Curiosity - In Too Deep

by Jennifer White

 

"I have something I'd like you to look at" said Cameron, as she prepared to leave.

"What's that?" replied her boyfriend Shane.

Shane was at her apartment, where he often hung out. In fact, his place was rarely used these days, as they started to spend more and more time together. It was not unusual now for him to just hang out at her place while she was off shopping or visiting friends.

"It's a surprise" said Cameron. "Wait until I'm gone, then go into my bedroom. You'll find it on the bed. I'll give you one hint: it will really help our relationship, and turn things up a notch in bed."

"Okay" said Shane, eager for anything that would make her even more willing to spread her legs for him. She did it from time to time, but not nearly often enough for his taste.

"See you sweetie" she said, kissing him on the way out. "I love you."

"I love you too babe" he said, patting her on the butt as she walked away. Cameron gave a yelp and jumped at the unexpected pat, and looked back at him in that sexy way, with her face smiling as it turned to look at him over her shoulder. Her long auburn hair looked perfect today, and as always she was dressed impeccably. Today, it was a short black skirt and a spaghetti strap top. Shane could see the outlines of her nipples through the fabric, and it really turned him on.

"I'll be waiting for you" he said.

"I'll see you soon" she replied, blowing him one last kiss before she walked out the door, to go meet her girlfriends for lunch.

 

 

After Cameron was gone, and Shane lost his hard-on, he decided to go into the bedroom and check out the surprise she had bought for him. It was a "Relationship Kit" which promised to help men better understand their women, their thoughts and their needs.

"Great. Some dumb chick thing she bought from her glossy magazines" he muttered. But hey, she promised it would turn things up a notch in bed. So for that, he was willing to give it a try. It might be a total waste of time, but if she at least knew he gave it a shot, she would be impressed, and at least that night he'd get laid.

Shane opened the box, and looked inside. There was an instruction manual, an electronic control unit, and a set of headphones. The instructions said to install the batteries, put the headphones on, and press the level on the control unit, from 1 to 6.

Shane sighed. This looked so stupid. Oh well, it was worth a shot.

"Here goes nothing" he said.

He turned the dial to 1, then pressed the green 'start' button.

For a moment, nothing happened. Then Shane started to feel a strange sensation. An fuzzy electric vibration seemed to flow all over him. He noticed that he had the hugest hard-on. Then all of a sudden, it was as if all the electricity concentrated itself in one place, between his legs, and he was overcome with a surge of pleasure, better than any orgasm he had ever felt. He had lie down, it was so strong.

"Ooooh" he said, involuntarily. He noticed that he was trembling all over. His arms twitched, and even the muscles in his stomach quivered, as if they were having little earthquakes. He had to take a deep breath, to regain his composure. Wow, that was unbelievable!

Shane read more of the instruction manual now, to see if this was a malfunction or something that was *supposed* to happen. The instructions said:

 

With each level, you will gain a new and deeper understanding of your girlfriend or wife.

After each level, turn your thoughts inward, and you will discover your feminine side, and how you

can better relate to your woman.

When you are done, simply set the dial to 0, and press the green button to return yourself

to your initial state. Note: prolonged exposure to upper levels may effect ability to return to initial

state.

 

 

Shane didn't really feel like getting in touch with his feminine side. He didn't have one! He was a man. But he tried what it said: he turned his thoughts inward, and thought of Cameron. As he did so, Shane realized something he never had before: he hadn't been communicating with Cameron very well. She would talk to him, but he was often silent when she asked a question, and he didn't really listen. He realized why she was getting frustrated with him sometimes when they tried to talk.

He saw things clearly from her viewpoint now. And he realized how doing some of the little things like communicating better would lead to a closer relationship, and increased intimacy. Just by talking to her, and listening to her, he would be able to make love with her more often! It was a really exciting discovery, and he was eager to go further, and learn more. He realized that something had changed in his mind, enabling him to think like a girl. But it would be easy to back out.

