Hidden Folders

By Darlene LeQueene

 

Well I have an interesting story to tell. I’m a middle-aged housewife living in a suburban community, my name is Carla. My husband is a writer, reasonably successful, he made about $300,000 dollars per year, not enough to go jet setting but we lived a very comfortable lifestyle in a very nice home. My husband also liked wearing ladies lingerie. I discovered this while we were in college and I really didn’t mind so he’s been doing it ever since. But as the years past I discovered I really would have liked it if he’d have dressed all the way, or done some kinky things like bondage or something. But he resisted all attempts to advance any further. He said he just liked the feel of the silky ladies undergarments, that was it. So we settled into a groove and that’s the way it stayed for years.

That is until my shopping trip one day. I was out just window shopping and browsing and I stopped in an Antique’s shop. I was examining a medium size chest of drawers it looked like it was for storing various ladies makeup or jewelry. I was never really sure what its original intended purpose was. The sales clerk and I agreed on $100 dollars and I carted it out to the car figuring I could clean it up and maybe use it for something.

When I got home I found a note from my husband Dan saying he was really sorry but his publisher wanted an immediate meeting to handle the release of his latest book and that he would be gone no more than two days to sign the papers and such. I was a little miffed at the short notice, but then again he almost never left home being a writer he was home all the time. So I lugged my bootie into the house and made myself some tea. I turned the chest over to determine how best to clean it up and that’s when I notice the package taped to the bottom. And that’s when everything in my life changed.

I opened the package there was a letter of several pages written in a woman’s handwriting and 10 manila folders. As I sat there sipping my tea I read the letter. It was written by a woman called Mistress Divine and it detailed the making of a potion that would make any man lose all will to resist the dominance of a woman. The instructions were quite detailed but more or less easy to follow. Apparently she used this potion to dominate men and turn them into crossdressed sissies for her amusement. Now this was really getting interesting. I made myself another cup of tea and re-read the letter again. Apparently she used them as a form of entertainment rather than sex. It was sort of like going to the movies, but you were the director of the X rated move. To be sure, when she felt the urge she joined in, more mostly she seemed to prefer the role of director of a humiliated sissy fantasy.

The items called out in the potion could all be easily obtained in any pharmacy or supermarket there was nothing exotic in it. It seemed the heating of the liquid to a certain temperature was the key. The potion was guaranteed to make the man completely obedient to the woman. I was ready to laugh it off until I looked at the contents of each of the folders. At first I was a little shocked, the amusing and then really turned on. But let’s not reveal too much yet. But after reading the folders I was determined to give it a try so I grabbed the car keys and went back out the buy the ingredients. I’ll shorten the story here because I know you’re much more interested in the folders than the instructions. Needless to say I spend the rest of the afternoon whipping up a batch of the potion following the instructions to the letter.

The next morning I was out early to buy all the items the folders required. That was a lot tougher. I spent morning to night buying all the things the folders detailed some were very hard to come by, but I met with relative success. I dragged it all home and stored it all always in the closets in the bedroom just in time for my hubby’s return. I slipped the potion into his evening wine with dinner and then waited until we were done.

"Darling, tonight I want you to dress up all the way like a girl, not just lingerie", I said. I waited for his usual protest, but instead he just stammered, "If that’s what you want Darling." I was amazed apparently this shit was actually working. "In fact from now on you’ll wear whatever I make you wear and you’ll let me make you up however I want." Again I waited feeling sure he was going to start yelling now. Instead he lowered his head slightly and said, "I will do whatever you tell me to do darling, I’ll submit to anything you want me to submit to." This was fabulous, this was even better than I could have imagined. I ordered him to go up to the bathroom, shave his legs, arms, chest, underarms and any other body hair off while in the shower. I told him I’d be up shortly. He meekly rose and walked off to the bathroom. Once he was gone I opened folder #1 and re-read everything and browsed though all the enclosed pictures again.

 

 

Folder #1 – Look In The Mirror And See The Whore You’ve Become.

