Jack Turning Into Jackie

by Danker

 

I grew up in the mille of Kansas; our nearest neighbor was 5 miles away. Before I was born my dad took off and my mother took care of my sister who is 5 years older then me. My mom sold products over the Internet. Well the story starts here; my sister and I played together a lot since no one lived close by.

One day we were playing in the garage and she asked me if I wanted to play house I said "sure" I must have been like 4 years old and stopped wear diapers a couple of months before. In the garage was my crib, playpen, stroller, changing table, and old clothes (mine and hers). She said, " I will be the mommy and you will be my baby daughter". I didn't have any friends so I always did what she wanted. She grabs an old bottle and said she will be right back. She came back when the bottle filled with milk and set it down on the table. As she was looking for an outfit for me to wear, she came across some diapers that were in the bottom draw and took one out. She picked me up and put me on the changing table. I said, " NO, NO, NO I don't need to wear diapers I use the potty now." Jack she said then " it's only a game so just play with me". I finally agreed and she undressed me and put the diaper on me. I never remembered the bulkiness between my legs, I felt really weird. She picked me up and put me in the playpen and gave me the bottle and told me to drink it and play with the toys. She came back with an old dress of hers and said, " My baby is going to be the most adorable baby in the world". She put on the table and I asked, " can I get out of the playpen" she said babies don't talk and not till you finish the bottle".

After the bottle was finished she picked me up and put the pink dress with flowers and lace around the neck, arms and at the bottom. It was so short and the diaper made it lift higher so it showed. "You look so cute" she said and said " let mommy go take you for stroll" and put me in the stroller and gave me a Barbie doll. She pushed me out to the back yard and picked me up and set me down in the sandbox. We both made sandcastles in it and I had to go pee pee and I got up to go she pulled me down. " Where do you think your going, we are not done playing yet" I replied I need to go to the bathroom. She told me " oh no you don't, babies don't use toilets they use diapers". I started to cry and she said, " There, there everything is going to be ok, when you need to be changed just let me know". I was trying to hold it in and she had a grin on her face watching struggling to hold it in. Then I heard mom asking Dana who her little friend is and were is jack. Dana said, " oh this is Jackie and I don't know were Jack is". As mom walked over to meet Jackie, when she saw my face she got very mad and started screaming at Dana and me. I was crying and I couldn't stop, mom said, " you better stop crying like a baby, you're a boy and boys don't cry". I couldn't stop crying after 15 minutes she was fed up with it and told me to go in the den and stand in the corner. While she was screaming at me I soiled the diaper and was to embarrass to say anything. We all went in together and I was going to my room to change " where do you think you are going miss". I am going to change I said, " No you are not go to the corner till I tell you otherwise. Dana was told to go to her room and no TV; she stormed up to her room.

I stood there in the corner and my pee was running down my leg but I was to scared to move. I heard mom walking pass the den and she stopped for a minute and kept going upstairs to Dana's room. What seemed like hours it was getting uncomfortable in the cold wet diaper and they both came down, Dana said " mom Jackie wet her diaper" I was so ashamed. She can in with a bag and a towel; the towel was laid on the floor and told Dana to "change me". She told me to lie on the towel and when she opened the diaper a strong smell of urine over took the room. She was going to put the diaper on as I was crying and mom stopped her. I was like; good mom is going to let me wear my underwear with superman on them. Them mom said, "You can't take one off and another on. You have to use the wipes to clean the soiled areas. Then you need to put on the baby lotion so she doesn't get diaper rash. Then you sprinkle baby powder on her rear and in the front. The baby powder helps absorb the urine and make the baby smell good. After they changed me mom

I told me to stand in the corner till dinner. As I stood there I heard a bunch noise in the kitchen, then both of them walked upstairs each carrying a full black garbage bag. An hour later they came down with the two full bags and went to the kitchen. She came back in the den and said we have to go get some stuff at the mini mart. "I can't go like this mom" I said, her reply " you can and you will". I started crying and my mom said, " I think your sister is right you are just and little baby". She picked me up kicking and screaming and put me in the car seat and Dana sat in front with mom. When we got to the mini mart she told us to be good and she would be right back. She was in and out and she had 2 bags and put them in the trunk. When we got home I was told to back to the corner.

I heard them going up and down the stairs and Dana was giggling. I was wondering why I'm standing in the corner and not Dana. Mom called me for dinner and I walked in to the kitchen and I saw a high chair but sat in a chair. Mom said, " what are you doing, babies don't sit in chairs." " Mom I'm not a baby" I said. Let me see you drank out of a bottle earlier today right" she said. I looked down and said yes. " Hmmm you are wearing a diaper and you even used it, is that correct" "But… mom" " no buts it is a yes or no question," she said. I said "yes". " Get in the high chair now". I sat in the high chair and she locked the tray in to place. Mom called Dana for dinner and put a plate of food in front of her and Dana's place. I looked but didn't see a third plate but she had something on the stove. Dana came in smiling and sat down, mom came back with a baby bottle and gave it to me. When I grabbed the bottle it was warm, earlier when I had the bottle of milk it was cold.

As both of them were eating I started to suck on the nipple of the bottle and it tasted awful and I threw it on the floor. Mom picked it up and said " I'm going to tell you this once, you are a baby and will be treated like one so finish your bottle and no more complaining ". She shoved the bottle in my mouth and I looked up at Dana and she had a grin from ear to ear. After they had dinner I was still sucking the bottle and mom put a piece of cake with a scoop of ice cream on a plate for and Dana. When I was done with the bottle, Dana put a bib on me which said " mommies sweet little girl". Mom came over with 2 jars of baby food and asked Dana to fed me. As she fed me I heard mom coming in and out the front door. When I was done she wiped my face and took the bib off and mom came in.

Dana please put Jackie in the playpen and let her play with her toys. Yes mom she said they put the playpen in a spot to where they could see me and I couldn't see the TV. All the toys in the playpen were for girls after a while I started playing with them at 7:30 p.m. mom picked me up and took me to my room to go to bed. When we got up there I saw my bed, dresser and toys were gone but my old crib, changing table and my sister's old pink dresser with white trim. She took off all the clothes and checked my diaper but it was still dry. She tucked me in, put a pacifier and kissed me good night. As I laid there with the sunlight coming thru the window thinking how long this will last I finally feel asleep and was getting woken up by Dana.

She picked me up and took me to the bathroom and started to fill the tub and added some stuff to it. While it was filling she took off the diaper and did I use it, she opened it and she ran out of the bathroom to get away from the stanch. She came back with a scarf around her nose and mouth and cleaned me off. After I was cleaned off she gave me a bath and dried me off. We went back to my room and she put a diaper on me.

She brought a couple of dresses from the closet and held them up to me. " I like this one" she said, it was a baby blue dress with Disney characters on it very short so my diapers showed. She put on Mary Janes shoes on with baby blue ankle socks with lace and her final touch. Since I never had my haircut she tied to baby blue ribbons in my hair into two ponytails like little girls wear. We went to the kitchen for breakfast of course I went to the high chair and sat. The tray was put on and I was given a bottle and they had French toast. After breakfast Dana got ready for school and mom drove her to the end of the driveway as she got out for the bus mom told her don't forget I'm picking you and the girls up after school.

The day was pretty uneventful in played in the playpen with the dolls and mom worked on the computer. Every couple of hours she would refill the baby bottle. We left the house and mom said " you better be on your best behavior young lady, I don't want to pull your diapers off and spank you in front of everyone". Yes mom I'll be good," I said. We got to the school and Dana and 2 of her friends got in the car, they all said hellos and asked who I was. Dana said that I was her younger sister Jackie. Gail said "I looked so adorable, wait a second I thought you had only one brother". Well yesterday we were bored and were playing house and seeing how much s/he enjoyed being my baby sister we decided to keep that way for right now.

We finally got home and mom took me out of the car seat and carried me in and put me in the crib for a nap. I heard the girls talking and giggling and woke up. As I turn over I felt the squish in the diaper besides it was cold too. Dana felt my diaper and she knew she had it change it. She took off the dress, which was wet; she put me on the changing table. She got 2 more scarves for Gail and Tina; I wished she had one for me. She undid the diaper and the girls laughed as Dana was changing me. After I was changed the girls went thru all the clothes in the dresser and closet and pulled out a lavender dress with Minnie mouse on the front of it.

We went down stairs and Dana cradled me on the couch while they talked mainly about boys and mom came in give Dana the bottle to feed me. After the bottle was done she burped me and put me in the playpen. Gail came over and played dolls with me till dinner. They had chicken for dinner and pie for desert; I of course was fed baby food and juice in the bottle. After dinner we went outside and played in the sandbox and I felt an eruption in my diapers and all 3 of them heard and said "gross" Dana went in side grabbing the diaper bag and changed me on the lawn. I finally figured out that mom was putting a laxative in my food. At 7:30 p.m. mom came out pick me up and said "Jackie needs to go to sleep so said goodnight". All the girls said goodnight and gave me a peck on the cheek. Mom tucked me in and shut the light.

Over the next few years I was my sisters doll. Mom decided I should be home schooled, so I never had any male friends and the only ones were the girls Dana brought home. Even though my punishment only lasted a week Dana dressed me any way she wanted to. I was 9 years old and we were playing house of course I was a baby and when I made pee pee Gail was going to change me. When she used the baby wipes around my penis I got arouse and she called the other girls over to see it. Dana made a comment " oh my baby sister is hitting puberty, soon we will have to teach her about her period" All of them laughed. I didn't get it; Gail gave my little one extra care. I didn't know why it was so hard I never felt like that. They put me in the playpen and they played truth or dare and they were all picking truth and then Gail said, "DARE".

