If I Only Knew

by Rachael Free

Part 7

Jamie is kidnapped and meets up with his/her wife Sarah again under a humiliating and degrading situation. Survival was their only concern until….

 

Day 12 of Womanhood – Change of Plans

Here it was, 12 days after I entered womanhood that my life changed so dramatically. My wife was forced to make me a woman and leave me, I was to be blackmailed never to see her again, I was raped, was abused, made love with men, women and shemales, was drugged, was forced to blow men, enjoyed being fucked by both men and women and so on and so on. All in 12 days. Now here I was in bed with a guy who wants a sex change. What else could happen? Well it didn't take too long to find out.

As I lay in bed with Mimi snuggling up next to me I heard a noise at the front door. I just passed it off as Bev coming back from Trish's but something seemed strange. Bev had a key and this noise wasn't from a key. I got out of bed leaving Mimi still sleeping as I tip-toed to the bedroom door, cracking it a bit to see what the noise was from. The door flew open as two big men came in with nylons covering their faces. One went to Mimi and held a rag over her mouth. It must have been chloroform because Mimi passed out and was laid back into the bed. I was held by the other large man as he told me to look down at the floor. I followed the orders them hoping they wouldn't hurt me. I was told to strip and put the clothes on that were on the bed. A plain white bra and panties, short white skirt and pink top were on the bed. Thigh high with stockings and 4" pink heels were there too. I proceeded to put all the clothes on and was told to fix myself up, we had an appointment in one hour. I quickly washed my face, put on some makeup and fixed my hair one ape watched. He told me enough and pulled me out of the bathroom and into the living room. Mimi was still on the bed. I hope she wasn't hurt.

I tried to get my purse but was pulled out of the house leaving everything of importance (identification, keys, etc.) in the apartment. A dark van was at the curb and the back door was opened and I was pushed inside onto a rug. I was held down and a scarf was put over my eyes so I couldn't see. I was set up against the side of the van while my hands and feet were taped together. "Now just sit there little lady and don't move", I was told. I was really getting scared now. I didn't know who these people were, why they were doing this, where I was going and most importantly, what was going to happen to me.

The van pulled away and didn't seem to stop at the gate. We drove for what seemed like four hours with me being thrown around in the back of the van. The van finally stopped and I heard doors open and close but I still sat in the back. Voices could be heard but I couldn't make out any of the words. They were speaking Spanish. The back door was opened and the tape on my feet was cut so I could walk. I was led inside of a room and told to sit. How many people were there, who were they? All sorts of questions popped in and out of my brain.

Finally I heard someone say. "So this is the one? Awful pretty to be a guy. Well we'll fix that for him so he can be useful to us." Now I got real scared. This has to have something to do with Sarah. Now what do I do. I was led into another room and sat down on a cot. The tape was removed from my hands and the blindfold taken off. I was in a small room with a toilet, a sink and a cot with a blanket. It was dark and cold with a dull light hanging from the ceiling. The man left and closed the door as I heard him lock it from the outside. I curled up on the cot covering myself with the blanket and cried. I felt so vulnerable, so fragile, so feminine, not like my former male self at all.

I must have slept for awhile when the door was opened and a girl came in telling me to follow her. I stood up, straightened my skirt and top and followed her out of the cell and down a hall. We walked into a room that looked like a doctors examining room and told to sit on the table. The girl just stood waiting when the door opened and a "doctor" came in. At least I think he was a doctor. "OK bitch, take off your clothes and put them on the chair". I took off everything and got back up on the table as he grabbed my legs and put my feet into the stirrups at the end of the table. I was embarrassed with my feminine body and my little dick and sack still hanging between my legs. The doctor began to feel my breasts, my neck, my arms and legs and then focused on my dick and ball sack. "Not much inside here now is there girly" as he fondled the small, almost non-existent balls while he grabbed my dick and stoked it to see if I had any response. My dick did grow slightly but no where near a real man. "I see the hormones worked quick too didn't they little lady?" The hormone and chemical regimen at the spa rendered me basically useless and chemically castrated. I didn't answer as he squeezed my balls hard. Almost no feeling at all as I began to tear up. "All right, get dressed" he said as he left the room. I quickly put on my panties and bra, my stockings, skirt, top and shoes and was led out to a larger room. I was told to sit down in a chair in the corner and look at the floor. I did it immediately making sure I wouldn't be punished.

I sat there for some time with people passing by in and out of doors and all rattling in Spanish. Finally I heard some chairs pull together around a table and was brought over to the table too. "OK James, time to look up." I slowly raised my head to see Sarah sitting at the other end of the table. My Sarah. She looked tired, was made up like a slut, dressed with less clothes then me, and had numerous piercing's on her body. It didn't look like my Sarah at all. Next to her was Trish. Trish looked like she had been beaten with a split lip, swollen cheek and bruised face. I wondered where Bev was. Did they beat her too or do something even worse?

