A Dominatrix Diary

by A Dominatrix

 

The Rules. Yes, the rules are changing but you must remember the old rules and comply insofar as they are not contradicted by the new rules.

Rule #1: You are my sissy slut. When you read anything I have written you will be wearing at least two articles of explicitly feminine attire, the more the better. At all other times (24/7) you will be wearing something feminine whenever possible. You really should be wearing a bra most of the time. A tampon in that sissy 'cunt' of yours is also a good idea.

Rule #2: You may only have an orgasm two times in any calendar week and at least 72 hours must pass between ejaculations. The less frequently you cum, the more you will feel a complete, submissive, sissy. Since you will only be cumming twice a week, you must make the most of it. Give yourself plenty of time to prepare (your ritual for orgasm should start days in advance) and dress yourself in your most extreme, sluttiest, outfit. Spend as much time as possible admiring yourself in the mirror and prancing back and forth across the room in your high heels. Practice orgasm denial. Get right to the point of cumming and then bring yourself down. When you do come, don't catch it, let it shoot freely out. Once done you must remain in your sissy attire until your desire to be a sissy reestablishes itself and you are able to stroke yourself to hardness once again.

Rule #3 I want you to be hard now, I want you to masturbate now and don't forget to rub your nipples BUT . . . no ejaculation, except on schedule!

Rule #4: If you cum while reading a chapter, the next time you turn to that chapter you must start again, from the beginning.

Rule #5: Each chapter will be introduced with a specific task for you to perform before you are allowed to start reading the chapter. Any time you reread the chapter, the task must be performed again. Adding tasks from other chapters to the assigned task is very good. It will serve as an extra expression of your submission.

 

The Task

Total make-up today, sissy. I want you to be wearing all the cosmetic essentials. Foundation, eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara, blush and of course lipstick. Wearing make-up is one of the greatest expressions of your true nature. It takes time and energy to put on and it is impossible to remove quickly. If you're caught, you're caught and no explanation will suffice. Are you beautiful? Of course you are. Now read.

 

No Turning Back

I.

My, don't you look nice this morning, sissy. Your make-up looks good and of course you're doing very well in your heels. Why don't give me a little sissy show and take a few turns around the room.

Very good. That maid's uniform is definitely you. I know you were worried about the skirt being too short but it shows off your girly ass so nicely and it even gives me a view of those little jewels hanging between your legs. They must be very pent up, what with that special chastity they're locked into. Lift your skirt a little so that I can examine them more closely. Mmmm, very tight and hot. Don't flinch dear, I'm only checking to make sure that everything is secure, no surprise punishment . . . for now.

Yes, very tight and very hot. Your little 'clitty' is really straining against its confinement. Well, it has been ten weeks since its last release. It's no wonder it's trying so hard to break free and we might just be able to work something out today. For now though, let me continue my inspection.

It seems as though you've been doing very well keeping your skin nice and smooth. Your arms are certainly in good shape. Roll your thigh highs down a bit and let me see those sweet sissy legs of yours. There you go flinching again. You'd better calm down or I will give you something to worry about. There, no reason for concern. Your legs are very smooth and soft. A daily shaving routine is essential for a confirmed sissy, don't you think? Now pull your stockings back up and we'll continue.

Do you like your new extra large breast forms? I thought so. Silicone is really the only way to go and the way they adhere to your chest makes them feel almost real, doesn't it? You'll probably be wanting some nice implants next, won't you dear, but you'll have to earn them. For now, I want to see how nicely you treat the ones you have. Let me see you walk again and I want to those tits to jiggle. Good. Now cup them and offer them to me as if you wanted me to suck your sissy nipples. Oh, very good. Twist the nipples and show me how you would react if they were real. Excellent.

Let's look at your make-up a little more closely. Your foundation suits your natural skin tone very well. Those hours you spent at the salon with Cheryl have not been wasted. How are the electrolysis treatments going dear? Yes, I know they're painful but look at the wonderful results. That ugly beard is almost gone and after a few more sessions you'll never have to shave your face again.

But let's get back to the cosmetics issue. I see that you continue to favor a trampy look. Your eyeshadow is very dark and the lashes you've chosen are extra long. Hardly an appropriate style for daytime wear, wouldn't you agree, sissy? But then, you're such a slut that you want to look like a vamp all the time, don't you? Yes, the lipstick is dark and red and the blush makes you look like somebody has been slapping you around. Would you like that? Would like me to give you a few belts to help you feel even more like an abused sissy?

Maybe some other day, but I want you to make a note. I like my sissies to be versatile. If one of my 'girls' goes out for some shopping during the day, a little make-up in the right places is appropriate and even required, but it must be tasteful. Make another appointment with Cheryl and learn some other techniques. I think you look very good but you're capable of more.

Now for the hair. I like the chestnut shade you've chosen and the long straight look with bangs suits your face very well. You realize of course, that a wig like this one requires a lot of work to maintain, but I see that it's sleek and well combed, so obviously you know how to take care of it. But do you understand that a feminine hair style calls for a certain posture?

