I Want What I Want (School)

by Jane Hudson

 

Dawn after the Christmas holidays was very nervous at going to school as her fem self. Becky was still in hospital recovering from John stabbing her. But she was getting much better. June Alison Carol and herself was always being told off when they went visiting her for too much laughing and giggling. But the nurses were glad to see the girls there cheering up their friend. But now the big day was heading like a fast train towards her .She felt .like a rabbit caught in car headlights. Her big sis June her mum and dad were great. The psychiatrist Dr Patton was also a great help . He was not going to put me hormones yet as at 14 these thing need a lot more thought. But if all the tests and the case studies he was undertaking bore out what he and others thought I would be. One day I WILL have the op .I want oh I want just to be a girl and nothing would stop me.

The big day had come school first day. I was sh-tting myself, but I had to do it. I was off to Boarwood school a state mixed school of boy and girls. I felt like I was going in with the lions that day. But Becky's girls as they now called themselves were on my side. They are a gang of girls who all went to the judo club with Becky. Since Becky was stabbed they now called the group Becky's girls. They were all girly girls apart from Becky but they could all look after themselves. Very soon some of the bullies had found out this out the hard way. Its very Embarrassing for a Mr Macho to be thrown through the air by a sweet sexy girly girl. They found after a couple of the jerks tried it on.or tried bullying friends of theirs it was not the best of ideas. Well let just say they got a painful judo lesson for their troubles . They soon learned to clear off .If not they were given free flying lessons. Girls just want to have fun.The bullies did not seem to like these girls idea of fun at all. Yet some on the bullies bounced quite well which was fun for the girls if not for the bully boys. One of John's mates John was the guy who stabbed Becky . Well his bully mate's Peter Finch grabbed Carol from behind one day and lifted her skirt .Over he went she still had hold of his wrist as he went over and he badly sprained wrist .He was in trouble as there was a couple of witness to what happened. Later on Peter brother Paul who went out with Carol. He was a real nice guy by the way .Well he said that her doing that to Peter had made him shape up and fly right. Paul was , oh yes was he a wow dark handsome hunk of a boy . I wish but oh how I wish he was my boyfriend but it was not to be.. The thing is he is so nice too Lucky lucky Carol..

I dressed in school uniform .Girls could wear a knee length black skirt or smart black trousers black jacket white blouse red and black striped tie. I was going to wear a skirt. I came down stairs my hair had not grown enough to style yet so I wore a blond page boy wig. I came down stairs my make up light and feminine. There was June wearing a skirt too most times she wore a pair of trousers but because I was wearing a skirt so would she. "Hi girl ready to go" June said .Yes I said nervously "Don't worry girl you look great.You will be ok you have got your big sis looking after you". Most boys would be mortified to be so dressed and have their big sister protect them but I well I am not no boy not any more. I am a girl a girl a girl. Off to the bus stop we went chatting about all and nothing as girls do. As I got nearer the bus stop I saw a group of boys and some girls. I stiffened but June said "don't worry you will be ok." We got to the bus stop the boys looked over but they just kept on being boys pushing joking stuff that boys do. They can be such jerks but I still like them.Well all girls like dumb animals and even though boys are not as smart as horses .But they can be fun. Then again some boys well they just make you melt at the sight of them. June smiled at me and said "See any boy you like Dawn" I blushed she laughed she did tease me but not in a horrid way I loved her so much. The bus came along stopped and we got paid our fare and got a couple of seats. In a very short time we arrived at the school just by the main gate.

This was it school as a girl .Oh sh-t I could feel the shivers as I walked towards the gate. Who was waiting at the gate Becky's girls Carol Alison Julie Mary Becky was still in hospital but she sent me a card to welcome me to my new life as a girl. I started crying with happiness "Oh GWAD here she goes cries at a drop of a hat" June said. "I can't help it you are such good friends" "Well come or we will be late and you got to go to the head. June asked Carol if she would take me along as she had to get to class. She had a roasting from Mr Peters for being late last year. Off I went. Carol took my hand. It seems I was the girls pet project in being looked after at school and being turned in to a girl great . I had a lot of mother hens looking out for me at school. These girls looked at life like this it better to be nice and kind than nasty. They looked like girly girls they acted like girly girls but if need be they bit like a sharks. As some of the dumb clowns found out the painful way. They hated bullies and hated to see the weaker kids bullied so some times they sorted it in there own sweet way. Strange the bullies did not seem to think it so sweet.