One of the nicer dressed men in the room spoke up saying, "Well it seems that you and your girlfriends were causing some problems for us now, weren't you? We know all about your plan to rescue Sarah but your plan is worthless now isn't it? Trish failed in her job to neutralize you and she's been punished for failing to follow orders. Your little friend Bev seemed to avoid our network this time, but believe us, we will find her. Mimi, well Mimi will get what she wants and we'll make her into a woman with huge tits, big round ass, suck me lips and smelly pussy. She will be serving a few thousand men in Mexico for the rest of her life. As for you my dear, we are going to grant you freedom too, in our own way. You will be getting a nice steamy pussy in place of that worthless dick and balls you have hanging there between your legs. It's really useless now so we'll just finish the job." My mind had problems digesting everything that was happening except that I would be made a complete woman with a pussy. I never even thought something like that would ever happen. I could hear Sarah cry as I was told my fate. Trish didn't utter a word.

"All right ladies, time to get cleaned up for tonight's activities. Claudia, take them to the cell and get them cleaned up." Claudia told us to stand and follow her without saying a word. We were led down another hall into a larger room with several cots, a shower, a toilet and two sinks. Claudia told us to clean ourselves up, fix up our faces to look like pretty girls, put on the clothes in the corner of the room and sit on the cots and wait. Claudia left and locked the door behind her. I went up to Sarah and put my arms around her as she sobbed into my neck. Trish was sitting on the cot just staring forward. I pulled back and looked into Sarah's eyes saying, "We'll be alright now. We're together again." With that Sarah began sobbing again. We held each other for a few minutes until Sarah slowed her sobbing and I helped her over to the sink to clean up. I washed off her makeup and helped her undress to shower. I helped Trish over to the sink too and cleaned up the crusty blood that was left from her injuries. Not too bad, just superficial but I'm sure they hurt. Trish cried on my shoulder too saying how sorry she was for getting me in this mess. I told her not to worry, we would get out of it somehow. I had to be the strong one now, I just had to.

We helped each other clean up, do our makeup, fix our hair and dress in the skimpy outfits they gave us to wear. The clothes were like stripper hand-me-downs leaving little to the imagination. No bras or panties, just skimpy sheaths of clothing. 5" fuck me pumps too. I helped Sarah over to the cot and sat with her as we waited. The door opened with a big, hairy man gesturing us to follow him. We stood up and followed him up several flights of stairs, through hallways and into another room. How big was this place? Room after room, hall after hall, would it ever end? The room we entered was set up for a meal. I never even thought of food but I was starving. We were told where to sit and immediately took our seats. I was told to look forward and couldn't see Sarah or Trish from my seat. Two other doors opened and at least 20 men entered. They were dressed in suits and looked like businessmen. They each sat at an assigned seat. Sarah, Trish and I were the only "females" in the room.

As the men sat, they ogled us, touched us, felt us up. Kissed us and did whatever else they wanted. We were toys for their enjoyment. One positive though, we were able to have some food. The food was served and Trish, Sarah and I were served last. I ate slowly so I could enjoy the taste and not overfill myself. I kept being pawed during dinner making it tough to finish my food. Finish I did though and I kept my cool not wanting to cause the three of us any punishment. After dinner the men got up and went into a side room enjoying cigars and cognac. We sat waiting for Claudia to direct us what to do next. We were told to join the men and be ready to return to our beds in two hours. We cautiously walked into the room where the men were and we were greeted with a mixture of humiliating situations…..forced sex, girl on girl sex, anal and oral violations and worst of all, me stripping in front of these men and being degraded as being a worthless man. Our degradation went on for over 4 hours. My jaw hurt from the many men I serviced, my ass felt like it had ripped open, my tits had bite marks on them from the constant sucking and nibbling, and my stomach hurt from all the cum I was forced to swallow. Thankfully, Trish and Sarah were spared some of the torture but I was the focus of most of the abuse. The abuse finally ended and we dressed ourselves the best we could helping each other back to our room. Claudia opened the door, ushered us in and locked the door behind us. The three of us just hugged and cried together. We were sticky from the cum on our faces, tits, pussy's and asses and cleaned ourselves before we dressed in skimpy nighties. We didn't say much but knew we had to support each other through this mess. Trish laid on a cot and covered herself with a blanket while Sarah and I laid together, hugging each other and softly crying in each others arms. Sarah wanted to tell me the entire story but I told her to wait until this was over. We would have plenty of time to mend, both physically and emotionally. We covered ourselves and fell asleep in each others arms.

