Cathy's Adventures

by

Cathy Evans

 

Chapter 7...the wildest yet!

Hi friends! So much has happened over the years my story spans, and I have gotten so much positive feedback from readers, I have decided to write a few more stories for you! This next tale took place shortly after I finished chapter 6, in which I described a few ideas Andrea and/or Vicky had.

It was Saturday night, our regular "night out" to unwind. Andrea and I had spent most of the afternoon resting up and preparing for our outing. We both took a long bubblebath, shampooed and conditioned our hair, did each others nails and toenails, and generally did those things most women do when they go out to party. I, of course, had a few more details to take care of, since I am not a genetic female! It's been almost 16 years since that first fateful night at the CLUB with Vicky, Andrea, and my former wife Cindy. I have since become very proficient at doing those tasks required of women to look their best.

It took almost an hour to perform my weekly hair removal routine with wax, but the results of waxing over shaving are worth it. After all these years, my body hair is very fine and light, rather than course as shaving would make it. My body is totally hairless (except of course my face and head!). Pre-bath exercises helped keep my shape in line - still a size 10.

After washing and towel drying my hair, I put it up in large rollers - still undecided how I would wear it tonight, but sure that loose waves would be appropriate. I had already picked out an outfit to wear when Andrea came out of the bathroom. She smiled as she watched me putting on my makeup and primping in front of our dressing table mirror. Andrea still got a kick out of the idea of a male performing these basic tasks all women labored over, as a matter of fact - it turned her on. She walked over behind me and put her hands on my shoulders as I finished my eye makeup - the usual earth-tone colors and LOTS of black-black mascara on my naturally very long lashes. "God I hate you for having lashes like that!", she teased with a giggle. "How are you going to do your hair, can I help?" "I don't know, hun, I guess I'll play with it for a while and see what I come up with. It's dry now if you want to take out the rollers and brush it out."

Andrea loved to play with my hair as much as I loved playing with hers (or Vickys, or Cindys for that matter). I bent over so she could brush the soft waves forward for fullness, then tossed the mass of silky soft hair back and let it fall naturally around my shoulders. It was now long enough to reach the middle of my back thanks to Andreas tender loving care. I was blessed with very thick, shiny, and silky hair, and I took real good care of it. Andrea brushed it smoothly into a few different looks she liked until I decided I wanted to wear it in an upsweep to go with my new dress - one of 3 Vicky had bought me before she left last week. It was a lovely peasant dress - you know, the kind that had an elastic neckline that you could pull down off the shoulder or anyway you want, with a very full skirt that stopped 2 inches above my knees. It was made of a fine linen, in a pretty print of pinks and corals. It had a 4 inch wide belt that enhanced the waist and bust line and fit me perfectly. Vicky liked me in it so much that she had to give me one last blowjob in it before she left. Andrea loved it as well, and of course I told her she could wear it any time she wanted. I had a moments hesitation to putting my long hair up after I slipped into the new dress, it looked great with my long hair flowing over my shoulders, but I finally decided to let Andrea put it in one of her famous upsweeps. After adding my earrings and neck chains I decide it was a good choice after all. Andreas hand groping under my full skirt proved it was an attractive choice.

The only problem with the dress was that I couldn't wear a regular bra due to the lowcut back and off-shoulder neckline. Luckily, I had the waist-clincher bustier that Andrea got me years ago with some outrageous underwear. It was a struggle to get into, but the wire half-cups pushed my breastforms up into a terrific cleavage! I hated not being able to wear one of my tap pant and camisole sets - they feel so good and look incredibly sexy - but sometimes you have to make choices, and I chose to wear the dress. I settled for a french cut panty trimmed in lace and a matching garterbelt for my sheer tan stockings. I finished off my outfit with a few bracelets and my fake diamond "engagement" ring, bought by Andrea to "keep the guys away" from me! It kept guys from coming on too strong, but didn't keep them all away!

I stood in front of the mirror checking myself out for flaws when Andrea walked in and stood behind me. "OK...stop admiring yourself, you bitch!", she laughed. "You know you look gorgeous - you always do!" I smiled and turned to hold her in my arms, then kissed her warmly, "Thanks to you, babe. I never could have made it alone....you know how much I owe this to you." Andrea brushed my cheek with her fingers and fussed with my hair, "Honey...you know I'd do anything for you.....I love you more today than 15 years ago - if that's possible. Are you ready to go?" "Uh huh....just let me put on some perfume and I'm ready!" I spayed a little CHARLIE behind my ears, in my cleavage, and lifted my skirt to spray a touch on my crotch (always be prepared!). Andrea laughed as she watched and shook her head in amusement. " Do you have plans for tonight or something? Is some guy going to get lucky and help fulfill my fantasy?" "No babe," I answered, "nothing planned.....but you never know what may come up." "Oooh....I bet I can make something `come up" she giggled. " Honey...you KNOW you can make things come up, and you'll get your chance tonight when we come home I promise you!" We laughed and walked out to the car for the short drive to town.

As Andrea drove into town, we chatted about what we would eat and which club we would go to afterwards. We settled on the "Apartment" club, a nice quiet adults only club, intimate, with a nice crowd of 25 and ups. Most of the people were couples, but there were many singles of both sexes on hand. We liked it because almost without exception, the men who went there were very polite and gentlemanly, no gropers or pincher types. If you chose not to dance with a guy, he would thank you and excuse himself, no problems. We had been there many times, and had made friends with quite a few couples and singles - none of whom had any idea about me. As a result, we had no shortage of dance partners and few hassles. We both loved to dance, but of course could not dance together. It was here I had met Rick, the guy Andrea chose for me for a 3-way. He was very handsome, early 40's, well built, and a real gentleman. We were dancing one night to a slow tune and I had my head snuggled into his shoulder. I had my hair down and with a body wave that night and it was very full and fluffy, and I had sprayed a little Charlie into the waves. Well, as we danced, I could hear Ricks breathing pick up as he pressed his face into my hair. I had looked over at Andrea to see her grinning from ear to ear as she watched Rick get more and more turned on - my hair had that effect on guys (not unlike my reaction BT - before transformation). I pulled him closer and he whispered, "God Cathy...your hair is incredible ... it's so soft and smells so GOOD! I'd like to play with it for hours!" I pulled my head back and smiled at him and he leaned in and quickly kissed me on the lips.