So Shane took the control, moved it to Level 2, and pushed the button, as he did before. And just as before, he felt the electricity build up inside him. Only this time, it was a little longer of a buildup. And when there was a release, it was inconceivable! It was twice as strong as the pleasure he had felt the first time. It felt like his entire body was in the state of orgasm, not just his penis. No, this was *so* much better than any orgasm he had ever experienced. He moaned out loud in ecstasy.

 

Shane caught his breath, and tried to look within, to see how he felt now. What had changed? Well for one thing, there were *emotions* now. It was as if the emotions he felt before were black and white, 2 dimensional images. But now he was looking in 3-D, with full color. For the first time in his life, he *felt*. A fog had lifted over his soul, and the pure strong emotions shone through. At first he gasped, and had wild swings from almost euphoria, to tears. The strength and depth of these emotions was stunning! It was so different!

With these enhanced emotions, he could now fully empathize with Cameron. Before, there was no common ground, no way for him to understand what she meant when she talked about how she felt. If she asked him how he felt, he might say 'tired' or 'chilly'. Now he realized what an insult that was to her, for him to not be able to show or express any feelings.

His heart flowed with love for Cameron. She was so special, so wonderful. It was like he was discovering her all over, for the first time. But now he was discovering her emotionally. It dawned on him what sort of emotional investment she had made in the relationship. He could understand now how his inability to properly respond had hurt her, and made her question his reciprocation of her feelings. He understood why she felt sometimes that all he wanted her for was sex. And that revelation made him feel a deep inner shame, that he had never been able to tell her his true feelings.

The relationship kit had helped him to unlock something within himself, and had enabled him to understand things from her point of view. Now his mind matched hers in modes of thought, and his heart felt as she did inside. He cried a tear of joy. It was the best day of his life.

Shane smiled, feeling so happy inside. When Cameron returned, he would be a changed man, and their relationship would reach new heights which he never thought were ever possible. He was totally and completely in love with her, and with every passing second, he felt a deeper and deeper devotion to her. This was all thanks to her. She was the one wise enough to get him to try the kit, and bring them close together.

He was thirsty, so he went to get a drink of water. Since the bathroom adjoined the bedroom, he went there, since it was the closest place. He took a deep drink of water, and saw himself in the mirror. Shane stared at his reflection. Something had changed. Several things, in fact.

First of all, there was his skin. Instead of the hard rough skin of a man who works outdoors all day (such as himself), his skin looked smooth, soft and creamy. He touched himself on the face. There was no rough stubble from his beard. It was soft, like *her* skin.

And then there were his features. They had changed in a subtle manner. His nose. It seemed smaller now, giving a whole new look to his face, and making his eyes look wider and bigger. And his cheekbones, as well as his chin looked different. He looked more like a young woman than a man in the face now.

And he was proud of it.

 

Cameron was perfection. She was everything that a person should be. The device in the kit had changed him to think and feel like her, and it had changed him to start to look like her. That made him feel good. He took off his clothes, so he could examine himself and see if anything else had been effected.

Shane was proud to see that the hairs on his chest were so fine now, that they were almost invisible. And his nipples were larger now, more like Cameron's. The rings of color around them were darker too, and quite a bit larger. And best of all, the area the nipples sat on had swelled up somewhat. He had breasts starting to bud on his chest, and it feet *wonderful*. They were tiny, compared to the perfection of Cameron's boobs, but it was a start.

Shane's body was changing too, but this made him feel good. He wanted to really understand Cameron, and so he decided to crank it up to the next level. Yes, he was becoming more like a woman, but as long as he didn't have a prolonged exposure to the upper levels (and he was just at level 2), the manual said he could return to his initial state. What did he have to lose? He took the dial, set it to 3, and pushed the button.

 

* * *

 

Level 3! The orgasmic feeling of level 1 was a forgotten memory now, to be filed away with trifles like how you feel when you smile at a joke. Level 2 was good. But level 3....it was beyond comprehension that something could feel so good. The pleasure surged throughout his body again. But this time, he could feel some differences. He could *feel* his breasts expanding outward, getting larger. Oh how wonderful that felt! The larger they grew, the more he was filled with pleasure. His manhood also shrank, making it much smaller. Good. He didn't want those male thoughts to get in the way of his feelings anymore, and losing the physical aspects of being male would help in that regard.