The first folder described that the man being trained must learn to get used to his new image and his new role in life. Others would not be involved in this session it was too early for that. He must just become addicted to seeing himself in his new role and accepting his new fate. That was the purpose of this training folder. While the potion guaranteed obedience he must learn how to perform the requests of his Mistress, the potion couldn’t do that. I thought the transvestite in the pictures was a little extreme but according to the Mistress this was necessary, because he should always remember that he is not a real girl, but only dressing and acting like a woman. The extremeness of the outfit and makeup would assure his complete humiliation and submissiveness.

When I went up to the bedroom he was meekly sitting naked on the bed. I inspected him and he’d complied with all my instructions, he was smooth and hairless including his cock and balls. "There’s just one last item you left out darling, but not to worry, I’ll take care of it." I went into the bathroom gathered my supplies and then proceeded to shave his eyebrows completely off. According to the Mistress’s instructions, this not only gave him and extremely girlish look, but it served to humiliate him even further knowing that from now on he’s always going to have to wear ladies eyebrow pencil or have no eyebrows at all. And of course it allowed the lady to pencil in his eyebrows in any shape she wanted for his other roles from the other folders.

I proceeded to dress him in the articles I purchased as detailed in folder one. First a black satin boned corset with a pink ruffled trim all around the bottom. A black satin bra and black seamed nylons were added next. No panties though, Mistress had something must more devious in mind for that. I still though he might protest, but he didn’t, he just meekly stood there as article after article of feminine clothing was placed on him. It was like dressing up a giant doll, but I was thoroughly enjoying myself. I sat him back on the bed and proceed to make up his face. The makeup in the pictures from the folder was extreme to say the least, but I tried my best to duplicate the look of the TV is the pictures. Foundation and powder were added, then I penciled in his new feminine eyebrows, severely arched and tapered like an exotic lady. Next came several shades of eyeshadow, dark gray, leading to some violet then white under the brows to make them really stand out. Next came ladies false eyelashes. The biggest I could find on my shopping trip and believe me these were large. This was followed by black liquid eyeliner and blusher. Finally I was ready to do his lips, the instructions in the folder were that they should be as large as possible and outlined in black. When I was done his lips were nearly twice their original size a deep dark glossy red outlined in black. As bizarre as he looked I was beginning to think he actually looked cute like that. It was so over the top girlish that it actually looked good.

She placed a very sheer ruffled nylon top on him. It was almost like a nightie but it was half like a blouse. It was designed to completely show off everything underneath it, but to make the wearer feel very ultra feminine. Next she got out the butt plug and a harness that the Mistress’s instructions in this folder recommended she buy. The small butt plug was lubricated and slid into his ass. It was a smaller size, a trainer for beginners so it didn’t really hurt much, just a little uncomfortable. There was a black leather strap to go around his waist and others to past between his legs. In the front she buckled the waist strap and then the other straps.

The front had a small curved base metal covered in black leather. It was designed to support his cock and make it stand straight out. After several adjustments she believed she had it looking like the one on the transvestite in the folder. He looked so cute with all his feminine clothes and makeup with his cock sticking straight out in front of him. She added jewelry, big dangling earrings per the instructions, necklaces and bracelets. Then she sat him down and added longer press on nails and painted them a deep bright red. The nails were only about an inch long, but after all according to the instructions he was a beginner. Lastly she added 5" spike high heel pumps and a nice frosted blonde showgirl style wig.

Now her little whore was ready for the real play and it was time to enjoy the results of her work. He was lead back into the living room were she had installed a new mirror. Of course he wobbled all the way in his new spikes. It was a full-length mirror allowing him to see everything from his spike high heels to the top of his frosted blonde head. Padded leather ankle cuffs very placed around his ankles and secured to the left and right bottom sections beside the mirror. A leather harness was placed around his waist and with D-Rings on the sides of his waist this too was secured to the hook on the left and right of the mirror about waist high.

He was now effective bound in front of the mirror. According the Mistress’s writings in the folder by making the chains securing him in front of the mirror longer or shorter she could dictate how much he could move about. He was able to move about a foot either way when she was done. This would allow him to shift his weight and move his feet a little, but not much.

She picked up a large black leather covered paddle and began his submissive feminine training. As I indicated before the potion would only make him obedient but it certainly wouldn’t teach him anything, that was now her job.