After my initial shock, I smiled and tucked my head back onto his shoulder and turned my head back and forth a bit, brushing his face with my hair. I felt a rapidly growing hardon pressing against my leg and whispered into his ear.

"My, my, is it ME that's causing that - or my HAIR!" Rick pulled away and I saw him blushing. "Oh shit...I'm sorry Cathy, I can't help it.....I've been having dreams about you for weeks!" (If he only knew!) I pulled him back, real close, pressing my pelvis against his hardon and feeling it twitch with excitement. "It's okay Rick.....really....I'm kind of flattered! You could get any girl in here - most younger and cuter than me - if you wanted to." Rick blushed again, "You're too kind Cathy....I'm nothing special, and you are also underestimating yourself....I think you're gorgeous. I just couldn't find a way to tell you how I felt without seeming too forward and scaring you off." I got a little lost in the head and lifted my face to his and gave him a small but intimate kiss on the mouth before I came back to reality.

Rick tried to kiss me again but I turned my head just enough that the kiss landed on my cheek. I looked over at Andrea - she was smiling and giving me a "thumbs up" sign, then opened her mouth and made a sucking motion with her lips. I just smiled back and stuck my tongue out at her playfully. When the music stopped, Rick asked me to sit with him in an intimate booth for a while.

We sat close and he put his arm around my waist and squeezed me tight. " Can I ask you something Cathy? If I'm out of line tell me and I'll leave you be, but I'm curious about something." (Uh oh...he made me!) "Sure Rick, ask me anything you want", I giggled, "I promise you'll know if you're out of line." He stammered a bit and I got very worried. Well .... hell, I don't know how to put this without offending you....never mind." "What Rick...come on...I can take it...what do you want to know - my real age?", I laughed to put him at ease. He stared into my eyes in the dim light, "Well....it's just that I couldn't help noticing that everytime you come in here you're always with Andrea! And....well...I...oh shit, Cathy....are you two, you know...." I broke out in a gentle laugh that got louder by the second before he got it out... "Are we gay, you mean...lesbians?" The poor guy was beside himself with embarrassment as I brushed his face with my fingers. "No Rick," I laughed softly as I held his face, "No....we're not lesbians. We've been friends for a long long time, and we live together, but we're not lesbians. (Far from it!) Why...were you really worried? Would it matter that much to you. After all, we just dance together.....we're not LOVERS or anything." The poor guy looked like he wanted to crawl into a hole. "I'm sorry Cathy....I have offended you. I was just making sure before I asked you to come to my house for dinner some time", he said as he turned to stare into my eyes.

I took a second to catch my breath before responding. "Well..," I whispered, "that sounds like an invitation....is it?" "Yes," he stammered, "it sure is. I'd love to see you for a more private evening. There's something about you that I just can't get out of my mind! And it's not just your hair, by the way, as wonderful as it is." I smiled at him and put my hand on his lap, lightly resting it on his erection, feeling very satisfied with myself as he moaned and grabbed my hand and held it to him. I stroked it lightly with my nails, casually sizing up its dimensions as I did. " Jesus...what am I DOING?," I thought to myself. "That's very nice, Rick. Thank you the complement. Would you be interested in inviting Andrea too?" His face immediately showed disappointment at my suggestion. "Welll, I was kind of hoping you would...well...you know." I smiled up at him, "What.....go to bed with you? Oh Rick....I think I may have underestimated you!" I could see him blush again in the dim light, but his dick grew noticeably! "Oh NO...", he stammered, "NO..I don't mean that at all!" I laughed and stroked a little harder, "Come on Rick, I'm a big girl, I don't mind!" I pulled his head close and whispered "Actually....Andrea and I had discussed just such a possibility the other day." His face looked like he was going to die! " What's the matter? You don't think girls talk about guys the way guys talk about us? Andrea even mentioned how she would like to see how big this was (I squeezed his dick for emphasis). Andrea and I have very similar tastes....in many areas.....and we've often s-h-a-r-e-d them. Get the picture?"

Rick was looking at me with utter amazement, beads of sweat on his brow, and his dick almost bursting through his pants. His hand was shaking as he lifted his drink and swallowed a huge gulp. He somehow managed to squeak out a reply. "My God....are you....are you saying that... I mean, do you mean you BOTH would go to bed with me????" I laughed softly as he tried to get control of himself, I felt a wet spot on his pants! " Uh huummmm," I whispered. "I told you we do everything together. You know what they say......TWO heads are better than ONE! Especially when they both have long, soft, silky hair." I brushed his face with my hair, smiling as his breath hissed as he buried his face in its softness. "WHEN!" he gasped. "Just let me know when....anytime is fine with me! Oh God, I don't believe this! Cathy...are you SURE? You're not just teasing me or anything? You really mean this?!" I released his dick from my grip and held his face. " Oh..I mean it alright. I'm no cock-teaser Rick. I have to leave now - I'll see you next week after I discuss it with Andrea. Don't worry - she'll go along with it. We just have a few details to cover beforehand." I kissed him lightly and left him hyperventilating in the booth!

So that was the setting for tonights visit. Drinks, then the club for one slow dance with Rick to set a date for our menage a'tois.

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We had a few drinks at an intimate little pub we often went to. We both had some misgivings about going to his place for anything serious - we felt more in control and safer in our own home. As we planned everything, we decided it would be best to spend a quiet evening with Rick, limiting the activities to some minor sex play and arrange for him to come to our house another night for something more involved - if we both felt comfortable with him. He was a cute guy and all, but you could never tell - he might be one of those who "gets rough" when things start happening. Andrea was getting worked up thinking about Rick - she really fancied him. She was a little disappointed to find out he liked me better than her! " I just have to try his dick!", she said with a devilish grin. " Is it really that BIG?" She was going by my estimate of 9 inches, based on what I had felt through his pants. " Yes dear....at least 9 inches," I answered, "but I don't think he can last more than a few minutes - he started to leak after only a minute of my handling! He certainly won't be able to last once you get your mouth on his dick! He might even come when you - or I - give him the hair treatment." Andrea frowned for a second, " Oh great - I don't get enough of YOUR cream conditioner in my hair - now you say Ricks going to load it up too?" I took her hand under the table and squeezed it lovingly, " Well then....what or who would keep your hair so beautiful all these years? You're the one who likes to watch the come shoot." "I know", she giggled, " it's so damn beautiful - pouring out like that, it's always fascinated me! And besides, I've swallowed so much of your cream I probably sweat come! Hey! Do you remember that night I spread my hair out over my head and sucked you off..what....4 or 5 times?! God!...each time you unloaded I aimed your dick at my hair. You must have shot a CUP full of come on it...then I massaged it into my hair, combed it through until my whole head was saturated with come, then set it in rollers!"

