If I Only Knew

by Rachael Free

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Jamie's life changes again wondering what is to become of "her" and how this happened to "her". Jamie's life takes some interesting turns as she finds out about herself.

 

Day 6 of Womanhood

Day 6 left me empty, drained of emotion as Sarah, or Madam, prepared for the day. I didn't sleep at all last night trying to figure out why she was treating me so badly. I watched her primp herself with oils, lotions, and perfumes, make herself beautiful and finally leave the house in the most exquisite suit I have ever seen. She didn't even say goodbye as she walked out the door leaving me behind to tend to my move.

I drug myself up and cleaned up for a truly sad day. I dressed in my company lounge attire with my breasts overflowing my now too small bras. I fixed my hair and put on some makeup to at least be presentable. The doorbell rang as two bellboys came in to move my bags. At least I didn't have to make the move myself. Everything was packed and after collecting my purse and a few other things, we set off across the complex to the servant's quarters. We drove up on a three story apartment complex and the bellboys brought my things into and dropped then in room 105. The room was literally a mess. Two small beds, open chip bags on the table, the bathroom smelled like it hadn't been cleaned in weeks. At least it was a girl's room. Madam didn't make me move in with a guy. I couldn't even unpack due to the mess of dirty clothes on the beds and floors. I figured that this was my new home so I better make the best of it.

My sixth day of womanhood consisted of cleaning every inch of my new home, scrubbing dirt upon layer of dirt in the kitchenette and bathroom. Washing the clothes that were strewn around the place, wiping down the walls, disinfecting everything I saw making sure I didn't catch any bad disease and finally washing the dishes that were piled up in the sink. By the end of the day, I was exhausted, dirty, my hair a mess, my fingernail polish chipped and in need of repair, and my self worth in the toilet. One positive, the place was now livable.

I laid back on a chair just as the door opened. "Who the hell are you and what are you doing in my apartment?" came from this six foot woman. She was strikingly beautiful though with long brunette hair, olive skin and a body that just wouldn't quit. I was too tired to fight anyone right now so I told her I was assigned to her by the new director, Miss Heatherby. "Yeh I heard we had a new boss. How do know her?" I had to make up something, and quick. "I was referred here from a friend of hers. It didn't make much sense but the girl looked at me and said, "Cool, I guess your OK then," and left it at that. "By the way, my name is Bev, what's yours?" "Jamie!" I answered without even thinking about it. "Jamie Matthews." Well you did a real nice job here, Jamie Matthews. Do you have a nickname I can call you?" I thought for a second and then said, "Baby. I used to be called Baby." "OK Baby it is. Now what do we do tonight for fun"

My bags were still packed and Bev told me to forget unpacking, we'd do it later. We were going out to celebrate a new roomy. Bev made some calls and soon we had six other girls in the room, talking and laughing, trading stories about the clients at the spa, and also about the men in the complex. I didn't listen too much and then Bev suggested we go the local bar outside of the complex where we could have real fun. Not the stuff bars here. I had not other choice but to agree. Bev said, "You can't go out like that girl. Here let's help you get fixed up." With that I felt like I had an army of girls fixing my hair, putting makeup on me, and trying on Bev's things, even her sexy undies. I kept my panties on to hide my secret, for a little while at least. In a matter of 15 minutes my entire look changed. I now looked like a punker with dark shadowy eyes, black lipstick, black torn top with my breasts revealed in a shelf bra and a short pink skirt. Thigh highs and black heels finished my change. The girls looked back and gave me their nods of approval as we left the apartment and headed out of the complex in one of the girls SUV's. So many changes in such a short period of time. What was coming next?

