The Breadwinner

by Margaret Jeanette

 

Mike Strong downed his third beer. He said to Jake Timm, "They made Sharon West a supervisor. She whored her way into that job. She gave her ass for it, always coming on to all the bosses. That job should have been mine."

Jake agreed with him, but Jake knew Mike's aggressive attitude was so strong that the company deliberately overlooked him. Mike was known for having a temper and not backing down.

Mike left the bar and headed home. His wife wasn't there when he got home, so he figured with her being a surgical nurse that there had been an emergency and that she was working overtime.

After about an hour she arrived home. Mike asked her, "Do you want to go out for supper? We can go to Calvin's. I love their steaks."

Sue answered, "That sounds like a winner! Let's go!"

Mike said, "Why don't you change into that black skirt that you wear with those high heels?"

Sue said, "I want to relax and be comfortable. These clothes are stylish and comfortable. Why can't we go like we are?"

Mike said, "I am the breadwinner and the breadwinner has rights. One of those is at times to decide what is to be worn. Now, go change, will you?"

Sue said, "OK, I'll change." She was tired from a hectic long day and didn't feel like arguing. She knew he liked her to look her best and she knew he liked to show her off. Even so, she knew the outfit was not comfortable.

They went and had a delicious meal. When they got home Sue took a warm bath to relax. When she was done she came into the living room where Mike was reading the paper. She asked him what was new at work.

He said, "They made Sharon West a supervisor. She whored her way into the job."

Sue said, "Be careful what you say. Companies don't take it kindly if someone makes comments like that. If you were at work and someone reported you, you would be in a lot of trouble."

Mike said, "That job should have been mine! I deserved it but now they are all concerned about equality and so they took someone who has been there half as long as I have and made her a boss."

Sue tried to soothe his feelings, saying, "Maybe the next one will be yours. Don't get hung up on it."

Mike sat and looked at the paper, boiling inside about how he had been overlooked. Soon it was time for them to go to bed. They made love, but Mike came quickly and rolled off of her, turned over, and went to sleep. Sue laid there and thought it was over in a flash. It was like going to the quick stop for service. She wished he'd be a little slower and gentler.

It was the weekend and Mike seemed to settle down. Monday morning Mike went to work. He was working hard when Sharon West came up to him.

She said, "Your line is one of the areas I have been assigned to supervise. I know we haven't always had the best relationship. I will do whatever it takes to improve that. If you have any ideas of anything we can do to improve things let me know."

Mike said, "You are right, we haven't gotten along. As far as I am concerned you whored your way into that job. It will be better if you just let me do my job and go do yours!"

Sharon asked, "Are you calling me a whore?"

Mike said, "If the shoe fits, wear it. Take it any way you want."

Fifteen minutes later another supervisor told Mike that he was wanted in the office. He walked into the office and Sharon was there. Also the head of Human Resources was there.

The head of Human Resources asked, "Did you tell Mrs. West she was a whore?"

Mike answered, "Not exactly in those words."

Sharon recounted the exchange of words they had had earlier. The head of Human Resources asked Mike if that what was said. Mike told him he guessed so.

The head of Human Resources said, "We take a very strong stand on anything sexual and anything demeaning to any of our supervisors. I'm afraid we are going to have to let you go. Get any of your personal items, and then stop by my office for your last paycheck and to sign some papers. I'm sorry this had to happen but we have responsibilities, you know."

Mike went to his machine and got his lunch bucket. He didn't have anything else personal to get. He stopped by and got his last paycheck and to sign some papers having to do with vested pension and a questionnaire about how he felt about his job and the company.

He left and stopped at Hurl's Wood Products to put in a job application. A man who introduced himself as John interviewed him. The interview was going good when Mike was shaken by what John had said.

John had said, "I know someone you used to work with. My wife works there. Her name is Sharon West. Do you know her?"

Mike answered, "Yes, I know her." He knew he didn't stand a chance of getting hired. He left and stopped at Toby's Tap for a couple of beers.

He got home and was going to watch TV but couldn't find anything that interested him. He went out and washed the car to kill some time.

When Sue got home it took him a while before he could tell her about being fired. Sue said, "Why don't you apply at Hurl's, they are also a woodworking place. You have the training so I'm sure they might hire you."

Mike said, "It's no use. I stopped there on the way home. The guy who does the hiring is Sharon West's husband. I know he is going to ask her about me and she isn't the type of person to not say what happened."

They ate supper in pretty much silence. After supper Sue cleaned up and went into the living room. She tried to soothe Mike down. He was visibly tense and angry. He said he didn't know what he was going to do tomorrow.

Sue said, "There's a spot on the kitchen floor and I haven't had the ambition to clean it. You could clean the kitchen tomorrow. It would be a big help to me."

He didn't answer, She read the paper and soon was feeling tired so she went to bed. The next day was Saturday and normally she was off, but Dr. Thompson had scheduled a surgery and she took the overtime.

She was enjoying her first cup of coffee when Mike walked in. She said, "This surgery should only last about two hours. It'll give you plenty of time to clean up the kitchen. I have to leave right away. Love you."

She left and Mike sat sipping his cup of coffee. He thought about any possible jobs he could apply for. He couldn't think of anyone who was hiring. He lounged around and before he realized it Sue was home. She was miffed that he hadn't done the floor but didn't say anything. She thought he was probably pretty down in the dumps from getting fired.

They relaxed the rest of he weekend and Monday before she left for work she reminded Mike about the kitchen floor. Mike goofed around all day and later in the afternoon he headed for Toby's Tap. He wasn't home when Sue got home. She was tired and fixed herself a light meal. She noticed he had not done the floor and couldn't see where he had done anything. She was slightly angry with him but decided to wait to see what his excuse would be.

She finished eating when there was a knock on the door. It was Caroline Huxley, her neighbor. Caroline was a widow having lost her husband in an auto accident the year before. They chatted about all kinds of small things. Mike came home. He was very drunk. Sue asked him why he hadn't done the kitchen. He mumbled something she didn't understand. She stood right in front of him and told him he better do it tomorrow. Before she could move he slapped her. She stepped aside and he headed to bed. She had been humiliated in front of Caroline.

Caroline asked how often he was like that. Sue said he had never hit her before, She said he was under a lot of stress since losing his job.

Caroline said, "Well, he certainly can help around here. If he were my husband and I was working full time you better believe I'd have him doing some cleaning."

Sue said, "I know he can do it. He just has to settle down. I am trying to think of how I can get him to do some cleaning around here. I just don't know how to get him to see that it has to be done."

Caroline said, "I know something that might work. But it would involve some major changes."

"What do you have in mind? I can't think of anything and I'm at wit's end."

Caroline continued, "Get him in some women's clothes. Use it to remind him he has to do some housework."

Sue quietly said, "I don't know. Besides none of my clothes would fit him."

"What size does he wear?"

Sue said, "I know he wears a 42 suit."

Caroline smiled and said, "Perfect! I have some clothes that should fit him."

"Oh, yes, all I have t do is tell him and he will put them on. In your dreams, maybe."

Caroline said, "If he comes home like last night tonight we can dress him. He probably will never know it until he gets up."

Sue said, "That maybe so but let's wait until at least tomorrow. I want to give him one more chance. He has to change. He has to get off this path he is on. It is going to ruin him."

Caroline said Sue should think it over. They decided to wait until tomorrow night to decide if they wanted to go ahead with the idea."

