College Bound

by: Heather Sinclair

 

" Lexi, if they found out they would kill me." I exclaimed.

"Don’t worry Chase. If I thought for a moment that they would, then I wouldn’t have asked you to do this," she replied.

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Sound familiar? Well that was me, last year, my high school graduation day.

Lexi is my best friend in the world. I’ve known her since I was three. We were inseparable. We’ve even dated, although that was short lived. The first time we had sex we both burst out laughing at the absurdity of the act. We went through with it anyway; because we both wanted our first time to be with someone we loved. I digress.

When Lexi and I were accepted to the same college we went out to celebrate

at a local restaurant. She had started our dinner conversation off with how are majors are the same, and how we were going to take the same classes, etc., but when she broached the topic of housing she mentioned that she wanted to get an apartment together. I was dreading this moment. I had noticed in the school catalog that freshmen were required to attend their first year in the school dormitories, and the worst part... they were same sex rooms. You couldn’t have a member of the opposite sex in your room at all. There were meeting rooms where you were supervised by campus assistants, but that’s as far as socializing in the dorms were concerned.

Lexi was devastated when I told her. She started getting teary eyed, and that was more than I could bear. Growing up, Lexi could play me like a concert flutist. All it took were tears. I’ve fought for her honor, bought her gifts, protected her from crawling insects, and the like. However, I can do nothing about this situation. The school has rules and they must be followed. If we live off campus and were caught, we would be expelled and probably wind up at separate colleges, and that would be unacceptable.

So Lexi was crying and there wasn’t a thing I could do about it. I took her hand in mine and stroked it softly.

"Chase, what are we going to do," she paused, "There is no way I can live with a total stranger for an entire year."

I looked down, unable to meet her eyes. "I’m sorry Lex. I feel the same way, but there is nothing that I can do to solve this problem. Rules are rules."

The waiter came with our food and we both ate in silence. I could tell she was trying desperately to think of some loophole or way around the rules, but everything she thought of I had shot down as being absurd or unrealistic. We finished our meals and ordered our dessert, when I made a simple gesture, one that I do every time I eat. After I finish eating, I push myself away from the table cross my legs and sip on my water.

She sat looking at me. She still had a thoughtful look on her face,

running her eyes from my glass to my legs. I didn’t think anything of it at the time, but that was the turning point of my life.

"I could do it!" she exclaimed almost jumping out of her chair.

I was caught off guard. "Do what?"

"Uh, nothing. I’ve got an idea, but I need some prep time to figure." she slowed, "Can you come over tonight, say 9:30?"

"OK."

She left her dessert uneaten, and bolted for the door. "I’ll see you then, and don’t be late."

Now I was curious. What did she have planned, and she was way too excited to eat her dessert. That meant that something was definitely up.

I sat wondering what she had up her sleeve. Then I gave up, paid and left.

It was still early, so I decided to go to the mall to check out the new CD’s at the music store. No luck, still the same old stuff. When I was about to leave the store I caught a glimpse of Lexi leaving Lerner of New York and heading for Victoria’s Secret. I figured she was doing some mad shopping. She always shops when she’s upset of has to think. I don’t pretend to understand or judge her when she is like this. I just let her do it and the end result is a much happier person to be around.

This time though I was curious about her shopping habits, because of her weird behavior at the restaurant. I exited the music store and hid myself around the corner and watched her through the front windows. She was going from rack to rack with a sales lady behind her holding all of her choices. I figured she must have been starting on her fall wardrobe. It could be the only reason for so many clothes. Lexi finally finished and exited the store with several packages. I followed her out to the car and she opened her trunk.

My jaw almost dropped. It was stuffed with packages, and bags. WOW, she must have maxed out her credit cards. I was almost caught off guard when she turned around and headed back into the mall. She must be going crazy.

Her next stop was the shoe store; she browsed around for a while and decided on several different pumps with various heel sizes, and a few casual shoes, running and the like. She repeated her car trip to drop them off. This time I guess she called it a day and got into her car to leave. She knows my car too well or I would have followed her some more. I glanced at my watch. Seven o’clock. Hmmm. I bet she was headed home so I jumped into my car and headed to her house by a different route.

I made it to her house as she was unloading the last batch of boxes. Lexi seemed surprised to see me, but not unhappy. I parked and got out.

"Want some help with those, Lex?"

She grinned at my offer. "Sure. Thanks. I’m glad you came over early. I thought I was going to take longer at the mall, but I think we’ve got everything we need."

Now I was getting really curious. The way she said that didn’t seem like a slip of the tongue. What did WE need with all of these clothes??

I followed her into her house and looked around. "Where are your mom and dad?"