Shane also had a little bit of a curve to his hips developing. His stomach had gotten just a bit smaller, but his hip bones had reformed slightly, along with a little shifting of the places where his body stored its fat. His butt was a little rounder now too, in that pleasing female way. He would look good in a skirt now, just like Cameron did.

The thought entered his mind that if he were to put on Cameron's clothes, he would feel even closer to her yet. He longed to be truly close now. She was perfection, a golden goddess to be worshiped. With a trembling hand and a smile on his face, Shane took out a pair of her panties, and stepped into them. Ah, how they wrapped him in soft silky comfort! How they were so glossy and so pretty. They made him feel pretty, and that was such a good feeling. He wanted more of it.

Next, he took out one of her bras, and put that over his tiny boobs. The bra seemed sad that it had nothing to hold up, but he was already planning on moving to the next level, to see how that felt. But first thing was first. He needed to put on a skirt and a pretty top. He went thought her closet, trying to find just the right outfit. Something pretty. Something feminine. And something that definitely showed Cameron's unique taste in clothes.

He found it eventually. First, there was the cute little skirt. It was white, with light blue, pink and green stripes. The pink and light blue stripes were up and down, while the light green went crossways, weaving in and out of the other colors. From a distance, it looked like a blur of colors, but from up close you could see the stripes. The top was a pink tank top, with thin straps, barely wide enough to cover the straps from the bra.

Now in her clothes, Shane felt much closer to her, and that felt really good. He also felt that he was even closer to really understanding her, how she felt, how she thought, how she did the things she did. He tried to imitate her mannerisms, as he used her makeup to make his face even prettier than it now was. His hair had become longer now too, and he used hair spray to tease it into a pleasing coif.

Shane read the copy of Glamour that Cameron had been leafing through earlier that day, just to be like her. He was now almost more woman than man. It was time to make a decision. Should he press on to level 4, or return back to how he was? He decided that there was no danger, because he wasn't even on a high level yet. So what reason was there not to continue this wondrous journey of discovery? The further he went, the better things would be between himself and Cameron. He was doing this for *her*. He would press on to Level 4.

 

* * *

 

Shane pressed the button to start Level 4. The electricity built up inside him, overtook him, and soon he was awash in the orgasmic pleasure.

"Oooh" he said. "Oh yes. Yes!"

He could feel his breasts expanding outward, almost filling Cameron's bra he was wearing. It felt wonderful! It was as if pleasure was radiating outward from his new breasts, and surging through his entire body. His face was changing too, getting even prettier. The hair on his head was long, pretty, and full now. It spilled down past his shoulders, making his face even more attractive.

Between Shane's legs, his manhood had shrunk down to a tiny size, and had pulled up inside him. Only the very tip now protruded out. His curves developed further as well. His hips were full and wide, with his tummy narrow and thin. He had grown quite a bit shorter, and now he fit perfectly into Cameron's size 7 outfit.

But below the skirt, Shane's legs were covered with hair. He blushed red, feeling embarrassed. He ran into the bathroom, undressed, and went into the shower. He worked and worked on his legs, until there were smooth and free from all that awful hair. Then he worked on his armpits, removing that hair as well. When he was done, his armpits itched, but it was worth it to have them free from hair.

As he toweled off, he was disgusted to see all the hair in the drain. He got on his hands and knees to clean it out. In fact, the shower really needed to be cleaned out properly. He felt so embarrassed that he never helped Cameron out enough around the house. Now he understood how terrible of him it had been not to do his fair share, and he could understand why she would get so upset at him. He regretted his past behavior, and swore never to be that way again.

Shane felt the need to see himself in the mirror after he was dried off, and dressed up in his outfit again. He nodded approvingly, then went to Cameron's makeup table. He started to apply cosmetics to his face. He felt almost naked with a plain face. It was only after he had applied the mascara, rouge, lipstick, eyeshadow and the other little touches, before he felt comfortable. Now he understood why Cameron always insisted on putting on makeup before they went out. It just made sense now. How could you go out if your face was so plain?