They were chatting when Mike got home. He was staggering drunk again. Sue didn't confront him and he headed to the bedroom. The two women continued their chat. Caroline left and went home.

Sue sat and thought about how romantic Mike once was. She thought about how much he had changed, mostly in this last year. He hadn't been lazy or even abusive before like he was now." She tried to think of some way she could get him to change other than what Caroline had said. She couldn't think of anything. Then she thought about counseling. She knew he would never go for it. She hoped he would be better tomorrow.

The next morning he got up and went to get a cup of coffee. Sue was sitting and didn't say anything. Mike said good morning. Sue didn't answer. Finally he implored her to say something.

Sue said, "I have asked you enough times to clean the kitchen. You haven't done it. You either do it today or there is going to be hell to pay. You have all day and you haven't done one iota of work around here. It has to end and end now."

She didn't wait for an answer from him. She left for work. He sat there thinking about what she had said. He thought to himself she must be crazy if she thinks I am going to start doing the housework. Who does she think she is anyway? I will do what I want to do, not every little thing she wants.

His stubbornness led him to dawdle around until the middle of the afternoon. Then he headed for Toby's Tap. Sue got home and was miffed when she saw he hadn't done anything noticeable. She made herself a sandwich and soup for supper.

She was reading the evening paper when Mike got home. He was out of it. No words were exchanged as he headed straight for bed. After about three minutes she peeped in on him. She saw him lying naked on the bed sleeping. Then she heard a knock on the door. It was Caroline and she was carrying a two-handled grocery bag.

Caroline said, " I saw him come home. He was lucky to get the truck in the garage. Are you ready to do what I suggested."

Sue said yes and led her to the bedroom. Caroline looked around and saw the pile of his clothes on the floor. She told Sue she would hoist him to a sitting position and Sue should slip the bra on him. She handed Sue the bra. IT was a black long-line bra. Sue slid the straps up his arms and over his shoulders. Caroline held him as she hooked the hooks and eyes in back. She noticed four buckles and straps on the opposite side. Caroline told her to start on the bottom and work her way up and to get them as tight as possible. Sue soon was done. Caroline laid him down on his back. She then lifted his legs for the black pettipants-pants. They came down to his knees and were trimmed with pink lace. Caroline laid his legs down carefully. Sue excused herself and came back several minutes later. She had a camera and took several pictures of him. Then they posed him with his hand in a sexual position. Sue took several more pictures from different angles.

Then Caroline produced a sheer white nightgown from her bag. They got the nightgown on him and after a lot of maneuvering had it looking like he had gotten into bed with it on. Sue took some more pictures of him.

They left the bedroom and Sue told Caroline to get herself a cup of coffee. She said she would be with her in a couple of minutes. Within five minutes Sue was sitting talking to Caroline.

Sue asked, "What kind of bra is that? I have never seen one like that before."

Caroline said, "It is a corset bra. You buckle from the bottom up to the top. It pushes excess flesh up into the bra cups. Didn't you notice he developed small boobs?"

Sue said, "No, I was so afraid he was going to wake up I didn't look too close at anything."

Caroline said, "I wore that bra twice and I had to have my husband buckle and unbuckle it. I don't know what I was thinking but I was a young bride and didn't always think straight. I was going to throw it out several times but never got around to it. I remembered it today and dug it out. The other items I had on our honeymoon although the nightgown I could have forgot as I only wore it for maybe ten minutes."

They laughed and Sue was thankful for a friend like Caroline. Sue asked, "When do you think I should let him out of those clothes?"

Caroline said, "I wouldn't let him out until he changes his ways. Not just cleaning the kitchen but agreeing to do whatever else you ask of him. He has all day to clean. I would have him make your supper also. I always thought when he spoke of the breadwinner's right he was off base but you should use that against him.

Sue thought about it and decided she would keep him in the bra and panties until he changed for the better. She told Caroline of her decision.

Caroline with a slight smile on her face said, "I'm glad you see the light. I have some dresses and other clothes that will fit him if you want them. I'll get them out tomorrow for you. If you work this right you will be able to come home and relax every night. How does that sound?"

Sue said it sounded good to her. Then she said, "Here are the pictures I took of him. Do you want to see them?"

Caroline said yes and looked at the pictures. She was amazed at how quickly Sue gotten the pictures back and what good quality they were. She asked Sue if she could have one of each and Sue said she could.

Caroline wished her luck and left. Sue sat and wondered if they were doing the right thing. She decided that it had to be done for Mike's own good. She went to bed and slept like a baby.

The next morning Sue was enjoying her first cup of coffee when she heard Mike loudly exclaim, "What the hell!"

In less than a minute Mike was by her still wearing the nightgown. He asked, "How did I get into these clothes? What the hell is going on here?"

Sue said, "You were naked on the bed. Caroline and I dressed you. You didn't raise a finger to stop us. I figure I have asked you many times to clean the kitchen and you haven't tried to do one thing to help around here. Now you can keep those on as a reminder to get something done around here. I work full-time and can't do everything. You have all day to do something constructive around here. You can keep those on until you get the kitchen cleaned."

Mike said, "Like hell I will. I'll get these off and you can go to hell before I clean the kitchen."

Sue said, "You don't seem to hear what I am saying. Now you can wear those clothes until you have the whole house cleaned to my standards. You talked about the breadwinner making decisions on what to wear. Now I am the breadwinner and I am telling you to keep those clothes on. You better go now and get dressed. Wear old clothes so you don't ruin your good ones."

Mike said, "Get these clothes off of me. I'll clean the kitchen, but first get these off of me. I'm your husband for God's sake."

Sue said, "You had plenty of chance to clean the kitchen before and you didn't so now you are going to pay the consequences! Now go get dressed. You have work to do."

He went into the bedroom and took off the nightgown and rolled it in a ball and threw it in the corner. He got one of his older shirts and a pair of denim jeans and put hem on. He was putting his socks on when Sue came in. She handed him a set of the pictures she had taken of him the night before.

She told him, "If you don't do what I said. I'll take those pictures and paste them on the walls of Toby's Tap. Take a close look at them. There is no doubt who it is. Look at that one of you in the nightgown, you can still see the bra and panties you have on. Look at the other ones. Doesn't that pink lace show up nice? Now you can decide what you want to do. I have t get to work now. Hopefully you'll get smart and start doing something constructive around here."

She left and he went and got a cup of coffee, wondering how she could do something like this to him. He drank three cups before he started to calm down. Then he started noticing how tight the bra was. He noticed he couldn't take a full breath. He was afraid to go anywhere. He decided he might as well clean the kitchen. He started cleaning. It was ten A.M. When he got the whole kitchen cleaned including the floor it was four-thirty. Sue would be home soon.

Sue walked in and was really surprised at how the kitchen looked. She was impressed. She heard the TV in the living room. She walked in and saw Mike sitting in his easy chair napping. She changed into some more comfortable clothes, and then started supper. When supper was just about ready she went in and gave Mike a kiss on the cheek. He woke up and she told him supper was almost ready.

When they started eating Sue said, "The kitchen looks superb. You did a good job. Thank you!"

Mike asked, "Now can you get this bra off of me? I cleaned your damn kitchen."

Sue said, "I told you this morning, you will wear it until the whole house is cleaned to my satisfaction. I'll tell you something else, your attitude better change or you will be buried in that bra. I want you to be the Mike I married, not the Mike you became. You better think about who you are and what you have become. The old Mike would never have been fired. You have been a loose cannon lately. You don't have anything good to say to anyone."