The folder indicated that the first things he should do would all be speechless because he was as yet not capable of that degree of sophistication but as the session wore on she could begin to make him answer her and speak. In the beginning learning the feminine gestures and mannerisms was enough.

"Raise you hand up and fluff up your hairdo darling, like a girl." She demonstrated for him how the gesture was performed. He obediently went through the motions but apparently not good enough for her. Several hard smacks on his ass with the paddle convinced him to do a much better job. She made him do it over and over until she was satisfied it was looking decent. "Your new name is going to be Donna darling, blow that sexy girl Donna a kiss sweetie." He blew a kiss to the girl in the mirror but she made him do it over again. "Use your hand darling like this, pucker your lips more", she demonstrated. He tried again but of course each try was interspersed with a wack from the paddle. After about five smacks he was blowing kisses like a glamorous runway model.

Each new thing as designed to make him act like an overly girlish sexy little doll. Blowing kisses, fluffing his hair, displaying his feminine nails, playing with his tits. Of course any lackluster performance immediately brought a smack from the paddle which immediately improved his performance. After about 45 minutes of this she switched to a traditional black leather riding crop. The instructions from Mistress were that she should now start interlacing all the previous commands and then start picking up the speed a little. Blow kisses, fluff your hair, play with your tits, fluff your hair again, blow kisses, etc. Soon he was turning in quite an ultra feminine performance. Eventually all she had to say was perform and he went through all the commands by himself. Which of course was the true desired result of the training. She thoroughly enjoyed saying "Perform" and watching go through all his girlish routines.

As Mistress had indicated that while he would be humiliated performing like a girl and in spite of his sore ass, his cock would always be rock hard and she was right. After almost an hour and a half of altering punishment and performing, his cock was literally throbbing. He was obviously very excited by his own performance. Now to on to phase two, answering your Mistress. Accordingly to the instructions there were only three ways to answer. A statement from Mistress such as, "Put on these earrings", should be acknowledged by the reply, "Yes Mistress, or Yes Madam". Every statement required a reply to make sure the command was understood. The second type of response was a compliment. If Mistress paid you a compliment such as, "You look very sexy tonight Donna", then he should reply, "Thank You Mistress or Thank You Madam." The last type of response was a little harder. When asked a question he must repeat it back in the form of an answer such as, "Do you like wearing red lipstick like a girl?" He must reply, "Yes Mistress, I like wearing red lipstick like a girl." He was to leave nothing out, it must be repeated, exactly as stated, or perhaps with a little more embellishment, but no less. He could not reply, "yes Mistress", or leave out the red color. He must always repeat it as stated. Of course needless to say a "No" answer was not permitted and immediately bought punishment. Although he tried to answer no several times a few smacks on his rear real hard and he got the general idea that everything was a "Yes" whether he wanted to answer yes or not.

According to the Mistress’s writing this served several purposes. It prolonged the session into hours of entertainment and it forced him to admit that he loved each of these things, humiliating him even more. She had written about the levels of forced femininity. Level one was simply submitting to being dressed and made up like a woman, humiliating for a man certainly, but not the ultimate. Level two forced him to perform like the woman he was dressed as, causing even deeper humiliation. Now it was not just submission but he was forced to participate in his own humiliation. Level three speech now forced him to answer yes to questions designed to humiliate him. Forcing him to admit to things he’d really have preferred to answer no to. But forced each time to answer yes, he was even more humiliating because it seemed like he was agreeing to them things. Now he was actively participating like a girl, walking, talking and gesturing like a woman. The last level, four forced him into homosexual acts. Now he had to perform sexually like a woman and submit to sexual advances from other men or other men dressed like women. By then his humiliation would be complete and he would be a completely submissive feminine TV play toy.

