Into Her

by Jennifer White

 

I sighed. In a way, I felt like I had wasted years of my life. You see, ever since the first time I saw her, I was completely in love with Christina. She was just perfect, in every way! Every way that is, except for the fact that she didn't love me.

I met her back when we were in highschool together. I did everything I could to get her to notice me, but that didn't work. I was pretty shy, while she was outgoing and popular. So when I tried to talk to her, it came out horribly, and it didn't help my cause any.

I vowed to myself that she was the one, and I would never give up on her. Every day and every night I thought of her. Every pretty girl I looked at only reminded me of her. Christina. The One.

At school, on Valentines day, you could send flowers to someone. I sent her a dozen red roses, and a note to show her how I felt. When she saw me in the hall, she smiled at me, said "Thanks", but kept walking. One word was all I got from her. But the smile alone was worth all the money I spent.

But that was years ago. Now we were both in college. When I heard where she was going, I applied there too. But I was denied; I wasn't as smart as her either. I had tried everything. I had written her letters. I drove slowly past her house, even though it was miles out of my way home. I prayed to her, but she never gave me a sign that she was listening to me.

I felt like I had wasted years of my life on this girl. I never went after another girlfriend; I wanted her. I couldn't go on like this, not being with her. I felt so tired, and so desperate.

That was when I tried something I never would have dared. I went to the woman in the woods.

Now let me explain. The town I grew up in was right near the edge of town. Just a ten minute drive, and you were in the country. Right at the edge of town, there were dark, dense woods. Ever since I was young, I was always told not to go in the woods, because it was too dangerous.

They said an old woman lived there, with magic powers. They said that children who had wandered into the woods never came out. Now this all sounded like the kind of thing that parents would use to scare away little kids. But I knew a couple of brave boys who swore that they had snuck in, and they had seen her!

If she knew magic, she could help me. If she wasn't real.... well, I'd get a healthy walk in the woods. I had nothing to lose, and everything to gain. And I was desperate! So into the woods I ventured, one cloudy Saturday morning.

The woods were very nice at first. They were mostly beech trees, with bright green leaves. There were lots of birds flying around and singing, along with squirrels climbing trees, and rabbits running about. The sunlight filtered through the leaves, and gave a greenish hue to the ferns and other plants growing below. I followed what looked like an old abandoned trail, which was somewhat overgrown with weeds.

As I moved deeper into the woods, it became dimmer. The beech trees gave way to ancient oaks, with twisted gnarled branches. Some of them looked downright scary. The leaves above were so dense that it became darker; the ferns and flowers gave way to thorn bushes and choking vines.

But the eerie thing was that I suddenly missed the noise of the birds. There were no squirrels or rabbits anymore either. Somehow, the animals in the woods had all decided to avoid the place where I was heading into, where it became even darker.

It must have been near noon, but only a dim light came through now. Looking up, I couldn't even tell which way the sun was shining from. The thorn bushes grew thicker, and I snagged my pants on them several times. I tripped and fell on a root, and when I tried to stand up, I fell again. A vine had wrapped itself around my ankles!

I felt a total panic. The forest plants had ahold of me, and I could not move! How could vines grow so fast as to be wrapping themselves around my chest? I felt one vine start to climb up under the cuff of my pants, and wrap itself tightly around my leg, again and again. I was being swallowed by the plants!

I felt completely helpless. And that was when I saw her. The woman in the woods.

"What have we here?" she asked, as she slowly walked over, leaning heavily on her cane.

She had long gray hair that looked somewhat messy. Her skin was old and wrinkled, but you could tell that she must have been good looking when she was young. She wore a black shapeless garment, which somehow didn't seem to get snagged on the thorns as my pants had.

She poked me with the end of her cane.

"What is your name, boy?" she said.

Or more like 'spat'. The way she said the word 'boy' was most disturbing. I could feel the hate in her voice.

"I... I am Gary" I said.

"Gary" she replied, as she looked at me with her piercing eyes. They looked to be jet black, which was also eerie.

"Another young man who wants to show his friends how brave he is. I supposed you have a camera, and you're going to photograph me, to prove to everyone I exist?"

"Oh no Ma'am!" I said quickly. "It's nothing like that...."

She cut me off.