"Oh, I forgot to tell you. My mom’s sister got sick and they went to Austin for the week."

"So you’ve got the house to yourself, cool."

"Yeah, and that’s the good part. You can stay over and keep me company all week. They checked it out with your parents, and said it was OK."

I chuckled, "So does this mean we get to have a slumber party?"

She bursed out laughing. "In more ways than one." Then she laughed even more.

"Come on, lets go to my room, I want to show you what I got." She grabbed my hand and pulled. I trotted along eagerly had to get a look at what she had.

"Gheez, did you buy half the mall." I wasn’t kidding. Her bed was covered and on the floor were stacks of boxes. Lexi must have had gone earlier and had made a second trip to the mall when I had first seen her. Good Lord.

"Well I’ve solved our living problems," She said.

"OK, I give. Are you going to bribe the Dean or something?"

She smiled, showing all teeth. "Nope, you are going to be rooming with me at the dorm."

"Lex, I thought you understood. You can only live with a ......." Oh shit, It finally dawned on me. How could I have been so stupid. She wasn’t buying all of those clothes for herself. They were for ME!!

"Uh Lex, You don’t mean that you want me to play at being a girl?"

She nodded her head waiting for it to soak into my thick skull.

"Don’t you think it would be a good idea?"

I backed up a step. "Lexi, there is no way that I would pass. I’m a guy. I don’t look anything like a girl."

Her thoughtful look turned into a crooked smile.

"Are you kidding? Look at yourself. You are the same height as me. You swim all the time, so you don’t have hardly any fat on that slim body," I started to protest, but she cut me off. "And you wear you hair longer than most boys. You have small feet and hands."

I was starting to get a complex. Was I so like a girl?

I finally got a word in. "Lexi, it wouldn’t work. I couldn’t pull it off. I’m sorry I can’t do it."

Can you guess what happened next. Of course, she knows my weakness, and the tears started to flow.

"I thought you cared more about me. How am I going to make it at school? And what about all of these clothes? I can’t take them back. They cost a fortune."

She ran to the bathroom and closed the door. I heard loud sobs emanating, and soon felt like the biggest heel. OK, I reasoned to myself. All I have to do is prove to her that it can’t work, and she will agree. Then I’ll try to think of what to do with all of these clothes.

"Lex......Lexi, OK we’ll try it your way." she opened the door a little to quickly and was jumping into my arms now crying tears of joy.

"ThankyouThankyouThankyouThankyou." she followed each thank you with a kiss on my cheeks.

"OK already," I said pulling her off. "What do you want me to do."

She immediately pulled me into the bathroom. "Strip."

I was taken aback a little, but she had seen me in the buff more times than I could count. She was just never this authoritative before. I kicked off my shoes and slipped off my shirt. In a few seconds I was standing nude waiting for her next order.

She took a minute checking me out. "Hmmm."

"What?" I said.

"You smell like a guy."

"Good. That’s what I’ve been telling you."

She turned around and started the shower. "Get in, and use this" She handed me a loofa, some scented soap, and a razor. "Clean up with these and make sure to use that loofa all over your body, I want it nice and soft for the evening."

I went to work.

After an eternity I finally finished. My body was glowing red from the scrubbing and the shave, but I was perfectly smooth from the eyebrows down.

I wrapped a towel around me and checked myself out in the mirror. OK, I admit it. My legs are really hot. But legs are not what make a girl.

I opened the door and walked back into the bedroom. Lexi wolf whistled at me.

"Very nice. Much better," she leaned in and sniffed audibly, "You smell much better also."

"I smell like you." I muttered.

"Exactly"

"Now for the good stuff. I hope you like it. I know I love them."

I looked down into her hands. She was holding a silk thong, a garter belt and a pair of stockings.

I sighed. I just told myself that all I have to do is just tough it out for another hour or so and the issue would be closed. I took the undergarments and laid them on the bed. From previous experience with Lexi I knew the garter belt was first. I dropped the towel and slipped it on adjusting it to my hips, then sat down to pull up the stockings. The silky feel amazed me on my now smooth leg. I attached the clasps and proceeded to put the other on. That was when I noticed something. I was starting to get an erection. Gheez, not now. But as you know, it has a mind of its own.

I hurried and clasped the second. Without standing I grabbed the thong and

put it on as fast as I could with out attracting any undue attention from Lexi. I tried to adjust myself between my legs, but it was too late, I was rock hard, and nothing I could do would hide it. Lexi turned and saw my problem.

"I knew you would enjoy this," she said proudly, "But you are going to have to do something about your problem. Girls aren’t supposed to have large bulges there."

I excused myself and went to the bathroom again.

"Just tell me if you need a hand in there." Lexi giggled.