Next, he went to the closet, and looked at Cameron's shoes. His feet were tiny now, and would fit into her shoes perfectly. But there were so many choices! Should he pick pumps, or mules? Open toe, or closed toe? How high should the heels be? How formal or casual? What about flip-flops, which were now fashionable? And what about color? And what would he be doing all day? He should take the comfort of the shoe into account, as well as thinking about what the others he would be with might be wearing. You wouldn't want to be overdressed or underdressed.

As he pondered all of the dozens of choices, he finally understood why it took her so long to do something simple like putting on shoes. As a man, you just grab a pair of black or brown shoes (or athletic shoes for informal occasions). But as a woman, well there were a million details you had to think of. Shane felt a deep regret for all the times he had tried to rush Cameron as she was doing this most important task, before going out. Now he understood.

After selecting a pair of casual pink flip-flops, Shane went back to the dresser, and started to put on some of Cameron's jewelry. He put on her diamond pendant necklace, her tennis bracelet, and a ring with rubies. It was so cool to be able to put the tiny little ring over his finger. Before, it wouldn't have fit on his pinkie. But now, it easily slipped onto his ring finger on his right hand.

But his nails seemed so plain! He had to file the nails, work on the cuticles, and then apply a base coat, a second coat, and a sealer coat of nail polish. He chose a shimmering pink color. After the last coat dried, he admired his hands. That felt much better. And now he understood Cameron's 'obsession' (as he had called it before) with her nails. They just completed the look, and made a huge difference. How could he have never understood this before?

He looked at himself in the full length mirror. He looked so pretty, which made him feel wonderful. But his thighs looked too fat. Yes, he knew that most people would say they were fine, but he *felt* that they were too fat. And now he understood perfectly how Cameron felt when she would complain about her body. She would say that she was too fat, and Shane would laugh at her, saying she was just fine. That always got her upset, and he never understood how a compliment could get her so riled up. But now he did. He realized that he was invalidating her feelings when he did that. He now realized that what a woman feels may seem illogical to a man, but they are her feelings! He realized now that he should have respected her feelings. He had thought he was complimenting her, but in reality he was saying "you are wrong, you don't have a right to feel that way". Oh how stupid he had been!

He felt *so* much closer to Cameron now. Now he understood her on so many levels! Their relationship would be so much better now. But it could be even better if he continued to go further. He realized that he was at a crossing point now. The next level would bring a greater understanding of his Cameron, but he was also very close to crossing the line. There was very little of him that was still male, and the next level would surely move him past that, to the realm of pure femininity. But what an opportunity to explore! If he was able to experience what it was like to be a woman, think of how much better things could be, like when they were in bed together for example. He would know the female body better, know what it felt like, where to touch, and how to do it. It was too tempting to stop now. That, and the fact that the pleasure he felt went up with each level. Level four had been unimaginable. What would five be like?

Shane took a deep breath, set the control to level 5, and pressed the button.

Unbelievable! Wave after wave of pleasure swept through Shane, as his transformation continued. His chest swelled up, until his breasts completely filled the bra he wore, almost to the bursting point. He would need a larger bra than Cameron wore, if he were to be comfortable in one. But the physical sensation of them enlarging was just breathtaking.

Between his legs, Shane could feel what was left of his manhood pull back up inside him. As his male parts transformed into *female* parts, he cried out involuntarily, moaning with pleasure. He was breathless now, shaking all over as the waves of unspeakable delight radiated out from between his legs.

After they finally stopped, and he caught his breath, he reached down there to feel himself. His manhood was completely gone. He was a woman now. A complete, total transformation had occurred in his body. He was female now. And now, he could explore further this wondrous new body, so that he could feel even closer to Cameron, and so that he could now completely understand her, along with her wants, her needs, her desires.

Shane looked in the mirror. Although he was a radiant beauty now, he felt inadequate. Cameron was a goddess, and he was just an ordinary woman (in his mind). She was *the* feminine ideal, and he was a plain Jane. Although an onlooker might think he was a model or an actress, he felt that Cameron outshone him by so much, that he could not measure up to her. This only increased his respect towards her, and made him feel so special that she had chosen to be with him.