Tina and Dana whispered to each other and Dana said " we dare you to breast fed the baby. Gail said that she couldn't do that. Dana said, " you picked a dare and you have to do it." Gail called me over and asked me to sit in her lap, which I did. She put her hand under her shirt and took off her bra and she undid the top 3 buttons on her blouse and told me to suck on the nipple. Dana said "the right way to breast feed is 10 minutes on each nipple". As I sucked on them she was moaning when she gave me the other nipple the moaning got louder and louder and she screamed OH YES OH YES!!! Dana and Tina knew what happened but I had no clue and Gail said, " she is a good sucker and going to make someone very happy".

When I was 12 years old my mom and Dana were going to a mother daughter thing her school and she asked Gail to watch me. Gail was smart she graduated 2 years early and was going to the community college. When she came over and they left she said that she wanted to play dress up. We went upstairs to my closet to find some clothes, even I'm not forced to be a baby or a girl by my mom Dana insist I keep dresses and other things in my closet. Dana gave me all her clothes when she grew out of them. She pulled out panties and a bra very sexy pink ones with lace and told me to put them on. As I striped I started to get a hard on, Gail staring at it. When I took off my underwear she walked up to me and said " don't put those on yet, let me relieve you first." I asked her what do you mean? She put my penis in her hand and started to rub it and like 30 second later I shot and white thick liquid a cross the room. When she was done she wipe me off and said now you can put those on. She asked me if that was the first time I ever came, I told yes.

She handed me a black cocktail dress and black stocking with a garter belt and told me to put them on. She went back to the closet and grabbed a pair of 6"black stiletto heels. She said, "I want to do something a little different today. I want to see how you look in make up". I never wore make up before so I was not really into it but how she made me feel a little while again I said sure. She took my hand and we went into Dana's room and she had me sit in the chair in front of the makeup table. She started to put a light foundation on and realized my eyebrows needed to be plucked. She gave my eyebrows a nice feminine arch and put on eyeliner, mascara, and eye shadow. She wasn't putting it on heavy then she did my lips in a rose color. She pulled a box out of her purse and it was acrylic nails. It took 45 minutes to glue them in place and to paint them with 2 coats of a rose color on them and 1 clear coat. Then she shaped and painted my toenails. As I stood up to look in the mirror I felt it getting hard again and this time the dress had a bulge in it. Gail didn't miss it either and said, " I think I have I big project, I will find you a girl your age that can help you with that problem. Don't worry I will make sure she understands the way we play but you are not gay. I think I have someone in mind if you are interested". I said, "I would like to met her and when can I meet her?" Gail said, "slow down boy or do I mean girl, you are done let's go downstairs you can make the tea and I will call her."

When I brought the tea in to the den she said to me "my cousin is going to drive her over and should be here in a hour." I said "great, I never had a friend my age." Gail said, "Don't worry but I didn't tell her anything just I had someone for her to meet. You have to act 100% girl until you decide to tell her, if she doesn't seem open to your practices you can still keep her as a girl friend." Either way I was happy to be around someone my own age.

We heard the doorbell both of us went to the door. When we opened it Gail said, " Come on in and relax. Jackie this is my cousin Heather and her sister Bev. We all said hellos, can I get you something to drink. I got them drinks and Gail told them that I didn't have any friends my age because I live so far away and my mother home schools me. Bev said how sad it was I didn't know any other girls my age. Heather stayed for about an hour and had to leave to meet her boyfriend. Bev and I got along but she did much of the talking and a lot about the boys in her school. She even said that she would set me up on a date if I wanted to.

At 4 p.m. I said to Bev "I have to cook dinner, so you can chat with Gail or you can help if you want to." Bev said, " You cook dinner? I never cook my mom does it all the time? Maybe I can learn something, so I'll join you." As we went to the kitchen Gail decided to help too. We made a big cea salad, grilled salmon, mixed vegetables, rolls, and a chocolate cream pie.

Mom and Dana got home about 5:30 p.m. and Gail ran to the front door to worn them that her cousin was there and Jackie is in the kitchen with her. When they saw me, they had to take a double look and then mom said, " Wow did you do your makeup?" I said "no Gail did for me doesn't it look great". Dana and mom both agreed. I introduce Bev to them and we sat down to eat. Bev just raved how great the food was and she wished she could cook this. After dinner mom said she would clean up and why don't you and Bev go outside and play.

We sat on the swings and talked, when she brought up boys I picked at her mine. I said, " Wouldn't be nice to have a boy do anything you want him to?" " Of course, every girl wants that" she said. I asked her " if you had a boy and he would do anything for you, what would you have him do? Her reply was " I would have him strip and take a good look at his dick. I'm still a virgin and never saw one in real life. She asked me if I ever saw one and what would you have him do?" I told her only in pictures but I would want him to play dress up, you trying on different dresses, skirts blouses, and being able to give him a complete makeover hair, nail, etc.". As I said it she just looked at me like I was nuts and I was worried she realized that I was a boy. She said, " Wow you really put some thought into that. I think I would be fun to find a guy like that. Do you want to make a bet the first one to get a boy in a dress on his own freewill wins? I would love a boy who is willing to anything even wear a dress." I started to get hard as we walked back to the house, my dress was tenting out and I think she saw it. Once we got in I adjusted it in the bathroom.

I saw Bev talking to Gail and Dana all 3 of them had a big smile on their faces. I sat down in the den and they were watching the fashion channel. As I was looking at the new styles coming out all made comment on each style and after it was over Bev said, "You 2 are joking with me". Dana said, " No he really is". She got up walk over to me and asked me to stand up for a second. She walked around me 3 times and said " bullshit". Gail said " Jackie can you do us a favor?" " Sure" I said. She asked me to lift my dress up and let her feel for herself. I did as she asked and as soon as the slight touch from her hand in got hard immediately. When she felt it growing she yanked her hand away and said, " Oh my god, you look so feminine. When we were outside I thought you had thought about too much. Gail then filled me in when you went to the bathroom. You are such a stunning look lady plus you can cook, even walk, talk, and act like one. I would love to still be friends so we play dress up." Gail said " Jackie take Bev to your room and show her the clothes you have and the lingerie. Maybe she will help you relieve the tension down low." Now as I looked at Bev she was blushing and I was red myself. Dana and Gail had a grin on their face you two lovebirds have fun.

We got to the room and I really wanted to get out of the dress and shoes, so I took off the shoes and went to my closet to find some thing to wear. Bev said I had more clothes then her, and then she grabbed a plaid pleat skirt and blouse. As I took the outfit from her she asked, " can you change in front me and let me look at your penis? Since you lied to me before." I said, " If you want to, you can even touch it." She watched me get undressed as I stood I front of her in panties and bra she said, " I can't believe that you are a boy, you are so charming" she leaned over and gave me a kiss on my lips. Then she got behind me and pulled my panties down and caressed it. I was fully erect and I asked her to stroke for me and she did. She said she learned that from the porno movies and once I exploded it startled her. She was amazed how quick I spent she said in the movies it take 15 minutes or more for them to get off and it took me less than 2 minutes. I wipe myself clean and got dressed. Before we went back down she said " I really appreciate that, I always wanted to touch one, since you were willing it wasn't so awkward and I got a good look up close" then she gave me a kiss on the lips but this time she slipped her tongue in my mouth and I feel a shiver going up my spine and it seemed for 5 minutes. She asked me " have you ever seen real breast or a pussy I said "no". Next time maybe we can have some fun and I'll let you explore me.

We went downstairs to the den and talked 9 p.m. and Gail took her home. Dana asked me what happened upstairs? I told her I just showed her my clothes and I changed in to something more comfortable and I ask why? She just said, "You're glowing". Mom came into the room and said that she was a nice girl and you seemed to enjoy her company." I said to her " yes I enjoyed her company very much and I want to keep her. Can she come over this weekend maybe if Gail and Tina come too we could have a sleep over". Dana said, " that sounds good to me" and mom agreed. Does she know that you are a boy and not a girl? "Yes she does and she admires me for it. I know I'm young but I wanted to marry someone like her if not her. I need to get some sleep so goodnight." I said. They both said goodnight but mom said, " don't forget to take off your makeup or your face can get rashes all over it. Yes ma'am I said. I went upstairs and to the bathroom started washing my face Dana came in and gave me a bottle of makeup remover and said " I did look great today in makeup and I should do it more often." I said, " thank you and I will maybe Saturday night I will let all of you girls give me a makeover". She said that she would love that. I went to bed and just couldn't get Bev out of my mind and finally fell asleep.

The next day I called Gail and invited her and Bev to come over for a slumber party. She said she would love to and she would ask Bev. Dana was going to talk to Tina. An hour after I spoke to Gail she said that "Bev would love to come but she was going to have to friends over Saturday night". Hold on for a second, I asked mom if she could bring her friends over too. Mom didn't like the idea but I said " I need some friends my own age" she agreed with me and gave her approval. I went back to the phone and told Gail " the more the merrier, ask her to bring her friends. I need more people my age in my life". She said she would ask her. She called right back and said it is fine with her and friends.

The next 3 days went very slow but we did spend each night on the phone. On Saturday Gail brought them over at 2 p.m. and I met Linda and Betty they were the same age as Bev 13 years old. Betty complimented me telling me how adorable the outfit I was wearing. I was wearing a black leather mini skirt with metal studs around the waist it about 8" above the knee, a red tee shirt with a small flower in different colors in fake gems, and a pair of 2" black shoes. All the girls were wearing jeans. When Betty and Linda came in they gave me a weird look and I thought it just because I was so dressed up. Linda said " you don't have any friends your age, so is this is your first sleepover". I said yes. Betty said we have to give a complete makeover." I said, " That would be great".