Now I was really embarrassed. I was standing there in front of the mirror looking at myself, and it turned me on. I pulled down my thong and look at my legs as I tried to ease my burden. I only stroked it five or six times and I came. I was stunned. I’ve never cum that quick. I cleaned up and exited once more. This time I was properly adjusted and no sign of that bulge appeared. But there was one thing that kept nagging me and that was the back of the thong riding up between my cheeks. It was all that I could do not to keep my mind off the feeling of that silk.

"Here don’t forget the bra."

I grabbed it and put it on. She adjusted the straps. Then pulled it up "Hold it here for a minute." She then produced a box, which she opened and inside were a pair of breast forms. She took one out and applied what I found out later was some very strong adhesive. Then she held it to my chest. Lexi waited for a bit then let go. I felt a sudden weight, not much for they weren’t too big, possibly a B cup. Then she did the same with the other. I pulled the bra over the forms and suddenly I had breasts. I started to get worried. She had thought of everything. She might pull this off and I would be stuck a girl for the entire school year. Lexi sat me down at her makeup table and turned me around so I couldn’t see. After about and hour of trying certain things and starting over to try others she seem to find the look that she liked. I starting squirming and was berated then told to hold still. Finally the eternity was over. She seemed a little too pleased. I started to turn and Lexi stopped me.

"First the outfit then you can see."

I was handed a black leather mini skirt. I stepped into it and pulled it up. Lexi zipped it up in back I noticed two slits cut into the front of the thighs to show as much leg as possible. Then I put on a royal blue silk blouse. After tucking here and there I was done.

"Oops, I almost forgot." the last box was produced and it contained a pair of patent leather pumps at least three inches or more! I slipped my feet into them and balanced myself as best as I could. She brushed my hair a little, pulled out a curling iron, and spritzed my hair with some spray.

"OK, I’m done."

Lexi lead me shakily to a full-length mirror.

"Oh My God!" had to be the first words out of my mouth. I almost fell down. Lexi caught me.

"Those pumps, you’ll have to get used to but they make your ass look great."

I didn’t hear a word that she said.

 

 

Chapter 2

The change was unbelievable. Gone was the short underdeveloped wisp of a man, and from the ashes...a wonderfully pretty young lady. I wasn’t a knockout or anything, but damn if she didn’t make good on her plan. I would be fooled by me. Lexi was ear to ear with grins.

"You make quite the sexy lady Chase."

I was dumbstruck, and at a total loss for words. "I....uh ...well....uh..."

"Come on, we’ve got to try on some more outfits."

Lexi started to unbutton my blouse. I stared at her briefly. She loved every minute of this! I didn’t have the heart to let her down, so I helped her and unzipped my mini and let it slide down my legs.

She starred at my legs. "Good lord, you have sexier legs than I do. You bitch!" she said jokingly. "Take off those stockings now you tramp. Ha ha ha."

I laughed along with her and did as she instructed.

She rummaged through a different set of packages, and pulled out a pair of black chinos and a short white top . "Here try these on."

I slipped into the chinos. They were skin tight, but they felt wonderful on my smooth bare bottom. The top was much shorter than I thought and it showed

a lot of midriff. Next, she handed me a pair of black two-inch mules, which I slipped on my bare feet.

"You look great...just right for a night on the town."

"What?!" I replied quickly.

"Come on, you’ve got to go out sooner or later."

I thought it over. I know I could pass with my looks but my actions while not entirely masculine were not feminine.

She read my mind.

"You are going to have to learn how to be a lady, and that is something I can’t teach you at home. It will have to be real life experiences."

"Are you sure Lex, I don’t want to make a total ass of myself in my hometown."

"Don’t worry. You don’t even have to speak, If we bump into anyone that you might talk to I’ll just say you are my cousin from Germany, and you don’t know any English yet."

The prospect of going out in public excited me, and Lexi seemed to have all the bases covered.

"O.K. lets go before I lose my nerve."

"Hold on. Don’t forget your purse."

Lex handed me a simple shoulder strapped black leather purse. "All you need is in there."

I slung it around my shoulder and headed towards the front door.

Lexi seemed to pause a moment before she followed me. "Are you sure you haven’t walked in heels before, you seem really comfortable in them."

I hadn’t even noticed, but I was walking fine and I didn’t stumble once! It’s like I had walked in ladies shoes all my life. They just felt right.

 

Lexi had drove us to a local restaurant/sports bar where we had a light dinner and watched the last few innings of a baseball game. After the game was over the waiter came over and set a couple of drinks in front of us.

"Compliments of the gentleman at the table in the corner."