"Well darling, don’t you look pretty, look at all the sexy makeup in the mirror, do you like it?" "Thank you Mistress, Yes Mistress I like it." "Do you think you look like a whore all made up like that darling?" "Yes Mistress Carla I think I look like a whore." "Well Donna judging from how hard your cock is, you must like being a whore, don’t you?" She could hear the hesitation in his voice, she could actually "Feel" his humiliation but he dutifully answered, "Yes Madam, I like being a whore." "Well that’s excellent darling, I’ll be sure to make you perform like the whore you want to be sweetie." She spent the next hour forcing him to answer all the questions Mistress had said were designed to humiliate him to the maximum." "Would you like to put on some more lipstick darling." "Yes Mistress Carla, I’d love to put on some more lipstick." "Would you like to have really big tits, slut?" "Yes Madam I’d love to have really big tits." "Do you like that dick up inside you darling, do you feel like a girl getting fucked." "Yes Mistress, I love the dick up inside me I feel just like a girl getting fucked." "Don’t you just love performing like a whore for me darling, and showing me what a hot little cunt you are?" "Yes Mistress, I just love performing like a whore for you, and showing you what a hot little cunt I am." "Excellent darling, you are so adorable and sweet like this."

Failure to repeat the question as asked of course caused a sharp crack from her riding crop. It wasn’t long before he would repeat everything perfectly even the most humiliating of statements. By the end she was so worked up she was literally dripping with passion. She released him and led him back to the bedroom where he serviced her orally through several orgasms. It was like having a sexy lesbian bitch service you but you didn’t have to service her. Well almost, Mistress’s final instruction in the folder was that unlike some Mistress’s who loved denying sexual release to their slaves she believed that a session must always end with sexual release for the humiliated sissy. Whether Madam did it or someone else was inconsequential but there should always be a climax or you’d wind up with a frustrated and rebellious sissy rather than an obedient and compliant one. Besides the idea was to make him become completely addicted to his own humiliation. The fastest way to do that was to make sure that he associated all sexual pleasure he received with his forced femininity. So it only took about 20 seconds of masturbation before cutie Donna shoot her first humiliating load.

 

 

Folder #2 - Pink Is For Girls

At first she thought folder #2 was a hoot as she examined the enclosed pictures, but as she read Mistress’s text she realized that all the things Mistress talked about served a purpose. Folder #2 required Donna to have a playmate, which Carla didn’t have, so for several weeks she just repeated several variations of folder #1 while she searched for a playmate. Which actually worked out very nice because Donna was becoming very proficient at performing her new role as a whore.

Finally success, Carla found another Sissy on the Internet that she deemed suitable to act out the roles for folder #2. Arrangements were made and a meeting was set. Now she was ready to prepare Donna for her next step toward total feminization and sissification. Donna, who was used to this by now stood meekly as the pink lacy bra was placed around his chest. This was followed by a pink satin corset with pink bows, sheer pink nylons and 7" pink spike high heels. He’d grown used to standing and walking in the 5" ones and had graduated to 6" spikes, this was his first time in 7" spike heels however. Carla thought he looked adorable wobbling around in the 7" spikes with little pink bows at the back and told him so. Donna of course immediately replied, "Thank you very much Mistress, I’m so glad the shoes please you."

Carla used a medium sized pink butt plug on Donna for her harness. His ass training was coming along very well and soon he’d be able to take a full size cock with only slight discomfort. "Remember darling, pink is for girls." "Yes Mistress, pink is for girls." After adjusting the front part again to make sissy Donna’s cock stand up straight she covered the harness and butt plug with a pair of pink ruffled girl’s rumba panties. But this one had a hole in the front for Donna’s pretty little sissy cock to show through. Her makeup while less than her whore makeup was more than usual for a girl and of course she still had the biggest, longest, thickest false eyelashes you could imagine. Carla loved making her bat her false eyelashes like a coy girl. Her nails were done about an inch and a half long and of course with pink nail polish.

Now for the interesting part, setting her hair. This scenario called for the little sissy’s hair to be set in pink plastic curlers. The pictures included in the folder were detailed, many and amusing. Carla was sure that was one humiliated sissy and soon Donna would look just like him. Pink curler after curler was tightly wound into his hair until his entire head was covered in pink curlers. After placing the last one in she went through the usual repartee with Donna. "Don’t you just love having your hair set in pink curlers, sweetheart?" "Yes Mistress, I love having my hair set in pink curlers." "Don’t you look so cute with those big false eyelashes and those lovely pink frosted lips?" "Yes Mistress Carla, I think I look very cute with pink curlers, pink frosted lips and big false eyelashes." "Are you very humiliated darling, being dressed like this?" "Yes Mistress, I’m very humiliated." "Good then we’re ready to move on sissy Donna." "You used to be a man now you nothing but a little feminized sissy." "A cute little fairy to amuse Mistress."