But now he realized something that had not occurred to him before: although Cameron was this perfect ideal of beauty and grace, he had failed to tell her so, on a regular basis. As he looked in the mirror, he knew he was very pretty. But he *needed* someone to reassure him that it was true. If he had a partner who told him how beautiful he was, and who was there to give support and to cherish him, he realized how that would make him feel. He had assumed that since Cameron was so gorgeous, that she knew it, and he didn't have to say anything.

But now he realized the error of his male ways. He vowed to tell her daily from then on, several times a day in fact, just how wonderful of a person she was, how pretty she was, and how he felt so privileged to be with her. Maybe this was how you'd find a knockout woman with a below average man. Maybe it was because they found the right person to give them the reassurance they needed, so even though their man wasn't much to look at, they fell in love with him. It was a revelation to Shane, understanding a woman's mind at this level.

He felt that he could be so much better of a partner for Cameron now that he had gone through his transformation. He vowed to remember all that he had learned after he went back. It bothered him somewhat that the instructions warned against 'prolonged exposure' to higher levels, without saying just how long that was. He wasn't sure now if he should go back or not. There was still level 6.

Each level had brought a deeper understanding of his golden goddess Cameron, and a greater appreciation of her. And each level had allowed him to feel a greater pleasure during the transformation. He wanted to feel that sensation again. If level 5 had been this great, what more could level 6 have to offer? But he also wondered what else could happen to him. His body was completely female now. He understood women's thoughts and feelings. What more was there to possibly do to him?

He decided that he had to try level 6. If only for the pleasure, along with whatever benefit might come to their relationship. But he had better act fast. He didn't know how much time he might have left. He set the control to level 6, and hit the button.

 

The electric tingle started to build up, and all the hairs on his head seemed to stand on end. Shane wondered what was about to change, since he was fully female now, with nothing male left in his body. What he couldn't sense though, was that a change *was* occurring already, but not to his body. It was a change to his soul.

Deep inside the deepest part of his being, he was male. Although in a female body, he still thought of himself as he. He still was an inner man, albeit one with a deep understanding of women. But now his soul transformed into that of a woman. As Shane's body writhed with overwhelming pleasure, *she* called out in a loud cry. "Yes! Yes!! Oh, yes!!!!" She moaned. She trembled. She was complete now, a true female.

The name Shane was wrong now, because that was a man's name.

"I am Shannyn" she said out loud, in her soft delicate high pitched voice.

Shannyn smiled. She loved being a woman. She put her arms up in the air, and spun around. She felt so free! So wonderful! So feminine!

 

Shannyn took off the devices from the kit. She put them back in the box, and closed the lid. Then she went to the mirror to check her makeup. Cameron would be home any minute, and she wanted to look her best. In fact, she was plucking a few stray hairs on her eyebrows, when the door opened, and Cameron entered the room.

"Hello my love" said Shannyn.

"Shane?" said Cameron, with a smile on her face.

"No, I'm Shannyn now."

"I like that. Shannyn. Did you like the present I gave you?"

"Oh yes! I am so glad you went to so much trouble for my sake" said Shannyn. "I am such a lucky girl to have someone like you. You look so beautiful. You are so warm and caring. I love you with all my heart."

"And I love you" said Cameron, as she advanced closer to Shannyn. "I like your taste in clothes. You look very pretty."

Shannyn nearly melted inside. To have such high praise from the woman who was her role model, her goddess...it was almost too much to bear. Shannyn cried a tear of joy.

 

The two women embraced, and then shared a passionate kiss.

"I never told you before" said Cameron, "but I have always been attracted to women too. And you are *exactly* the type of woman that turns me on. I want you."

"And I want you" said Shannyn in a trembling voice. "Take me."

She wanted to be taken, She wanted Cameron to take control, and make love to her. And she got her wish. Cameron led her to the bed. The two women sat on the edge of the bed, holding each other, and starting with a gentle caress while they kissed.