We drove for an hour, not knowing where we were or where we were going. Lights finally appeared ahead as we pulled off the road into a dimly lit parking lot. We all piled out of the vehicle and walked into the bar together. Inside were other punker's, some bikers, and some real cowboy's. Everyone in the bar yelled and whistled as we entered. This crew had obviously been here before. I stayed near Bev mostly because I felt so out of place. Bev yelled at the bartender to line 'em up. We walked to the bar and there were shots lined up as far down the bar as you could see. The other girls lined up and we took one shot and downed it, took another, took another and after five shot's each and grabbed a mug of beer. I had been living so healthy the past two weeks that the shots hit me quickly. The beer tasted good as I began to loosen up and laugh with the other girls and the guys around us. I watched as one guy would walk into the back room with one of the girls. Finally, it was only Bev and I at the bar. A Biker walked up to her and put his arm around her as she whispered in my ear, "Take it slow Baby, but take it nun the less." I wasn't sure I understood everything but I got the jist of it. I was now alone with all eyes on me. Another macho biker came up to me and asked me to join him in the back. I was getting a little scared but figured I better go with the flow. He put his arm around my waist and led me into the back. We passed through a small door and into a dimly lit hallway. I walked down the hall with him as we entered an open door. Inside was a chair a bed, a closed circuit TV with porno movies, a bottle of cheap booze, two dirty glasses, and several porno magazines on a table. Now I knew what I was in for.

Think quick Baby, what to do next. My biker man closed the door, flipped the lock and sat down on the bed patting be spot next to him. "Hello dear, don't be afraid, my name is David. I won't hurt you so don't worry. Here sit down next to me." Odd for a tough biker but I felt safe for some reason. I sat down as he reached around a started kissing me, sweetly or passionately but not as a sex crazed maniac I was expecting. I kissed him back enjoying the feeling. He played with my tits, pulled off my shirt, unclasped my bra and licked me all over, focusing on my erect nipples. I moaned from the pleasure. His movements were very slow, very deliberate, very sensuous. Strange for a biker. He moved his hand down to my "pussy" and I pulled it away. "My time of the month, sorry", I said. It worked before maybe it would again. Well it did work but he was now real horny and wanted sex. In my mind I thought, here we go again. I'm now a cock sucking slut, in a killer body with a dick. Oh well, I am going to rock this guys world.

He sat back up on the bed and hung his head. Now what? He looked at me and told me the tough macho biker bit is just a front for his friends. He is really a soft, gentle person who likes an alternative lifestyle. I thought he might be gay when he kept on going. "I like the feel of women's clothes, the softness, the silky feeling, and mostly, how feminine they make me feel." I was taken back by his sincerity with me sitting there with no top or bra and my beautiful tits. "Please dress me up and make me your lover" he said as he stood while he took off his vest, shirt and pants revealing a nice white bra, white panties and garter and white silk stockings. He was totally hairless except for his hair. I then noticed how narrow and thin his eyebrows were. This guy was a transvestite and he wanted me to help.

I smiled at him and said, "I will do anything you want honey." As he stepped out of his pants and sat back on the bed, hands in his lap and crossing his legs in a feminine style. I have a secret for you too. With that, I raised my pink skirt, pulled away my panties and showed him my now semi-erect penis. His eyes widened as a look of relief and pleasure came across his face. He leaned forward and took me in his mouth, very cautiously and carefully as I got harder. He pulled me in front of him grabbing each cheek of my ass as he pulled me closer and further into his mouth. He and I were both in heaven. I thought I would be giving the blow job but am now on the receiving end. He continued until I came in short spurts. Not much due to all the drugs I've been on but cum nun the less. He licked me clean and he asked if I would make him a woman. He propped a pillow under his stomach and pulled down his panties. I reached over for the lube and made sure his ass and my cock were well lubed for his deflowering. I was still hard, imagine that, and pushed up to his waiting ass. I positioned myself and pushed slowly into to him. He grunted a bit then moaned quietly as I pushed deep into his waiting hole. My reactions took over and I started pounding his ass as he responded with his own movements making me go deeper into his pussy. He was moaning louder now and writhing under me. I was also feeling great from this pleasure of fucking someone. We stayed in this position until he let out a load moan as he spurt his juices all over the pillow. I slowed my thrusts as he also relaxed withdrawing from him and letting him curl up like a little girl. I wiped myself clean, adjusted my panties, put on my bra and top and sat next to him, stroking his head an telling him it's OK. He looked at me with sad eyes. "We better get you cleaned up and back to your biker friends. They may be wondering what's going on." He put on his clothes and stood up in front of me. He leaned down and kissed me so gently, just like a woman would do, and said "Thank you, I now feel whole." He unlocked the door as we walked back into the bar with everyone hooting and shouting getting drunk.