Carla produced a pink little girl’s party dress that was so cute with all it’s bows and ruffles all taffeta and lace, and of course underneath voluminous pink petticoats making the dress stand out. The dress was so short with the petticoats making it stand out just that just an inch or so and Donna’s sissy cock would be showing through her pink ruffled panties. Carla added big pink gumball bracelets to each of her wrists, a big pink gumball necklace and big pink plastic hoop earrings to her ears. These were not clip-on or pierced earrings, but rather old-fashioned screw on ones. And believe me Carla screwed them down tightly enough to make Donna whimper in pain. Carla covered her head with a sheer pink nylon scarf, but of course you could still see her pink curlers through it. "There’s just one last thing before you meet your new playmate in the other room darling." "Mistress said everything should be pink and feminine for you to truly be a little sissy girl, so…" She produced a pink satin bow which was placed around the base of Donna’s cock. Then she proceeded to lipstick the entire length of his dick with the same pink frosted lipstick she had used on his lips. "Now even your sissy cock is pink and girlish sweetie." "Tell me how much you love your cute bow and lipsticked dick." "Oh Madam, I love my cute lipsticked cock with the pretty pink bow." "Do you like having your hair set in pink curlers like a girl?" "Yes Mistress Carla, I love having my hair set in pink curlers like a girl." "Do you feel like a little homosexual fairy now sissy, all dressed up like a little feminine dolly?" Carla sensed hesitation, well we can have none of that. Several smacks on his dildoed ass reminded him how to reply. "Yes Mistress, I feel like a homosexual fairy, a complete sissy all dressed up like a girl." "And that’s what you want isn’t it Donna." "Yes Mistress, that’s what I want to be a complete sissy and a fairy." "Good then I think your ready to play with your new playmate."

Donna was lead into the living room on a pink leash. Her new playmate Sissy Janine waited. She was forced to kneel on a pink satin pillow in front of a stockade. Her pink braceleted wrists were pushed through as was her curlered head. Then Carla locked the top of the stockade down. Janine was brought in and positioned in front of Donna. Janine was also dressed like a little girl but in Yellow. "Janine honey, Donna can’t wait to give her first blow job like a girl, she’s so excited." "Wouldn’t you like to suck Janine’s cock darling and show her what a little sissy cocksucker you are?" Donna knew better than to hesitate. "Yes Madam, I’d love to suck Jainine’s cock and give my first blow job."

"Well Janine, give the little fairy what she wants." Janine raised her dress and petticoats and slid her cock into Donna’s waiting pink lipsticked mouth. "Oh yes darling, that’s so good, you look so pretty sucking that cock like a little fairy." "Work those pretty pink lipsticked lips darling, remember pink is for girls." Donna sucked without hesitation now, working the cock in and out of her lipsticked mouth. "Oh yes, darling, you’re a good cocksucker, here let’s remove your kerchief so we can see your earrings swaying back and forth and all your pink curlers." Carla removed the kerchief and Donna continued to suck cock. Soon Janine was ready to cum. "Oh yes darling, get ready to swallow all of Janine’s hot sissy cream." "What a good little sissy cocksucker you are."

Keeping with Mistress’s instructions, the session should never end without Donna getting off. So Carla removed her dress and petticoats and made her stand in front of the full-length mirror displaying her pink lipsticked cock while Janine knelt in front of her and sucked Donna off. Carla ordered her to keep running are girlish hands with their long feminine nails over her curlers while Carla put more pink frosted lipstick on her lips. The sight of her curlers and pink earrings and big false eyelashes caused Donna to erupt quickly into Janine’s loving mouth.