Lexi and I looked around the waiter, and sitting in the corner was Lexis’s current boyfriend Cameron. He motioned us over. I was suddenly very self- conscious.

"Damn Lex, Its Cameron, he knows me."

"Don’t worry, you aren’t you tonight. You’ll be Chastity, O.K.?"

We picked up our drinks and joined Cameron at his table. Lexi leaned over and kissed him lightly on the lips. "Hey what are you doing here?" she asked.

"Just came in to watch the game, babe. Who’s your friend?"

"Woops, my bad manners, Cameron this is Chastity... Chastity Himher."

"Himher?" he asked

"Himmer, you nut. She’s my cousin from Germany. You remember I told you she was coming to the states to learn English and go to college."

I stared at Lexi, HimHer!!! What did she think she was doing, she was going to blow it and we hadn’t even gotten through the first night yet.

"Oh yeah, I remember." he stood and reached out his hand, I held mine out

as effeminate as I could without trying to be a limp wrist. He held it softly and barely brushed his lips against the back of my hand. I smiled.

"Hey Lexi, I was going to go back to my apartment and listen to some music.

What are you two up to?"

"Oh, just hanging out." Lexi replied.

"Why don’t you come with me."

Lexi looked at me and smiled, "Sure, why not."

We paid the bill and left in Cameron’s car. Lexi took the back and I took the passenger seat. I noticed on the way that Cameron was looking at my legs, but I thought nothing of it. I did it all the time; a stolen glance at a sexy pair of legs always gave me a thrill, and I knew that mine were worth the look.

When we arrived, Cameron offered us a drink and proceeded to put some music on. Lexi accepted for the both of us, and I just smiled. I was getting tired of not saying anything and the smile was all I could resort to.

He came back with the drinks and carried on a conversation with Lexi that I tried not to pay attention to.

"Can she understand us?"

"Oh, Chas knows a few words, but she’s mostly in the dark," Lexi paused, "Just use big words if you want to say something private and she won’t know what you are saying."

"Well Lex, I wanted to know if - well..uh Lexi I’m really aroused by you two"

"And?" Lexi said coyly.

"You remember how you said you wouldn’t mind doing a-. ya know."

"A three way?"

I almost choked on my drink.

"Yeah, I remember. Are you saying that you want to ‘participate’ in ‘relations’ with Chas and me?"

Cameron looked like he was defeated and would accept the berating that would soon follow.

"O.K." Lexi said flatly.

This time I did choke. Lexi pulled me by the arm." We’ll be right back sweetie."

She led me to the bathroom shutting and locking the door.

"Are you nuts?!" I immediately injected.

"Come on, you can’t fool me. I know you are bi. You said your self, before I started dating Cam, that he was good looking."

"Yeah, but I didn’t mean that I wanted to fuck him!"

"You don’t have to, that’s my job. But you could do other things, and anyway you don’t plan on living like a nun when we get to college, are you."

I stopped and looked at her with a questioning eye.

"You will be expected to go out with a few guys while we are there. And in college the guys expect a little bit more than in high school," she paused, "You won’t have to have sex with them, but you will be expected to give a blow job at the very least."

I was floored. I almost backed out right there. But I knew Lexi was right. I liked to go out too much to put my social life on hold for an entire year. And in my current get-up very few ladies are going to go out with me.

"Lex, I’ve never had a guy before- in any way. I wouldn’t know what to do"

"Yes you would. Don’t be silly. What do you like girls to do to you?"

A brief glimpse of my last date came into mind, and I got very nervous.

"Just follow my lead, O.K."

I was about to protest again, but she opened the door and led me back to the living room.

"Cameron, I told Chas what you wanted and she said O.K., but she hasn’t done anything like this before so take it easy on her all right."

Cameron almost jumped out of his seat right there.

"No problem- no problem at all."

He got up and walked up to Lex and me and Lex kissed him deeply. He then turned to me and proceeded to do the same. I felt his tongue probe into my mouth and I felt all inhibition drain away. I dueled my tongue with his and he increased his efforts. I felt myself harden underneath my chinos and knew I mustn’t let him see, so I started to kneel in front of him. I unbuttoned his jeans and opened the zipper.

"God, I knew this would be hot." Cameron gasped.

Lexi continued to kiss him while I disposed of his jeans and underwear.

My eyes were glued to his erection. I knew right then why Lexi had been with him so long. He was hung. Almost twice my size which would put him in the eight or nine inch category.

Lexi was watching me while Cam was kissing her neck. She smiled and nodded her head.

"Go on...do it."

I braved myself and grabbed his monster by the base. I brought my mouth closer and flicked my tongue out to catch a dollop of precum. It had almost no taste. So I proceeded and circled his bulbous head which brought a moan to his lips. He jerked forward in a reaction and I wound up with his cock half way in my mouth. The feeling was wicked and wonderful. I immediately began sucking and tonguing him the way I like to have it done to me.