We all went out back and got to know each other and every once in a while I would see Betty and Linda giving me looks, which made me feel uncomfortable. Listening to them talk they must be sexually active or ready to be. Linda said, " if you want Jackie, I can set you up a really cute guys from school and we double or all of us can get a date and go out". Dana jumped in and said "she can't mom won't let her date till she is 14 years old." That's a shame she said. Mom came out and started barbecuing hot dogs and hamburgers.

After we ate Dana, Tina, and Gail went to her room and the 4 of us went to my room. Linda said, " Ok what kind of makeover do you want?" I had no idea what she was talking about. I said, " I just started using makeup 4 days ago". Linda's comment was " wow I can't believe you never wore any makeup before. Anyway, think of a situation and then we find and outfit, do you hair, nails and makeup. As an example, your boyfriend is going to take you out tonight and you think he is going to ask you the marry him." I understand I said thought for a couple of minutes and came up with this " ok, I got it. I have been seeing this guy for a while and tonight I am going to surprise him by giving him my virginity. So I need something very easy for me to lift up and take my panties off and also light makeup so I don't have to fix my face too much." Bev just stared at me in disbelief.

Linda said " do you have a outfit in mind or do we need to like for them". I said lets go look to see what's in the closet. As they held up like 20 outfits we decided on a schoolgirl look. It was plaid skirt and a white blouse. Linda asked me why do I has all the boys clothes in there, said my cousin spends a lot of time here during the summer and I have such a big closet with extra space, why not." All 3 of them were saying how nice that I was and they would never give up any closet space. Bev whispered in my ear and said "You're doing great, they don't suspected you are a boy." I said "thank you". We went to my dress got out a bra and matching panties, thigh high fish net stocking, and a pair of red clogs to match the skirt. I went into the bathroom and changed; when I got out we went to Dana's room.

Gail asked Linda, Betty and Bev to do the makeup and she would give them helpful tips. First Linda did my hair and Bev and Betty started on my hands and feet. I paid close attention to what they were doing so I could do it myself. Dana was watching all these girls doing my hair, nails and makeup and smiling at me. I was in heaven. After an hour I was all done up and looked like a young Brittney Spears. We went downstairs to show mom and get something to eat. Dana asked me how we come up with this idea for the makeover. I told her " they gave me example and I thought for a few minutes and came up with this. I've seeing this guy for a while and to surprise him tonight I am going to give him my virginity. I also told them I needed easy access to get my panties off and light makeup so I didn't have to repair to much". Dana said, " I've taught you well" and laughed.

Mom loved the way I looked but say " you are not going out like that! You look like your 16 years old." I was blushing. At 10 p.m. Linda, Betty, Bev and I went to my room we sat on the bed and Linda said, "It is that's time" she must have seen confusion on my face. " I'm sorry Jackie I forgot this is your first sleepover, it is time for "truth or dare". I'll explain quick, you pick a truth or a dare and one of us will ask you a question or dare you to do something. Do you understand?" I think I do.

They asked basic question about their love lives. When it was my turn I ask Bev " if she would ever go out with a guy in a skirt or dress?" I knew her answer but wanted to the reaction from Linda and Betty. When she was done answering it Linda said, " there's a plus too, if he is the same size we could borrow each others clothes." We all laughed. By now I found out that all 3 of them all had sex already and found out Bev lied to me, Then when Bev's turn came to ask me a she said, " I really need to ask you this Are you a male or a female?" I sat their stunned for a minute. Linda asked, "What kind of question is that, looked at her you can tell she's all women. Ask her a different question." She said, " No, I want an answer from her." I blurted out that I was a male. Linda and Betty looked at me and said " you understand what truth means don't you". Yes I do. I am a male. Bev had a huge smile and she told I was a he not a she. Linda said," We did her makeover there is no way Jackie is a guy, if so prove it". Bev said it was up to me if I want to show them. I said you have to believe me. They blew it off and we started to play again. When my turn came I was forced to take a dare and I didn't think about it at the time, but Linda dare was for me to prove I was a guy. I didn't want to but I was told I had to, rules of the game. I lifted my skirt and pulled my panties down and I was hard as a rock a full 5". Linda and Betty were in shock they didn't say anything for 5 minutes.

Next Betty said, " you are much more a lady then any of us, how do you do it?" I went into the story on how I was my sisters little doll and how I got use to it. Just amazement on their faces. Betty asked if I was a virgin. I said I got a hand job a few days ago but that was it. Does that count? Well if you want the 3 of us to have sex with you tonight but it is up to you. Are you crazy, I'm still a guy of course I do. We are only going to do this because you act like more of a lady then most. We feel you should know how to properly service them. We locked the bedroom door and we all stripped. All I could do was stare at them, Bev looked the best though. They sat at the end of the bed and told me to get on my knees. Linda told me "go between her legs and start kissing her thighs and work my way up to her pussy but not to fast. Now kiss and lick my lips and when I say now stick your tongue in it and I will direct you to the spot and when at that spot move your tongue as fast as you can and lick up any juices that fall out. They had ball gags to help their moaning and screaming down to a minimum. When I done drinking from her, she took off the gag and kissed me and said, " I was a natural." Next was Betty's turn and as I got between her legs Linda told me to spread mine. I did as I was told and she got on her back put her head between my legs sucked me off while I ate Betty out. I know this is the best night of my life. We rotated I was eating out Bev and Betty was sucking my dick. Linda told me " according to Bill Clinton I'm still a virgin." They said I did a great job and now it is time to take a nap and was glad to hear that my jaw was killing me. We finally went to sleep it was 2 a.m.

I forgot to unlock the door and at 8 a.m. my mother banged on the door and was yelling to open the door this instant!! I woke up and opened the door she asked me why it was locked I made up some lie like one of the girls must here done it. She saw the three of them on the bed and I told her I slept on the floor but I don't think she believed me. I went and took a shower and got dressed as my male self and went downstairs for breakfast while the girls got ready.

Mom didn't do anything for breakfast; she didn't know when everybody would be up. I started breakfast I made Spanish omlete and hash browns with fresh squeezed juice. As the girls came down one by one I made each one breakfast. Linda said to Bev and Betty I might ask him to marry me now, they giggled. After I made each omelet I made one for me and sat down. Bev asked me do I clean as well as I cook and everyone laughed. My mom got involved and said, " he cleans better then he's cook. All the girls want to go shopping so while they cleaned up I got changed in a blue knit sweater dress and blue 3" pumps. I went with Dana, Tina and Bev and the rest went with Gail. Dana asked me if we had sex last night, I was going to answer no but Bev jumped in and said " he can eat with the best of them" and they giggled. Then I remembered what Linda said, " according to Bill Clinton I'm still a virgin". Ok Monica if you say so" Tina said. They laughed. We went shopping I bought 2 outfits that I looked killer in. They were expensive over $900 but they were so cute.

I became great friends with Linda, Bev and Betty over the last 3 years and they talked my mom into letting me to go to public school in the fall. During the summer we went to a lawyer and had my name changed legally to Jacqueline. My mom was very understanding and even offered to get me implants if I wanted. I told Bev and she said it could only enhance the experince. I asked mom if I could get implants before school starts so I don't need to worry about P.E. She told me " it would be my pleasure to get them for you." Thank you mom I love you.

The next week we went to Dr. Wong and did blood test. He called back and spoke to my mom on the phone3 days later with results from the blood test. Al I could hear was my mom talking to him and told that I really wanted them and it is up to him. They talked for 5 minutes and mom said, " Dr. Wong really doesn't want to do the surgery because of your age. Since you were very enthuastic when we were in his office and the way you looked, also me pushing him to do it. He told to have you in his office at 6.am. On Friday. You are not allowed to eat after 6 p.m. you will need to something baggy like a sweatshirt. I will take 3-5 days before you can move and 2 weeks before you are 100%. You will be top shape when school starts." I got up and gave mom kiss and the biggest hug ever. I told Bev and she was very excited for me.

Thursday night I couldn't sleep. Mom and I went to the doctor's office at 6 a.m. and was told strip to my panties and lay down on the table. Dr. Wong asked me to count from 100 backwards and the next thing I was waking up in recovery. Once I was alert Dr. Wong came in and looked at them and said " everything to go perfect and I should lay in bed for 3 days. Try not to tighten the muscles so the stitches don't rip out. The two small insid should be almost invisible." At 11:30 a.m. Dr. Wong said I could go home mom and Bev came in to help me to the car. I asked Bev when she got here she told about 9 a.m. Bev followed us home and she help mom to get me to bed, then mom gave me sleeping pills. Anytime I woke up mom gave me a pill and next thing I knew it was Monday already.

I felt the weight on my chest but I could not take the bandages till Friday to be able to see them. I watched a lot of TV and read books, Bev came over everyday and Betty, Linda, Gail and Tina all check in to make sure I was in good shape and if I needed anything.

I was supposed to start the school in 9^th grade, I took the test and they skipped me to 11^th grade, mom taught me good. Bev couldn't believe I was a year younger then her and I'm a grade ahead of her. The principal and gym teacher have accepted me as a girl but I had to change my shorts in the stall and to take a shower in the coach's office. The Wednesday after Labor Day school started and was excited to start, and then reality hit in during the day, the boys just looked at me and made rude comments. Bev drove me in and she told me to ignore them and just keep walking.

In my classes I was introduced by the teacher which they would told the class that I was home schooled and I was only 15 years old so please help her to get around the school or any work. We spend a lot of time together in school when we can. Word was getting around that we are lesbians. We didn't mind it, everyone left us alone.

School wasn't what I expected, I did more schoolwork at home in a day then we did in a week. Mom told me to take up a sport after school so I started on the swim team. The swim coach was my P.E. coach so she knew my situation and I was ok but not great.