Mike thought about what she had said. He knew she was right about his attitude. He shuddered when he thought about what she said about him being buried wearing this bra.

They finished eating and Sue asked him to clean up. He did it to show her he wasn't all bad. The phone rang and Sue talked to someone. He walked in as she hung up.

Sue said, "That was Caroline. She has some things for you. We are going over there. Now listen and listen good. When we get over there I want you to thank her for helping you get dressed last night. Remember, you will do what I say or the pictures will be on the walls of Toby's Tap. Now, she has some things for you, and you will thank her nicely for everything she gives you. I don't care if it has to be an act. If it has to be you better be an academy award actor. Do you understand?"

They walked next door to Caroline's. She let them in and smiled at Mike. They sat down in the living room with Sue and Mike on the sofa and Caroline in a recliner. Sue told Caroline that Mike had something to say to her. Sue then nudged Mike.

"I want to thank you for helping Sue dress me last night. I was out of it and couldn't have done it myself. Thank you."

Caroline replied, "Why thank you. You are so sweet. I enjoyed it thoroughly. I am always happy to help a neighbor."

Mike knew she was always a sharp dresser, but when she got up he thought her shorts she had on would burst a seam they were so tight. She came back with two good-sized boxes.

She turned to Sue and said, "There are two boxes like these for you. Do you want a style show or would you rather wait?"

Sue said, "I think a style show would be fun. Don't you think so, Mike?"

Mike answered, "Yes, I guess a style show would be fun. I am not into women's fashion but it might be fun."

Caroline said, "We'll use the clothes in two other boxes I have in my bedroom. Come on Mike!"

Mike looked perplexed. Sue whispered to him. "Go with her and do what she says or else!"

Mike knew that voice. It had been a long time since he had heard her like that. He knew he had better do as asked. Caroline led him into her bedroom. Lying on the bed were three different dresses. She asked him which one he wanted to put on first. He protested until she told him she knew two people who worked where he worked before. She told him she had a set of the pictures of him last night in bed and she would get one of the people to post them where employees could see what he was up to. He quickly picked the yellow sundress. Caroline helped him get it on.

He went out by Sue. She was delighted and giggled when she saw it had a short skirt and that the bottom of his panties was showing. Caroline led him back and then asked him his shoe size. He told her and she had him try on a pair of her shoes. He was shocked when her shoes fit almost perfectly. She handed him a black slip to put on. He put it on and felt some reaction to the satin slip. Then Caroline helped him put on a dress that had a black top with sheer full-length sleeves. The long skirt was a red floral pattern on a black background. Caroline told him it was for eveningwear. She had him put on a pair of black patent leather heels.

He tottered out to show Sue. She told him he looked divine. He blushed redder than she had ever seen him blush before. He hurried as much as was possible in those shoes back to the bedroom. Then she produced an old square dance outfit of hers. She had him wear the red flats that she always wore square dancing. He was going to go out to show Sue when Caroline said she remembered something. Caroline came out of her walk-in closet with a long blond wig. She told him that she had worn it many years ago to one of her husband's company's Halloween parties. She told him she won first prize for a woman in a costume. She placed it on his head then brushed it into position. Finally she was satisfied that he looked OK.

When he went out by Sue she was flabbergasted. She thought he looked just precious. She said to Caroline, "That is one beautiful outfit. Look at all those petticoats and that embroidery on the top is just too beautiful. With some make-up he would look like a real woman."

Caroline said, "I have all kinds of make-up I don't use anymore. Being a widow I am not trying to attract another man. Not yet, anyway. Do you want me to make him up?"

Sue said, "It's up to you. I know a little about make-up but not a lot."

Caroline said, "Well, come on, maybe you'll learn some things."

Caroline started to put foundation on Mike's face. As she started she told them she worked in a beauty salon when she met her husband. She explained everything she did, and continued for about forty-five minutes, when finally she stepped back and declared him done. She then handed Mike a mirror so he could see how he looked. He was amazed. He looked like a woman. There was absolutely no trace that a man was under all that make-up.

Sue told him he should start carrying all the stuff to their house. He looked at her surprised. She told him Caroline was giving him all the clothes. His jaw fell.

Caroline said, "You can have the make-up I used also. I don't use hardly any anymore. Since my Henry died I don't feel like I want to impress anyone."

Mike started to carry all the stuff over to their house. He put it on the floor of the spare bedroom. Ten minutes later he had all the clothes over there, and went back to Sue and Caroline.

They were enjoying a glass of wine. Sue handed him one. He sipped it and was surprised at how good it tasted.

Caroline said, "You have to get the make-up yet. I threw a make-up case in the box with a bunch of old lipsticks. I have been telling myself to clean those out for so long, and now I am rid of them. I was going to call a charity shop to come and get those clothes, but now I know they will be put to good use. Thank you for helping me get rid of some things I should have gotten rid of a long, long time ago."

Sue nudged Mike. He said, "Thank you for all the stuff. Are you really sure you want to part with it?"

Caroline said, "Yes, I'm sure."

Mike asked, "Can I go change into my clothes now?"

Sue said, "You are in your clothes now. It would look ungrateful to Caroline if you changed now. Caroline, can you get rid of the clothes he leaves here?"

Caroline said, "That will be no problem."

Mike said, "But my wallet is in them, and I had some things in my pockets."

Caroline said, "Excuse me. I'll get them."

She returned carrying a black purse with a shoulder strap. She handed it to Mike. He opened it and saw the contents from his pockets in it. He also saw a woman's wallet. He took it out. It was pink and white with a pink rose on the white part.

Caroline said, "I've had those for years. I can't see me using them so I thought you could get some use out of them."

Sue said, "That's enough. If you keep giving us everything we'll soon have your house and you'll have nothing. Mike tell her thank you."

Mike said, "I want to thank you for everything. It is too much.

Are you sure you want us to have all that stuff?"

Caroline said, "I want you to have it all. I want to see you get some use out of it. It is worthless to be stored here with no one getting any use out of it. By the way, in one box there are a lot of bra and panty sets. For a while I was on a color kick and got every color there was I think. It was a turn-on for Henry to see me in all different colors."

They enjoyed another glass of wine and then it was time for Sue and Mike to go home.

At home Sue said, "Tomorrow move all your man clothes into the closet and dresser in the spare bedroom and put all of your new clothes in your closet. Look at each outfit and pick at least six or eight to give me a style show tomorrow night. "

Mike asked, "Do you really expect me to wear dresses?"

Sue said, "As breadwinner I decided you can wear dresses. If you want to get out of that bra and into a more comfortable one you will do it. When you are ready to do as I say let me know and I'll maybe release you from that bra. Now, it's bath time for you. Come with me."

Sue led him into the bath and helped him remove his bra. She put a lotion on him and told him he had to wait fifteen minutes before he could get into the bath. She ran a bath for him and he saw her putting some crystals into the bath. The bathroom started to smell like flowers.

Sue gave him a slight push and said, "It's time to get clean. Soak in the tub and wash yourself good. I'll tell you when you can get out."

He got in the tub and started washing. He didn't immediately notice the hair on his arms disappeared. The water felt nice and he relaxed. He thought that he could take one or two days in a dress if Sue made him wear one. He didn't think she would go any longer than that. The warm water contributed to him starting to doze. All of a sudden he heard Sue's voice telling him it was time to get out. He slowly got up. He was shocked to see that he had lost all of his body hair, even his pubic hair.

Mike said, "Isn't this going a little too far?"