He started to bend to his knees and me and my mouth played along. Reaching the floor he started to lean back so he could enjoy it more and Lexi started to help me. Her face was next to mine I could see her take his balls into her mouth one at a time and lightly sucking them. This sent him into a frenzy. I had always liked it when I got deep throated so I thought to give it a try. I wound up choking, but Lexi was there to help.

"Just take a little breath and relax your throat. Let his cock do the rest."

I did as she instructed, and after a second he was all the way in, my nose brushing up against his pubes.

"Now swallow a few times."

It was extremely hard but I tried. He screamed and I thought I hurt him, but instead all I felt was something going down my throat. He was cumming!

"Oh God Chase, YES!"

I let him finish and pulled him out. Man, I’m going to have a sore throat for a week. Hold ON!!

He said CHASE NOT CHAS!!!

"Lexi," I croaked "I’m gonna kill you."

Lexi smiled and looked a little nervous at the same time.

"Come on Chase, I had to tell him."

I got up and ran to the front door. Cameron had two locks and I was so frustrated that I couldn’t get them open.

"Chase, what are you doing!" Lexi sounded really worried.

"I’m leaving. I can’t believe you did this to me Alexis."

Now she knew that I was really pissed. I only use her given name when I get this way. I finally managed to open the locks, the door was next, and I found myself in front of Cameron’s apartment with no car and a five mile walk to my house.

 

 

Chapter 3

I headed down the road, the taste of Cameron fresh on the back of my throat. I could hear Lexi’s voice calling me to no avail. I couldn’t believe she did that to me. I went way out of my way to make her happy. I guess it was the sucker in me, no pun intended. After about a mile or so I turned a corner and found myself on 7^th street.

It was remarkably busy for this time of night. I would be seen by lots of people, but at this point I didn’t care. If Cameron knew about me then half of the school would find out by tomorrow. I proceeded along at a brisker pace when I noticed that people were staring at me. Great, they see right through the outfit and the makeup. A police car was parked on the side of the road and the officers inside also took note of me, but they decided to do something about it.

The passenger side door opened and a tall well-toned gentleman stepped out.

"Ma’am, are you O.K."

I was a little startled by his statement, and I knew I couldn’t answer him in my own voice. So I played the sore throat to the hilt.

"Yes sir," I rasped, "Why do you ask?"

"Well ma’am you look like you have been assaulted."

What? I still look like I did earlier. What was it that the officer saw that I didn’t.

"Do you mind if I use your mirror, sir?"

"Not at all "Here why don’t you sit in the cruiser and check for yourself." He held the door open for me and I slipped in and adjusted the mirror to my face.

I was a mess. My hair was tossed, my lipstick was very smeared and apparently I have been crying because my mascara was running.

"Who did this to you ma’am? We can take care of him." The other officer added.

"No one...no one did it."

He could see that I was getting upset and wanted to help.

"Why don’t we take you home and let you get cleaned up. Then if you want, we can see about the rest of the story."

I didn’t want to walk the rest of the way home looking like this.

"Thank you, that would be nice."

The first officer closed the door and stepped into the back of the car. I gave them Lexi’s address. I didn’t need the attention at my house. The ride was uneventful and when we arrived Lexi had beaten us there. She opened the door and ran out.

"Oh my God, What happened?" She seemed very scared.

The first officer helped me out of the car and toward the front door.

"Nothing Lex," I said coldly "Just let me get cleaned up." I turned to the officers "Thank you gentleman, you have been a great comfort." I tiptoed up to number one and pecked him on the cheek. He responded sheepishly.

"Ma’am if you want to make a statement please feel free to call me anytime of the day or night."

He handed me his card. I read his name.

"Thank you Corporal Giddens. I will."

"My pleasure Ma’am."

On a second thought I said "Chastity."

He smiled, "My pleasure Chastity"

Lexi grabbed me by the hand and pulled me inside. I was still looking at Officer Giddens.

Once we had gotten through the doorway Lexi closed and lock the door.

"Chase, you scared the shit out of me."

"Good! You deserved it." Then I added, "Why did you tell Cameron! You know what a blabbermouth he is."

"Not about this he wont be." she defended. "He’s got just as much at stake as you. What would all of his buddies say if he knowingly allowed a guy to suck him off, and in record time too."

"What?"

"Do you really think that I would let you do something like this with out protecting you."

I was almost feeling like a heel for not trusting her. But what she did was wrong.

"And I wasn’t lying about college. You will be expected to go out and sometimes perform unpleasant activities like tonight’s.