One day I was in the pool while the rest of the girls went to shower and 3 guys came in and said, " I think we found someone who wants to blow us all". As I was getting out to go to the locker room one guy grabbed me and said, " you're so cute and never around any guys, I think you need to suck my dick." I said no. The 2 other guys held me and I couldn't scream out loud only in my mine. The guy that talked to me was pulled his dick out and the other 2 pushed me down to my knees. He told me "if I bite him he would kill me. He forced it in my mouth and the other 2 moved my head back and forth. I was gagging and after a couple of minutes he shot his load down my throat. He said " now that's a good bitch and who's next." One of the other stuck his dick in my mouth and as he was about to cum Miss Jenning my coach walked in and screamed at them and they ran fast. She came over to and consoled me and took me to her office.

I was crying and felt disgusting, embarrassed and I was wondering if I provoked it in anyway. She called my mom and the principal and we talked on how we will handle this issue. After all the talking, they convinced me to go to the police. After they arrested the 3 boys word got around that I was really a guy. I was afraid to even go outside in my backyard; thank god Bev, Betty and Linda were there for me. After a week of missing school my mom told me I had to go back to school. Bev and Linda came to pick me up and I was nervous. They told me that the whole school knew what happened and that you a male. When we got to school I got all sorts or looks and the guys started calling e a fagot, queer, etc… Most girls would ignore me but some of them asked me all sorts of questions.

No one believed I was a guy and sexually active with women and not men. The school changed my gym class to study hall because of legal actions taken while I was in girls gym class and they were afraid the guys would beat me up or worse. I even had a key to use the teacher's bathroom.

One day these 2 girls came up to me and said," hi! I'm Patty Green and this is Dawn Stiles and I know what people say about you, we would like to get to know you. Would you like to hang out after school with us? We are going to the mall and were wondering if you would like to join us. I said, " I would like that but I was going to spend time with Linda, Tina and Bev. If you don't mind them coming too. They both said no problem. I asked them a question before they left " why do you want to hang out with me?" Patty said " we don't have a lot of friends and we know you only have a few, plus you are one of the prettiest girls in school and we were hoping while the mall you could help to look better like you." I giggled and said thank you. I'll meet you at the parking lot door and they both nodded yes and see you later.

I saw Bev at lunch and she asked me why I had a big smile, you did cheat on did you, jokingly. I told about Patty and Dawn and she said she knows who they are and if I wanted to go after school she would come with me. I walked her to her class and she said, " you should think about getting earrings. I'll meet you at the parking lot doors." I gave her a kiss and went to class.

The bell rang at 2:14 and met Bev, Tina and Linda by the back door and then Patty and Dawn showed up and we took Bev's car to the mall. In the car Patty told me both of them were a seniors and both 18. Patty has a 3.25 GPA and planning on going to Stonybrook medical school. Dawn was real smart she has a 3.78 GPA and was planning on going to Yale University to be a psychologist. Neither one of them had boyfriends and keep to themselves. They asked about me about and I said, " I was going to be 16 in 2 months, as you know I am a guy. Last semester I had a 4.0 GPA and next year they want me to take 3 classes at the community college. Bev and I have been seeing Bev for over three years." Dawn asked, "Why did you come to public school instead of finishing your home schooling? I replied Bev wanted me to mingle with others so I have other friends."

We pulled into the parking lot and grabbed the first parking space we saw. Patty mentioned to Linda that I look and act so much like a young lady it is amazing she is a he. How long have you known her? A little over three years and she is one of my best friends. I still get makeup tips from her. Patty giggled. I was talking with Bev and Dawn we were trying to decide what kind of earrings to get; when I saw the shop they had a sale 35% off and free piercing. I asked all the girls to help me pick out earrings and Linda held up a stunning pair, they were about a ½ " big with different colorful stones in a shape of a butterfly. I had to get them, the price tag said it was $99.99 and I decided to get simple hoops and gold studs.

I told the sales girl I need to get my ears pierced. She brought me to a room in the back and I told two holes in each ear. I put the butterflies on the lower and studs in the higher hole. They didn't hurt as much as I thought it would, I looked in the mirror and said to myself I should have done this years ago. Before she let me go to the front of the store she said," they look great on you, you need to let the holes heal usually take two weeks so you need to leave them in. You need to take them out everyday till they heal and clean them with rubbing alcohol so they don't get infected." I thanked her and went out front and paid.

Bev said " I wasn't expecting you to get two holes on each ear. It does look great on you especially the butterflies, can I borrow them sometime." Of course you can, you know you can borrow anything I have my love." The sale girl gave me a little smile when I said it.

Then we went into a few clothing stores and I found a perfect outfit for Patty, with her light complaxtion and blonde hair it was a matching red blouse and a short red skirt with rhinestones all over it. She looked great in it her long legs being shown I started to get a hard on and Bev smacked me upside the head. I found Dawn this adorable knit dress, it brought out her eyes and the low cut in the neck showed her breast a little, even though she was a little chunky I still got hard again and Bev told I better learn how to control myself or she would do it for me.

Then we had to go get some shoes to match their outfits so I took them to a dept. store were they got everyday shoes to match their outfits. We finally got to the makeup counter; a sales girl came over and asked if we needed any help. I said, "not right now." Then I looked for colors for their faces, Patty took off the little makeup she had on and I started to try different colors in lipstick, eye shadow, lip liner and blushes. I told that she should use mascara and eye liner to bring out eye gorgeous eyes. By the time I was done with Patty she had 4 lipsticks, 3 lip liners, mascara, 2 eyeliners, 3 eye shadows and 2 blushes. She said, " thank you for your help and I can't believe how great it looks" and gave me a kiss and hug. Bev gave a dirty look. I started to do the same thing with Dawn and she brought a ton too.

They both spent almost $250 each and the sales girl pulled me over to the side and said, " I really like what you did with your friends, you have a great eye for color. I don't think I would have been able to make them look that good. We really don't need the help but I would like to hire you. I saw how you handled yourself and I think it is perfect for you to be able to makeovers to our customers. I am willing to pay you $7 an hour plus 10% commission on your sales and also a 20% employee discount in the whole store. What do you think?" I told her I was only 15 and I had to ask my mom. Her remark was your only 15 you look 18 or 19. Ok, talk to your mom and see if it is ok. I will when I get home and thank you for this opportunity.

I left the store and they were waiting out front and talking to 2 guys. Bev asked me what she wanted? I said " she loved what I did with Dawn and Patty and wants me to give makeovers to their customers. The best part is I get a 20% employee discount in the whole store." I said excited. Patty and Dawn got the guys numbers and we went to grab a bite to eat. Dawn asked me how I learned to do makeup? I told her that a little over to years ago my sister's friend Gail thought I would look better in makeup and since then I read all the magazines for helpful tips. It was getting late so we left and went to drop them off at the school. They both thanked me and gave me their phone numbers and said, " I had a great time and you can teach me a lot. I hope we can became good friends" Me too.

Once Bev, Tina and I were driving home we agreed they were very nice but Bev told me not to get to friendly with them, your mine and I'm not letting you go. We dropped Tina off and went to my house. Mom asked if we had a good time. I said, " I met 2 girls in school and we went to the mall after school. See I got my ears pierced too. I was also offered a job at the dept. store at the makeup counter but I told her I had to ask you first." Mom had a big smile on her face and said, " If I let you work, you still have to keep up on your school work". I said, " I will".

Then Bev and I want to my room and overtime mom didn't care anymore that we were sexually active. Once we got up their Bev told I have to control my penis or she will do something about it. I said, " I'll try but I'm still a guy." We made love and fell asleep. Mom really liked Bev and she keeps talking to us about the wedding.

I called Ann from the store and told my mom would let work. She told me " you need 3 forms of ID." I said " no problem, my mom and I will stop by later after school." She said that she would be there.

Patty and Dawn had the same lunch hour as Bev and I so we ate together outside on the picnic table. Dawn ask Bev a question and said she doesn't have to answer it if she didn't want to. " Since Jackie acts so feminine then most girls, do you have real sex with him or just oral?" I couldn't believe see asked that question in front of me. " We have all kinds of sex and the best part is his breast are so sensitive and I like playing with them." I was blushing. " Even better then the sex is having a loving caring person in my life that I can do anything with, it's like having a girlfriend around." Dawn agreed with her answer with a smile and said " I wish I could find a guy like him." Bev he is mine and mine only so do not touch."

We went back to class and at the last bell I went in front to meet mom. She told me " I had all the papers I needed but we forgot one thing, your birth certificate and school ID have you down as a male." I told her maybe she wouldn't realize it. We walk in to the store and saw her at the counter and she waved to me. She gave me application to fill out, when I was done with it I handed it to her plus my Ids. She looked at the papers and each document she looked at she stared at me. She said, " everything seems to be in order except one thing, all your document say you are a male." I asked if that was a problem. She went on, " we only hire females for this job, I am willing to hire you because I did love what you did the other day. I will not tell anyone about your real sex.

Are you the boy I read about in the paper a few months ago?" I said yes. " I couldn't believe that these guys didn't know you weren't a girl but since I didn't know I can see how it happened. I hope those BASTARDS get theirs in jail." Hearing her say that made me feel real happy.

I was going to be working they from 3-6 Monday-Friday and all day on Saturday. Ann really nice to me she was 27 years old and has been there 3 ½ years. School was almost over and I met a lot of the girls in school from the job and made a ton of new friends. Now walking down the hall girls would walk up to me and ask for advise or showing me a new shade they just bought.

Ann was very happy with my work and since commission checks come every 3 months, I forgot all about it. When I got my paycheck from Ann and she gave me two envelopes, " I am very proud of you and I'm glad you are working here. One, because you are the sweetest thing and do great with the customers. I was skeptical at first, just when everyone would find out who you were, if our customer and staff would accept you. Second, you are doing very well with colors on all the customers and how you explain to them how to apply it properly. The others girls just want sell the product as quick as they can and get hem out the door. I have ladies that want you and wait for you to help them. You being here has increased are quarterly sales 28%, and the second envelope is your commission check. The Board of Directors also have been very impressed with you and don't want you leave so they have decided to raise your pay up to $10 an hour and 15% commission. They really don't want to lose you so they are also curving the one year waiting period for health and dental insurance, plus 3 week paid vacation, 10 sick and personal days and last they will give you 1 week vacation in New York City. All flights room, food, and even 2 Broadway shows for 3. I knew you would want Bev to go with you also.