Bev came up to me and asked me how it went. I told her it was everything I could ever imagine, and some. I winked at her and grabbed a mug of beer. We partied until 2AM and piled back into the car back to the complex. What en eventful day, was violated, sucked and fucked in the morning, got thrown out of my house, lost my wife, am living with a new girl and just fucked and sucked a transvestite. Not bad for a days work. Bev threw me a short nightie as I undressed, leaving my panties on and climbed into bed to let the day of hell go into history.

Day 7 of Womanhood

I woke with Bev sitting up putting polish on her toes. "Hey sleepyhead." That was the same name my wife used to call me in the morning. "Quite a night last night huh. OH, the office called and said for you to stay at your new home for a few days while they get things organized in the office. I was a bit confused but a day off was a day off. Bev then added, "Hey I'm off today too. How about a swim and use some of the spa stuff today? What do you think?" I need to be pampered again, I really needed it. I jumped on it saying I couldn't wait. "Here, you really need to fix your nails." As she threw me some purple polish and cleaner. I cleaned my nails and applied some new polish to my toes and fingers. I laid back letting them dry as I pondered what was next in my life.

Bev got up and began showering while my polish finished drying. I looked down at my body, beautiful breasts, nice femmy curves, delicate hands, soft hairless body, and oozing sex. My little dickie was well hidden away too. "Hey, wanna shower together?" Bev yelled from the shower. "No, my polish is still wet. " I yelled back. How can I keep my secret? This is going to be tough.

Bev finished and I got up looking for orange juice or something. Just coffee. Coffee. I hadn't had a cup since two seeks ago. The smelled the aroma and the taste, I was in heaven. Bev came out and said "All yours Baby." I walked in and cleaned yesterday from my bones. I felt so refreshed, so alive, so vengeful. I took my cosmetic bag and applied the moisturizer, lotion and light makeup like I was doing it all my life and like nothing was wrong. I hadn't had my "vitamins" in a few days and things seemed more real, more alive. I finished my work, fixed my hair and came into the bedroom where Bev was already in her little bikini. "Come on Baby, time for a swim."

I unpacked the little pink two piece number Sarah had given me and put it on. Wow, I looked great. Everything was packed away too. She threw me a towel and glasses and set out for the pool. Bev and I sat on a lounger and laid back in the sun. Our bodies were on display for every guy with a dick. We sunned for two hours, turning every fifteen minutes. She took my hand and said' "let's swim baby." I stood up, fixed my suit and walked down the steps again into the pool keeping my hair from getting wet. I stayed in the shallow end while Bev swam all over. We got out dried off and Bev asked if I want a massage. A massage, I needed a massage. My body hurt and needed the attention. We checked into the main desk and were sent to the massage area. "You two girls together", asked the attendant. "Yep." Answered Bev. "OK let's go, we have a two bed suite I think you'll like." We followed the girl and were led into a quiet room with soft music and two warm beds. We were told to undress and put a sheet over us. Being careful not to take off my bikini bottom, I took off my top, laid down and covered my self. The tables were close together and Bev reached over and took my hand in hers. "I think I'm going to like this friendship," as she stroked my hand. The attendants came in and began the massage.

An hour later we were done and led into the changing room. I put my bikini top back on, put a towel around my waist and waited for Bev to come out of the shower. "What, no shower for you Baby?" she asked. "No, I like keeping the oils and moisturizers on me until the evening. It makes my skin feel nice and soft." I really didn't want to go into the community shower with her. Not yet.

