Cloud Nine

by Jennifer White

 

"I wish that Lily loved me" I said to myself, as I stared at her picture. I was sitting alone in my bedroom, yet again holding my one and only picture of her, my most cherished possession. I was feeling so low! I had tried again to get her to go out with me, but once again, I had been a total failure.

"Look" she had said. "You're a very nice guy. And if I was looking for a guy, it would probably be someone like you. But I'm just not interested. I don't want a man in my life. Please understand that I'm happy to have you as a friend, but we'll never be together like that. All I ask is that you stop trying to pursue me. I don't mean to hurt you, and I can tell this is upsetting you, but I need to make you understand. I'm not looking for a man."

Then she held my hand, and gave me a light kiss on the cheek. I melted. I started to cry as she left. Now here I was, alone, with only her picture, and no hope that the woman of my dreams would ever want me. She was perfect in every way! I had to have her. She was made for me. But how could I get her to see that I was made for her?

"I wish that Lily loved me" I said again, as I wiped the tears from my eyes.

"I can make that happen" said a woman's voice.

I was startled to say the least! I turned around, and saw an old woman type standing there in my room! But she didn't look normal; she had an aura around her. A faint blue glue that radiated from her. She wasn't human. She was something else.

"Who are you?" I asked, my voice almost a whisper.

"You may call me your fairy godmother" she replied. "I have felt your pain, my child. I feel the anguish and sorrow in your soul. You truly love Lily, don't you?"

"More than anything!" I said, feeling so happy that someone understood!

"I can grant your wish" she said, "but there are some rules I need to obey."

"Please!" I said. "Please, help me!"

She sighed, then took a set on the bed.

"I have many powers" she said. "But one thing I cannot do is to put a spell on someone who is unwilling. I can't just go to Lily, waive my magic wand, and make her fall in love with you."

"But that is what I wished for!" I said, feeling upset that she couldn't deliver on her promise.

"Calm down child!" she said. "There are other ways! I can't force her to fall in love with you. But I could change you, so that you become different. I can make you become the very object of her deepest inner desire. I can permanently alter your form, so that you become everything she wants, heart, mind, body and soul."

"But I'd still be me?" I asked, unsure.

"Yes. Inside, it would be you. But your personality would change to suit what she desires. Your body would change to match her image of an ideal lover. You'd become someone else. The someone else that Lily would instantly fall in love with."

"She would love me!" I said, feeling excited again.

"Yes. And I wouldn't be violating the rules. All the changes would occur in you, by your own will."

"I'll do it!" I said. I didn't care what I looked like. Maybe she wanted someone taller than me. Or smarter. A big strong man that was well endowed and could go all night in bed. That must be what she wanted! I'd be different, but hey, it would be cool to be a 6 foot 4 inch tall hunk, rather than my old sorry self! And I'd have Lily. What else could matter?

"Lily is at a party right now" said the old woman. "Through my magic, you can open the door to your closet, and walk inside. Instead of being in your closet, you'll be at the house where Lily is now. And instead of being yourself, you'll become her perfect lover."

"I'm ready!" I said, standing up.

"Now be sure" she replied. "I am only allowed to grant one wish to a person in their entire lifetime. What will be done cannot be undone. If you are unhappy, there is no going back."

"I'll never want to go back" I said. "There is nothing for me in this life anymore. All that matters to me is Lily."

"Very well then" she said, as she stood up slowly. She held up her hands, and suddenly a wand appeared. It glowed with an angry orange aura. She spun it around, and pointed at my closet door. Now it was glowing too, a glimmery white sheen, as if it was coursing with electricity.

"All is ready" she said. "Step through that door, and Lily is yours."

"Thank you" I said. "Thank you so much!"

"The only thanks you can give me, is by leading a happy life" she said. "Now off you go!"

I smiled at her as I took a step towards the door. I opened it, and I tingled all over. I could only see a blinding white light inside as I stepped into my closet. The door closed behind me, and suddenly everything was different.

 

When I say everything was different, I do mean everything. First, I noticed my surroundings. I wasn't at my house anymore; I was in a strange house. I saw dozens and dozens of women, all walking around with drinks, sitting together on the couches, talking, eating and laughing. But there was something strange; I noticed that two of them were kissing! And the pair that walked by me were holding hands! Now I recognized that some of the ones sitting together weren't just talking; they were flirting! This was a party where women went with women!