Don't be surprised it is for 3 months and don't tell anyone how much it is. If you had over $10,000 what would you do with it? I said, "I do love working here and everyone is so nice to me. If I had $10,000 I would go out and buy a car and put some away for college." She told me to open it in front of her. I opened up the commission check and looked at it and said to her I think accounting made a mistake. She smiled and said " there is no mistake the others girls only get the most $2,500 and you earned every cent," I could believe I was holding a check for $12,453.79; I thanked her and gave her a hug. I called mom and told her everything and she was very excited for me and said, " we are going to celebrate tonight.

After work I saw mom and Bev in the car and got in. we went to a fancy seafood place and we each had lobster at $38 each and mom said" I have some more good news for your teachers don't think help anymore, most think you are smarter then them. The principal wants you on Saturday to take the SAT at 9 a.m. at the school. That means you need to take off Saturday. I said, " it can't hurt to take them, I'll tell Ann I need part of Saturday off." I got up from table and went over to the phone and called her and told her the news. She told me to take off the rest of the week to prepare myself for it. She remembered taking it herself. I thanked her and hung up.

On the way home we picked up a S.A.T. study book. And went home. I spent all night reading it and Bev wanted sex, I told her I needed to study, she was angry with me because I never turned her down before. I also saw over the last couple of months she has been jealous of me being around all the girls. I read all night and fell asleep on the couch about 4 a.m., Bev woke me up at 7 a.m. to go to school and I told her I wasn't going I was just going to study. She told me to "go upstairs to bed and I'll be right there." I was really tired as soon as I hit the bed I feel asleep. She woke me up told me she wanted a quickie, I said not now I can't even keep my eyes open.

I woke up at 1 p.m. and ask mom if we could go car looking and she said, " give me a couple of minutes to finish up." In the car I told mom I need to stop at work for a few minutes. "No problem honey". When we got to work I told mom I need ten minutes and I went inside. I went to the jewelry dept. I saw Rose and asked for the ring. It was marked down from $2500 on sale for $1800 plus my discount. It was a ¾ karat platinum ring and it was a flawless diamond, I've been looking around a while but since I had the money now I could do it. Rose wished me luck and I left. Before I got in the car I put it in my purse so mom didn't see it.

We went to a VW dealer and looked at the Beetle and the salesman negotiated a price with my mom and we went home to talk about it. Bev was home when we got back and I told about the car she was happy for me but I could tell she didn't like me having that much freedom since I spend all my time with girls. She said " lets go upstairs to celebrate" I told her " I need to study maybe later". She went to room and slammed the door. My mom came out and asked what that was all about. I told her that she wants to have sex but I have been turning her down, so I can study. She went upstairs to see if she was ok. They both came down her eyes were red so I asked her to sit down and talk with me while mom finished dinner.

I asked her what was bothering her. " I feel like I am losing you, we haven't had sex in a few days and I keep offering and you turn me down. You hang out with gorgeous ladies all day and I wonder if you don't want me anymore." Stopped her there as she was crying.

I got on 1 knee and said " sweetheart, I love you and only you, a lot has happened this week and my mine is going 10 miles a minute to comprehend what is happening to my life. You don't realize how much I love you; I could never find anyone to replace you. I fell in love with you the first time I saw your because you excepted me the way I am. You have become part of my heart and if I ever lost you I don't know if I could ever live on." I held out the ring and ask her to marry me. She had the biggest smile I ever saw, with tears coming down her face she got out yes but that was just it. She gave me big kiss and held me for like 5 minutes, then she ran in to the kitchen to show mom as I followed.

Mom was so happy for us, she immediately said, " Bev go call your parents and Gail and ask them to come over and we will tell them in person. Bev called them to have them come over. Gail wasn't home but her parents said they could be there within the hour. It is a long drive between our houses that's why she stays over a lot. Her mother loves me but her father and 2 brothers don't care for me too much, they think I weird. I called Dana and asked her to come over I needed to talk to her. She told me she was with Linda and Gail, I said " bring them too say about an hour".

We'll be there. Bev said that she wasn't hungry I'm to excited and grabbed me and she told my mom please get us in a half hour please" my mom understood and said "Yes ". Before my mom got the words out I was being dragged upstairs. She ripped my blouse open and the buttons went flying all over then she got my bra off and pulled my stockings and panties and gave me the best blowjob while she played with my nipples. After I shot my load we switch positions. Just as she was about gush my mom knocked on the door and said they will be here shortly. Since I couldn't answer and all Bev could get out was YES, YES, YES. After I cleaned her up she kissed me and we got changed. Before we left we touched up our makeup.

Dana got there early so when we came down they were talking with my mom in 5 minutes later her parents arrived. We all sat in the den and mom had coffee and tea with cake on the table. Bev said, " Mom, dad, Jackie and I are getting married" and show them the ring. Her mother was happy for her but her dad was not a happy camper. He said who's going to wear the wedding dress and who's going to wear the tux?"

Her mother asked if a date was set yet. I said, " Not yet, I was thinking after I finish school and start working full time. Then she can finish college. I about taking the S.A.T. on Saturday, and I got a raise at work." Her mother seemed happy but asked why was I taking the S.A.T. and my mom told her. She congratulated me.

After the conversion I made sure to spend time with her father to get him to understand me. His main concern was I planning to have children and what is going to happen with them the way you are. I told him "I have not thought about it. I do love your daughter very much. If, not if, when we have children I will do what ever Bev thinks is the best for them. The way I dress now is just because I like wearing the different fabrics against my skin. Take this for a thought only don't, one day go into your wife's clothes and get a silk night gown and try it on and I can see what my attraction is to it. I have a dream job for me right now I want to open my own shop. I have a huge client base at work. I got a raise from $7 to $10 an hour, commissions up from 10% to 15%, paid health and dental care, 3 weeks vacation and a paid trip to New York City my mom, Bev and me. My paid is that great but I made over $12,000 in commissions for the last 3 months working part time." He had a dumbfounded look on his face. Then said " you have better benefits and make more then me". I never really talked to him; he always was really quiet around me.

We talked for a while and Bev came over and sat in my lap and her father Bob said " honey I love you, I don't like the way he dresses but I see you love him very much just by the way you talk about HIM. I always distanced myself from HIM. HE is a smart MAN and HE is totally in love with you. At 16 HE makes more money then me and with HIS plans for your future with HIM I do like. I just wish HE would dress like a normal guy. I really don't think you two be ………….apart, I give my blessing and welcome to the family." Bev jumped off me and gave her father a hug and said " thank you dad I love you too." When she was done I said thank you and shook his hand.

Mom excused her self for and minute and came back with champagne and flutes. Even Bev and I got a glass of champagne for a toast. I had to excuse myself because I was tired I thanked each one of them and went to bed. I whispered in Bev's ear to not wake me up I am really tired, she said "ok, I understand tomorrow will be unbelievable, I promise." As soon as I hit the pillow I fell asleep. I woke up and went to the bathroom and when I came back she was up and ready. She went to school 2 hours late and I studied all day since it is Friday. I read the whole book and took the sample test and aced it.

I woke up the next morning and got ready to leave by 8:00 a.m. so had time to get a seat and set up at school. I spent about 4 hours to take the test and I felt I did ok but not great.

When we got home mom asked me to get a box out of the garage, I opened the door and I saw the red Beetle in the garage. I turned around and she was right behind me I gave her a hug. She said " enjoy it, you aren't my baby anymore and you have made very proud. I thanked her. I asked if I could go out with my friends tonight, said sure and drive safe. She said. I went inside and called Bev and told her about the car. I'll be there in an hour after I get Tina and Linda.

We used a tank of gas that night we even went to Sonic the burger joint so we could get served in the car. We dropped off Tina and Linda Bev said come spend the night at my house we can stay in the basement. I said ok, but…. What about your father? She said " I spoke to him today and whatever you said last night touched him. He told me he has no problem with you staying overnight." We drove to her house and everyone was asleep and we went downstairs and I like had 6 orgasms and she had multiple. We fell asleep in each other's arms cuddling.

In the morning I woke up early and since no one was up I decide to make breakfast. I went thru the kitchen to see what they had and decided to make Macadamia nut pancakes, fresh cut up fruit and coffee. First her mom and pop came in and said you don't to do that. No it's ok I want to do it. They sat down and gave them the fresh cut fruit and put the pancakes on, just as the finished the fruit the pancakes were done and Bev walk in and gave me a kiss. Bob and Fran were telling me how great it tasted and Bev said, " I told you he was a great cook, and you said man can't cook. They asked how I became a great cook? I told them " well I lived with my and mom only, since I was home schooled she taught me how to cook and I just perfected what she taught. I also watched a lot of the food channel."

He brothers Rod and Todd twins came down and gave me a look and they sat down and I made them pancakes then I sat at the table. Bob pushed the marriage thing by asking the boys if they congratulated Jackie for getting engaged. They both said congratulations and when they finished eating they thanked me and left. We sat and talk about the wedding and I went to get dressed.

When I came back up her father pulled me in to the study and closed the door. I want to ask you a question and I expect it not to leave this room. I promise. " After we talked the other night I want to see what you were talking about the feel of woman's clothes. Yesterday I had some time and I wore and silk nightgown, it felt weird but the material was so smooth and did feel great against my skin. I don't know how you don't care what everyone thinks." I said the way I was brought playing with my sister and her friends it made feel more comfortable. My mom always told to do what I feel and not to do what everyone else feels is right." " Are you sure your only 16? You are smarter and very talented, it seems like anything you do has to be perfect." Then I said mom always said do your best or you never get anywhere. We finished up the chat and I had to go home to spend time with my mom.