Sue said, "You don't want any hair except that what is on your head to show, do you?"

Mike replied, "What's the matter if some hair shows?"

Sue said, "Did you ever see a hairy lady in a dress? You are going to learn what a woman goes through to look nice for men."

She helped him dry off then dusted him with a strong smelling powder. He thought he smelled like a bouquet of flowers. She helped him put the bra back on. This time she got the buckles a lot tighter than before. She thought to herself, 'I hope that makes you as uncomfortable as possible,' thinking of the things he had said about women before.

Mike asked, "Does this bra have to be so tight?"

Sue said, "You don't want it slipping, do you?"

Mike said, "No, but I can hardly breathe. Can't it be at least a little looser?"

Sue told him, "You'll get used to it. Now come on, get your panties and nightgown on."

He went into the bedroom and found a fresh pair of panties on the bed. They were red and entirely made of lace. He thought they were Sue's panties. He was surprised when they stretched to fit him. He put the white nightgown on and went to see Sue.

Sue looked up and asked, "Did you get the panties on OK?"

He told yes but that they were tight. She told him they were a pair of hers and that she knew they stretched. She told him they were his now as he had stretched them out.

They went to bed. Mike saw that she had put on a pair of his pajamas for bed. As she got into bed Sue said, "Tomorrow morning you can wear what you took off tonight and don't forget to do your make-up first thing in the morning. Good night and sleep tight."

She turned over away from him and was soon asleep. The next morning she was having her cup of coffee when she heard him up. She thought about what she should have him do today. He appeared, and sat down at the table.

Sue said, "Good morning. You don't look half bad. However you don't need to go so heavy on the mascara. Now, today you can clean and dust the living room. It shouldn't take too long so you should have time to wash all the windows, inside and out. I want you to make supper for us. I don't care what you make. Don't forget to move your clothes to the spare room and put all your new clothes away. Leave all your pajamas on the bed after you make it."

Mike said, "I'll do what I can. Why do you want the pajamas on the bed?"

Sue said, "I found out last night they are really comfortable so I intend on wearing them."

She thought that would remind him that she was in charge now. She also thought about how she could impress on him more strongly that he was going to be the woman of the house. Then it came to her.

She innocently asked, "Do you have a favorite feminine name you like?"

Mike answered, "Not really, why do you ask?"

Sue told him, "Well, I figure with you in a dress it doesn't make any sense to keep calling you Mike. So I figure I'll let you pick a name. How does that sound?"

Mike said, "My name is Mike. Why can't I at least keep my name?"

Sue said, "Do you really want me to loudly call you Mike when we are out shopping or something?"

Mike said, "No, I guess not. I can't think of a feminine name I like. What's that about shopping?"

Sue said, "Think about it today and let me know tonight when I get home. As far as shopping, yes, we will be going shopping. You will need other things and I am not going to get you something and you don't use it so you will pick what you need and I'll know it will get used."

Mike agreed that he would think about it and Sue left for work. He made up the bed. He started to move his clothes. He then started to unpack the boxes from Caroline. He was amazed at how feminine all the outfits were. He got all of the clothes done and was surprised that it took him almost two hours.

He immediately went and started the living room. As he was doing it all he could think of was what name to pick. He finished the living room and had a late lunch. Then he started the windows. He knew there was very little traffic on their street in the early afternoon so he started outdoors first. He finished the windows and was surprised that it was four-thirty. He started supper. As supper was cooking he thought if he showed Sue that he was really submitting to her making him feminine that maybe she would get the restricting bra off of him, maybe even let him go back to his man clothes. So he put some of her perfume on.

Sue came home and immediately smelled the perfume. She said, "You smell so nice! What a beautiful surprise!"

She kissed him and went to change, and appeared just as supper was being put on the table. She was wearing a pair of cut-offs and one of his shirts. They sat down to eat.

Sue asked, "Did you decide on a name?"

Mike replied, "Not really. One name might be Michelle. It's as close to Michael as I can think of."

Sue said, "No. I don't think Michelle is right for you. How about something like Barbara or Tammy?"

Mike said, "I don't care. Why Barbara or Tammy?"

Sue said, " Because I don't think you should have a name that has a masculine sound to it."

Mike said, "You pick what you want."

Sue said, "No, you have to pick! Pick something!"

Mike picked Barbara. Sue told him she was happy that he picked that as she could call him Barbara or Barb or Babs or Barbie.

They finished eating and Mike cleaned up the mess as Sue checked on what he had done that day. She told him he did a great job. She said she would reward him and take him to Toby's Tap. He declined the offer.

They sat and read the evening paper. Sue told him tomorrow he could do the bedrooms and bathrooms. She said that would be the whole house and maybe he could stop wearing that bra. He looked forward to that. She said if he completed that she wanted him to put on an evening gown to wear for the evening. She said if he continued like he was she would think about letting him do some other things.

He went to bed anticipating changes. He thought to himself, the perfume worked, and he slept the best that night than he had slept for a long time. The next morning he was up before Sue. He dressed and got his make-up on and made coffee. He was enjoying a cup when she came in.

Sue said, "Good morning Barb! That coffee smells so good." She got a cup of coffee and before she sat down she gave him a light kiss on the cheek.

Sue continued, "You look really good this morning. You have improved in your abilities for make-up. Oh, while I think of it you don't have to make any supper. Maybe I'll surprise you with supper. How does that sound?"

He said, "It sounds good to me."

She told him, "I looked at your clothes and you need underwear, you know bras, panties, slips, et cetera. We'll have to get you some. Is there any store you would rather go to?"

He told her he didn't care. She said she knew just the place. She had her usual two cups of coffee and left.

He started the bathrooms and then went to do the bedrooms. While doing the their bedroom he caught sight of himself turning rather quickly and his skirt billowing out from him. He watched as he did a couple of more twirls. Then he sat on the edge of the bed and started crying. He didn't know why he was crying. He thought about how he was a man and a man shouldn't be in a dress. He wondered if it was wrong to feel good about something that was wrong, to feel so very good about being like a woman. He got himself under control and continued the cleaning, finished it, and was surprised that it was four-fifteen. He remembered Sue telling him she wanted to see him in an evening dress.

He got the dress he had worn at Caroline's house, put it on, and thought that since the perfume worked last night he'd do it again. Then he got an inspiration. He put on a pair of Sue's clip-on dangly earrings and the matching necklace and bracelet. He looked at himself in the mirror and was satisfied. He realized it had taken longer than he thought when he heard Sue call for Barbara.

He went toward the voice. When Sue saw him she exclaimed, "You look gorgeous. If I didn't know this was my house I would think I am in the wrong house."

He said, "Thank you. I dressed just for you."

Sue said, "I appreciate that. To show I appreciate it grab your purse, we are going out for supper."

He said, "I can't go out like this. What if someone recognizes me?"

Sue said, "No one is going to recognize you. Now, come on, let's go."

They were in the car and Sue was driving when he realized he hadn't eaten any lunch and was really hungry. Sue pulled into a supper club known for its ribs.

The hostess greeted them and sat them at a table for two. When the waiter came for the order Sue said, "I'll have the full rack of your ribs with a baked potato with sour cream and Barbara will have a half rack with a baked potato, and no sour cream as she is watching her weight.

When they were alone Sue said, "See, the hostess and the waiter think you're a woman. Now relax and enjoy yourself."