 

Day 13 of Womanhood – Survival

Sarah and I woke the same time to pounding on the door. "Hurry up and get cleaned up bitches, we have somewhere to go today." We quickly got up, showered to clean ourselves again from last night's torture and tried our best to cover ourselves with the clothes they gave us. Trish was feeling a little better but still seemed distant. She told us she was drugged when they found her in bed, alone. She had warned Bev early in the morning that I would be taken and she should go warn me but Bev was to late to warn me. I'm sure she saw everything that occurred and is our only chance of survival at this point. Sarah looked beautiful as she dressed. I felt like I let her down by not playing along but I felt I had to rescue her from these men. She helped me with my makeup and hair making me look pretty. Odd though, my wife making me look pretty. When I get a pussy as threatened, I may feel right but now I feel strange about it.

We sat on the cots waiting. The door opened and we were told to get up and come with them. We were blindfolded and ushered into a large limousine. We sat huddled together not making a sound. We drove another couple of hours on bumpy roads and led into another building. I could hear jets landing and taking off right near our building. An airport. I wonder whose and what type of aircraft? I could fly a small plane but a jet would be trouble. We were told to sit and our blindfolds were removed. I saw four people in the room with us. Claudia was watching over us and three large men were talking at a table. One man broke away and come over to Claudia. He went to a side room and we were told to follow him. He lowered his pants, dropped his boxers and sat in a big chair as Claudia closed the door. The other two men also dropped their pants and stood beside the chair. We stood along a wall and Claudia told my wife Sarah, to go over and kneel in front of the man. She then told Sarah to give the man a blowjob. I was disgusted and wanted to strike out but knew I would only get hurt. I closed my eyes as Sarah was basically "skull fucked". Trish was next and the same thing happened to her. I thought the man would be spent but it was my time next as I knelt and took him into my mouth. He was still hard and thick and I could taste his cum on his dick. He fucked my mouth in earnest and let go an enormous load down my throat as Sarah and Trish were forced to watch. One man stroked himself and squirted cum all over my face and hair. The third was behind me fucking my ass as I felt him release his warm load into my ass. I was humiliated having my wife watch as I was nothing more than a useless whore. The men then pulled up thier pants and we were led out to two small holding cells wondering what would happen next. Trish and Sarah were put in one and I the other. We dared not talk to avoid any punishment.

I washed the cum from my hair, face, and even my ass. How much more of this could we take? I felt so abused, so violated and so humiliated in front of my own wife. I laid down on the cot and closed my eyes hoping this would all go away.

Later…..

I woke up as the door opened and a woman dressed as a nurse told me to come with her. I was led to a room like before with an examining table and stirrups. My legs were tied into the stirrups and I was given an IV. Well here it goes, my worst fear, they are going to make me a full woman. I tried to block out my thoughts as I slowly faded into a peaceful place.

I woke up on a bed with a barred window. I tried making sense out of my surroundings but was still under the effects of the drugs. I slept some more and was shaken by nurse who wanted me to sit up and drink some water. My groin hurt and my chest felt odd too. I looked down and couldn't believe how big my tits were. I was given implants making me a 48F. I felt like a freak but the nurse felt them and told me I was such a lucky girl. My groin, did they do it? I wanted to feel myself but couldn't. The nurse knew exactly what I was thinking and said, "Yes dear, you are now a full woman." My heart sank as I would never be able to have children with Sarah nor would I ever be able to have sex as a man again. It must have been the shock but I passed out after hearing the fateful news.

I woke again with Sarah in the room with me. She was stroking my head and face and kissing me. She knew what had happened and told me I would be OK and the surgeries were over. Surgeries? How many? What did they do to me? Sarah held my hand as I came out from the drugs. Sarah told me I had my tits done, piercings on my nipples, new clit and tongue, cheek and chin implants, my lips enhanced, by butt and hips injected for a fuller shape, permanent makeup was tattooed on making me look like a living doll, eyelash extensions were added, and a beautiful vagina created using the latest technologies so sex would be super sensitive making me multi orgasmic and a fucking machine. I felt like sobbing but wanted to show Sarah I could handle this. I felt so useless right now and wanted this to be over. Sarah sat with me for the rest of the night and helped me through the night. I woke up the next morning more alert and feeling like I got hit by a train. She helped me walk again having to balance my body with these massive tits. I had to get myself back in some type of shape over the next few days. Sarah was amazed how quick I was healing and commented on my new body. I didn't really want to hear it but I knew I had to accept my fate as a woman.

The surgeon came in and made sure I dilated my new pussy. He took pleasure in opening me up and trying to get bigger dildos in me. He even inserted dildos in my ass to heighten my sexual response. I didn't want to respond but the sensations made me moan with pleasure as he fucked my new pussy with the toys. I even had an orgasm while he fucked me. He also sucked on my new tits making me writhe from the super sensitive nipples. The new drugs increased healing time 20 fold, increased sexual sensitivity making me ready for sex in just over a week. I could tell he wanted to be the first to pop my cherry. I used the dialators and dildos the next few days as Sarah helped me learn my new body. Sarah even seemed to like paying with my new tits and pussy. I could hear her moan as she massaged my tits, sucked on my prominent nipples, rubbed my clit and fingered my new pussy. I just kept wondered that when this was over, would Sarah still want to be with me now that I am a woman?