I smiled and laughed as I thought about that night. I couldn't believe what she was doing! She had so much come in her hair it was as wet as if she had just WASHED it! Then she had set it in large rollers to style in a 'flip' the next day. After she was done setting it, she kneeled on the floor between my legs as I sat in my chair and sucked me 'one more time .... that made me so thirsty!' she giggled. She swallowed the last load down, then we went to bed and fell asleep, Andrea snuggled against my belly, my dick between her legs from the rear. I could smell the sweetness of my come in her hair all night.

The next morning after we showered and put on our makeup and got dressed, Andrea took out the rollers and brushed out her come-soaked hair. It was incredible! Her hair was so soft and bouncy...it was like she used a regular setting lotion! She brushed and teased it a little into a shoulder length flip we both liked so much, and it stayed in place all day without the least bit of stiffness as you might expect. That night, we fucked with her on top riding my dick, as she rested on my chest, her hair flipped over her head totally covering my face in its sweet smelling softness. I was in heaven!

Andrea had come to bed with a small juice glass in her hand which she placed on the night table. She smiled when I asked her what that was for. " It's for YOUR hair conditioner, silly!" she laughed. She wasn't kidding - I was so turned on that night I came 4 or 5 times again. And each time I shot a load, she grabbed the glass and milked my come into it! Soon it was filled more than half way with creamy whitish come. " This is for the morning", she whispered. "After you shampoo, I'll condition your hair and set it for you!"

True to her word, the next morning, after I showered and washed my hair, which at that time brushed my shoulders, Andrea dried my hair then poured the glass of my come all over it until it was soaked with come. Then she combed it through until every strand of hair was wet with it. Taking her bag of rollers, she proceeded to roll it up on various size rollers - many more than she had put in hers. "That's for extra fullness, and more curls!" she laughed. I then got

dressed and put on my makeup as it dried. After about an hour - with a little help from Andreas dryer (she couldn't wait any longer!), she took out the rollers and started brushing it out. Like hers, it was incredibly soft and bouncy, and the sweet smell of come was not really apparent to anyone nearby. A few minutes of arranging and I was blessed with a gorgeous `Jackie Kennedy' style bouffant flip! It bounced around softly as I shook my head and went right back into place. When we went shopping at the mall later that morning, we both had many girls ask us what we used on our hair! They all mentioned how shiny and bouncy it was! We answered simply, "oh, it's just a special cream conditioner we discovered by accident recently!" One lady was insistent on learning our secret `conditioner' and begged me to tell her what we used. "What is it, honey?....egg whites?...beer?...please tell me...your hair is so gorgeous!" We looked at each other a second before Andrea said "what the hell...go ahead and tell her if you want!" So I quietly whispered in her ear "it's come....semen...." She looked at me with a look of disbelief as Andrea nodded at her in agreement. "My God, is it really!? May I feel your hair?" she asked, and pressed her face into my hair and ran her fingers through it. She looked at us with recognition on her face. "It does have a slight smell of semen! Wow!..that's so....EROTIC! But I don't think I could ever talk my boyfriend into taking his dick out and coming on my hair!"

You might have guessed that this encounter leads me to another story, but that will have to wait...I wandered from Ricks story! Back to that story first!

So...anyway....we walked to the club and after greeting the hostess - a real nice gal named Liz - we found a table and waited for Rick to show up. We were talking quietly when we sensed him beside us. " Excuse me," he said quietly, " Are you two gorgeous ladies alone? May I join you?" We all laughed as Rick sat down next to me, putting his arm around my shoulders, then kissed me lightly on the cheek. "I've missed you Cathy ", he whispered. "I've had dreams about you and Andrea all week!" I stared into his eyes for a moment, "What's wrong Rick, you look dismounted or something." He avoided our gaze for a second. "Oh..it's just that.....well..Your hair looks sexy as all hell up like that, but...well..I was just hoping you'd have it all down like you had it last week you know?....like.....all soft and silky." Andrea smiled at me knowingly....we had already talked about that very subject. I casually put my hand on his leg, and used my pinkie nail to scratch his hardening dick through his pants as I smiled into his eyes. " Gee Rick", I teased, "I didn't realize you had such a thing for my hair!" I now caressed his dick with all my fingers before whispering in his ear "Actually, I thought you might enjoy taking it down for me and brushing it for a while. I love it when my guys play with my hair...it really turns me on."

I reached between his legs and massaged his balls for emphasis, causing him to squirm in his seat. "Do you think you would enjoy brushing my hair Rick? Andrea loves her hair to be brushed by handsome guys too, you know." By now, Rick was really squirming around! We had him hooked. I had a feeling he was a kindred spirit - now I had to find out just how far he would go! " You know what really turns us on Rick? We like to get a guy naked, then sweep our hair alllll ooveeeerrrr him. Would you like that?" The poor guy was practically coming in his pants! He croaked out a rasping " OH YES! I'd give ANYTHING to have you two do that to me!" I stared into his eyes. " Would you Rick? Would you really do anything for us?" I shot a glance over at Andrea - who was enjoying my tease greatly. She stared at Rick and asked very quietly " Would you let us dress you up and put some makeup and a wig on you before we do it? We really get off making a handsome guy into a pretty girl! And afterwards, we'd be VERY nice to you!"