They made small talk as they ate. When they were done Sue took him to the ladies room. He went to the toilet, and then she reminded him to refresh his lipstick. By the time they left he was feeling pretty confident about himself.

On the way home Sue pulled up in front of a shop in a small strip mall. Mike saw it was called Laura's Intimate Apparel. They went in and Sue quickly had him picking out some bra-panty sets in his size. When he had picked a half dozen in every color but white she told him to head over where the nightwear was. She told him to pick out four or five nights worth of clothes. When he picked out a plain nightgown Sue told him to put it back and get something more daring. He picked three lacy nightgowns with ruffles and two baby doll outfits that he thought would turn him on if Sue were wearing them. She was happy with the selections he had made.

They were heading to check out when Sue saw something she knew they just had to have. It was a full-length corset. She didn't know what size to get. Just then she spotted a saleslady. She asked the saleslady what size to get, telling the saleslady his bra size. The saleslady explained that there were different styles of corsets, and how much you wanted to take off the waist determined what corset you got. Sue picked the one that took the most off the waist. The saleslady told her how to lace it and gave her other tips.

They left with their purchases and when they got home Sue handed him the bags and told him to put everything away. He got everything put away and returned to Sue.

He said, "I never thought I would be able to pass as a woman, but tonight if anyone saw me as a man in a dress I didn't notice. It's amazing how people don't notice who is around them, or don't look closely."

Sue said, "That's why you wear make-up and jewelry and nice clothes. People are more apt to notice those things than notice the person wearing them."

When he went up for his bath Sue helped him get the bra off. She asked him what color he wanted to wear the next day. He told her the maroon one with the black lace. As he was bathing she got the matching bra and panties for him.

When he was done she watched as he dried then powdered himself.

She helped him put the bra on.

When he had the bra and panties on she asked, "Is that more comfortable?"

He answered yes. He didn't know why but he felt he had finally accomplished something. He had gotten rid of that uncomfortable bra. Sue handed him one of his new nightgowns to put on.

They went to the living room to read the evening paper. He was distracted when Sue asked, "It's Friday evening, what are we going to do this week-end, Barbie?"

He said he didn't know, he didn't feel like doing much. She asked if he felt like shopping. He told her not really, but if she wanted to go shopping she should.

Sue said, "Barbie, I want to go shopping with my new girl friend.

Don't you want to learn the secret of women shopping?"

He answered, "I am not a shopper. If you insist I go then I'll go, but I'm not promising anything. Where did you want to go shopping?"

She said, "There is a new shopping center that just opened three months ago and it's only 80 miles away."

He said, "Eighty miles seems a long way to do something you can do locally. Can't you think of something you could do around here?"

She said icily, "Yes, I think I can. But I'll guarantee you won't like it. So which is it, here or there?"

He said, "If you want to see that mall so bad why don't you drive there and look. Why do I have to go along?"

She said, "Don't go then. But don't cry to me if something you don't like happens."

When it was time for them to go to bed Mike knew she was angry. Mike saw her take a bowl and put water in it, but knew better than ask her what she was doing. They both fell asleep soon after getting in bed. The next morning Mike was up early and made coffee after dressing and doing his make-up. He was wearing a bright yellow sundress with ruffled straps over his shoulders. Sue came in and silently sipped her cup of coffee.

Finally Mike broke the silence. He said, "If you really, really want to go to that shopping center I guess I can go with you."

Sue asked, "Barbie, do you really want to go?"

He answered honestly, "No, not really. But you got all upset last night when I said I didn't want to go so I'll go to please you. That's the only reason I will go."

Sue said, "Don't do me any favors! We don't have to go. I can find things to do here in the area."

He answered, "Good. Then that's settled."

Sue said, "Come in the bedroom. I have something for you."

When they were both in the bedroom she had him take his dress off and slid the corset on him. She then laced it so tight he could hardly breathe.

He said, "How am I supposed to breathe in this? Why do I have to wear it?"

Sue said, "You have to wear it to remind you that I am the breadwinner now. When the breadwinner would like to do something the non-breadwinner is supposed to go along with it. You had better start learning fast. You also better learn to breathe in it now because I used a wet leather lace and the lace is going to dry and shrink, making the corset even tighter."

Sue then led him back to the dining area. She said, "I think today is a good day for you to weed the flower garden. The warm sun will dry that lace faster and you will remember who's the boss now. I am going to do some running and probably will be gone for a couple of hours. The weeding better be done when I get home."

Sue left and he went out to weed the flower garden. He was having trouble bending so he squatted down to pull the weeds. There weren't many so it didn't take too long. He got into the house but started to feel dizzy. He headed for the couch but passed out before reaching it. When Sue came home she found him lying on the living room floor. She quickly checked him and saw his breathing was real shallow. She unzipped his dress and when she saw his corset she got a knife from the kitchen and cut the laces. She noticed immediately that his breathing was better but not full deep breathes. She pulled on the corset to open it up a bit. Then his breathing was closer to normal.

He started to come around. He was groggy and didn't know where he was. Sue rubbed his arm and hand not knowing anything else she could do. Soon he was fully awake.

He said, "What happened?"

Sue said, "You passed out. I'm sorry. I guess I made the corset too tight. It won't happen again. Let me help you into the bedroom and we'll get that corset off."

They went into the bedroom and she helped him out of his dress and out of the corset. She told him she had a surprise for him.

She led him out of the house to the driveway. She said, "Look at your brand new car."

He looked at the pink compact Ford. He asked, "Why do I need that, I have my truck?"

She said, "You don't need that gas-guzzling four-wheel drive truck with all the bells and whistles. This is more your style now. This is what any stylish woman would love to drive. I traded in your truck and got this plus there was money left over. Look in the back seat and see all the things I got you. Better yet bring them in the house and we'll try everything on."

He asked, "How could you get rid of my truck? You didn't have the right! What were you thinking?"

Sue replied, "I have the right as breadwinner. Now, if you don't want this car, I'll take it back and you'll be without any vehicle. Do you want that?"

He answered, "No, I want a vehicle. It's just that I loved that truck."

She said, "Now, Barbie get your new stuff out of the back seat and we'll go in and you can try it on."

He meekly got the bags and boxes from the back seat. When they got in the house Sue took one box and said this was a special gift for him. She opened it and it revealed a pair of silicone breast forms. She took him into the bedroom and soon had them glued to his chest. He was surprised at the weight of them. Then she handed him a one-piece swimsuit and told him to put it on and come into the living room.

When he came into the living room he had the swimsuit on. It was yellow with a wide green stripe diagonally in front. She saw he was blushing and that he kept his eyes downcast toward the floor.

She said, "Barbara, I want you to be happy about your new clothes. Would you rather take that off and put the corset back on?"

He answered no and she continued, "Then let me see some joy about all your new things! Now go and try another outfit."

He went in and put another outfit on. When he came into the living room he was wearing a red evening dress. It was sheer red on the upper part with little red sequins all around spaced about an inch apart. Sue looked at it and saw it fit him like a glove. She knew the straight skirt with the small opening at the bottom would make sure he walked with short dainty steps.

Sue said, "That looks great on you but I want the full effect. Go back and in one of the shoeboxes there is a pair of red heels to go with it. Put them on, I want to see how you look with the full effect."

He went and found the heels. He couldn't believe she had gotten him a pair with—according to the box—five-inch heels. He put the shoes on and could only totter back to the living room.

Sue was delighted with him in the outfit. She said, "Don't worry about the heels. You'll get used to them."