It was a long walk to the heads office .I felt like a guy going off for the last walk like in the Green Mile film. I was very scared and excited as well. Carol held my hand all the way there. On the way there we bumped into Mrs Parker my old form teacher. Hello Carol "Who this lovely young girl I had not seen you in school before." She said I blushed and stood there all girly .She had heard what happened and had seen me over Christmas and when I was in hospital . But was she just teasing a little by making out I was a new girl she had not seen before. Carol said "Mrs Parker meet Dawn Williams " Why hello Dawn pleased to meet you" she held out her hand I took it and we shook not like two guys would but in a gentle feminine way I like that. "Well I must be off see you later Dawn" then as she started to walk off she winked at me. I blushed again. Carol just laughed " Boy oh boy you are a girly girl come on let see the head" We walked up to his office door Knocked and waited. "Come in" he said. Carol and I stood in front of Mr Davis desk a short thin man bald glasses and in his 50 s . "Ah Miss Carol Masters and this must be Miss Dawn Williams" Mr Davis said .Yes sir we both answered. "Well sit down both of you" he said "Well well this is something I must say I have never had to deal with before. But deal with it we will .I must say young lady I am glad you did not succeed in your attempted suicide." "Thank you sir" I said "Now to cases you are to be no longer David but Dawn correct I have a letter from the hospital and your Doctor a Doctor Patton that says this is necessary for your well being" "Yes sir" I answered "Therefore as far as the staff of this school is concerned you are Dawn Williams. You will have to use staff toilets and changed for PE games in staff changing rooms at the moment but apart from that you will be treated as another girl. But I expect you to behave as one as well" "Oh yes sir I will" I answered Carol chipped in "Don't worry about that she more girly that a lot of the girls here sir." I blushed again and look down at my skirt girlishly and could not help giggling a little. " "Hmm I think your right there Carol" and he laughed. She giggled and I blushed more "Oh you sweetie there you go blushing again is she not sweet sir" Carol said " I Well I think you best run along to your classes" Yes sir we said and left the office.

Once we left the office Carol turned to me and said "Did you see that he was lost for words he think you are a sweetie.Teacher pet that what you'll be" Carol teased " No I won't " "Yes you will all the teachers will be suckers for the lost little sweet girl that you are and once your hair grows out and us girls get hold of it we will make you so so cute . I am going to love helping you become a girl your 3 parts there already. It will be easy as pie this will be fun and your going to love it..June got plans to make you the most girlish girl in school. Gulp I hope I know what I let myself in for. I was now Becky's girls project to make me the most feminine girl around so I better like it. Guess what Yippee I did like it .I can't wait it's a dream come true what great friends I got. "Ok ok stop smiling like a cat that got the cream I have said too much already and let the cat out of the bag.Gee there was never much boy in you I reckon I got more boyishness that you inside and I think of myself as a 100% girl" I blushed and smiled "Oh come on girl we shall be late" Carol said to me .Oh how much I loved being called girl I can't get enough of it.

We came to my form room Mrs Parker class . Carol was off to hers. All of Becky's girls apart from Mary were two years older than me. But Becky was going along with the other girls to get younger girls into Judo and Becky's girls. In a few months they would leave school or go on to 6 form. But there would still be girls there to carry on where Becky's girls left off. It's a pact they made after I tried to kill myself and Becky got stabbed. This way there will always be a group of feminine but tough girls to help others and stand up for the weak and what right. It was my being bullied about being not much of a boy and feeling worthless and because of what had happened to me and why that made up the girls minds . It was this that had moved the girls to act. Such great girls I was proud to call them friends. What I found out later was that Becky and the rest was on the look out for boys like my who let be fair were a bit sissy and they took a few under their wing. At lest one other boy came out like me and was bullied .But the girls put a stop to that and he changed over .After he left school he had the op 6 months after me. Sally and I are great friends we even worked at Tesco on the checkout before I went to work for a company in Bristol in the office she became a nurse a good one too. But that way ahead of now.

