Childhood’s End               by: Patricia Anne Anderson

 

Part III

I now was confident about myself and knew that I could be totally female with no problems. When we got in the house after Brad and Ken dropped us off mom wanted to know all about the date. We didn’t go into detail but told her we had a good time. Dana of course had been dating for quite some time it was me that mom was worried about.

"Well Patricia, how was your date?" asked mom.

"It went well mom and I think I am in love with Ken."

"Well lets not rush things honey." Said mom.

"I won’t mom but I really like Ken and I think he likes me allot too."

"He is quite offish right now mom, but little sister has fallen head over heels for him." Said Dana.

"Give it time honey, I am sure that you will meet other boys that you will like." Said mom with a smile.

"Ok mom I will see."

"Oh by the way you have an appointment tomorrow to see the doctor about some more cosmetic surgery."

"Yes I remember mom."

With that note I went to my room to get changed for bed. I took off my clothes and picked out a short nightgown. It was light blue and made of satin it felt good against my skin. I put on the matching robe and went into the living room. Mom said I looked very nice as she kissed me on the cheek.

"Good night honey." Said mom.

"Good night mom."

I got under the covers and went to sleep rather quickly. Dreams of the date were still fresh in my mind. I dreamt that I was with Ken and he was making love to me. But there was something different, I was not a boy any more I was a girl and I had all the right female parts. Ken and I were alone at a parking spot that all the teenagers used. We were in the back seat of the car and Ken had my blouse open and was feeling me up as he kissed me. His hand went down between my legs and he was rubbing my pussy through my panties. His hand went inside my panties and he put his finger in me. I was elated. I swooned as he finger fucked me. I unzipped his pants and took out his rather large cock and started to jack him off. Ken positioned me and lifted my skirt over my waist and pulled down my panties. He put my legs on his shoulders and the next thing I knew he entered me. I felt so good and as he was fucking me he kissed me. I had an orgasm and just as he was about to finish my alarm clock went off. I woke in a daze and was disappointed that it was all just a dream. I laid in bed and tried to get back to sleep, I wanted the dream to continue.

Mom came into my room and talked to me. She touched my shoulder and shook me.

"Time to get up sweetie, you have a busy day ahead."

"All right mom." I said through sleepy eyes.

I got up and put on my robe and headed for the bathroom. As I ran my bath I looked in the mirror. I was looking at a rather sleepy girl in the mirror and wished to myself that the dream was true. I looked between my legs and the male genitalia reminded me that I was still a boy technically. As I got in the bath water it felt good. The sweet smell of roses graced my nose as I relaxed in the bath water.

After my bath I went to my room and took a pair of pink cotton panties out and slipped them up my legs. I was getting good at tucking my male parts in but because of the female hormones my cock had shrunk and my balls were almost non existent. I put on a bra and by now my breasts had grown to a size befitting a teenage girl. I went to the closet and took out a blouse and a skirt. As I put them on I smiled and sang a little song to myself. The dream I had was still on my mind.

When I was dressed I sat at my vanity and put on a light coat of make up and brushed my hair. I put my hair in a pony tail because it was so long by now that it was almost at the middle of my back. When I was finished I went to the kitchen to get some breakfast. Mom and Dana were already there and mom kissed me on the forehead.

"You look very nice today Patricia." She said.

"Thank you mom." I said smiling.

I related to mom and Dana about the dream that I had and Dana started to smile.

"Little sister, the dream you had is not unusual, I have had such dreams about the boys I have dated." She said. "You have?" I asked.

"Of course, all the time." She said with a smile.

I felt pretty good about myself as I sat there eating my breakfast. When I was done mom told me that we had to go, my appointment was in an hour. I went to get a sweater and my purse and we left. Dana was all smiles as we went into the doctors office. The receptionist smiled at me.

"Good morning Patricia, the doctor will be with you in a minute, please go to the waiting room and put on a gown."

She showed me to the room where I would change. As I sat there waiting for the doctor to come in my sister smiled.

"All of this is good for you little sister and I am sure that the doctor will confirm that you are ready for your final transition."

I smiled at her and related more of my dream to her and as I did she smiled. The doctor came in and she sat in the corner.

"Good morning Patricia." she said.

"Good morning doctor Lynch." I said.

"So how are we doing today honey?"

"I am doing all right doctor."

"Good, I have your blood test results from last month and it looks like your hormone therapy is coming along just right."

"What does that mean doctor Lynch?"

"Well it means that we can anticipate setting up your final surgery with in the next year."

"You mean I will finally be a girl?"

"Not exactly sweetheart, in appearance yes, but inside no, you will have to take hormones for the rest of your life but for all practical purposes you will be female."

The doctor took out some pictures to show me. They were pictures of what I should look like. They were pictures of other transsexual girls and what they looked like before and after surgery. As I looked at the pictures she told me about the procedure.

"We want to make sure that it is what you want honey because there is no going back."

"I understand that doctor Lynch, this is what I want."