He went back and after trying on the last three outfits, Sue told him to leave the last outfit on. It was a mini-skirt with a white blouse that was trimmed with three rows of lace on each side down the front.

Then she said, "Don't you want to go for a ride in your new car?"

He said yes, and they got in the car. She told him when to turn and where. He knew she had some place in mind and followed her directions. She had him park at a strip mall and then led him into a shop. It was an earring place. She had the attendant pierce each ear three times and place studs in the holes. She also bought some other earrings. Then he saw her pick out a jewelry box. It was wood looking with three drawers. She also picked out some necklaces. She put one necklace on him and commented that it looked nice.

They left, and Sue directed him for another three blocks, then had him park. He looked around and wondered what she had in mind now. She had him get out and they walked about half a block. She led him into a beauty shop.

Before he knew what was happening he was sitting in a stylist chair and his wig was being removed. Sue asked the stylist if she could do something with his natural hair. The stylist said there were several things she could do. They settled on a pixie style for him. Sue asked for a bridal facial also. The stylist went to work. Some of the parts of the facial he really enjoyed.

As he was being worked on the owner of the salon was talking to Sue. She told Sue that her receptionist and shampoo girl had quit and that she had to do double duty. Sue asked how difficult the job was. The owner said it was easy work but hard to keep anyone for any length of time.

Sue said, "I have to tell you this. Your stylist is working on the man who was my husband. He doesn't have a job. If you are interested he could use a job. I call him Barbara. He'll need training but it could kill two birds with one stone if you hired him."

The owner looked at him and thought to herself that this might work. She asked Sue, what if he had a problem working in an all-female environment? Sue said she would take care of it if that happened.

When the stylist finished with him he looked completely different. He looked in the mirror and was amazed at how feminine his face looked. He could fall in love with that face. When Sue told him she'd found him a job his face brightened, then fell when she told him where and what.

Sue decided to get tough with him. She said, "You need something to do and this is as good as anything, or don't you think you are smart enough to do it. I think you can do it and I think it will be good for you. Now, are you going to talk to the owner? I told her you would take a job here. You aren't going to make me a liar, are you?"

He said no, he wouldn't make her a liar. They talked to the owner and the owner told him he had a job. She told him they had a uniform of sorts to wear. She took him in back to see if they could find one that would fit him. She found one top and two bottoms for him. She told him to change and come out front so they could check him.

He got it on and it felt different. He really liked the feel of the red pleated skirt. It was short but swirled in a most delightful way. He went out front. Sue and the owner looked at him. The white top with the sweetheart opening fit him perfectly. At little cleavage was showing but he looked very good. The owner told him he should wear red heels with it, and asked if he had any. He told her yes and she smiled. The owner then asked Sue if he could stay about an hour so she could show him the ropes. Sue said it was fine, and got the keys from him.

An hour later Sue came back to get him. When they were in the car she handed him a spray device. He asked what that was and she told him.

"That is a spray we use for certain throat infections. We have found it tightens the vocal cords. It will give you a more feminine voice. Try it!"

He sprayed it into his mouth. He didn't say anything. Finally Sue said, "Well, are you going to talk or not. I want to see if it works for you."

He said, "I don't know about all of this. I never thought I would be working in a beauty shop. Do I really have to?"

Then he realized his voice had changed. It was more feminine than Sue's. He blushed deeply and Sue smiled broadly. They returned home.

When they were home about a half hour Mike sat down and asked Sue, "Do you think I can ever return to being the old Mike I was?"

Sue thought, and then replied, "It is possible but in all honesty I don't know. I like the new you. You are more kind and considerate than I have ever known you. You have become my best girlfriend. I hate the thought of losing my best girlfriend."

He said, "Well, I would like to think that I would be able to change back someday. You make it sound like I may never change back to being your husband."

Sue said, "I never gave it a thought. Let me think about for some time. I'll weigh the pros and cons of you changing back and then we'll have a talk either way. Does that sound fair?"

He agreed he would wait for her to decide what she wanted of him. He thought if she wanted him to remain a woman he might divorce her, but he hoped it wouldn't be necessary.

They took it easy the rest of the day. Sunday it was very warm, so they went to the beach. Mike felt that everyone was looking at him. He felt a tinge of envy when Sue came by him on the arm of a man. She introduced him as a nurse in the emergency department where she worked. Sue told Mike he could call him John. When Sue and John kissed it wracked his heart. He was very quiet the rest of the time they were there and the whole trip home. He wondered how she could be so friendly with John when he was right there. He thought he was her husband after all. The thought ran through his mind that she saw him as a girlfriend not a husband but he dismissed that as not being right. He realized he was jealous of John, like he was taking his place. He thought she was acting the way she was just to get his goat.

At home Sue asked, "Barbara, what's the matter with you? You haven't said anything just about all day. Come on now, talk to me."

He said in a sarcastic tone, "I don't feel like talking. If you want to talk go get John, you seem to think he is the answer to your prayers."

She replied, "Are you jealous? My God, I was just having a little fun. What's wrong with that?"

He replied, "Did you forget we are married? Most married people don't run around on the arm of their boyfriends!"

Sue stated, "You are jealous! Are you jealous because I was with a man or are you jealous because you didn't have him?"

He answered, "You know damn well what is bothering me. How would you like it if I took up with someone else?"

She said, "I'd be happy for you. There has to be someone besides the two of us. We have never had any true-blue friends that we chummed around with. You had your friends and I had mine. It's time to broaden our horizons."

He didn't have anything else to say, so he got up and went to bed early. The next morning he put on his new uniform. Sue wished him luck in his new job. He arrived at the beauty shop fifteen minutes earlier than Monica the owner had told him to be there, and she was very pleased to see he was anxious to get to work. He sprayed his throat and sat down at the reception desk. Customers started to come in and he was soon very busy doing shampoos and manning the reception desk. About noon Monica sent him to get some lunch for everyone. She gave him a written list and told him to get whatever he wanted. She gave him plenty of money and he left to get the food. The restaurant was right across from the emergency entrance of the hospital. He looked at the hospital and wondered what Sue was doing right now.

When he returned with the food and gave Monica the change she complimented him on how much better he was walking in his red heels. She said that by tomorrow he would be a pro at walking in them. The afternoon went by as quick as the morning. He got home and started the evening meal.

When Sue walked in she was smiling like no tomorrow. She said, "Babs, I have some great news. I have been promoted to chief surgical nurse. The old one quit because her husband got transferred out of town, the head surgical nurse turned it down because she thought it was too much responsibility. So they offered it to me. I took it. It is a huge increase in pay and I have my own office. Isn't that great?"

He congratulated her, and when he went to give her a kiss she turned her head so he kissed her on the cheek. He overlooked it. She asked him about his first day at work. He told her it wasn't so bad. They made small talk as they ate.

After he cleaned up in the kitchen he decided to take a long bath. As he was lying in the tub he wondered about where he was headed and what was going to happen. He thought about asking Sue what she had decided about him returning to be her husband. He decided to let her have more time to decide. He was afraid of what the answer might be.

After his bath he got a baby doll outfit on and went to find Sue. Sue told him he looked beautiful. So beautiful any man would have a hard time keeping his hands off of him. He blushed but was secretly happy with hearing that.

The next day he never realized something special was going to happen. It happened as he was getting out of his car to pick up the lunches for the staff of the beauty shop. He looked over at the hospital, and saw Sue coming out. She was on John's arm. He saw them kiss and saw Sue lift her leg as she was being kissed. He knew she only did that when she was horny. He saw them leave in separate cars. Shaken but under control he got the lunches and headed back top the shop. All kind of thoughts ran through his mind. Sue and John were obviously more than just friends.