"Lexi, you can try to justify what you did in any way shape or form, but you know it was wrong. You should have told me he knew."

"Chase you aren’t going to back out are you?" she said almost in tears.

"No, not yet. I enjoy being a girl, but you know that don’t you."

She nodded.

"This is what we are going to do. You are going to teach me everything you know. How to walk, talk, and be a lady. And in return I will think about rooming with you."

She was chastened and she knew it. "That sounds fair"

 

The rest of the two weeks ran like the wind. Lexi taught me the fineries of being a girl, and I was a quick study. I got a look at the rest of the clothes she had bought, and there were some beautiful outfits and some vary risqué ones also. I was defiantly set for the upcoming year. We were going to take the fall semester off and start school in the spring. My parents returned and everything was business as usual. My mom noticed my eyebrows were plucked and had questioned me about it, but I just told her it was Lexi’s idea of a practical joke. Which wasn’t far from the truth.

Lexi had come up with an idea of moving in together until freshman session started, and our parents thought it would be a great idea.

I spent the next few months dressed constantly, except for times when I went home to visit my parents. Lexi had me on a diet that included no carbs and tons of different vitamins. She said they were Vitamin E to improve my skin and "A" to shine up my hair and others for various reasons. After about 4 months I noticed that I wasn’t shaving my body near as much as I had to in the past. I wrote it off to clean living and taking good care of my skin for once in my life.

One afternoon in November I was window-shopping on 7^th street when I saw a familiar looking police cruiser. I walked up to it, my heels clicking on the pavement, and leaned to the window. "Hello, Corporal Giddens"

I had long since learned to change the pitch of my voice through some tapes I had found on the Internet. I sounded somewhat midwestern.

"Well hello, Chastity. How have you been doing?"

I could tell he was very happy to see me.

"Great!" I gave him my winning smile. "I’m glad I saw you. I’ve been wanting to thank you for what you did that night."

"Well ma’am that’s what they pay me for." I smirked. "They don’t pay you to cart me to my house, and you know that. What you did was very thoughtful and I’d like a chance to repay you in kind."

"What did you have in mind?"

You could tell he was used to being in the asker and not the askee, he was squirming.

"Well I was thinking of a home cooked meal."

He relaxed and smiled, "That would be wonderful. When?"

"How ‘bout tonight?"

"Great, I get off in about an hour."

"Better give me two. I’ve got a little shopping to do."

I gave him my new address and phone number and said bye. Leaving, I turned my head and smiled, putting a little extra motion in my hips as I moved. I could feel his eyes as well as his partner’s eyes following my every step.

I got in touch with Lexi and told her I had a date so she had to find something to do tonight.

She was ecstatic and said she and Cam had a date also. I was on my own tonight cause she was staying at his place. My heart started pounding.

 

 

Chapter 4

Dinner was prepared and I was getting ready. I thought a white mini dress with strapped three inch heels was the right touch for the evening. My hair and nails were ready when I heard the knock.

I grabbed my earrings and clipped them on as I headed for the door. I opened the door and invited my date in. He produced a bottle of white wine from behind his back.

"OOoo thank you, this will go perfect with the fettuccini. I hope you like Italian."

"I love Italian." Score one for the new guy.

"Everything’s ready come on in the dining room." He was the perfect gentleman, pulling the chair out for me.

"Wow, you set quite a spread."

"Thank you, I love cooking." Well I do.

The evening progressed very well. After dinner we retired to the couch and passed the time getting to know one another, while sipping the rest of the wine. We finished the bottle and moved on to a second. I was getting a little light headed and he seemed in total control.

I noticed him inching closer and trying to be smooth about it. Soon our legs touched at what have might have been an accident, but I knew better.

"Giddens, I need to let you know something about me before we go any further."

He touched my hair with the back of his hand. "What’s that hon?"

"I’m a virgin. I know it’s very strange in this day and age, but I’m saving myself."

He seemed a little taken back a bit not unduly so. "I like doing other things, but I just want to save the main event till my wedding night, is that O.K.."

"Is it O.K.....of course it is hon. I didn’t expect to come over tonight and get laid. But I did think I might get a kiss."

I smiled my biggest smile, "I hope you don’t mind if you receive a little more than a kiss"

With that I kneed up and straddled his lap. Our kiss lasted forever.

It was soft and hard.Hot and wet. Teasing and satisfying. I trailed my tongue to his neck while I unbuttoned his shirt. The trail led to his left nipple where I hovered and teased it to hardness.

Then I bit him lightly and sucked hard. I move to the other nipple and did the same. He was hard and I could feel him through his pants. He reached down and his hands moved fast on his buckle and zipper. The pants were history.