She finished, put on her suit as we walked out heading back to her apartment, sorry, our apartment. Inside, she threw me a bagel saying we had to keep up our strength. I hadn't had a bagel in weeks. I savored the taste and flavor. I wasn't worried about my weight or figure. That's odd. I tried so hard to keep myself in perfect condition the past couple of weeks but it really didn't seem to matter now as I munched on the bagel. "Here, want some milk?" Milk, another simple pleasure. I took the glass and was in heaven.

Bev cleared out some closet space and told me I could unpack my things and put them here. She also cleared two drawers. I opened my two suitcases as she came over and started holding up some of my things. She was very impressed with the collection of skirts, blouses, tops, shorts, dresses and eve the formal cocktail dresses I had. "Wow, you must look great in these. Too bad they are too small for me," chimed Bev. We hung everything as I opened my other suitcase. Bev loved all the lingerie, the bras, the panties, the babydolls, the gowns and so on, holding them up next top her and modeling them for me. She then picked up my gaff. "What's this Baby?" she asked. OH that's just to smooth out my front a bit. She let it pass as she held up some more bras. "I really do think these are too small for you. Your just about my size, 40D. 40D? How could I be that big. And my nipples stick out so far, and my areolas are so wide and big. These babies look really beautiful. She threw me one of her Vickies Secrets bras in 40D and it fit perfect. "Quit gawking at your self. There, a perfect fit."

We finished unpacking and decided to go for a hike. I changed into some pink shorts, a sports bra, loose crop top, socks and my pink sneakers, pulling my hair up into a ponytail and sticking it out the back of my pink hat. Bev let out a whistle as I blushed. "Let's go, the trail's waiting." We packed some water bottles, some bagels, two apples and two bananas for our nourishment on the hike. Off we went, out of the complex and into the hills.

We walked for hours, trying to get a good workout. We stopped for a water break and looked at the amazing vista in front of us. Quite breathtaking. We packed up and were off again. We sat on a blanket a while later and ate our bagel and apples. More water to keep hydrated. Bev laid back and I laid down facing her. "You know, you are becoming a really good friend. I loved how you took control last night in the bar and how you handle yourself. Your quite the little lady." I blushed again as Bev reached over and stroked the side of my face. I was about 2" shorter than her, definitely thinner due to the things done to me in the past two weeks, but in my opinion, much prettier. Bev said, "You know, getting you as a roomy has it's benefits." I think I knew what she meant but had be sure. She softly stroked my face, moved her hand down my neck as I responded stretching my neck for her. She slowly worked her way down to my shirt and cupped my breast in her hand. I let out a little moan. I was enjoying the tenderness and attention. I reached over and put my arm on her hip. She pulled closer to me and so ever softly, leaned forward and kissed my lips. It was unbelievable, the emotions, the feelings, the sensations of the beautiful creature. I responded and kiss her back as sweetly as she kissed me. We embraced and passionately kissed for what seemed hours. I loved the smell of her body, her perfume. She was so soft, so creamy, so delicious. Her sweet taste reminded me of my days with Sarah. That seemed so long ago. All of a sudden I felt her hand reach down between my legs. I couldn't pull back as she probed my panties and stopped immediately. She pulled away from the kiss with her eyes wide open. I looked right back at her opened eyed. She found out my secret. Now what was she going to do?

Bev opened her mouth and said, "Well Baby, I see there's more to you than just a gorgeous body? This could get interesting." With that, she leaned forward and took me in her arms harder and kissed me with more drive and passion. I felt her working on my dickie, trying to get a reaction. It was stiffening from her stroking. She rolled on top of me, deep throating me with her tongue while playing with my tits. I was delirious with pleasure. I moaned and gasped as she hit every button on my body. My cock had now grown fully as she pulled off her top, shorts and panties. She helped me off with my shorts and panties as I laid back with my cock straight up in the air. She put a leg over me, positioned herself over me and lowered herself down on me as I entered her wet, steamy pussy. She rocked back and forth, up and down, then laid down on me face to face as we kissed as she thrust her body on me. I was moaning and she was saying, "Baby, Baby, oh Baby. Fuck me Baby." Over and over again. We fucked and fucked, sometime face to face, sometime doggy style, but fuck we did. Bev orgasmed what must be five times I could count. I also had multiple orgasms, this time three. Bev rolled off me as we lay on the blanket, sweaty and exhausted. We looked at each other and Bev let out a little laugh saying, "You are quite some package, Baby." With that she kissed me again softly and we held each other close.