Cameron ran her hand up and down Shannyn's smooth leg, then let it come to rest on her hip. She put her tongue into Shannyn's mouth, and moved it in a circle. Shannyn responded by opening her mouth up further, to willingly be penetrated by her lover. She was panting heavily now.

Cameron moved the back of her hand up Shannyn's body, letting the nails run along the soft material of her clothes. Shannyn shivered inside. And when Cameron's hand came to rest on the underside of her breast, she started to quiver. Cameron started kissing her on the cheek, then moved to her ear, which she stuck in tongue in. She was now fondling Shannyn's breast with her right hand, concentrating on the area around the nipple. Her left hand gently caressed the side of Shannyn's face.

By now, both women were getting all wet inside. Shannyn felt such anticipation! She could not wait to feel her lover making her reach orgasm for the first time as a woman. But it was the slow buildup, the foreplay, and the growing sense of anticipation which was the best. She could sense as a woman, that the longer they took the build up, the greater the release would be.

Cameron was removing her clothes now. She held her arms up to allow her lover to take off her shirt. She reached back to undo her bra, and let it fall to the ground. Cameron smiled, and started to suckle her left breast, while pinching her right nipple. Shannyn was so overwhelmed with the sensation, that she found herself unable to talk. All she could do was to moan. She felt so receptive now. There was a space between her leges that needed to be filled. She *needed* to feel something inside her. Now.

Cameron took off her skirt, then removed the rest of her own clothes. Shannyn laid on her back, and spread her legs wide. She was naked, while Cameron wore only her high heel shoes. Cameron smiled, brushed the hair out off her face, and kneeled down by the side of the bed. She licked Shannyn's labia with her tongue, then put her face close, and explored until she found Shannyn's clitoris.

That sent her over the edge. Shannyn felt her first orgasm as a woman. As wonderful as progressing through the levels of machine had been, this was *so* much better. The physical sensation was overwhelming, but there was something better. It wasn't just some machine making her feel this; it was her lover. To be completely in love with someone, and to have *them* give you an orgasm....that was a zillion times better.

Shannyn got three more orgasms, until she was too tender, and had to push Cameron away. She felt very ticklish between her legs, and started to giggle as her lover's tongue pulled out.

"Oh god! That was *so* good! I love you" she said.

"I'm glad you liked it Shannyn. But I'm concerned about the time. I think it's time you went back."

"Back to what?" said Shannyn.

"Back to being yourself. With the relationship kit, you can become Shannyn whenever you want. Don't you want to be my man again?"

"No!" cried Shannyn. "Don't even joke about that! I could never be a man. I am your *woman*."

"But you were a man. Don't you want to be that way again?"

"Never. I'd never go back. I *am* a woman. I want to be like you Cameron. I want to be who I am now. This is me. This is who I really am. I am Shannyn, and I would never go back, even if I could. But I love you with all my heart and all my soul. If you order me to, I would do it, for you. But if you'll have me, I want to stay like this forever."

"If you don't go back very soon, it will be forever" warned Cameron.

"I don't care. Just tell me you love me as a woman, and I will stay with you like this, for all our lives."

"I love you as a man, or as a woman" said Cameron. "I can't order you to do anything. The choice is yours. I told you that I love both men and women. Pick your self image, and I will love you either way."

"Then there is nothing to decide. I am a woman. And I will stay like this forever."

"I'm glad you picked being a woman" said Cameron. "I think I like you better this way."

The two women giggled.

"Cameron, I have one thing to ask you" said Shannyn.

"What's that, love?"

"Well, I feel guilty. You went down on me, and made me come. And I didn't do anything for you. Will you let me pleasure you?"

"Oh yes!" said Cameron, laying on the bed and spreading her legs wide open.

"I'm so glad I have one of these now too" said Shannyn, as she buried her face into the warmth and wetness of Cameron's pussy. Now she knew just how to make her lover come again and again. She was expert at it, now that Cameron had done it to her. She went to work on her lover, easily bringing her to the first of the many orgasms she would have that night.....

  

  

  

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