In to the Lion den oh bloody sh—t. I thought to myself. In I went .You ever see one of Clint Eastwood Western's when the saloon goes dead quiet .Yep you guessed it the class did too. I did the biggest gulp ever and went and sat down in the only seat right at the front. Then the whispers start. I heard a couple from boys and some girls queer pouf sissy not too loud but loud enough for me to hear. Well I am not going to let that beat me to hell with them. But it still hurt I just wanted to be who I knew myself to be a girl .Yet in most of the classes eye I was a queer a pouf. My mum hated people calling Gays that sort of names, she was right too. Mrs Parker called the class to order and I was welcomed to the class It was then she told them all what had happened to me and why I was now Dawn . She told them if anyone picked on me they would be in trouble. Oh well not many friends here best just get on with my school work. It was then a boy named Jack Harris stood up and said "I am a pal of Becky who is in hospital at the moment .You all know why she is in hospital. Dawn here was there and helped her out maybe saved her I don't know.But there was blood everywhere you stayed Dawn and you helped her until help came. I don't know why a boy would ever what to be a girl maybe your mad maybe not .But I know you had the guts to help Becky you and your sister . Oh and by the way she bashed up that scumbag John real good. So your ok in my book and if you want to be Dawn well I can't get my head round it but live and let live that what I say." "Sorry if I spoke out of turn there Miss" I cried a bit Mrs Parker said what "The matter" " That was so nice of him" I was told by your sister that that you cry at the drop of a hat if your happy . I see now you do" Mrs Parker laughed so did everyone else maybe the ice had been broken. There again maybe not . There was brother and sister Keith and Kelly Knopp who was looking daggers at me oh sh-t I thought no friends there have to watch out for them two.

 

The next hour in class went well. I was never the best student but long way from the worse .Yet since I have become Dawn I seem to apply myself far more..Mrs Parker came over and said " Dawn glad to see you are back at school . I was very upset to hear you was in hospital .But you seem happy in your new life and I wish you well .My door will always be open of you need any help please come to me." "Thank you miss I will" I said "Oh by the way you seem much more focused than before in your school work I will watch with interest how you get on" Mrs Parker said. I left the class and went to catch up with the rest of them. I always liked Mrs Parker she was about 45 a little woman with light brown hair and a very kind face. A kind and gentle soul My next class was history I loved history Mr Johnson was taking that class he was 36 year old tall brown hair and quite dreamy and very nice. I must admit I had a little crush on.

I got to the class and said sorry for being late I told him Mrs Parker wanted a word . He said " I thought she might ok Dawn take your seat and we will start the lesson" He told us that we doing the First World War the start of it. Well we soon got into it. I must admit I love history but the thought of all them poor boys being killed made me so sad. Mr Johnson is a great teacher and he has such a lovely voice I could listen to him all day. I saw I was not the only girl who thought the same. If he wanted he could Wisk me away.But he was not like that worse luck then again he was too nice to take advantage of us girls. I was now totally thinking of myself as a girl. Wow I was now sat here in class in a girl school uniform fancying my hunky teacher. This was just so great. I just love being a girl. Very soon my lesson was over .Next was school morning break.

I soon met up with Becky's girls "Tell us all my dear how did you get on." June said to me .Soon we was all chatting and giggling and laughing together about everything just as any bunch of girls would. The girls teased me about Mr Johnson and how I liked him .Blush time again for me. They all laughed at me blushing about that. Soon the bell rang and we had to go back to lessons. The next lesson was Maths not my best subject Miss Peters took this lesson . It went pretty much as the others. I worked hard but I still hate maths. Miss Peters had a chat with me about how I was and how I felt .She wished me well and I left.

This went on for the rest of the day. I went to the rest of my lessons and it seem to go well .I love Home Economics Mrs Green a lady of 45 took the class. She was a large happy lady who made us all laugh . I found I loved cooking. Yet again she asked about myself and told me that she was glad that I was ok . Then all too soon my first day at school as Dawn was over. Not as bad as I thought

June and I was going to met up with the rest of the girls and catch the bus. An old friend from Dave days Harry came up to me . "Dave sorry I mean Dawn I heard what happened buddy I am sorry that you tried to do away with yourself.Why did you do it" . " I felt alone and lost and it just got too much and well you know the rest" I said to him. Harry told me " Man I don't know what I mean I can't get my head around this but we was always mates if I can be there for you I will" " Thanks bud" I said. We walked away from each other I knew and he knew deep down that our friendship was over. Oh he meant what he said but a gulf had grown between us. My femininity was that gulf and as I grew into it I knew and Harry knew we would never be the buddy's we were. But I was happy he was not horrid to me some had been .It had not been a bad day but I heard the fag gay sissy queer comments that was said to me as I went from class to class. But that was the price to be paid to be DAWN SO BE IT.

I soon met up with the girls June and I got together giggling and teasing each other as sisters do. Wow sisters just think sisters I love the idea of that. At the front of the bus away from the rowdy boys, us girls was having a ball . I was being asked if I liked this boy or that boy. Yet again I blushed just like a girl. They all laughed but they was not being nasty just have a little fun with me. I did love my good friends so much . What a fool I was to think that I was alone and tried to kill myself. I have riches beyond that of anyone in family and friends. I knew I would never try that again. We soon arrived at the bus stop near our house.