"Maybe I should turn you into a snake, or a bat" she said. "Then you'd never be able to tell."

"No!" I said, but she put her hand up to silence me.

"Do you see that tree?" she said, pointing to a smaller one that was twenty feet away.

I nodded.

"That used to be a young man. I froze him in place, and turned his body to wood. He can see and hear everything we say, but he cannot move. He will live like that for maybe a hundred years, until he falls down, or I chop him up for firewood. Do you think you'd like to be a tree too?"

"Please!" I said, almost on the verge of tears. "I won't tell anyone. I came because I need your help!"

"You need my help" she said, suspiciously. "A spell or such, I assume."

"Yes!" I said.

"And why should I do that for you?"

I looked her in the eyes, hoping that she had a heart I could appeal to.

"True Love" I said.

"Why didn't you say so in the first place?" she said to me.

With a gesture, the plants all fell away from me, and I could stand up. I felt so grateful to her. I didn't want to be a tree, a bat or a snake! I wanted to be with Christina. I followed her down the path to a small house, that looked to be made of moss and leaves.

I was amazed on the inside though; it was clean, with wood floors, and an iron stove that gave off a glow of warmth. I hoped as I walked across the floor that it wasn't anybody I was stepping on; I hoped it was just regular wood. I turned to look at the woman, and I was once again stunned.

As she took off the black cloak, her appearance completely changed. Instead of looking like a ninety year old hag, she appeared to be a young, radiant beauty. Her hair was blonde now, full and wavy. Her skin was soft and smooth, her body young and muscular. She almost looked as good to me as Christina did. Almost.

"If you want your young lady, all you need to do is to make love to me, right now" she said, as she stepped close to me. "Put your hands on my breasts, and kiss me. Take me. I'm yours."

"I... I can't" I said. "I vowed that I'd have Christina, or nobody."

"A wise move" she said. "I was testing you. The last young man like you failed my test. It wasn't true love after all. And so he suffered the consequences."

"What were those?" I asked, afraid to find out.

She reached into a drawer the table, and removed something that I recognized as a vibrator for a woman.

"The next girl who comes to me will get this as a gift. The young man will finally get a girl, but not in the way he imagined! Then when he breaks down or she tires of him, she'll throw him into the trash, where he'll slowly decompose over a few thousand years. Be glad you did not fail my test!"

I was indeed glad! But now I had to get down to business.

"I need your help. Your advice. Whatever you're willing to give to me" I said. "I'll do whatever you ask to repay me."

"I see" she said. "Go on."

"I've loved Christina from the first time I saw her. But she doesn't care about me. She is The One. I think of her all the time. I pray to her at night! I need to be with her, but I don't know what to do."

"You want me to concoct some sort of love potion, or such" she said.

My eyes perked up. She understood!

"But if I did that, I'd be forcing her to do something she doesn't want to. Are you saying that you want for me to force this perfect girl to do something she does not want to? You want me to completely alter the path of her life, to fulfill your desires? You think yourself so much more important than her, that you would do this to her?"

"I never thought of it like that" I said, feeling ashamed and guilty.

"What if I did that to you? What if I made you fall in love with some girl at school that you didn't care about? Or some boy, for that matter? Would you like that?"

"No. Of course not" I said, feeling even worse now.

"Then you'll understand why I won't do that to her" said the woman.

I blushed. I was so stupid. I had been so selfish to think like that! I loved her; I didn't want to force her into something. I just wanted her to notice me, and fall in love with me!

"What can I do?" I asked, as a tear rolled down my cheek. For the first time, I faced up to the fact that I might never have Christina. Ever.

"You think of her all the time, correct?" said the woman.

"Yes" I muttered, my eyes dejectedly staring at the floor.

"You've got her in your head. What you need, is to get into her head."

"And how can I do that?" I asked, daring to feel a small ray of hope.

The woman arose, and went into another room. A few moments later, she returned with a small bottle in her hand, with a cork stopper at the top. It contained a clear liquid. She handed it to me, and I stared at it.

"Do you have a picture of her?"

"Of course" I said.

"Good. Take out your picture, and stare at her face. Focus your thoughts completely on her. Then take this potion, and drink it all down in one single gulp, as you repeat her name over and over in mind. When you do this, you will get into her head. The rest is up to you."