I slid my face down to his crotch and inhaled his masculine scent. I licked along the shaft teasing him as much as I could. I tickled him behind his sac, and nibbled between his thighs. It was too much for him.

"Chastity, I can’t take much more of this. I’m so Hot!"

I smiled to myself. Just a little more. My tongue ran underneath his shaft to the tip.

Waiting for me was a stream of precum. I flicked my tongue and that was all he could take.

I heard him grunt deep in his throat. I wrapped my lips around him tightly and sank to the hilt. I felt him in the back of my throat releasing his seed into my hungry mouth.

 

"So then what did you do?" Lexi asked eagerly.

"What do you mean...I swallowed, of course."

Chapter 5

"You are such a tramp Chastity." Lexi said laughing.

I laughed with her, but inside I knew she was right. I was a tramp in the worst way. I found someone I really like and I deceived him. I’m sure he didn’t mind at the time, but there would be consequences to be sure.

 

January came quicker than I knew. Christmas and New Year’s was spent with Giddens. It was a very happy time and I was going to miss him at college. I stuck to my new morals and held myself back from having sex (of any kind). I had also blossomed even more as a girl. I let my hair grow to almost mid back and all of the vitamins Lexi was giving me was softening my skin and retarding my body hair growth. It was a few days before we left when I fist noticed something a little odd. My chest hurt, inspecific my nipples. They were extremely sensitive to the touch, and they were slightly swollen. I was examining them in the bathroom when Lexi walked in.

"What are you doing Chas?"

"Lex, my nipples hurt."

"Really!" she said just a little too quickly.

"Really. What do you know that I don’t."

"The vitamins are starting to work."

I was a little confused. "Lex, vitamins aren’t supposed to make you feel bad. They’re to make you feel better."

"Well this is a good kind of hurt. Some of them aren’t really vitamins."

I was stunned. "Lexi what have you been doing to me."

"Relax, its nothing permanent. It was just to help you be a little more feminine."

"Damn it Lexi, have you been giving me hormones?!"

"Well yeah, but if you don’t like the results you can stop taking them."

I almost lost it. "Lexi, hormones mess with your body chemistry. They change and affect other hormone producing glands in your body. You just can’t give someone an arbitrary amount of pills and poof they work. It doesn’t work that way."

I was close to tears. "I can’t believe you did this to me Lex. I can’t believe you lied to me again. Does our friendship mean nothing to you."

Lexi was horrified. "Of course it does. I just wanted to help you become the woman I knew you wanted to be."

"How could you know what I wanted Lexi," I screamed. "Did you ask me if I wanted to be a woman for real. DID YOU!! NO! You didn’t. Did you know you have probably made me sterile?! I won’t be able to have kids Lexi. You know how much I love kids." I broke down and fell to my knees crying.

"It’s OK Chas, you can adopt."

"Have you gone insane! Who the hell are you Lex? You used to be so kind and considerate to me. Now you’ve turned into this freak show Dr. Frankenstein. What’s in store for me next? Are you going to cut off my cock with the kitchen knife and tell me its what I wanted"

Then it dawned on me. "That’s why I haven’t been able to get an erection for the last month. Thanks Lex you have also made me impotent," I paused enough to let it set in. "I’ve had enough, I’m leaving."

I was defeated, and the worst thing of all was I let her do it to me. I should have known better. I’m not so stupid as to know when I’m being given drugs, or why certain things have been changing with my body. I’ve just rationalized it away. I wanted to experience being a girl so much now that I just deluded myself into thinking that everything is cool and I could change back to being a boy at any time. Don’t get me wrong I love being a girl, but I’m a boy and that is a fact of life.

I had dreams of graduating college getting married and having some kids. Just like every "normal" family. But now I’m a freak. Half man half woman. What are my parents going to say? Is there some way to change what has happened to me? And worst of all, I’ve got nowhere to go. I start school in two days and I can’t go there as a boy. I’ve already registered as a girl and taken my I.D. photos. I was trapped.

I went to my room and locked the door. Lexi didn’t even try to stop me or apologize. I had all of my bags packed already for school, and we had transferred a lot of stuff up there anyway. I sat down in front of the bathroom mirror and look at myself. I started to strip off all of my clothing, watching as I did it.

Once I was naked I saw that my body had undergone some changes that I wouldn’t have normally noticed. My hips were a little fuller and my waist thinner. That explains the diet I was on. I would have noticed if I filled my outfits out more than normal, so she had me lose weight to compensate. I turned to examine my chest, and I noticed an every so slight bulge in the breast area. There they were the budding breasts of an adolescent.