"Very well honey, I will make the necessary arrangements."

The doctor called the nurse in and she had the weekly dose of hormone shots. Doctor Lynch smiled at me as she left. The nurse gave me the shots I needed and The doctor came back in the room.

"I have made arrangements for you to have your testicles removed Patricia, this will mean that you will not need the testosterone blockers any more."

With that she told me to get dressed and as I was dressing mom came in the room to join me and Dana. She had the biggest smile on her face.

"Honey it looks like your surgery is scheduled for the summer after you graduate from highschool."

"Do I have to wait that long mom, that isn’t until next summer?"

"Yes dear it is necessary for your body to adapt to the new situation of not having any testicles."

I as both disappointed and elated but I guess it would all be worth it. I had to wait and the anticipation was terrible. In a year I would be 17 and ready to graduate from highschool. On the way home mom told me that I was the prettiest girl in the world and I was beginning to believe it. When we got home Dana asked me if I wanted to go swimming.

"Little sister would you like to go swimming today?"

"Sure Dana, when?"

"Well as soon as we get home, we could walk to the pool."

"Ok sis."

When we got home I went to my room and picked out a pink bikini that mom had gotten me for my birthday. I got into it and looked at myself in the mirror. My breasts had grown so much in the last few years and with the hormones my hips had filled out. Mom had me on a strict diet so I weighed about 123. My waist was small and I was pleased with myself. When Dana came into my room she whistled at me. All I could do was smile as I put on a pair of short shorts and a blouse.

"Have a good time darlings." Said mom as we left.

As we were walking to the pool we ran into a couple of girls we knew from school. Angela was a very pretty girl and very popular she had become a very good friend of mine and she knew about me. Melissa was a cheer leader and was constantly trying to get me to be one.

"Hello Dana and Patricia." they both said.

"Hi Angela and Melissa, are you going swimming?" I asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Cool, there should be allot of boys there today." Said Melissa.

As we walked we talked and Melissa was rather candid.

"Patricia are you having your operations soon?" Asked Melissa.

"The doctor told me that I had to wait at least another year."

"Well I am sure it will be worth it." She said.

When we got to the pool I realized that there were in fact allot of boys there. Dana smiled as she took off her shorts and blouse. I did the same and as soon as I sat in the pool chair I was not alone. Several boys came over to talk to me.

"Hey you are very pretty, what is your name?" Asked one of the boys.

"My name is Patricia." I said.

As I went into the pool to swim this boy followed me and I smiled as he put his arm around me. I didn’t really want the boy that close but he would not take no for an answer. This boy, who I found out was one of the star players on the school football team. I didn’t want to get close to him despite the fact that he was very handsome because I had thoughts of Ken. I was still very much interested in Ken.

The boy would not leave me alone the entire time I was at the pool and my sister and our friends were encouraging me to persue this. I wasn’t really interested in this boy. When we left the pool the boy followed us and even came up to talk to Melissa. I couldn’t hear what they were talking about but I was sure it was me.

Melissa came up to Dana and told her something. She went to talk to the boy. She came back to me and put her arm around my shoulder and spoke rather candidly to me.

"Patricia this boy wants to talk to you."

"I don’t know sis, he is cute but."

"Well you need to start to play the field honey, maybe his will wake

Ken up."

"I don’t know Dana, but if you say he is all right."

"Believe me little sister he is a sweetheart."

Dana went to talk to the boy and he came over to me. He put his arm around my waist as we walked.

"Patricia my name is Richard, I have been watching you and I think you are very pretty. Your sister said that you were a little shy." "Thank you for the compliment but there are things you should know about me."

"And what might that be Patricia, may I call you Trish.?"

"Yes you can call me Trish, and you should know that I am a special girl."

"And how is that, you aren’t sick or anything are you?"

"No nothing like that Richard, I am not really a girl, at least not yet anyway."

"Oh, I know all about that, your sister told me and besides it is all over school about the boy who wants to be a girl. I just had to meet you."

As we walked we talked about allot of things, school, other boys, other girls, dating, dances and music. Richard was a perfect gentleman and as we walked he held my hand. My hand seemed so small in his. Richard was 6’ 4" tall and well built, muscular and very athletic. Walking next to him my 5’ 5" was dwarfed by him. I was starting to be more comfortable with him.

"Would you like to come home with me and visit for a while?" I asked.

"I would like that Trish, yes." He said.

When we got to my house Dana and I found that mom wasn’t home so we invited Richard in.

"I have to go upstairs and change, I will be right back." I said.

"Ok Trish." He said.

Dana and I went to our rooms to change. I decided to put on a pair of shorts and a light blouse. As I changed I looked at myself and smiled, I was certainly starting to look more and more female. The fact that this boy wanted to meet me was evidence of that. As I sat there there was a knock on my bedroom door. I was sitting on my bed with nothing on but my panties and bra.

"May I come in Trish?" Asked Richard.