"Thank you so much!" I said. "Can I drink this right now? Here?"

She nodded.

"Don't thank me yet, boy. Things may not be as you envisioned."

I smiled at her, as I took out my picture of Christina from my wallet. I placed it on the table, and took the cork off the bottle. It let out a harsh smell, but I ignored that. I did as she asked, focusing my mind completely on Christina. I stared at her perfect fact, saying her name over and over again in my mind.

I didn't even take my eyes off of her as I raised the bottle to my lips, and let the clear fluid flow into my mouth, and down my throat. It burned as it went down, kind of like whisky. My eyes watered, and I had to close them. I opened them up and blinked. I saw Christina's face, but it was a more recent photograph, with her new hair style.

But when I opened my mouth to speak, Christina opened her mouth too. I turned, and her face turned too. I wasn't staring at a photograph; I was starring at a mirror. I literally was in her head! I had become Christina!

No. This wasn't possible. And it wasn't what I wanted either. How could I be inside of her? When I moved, it was her doing the moving. I felt what she felt. I saw what she saw. I was her.

I touched myself all over, not believing it. Her body felt so perfect! I stared in the mirror, seeing her face looking back at me. I ran my hands through her hair. My hair now.

I was immediately filled with a desire to see more of her. The parts of her that I had only seen glimpses of through the years. Like her long smooth legs. I undid my belt (her belt, actually), then pulled off the jeans I was wearing. I stood before the full length mirror by the closet door. Now I could see all of her legs, and that little tattoo on her ankle. I touched them. The felt so perfect!

I took off the tank top I had on, revealing her flat tummy, with the piercing in her belly button. I touched it. My belly button, now. I was seeing her stand there in just her underwear. And I wanted more.

I reached behind me, and struggled to get the bra off of her. It was hard! How did chicks do this? No matter how I pulled on the thing, it wouldn't come undone. I had to rummage around her dresser to find another one, to see how it fastened up. Aha, the little hook thing went through the little half loop thing.

I reached back, and undid the first one. Then the second, and then the third. Now the bra was undone, and I could let it slide to the floor, exposing her perfect breasts. Wow! I had imagined seeing them so many times! Now here they were, in my hands! I touched them all over. They were so full, so firm, slightly upturned. The nipples were so big, and the ring of color around them was a couple inches across!

I picked up the bra, and looked at the tag. 34D. I didn't know what that meant, but it was good.

Now I had one more thing to remove: her panties. I pulled them off, and marveled at what I saw in the mirror. Her perfect pussy. The center of her, the thing I had imagined myself diving into, for so many lonely nights. She shaved down there, keeping it all hairless. I touched it with my hand (her hand, technically), and I shivered.

Thinking of the vibrator I had just seen at the woman's house, I had an idea. This was the chance of a lifetime! I could do her, and see what it felt like. What if I was her just for one day or something? This was a chance I had better not pass up.

I went through her night stand until I found something that looked like a dildo. It was blue and rounded at the end. I laid back on the bed, and spread my legs wide open. I took the dildo, and touched it down by the pussy I had between my legs now. Her pussy.

"This is Gary" I said, looking at the dildo. "I want him to do this to me, every day!"

I went to push it up inside me, but my pussy was kind of dry, so it didn't go in easily. I looked around the room for help. On the night stand I saw a jar of cream. That should help make it slippery! I put some on the end of the dildo, and tried again. This time, it slide in fairly easily. I wasn't ready for how that felt though. Whoa!

I pulled it out, then pushed it in again, even deeper. Wow! That felt great! I remembered from my sex ed classes at school that a woman's clit is also a sensitive place. I found it with my finger, and wow, those instructors sure were right! I used my left finger on my clit, while I plunged the dildo deep into my pussy. I started to do it faster and faster, as I felt a tension build up inside me.

"This is Gary, doing this to me!" I said. "I love Gary!!!!!!"

Wheeee!!!! My mind felt the awesome buzz of an orgasm, and I saw stars for a moment as the most wonderful feeling of warmth and pleasure washed over me and through me. It was overwhelming, in fact.