We walked the short distance to our house I felt my skirt brush my legs my first time home from school in a skirt .This was one long day of firsts. June had the front door key mum was getting one cut for me Dave had lost the last one. We opened the door . At first it was like no one was there. Then Mum Dad all the Becky girls who I had thought had gone home our neighbour's as well were all there. All of a sudden everyone started to sing For she a jolly good fellow for she a jolly good fellow and so say all of us. I started crying my sis said "Told you girls I win the bet I said she would start blubbing". Mummy and Daddy came over and hugged me then sis then all my friend I were just crying and was never happier .

Oh my I saw Becky there sat on the settee I screamed BECKY and run over to her.. I grabbed her and started to kiss my best friend well she was ."WHOA I still got stitches girl" "Oh sorry but I am so happy to see you I did not think you would be out yet" I said My dear friend Becky said "Try and stop me The hospital makes me use a wheelchair and no dancing" I said "Well you can't dance any how " She laughed and "watch it or over my knee you go" Becky said .I blushed remembering how when I was just before the stabbing I was taking the Mickey and mucking about she grabbed me and put me across her knees and gave me some playful spanks in front of all the girls. My she a strong girl and I could not get of her lap until she let me up. Just think a one time boy being put across a girl lap and spanked. Then it showed I was never much of a boy best to be a girl.

The party was just great I felt so happy spinning round with my sister and our friends my skirt flaring out as the music played. I felt happy feminine and very very loved. Mum had put on a hell of a spread but I had to remember girls don't stuff there faces like boys. The only draw back to being a girl but a small one. About 11.00pm mum let us stay up later than the 9.30 pm I and my sister weekday school time bed time. I was seeing all my pals off then to bed. What a day first day as a girl at school now this I showered cleaned my teeth put my lovely pink nightdress on and went to bed.

Well the rest of the week went much as the first day .The weekend was girly shopping with my friends.Becky had come out of hospital . That was just great it would be another month before she went to school again. I was happy to see her again. Well 3 weeks after my first day The Knopps when I was on the way to the shops for my mum on a Friday after school, grabbed me and ripped of my skirt and beat me up. I run home crying and sobbing. My sister saw me running down the street cut lip torn blouse jacket and slip no skirt no shoes .I was crying hard when she was told it was Keith and Kelly she went mad and was going to sort them .Then it came to me I may not be a big tough boy but if my sister and the other Becky girls could look after themselves I should too. I said "No June I must learn to stand up for myself. Dave was a wimp who could not stand up to bullies .But you and the other girl have shown me that being a girl does not mean being a weak wimp like Dave was, I want to learn to stand tall and stand up to bullies like you do as Dawn." June said Oh come on Dave was a nice kid kind sweet kid " "Yes maybe" I said "But when I was Dave I was gutless I could not even face life yet alone bullies ,well Dawn is going to 100 % girl 0% wimp. She will stand up to whatever life dishes out I will never do a Dave".

We went in the house she told mum what happened and I said no mum don't do anything this is something I must do or run scared the rest of my life that was Dave its not Dawn. We sat down after I showering and changing into girls jeans and nice top. I told Mum and June that I wanted to enrol with the girls in the local Judo club. I also said don't let dad know. I asked June not to beat the Knopps up but just keep them of my back until I was ready for then next time and we all know they will try it again after all I am the sissy wimp to them. Then they will be in for a nasty shock I don't want to be a bully or hurt people but I must show them I won't stand on the table asking pretty please don't hurt me as I hold my skirt up as they made one girl do in a break time . June said yes "Becky gave them both a little slap for that.". June said "That the girls were also being shown by Becky's dad mate who was in the Marines some real neat tricks to help defend against stuff like knives". "We will get Harry to show you too some are real mean can you do that" .I don't want to hurt people but if it was to save mine or other life yes I could" I said to her.