I was in good enough shape to dress again and join Sarah and Trish in our cell. Trish was feeling better and came up to me hugging me and kissing me. What a kiss. Trish was turned on by my big tits and wet pussy too. Sarah didn't seem to mind a bit and joined in a three way hug. We sat and talked about the new me, how I felt, how "it" felt and our current condition. The whole time either Trish or Sarah were fingering my super sensitive, and very wet pussy or rubbing my huge tits. Sarah even was so turned on she crawled between Trish's legs and started eating her out. Trish was doing the same thing to me and fucking my ass with a dildo as we all had tremendous orgasms.

The next few days were very quiet with us getting regular meals, me continuing to dialate myself and Sarah and Trish trying to pick up on noises or trends from our captors. We were sitting on our cots when Claudia came in with an armful of clothes and told us to fix ourselves up pretty and get dressed in these clothes. She left and we saw very expensive gowns, beautiful lingerie, new makeup, lotions, oils and powders and even perfumes. We al felt overwhelmed but welcomed the opportunity to clean up and look presentable. Who knew why or for who but it didn't really matter right now, we couldn't control it anyway.

We took our time looking like women again and getting dressed to the nines in beautiful clothes. My new tits and feminine curves made me stand out from Sarah and Trish and I hope they didn't feel jealous. I didn't have to put any makeup on and I helped Trish and Sarah with their makeup. We dressed and sat waiting to be called. The door opened and Claudia was also dressed in a gown. She told us to follow her and be on our best behavior. We could hear our heels clicking on the cement and hear the swishing of our dresses. We were led to a ballroom where there were at least 200 people. This was the first time in a long time we were exposed to other women. We looked like any other woman but again, I stood out with my huge melons bulging out of my gown for the world to see. I did get quite a few stares.

We were led to several men and danced with them throughout the evening. At the end of the evening we were escorted into a side room with our "dates". Now what would happen? That was the last time I ever saw Trish and Sarah. I was taken to a plane with my date, drugged and woke up in a desert. I was now the "wife" of a Saudi prince and I would serve him for the rest of my life. I dropped to the ground and sobbed uncontrollably as I was led to a tent with other wives to prepare for my marriage.

Surprise

I awoke curled up on the cot, sobbing. I was still dressed in my sparse clothes and in the cell alone. I must have dozed off and been dreaming but it seemed so real. I felt my tits and they were the same size. I reached down lower and felt my dick. I still had the equipment. They didn't make me a woman. I just laid there trying to figure out how to get out of this mess. The one thing that was real was the sound of jets, prop planes and helicopters outside the barred window. We were really at some type of landing strip or airport. But where?

All of a sudden I heard explosions all around the building we were in. Sirens were going off and I could hear people screaming. I huddled in the corner of the room scared that a bomb may hit our building. The mayhem, lasted quite a while. There was noise in the hall and gunshots rang out. The door was being rattled and it opened. I thought this would be my last moment on earth as I saw a dark shape enter the room with a rifle. I could accept anything that was about to happen and hoped it would be quick. "Miss, we're here to rescue you. Please hurry and come with me." It was English and he was a soldier. He took my hand and we started out the door when I told him that Trish and Sarah were in the room next to me. The door was already open and I saw Trish and Sarah being led out with another soldier. "Come on, let's hurry. We don't have much time." He pulled on my arm and I ran as fast as I could still wearing my heels. We ran out the door and there were two trucks waiting as I was lifted up and put in the back end of one truck as the soldiers ran and jumped in the back of the other. The trucks revved up and took off with gunfire and explosions all around us. I moved over to Sarah and Trish and we huddled together as low as we could. The explosions and noise started to fade as we raised our heads to see what was happening around us. There were four soldiers in the truck with us. We were told to sit on the benches as we were handed blankets to cover our barely clothed bodies.

We were in the truck for only about an hour when they slowed and stopped. We were helped out of the truck and were still in the desert. I then heard someone say, "Hey Baby, it's real good to see you." That voice, I knew who it was. I turned around and there was Bev. She had a big smile on her face as I ran to her and hugged her. I kissed her face and didn't want to let go of her at this moment. Trish and Sarah came over and the four of us embraced and cried together. I stammered, "But how, who….." as Bev said, "Don't worry about it now, let's get you cleaned up and in some decent clothes." We were led to a helicopter, strapped in and off on our way somewhere safe.

  

  

  

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