 

After I gathered myself, I looked over at the clock. It was getting late, and I knew it was time for bed. So I went into her bathroom and brushed her teeth. The I pulled on an oversized T-shirt, and laid down in the bed. I pulled the covers up, but put my left hand on the wonderful breasts on my chest, with my right hand between my legs.

"I love Gary" I whispered, then repeated it over and over. I had to make her believe it. What if I went back to being myself in the morning? I didn't know how long I'd be in her head, but I had to make the best use of it. I fell asleep feeling happy and contented. I was close to Christina than anyone could ever be. I was her, for now.

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When I awoke in the morning, the first thing I did was to put my hands on my chest. I felt big boobs there. I was still Christina! Wow. I could use that dildo on myself again, or whatever I wanted. Perhaps a love note to my real self? Or call my number and leave a message saying "I love you Gary?".

"Maybe you should start by cleaning up the mess you made" said a voice in my head. Her voice. Christina.

"Christina?" I thought.

"I don't know how you took over, but get out of my head right now!" she said.

"I'm sorry, but I don't know how to do that" I replied. "But I think it is just temporary."

"I hope so for your sake. I'm really upset at you Gary. I thought you were a nice boy. How could you do that to me?"

"Do what?" I asked.

"What you did with my dildo last night" she said, angrily. "And don't try to force me to think that I love you! I don't, and now I never will. What you did last night was very hurtful. You said you loved me, but you acted like all you wanted was my body."

"Its not like that...." I said.

"Don't lie to me. I can hear your thoughts too Gary. Yesterday, I was screaming, but you couldn't hear me. Now at least I've got that. Now do you realize that you went to sleep wearing makeup? Look at what you did to the pillow! That needs to be washed. And now my face has smudged makeup on it. You had better hope that I don't get a pimple or a rash from having it on all night."

"I'm sorry" I said. "I didn't know."

"Go wash it off now. I can't control my body, so you're going to have to do exactly as I tell you. Understand?"

"Yes, Christina" I said.

I was eager to show her that I did care, so I carefully followed all of her instructions. Under her direction, I used cotton balls along with eye makeup remover to get the mascara off. Then I used a pad with another liquid to get the rest of the stuff of my face. Her face looked a lot more plain without the makeup, but she was still awesome looking!

Next, she had me clean up the clothes I had left scattered around the room. I picked everything up, and put it in the hamper, as she told me. Then I stripped the bed. Then it was time to do the wash. I washed the sheets, along with a couple of loads of her clothes.

Because it was Sunday, she said that it was cleaning day. So I did as she told me, vacuuming, doing the windows, the dishes, more laundry, sorting socks and folding up everything neatly.

"Don't go getting all excited that you're handling all of my underwear" she said.

"No, sorry if I thought anything like that. Its just that they're yours, and you...."

"Yes, I know how you feel about me. Now you need to get back to work. There is a lot more to do."

Like shopping for groceries, putting them away, peeling potatoes, making lunch and dinner, and a million other little chores around the house. I did everything she told me to, without complaint. But when it got to be evening, I had to do something that I just couldn't get right.

Christina was supposed to meet a friend of hers for dinner. I dressed up in the clothes she told me to wear. I brushed her hair, as she directed me, using hairspray to make it just so. But when it was time to put on a little makeup, I wasn't able to do it very well. It was too hard!

"If only I could control my movements again" she said. "Try very hard Gary. Try to let me move my own hand. Try not to do it; see if you can let me do it."

I wanted to please her, so I tried very hard not to control her. I tried to let her take over, and move her own body.

"You're doing it!" she said. "I can feel it! Keep it up. Let me take over again."

I tried as hard as I could to let go. I felt a spasm in my leg, like the way you sometimes kick when you're falling asleep. And just like when you fall asleep, and you feel yourself letting go control of your own body, I could feel it as Christina rushed in to take back control.

Now with just a few expert movements, she was able to put on her makeup. She explained to me what she was doing, as she used each brush, pad and pencil to create the look she wanted. Soon enough, her face was done, and she really looked good.

"You're a knockout" I said. "The most wonderful girl in the world."

"Thank you" she replied, as she walked over to grab her purse.

She was in control now, and I was just a passenger. But I didn't mind; it was her body after all.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"Over to La Italiano for dinner with a friend."

"What is that?" I said.