Next Tuesday I started judo it was hard at first. June and the girls laughed as they said they had never seen anyone so girly doing judo. Yet I worked hard and learned The first time I chucked June over my shoulder it felt good June afterward laughed and said "Watch out girls its Dawn Bond " I blushed. I also went along with the girls to Harry's house his wife was always there its best that way nowadays. He showed us some real nasty stuff busting fingers thumbs wrists. Protection against knives attacks how to block and disarm peoples with weapons. We all worked hard at this after what happened with Becky. Becky came along still recovering so she did not take part but watched. This went on for 5 months I had gain a good working knowledge of judo I was also picking up some useful tips from Harry. I was nowhere near as good as my sister June or Becky and the rest of the girls. But I was stronger and where it counted tougher than Dave ever was yet still a girl a feminine young girl . But a girl who if need be could stand up and be counted not cower in a Corner like Dave the wimp. My sister had just got her brown belt but she been doing it for about 18 months full on .She did judo for a little while when she was younger but she let it go. Becky got her into it with other girl again. It also kept you fit and trim and us girl don't want to fat.

One Saturday morning about 9.00am I was walking in Clarance park. June and a couple of the other girls was meeting me by Cricket Hut there and then we was off on the bus into town. Who stepped in front of me Kelly Knopp and her brother Keith she was the top dog in this pair." Hello sissy boy what a pretty pink skirt and top I think it would look better on me" she said. Keith moved behind me. Kelly was a pretty girl a little taller than I a little bigger not much bigger than me .Her brown long hair and very pretty large brown eyes made her look sweet.Her brother looked the same but he had short hair put him in a skirt and let him grow his hair and they would be like peas in a pod. I don't think Keith was the mean one out of the pair but I think he was a bit scared of his sister. Of course he would not admit it but Carol saw over their garden fence one day as she was walking passed their house yelling and shouting. She looked over the Fence and Kelly was on top of Keith holding him face down with his arm up his back. Yet he had lots of fights at school a good number he won. Girls the weaker sex yer right not from what I seen. I watched Kelly as she said again she wanted my skirt my bag and anything else I had or else. Keith was at back of me she grabbed jacket I grabbed her hand bent it back and pulled her toward the ground she yelled. Keith grabbed me around the neck I soon tossed him over my shoulder. It knocked the wind out of him. Kelly got up she was fast and punched me in the chest I felt that and it knocked me back. I grabbed hold of her top she I fell backward putting my foot in her middle and push my leg with all my might she went flying and landing on the grass Keith was still on the deck I think he hurt his arm. He got up and aimed a kick at me while I was on the floor I grabbed his foot and turned it hard he yelled and went flying it the direction I turned his foot. I leapt up Kelly charged at me I grabbed hold and pulled her down. By this time June hearing across the park the carry on looked across and saw what was happening. She Carol and Becky came across Becky was last because she still could not run fast as she was still not 100 % By the time I came over I had Kelly on the deck in a arm lock June grabbed hold of Keith in a wrist lock but he had no fight in him.

Afterwards I told Kelly from now on leave me alone or else . Keith seem quite happy even though he was bashed up a bit to see his sister taken down a peg or two. We found out later he was not a bad kid but his sister made him go along with her on these things or else she beat him up. Kelly was a hell of a bitch she even bullied her boyfriend Peter he left her after she kicked him in the nuts two day after our fight.. I told her if you carry on like that no boy would want to know you and you will end up very lonely. She also we found had something else on Keith he like to dress up as a girl not a sex change but he was a crossdresser His dad found out four days after her fight with me. The bitch told him. His dad Patrick slapped and hit Keith all round the house. It got so bad Becky told the teachers and the social services told his dad that if he laid another hand on him he would be in trouble. Becky's girls took him under there wing Becky also had it out not fighting but a real ding dong shouting match with Kelly. It was like water off a duck s back she may look like a girl but she was a mini knock off of her dad. Keith it got so bad at home no hitting but his dad and Kelly just would not speak or even acknowledge him. His Aunt who lived in Hutton near Weston and took him in her husband Lew had left her and her daughter 7 years ago she had the house and worked as a bus driver her daughter was 23 and worked as a nurse.

Keith fitted in with his Aunt Mary and her daughter Wendy Mary was 56 short plump and very kind her daughter was 5 ' 10'' and with a beautiful face and slim body. She was as kind as her mum. Seems Aunt Mary brother Patrick was just like my Uncle Jack a Jerk. She after talking to my mum and my Doctor about Keith let him dress as much as he wanted to. Now how this kid did change from bully to sweet kid in a couple of months . Us girl found out he like to be called when dressed Kathy. June said "gee are all the boys here girly or what" He looked real good dressed and later on went shopping with as an honorary girl in our group he would be our friend well after leaving school and he was not the first or last girly boy that was. Boy did this piss Kelly off but she could do nothing. People kept out of her way boy left her alone because Peter told them how she treated him .Everyone just did not want to know such a waste of such a pretty girl. Then 8 months later she lost it in class and laid out a boy who was telling a boy she liked to keep away from her as she was a ball buster of a bitch she over heard this and punched him out. Glad she never took any real training in fighting she was just very mean and nasty and a well troubled girl.. She was expelled for 6 months. When she came back I found her in the toilet crying in a ball she had cut her wrists open. The ambulance was there as quick as possible but it took 30 minutes I had got hold of a form teacher and he dialled 999 I could not get a signal on my mobile. I may of had my differences with her but . I did not what to see this happen to her.