Rick looked like he saw a ghost. "WHAT?" he stammered, "are you kidding me?" I was still rubbing his dick, and I felt it twitch uncontrollably as soon as Andrea popped the question, confirming my suspicions. " What's the matter hun? Wouldn't you like to be a girl for a while? Wouldn't you like to feel your own long, soft, silky hair against your neck, and shoulders, and falling over your face and brushing softly against your ears, which of course would be decorated with pretty dangling earrings? Oh Rick...it feels so GOOD on your skin! And the makeup! Bright red creamy lipstick would be great on you, and it feels so smooth on your lips. See?" I kissed him hard enough on his mouth to spread a coat of my lipstick on his full lips. " There", I whispered. "Go like this and rub your lips together to spread it out and see how nice

it feels." I demonstrated the basic lipstick blot routine, which I was not surprised to see him copy perfectly, like a zombie. "Doesn't it feel nice baby? A pretty boy in a dress really makes us both very horny. We love to suck pretty girls dicks!" I had slipped Ricks cock out of his pants and was stroking it firmly. It was pretty dark where we were sitting so it was safe enough. Ricks hands were shaking as Andrea reached across the table and held them. " Such pretty hands. They'd look even better with nice long fingernails, don't you think Cathy?" "Uuummmmm yes", I replied. Andrea .... would you hand me your glass? I think our new girlfriend is going to come any minute" She handed it to me as Rick looked at me with glazed eyes. "Would you like your drink freshened up hun?" I teased. " Ummmmmmmmm" she replied. I quickly glanced around to see if anyone had noticed us, then - feeling Ricks come starting to flow through his balls - I bent over and took his cock in my mouth and sucked hard. I was immediately given a shot of warm creamy come. I lifted my mouth off his cock as he moaned with pleasure, then jerked him off into Andreas glass. When he was done shooting, I squeezed the remaining come from his cock and licked it off, then lifted my face to his so he could see

his come on my lips - which I licked with my tongue as he watched. " Excuse me" Andrea giggled softly, "but do you have my drink over there?" Ricks eyes nearly popped out of his head as he watched Andrea lift the half-full cordial glass to her mouth and take a small sip. She made like a wine taster and rolled it on her tongue and smacked her shiny lips before pronouncing, " Yes, I think this will do nicely for desert...it's very tasty for a vintage so young!" Then she locked her eyes on Ricks and tipped the glass, allowing the entire load to pour into her mouth. " Ummmmmmm" she hummed as Rick stared at her, then swallowed it all in one gulp as he sat with his mouth open in amazement. " Well Rick" I whispered, " what do you say?.....will you come to our place tomorrow and let us have fun with you? I think Rachel would be a good name for you don't you Andrea?" She stared into Ricks eyes and whispered, "Rachel ...... Rachel .... yes .. I think that fits him perfectly! Well Rachel... we're waiting for your answer."

As Rick stared blankly,trying to decide what to do, I unpined my hair and shook my head, allowing it all to fall loosely around my shoulders. I swung it all over to Ricks side and lifted it up and around his neck, brushing his ears and face with a silky handfull. " I have a wig exactly like my hair Rick....it would look so cute on you. Wouldn't you like to feel such pretty hair all over your naked body while we suck on your cock?" Rick turned and stared blankly at me before he managed to squeak out an answer. "Yes....ok....I'll do it. When do you want me to come over?"

Andrea smiled and said "Oh, about 6:00 should do it, don't you think Cathy" took a handfull of my hair and draped it over Ricks head like Cindy had one to me so many years ago and smiled at him as I arranged it around his face, "Yeh, I think so.....we're not going crazy with him this time, we don't have that much to do." I looked into his eyes..." Don't worry Rick, we won't make you feel ridiculous.....you'll make a very pretty girl. And then you'll get the blowjob of your life!"

Rick looked first at me and then Andrea, " I don't believe this.....how could I let you two talk me into this? But, OK, I'll see you tomorrow. Listen....you won't tell anyone about this - will you?" "Of course not silly.... we promise." I gave his dick one last squeeze to relax him before he got up and left.

Andrea smirked as she looked at me for a bit before saying, "Well....did you like his cock dear? I sure didn't have to twist your arm before you went down on him! You're not going over the line on me are you?" I laughed. "No Andrea, I'm not 'going over the line', I just decided to get it over with. Besides, you've been begging me to suck a guy off for you again!" Now it was Andreas turn to laugh. "I know..I know. I'm just teasing you. Did his cock taste as good as his come? I wish I had some more to drink right now!" "Wait till tomorrow," I said, "You'll find out. Come on, let's go home and get things ready. I have to brush out my showgirl wig for him....I think he'll look cute in that one!" "Yeh," Andrea answered. "I think so to. By the way.....have you thought about what you'll do if he tries to get into your pants? Are you going to reveal yourself to him or what" " I guess I'll have to." I answered after some thought. "I don't think either my ass or our relationship would tolerate letting him fuck me." See smiled evilly. "Well....would it?" I asked again. She wouldn't answer. "Come on, let's go home and fuck. I'm unbelievably horny after watching you put a liplock on his dick!"

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Andrea and I just lazed around the house the next day anticipating our evening. I had already prepared my wig and some makeup for Rick, and I knew none of our clothes would fit him, so I went to the room we kept for Vicky and looked through her closet. I found a simple coordinated skirt and blouse set that I thought would fit him, since Vicky now wore a size 14. Rick was on the slim side so I hoped it would be alright, although the skirt would definitely be short. Andrea and I both washed, then conditioned our hair, and then set it in large rollers for some extra fullness. I decided to wear my favorite shirtwaist dress, Andrea wore a short red, full skirt and a lacy white blouse. I brushed out my hair into my favorite full flip, side parted, with bangs that swept across my forehead, then pulled the sides back a bit with a black velvet band. I thought it looked very sweet and yet sexy. It allowed all my hair to hang down my back and swing loosely.

Andrea went with a shoulder length pageboy, side parted and falling in sexy waves over her eye and bracketing her face. We must have looked pretty good, because soon after we were done the doorbell rang. Andrea opened it to reveal a very nervous Rick. He came in and hugged Andrea, then me.

" You both look gorgeous, I think I'm pretty lucky to be with the two of you." We walked up to Rick and took his hands. "Well, Rick.....are you ready to become Rachel for us?" we asked, as we led him into our room. "I was hoping you were kidding about that.......but..well....ah shit - Okay - let's do it." As I said, we didn't intend to go all out with Rick, just the basics of makeup, a wig, and the dress, with some sexy undies of course. Rick got very turned on as we fussed over him and Andrea applied his makeup. "Gee," he said at one point, "this stuff really feels nice.....I can understand why some guys do this all the time!" We looked at each other and smiled broadly as I took the wig from my dressing table and brought it over to show him. "Does this suit you Rachel?" I held it to his face and gently brushed the soft hair against his cheeks and neck. I had set and brushed the real hair showgirl wig into a sexy, almost shoulder-length flip. He moaned and closed his eyes as the softness caressed his skin. "It feels even better when its on Rachel. It feels so soft against your neck, and brushing against your ears and face." I felt I had teased him enough when I saw his hand slide under his skirt and adjust his dick in his panties, so I fitted it on his head and adjusted the combs and sizing straps before taking my brush and touching it up. It looked really cute on him, as I suspected it would! Rick/Rachel closed his eyes and swayed back and forth, letting the soft hair brush his neck as he moaned quietly with pleasure. "Take a look in the mirror, Rachel" Andrea whispered. "You look very nice for such a big girl" Rachel walked slowly over to the mirror and studied the reflection of the tall, but very pretty dark haired girl in a pretty flowered print skirt and blouse. He turned slowly to and fro, running his hands down to smooth his skirt, then lightly through his hair. Andrea and I smiled knowingly at each other as we observed Rick become familiar with his other side. We walked up to him and each kissed him lightly on the lips, "Welcome, Rachel....thank you for joining us tonight... come into the livingroom and join us for a drink."

