Childhood’s End           by: Patricia Anne Anderson

 

Part II

As I reflected on the last two years I was sitting in the living room waiting for my date to show up. This would be my first date with a boy and I was rather nervous. I was now living as a female though still anatomically a male. I no longer needed the fake breasts as I had my own size 34C breasts and pert little nipples. I was wearing an out fit that my sister Dana had suggested. A simple white silk blouse, black mini skirt, white cotton panties and bra, black pumps with a 3 inch heel and black thigh high nylons. My hair was done up in a ponytail and I was wearing a black choker necklace. Little ear rings that matched the choker. When my mom asked me three years ago if I wanted to take female hormones and I agreed I never dreamed of the results. But it was something I wanted and now I was ready to take the next step.

As I sat there nervous as hell Dana and mom came in. Mom came over to me and kissed me on the cheek.

"You look very lovely honey, don’t worry you will be fine." She said.

"Yes little sister you look just fine." Said Dana.

My sister was a senior in high school and this date was supposed to be a double date with her and her boy friend. I had met her boy friend Bradley once and he was very nice to me. my date was with his brother Ken. Ken was in one of my classes at school and he was very handsome. Handsome for a teenage boy anyway. He was on the football team, the basketball team and the baseball team. Yes he was a jock and was very good. His brother Brad was a nerd as most kids called him because he was a scholar and very smart. Ken was also very smart but was into sports.

Mom was encouraging this date so that I would feel more comfortable as a girl. Even though I had been living as a girl for the last three years I was still very nervous. When I met Brad he was aware of my special situation and it didn’t bother him and he had told me that I was very pretty. His brother Ken also liked me and told me I was very brave.

Despite all this outside confidence inside I was scared stiff. The boys would be here in about 15 minutes and as I sat there talking to my sister I got more nervous. my mind was running over all sorts of things. What if he tried to kiss me? I had never been kissed, what happens if he tries to take liberties with me, how would I react? All these questions were on my mind as I sat there. Mom and Dana did their best to make me feel better but until the boys arrived I would be on pins and needles.

The door bell rang and I nearly came out of my chair. Mom went to answer the door. There on the front porch was Brad and Ken and I was more nervous than I had been before.

"Hello boys, please come in." Said mom.

"Hello Mrs. Chandler, are Tricia and Dana ready?" Asked Bradley.

"Why of course, Patricia is a bit nervous but ready."

The two boys laughed a bit as they came in. Brad went to sit next to Dana and gave her a big kiss. When Ken sat next to me I nearly fainted. He took my hand and asked if I was all right.

"I am fine Ken, just a bit scared." I said.

"It will be all right sweetheart." Said Ken as he kissed me on the cheek.

Ken could tell that I was very uneasy because my hand was shaking so he did his best to make me feel better and more at ease. We sat there on the couch and Ken was holding my hand.

"Well we are ready to go." Said Dana.

"Come on Ken and Patricia lets go." Said Brad.

I stood up and Ken was fascinated by how I looked.

"You look absolutely fantastic Patricia." Said Ken.

"Thank you Ken." I said with my head down a bit.

"Come on now sweetheart hold your head up so I can look into those beautiful green eyes of yours." Said Ken.

He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head and the smile he showed me warmed my heart. He was absolutely the sweetest boy I had ever met. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him and I almost melted. My heart was pounding and I started to sweat. I had a feeling that I never had before. I was scared about my first date but I was also elated and anxious.

"Ok time to go or we will be late for the movie." Said Brad.

"see you later mom, come on Patricia lets go." Said Dana.

Our mother was smiling as we went out the door.

"Please have them home by midnight boys." Said mom.

"Don’t worry Mrs. Chandler we will.’ Said Brad.

Brad opened the car door for Dana and Ken did the same for me. I got in the back seat and Ken quickly pulled me close to him and put his arm around my shoulder. I could feel the tenderness and warmth in his touch as he held me close to him. Then he did something that surprised me, he looked in my eyes and took my face in his hands and kissed me on the lips. It was my first kiss and my heart fluttered and my stomach was in butterflies. To my utter amazement I responded to the kiss. After all why shouldn’t I, wasn’t I a girl? Yes I was in every aspect save one. I still had my male genitalia but I looked and acted like a girl and I had for the last three years. I had real breasts. My waist was tiny and looked like a girl. I was responding like any girl would there in the arms of a very handsome young man.

We finally arrived at the theater and after Brad parked the car Ken opened the door for me. He put his arm around my waist and we walked the half block to the theater. Dana looked over at Ken and me and smiled she had a look of contentment on her face. While the boys were buying the tickets she stood next to me.

"I can see you really like Ken little sister." "Yes I do Dana, but what do I do now? He kissed me and I nearly fainted."

"Well that is to be expected Tricia, you should have seen me when

Bradley kissed me for the first time, I nearly fainted myself."

We both laughed as the boys came back to join us.

"And what are you two talking about?" Asked Brad.

"Oh nothing." Said Dana as she smiled at me.

I started to smile and Ken looked at me.

"Now that is the girl that I know," He said.