That was kind of a turn-on for me, as with most guys, to see two hot chicks together. But realizing what kind of party this was also hit me like a ton of bricks. If this was where Lily was hanging out, then she was like them too! She was a lesbian!

Suddenly, some of the things she had said to me took on a new light. When she said she wasn't looking for a guy, I had thought she meant not looking at this time in her life! But she meant something else; she was looking for a girl. She wanted to be with another girl.

Now the color drained from my face. If she wanted to be with a woman, and I was going to be her ideal lover, then....

Oh no!

 

I turned to the side, and saw the hall mirror. There, looking back at me wasn't the guy I had been all my life; instead it was a woman in the mirror. A woman with long blonde hair, a pretty face, and an ample bosom. I looked down at myself. I was wearing a brown skirt! My hands...they were tiny, with long nails painted red! I had... a purse over my shoulder! I had heels on!

I looked up at the mirror again. I was wearing makeup! I had jewelry on! My ears were pierced! I smelled of perfume! I was a beautiful woman! Oh no!

I took a step forward, and the whole way my body moved felt different. I didn't walk, I glided with feminine grace. I looked around the room, hoping that nobody saw me like this. But they did. Lots of girls were smiling at me. They wanted me. But I was one of them now. A girl. No!

I needed a drink. I hurried to the kitchen, and found where the wine glasses were, and a bottle of Riesling. I poured myself a glass, and took a deep drink. Then I refilled it. I felt dizzy. I needed to sit down. I felt disoriented and light headed. I moved out to another room, looking for a seat. How could I be a woman! This was terrible!

I felt shaky, like I was going to pass out or something. I was so upset and so emotional! I couldn't handle this! I couldn't handle being a woman! I had been tricked! This wasn't what I wanted! I felt an urge to find someone to listen to me bitch about how terrible fairy godmothers were, and how they didn't know what they were doing. Why did I have such a need to talk about what I was feeling? That wasn't like me!

I turned to look for a place to sit down. The couch was full. I turned to the love seat. There were two women there, sitting with their legs crossed, talking to each other. They looked at me. One of them was Lily! My heart started beating so hard! She was staring at me!

Lily had cut off her conversation in mid-sentence when she saw me. She stood up, and she was walking towards me! She was smiling in the way I had always wished she would smile at me.

"Hello, I'm Lily" she said.

"Um, hi" I replied, shocked to hear such a soft, high pitched voice coming from me! "I'm, um, Jessica" I said, using the name of the first girl I had ever laid. I couldn't tell her who I really was!

"Jessica. That's a pretty name" she said. "A pretty name for a pretty girl."

I blushed. She had called me pretty! She had complimented me!, I looked down shyly, not quite able to face her.

"Would you like to sit down?" she said?

I nodded. I needed to sit down.

The other girl had vacated the love seat, so Lily and myself were able to sit together. I sat down, and my legs automatically crossed themselves. How could they be crossed like that? How could they be so smooth and hairless? How could those be my legs? How could they go up into the pretty skirt I had on? And then, the thought crossed my mind: why my beautiful legs ended together, at my crotch, I was missing something.

I was a woman now. Like Lily. That meant that I too had a pussy. Oh no! I could I have the very thing I had always desired? I had always wanted to put myself into a girl's pussy, not to have one! How could my manhood be gone? I was so upset!

Yet at the same time, I was on cloud nine. Lily was there with me, still smiling! We were making small talk, but she was batting her eyelashes at me! She was laughing at my little jokes! She was twirling her hair around her finger. Lily was flirting with me!

Now it seemed like we were the only two in the room. Everyone else melted away. I was so focused on her, and what she was saying! I looked deep into her eyes, and I knew that I was still in love with her, even though I had become a woman now. Even though my body was like hers, I was still in love. And now, she was holding my hand!

I could feel big boobs on my chest; I could feel the bra I was wearing that was supporting them. I was terrified of them! But she was staring at them, like she thought that they were attractive. If she liked them, then I had to accept them. I arched my back, so they would stick out more.

"All my life" she said, "I had tried to date men. But it never worked out. They would never let me be me, and they always wanted to impose themselves on me. They wanted to make me into what they wanted."

"How so?" I asked.

"Well, for example, in a relationship, I tend to be a take-charge type. Men don't like having a woman do that to them; they feel controlled and they resent it. But a woman on the other hand is much more receptive to that."