I stopped torturing myself and turned on the shower. I stepped in and increased the heat as hot as I could stand it and I began to scrub myself. I scrubbed extra hard on my chest in a vain attempt to remove the offending buds, but it hurt too much. They were already too tender and I was aggravating the situation.

I leaned against the shower wall and slipped down in a fetal position against the wall hugging my knees. I wished the world away, I wish I were dead and Lexi with me. I wish I never had gotten caught up in this silly idea of hers.

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The day had arrived. The first day of school lay in front of me like a waiting executioner. I felt like the living dead. After sleeping only 5 hours in 3 days I presented a very shabby exterior to my fellow classmates. I wore cutoffs, T-shirt and running shoes to class, mainly because I had slept in them the night before. My hair was unwashed and uncombed, I had just ran my hand through it this morning so I wouldn’t scare anyone. No make up. And you want to know the sad part. I still passed for female. Even in a sorry attempt to look bad I still looked good. It just looked like I had a hard night of partying.

Classes went about as expected for the first day, so I spent a lot of time staring out of the window. Lexi did not show up for class and for that I was glad. I hadn’t seen her since the night of the confrontation and I was not in the mood to see her today. After classes were over I headed to the cafeteria to try and choke down some lunch.

All that I wound up eating was an apple and some vegetable drink. Well it was better than nothing. It seemed to help, because I felt some energy returning and due to this I was feeling a little better, so a shower was in my future.

It felt good to be made up again. My hair smelled like lilacs, my nails were painted, my face was painted as well and the feel of a light cotton dress and sandals was like heaven to me. I may not be at a hundred percent but I was going to survive. I just need to see a doctor and find out how to reverse what Lady Frankenstein had created. My next stop was the clinic in town.

 

"So you had no idea she was doing this to you Miss Chase?" the doctor said flatly.

"No. Look doctor I know I was stupid. What I’m trying to do now is correct the error. "

"Are you sure this is something that you want to happen?"

I was a little taken aback "What do you mean?"

"I mean I’m no psychologist Miss Chase, but from what I’ve seen here you enjoy being a woman.

You are here in my office as a woman. You have been dressing for the last 8 months as a woman, only occasionally slipping into your male persona to take care of family obligations. Do you see a pattern?"

I saw a pattern all right. That’s what has been bothering me the last few days. Have I gone so far as to actually want to go through with what Lexi started?

"I’ll tell what I’m going to do Miss Chase. I’m giving you the number to a very good psychologist who specializes in this area. Why don’t you go see him and have a talk. If you and he decide to revert back to being male then I can start you with the process. If however, you decide to continue, then we can take steps to properly treat you."

I took the address.

"What I want you to do today is fill this script I’m writing you. It is a lower dose of what your friend was giving you. You won’t continue to develop at such a rapid rate, but it will keep you where you are at in case you change your mind. It is only a one week supply so I want you back in here by that time with a decision made one way or the other."

"Yes sir."

I went to see the shrink and over a few sessions that week had decided that I was a borderline case. I had deep-seated desire to be both sexes, and until I chose one or the other I wouldn’t be happy. Now I had a decision to make and only two days to make it. I went back to campus and took a walk. The wind was blowing a cool breeze up my skirt that caressed my smooth legs. I sat down on the grass under a shade tree and watched as people walked by. Some were couples holding hands, some studying while others were just goofing off. It was very peaceful. For the first time in days I was content.

"Excuse me ma’am, is anybody sitting here?"

"GIDDENS!!" I screamed, "What are you doing here!!!" I jumped up and squeezed him for dear life.

"Wow, I though to surprise you. I guess I did."

"I’m so happy to see you. It has been an awful week and I need you to hold me so badly."

He grinned softly and pulled me back into his arms. I was in heaven and I knew the decision I had to make.

I made the appointment For Monday and started the treatments. My doctor thought I made a good decision. He started with weekly injections (ouch) along with three different pills daily.

Giddens stayed for the week. We spent most of our time doing the couple thing, dinner, the park, clubbing, etc. I couldn’t believe my luck. I was falling for this guy, and it was obvious that he was smitten by me.

The day he left was bittersweet.

"I’ll be back soon." He said.

"I’ll miss you." I replied as I misted up. "You don’t know what it means, you visiting and all."

"Really, Chas?"

He held my face in his hands while I nodded slightly. I tried not to look him in the eye.

"I had a hard decision to make this week and you helped me more than you think. "

He smiled broadly. "If you need anything...ever..."

"Kiss me you nut before I start crying."

I felt his lips cover mine. There was something else shared between us for the first time. Love? Emotion took over and I tried to press into him even harder, urging him with my body and soul not to leave, but in the end I watched his car ease away behind the dorm and onto Houston.

 

 

 

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