As we all walked into the livingroom, Andrea turned to me and smiled, and motioned at Rick - who looked at his reflection every time he passed a mirror or some kind of reflective surface. I showed Rick how to smooth his skirt as he sat, and sat next to him on the settee while Andrea made the drinks. My plan was to get him a bit tipsy before springing my surprise on him. Andrea agreed that was probably best! She wasn't at all sure it was wise, but it was my decision to make. Anyway, after 4 or 5 drinks, things started to lighten up and we all decided to strip down to our underwear. We both fussed over Rachel, playing with his hair and kissing him all over. "Oh jeez....I'm so hot!" Rachel whispered, "I feel so.....SEXY!" I looked at the very apparent bulge in Rachels silk underpants and teased "Ummmm, Rachel.....your clit is sure big! Have you ever had another girl lick it? Andrea just LOVES to lick big clits - don't you Andrea?" Andrea curled up in Rachels lap and kissed him deeply on the mouth as I stroked his dick/clit. "Oh yes.....I LOVE to suck a big clit....especially a pretty girls clit. Listen .... why don't we let Rachel take the rest of her pretty undies off and lie down, then we can both give her a hair brush! Would you like us to brush you all over with our hair Rachel?" Rachel laughed delightedly, "I KNEW you two were lezzies! Wow...I always wondered what it would be like to see girls make love!"

Andrea and I laughed and jumped on top of Rachel, playfully pulling off her undies, hair flying all over the place and laughing like a trio of schoolgirls. " Oh my, what a beautiful clit!" Andrea whispered as she wrapped her hand around Rachels dick/clit. Rachel then laid back still and moaned as I dragged my soft hair over him, starting at his feet, up his legs, and all over his crotch as Andrea tried to suck his tongue out of his mouth. Her hair totally covered their faces and heads in a silky tunnel as I continued to brush his chest and back to his groin, spreading his legs a little so I could reach down under his balls. Rachel was moaning and writhing all over with delight as I brushed him with my hair. As I worked my way down his chest, I glanced at his dick and saw a drop of pre-come ooze from the tip of his dick. I smiled to myself and without any warning lifted my head enough to plunge his beautiful dick into my mouth, running my tongue in circles around the shaft and tasting the sweetness of his juice. Rachels hands immediately grabbed my head and held it onto his dick - although that was hardly necessary!

"Oh Cathy...that feels so great. I've been dreaming about your mouth on my dick for weeks." "So have I!", laughed Andrea, as they both turned to watch me work on Rachels dick. "Suck him Cathy.....suck his beautiful clit for me!" Andrea whispered. She was almost as turned on as me! Now she slid down so her head was next to mine, staring with wild eyes as I slid my mouth up and down over his 9 inch clit. Her hand cupped his balls and massaged them as I sucked, then surrounded his shaft and began to jerk him off. "I want some" she whispered, and pushed me off so she could slowly slid it into her gaping mouth until her lips rested against his pubic bone, his entire 9 inches all the way down her throat. "OH GOD! Rachel moaned, "YOU TWO ARE UNBELIEVABLE! I'VE NEVER HAD TWO GIRLS BLOW ME BEFORE!"

I winked at Andrea and slid up next to Rachels face, "Really Rachel? And what makes you think two girls are blowing you NOW?" Rachels face registered shock, "But....what do you mean? You're not GIRLS? Oh shit...please don't tell me you're both GUYS!" I laughed wickedly and kissed him deeply as he tried to push me away. "RELAX RACHEL!", I whispered, "I said - what makes you think two girls are blowing you - I didn't say anything about us both being guys!" I reached down and slid down Andreas lace panties, revealing a very wet pussy. "SEE?" He looked at me with shock in his eyes. "Jesus Cathyt! You CAN"T be a guy.....you're too......I mean, your hair, and your body for Cathysakes!" I smiled and slowly slid down my panties, revealing my dick tightly tucked between my legs. "Oh my god.....I've been swapping tongues with a guy. Oh shit, why me?...and my dick was in your mouth too!"

"Why Rachel", I laughed, "are you saying you didn't enjoy me sucking you? Come on darling....admit it - you loved it didn't you! And you loved my hair on your body also. And...you also enjoyed being dressed up and wearing a sexy wig too...don't you?" Andrea had stopped sucking him and was leaning on her elbow watching. Now she slid up to whisper to Rachel. "It's alright Rick, don't be scared or anything. We don't make a habit of this. As a matter of fact - this is the first time in the 15 years we've been together that we've done this - and it was my idea. Cathy didn't want to trick you, but I have been curious for years what it would be like to watch my lover suck a guys dick and take his come in his mouth. Yes - Cathy is really a male but a long time ago we started living as girls together because he always felt more comfortable in nice clothes, and long soft hair - much like you feel tonight. If you say so - we'll clean you up and you can walk out of here, and no one will ever know unless you tell them, which of course will mean we'll have to leave this town to protect Cathy." I had begun to stroke his dick with my hand as Andrea spoke to him and he was as hard as a rock and moving his ass around. "It would make me so happy if you could ... overlook ... certain things and enjoy Cathys blowjob. I promise you...this will be the greatest night of your life if you do." Andrea kissed him all over his face for emphasis as Rick thought it over, cooing over 'how pretty he was' as a girl. Finally, he put one hand around Andreas head and pulled her to him, giving her a deep, wet, kiss. "Of shit...okay...I feel too good to fight it....I don't care what you do to me, I'm going out of my mind!" I didn't wait a second - I just dove onto his dick and sucked as deep and hard as I could as Andrea watched with a smile and brushed her hair over Rachels face. My hair fell like a curtain over the sides of my face and swept over his thighs as I sucked up and down. Andrea had a glazed look in her eyes as she watched, my saliva dripping from my mouth and down his dick as I sucked him deeper and deeper until I almost took all of his 9 inches down my throat. Rick began to moan loudly and toss around as he neared his climax. "Oh God Cathy...that feels so great! Oh baby - suck me hard.....let me come in your mouth!" "Yes baby", Andrea whispered excitedly "come in Cathys mouth baby. I want to see you shoot your cream into his mouth for me. Come on baby....come for me, give Cathy your cream." I felt it coming up from his balls and jerked his dick firmly with my hand as I sucked on the head of his dick. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!", Rick screamed as he unloaded in my mouth. I continued to suck up and down as my hand squeezed his dick and Andrea stared into my face, her hand caressing my hair and neck as she watched Ricks come drip from the sides of my mouth.