That night she got home a bit earlier than usual. He looked at her and saw her disheveled hair and saw a glow he hadn't seen for a long time. It was the same glow she had when they were on their honeymoon. He was sure they had made love.

At supper he was quiet until Sue said, "Today went great! Just like I wanted. Everything fell into place. How was your day?"

He told her his day was busy. Then changed to subject to small bits of conversation. After he had taken his bath he told Sue that where the breast forms were glued on that it itched. She got the remover and when they were off she saw a rash.

She said, "You have a rash. I'll get some ointment for it. If the forms are going to be a problem maybe we better get you implants. What do you think?"

He replied, "Implants seem pretty permanent, aren't they?"

She told him that implants could be surgically removed if someone wanted them removed. She said he should let her know if he wanted them. She told him she could set it up and within a week he could have implants that would make any woman proud."

He didn't answer.

That night in bed he had the worst nightmare. He was a complete woman and was getting married. He saw his face in complete terror as he walked down the aisle. He woke up sweating and wondering if it was real. The next day at work he was giving Mrs. Grayson a shampoo and massaging her head. She told him she would give him a tip if he extended the time of the massaging. He did and she slipped him a twenty-dollar bill when he was done. He smiled broadly at her and felt really happy that things were going so well.

Thursday when he was picking up the lunches he saw Sue and John come out again. He could see the love in Sue's face when she looked at John. He was devastated that she seemed to completely forgotten about him.

That night when she got home she said, "Have I got some news for you. Saturday night we are going to double date. John asked me out for supper and maybe dancing afterward. He needs someone to go with his brother and I told him you would. Doesn't that sound like fun?"

He answered, "Oh yes, whoop-de-doo!"

She asked, "What's the problem?"

He replied, "You forget, I am a man. I am not homosexual!"

She said, "You are more woman than man now. It's time you start taking advantage of being a woman! It's all set up so you better get it in your head that you are going. I don't want you to spoil anything! If you do, you are going to regret it for a long, long time!"

He was extremely quiet all night thinking about Saturday. He didn't say a word to her the rest of the night. The next morning he was still not talking to her.

Before he left for work Sue said, "Barbara, You are going tomorrow night so make your mind up that you are going to have a good time. I will be very angry if you let me down."

On his way to work and all day at work it was on his mind. Finally, just before quitting time he told Monica about it. She was pleased that he was going to be going out. She told him to come in the next day at noon and she would do him up herself on the house.

Her words made him feel better about going out but he still had doubts. It was all he could think about all night. He knew he was going, because try as he might he couldn't think of a way out of it. He slept fitfully all night. The next morning he dawdled around. Finally he went to the beauty shop. Monica was all smiles when he walked in. She kissed him on the cheek and led him to a chair. She got him a cup of coffee. She told him there was a relaxant in the coffee.

By the time she was done with him he felt a lot better. He felt better about himself and about the coming evening. He had decided to take things as they came and try to enjoy it if that was possible. He was happy when he got home. Sue saw it right away, as she was telling him how nice he looked. He told her he was looking forward to the evening but didn't know what to expect.

Sue said, "Babs, you are like every girl going out on her first date. I am going to tell you what my mother told me when I was getting ready for my first date. If you get pregnant, you are going to keep the baby and raise it."

They both laughed heartily at that. It was time to get ready, and he hadn't decided on what he was going to wear. Sue recommended his red dress. He agreed. She said the corset would enhance his figure, but he had reservations after the last time he wore it. She told him she wouldn't lace it so tight this time, and he agreed to wear it.

When he was all dressed complete with jewelry Sue was full of compliments. There was a knock at the door and Sue went answer it. It was Caroline from next door. She said she had just gotten home from a cruise and wanted to know how things were going. Sue told her things were going beautifully, and wait until she saw Barbara. When Caroline asked whom Barbara was Sue told her. Then Sue called Barbara.

He was in the bathroom fluffing his hair when Sue called. He thought the guys were here and was pleasantly surprised to see Caroline.

When she saw him Caroline said, "My gosh, what an image of beauty. Is that your own hair? You look lovely! I can't believe it!"

He blushed and said it was his hair. Then he shocked Caroline, Sue and himself when he said, "Caroline, I want to thank you for all the help you were to accomplish this. Thank you very much!"

It was quiet for some time after he said that. Caroline knew he meant it and broke the silence saying, "Thank you. You have just made my day and my month and my year. I really appreciate it. I was worried about you and thought about you a lot on my cruise. I never in my mind envisioned you to be as beautiful as you are now."

She gave him a kiss on the cheek, and whispered in his ear, "Thank you. You are very sweet." She left, telling them to stop over when they got a chance to see her pictures from the cruise.

When she was gone Sue said, "Barbie, that was sweet, what you said to Caroline, thanking her like that. I think you really meant it. I'll tell you it surprised me to hear you say that."

He said, "I think I meant it. I didn't think of what I was saying, I just talked from my heart, I guess."

Sue said, "Well, keep it up. You'll do just fine."

Just then there was another knock at the door. Sue answered it and it was the guys. John gave her a deep kiss and the introductions were made. John introduced Adam his brother to Sue and Sue introduced Barbie to Adam.

They left with John driving and Sue next to him, Adam and Barbie in back. Adam had helped Barbie walk to the car and get in. Barbie couldn't help but be impressed by Adam's strength as he helped her. When they got to the supper club Adam again helped Barbie. He had his arm around her waist and practically carried her into the supper club.

As they were eating Sue and John talked together, sitting as close as possible. Adam talked to Barbie and it was pleasant for both of them. When they were finished eating, Sue and Barbie headed forth to the ladies room.

After they had done their thing and were refreshing their lipstick Sue said, "I think Adam is taken with you. It looks like he can't get enough of you. Enjoy yourself but be careful. Remember what I said about getting pregnant."

They both laughed heavily at that. Barbie found herself enjoying it more than she ever thought she would. When they rejoined the guys, John suggested they stop at the bar for an after dinner drink. Barbie had a grasshopper and didn't know why but it seemed to hit her harder than usual.

When they finished their drinks they decided to head for a dance club in the next town. It was about a fifteen-minute drive. In the back seat, Adam asked Barbie if she would let him kiss her. She agreed and when he took her in his arms and kissed her she saw fireworks. This was something that had never happened before. She liked it and wanted more. They held hands until they arrived.

Once inside Sue and John were in a world all by themselves. Barbie and Adam talked about all sorts of things. He told her he played semi-pro football and asked her if she would like a seat in the first row for all the home games. She said she would be delighted. He told her that then he would have the most beautiful cheerleader in the house cheering for him.

The band announcer said the band was going to play three slow dances in a row. Adam escorted Barbie to the dance floor and they danced close to one another. Barbie liked his strong hold on him. He was a good dancer and Barbie had no problem following him. As the third slow dance was ending Adam placed a kiss on Barbie's lips. Barbie felt like she was going to faint. She liked the warm fuzzy feeling. Adam escorted her back to the table. It looked like John and Sue didn't even know they were gone.

During one of those quiet times that seldom happen at a dance club Barbie heard John and Sue make a date for noon tomorrow to go someplace. Adam asked Barbie if she wanted to go outside for some fresh air. Barbie said she would like that.