Holding hands a we all went into the theater and found a seat way in the back where it was the darkest. The movie was an action film with plenty of sexy scenes. Every time the heroine would kiss the hero of the picture Ken squeezed my hand. Then he did something that surprised and scared me at the same time. He took my hand and placed it on his lap. I could feel the bulge in his trousers. I didn’t know what to do as I looked over where Dana and Brad were sitting. They were both locked in a kiss and I could se that Brad had his hand inside Dana’s blouse. I watched as Brad was feeling my sister up.

Then I felt Ken’s hand on my chest as he started to unbutton my blouse I did not protest. As he kissed me his hand went inside to cup my breast. I moaned as I felt the heat of his hand. He put his hand inside my bra and was rolling my nipple in his fingers. It was sending little electric shocks of pleasure through me. I had never felt like this before and I kissed him only this time I let his tongue slip into my mouth. He French kissed me and I was getting flushed.

I rested my hand on his lap and could feel the heat as the bulge in his trousers got bigger. Surprising even myself I unzipped his pants and reached inside. I moved my hand inside his undershorts and felt his cock. It felt so big and it pulsed with a heat I had never felt before. Then I started to shudder as a wave of passion swept over me. I started to milk his cock there in his pants. All this did was to make him moan as he kissed me.

Then I did something that even surprised me. I pulled his cock out of his pants and lowered my head and kissed the head. It was very hot and hard as I jacked him off. He took my chin in his hand and whispered to me.

"You don’t have to do that Patricia." He said.

"But I want to Ken, I don’t know why but I want to."

I got no argument from him as he undid the belt to his pants. This gave me better access to his cock. I looked over at my sister and she had her head in Brad’s lap and was obviously doing the same thing that I was attempting to do. I lowered my head once more and this time took the tip of Ken’s cock into my mouth. It was silky smooth and very warm. I wrapped my lips around his cock head and started to suck it. I ran my tongue up and down his cock and teased the sensitive underside. Ken moaned as I took more of his cock in. I started to bob my head up and down as more and more of his cock went in. The head of his cock reached the back of my mouth and I almost choked. Ken had his hands on my head keeping me in place as he slowly started to fuck my face. I relaxed my throat and the head of his huge cock slipped into my throat. Ken moaned as I continued to suck his cock.

I pulled back on his cock so that just the head was in my mouth. I could taste a salty substance as it leaked from the head of his cock. I continued my cock sucking taking as much of the monster in as I could. I could feel Ken tense up and his cock seemed to expand in my mouth. I felt the cum racing up his cock as the first sprits of his man juice filled the back of my mouth. I swallowed as fast as I could there seemed to be a gallon of the stuff. It filled my mouth as I continued to suck. It had a salty taste and was silky smooth as I swallowed it all.

"Oh my god Patricia, you didn’t have to do that." whispered Ken.

He took my chin in his hands and lifted my face and kissed me heavily on the mouth. His tongue slipped in and I knew he could taste his own cum still there in my mouth. He put his cock back in his pants and zipped them up and reattached the belt.

"Patricia, why did you do that?" He asked.

"I don’t know Ken, it just seemed like the thing to do."

"My love, you didn’t have to do that though, I really like you and I will no matter what. I know what you are, I know that some day you will be a real girl and I look forward to that. Brad and Dana explained to me."

"Ken, I think I love you." I said.

"Patricia I really like you but love, I don’t know."

I started to cry and he wiped my tears. I wasn’t crushed or anything I was just disappointed in myself. Ken held my hand and told me that I was very pretty but that he needed time to see about his true feelings for me. I accepted that and squeezed his hand. I had to believe that my first sexual contact with a boy would lead to something else. I really liked Ken and I was starting to have even stronger feeling for him.

When the movie was over Dana and Brad met us in the front of the theater. Brad was smiling and he took Ken off to the side. Dana was close to me and she took my hand and squeezed it tight.

"Well little sister how did it go?"

"I don’t really know Dana, I like Ken but he doesn’t seem to like me all that much."

"What do you mean sweetie?"

"Well I, well I sort of, you know."

"No Patricia I don’t know, what did you do?"

"Well I gave Ken a blow job and he liked it but I don’t know."

"Well we will see little sister, I think Ken likes you allot."

"I am sure he does sis, but that is as far as it goes for now."

"Only time will tell Patricia."

The boys came back to join us and Ken did put his arm around my waist. As we walked to the car he talked to me.

"Patricia what I said in the theater, I think I really do like you more than I let on."

"You don’t have to say anything Ken, I understand."

"No Patricia, what I mean is I am falling in love with you, not just because of what you did for me but because you are so sweet and you are very pretty, probably the prettiest girl I have ever met."

The tears started to flow again and Ken wiped them with his shirt.

"Now stop that Patricia, you are much too pretty to spoil the moment with tears."

"I can’t help it Ken, I think I love you."

Ken held me close and kissed me and I just melted into his arms. I was in seventh heaven. My heart was pounding and I was sweating allot. I felt his touch on my cheek as he stroked my hair. He opened the car door for me and I got in the car. He slid in next to me really close and held my hand.

The boys dropped us off at home and walked us to the door. Ken gave me one more long kiss and said good night. I didn’t want him to go but i knew that he couldn’t stay any longer. The date was over, my first date, my first sexual encounter. This would not be the last date with Ken and he and I would grow ever more close in the years to follow.

To Be continued:

 

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