"Swallow it baby," she whispered frantically, "swallow his cream..don't waste it! Oh baby, thank you for making my dream come true!" I swallowed about 3 times and still Rick was shooting jets of hot come deep into my throat.

Andrea gently pushed my mouth off Ricks spurting cock and swallowed it up to his pubic hair again, her eyes closing with delight as his come ran down her throat into her stomach. I rested my head on Rachels tummy as I watched Andrea finish off Rick. Rick has reached down and lifted my hair to spread it like a blanket over his sexy chest and tummy, and was tossing his head around so his wig hair would cover his face and shoulders. " Rachel!" Andrea said, " you are almost totally covered with hair! You look like a pretty Cousin Itt!" I laughed and lifted my head up, uncovering Rachels tummy. She pouted a bit, jokingly of course, "Oh please, it feels so good being covered with all that soft silky hair, cover me again?" Andrea gave us an evil smile, meaning she was up to something again! "How would you feel about being a REAL girl Rachel? How far would you go to have Cathy and me make love to you the whole weekend ..... think of all the soft hair on you for 2 whole days!"

Rachel looked back and forth between us, trying to catch Andreas drift - I just shrugged - I didn't know what she was getting at either! She slid up next to Rachel on the pillow and ran her fingers through her hair, and traced his mouth with her fingernails. I lay on Rachels other side with her dick in my hand, gently stroking it up and down. "What do you mean Andrea? What do you want me to do now? Isn't dressing me like this enough?" Andrea laughed and kissed him lightly, "silly.....you know you are enjoying this as much as we are....I just want to know if you would fulfill another of my fantasies with Cathy? I've watched her suck another guys dick....great job I might add... now I'd love to see another pretty boy suck HIS dick for me. A 69 might really be terrific - what do you two say?" Well...I was game, but Rachel looked like he would have a stroke! "Oh no!" he protested, "I mean...Cathy is a real fox and all, but she's still...you know...really a guy! I'm no fag!"

Andrea got a little angry with Rachel for that crack, "what do you mean Rachel...are you calling Cathy a fag because she sucked you for me? Cathy is not a fag by any means, and I should know, she just enjoys wearing pretty clothes and looking nice, and having all that long, soft hair you love so much! She's never made love to another guy before today." "I'm sorry Cathy...I didn't mean it like that. I just meant...well you know....that's stuff that gay guys do, you know? I've just never thought about doing those things!", Rachel protested. I leaned over and gently kissed his red lips, " I know Rachel....it's okay....nobody is pushing you. I was a little scared when Andrea asked me to blow you for her the other night too....but I got kind of excited tonight and well....what the hell...you do look awful CUTE! As a matter of fact, I feel like having your dick in my lips again!" Andrea laughed as I slid down and popped Rachels dick between my lips and gently sucked, then released his dick with a plop and sucked his balls into my mouth, rolling them around with my tongue. "Jeez" I thought to myself, "this could get habit-forming. What's the big difference between sucking on a smooth dick and a wet pussy! Not much - and it sure smells a lot better than some pussy I've been down on." I began to get into it....licking Rachels balls all over...down into the area between her balls and asshole...then up again to slide her dick into my mouth.

Rachel was getting worked up again too....moaning and bouncing her ass up and down. I heard Andrea trying to coax Rachel into taking my dick in her mouth, she was stroking me and rubbing my balls "See Rachel...open your eyes baby ... see how pretty her dick is, please taste it for me? Look baby...watch me.." and she took the head of my dick in her mouth and sucked hard. "See baby...it's easy..and it tastes so good!....just a lick then? Lick its pretty head for me a little?"

Andrea was gently pushing Rachels head closer and closer...I felt her hot breath on my dick. I was partly on my side so Andrea could reach me, also giving Rachel a good view in the meantime. I felt a tongue lick the tip of my dick very tentatively, and looked up to see Andrea holding Rachels head up and her hand guiding my dick towards her mouth! I really wanted this bad now, so I sucked harder and more passionately, then felt her tongue again.

"Good baby" I heard Andrea whisper, " now just open your mouth and close your pretty red lips over the top! You'll love it, I promise....and if you do real well, I'll let you fuck my sweet Cathy in her ass pussy! LOOK, BABY! YOU MADE Cathy COME A LITTLE! SHE WANTS YOU TO FUCK HER ASS! SUCK HER FOR ME PLEASE!"

That did it....I felt a hot mouth close over my dick. You could tell it was her first time, she didn't really know how to move her tongue around it so she could breathe...I felt her gag a little. "Breathe through your nose honey...then you won't gag...that's it...a little more .... think about what you like, what Cathys doing to you." She was catching on now, I felt her mouth slide further down and her cheeks against my dick as she tried sucking harder. I wrapped my hands around Rachels ass cheeks and pushed her dick all the way down my throat...I heard Rachel moan and suck me as deep as she could. I felt myself start to come and moaned...almost a growl..deep in my throat as I felt Rachels balls jump as she too began to spurt.