"Jack" she replied, with a giggle.

"Jack?"

"Yes" she said. "You're about to feel what its like for a girl to go out on a date."

"No, please!" I said. "I did everything you asked of me, all day long. Please don't do this to me!"

"To you? This is my body. This is my mind. I will do what I want. Why should I care what you want?"

"Christina, please!" I said.

"Maybe Jack will get lucky tonight" she said in a sultry voice. "You'll get to feel what its like to be with a man."

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!" I said.

I couldn't let that happen. I had to stop this. I tried to make her sit down. I'd call him, and say it was off. But I couldn't move her body anymore! I had let go control, and she ran the show now.

In her mind, I was there, but I was insignificant. What I thought had not force on her will. With all my might, I tried to wrestle control away from her, to stop this terrible thing she was going to do to me! But she was too strong. It was as if we were wrestling, but she had me pinned down beneath her, and I could not move.

"I can feel you growing weaker" she said. "You're so weak that you can't even push aside a girl. I guess you're not much of a man after all, Gary. Maybe you should have been born as a woman."

"No, please stop this!" I said.

"Sorry, but no way" she replied. "I'm going to drive you out of my mind Gary. This is me. This is my mind and body. I don't want you here! I'm going to make you so small, that you're going to disappear into nothingness. You're just along for the ride now. Get ready to find out what it feels like to really be me."

I was terrified as the doorbell rang. Christina sprinted over. There was her boyfriend, Jack. She reached out for him, pulled him close, and gave him a huge kiss, right on the lips. She left her mouth open, and Jack responded by putting his tongue inside her mouth. And I felt every sensation of it all. But the worst was what her kiss did to him; as it would with any man, it got him hard. I could feel him pushing into me. Ew!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Ooh, you're so big" she said, reaching down with her hand to touch his pants in the crotch. "I can't wait to feel you inside me tonight."

I felt it all, as her hand was just a layer of clothes away from his fully erect penis. I would have thrown up, if I could have. But Christina's body felt aroused, which was even worse!

Soon, we were in Jack's car, as he was driving to the restaurant. He was making stupid jokes, and she was laughing. She put her hand on his, and he squeezed back tight.

"How does it feel to be on a date with a boy?" she thought in her head. I could hear her thoughts so clearly.

"I hate this. Please stop! I'll do anything" I said.

"No way" she replied to me. "Jack's going to get lucky tonight. And you're going to get to feel every single sensation of what its like as a woman, with a man deep inside you. You're going to score tonight too, with a man. Isn't that wonderful Gary? Tonight, you're going to be a real woman."

If I had control of her body, I would have cried. But instead, all I could do was to hang on, and experience the whole terrible night. The things she said to him! She whispered into his ear, talking dirty, telling him what she was going to do to him when they got home. Each word made me feel worse and worse, weaker and weaker.

She tortured me. She put her hand on his lap, under the table. She rubbed her feet against his. She went to the lady's room, and asked another girl if she could borrow a tampon! Then she went into a stall, and put it in.

"Don't you love how it feels to put something into your pussy?" she asked. "Later tonight, you'll get to feel something much larger, hotter and wetter."

She removed the tampon, and wrapped it up in a piece of toilet paper.

"And get used to these. I'm do for a period in a couple of days. If Jack doesn't knock me up tonight, that is. In a few hours Gary, you might become a pregnant woman."

I was pleading with her to stop, and not to go through with this, but she ignored me. She continued to flirt with Gary all night long. Even when he went to use the men's room, Christina didn't let up.

"Look at the guy in the red coat" she said. "I bet he's good in bed. Don't you just want to jump his bones?"

"No!" I said.

"Or the handsome man in the suit. A little older, but I bet he knows his way around a woman's body. Mmmm, it would be so fun to go up to him right now, and offer to suck his dick."

"No! Please!" I said, to no avail, as she checked out every guy in the room, and told me what she wanted them to do to her. There was one young guy that she really liked. She caught his eye, and mouthed the words to him "I want you." His face blushed bright red. I wanted to cry; why hadn't she ever said those words to me?

Knowing what was in store for him, Jack wanted to get back to her place as quick as possible. He had already taken care of the bill in fact. He left the tip, and Christina walked in his arms back out to his car. He held the door open. I could only sit there and experience whatever Christina did, as she made out with him in the car, even putting her hand between his legs, to feel how hard he was.