I nodded, with understanding.

"Tell me Jessica. If for example you and I were to go out, and I was to start to take charge, would you feel that I'm being 'bossy'?"

"No!" I said, much to my surprise. "I like a woman who takes charge. I'm more the shy, demure type. I'm looking for a woman like you."

Why had I said that? Could it be what my fairy godmother had said? That I would be changed heart, mind and soul? I had become what she wanted! Now she would take control, and I would be the passive one! She'd be like the man in the relationship, and I'd be more like the woman!

"That's good" she said. "I like the soft, feminine type like yourself."

She moved closer to me. I felt so excited that she wanted me! But now I felt so weak, so helpless. Inside, I really did feel it. I wanted for her to take control, and be the dominant one. I had changed to be what she wanted.

"I'm not usually this forward when I first meet someone" she said, "but because we're at a party for girls to meet other girls, I know we can skip over some things. I really feel something for you Jessica! I can't explain it, but its as if I've been looking for you all my life!"

"And that's how I feel about you" I said, leaning in closer to her. I could feel her body heat now, we were so close. I could smell her. I could feel her. I wanted to kiss her so much! But I didn't feel like I could make the first move. I had to wait for her. I looked her helpless, my eyes wide open. As she moved closer, my eyes closed, and we gently touched lips together.

Her lips were so soft and so full, as were mine. Together though, sparks flew, and I felt an electric tingle all throughout my body. She put her arm around me, and we pressed together, as her tongue suddenly entered my mouth! I fell back, as she assumed a more dominant position, so that I was looking up at her. In fact, I was shorter than her now. I felt so weak. I felt so helpless. I was in love with her, and I needed her!

"I want you" she whispered into my ear.

I had longed to hear those words from her for years, since I had first met her! I wanted her so much! Right now, I should have been fully erect, and ready to penetrate her. Instead, I felt something weird; a strange warmth and wetness, in a place I had never felt anything before.

"You're getting me all wet" I said.

"Good" she replied. "Lets get a bedroom upstairs."

Hand in hand, we walked through the crowd, as we headed upstairs. I had automatically picked up my purse as I stood, without thinking. I was walking in a confident feminine manner, also automatically. My body just knew how to do it. I had never walked in heels before! Yet here I was, gliding up the stairs, as if I had done it all my life.

We found an empty bedroom, and locked the door. We were laughing as set together on the bed, and we started to kiss again, as she ran her fingers though my long hair. I threw my head back, and she started to kiss me on the throat. I tingled all over. I hardly knew what was going on, as she started to pull off my tank top, exposing my bra.

Now she was taking off my skirt, and I could see the pink panties I was wearing underneath. She pulled those off, and I caught the aroma from a woman's private parts. My private parts now. I gasped as she undid my bra, and tossed it aside, freeing my large breasts. Immediately, she put her hands on them, and started to massage them.

I felt all sorts of sensations I had never felt before! She paused to pull off her blouse and her jeans. She undid her bra and pulled down her panties. Now we were both naked. She slide next to me, and I could feel her smooth skin next to mine. I was living my greatest fantasy, as I moved my hand along her perfect body, letting it rest on the soft mounds of her chest. But she was doing the same to me, and I was in turmoil as my female arousal grew.

"Take me" I said. "I'm yours."

She gently pushed me back, so that I was laying on my back. She spread my legs apart, and gently took her finger, inserting it at the top of slit between my legs. In moments, she found my clit, and I found a new definition of the word 'pleasure', as a wave of female orgasm washed over me, and through me. I was trembling. I was so wet inside! I couldn't help it, I started to moan.

Lily put her thumb on my clit now, and stuck her finger up inside me! Then she put her mouth over my nipple, and started to suck on it, which she tweaked the other one with her other hand. Bang! Another orgasm, bigger than the first! I was moaning louder and louder now, as my pleasure continued to grow. It was unbelievable! Instead of the half second of good feeling I got as a man, these female orgasms kept coming, and kept getting better and better! I let out a scream as she made me come yet again!

"It turns me on so much that you're a moaner" she said. "Now its my turn."

"Anything" I gasped, barely able to speak. "Anything you want."

"Hold still" she said. "I'm going to sit on your face. You can do me with your tongue, while your hands roam all over my body."