Bev asked if she could come with me and we can talk with her about the wedding. We drove back to my house and we decided we wanted an august wedding and talked to mom about whom we were going to invite and where we were going to have it I want a backyard wedding and she wants a church wedding.

A few weeks passed, I got the results from the SAT in math I got a 785 and English was 790 I ran to mom in the computer room to show her. She congratulated me and she was so proud of me. We need to go out tonight and celebrate call Bev and her parents to meet us somewhere. We met them at Komoi's Japanese restaurant. I wore my favorite black cocktail dress with 5" stilettos and a pearl necklace with matching bracelet.

Bev and her parents were so proud of me and asked if I thought which college I want to go to. I said "I was going to take a couple of business classes during the summer and in the fall I'm going to The Cosmetic University in Kansas City there I plan to learn the chemical compounds that could be irritating and allergic reaction and also make my own special line." Bev said, " I'm so proud of and I know you will did great." We talked about the wedding, Bob has opened up in my presence, and Bev asked what I said to him. I said, "I can't tell you". My mom asked me if I made a choice on if I wanted a wedding dress or a tux". I told her " we haven't decided yet". Bob said " I don't want to discourage you from wearing a wedding dress, so if that is what you want I encourage it." Fran said, " Bob what brought that on and it was a nice jester." Bob replied " I never appreciated him like my daughter, since I got to know I see what you and Bev see in him."

He keep saying "I remembered the old saying clothes don't make the man, the man inside make him a man even if he has breasts. He is extremely smart, knows what he wants and doesn't care what people think, he has more courage then most people I know, everything he does has to be perfect and last but not least I would love my grandchildren to have his genes." Fran was shocked about what he said. She never heard him talk like that letting his thoughts out. Fran said to me "I need to know you to talked about". I told I couldn't.

We were talking about getting matching dresses and maybe go to a designer and have them made. After dinner we went home and Bev went with her parents. The next morning the principal called and told my mother that only one person got a higher score then me and because I had a 4.0 GPA and the 1575. We would like him to make a speech at graduation as valor Victorian, also to invite him to the senior prom. She handed me the phone when he asked me I said I would like to both.

He said great and looking forward to seeing you. Mom told that she would pay for pay for the dress and limo. I told her thank you. When Bev got home she called me and told me how well she was doing on her finals. I asked her " what are you doing Friday and on Sunday? She said hopefully spending it with you. I said "good, I want to take you to the senior prom on Friday and come to my graduation and listen to my valor Victorian speech."

As the next 8 days went so slow I decided to surprise every one. I went to mall Friday morning to get my hair done. I wanted it to look either way as a boy or a girl depending on my mood. It took 4 hours to dye it and cut it. Then I went to the tux shop and rent the tux and shoes I needed. They looked at like they were wondering why a girl was getting a tux. I got home at 4:30 p.m. and went to my room to get ready. First I had to do my face, and then I had to add some eyebrows so they looked fuller. I took off my nails which I haven't seen I a long time. Put the tux on and pulled my hair into a male looking ponytail.

When I went down stairs Dana, Linda and Tina were there and they asked why the tux. I said, " I have worn male clothes in a while and I'm not sure if I want a dress or a tux for my wedding. I am using this as trail run but the material feels awful." They all said I like very handsome in it. The limo came and I told mom that Bev will be coming home with me and you can take pictures then.

When I got to Bev's house Rob opened the door and said, Who are you? It's Jack I'm here to take Bev to the prom. He told me I could wait in the den. He said, " you know she is going to get next year, right. I said of course I know she marring me. He took a double look and said he didn't even recognize me. Then Bob and Fran came into the room they couldn't believe I was in a tux and not a dress. Bob asked me why? I said, " I am using this as a test to see if I want to were and dress or tux for the wedding. It feels different and the material is itchy. When Bev came out of her room she had on the most gorgeous baby blue dress. It was short showing her great looking legs. She told me I look very handsome. Fran took a lot of pictures and we went to the limo.

When we got to the prom and went to check in and they handed me a slip of paper and told me to fill it out and put it in the box. I looked at it and it was the vote for king and queen. My name was on it for king, of course I vote for myself and Bev was so happy I was nominated. I saw Dawn and Patty with the two guys from the mall, which they have been dating for a while. Dawn said, " Why are you dressed like that? Did you vote for yourself?" I said, " this is a test for the wedding and yes I did but I don't think I have no chance of winning.

Patty said, "they nominated me and I think no one else has a chance to win." Dawn asked me to dance and I told her all my dances are for my future wife. Bev liked the sound of that. Bev and I dance the whole night. My only dilemma was going to the men's room; it was weird going to the bathroom in front of guys. It smelt terrible and the stalls didn't have doors.

An hour before the dance ending the president of the senior class got up to the mic, and said " quiet, quiet please it's time for the king and queen" he opened the envelope " we have an upset this year for king and this years king is ………… Jackie Matthews" I was stunned and Dawn pushed me towards the stage and everyone cheered as I walked to the stage. He started after I got up there " and the queen is Karen Nettles" the crowd cheered as she got crowned. I said to Karen " don't take it the wrong way but I can't dance with anyone but my future wife" she understood.

Dawn and Patty wanted to know if we were going to the party afterwards and Bev said " sure why not". I really didn't want to go but she reminded me it would be rude if I didn't go. When we got to the house I was hand a beer and another. After an hour I had like 4 beers and was getting obnoxious and Bev said we have to go NOW.

When we got home mom was still up and I was stumbling in she asked if I was drinking and I said yes. Then she started screaming at me and told me to go to my room and we will talk in the morning. Bev you can sleep in the guest room tonight.

I woke up at 11:30 a.m. and my head was pounding. I went down for breakfast and my mom was banging pots and I asked her "stop please, my head hurts" she said " just because you got drunk I still need to clean up the world doesn't stop for you". I left and took a shower and aspirin. I went back down stairs after getting ready graduation and mom told me to have a seat. "You have been a good child never getting in to trouble. Yesterday you acted like juvenile delinquent; I know I didn't bring you up like that. I spoke to Bev before she left she told me about last night and congratulations on becoming king but that is no excuse for your behavior last night you are still 16. I decided you will lose your car for two weeks." I just accepted it as said, "ok, but how am I going to get to work.," she told me that she would take me and pick me up.

Three weeks later I started college and I took accounting and small business management, I was still dressing as a lady and the guys kept hitting on me. The classes were from 7 a.m. to 11 a.m. and went to work from noon to 5 p.m. and studied when I got home. The courses were five weeks long so I would be able to take 2 more class for the second semester. The second semester I took accounting II and Psych 101. I got a 4.0 avg. for the whole summer and the girls I made friends with always wanted to study with me. They could not believe I was 16 and a male, I never hid it from the girls. When the guys hit on me it was an inside joke between us.

After finishing the semester we took the trip to N.Y.C., flying into Kennedy Airport I was amazed how big the buildings were from the sky. We went to get our luggage and there was a guy holding a sign Jackie Matthews, it is limo driver for the week. He took us to the Ritz Carlton and a suite was reserved for us.

The room was huge it had a living room, den, kitchen, two bedrooms with their own bathroom, and a bar. All the furniture looked antique from the 17^th century. I saw on the back of the door in the room that it was costing work $1050 per night. We went for a walk to shop. People here don't relax they run from one place to another, taxis honking their horns non-stop. The people dressed anyway they wanted, I saw bunch of guys with different color hair (purple. red, blue and one guy even had pink). Some even wore mini skirts. Bev said that I would fit in here and we laughed.

That night we went to TOAS a very exclusive restaurant are bill for 3 people was $350 with tip and then we went to the Lion King. There were so many people in there; the orst was great it was like going to a concert. After the show we tried to get a cab but I was hard to get one so we started walking and 3 blocks up the road we finally got one and went back to the room. Mom said " they really must like you a lot since they gave this trip to you. This trip must be costing them over $8,000."

The next morning the driver was out front when I got out there at 9 a.m. He drove me to the headquarters of the company I work for and I meet the head of the cosmetic depts. of all stores. Her name was Carol Simson and she welcomed me to N.Y.C and asked if I was enjoying myself. I told her so far so good. As we talked she asked, " Are you really a male? Are you only 16 years old?" I said yes and yes. She asked me " how I learned to do makeup?" I told her the story and she didn't seem to surprised. We talked about some of the new products they were looking at to add to the line. I tried some of them and gave my comments on each product. She appreciated my comments and asked me if I ever was in the Hamptons. I told I never left Kansas. She invited me and my mom and Bev to the corporate house in East Hampton for Labor Day Weekend. I accepted. She took to the executive dinning area for lunch. She introduced me to some of the other executives during lunch. After lunch we went to cosmetic dept. so she could show me how things ran there.

Down on the floor I think she tricked me, she asked me to do makeovers on three of the girls that work in the store but didn't use their makeup properly. As she observed she made a few comments but let me do what wanted. When I was done she was amazed that all three girls bought everything I put on them. She said, " I wasn't expecting you to sell anything to them, now I see why Ann loves you so much. I spoke to my superiors and they left the decision to me. I would like to put you into a the buying program, go around the world and check out cosmetics and make deals to bring them to all our stores. I know what you make in Kansas and for a 16 year old it is a great accomplishment. Most adults don't make that much with a family. I believe you can be one of the greatest makeover artists and every woman will be listening to every word you say. Think about it and talk it over with your mom. I thanked her and went outside and the limo was there in front waiting for me.