"Take me home" she said. "I want you."

Things went from bad to worse, as we arrived at her place. She let Jack in, and sat down right next to him. She kissed him, and let him feel her up. And I had to experience each and ever sensation as he put his hand on her boobs. The boobs on my chest, since I was trapped inside of her mind and body too. He wasn't doing it to her; it was doing it to us.

Christina smiled as she reached down, and unzipped his pants. She reached in, and pulled out his penis. It was in my hand too. I was sickened.

"Ooh, you're so big" she said, as she leaned down and put her mouth over it, and started sucking.

"Please stop!" I screamed in my mind.

"Mmmm, tasty" she said.

"No!!! This is awful!"

"Maybe you should get out of my mind then" she said. "If you're gone, you won't be around to feel what its like when I let him put his big dick deep into my pussy. You're about to get fucked by a man."

"Come on baby" she said out loud, after she took her mouth off of him. "Fuck me hard."

I could only go along for the ride, as she let him take her clothes off and put his hands all over her. I could feel it as she touched him on his muscular hairy chest. I could feel it as he spread her legs wide apart, and pushed himself up into her.

"Ooh, you're so big!" she said. "I love how your dick feels inside me baby."

"I'm going to fuck you so hard" he said.

"Do me" she replied. "I want you so much!"

I was in horror and anguish as he started to push himself deep into her pussy again and again. I also felt each sensation she felt. I felt myself building up towards a female orgasm. But this time, it wasn't by my hand, it was from Jack. I wanted to close my eyes and not see him, but Christina insisted on staring at him and smiling, as she continued to talk dirty to him.

"Now you are being fucked by a man" she thought, so that only I could hear it.

"Ahhhhhhh!" I screamed inside, as the very thought made me sick.

"I'm going to let him do this to me all the time, until you go away."

"Please, make him stop" I said.

"No way. This is way too fun. Now get out of my mind!"

"I don't know how to" I said.

"Do you remember when you let me take control of my body again? How you tried to shut off for a moment, and let me take control?"

"Yes" I said.

"Why don't you try that? Try to turn off your thoughts, and just listen to what I'm thinking. Let my thoughts guide you, instead of yours."

I was in such anguish, that I was willing to try anything. I tried not to think, and to let her thoughts rush through me, instead of my thoughts. I tried to go to sleep as it were, while her thoughts continued on.

"Concentrate on my breathing" she said. "Breath with me, as Jack slides into me. In, out. In, out."

I breathed in and out, in and out. It felt so good as Jack slid into me, and out. In and out. In and out. I felt the hypnotic rhythm of my breathing, as I also felt the intense pleasure from his big dick going inside my wet pussy. In and out. In and out.

I was so close to climaxing now! I pulled him tight to me, as I let out a soft moan. He thrust deep into me one final time, and I finally felt the tension inside of myself release with the burst of pleasure, while at the same moment, I felt the splash inside me as shot his load into me.

"Oh, I love you so much" I said.

I waited to hear one of Gary's weak protests, but there were none.

"Gary?" I thought to myself.

There was no answer.

He was gone! I couldn't believe what a jerk he had been, trying to take over my mind like that. I was glad I had found a way to get rid of him, even if it did mean letting Jack have his way with me a bit sooner than I had planned on. I had Jack doing all sorts of things for me, carrying my books and all. I could still get him to do things, but now it would be harder, since he had me. I didn't want to just be a "conquest" for him; I'd have to make sure I hung onto him for a while. Time to make sure he wouldn't just dump me.

"That was so good" I said. "You're, like, wow! Mmmmm. I hope we can do that again soon. I just loved it. Did you?"

"Oh yeah" he replied.

"Good. We're going to do that again and again. I'll think of you all the time, and imagine we're together like this."

He didn't talk. Typical man. I would have thought that with Gary in my mind, I might have picked up some insight to how the male mind worked, but I guess not. Maybe Gary was just too much of a wimp. Oh well, he was gone now, and I could get on with my life. I wrapped my arms around Jack, and laid back so I could fall to sleep. I was so happy and content now. I was one happy girl!

  

  

  

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