"OH WOW," Andrea whispered with passion, "Oh wow, you're both coming together! Oh my two pretty girls....eat all your desert for me...don't spill any!" We were locked together...her and my hands firmly holding each others ass to keep our dicks deep in our mouths as we shot spurts of come and swallowed it down. Andrea was going crazy with lust, pulling first Rachels - then my dick - from our mouths to try to get a taste of come. When we were done, Rachel turned

around and lay down on top of me...her hair covering my face until she brushed it aside so we could kiss. We clutched each other tightly and swapped tongues and come as Andrea kissed us both and licked come from our cheeks. "Fuck me Rachel" I whispered softly as I brushed her hair from her face, "fuck me in my ass." For emphasis, I wrapped my legs around Rachels waste and ground against her....our dicks rubbing together on my tummy. Andrea shouted with glee and slid a pillow under my ass to give Rachel a better angle at my ass. If I was going to be fucked, I wanted it to be like a real girl - on my back- not like a fag doggy style.

Andrea squeezed first my dick - then Rachels -and got a teaspoon or so full of come on her fingers, which she then spread on my asshole for lubrication. I watched as she stroked Rachels dick - already hard with excitement, and guided it to my hole. She worked it back and forth to spread our come-lube into my hole, then placed Rachels cockhead against it and gently pushed it in until the head disappeared. It didn't hurt at all. I was kind of excited myself and using my legs, pulled him into me deeper. Andrea was wild...kissing me and carrying on....Rachels hair fell over my face as she tossed her head in pleasure.

Andrea twisted around and licked Rachels balls as she watched her dick slide into my ass. I smiled up at Rachel, her eyes partly shut, and ran my hands over her back. "All the way this time, Rachel.....all the way in!" I whispered. Her eyes opened and locked on mine, she smiled back and bent to kiss me the shove her tongue down my throat as she pulled her dick out a little then shoved hard, her dick going in me until our pubic hair tangled. It felt so great I squeezed my legs tightly around her so she couldn't pull out....she wiggled back and forth so her dick moved around in my rectum. We smiled into each others eyes. "Keep it in all the way babe...just move in and out a little like you do when you're deep in a pussy and ready to come." I whispered. It felt like her dick was up near my belly button as she slid her dick quickly in and out about 2 inches. I could see in her eyes....she was going to come any second...I felt her dick get hot in my ass. Now I knew what it felt like for girls...feeling the come run up a guys dick and shoot into her belly. The first spurt of come to spray into my rectum felt like a warm enema flowing into me. We squeezed each other tightly as he shot spurt after spurt deep into my bowels. When Rachel was done shooting about a cup of come into me she rested her head on my shoulder as I caressed her pretty face. Without any warning, Rachel rolled quickly onto her back, pulling me on top of her. She had a wild look in her eyes....as did Andrea when she realized what was going on! I looked at her pretty face with a questioning look. "My turn.."she whispered so faintly I could barely hear. She saw I was confused what she said and smiled and brushed my cheek with her fingertips. "My turn....I want to see what it's like now.....fuck me Cathy" "Are you sure you want to?" I whispered. "You don't have to you know...I don't expect anything in return." She nodded her head and kissed me to let me know she wasn't kidding, then she reached down behind her and grabbed my dick and pushed it against her hole, not stopping until the head of my dick was inside her ass. She looked into my eyes and nodded gently to let me know it was okay and wasn't hurting her. I started pushing deeper and deeper as she moaned deep in her throat in pleasure. Soon, I was in all the way and taking long strokes into her ass. I felt my come in my balls and saw the look of recognition in Rachels eyes as she wrapped her legs over my back and squeezed, forcing me deep into her ass when I began to shoot a tremendous load into her.

"Oh god.....ahhhhhhh....fill my ass with your come Cathy...ahhhh....it feels so warm in me." When I finished coming we held each other close as Andrea cried and thanked us. It was late and we were all exhausted, so we all got undressed and pulled the covers over us. Rachel didn't want to take off her makeup and wig so we all just wore a sexy pair of crotchless panties. We fell asleep holding each other tightly.

The next morning, we all woke together and lay in each others arms for a while. Rachels (mine actually!) wig was a mess, as was Andreas hair and mine. "My goodness Rachel" I laughed, "your hair really needs a good brushing!" Rachel was a little uneasy about the preceding night with us but Andrea spoke to her while I went to the bathroom to brush my hair a little, brush my teeth and rinse with Lavoris, and put on a bit of lipstick. When I returned, I found them locked together in a 69. I knew how Andrea felt about Rick so I left them alone and got coffee started while I showered. I dressed in a simple pair of tan linen pleated slacks and a loose dark green silk blouse over the usual lingerie, and some nice low green pumps. I had done my makeup and brushed my hair out into a very casual page-boy, then clipped the sides back with a large comb into a kind of thick ponytail. I thought it looked pretty.

Anyway, shortly thereafter Rick and Andrea wandered into the kitchen arm in arm. Rick had his wig off but still had some makeup and his babydolls on - he looked so CUTE! "Gee Cathy," he stammered, "I'm sorry about your wig - I think I may have messed it up real bad."

"Oh don't worry about it," I said, "it's been through a lot worse! Besides - I have other ones for you to try! Come on you two - have some breakfast before you shower and get dressed."

After they ate and showered, Andrea and I dressed Rick in some nice basic frillys and made him up into Rachel again. He didn't protest a bit! I picked out a simple shirtwaist from Vickys closet and some low heels like mine. He looked pretty good considering his size. We spent most of the day just laizing around the cabin, Rachel trying to deal with her high heels and the soft hair constantly swirling around her face. "Damn Cathy," Rachel said after a while, "I love the feel of all this beautiful hair...but it sure can get in the way sometimes, can't it?" I laughed at his observation....I often felt the same way. Men rarely understood how much bother the luxurious hair they worshipped so much caused their ladies. Of course....all things considered - I'll take the hair!

Anyway..... Around 5:00, we decided to dress for dinner. Rachel was not really passable, and we didn't want to embarrass him by taking him out in public, so we put some charcoal in the grill and went in to shower and dress while waiting for it to be ready. Andrea and I decided to dress Rachel up a bit more for the night, since he would be leaving in the morning. After showering, we went to work on him, since we could get ourselves together fairly quickly. We creamed all his body hair off, and took special pains to do his makeup perfectly. We wanted him to really enjoy this last night. Andrea did her usual magic on his face.....he looked terrific! I dressed him in some really sexy underthings, sheer stockings, and Vickys cocktail dress - the electric blue one with long sleeves and the high collar (better to mask Rachels size!). I thought Rachel would shoot his load when he first felt the stockings and billowing skirt on his newly bare legs! It's a feeling few of us ever get over....the unusual coolness is probably the best way to describe the feeling. Andrea wanted Rachel to have a special treat - so she brushed out my special long wig for her.