Inside were Bev and mom, I told them about my day and that we were going to go to the Hamptons for the weekend. Mom said " we will have to think about the job offer, is it what you want." We went to dinner and Carol joined us at Tavern on the Green. She explained everything to my mom; she was over whelmed at the offer on the table. The next few days we just shopped.

On Thursday the limo was in front of the hotel and Carol was in it with 2 others, we left for the Hamptons. It was a 3 hour ride with a little traffic and looking at the size of the houses out there one was bigger then the other. Carol said that the average house worth is 1.5 million but a good portion of them are 7-10 million. We drove about a ¼ of a mile down a dirt road to a big electronic gate and about ½ mile down a winding driveway to a humongous house. The property was perfectly manicured and when got in front of the house a man was there and opened the door for us. I found out he was the butler.

We were taken to our rooms and unpacked and meet in the living room. Carol was telling us that we have parties to go to every night and we will meet a lot of celebrities. On Sunday night we will have party here expecting about 600 people plus the news reporters. Most of the people that are coming are customers and it is to show them we appreciate their business. There will be people who can help out your career. Enjoy the weekend and if you want to go anywhere just take the limo.

This is the way to live Bev said to me, when I meet you 4 years ago I would have never thought you be on this level. A few of the female executives that were staying in the house asked me to do their makeup before we went to any parties. It was really exciting at the parties I met actors and actresses, clothing designers, even owners of Revlon, Avon, Max Factor and the governor. It was the best time I ever had, Carol introduced me as her prodigy.

I met a lot of nice people that were offering to help in my studies, where I decided to go to school they would write a letter of recommendation. Andrea Pomerantz of Glamour magazine asked me to write and article on makeup tip for girls turning into women. I thanked her for the opportunity and yes I would love to. Bev and mom stay together at all the parties as I was dragged from one to the other. I never thought a boy growing up in the middle of nowhere in Kansas could be meeting all these famous people.

As I was star stuck and the whole weekend seemed like a fantasy it was Monday night before are flight took off on Tuesday. Bev and I took the limo out to the beach at 10 p.m. and went for last walk along the ocean. Everyone that walked past us as we sat on a blanket said hello and kept working. It didn't even faze them that two women were kissing. Bev told me one of her fantasies was to make love on the beach, so we got up and took a spot about a mile down and made love under all the stars and the waves crashing. It wasn't a great as I thought; next we need to lay the blanket out. As we were going up and down so was the sand and it felt like sandpaper after a bit.

The next morning we headed to the Airport and the traffic was unbelievable it took us 5 hours to get there. It was like everyone left at 5 a.m. to get to work. When we got to the airport Carol gave me a big envelope and said, " this is the contract for the job I offered you. You can read it and talk it over with your mom and Bev and have a lawyer look at it if you wish. I would appreciate an answer within 2 weeks." I thanked her for the opportunity and for the great week and I will talk it over with both of them. We hugged each other and we went in.

The flight was delayed for 2 hours and finally got home around midnight. I read the contract and it looked great but mom didn't seem too happy. The contract stated I would need to move N.Y.C and they would give me an apartment near work. I would travel mainly to China at least twice a month. I would be buying all the cosmetics for over 100 stores. I would get a starting salary of $150,000 plus bonuses, 401K plan, stock options, 6 weeks a year of vacation time and use of the East Hampton house if available. They would pay for any schooling I wanted to do, also I would get a clothing expense account. That is the jest of it and I took it to a lawyer to interrupt some of the legal stuff.

Bev wanted me to take it, I still wasn't sure if I wanted to commit myself for five years in N.Y.C. and mom didn't want me moving away since I was only 16. In the long run I couldn't give up this opportunity and mom knew it too. After a week mom and I came to an agreement, which my lawyer talked to their lawyer, and if I thought after 3 months I didn't want to do it I can get out of the contract.

Bev told her parents about the whole trip and how everyone fussed over me, like I was a god. Her mother was impressed that I was going to write an article in Glamour. Bev's parents were very happy for me and they started looking for colleges in N.Y.C. and we decided to move the wedding to June right after Bev graduated from school.

I left on September 18^th and told mom I would call her when I got there. Over the next 3 months was better learning experience then going to school. I started to learn Chinese and Spanish so could negotiate with them. Carol has shown me a lot and had me even start negotiating myself. We made at least 12 trips to China alone. I feel like I don't even need the apartment, I'm living in suitcases. Whenever I had a free weekend I sent Bev a plane ticket or I flew out there. When Christmas came I flew home for 10 ten days and had gifts for everyone from all over the world.

I was happy to see mom, Dana and Bev at the airport when I arrived. I didn't have that much luggage, I sent all the presents to the house before I left so I didn't have to carry them. When we got back to the house there were about fifty cars in the driveway and on the grass. They threw me a welcome home party. All my friends were there that I haven't spoken to in a while. I was telling them all about my job and what I do and they told me about college and the guys they were seeing. All of them told me how great the article in Glamour was and it helped them for their dates. Dawn and Patty came to but I see them here and there because we are only a few hours away.

The next day at 9:30 fed ex came with all my packages and I had to go to town to get one more thing for Bev's brothers. I went to town and bought 2 motorcycles for them and was going to have them delivered to my house on the 23^rd. over the next few days was great seeing everyone again, and Dawn came over and as we were talking she told me for the next semester she how to pick a person and analyze them. She asked if I would mind if she used me and I asked why me? She said, " Look at you, how can you even ask that. You are brilliant, you dress as a lady, you're 16 years old and have a dream job, you have that special personality, and a year ago you were raped and didn't want to live now look at you. You accomplished more before you are 17 then most do in their whole life. You even mingle with the rich and famous I see you on TV sometimes. Is that enough or do you need more?" Ok since you put it that way.

Dawn, Patty, Gail, Tina, Linda, Betty all came over on the 24^th. We had our own Christmas and exchanged gifts. Bev wanted hers but I told her she had to wait till tomorrow. I got each of them the some bracelet with two diamonds on a ¼" wide platinum bracelet with the inscription " Bev, Dawn, Gail, Linda, Patty, Tina, Dana and Jackie friends forever. I decided to give Dana and Bev theirs now too instead of tomorrow. They were shocked I spent so much; I told I got a great deal in China. I paid $150 for each but I didn't tell them that. In the states it would have cost about $700 of maybe more. We had a great time talking about old times. They all left after dinner to be with there families.

It was Christmas morning and everyone got up by 7 a.m. and we started opening gifts and most of the stuff I got was clothes. I gave mom a ton of makeup and ruby necklace with matching earrings, and 2 evening dresses. Dana I got a business skirt suit with shoe and a sapphire necklace with matching earrings. Bev was last to get hers, I told before opening it I spent hour with the jeweler to get perfect design. It was a necklace with 4 karats of sapphires and 4 karats of emeralds in the shape of hearts surrounded in 6 karats of diamonds. I told her the to hearts were are eye colors and since diamonds are forever our two heart should be encased by diamonds so no one can get in way of are love. My mom asked me how much was that I told her don't worry about. If she knew I spent over $25,000 she would have flipped. Then she opened the other box and matching earrings to go with it. Bev said, " thank you so much it is gorgeous but were am I going to wear something like this", I told her when she comes to visit me and we have to go to a party. We went to eat breakfast and mom asked me how much did I spend for everybody, I told her, my bonus check SMASH she dropped the plate she was holding. How much was your bonus? I said "sit first, I got $120,000 check." She asked how the company can give you that much". I explained some of the deals I made that because of my negotiating I saved them over 10 million.

After breakfast Bev's parents came over with her brothers and we exchanged gifts. I got her mother a ruby necklace with matching earrings, ruby is her birthstone. Bob I get season ticket for to the Kansas City Chiefs he was a huge fan. I told Rod and Todd if they could get the 2 boxes in the garage, they didn't seem to happy to go do it. As they went out the door to the garage I told everyone to follow me, as we made it the garage they were excited when they saw their names on the dirt bikes. They thanked me; Bob and Fran didn't seem too happy I got it for them. Fran always told them they were too dangerous and they couldn't have one. I told them all the safety gear is in the bags in to the bikes. They told me I shouldn't have spent so much on them and I said " I consider you family if you can't spend it on family who else am I going to spend it on." The boys took the bikes for a ride and the rest of us went inside for coffee and tea. I pulled Bob over to the side and gave him a box and I told him to open it in private and I'm sure Fran wouldn't mind.

We had dinner at 4 p.m. and Bob and Fran were asking me about all the places I have been to. I told next year before the wedding I was planning a week's vacation when I'm in China and I would like everyone here to come as my guest. Bob was like "I can't let you pay for us, we would love to meet you there but I want to pay for our family". I told Bob we would talk later. I was telling about my experiences and showing the photos I took over the last 3 months. After dinner I pulled Bob aside and told I wanted his family as my guest money is not the object I made over $300,000 this year and I have no bills basically. So if I don't spend it, who will, I would like to spend it and see being spent so I can see how happy I made them? He asked, " please be honest with me the necklace you had made for Bev how much was that? You don't really want to know? I said. He insisted how much, I told him it was $26,500 and he almost fainted. We went back to everyone else. They left and Bev took me straight upstairs as so as the door closed.

On the 28^th when we got to the airport I gave Bev a boarding pass for the next 4 days and she was coming back with till the 2^nd. Bev was surprised and excited. We said goodbye to my mom and Dana and boarded the plane. When we landed I got my luggage and saw the limo driver. He took us to my place brought up the luggage and said he would be back tomorrow at 7 a.m. I told her that I need to work tomorrow but see can come with me and go shopping for clothes for the weekend. I think we said up all night have sex.

At 5:30 a.m. I woke up and got ready and Bev was to tired to go shopping so early, so I told her to call me when she was ready and I would send the limo. I gave her a kiss and told her how glad I was she was here. Then I went to work.