I was a bit reluctant to let him in but I put on my robe and opened the door. I thought for a second that I heard my sister chuckle as Richard came in. He was standing there in the door and he whistled at me.

"Damn you are one fine looking babe Trish."

"Thank you Richard." I said as I blushed.

He came over and sat next to me on the bed. What happened next surprised me but I let it happen. Richard leaned up next to me took me in his arms and kissed me. I was all a flutter and my heart was racing. I let it happen and I kissed him back. As he kissed me I let my hand rest on his lap and what I discovered there. Oh my he had a hard on and it felt warm. He let his hand move to my thigh as he raised my robe. I liked the feel of his hand on my smooth leg. I started to rub his cock through his pants and he moaned as I did. I moved my hand away and he looked at me his eyes were glazed and he had the most profound look on his face.

"What do you want Richard?" I asked.

"I don’t know what I want Trish, I just love being here with you."

"Well how about if I do this."

I let my robe fall open and my breasts were exposed and the nipple was poking out through the thin fabric of my bra. Richard’s hand went to my right breast and then my left and my nipples got hard. He reach around my back and undid my bra. As it fell off he started to suck on my nipples and they were super sensitive. I was the one who was moaning now. I laid back on the bed and he was all over me. He was humping me and I loved it.

I pushed him away and started to undo his belt. He just laid there and let me do what I wanted to. I pulled down his pants and undershorts and took hold of his enormous cock. It must have been 9 inches at least and very thick. My tiny hand could barely go around it. As I jacked him off I could see a drop of pearly clear fluid at the opening. I lowered my head and licked it off. He had a different taste than Ken and I loved it.

As he laid there I took the head of his cock into my mouth and licked the sensitive underside. His hips seemed to lurch upward and as he did he forced more than half of that monster inside my mouth. I started to gag and he pulled back. I lowered my head once more and took as much of his cock in as I could. He moaned once again and seemed to be getting harder.

It didn’t take long and I could feel the cum rushing up his cock as the first spirt of his salty sperm hit the back of my mouth. I swallowed as fast as I could to keep from losing any of his sweet nectar. When he was done he pulled his cock from my mouth and pulled me up to him. He kissed me hard on the mouth and stuck his tongue in.

This was only the second time that I had ever given a boy a blow job but I guess I did all right by the look of contentment on his face.

"That was fantastic Patricia, but I didn’t expect it."

"Oh that is all right Richard I didn’t mind doing it."

"Not only are you beautiful, but you know how to treat a man, and I appreciate that." He said with a smile.

U got up from the bed and started to walk across the room to my closet when I felt his hands on my hips from behind. He pulled me back to the bed and I could see that he was once again hard.

"Now what do you want Richard?" I asked with a smile.

"You know full well what I want Patricia." He said with a sly grin.

Wit that I laid on the bed on my stomach and he put a pillow under me exposing my virgin ass hole to him. I heard him spit on his hand and then I felt his finger going up inside me. He worked it around for a while and then I could feel yet another finger inside me. It felt good despite the slight pain but nothing to compare with what happened next. As I laid there he parted my as cheeks and I felt something against my tiny hole. Then he pushed forward and the head of his cock entered my ass hole. It hurt like hell and I wanted to make him stop but inside me I wanted this. He continued to push in and I was starting to get used to his size. The more he went in the better it felt. The next thing you know I was shuddering and shaking. I was having an orgasm and I could feel my own small cock getting semi hard and then I felt something warm in my panties. I had my first female orgasm and I was in heaven. Robert seemed to go on forever as he fucked me. I had another crashing orgasm as his cock pressed up against my prostrate. He fucked me deep and hard and when he pushed in really hard his cock seemed to grow and I felt him shoot his love juice inside me. He collapsed on top of me and I was panting. We laid there for quite some time as he went soft inside me. When he pulled out it made a popping sound. We both laughed as he held me in his arms and kissed me.

Although he had taken my virginity I was not upset. I wanted it as much as he wanted it. He looked into my eyes and talked to me.

"You know Patricia I could fall in love with you, was that as good for you as it was for me?"

"Yes Robert, I loved it but I am not in love with you>"

"Well do you mind if I see you again, maybe go out on a date?"

"I would like that Robert, but don’t think I am easy just because of today."

"I won’t Patricia, I just got carried away, seeing you here."

"I understand Robert and it was so beautiful."

He kissed me once again and then I got up and started to get dressed he did the same. When we left my bedroom and went to the front room my sister was there waiting so was mom. She wasn’t angry with me which surprised me and I was beginning to think I was set up. When Robert left he smiled at my mother. She nodded her head which confirmed my suspicions but I never said anything. So now I was feeling totally female even if I still had my male parts. They would be gone soon enough. Truly this was the end of my childhood and I was moving into womanhood.

For the next year I waited in anticipation of the final surgery that would make me a female. I was finally happy with myself and with those around me. When it came time for my surgery I was so out of whacked with anticipation. I went into the hospital a week after I graduated and when I woke up that Monday I was female for good.

The End; Or is it?

 

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