She put herself right on top of me, and my face was now covered with her. Her sweet pussy was right over my mouth, and I went to work with my tongue. As she wanted, I touched her all over with my hands. I had always thought she had a really cute butt, so I touched that too. She liked it, so I gave her some special attention there.

"Harder baby!" she yelled. "F*#k me harder!"

I gave her everything I could muster, and she was trembling all over with pleasure now too. When she slid off me, she reached into her purse and pulled out something that looked scary: a double headed dld! She put one end into herself, then moved around so that she could get the other half into me. Now we were linked, each of us with a 'head' up inside.

We put our hands on it, and gently moved it back and forth, so that we both were stimulated. We started slowly at first, but then we started to build up a rhythm, going faster and faster. I started to moan again, involuntarily, as she reached out and pinched my nipple. I did the same back to her with my free hand, but it was hard to make myself do anything; my body was in such a state I could barely control myself.

"Oooohhh!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled, as once again I climaxed. I suddenly felt so tender down between my leges, that I had to stop her from moving the dld anymore. We leaned forward, and kissed each other hard.

"I love you" I said.

"And I love you" she replied.

"I always want to be with you" I said. "I want to be your woman."

"From now on, you are my woman" she said. "I will not allow you to be with anyone else. You are mine now. Do you understand?"

"Yes!" I said gleefully. "I am all yours."

"Good" she replied. "Don't forget that."

She was taking charge already! And I liked it. I couldn't help it; I just did. I wanted for her to tell me what to wear. I wanted to have her tell me how to do my hair. I wanted for her to take control of me and my life.

"Now that you're mine, you'll move in with me" she said.

"I have nothing without you" I replied. "When do you want me to move in?"

"Now. You live with me now. You'll quit your job too, so you can be the full time housewife. After we get married, you'll be the one who will get artificially inseminated, so that you can have the babies, while I work."

"I want to have your babies" I said, putting my arms around you. "I'll take care of you. I'll cook for you, and clean your house. I'm your woman now, and I live for you."

"I'm glad you feel that way. I love you baby, and I'm going to make you all mine. We'll go shopping tomorrow, so we can buy you a new wardrobe, so you can dress up in frilly feminine things all the time, to my taste. Then I'll take you out to get your hair cut, and your nails, so that you look just like I want you to."

"Mmm, I'm all yours. Reshape me into what you want."

"I'm going to make you the frilliest, most feminine girl" she said. "You'll live in satin and lace from now on. You'll wear the skirts, while I wear the pants. I might even get my hair cut short, so that you look that much more feminine then I do. And I hope you like taking it in from a strap-on. That's my favorite, and you're going to get it from me all the time."

"Just like I love it, babe" I said. "Do me whenever you want."

"When we get married, you'll wear the white dress, while I wear the tux. You'll be the girly-girl in this relationship, and I'll be the masculine one."

"Mmm, that's just what I want!" I said, hardly believing that I did want all the things she was describing. It was hard to believe; as she told me all these things, I was discovering that on the inside now, that was how I was. Somehow, I wanted to be delicate and feminine now. I wanted her to do this to me. My very soul had been changed. I had become exactly what she wanted, in every way. And for that, she had fallen in love with me!

I was overwhelmed by all the new things I was feeling. Can you imagine how it feels for a guy to suddenly like being a woman? And to feel that you want to have a baby? I liked having her dominate me like this! I liked the fact that she was going to dress me all in lace, and make me even prettier looking than I already was!

And on top of all that, I was still trembling, because she had just given me orgasm after orgasm. I was overwhelmed to say the least! The way I felt was so awesome, that I would never consider going back to being a man, even if I could.

"I want you to put on my panties" said Lily. "It will be a reminder to you, that you are mine now. My pretty girl."

"I am all yours" I said. "I want to be with you always. And I want you to run my life. Make me into what you want. I live for you now."

"Yes" she said. "You do. Come now Jessica, and get dressed. You're coming home with me, so we can begin our new life together."

"I can hardly wait" I said, leaning up against her, and stealing one more kiss in private before we gave up the room. She held my chin in her hand, turning my head to the angle she wanted. She was going to completely dominate me from that moment on. And I liked it.

As we strolled out of the party, arm in arm, the other girls smiled. The all knew that we had found love, the same thing they were looking for. I wished them luck, and hoped that some day they might find as wonderful of a woman that I had. Lily and I would be together in love, forever.

 

The End

  

  

  

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