-modest house, albeit stuffed with the latest gadgets that their very, very comfortable salaries can afford. They also have a nanny who watches their children. They have two children, two lovely mixed-race girls. The oldest who is 4 years old is named after Alicia's best friend, Kasumi. The younger 2 year old girl is named Ayumi. She's glad that came to Japan with Kasumi.
As for Kasumi, she'd married Daisuke in a double ceremony with Alicia, and
her husband. They had been together since Kasumi was 14, and their relationship had grown stronger, and stronger. She will never be able to put away the past, but she finally accepted the truth. This allowed her to stop thinking about having been a man, and their relationship hadn't had any strain, thanks to that.
Now days, Kasumi Sato is working alongside her husband, Daisuke. They are on
the board of directors at Chevrolet, Japan. in 2024, General Motors had decided to stop producing cars, and shipping them into Japan badged as Japanese makes, like the Toyota Cavalier(This really exists). They wanted to produce Chevy's in Japan, and keep them labeled "Chevy". Daisuke had also worked in America to help recreate the Camaro in 2025. He had the first 2026 "5th gen" Camaro, off of the line, and it sits next to his classic "4th gen" 2002 Camaro in the garage shared by him and his wife, Kasumi. Kasumi collects the "hot" cars from her time. She relocated that Camaro ZL1 Aaron used to have, and had it restored, she was able to collect late 1990's Nissan Skyline's, Toyota Supra's, Mazda RX-7, and such.
Kasumi does have prized possesions, and they aren't powered by twin turbo dual over head cam inline 6's, or their western styled home, built to match the Spence home exactly, they're her three children. Two girls, and a boy. The 2 girls, the oldest aged 4, was named Ami, after her mother, and her younger girl, 3 years old was named Sakura. The boy, born nine months ago, was named Aaron. Daisuke had no problems allowing a western name when Kasumi wanted to name her son Aaron.
Kasumi looked at her napping daugters, up to her husband, and finally her eyes rested on her son, Aaron. Kissing his forehead, she whispered, "Now I am complete."
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