All of us in school were shocked by what happened to her. I went back to class after she was taken to hospital. I tried to listen to the lesson but then I started crying I was just so upset by what happened .Mrs Parker came across and held me as I sobbed. She told me " That's all right you cry my dear ." She got hold of my sister and told her to look after me. June soon came and my mum was called to take me home. Mum and June got me in the car and drove me home I was still very upset.. I was soon home and mum and June held me as I sobbed. I was soon taken to bed and I cried myself to sleep.

Mum and June talked together about me and how I was upset by what happened. June said to mum "I worry about her she so easily upset she cries more than any girl I know". Mum answered " Oh I think she will be ok .Look at Dave as he was, a good kid a sweet kid a kind kid but lets be fair a real wimp .Don't get me wrong I loved him but would Dave had stood up to them two in the Park no way. Dawn did and she won . I think she will be ok in some ways she has toughened up but had not turned into a hard bitch. She will always be a kind sweet loving person but she now is able to take care of herself." "I think your right mum but I will always keep an eye on her" June said." "My dear glad to hear that" mum said.

 

A few hours later I awoke. I walked downstairs wearing my nightdress. Mum and Sister June was sat on the settee I went over to them and I was hugged cuddled by them I felt safe in their loving arms. Mum told me that Kelly was ok and that she had hurt herself but being found as soon as she was helped . Mum said "I am proud of you for helping her get help so fast". "But Mum I may of pushed her to it by what happened in the park" .June chipped in "Bloody don't be so fu-king silly, sorry mum for swearing, Kelly she got big problems but that is not your fault .Look at Keith or Kathy as he she like to be YOU PUT HIM DOWN BEST THING YOU EVER DID FOR HIM. I spoke to Kathy on the phone and asked if she felt or was against you. Do you know what she and I say she said.Thank god Dawn put a stop to all this. Now I can be who I want to be .Must be the only time a boy been glad a girl has kicked his arse. Just tell her thanks not only for helping me but for saving my sis she may of bullied and beat me up but I do love her ." I cried as I listened to June telling me this. Also mum said " Did notice dear Kathy said a girl not a boy or a sissy but a girl show what she or he thinks of you.". I started crying again they just held me.

The phone went .Mum answered it .She told June it was Kathy as Keith liked to be called. He was not a TS but I found out a strong Crossdresser. June spoke on the phone with her for a while a big smile broke out on my sister face. She turned to us and told us that Kelly was going to live with her Aunt Mary her dad is clearing off and her Aunt Mary has said she will be more than happy to have her. June told Kathy was really happy and that she going to be as much a sister to her as a brother. I wondered how Kelly would take that. Later on I found out Kelly took it not only well but she was never happier than with her Aunt Mary. Later on we became good friends s but her biggest friend was June they went everywhere and even doubled dated. The New Kelly as she became under the care of her Aunt her brother and new sort of step sister Wendy was very popular with the boys. She never had as much fun before she also went to judo club with Becky she was a natural . Kathy/ Keith was also going to the judo club with the girls. He/she was almost one of the gang and he /she loved it.

A couple of days later I was back in school. I still had the odd comment from the odd jerk.But I now knew they could do nothing to me. As Dave I was easy meat for the bullies now as Dawn I walked softly but could carry a big stick.That stick was me and I would use it to beat these thugs over the head with it. The word had gone around about me and bullies being bullies they like easy targets now I was not and I was no fun any more. Over the next few years I went through school growing as Dawn each day each week each month each year . The hormones had reshaped my body over the time. By the time I left school to start work I was in all but one very small part Dawn. When I had my 18 ^th Birthday I had that little thing sorted so I was in all ways Dawn. My thanks for those who had helped me become Dawn these thanks had to go to my family friends and all who help and supported me over this time. Now my life was going onwards and upwards yes there would be hard times but they would be part of the price for become who I should be Dawn.For now I lived life not feared it.

  

  

  

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