At work Carol and I were checking in the last shipment we bought. Bev called at 11 a.m. and said she was ready. I told the limo driver when she dropped her off to show her Sandy's office. Sandy is the store manger and I her to give her whatever she wants and to bill it to me. She will need clothes, shoes, and jewelry we have two formals to go to this weekend. She said that she was glad to help. When she got to the store she was treated like the queen she is. I got a call from Sandy " Jackie, she looks great in some of the dresses but she sees the prices and puts them back." " Sandy it is lunch time anyway so why don't you bring her to me and I'll buy you lunch." "Sure" fifteen minutes later they were there. I let Carol and Sandy go ahead of us so I could tell Bev to get anything she wanted and don't worry about the prices. I already pre approved a $100,000 limit and if you need to go over that don't worry. She asked my why she needed dresses that are $3,000 up to $8,000, I said " one because they make you look great and we have places to go and I can't have you in rags and laughed. I told her she would have to get use to wearing $5,000 dresses. She smiled at me and gave me a big kiss.

As we ate in the executive dinning room Carol and Sandy asked her all sorts of questions more or less about the wedding. She didn't know I spoke to Carol about it and Carol offered the East Hampton house for the wedding. Bev seemed surprised that she made that offer. Bev looked at me and I said it is up to you. I think it would be a great setting for the wedding. I told her that I am going to wear a wedding dress instead of a tux and I am willing the fly all are friends and family out here and put them up in the hotel. Carol said " I would like you to have the wedding here he has so many friends he needs to invite. Between the clients and the staff here, we made a list to start with and then we make cuts off the list.' She handed the paper to Bev. It was about 600 guests, which we need to knock down to 500. Bev asked if I knew all these people? I said yes. She said, " You have made a life here". I told we would talk later. I gave her a kiss and went back to work.

I got done about 7 p.m. and I saw Sandy going over some paperwork and I went in to see what the damage was. "Sandy I want to thank you for your help this afternoon. I know it is late but if you and your husband aren't doing anything New Years yet I would like you to join us". She said, " that Jim and her were planning on staying home but let me call him." After she got off the phone " we would love to join you. What type of dress is it"? I told her "formal and I want you to go upstairs and get a dress and bill it to me by the way how much damage did she do?" " It wasn't that bad only $38,000." Not bad I thought. " If Jim doesn't have a tux pick one up and add it to the bill" she thanked me.

I got home a little before 8 p.m. and Bev was lying on the couch exhausted from shopping. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and she woke up. She asked me " how can you afford all of this?" I told her "they pay me a lot." " Come on I'm going to be your wife, " How much do you make"? I said " last year I made almost $350,000 and that is not including the options I got." "What are the options worth" my reply " I got 10,000 options at Christmas time and the stock was at $16.75 last time I look but I can't sell it till June." She thanked me for everything even for me to include her in my life. I lay down next to her on the couch and we cuddled and watched TV.

After the holiday Bev thanked me for everything and "wait till I tell everyone how well you are doing in the big city. I couldn't believe some of the famous people you know. I would like to have the wedding here because this is where we will be living. I was glad that she was willing to have it here and she doesn't seem threatened any of the women at work or the parties. I went to the airport with her and she was frisky. Before she left I told her " in two weeks I have an appointment for you with a friend of mine who offered to design wedding dresses for both of us as a present. None of his dresses are the same and they start at $25,000. Think what you would like your dress to be like, I already got my picked out." She looked so happy and she went into the airport.

Over the next few months I worked on the wedding plans whenever I had a chance. Ralph told that she designed dress similar to mine. I had reserved Gurney's Inn for the weekend, and it was a pretty penny. During the winter I was house hunting in the Hamptons and I found a nice house in Watermill for 3.5 million. The house is about a half a mile back in the woods on a 5-acre lot with a pool and tennis/basketball court. It is 10,000 sq. ft. with 6 bedrooms and 10 bathrooms, fully automated house, modern high tech kitchen. I wanted to surprise everyone but because I'm only 17 I need mom to sign the papers. She thinks I'm crazy to buy such an expensive house but it is my money to spend anyway I want to. I made sure she didn't tell anyone.

When the week of the wedding came, I took the 3 weeks off to get ready for the honeymoon. We all stayed in East Hampton for the week and we real busy to enjoy it. It took two days just to setup the tables and the tents. The wedding planners directed all the different people where to set everything on Saturday we took a car to Watermill and went to the house. I put a big red bow around each pillar and she asked what are we doing here? I gave her the key to the house and said " lets go take a look at it and tell me what you think?" we got out and went in she ran from room to room which I had a decorator do in the last two months. She commented how much she like the furniture in the house. Are last stop was the kitchen and a letter on the table addressed to Mr.& Mrs. Matthews and Bev picked it up and said, " I really like the sound of that Mrs. Matthews. She opened it and read it out loud.

 

Dear Mr.& Mrs. Jackie Matthews,

Congratulations on your new house, if we can be any help to you please call anything and I hope you enjoy your new life together.

 

 

Sincerely,

Beth Hogan

Hampton Real Estate

 

She started jumping up and down asking if we really own it. I told yes and of course with her she wanted to know how much it was. After I told her she couldn't believe I spent 3.5 million on a summerhouse. She grabbed me and threw on the kitchen table and we did it there and 6 other rooms too. We had to speed back to the house for the rehearsal dinner.

We got back just in time for dinner and when she saw her parents she told them about house. The rehearsal was quick and simple. When the next day came and the guest started to arrive we had the have the police help direct traffic. I made a deal with Glamour to shoot the wedding photos and they would be use in the magazine with an article about me on my growth in the industry. All of family and friends from back home were surprised how many famous people I knew. The whole yard was covered with chairs and tables for 550 guests. The ceremony was short a sweet. I gave her a 2karat ring and she got me a 1karat ring. During the cocktail party Bev and I had to walk around and take photos with the famous. We had so many guests we never enjoyed the cocktail party or the dinner since we had to thank everyone that came. We had to spend more time with clients talking about meaning less crap. Right after dessert we left them house to our new house. We invited all of are friends and family the next afternoon to our new house.

I rented 3 buses to take them to the airport from Montauk which the stopped on the way. I just hope I didn't rub too much of my wealth in their face but this is my type of life now. It was a good thing I catered lunch in I don't know how many tours I gave. Mom, Dana, Bob and Fran tour of the house and they fell in love with it. Bob for some reason was impressed with money; he asked how much the house was. I said " take a guess" he said, " $700,000 maybe $800,000" I laughed and told him " for that price you get less than an acre with a 1500 sq. ft. house that needs work, this one list was 4 million but I got it for 3.5 million". I love seeing his face when I spit out those numbers. They all told me to enjoy the house and your new life. I think Bob was a little upset because he wanted to pay for the wedding but the cost of it he didn't even attempt. The whole affair cost $750,000 but it was that bad I got $500,000 from Glamour for the rights of the film and the article. By 4 p.m. we were finally alone.

We spent the next three days on the estate and never left. We finally left for Hong Kong for our honeymoon, not where I wanted to go but I need to work while I was there. I had hired a guide for a week, so when I was busy she would be able to sight see and be able to communicate. I hated working on my honeymoon but I have large bills to pay now. I was thinking about buying a house in China but when I looked in to it the government could take it at any time they wanted so it wasn't a good investment. The Chinese loved that I was working on my honeymoon and I made one of the biggest deals ever. I was able to talk them down 25% off a 30 million dollar deal. We enjoyed driving around China the last week and we were able to see how the real Chinese live not like the ones in the big cities. I have become fluent in Chinese by now and I was friend of the Emperor, which I set his wives up with what he wanted. We went to his house twice for dinner when we were there. Bev enjoyed seeing how royalty lives.

Now we are back to reality and Bev decided what she wanted to do was do volunteer work. I encouraged her to do whatever her heart desirers. I told her if she really wants to help people go be a teacher. Next semester she started at the Southampton University to start her teaching degree. When I'm in N.Y. on the weekends I take the Long Island Railroad to the house. I think even that she is with me she feels homesick so I told if she wants to go home take a flight anytime you want. After my 18^th birthday she made some friends from school mainly girls because the guys didn't me cause the way I was. The girls liked the fame, trying to meet them but I was careful I didn't have anyone come over to be harassing them.

Two years later we had a child on the way and I wanted to spend a lot of time with him/her so I stepped down from my position and decided to open a spa downtown Watermill with child care. We did ok I charge $750 for a full day or $450 for a half day and they flocked there during the summer. Anyone who has a name comes to my spa and my staff knows confidentially is key. I paid $20-$40 an hour and if they break the code, they know they are gone.

We had a girl and Bev and I started talking about me wearing men's clothing again. I really didn't want to but I knew what I went thru in the short period of time in school. We decided my female clothes would be worn only in bed and I would go to the doctor and get the implants taken out. I was working and Bev went to the airport to pick her parents from the airport in the city and a drunk driver hit her broad side. She was in a coma for a week and a half and died. I became distraught my mom took Jessica to Kansas and I checked in to Bellevue for help. I felt my HEART ripped out. I spent two months to be able to cope with it. Dawn got an internship at Bellevue and helped me with the counseling. She is still writing her thesis for her PHD and this was a twist in her paper. Dawn was able to help the staff because she knew me well enough to help the doctors. I didn't say a word for a month, so Dawn was able to give them any information they needed. I would have committed suicide but for because of Jessica I couldn't. I knew it was the only thing I could do for Jessica so I sold everything I had and cashed all my options and went back Kansas and bought a 112-acre property and enough cash for my life and my daughter's life. Gail started to visit me a lot. I am not looking but I see she is trying to push her way in to our lives. It was nice to have her there to encourage Jessica in a certain direction but I couldn't love anyone the way I loved…. I still love Bev.

 

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