All of a sudden I opened my eyes. We must have gone to sleep. I looked at Bev and she was still sleeping. I didn't want to move her, she looked so beautiful. The sun was beginning to set and the colors were fantastic. I knew I had to get Bev up and hurry to get back to the complex before dark. I shook her and she opened her eyes with a smile. She kissed me sweetly and I told her we had to hurry. We got dressed, packed our things and got back on the trail. We walked for two hours and didn't see anything. Bev pulled out a flashlight, keeping us on the trail. I was getting scared as Bev put her arm around my waist and held me tight. Up ahead we saw a light. We worked our way over to it and it was a campfire with two large tents. We walked into camp and saw four girls around the fire. All three were knockouts too. "Hey, are you two lost?" one of the girls asked. Bev answered, "Yeh, we were hiking and lost track of the time." I saw one girl smile at another as she winked back. "Well you can't go any further tonight now can you. Here, lets share our campfire with you. Hungry?" I was famished and so was Bev. On the fire was some chicken, beef and shrimp with potatoes and veggies. Not quite the idea of roughing it but who was asking.

We enjoyed the company and food as we shared some stories. Thee three girls were from a university in Arizona out on a wilderness hike. Just a three day hike but they loved the outdoors. We told them about the spa and our jobs. They were extremely interested. We chatted for a long time when on girl brought out two bottles of Tequila with limes and salt. She showed us how to take shots and we continued to finish off the bottles in a very short period of time. We were all quite giddy from the booze as one of the girls leaned over and kissed another. I looked at Bev with my mouth open. The other girl next to Bev reached over and took her head, laying a fantastic kiss on her. Tongues wrestled, arms flailed, quite a sight. The last girl next to me, a very cute redhead, came closer and nuzzled my neck. "Hey girl, wanna have some fun?" she asked as I felt her arm go around me. Wow this was too much to ask for. I looked over at Bev and she and the one girls were in a tight embrace swapping spit. The other two got up and went into a tent. I looked back at this devine beauty as she leaned forward and laid one on me. Her lips were so soft, so creamy, Her taste was incredible. I kissed her back eagerly. She pulled my hand and stood up, urging me to come into the tent with her. I followed like a puppy and found myself in a harem of comfort. A large air mattress with soft blankets and pillows. We settled in and kissed again, softly at first then like two mad dogs in heat. I didn't hear anything but Bev and the other girl also came in and were next to us making out. Three girls and me, all making out, all feeling each other up, moaning in the throws of sex. Arms and legs across each other, faces kissing other faces, a beautiful dance between four beautiful people. I felt my top being taken off and then my bra. Bev was already in the buff as was her partner. My little red haired wonder was all over me, nuzzling my neck, kissing my breasts, rubbing her tits against mine and kissing like a woman in heat. These girls are quite a turn on.

I felt my new girlfriend reaching down between my leg to take off my panties. I need to stop her. I didn't want everyone in the world to know my secret. I pulled her hand back up, sucked on her finger and told her it was my time. She grinned ear to ear understanding my dilemma and went back to sucking on my tits. At one point she came up and lowered her fragrant pussy down on my mouth. I ate her out like only another woman could do. She was writing in ecstasy as I gave her a wonderful fucking with my tongue. She kneaded my tits and sucked on my nipples as I felt her orgasm as I felt her cum in my mouth. She actually came in my mouth. What a taste. She moved off me and laid on top of me kissing me again as she tasted her own juices. What a night.

I felt Bev and the other beauty next to me as they pulled the two of us closer. Bev's pussy was right near my face and I rolled a bit to lick her while my girlfriend moved over and started sucking on her nipples. It was a four ring circus of pleasure. We finally slowed down as Bev and I and the other two girls lay face to face kissing softly. That was the last thing I remember until morning.

  

  

  

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