When you have long hair, you must also know how to show it off. After all, a real woman with such nice hair would be very aware of it at all times. Walk back and forth again sissy, and this time toss your head in your best feminine manner. Yes, that's right. Now, turn around and pull it back, away from your face, with one hand. Good. Let it slide through your index and middle fingers as you flip it over your shoulder. Well done.

Notice also how the motion of casually arranging your hair highlights your manicure. Those fingernails we've put on you are very sexy and there's nothing quite like the look of long nails as a woman draws her fingers through her hair. Don't over do it, but you should make a practice of regularly touching your hair with your best sissy form.

Stand back now so I can consider the whole picture. You are very much the sissy with barely a hint of maleness. Remember how bulky you were when you first came to me? You've done a good job with your diet and I daresay that you pass pretty well now on a day to day basis. Today though, I have a little something special I would like to try.

First, I'd like a little strip show. That's right, I want everything off and I want it sexy. Strut around a few times before you take anything off and show me what a nice wiggle you've got. Move that ass and those tits with some coordination. A little fondling of each of your sissy parts and . . . off with the skirt. Good, you're making me very hot, slave. Keep moving those shoulders and now, slowly, seductively, unbutton that blouse. Kick that stuff away and give me some grinds. Pout and lick your lips.

A nice prance back and forth and some more thrusting with that imprisoned package between your legs. Oooo . . . you just want to get fucked, don't you slut? Well, act like it. Yay! Now . . . big build up . . . take off the bra. I hope you glued those tits on good because I want you to shake 'em. Reach down between your legs and rub yourself with the flat of your palm. I don't care if it hurts, do it.

Finish it off now. Keep rubbing yourself with one hand and with the other, reach around and stick your middle finger up that sissy 'cunt' of yours. Better be careful with those long nails but stick it up there. Now, wiggle it around and really fuck yourself. Give me some good moans and . . . pull it out and suck on it now. I don't care if there's shit on it, stick it in your mouth. Oh, what a sexy whore!

OK, good work sissy. Go clean up. Take everything off, hair, clothes and especially the make-up. I want you back here in half an hour and I better not find even the slightest trace of mascara on that sissy face of yours.

II.

Well, well, a naked sissy is still a sissy. You don't look quite so much like a woman now do you? But you can't get that fem look out of your walk or the way you hold your hands. We've pretty much rinsed the male right out of you except you still have that thing between your legs. Yes, your real hair is short and in spite of your best efforts, that skinny body is still more boy than girl. Ah, but that bimbo brain of yours is screaming 'sissy, sissy, sissy', isn't it?

Today I have a little challenge for you. I'm going to take you back to your maleness and I want you to do your best imitation of the person you were before I got my hands on you.

See what I have here? That's right, its one of your old dress shirts, a tie and your old sports coat. You thought I threw everything away, didn't you? Let's put it on. There, not bad. It does hang pretty loosely though. I guess all that weight you lost means that you can't fill it the way you once did. Walk around a bit. Don't worry about your legs, we'll get to that.

Hmmm, you're still walking like a little sissy. Can't you remember how you used to do it? Come on, get that clunky stride back with a good wide stance. No, no, no you keep going up on your toes. You're not wearing heels now, imagine that you're wearing hiking boots. That's a little better. Back and forth, back and forth. Oh well, you never were a lumberjack, were you?

Now for your hands. You have to get control of them. They're not supposed to be fluttering all over the place (no, we're not going to take your nails off, and it probably wouldn't help anyway) and for gods' sakes keep those shoulders square. How you ever fooled anybody into thinking you were an ordinary male is a mystery to me. Maybe it would help if we could magically put hair back on your legs but it's too late for that.

I can see that this is not working out the way I planned, but let me think. I did say that I would turn you loose today and I like to keep my word so, here goes. Don't squirm or I'll clip more than the chastity with these shears. Dear, if I'd wanted to cut the whole business off, I would have done it long before now, so HOLD STILL.

There, now doesn't that feel good and it's getting so big, so fast. Don't you dare touch it or else it's back in the box for you. It's so cute, sticking out from underneath your sports coat and already it's making quite a mess. Don't let it distract you. I want to see more walking. Oh my, this is even worse. I thought that by letting the poor thing out you might recall a bit more male attitude but you're looking more like a sissy than ever.

I was going to take you shopping with me today and allow you to be a male, perhaps for the last time, but I can see that those days are over for good. I've done my work too well. Alright, if that's the way it's going to be then we'll have to try something different.

Go put your stockings back on sissy and get the six inch heels with the locking straps. All put together? Hit the runway again and let me see what we have. Hmm . . . sort of male on the top and 110% feminine on the bottom with a sissy 'clitty' sticking out in between. Of course there's not a chance now that you're not going to be walking like anything but the sissy whore you are. Here, put these panties on so you don't get arrested.

Into the car 'girl', we're heading downtown to put you on display. I think I'll have you cruise State Street and do some window shopping at the big department stores. You may be wearing some male clothing but you're a total sissy and I want you to show it to everybody. You had your chance, but we know now that there's no turning back, ever.

 

 

 

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