Sitting in front of our makeup table mirror, dressed in her silky outfit, completely made up, Rachel nearly swooned when she saw Andrea approach holding the gorgeous wig in her hands. She held it in front of Rachel and turned it in her hands so the silky hair bounced and danced in front of Rachel.

Rachel stared at it for a few minutes before reaching out to run her hands over its' softness. She was breathing rapidly by now. I laughed and whispered, "Easy Rachel...you don't want to come now and miss all the fun do you? Andrea and I still have to prepare! Just give us a half hour. Andrea will put it on you now and you can play with it while we get ready, OK?" "Yes...please...put it on me....I'll be OK," she whispered back. After Andrea pinned the wig on Rachel, I brushed it a bit into shape and said, "OK Rachel...have fun - but be careful with this.....it was my first wig, and its' special...not to mention ridiculously expensive!" As we went to dry and style our hair and get made up and dressed, I was happy to see Rachel sit staring into the mirror at her reflection, tossing her hair from side to side.

Andrea and I dressed quickly and did each others makeup and hair, very dramatic for evening, but simple. Andrea pulled my hair back on the sides like she liked it so much and brushed out light bangs around my face. She put two pearl clips on the sides to hold it back and slightly up on top. I too loved the way it looked on me - it was a favorite for a long time - very simple and sexy. Over our usual array of naughty undies, I put on a gray jersey shirtwaist with long full sleeves, cowl neck, and long very full skirt. A black patent 4 inch wide belt set off the waistline. It also had a row of buttons from hem to the neck (VERY easy to remove!). Andrea chose her red glitter chemise, sleeveless and straight to the knee, over sheer black stockings and red shoes, with lots of rhinestone jewelry. Glamorous! As we strolled back into the guest bedroom to get Rachel, she stood as we entered and ran her hands over her skirt and then her hair. "You two are so gorgeous!" she whispered, "Cathy...it's hard to believe you're not what you seem to be." I walked up to Rachel and took her hands in mine. "It takes a lot of time and effort, and help from someone special like Andrea who understands what makes someone like me tick, Rachel. It's not easy - physically OR mentally.

I was very lucky to find Andrea...shes been a special friend for almost 20 years. It's too soon for you though.....this is fun for you now because it's a game and it's exciting sexually...I understand that. But believe me...if this is a life for you you'd know already. So...just enjoy yourself for now and think of this as just an experience." Rachel stared back and nodded. "You're right Cathy....it's too late for me and I can't pass the exam with my size and build. But I do believe it could be habit-forming! Everything feels so damn good!" I gave her an affectionate hug, as did Andrea. Now Andrea spoke up. "Listen Rachel...if you ever need to get in touch with your other side, and everyone does if they're honest with themselves, come on over. Even if you don't want to get dressed. You can let your feelings show over here...we don't judge people that way." Rachel was very moved by Andreas words...her eyes began to fill up, and Andrea rushed to hold her tightly as a flood of tears let loose. I understood completely the release of tension Rachel was experiencing...I'd been through it myself with Andreas guidance. "Let it out honey", Andrea whispered. "I know what you're feeling. We women don't make it easy for you guys do we? You always feel you have to be strong and not show your emotions....you can't let women see you cry....you can't be tender with people - especially other guys...." Rachel replied silently by holding her tighter. Rick looked up into Andreas eyes....

"My Mom," he said with a croak in his voice, "when she died....I started to cry at the funeral...my Dad... he growled at me `Be a man...be strong and stop crying'. God Andrea...I felt like crying..I thought I HAD to cry...why can't I cry when I hurt?" Andrea looked up at me as she held Rick and rocked him back and forth. She'd heard similar questions before. I gave Rick a light kiss on the cheek.."Rick," I whispered, "I'm going to leave you with Andrea for a while. I think you should let her clean you up and change you back tonight. You have to get all this out as Rick so you can live with it. Trust Andrea....I owe her everything. She won't hurt you. I'll see you in a little while..OK?" A silent nod was my answer.

I turned and left them alone, and went to my room to change into a simpler outfit. I left my makeup and hair as it was, but undressed down to my bra, garter belt and stockings (no panties), and my floor length silk bathrobe. I mixed a drink and sat on the sofa and listened to some Linda Ronstadt ballads on the stereo and waited for Rick and Andrea to come down.

To shorten the story....Rick and Andrea spent most of the night together, making love tenderly, holding each other, talking, etc. I joined them in bed late at night. As we lay there holding each other...Rick gently running his fingers through Andreas and my hair as our heads rested on his shoulders..... Rick whispered to me. "Cathy...can I ask you something?" I looked into his eyes in the semi-darkness.."Um humm..sure Rick..what is it?" He hesitated as if he was afraid to say anything until Andrea prompted him. "Go ahead Rick.. ask her...don't be afraid." " I...well..I".... "Yes Rick" I whispered.... "Go ahead" "Cathy" he finally got out, "would you make love with me again? I really enjoyed last time."

My answer was simple...I reached down under the covers and gently took his dick in my hand and caressed it as Rick inhaled sharply. I kissed him lightly on his lips and folded down the quilt, then slid down and rested my head on his belly, lifting my hair and spreading it over his stomach and chest. I gently kissed his balls and his dick before sliding it into my mouth. This was going to be a special blowjob - slow and gentle. "Cathy" I heard Andrea whisper, "turn around so we can watch?" I smiled to myself and turned around so I was facing them, rearranging my hair over Ricks legs. I licked, sucked gently, and kissed his dick and balls for almost a half hour before Rick whispered hoarsely "Cathy...I want to suck you too." I quickly slipped into a 69 position over Rick and continued sucking...I felt his warm mouth close over my dick in response. Despite Ricks inexperience, I knew I would not last long...I was very excited and I could feel Rick licking off my pre-come. Rick was almost ready also so I began taking deep thrusts into my throat. Suddenly, Rick released his load down my throat at almost the same time I shot into his mouth. I continued sucking gently until he was soft, the turned around and again rested my head on his shoulder, smiling at a beaming Andrea. Andrea gently kissed each of us, probing our mouths for a taste of our semen. We fell asleep in that position.

Rick visited us many times in the ensuing months, sometimes for talk and sex, sometimes just for talk. He remains a close friend.

The saga continues in Chapter 8 of My Story!

 

 

 

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