 

 

Folder #3 - Without My Hair-Do I’m Nothing But A Fairy

Folder #3 was interesting, Mistress said it was necessary to enforce the sissy or fairy image and to remind him no matter how good he looked at time he was still only a little crossdressing fairy. Donna’s makeup for this session was her usual slut-whore look with some subtle differences. Her eyebrows were more severely arched then usual and her nails were very long (two inches) and bright red. Her lipstick was very over extended and bright red too. The fun part was that she got no wig and we had pinned and flattened her hair as much as possible. The idea was to show her looking ultra feminine but without the hair. Big chandelier rhinestone earrings 8" long hung from her ears, swaying heavily. The eye makeup was heavy and ultra feminine, her dress skin tight and she wore 10" platform high heels but without the wig she was most obviously a guy in makeup and a dress.

Like this I forced him to suck off three homosexual guys. His long red nails wrapped around each cock caressing it lovingly like a woman, his big chandelier earrings swaying back and forth while his red clinging lipsticked lips sucked one cock after another. To finish off his humiliation this was the first night I used a strap–on on him. He whimpered and moaned while I told him to be quiet and take it like a good little girl. That’s what happens to slutty little whores they get fucked. Of course just as Mistress had promised be even came while being fucked.

 

 

Folder #4 - I Want To Be A Big Breasted Slut Cow

I was getting very good at Mistress’s scenarios. This one was easy. The goal was to give him the tiniest waist and the biggest tits and the highest heels possible. I yanked on Donna’s red satin corset until she was literally begging me to please stop. I managed to get her waist down to 24". I had to send away and order the huge breast inserts that now filled her 60MM cup black lace bra. The tits were gigantic in comparison to her now tiny waist and very heavy. I dressed her in black seamed nylons attached to her corset, a bright red angora pull over sweater that seemed two sizes to small for those enormous tits and a skin tight black leather mid-calf hobble skirt. There was almost no room to move in the skirt only a couple of inches give. Then I added 12" platform high heels. Her ankle bracelet spelled out "Cunt" in rhinestones. It flashed brilliantly against the black nylons. The necklace around her neck resting on those big tits said "Whore". Her eye makeup was slutty and heavy with tons of black eyeliner and dark shadows on her eyes. Her big red lips were absolutely dazzling because I’d topped them off with a sexy glitter lip-gloss. And her crowning achievement a huge teased platinum blonde wig with lots of curls and teasing. She looked like Dolly Parton on Steroids. Lots of modeling and verbal humiliation followed.

"Come on you slut model for me, you big cow." Donna minced along in her outrageous heels wobbling a little which only made her look even cuter. Walking in those platform high heels was difficult enough on it’s own, but with the skin tight hobble skirt it was even harder. "Don’t look down Donna, head up and thrust those big boobs out." Donna tried her best to comply. Taking dainty little mincing step of a couple of inches in her heels and tight skirt. One hand on her hip sexily and the other holding a dainty over the arm red purse. "You want to look like a girl don’t you Donna, well then hold your purse properly while you model." "Let me hear you say, Yes Mistress, I love being a big-breasted girl" "Yes Mistress I love being a big breasted girl." "Excellent darling, keep saying that over and over while you model for me." "Now do it without the purse but hold you arm out hand extended with a nice limp wrist, display your nails just like a little swishing and mincing fairy should."

I just adored watched her perform I leisurely sat on the couch issuing orders and watching the entertainment. Donna wiggled and giggled for me, mincing and swishing around in her 12" platforms. She blew girlie kisses, carried her purse, played with her huge tits, waved a red nylon scarf daintily, displayed her limp wrist, rubbed the bugle in the front of tight skirt. I made her say every humiliating thing I could think of while modeling. "Oh Mistress, I’m such a painted whore." Yes Madam, I love being a big-Breasted cow." "Yes Mistress I love being a big-breasted slut for you." "Yes Mistress Carla, I’m a cheap cunt, I need a dick it my mouth so I can suck it with my red lips." "I’m only truly happy my red lipsticked lips wrapped around a nice hard cock Mistress." "Yes Mistress, I’d love to get fucked right now, I want to take it just like a girl" "Yes Madam, someone should cum in my face while they torture my big titties." "Yes Mistress, I should be a bondage bitch and women should torture my titties." "Yes Mistress Carla, make me be your girl, I want to be your little sissy cocksucker, I want to be your slut-whore." God I loved watched her perform.

 

 

 

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