Once outside Adam asked her if he could have a serious talk with her. She said she would rather not spoil the evening, so why not come over about half past twelve or so tomorrow? He said that would be great. They slowly walked hand in hand around the perimeter of the parking lot. Before they went inside Adam kissed her again. This time she almost wet her panties she became so excited. They went inside and Barbie headed for the ladies room. When she returned and sat by Adam she noticed he was really handsome and had a rugged aura about him. She was afraid she was falling in love with him.

They danced one more set of three slow dances and when they returned John asked if they were ready to leave. Adam said it was OK with him, so they left. On the way home they stopped at a small diner for a quick cup of coffee and to talk where it was quiet.

They arrived home and Adam escorted Barbie to the door. He gave her a slow kiss on the lips and told her he would see her tomorrow. Sue and John were in the car, and Barbie could see they were kissing passionately. Barbie went inside and headed for the bedroom to change. She got undressed down to her corset, but couldn't get any further. The next five minutes seemed like an eternity until he heard Sue come in. Sue called out 'Barbie' and he answered that he was in the bedroom.

Sue came in and he asked her to undo his corset. Sue did and said, "That John is a real doll. Maybe a little sex driven but a real doll. We have a date tomorrow. He is picking me up at noon. Sorry to leave you alone but I can't help it. John wants to take me to the zoo tomorrow. It's a sixty-mile drive but I know it will be fun. We'll be gone probably all afternoon and most of the evening."

Mike said, "That's OK. I'll find something to do to keep me occupied."

Sue asked, "What did you think of Adam? He is sure good looking."

Mike said, "Oh, he's OK in his own way. He was very sensitive to

how I felt"

Sue said, "I was so tied up with John I didn't notice what you two were up to. What did you two do?"

Mike said, "Oh, we danced some and we took a walk around the parking lot and talked. He offered me tickets for a seat to all of his home games."

Sue said, "Oh, that's right, John did say something about Adam playing football or something."

Mike said he was tired and went to bed. He lay awake thinking about what had taken place between Adam and him. He thought that it wasn't right but it had felt so good when Adam had his strong arms around him, and wow what those kisses did to him. Those were sensations he had never experienced before. He thought about Sue, that she was having so much fun she probably never would take him back as her husband. For some reason this didn't bother him. He wondered if it really was over between them. His feelings for her as a wife had diminished and he didn't know how to tell her. He was thinking about how he didn't want to hurt Adam. He was thinking that he had to tell Adam about himself and it worried him. He was thinking about how he would tell Adam when he fell asleep. He slept like a baby, a very happy baby.

The next morning both of them were having coffee and orange juice when the doorbell rang. Sue went to answer it. It was a deliveryman with a dozen long stemmed roses. Sue thought how nice John was to send her roses. Her jaw dropped when she saw the card was for Barbie. She handed the roses to Barbie. Barbie opened the card. It read, "To someone I adore. Thank you for last night. Adam."

Sue said, "Wow, what did you and Adam do that made him send roses? I must have missed something great happening. Did you two have sex?"

She was answered, "No, no sex. We talked and danced. I don't know what possessed him to send me these."

He put them in a vase and set them in the middle of the table. They finished their coffees and juices and Sue told him she was going to get dressed so she would be ready for John. Mike had another cup of coffee and took time to think. All he could think about was Adam.

Sue came back all ready to go. She was wearing the shortest skirt he had ever seen her in. She had a top that was tied in the front at the bottom and left her midriff bare. He told her she looked like bait for some guy. They laughed and she said that was it exactly.

He went up to dress. It took him a long time to decide what to wear. The black underwear was easy but what to wear with it. Finally he decided to wear the sheer red blouse with lace trim and a black skirt that was trimmed with miniature red roses embroidered on it that ended at mid thigh. He wore a pair of strappy sandals that had a two-inch heel. He was doing his make-up when he heard Sue call out that she was leaving. When he was done with his make-up he went to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of lemonade. Just then the doorbell rang. It was Adam.

Adam came in and gave him a kiss on the lips. Barbie asked Adam if he would like something to drink. He said lemonade would be fine. Barbie got him the lemonade.

When Barbie handed him the lemonade she noticed he was in deep thought. It didn't look good to her. Barbie sat down next to him and asked, "Last night you said you had to talk to me. What about?"

Adam cleared his throat and said, "I don't know how to put it in words that don't sound like the end of the world for a woman."

It was quiet for a couple of minutes. Barbie thought he was going to tell her he couldn't see her anymore.

Finally Adam started talking. He continued, "I got hurt in the last game last season and ended up in the hospital. I took a hit on my upper leg and groin. My groin swelled up to where it was painful just lying there. The doctors did all sorts of tests. I know every woman dreams of being a mother and that you probably do also. But the doctors told me that I am sterile from the injury and will remain sterile for the rest of my life. I didn't think it would ever impact the rest of my life because of the big thing I have to tell you."

Barbie interrupted him saying, "Not being able to have children doesn't change how I feel toward you. I want you to know that. That is not a factor in our relationship."

Adam kissed her and continued, "I have to tell you the big thing I've lived with. I have never told anyone else this before, except John, and I am afraid to tell you. But I know I must."

When he stopped for a minute Barbie said, "There is nothing you can tell me that will change how I feel, trust me. I never believed in love at first sight but now I do. I have problems too that I must tell you about."

Adam continued, "In high school I realized I was different. I didn't care for girls. I never dated. In my junior year I realized I was gay. I'm sorry!"

Barbie saw the tears in his eyes and knew it took everything he had to tell her this. She said, "So tell me, what does this have to do with us?"

Adam looked at her dumbfounded and said, "I care for you, a lot. I don't know why, but I do! But this complicates things!" It means we can never enjoy the normal husband and wife relationship. We can never have a family. It means I don't know if I can ever make love to you as a woman. Don't you realize that? I really like you but I don't know why."

Barbie said, "I realize that. Now you have been so honest with me let me be honest with you. Do you or John know Sue is married?"

Adam said, "Yes, John told me she was married but her husband is gone somewhere."

Barbie continued, "You could say her husband is gone forever, I don't know."

Adam told her, "John intends to ask her to marry him, and I know that."

Barbie continued, "I'm glad that's the case. It makes my choices clearer. You see, she is married to me. I am her husband, or I was her husband. Things happened, and now I think I am more woman than man. I really love you and I was worried about what you would think about me when I told you. I dreaded the thought of having to tell you when the time came. In my mind I knew the time would come. I was afraid of things like that. I was afraid to have to tell you I was once a man and now I don't know what I am."

Adam said, "I know what you are. You are the perfect mate for me." He kissed the tears coming out of her eyes.

They sat in silence for the longest time, Barbie with her head on Adam's shoulder. Finally Adam said to her, "It's really funny, last night I wondered if I'm not really gay after all because of the feelings I experienced with you. You were different from everyone else I have ever met. Something told me you were for me but I couldn't believe it. Now everything has fallen in place. The things that bothered me have been taken care of. The question is, where do we go from here?"

Barbie said, "To start with I am going to have my name and sex legally changed then I think I would like to get rid of these breast forms. I'll get implants. I might as well get something out of Sue's insurance while I can. How does that sound?"

Adam said, "It sounds great to me. I am just overcome by how fast all of this is happening."

Barbie asked, "Do you want to take some time to think it over and then make a decision?"

Adam said, "There is nothing to think over. I love you! I want you to be with me for the rest of our lives. How does that sound to you?"

Barbie answered, "It sounds great to me. It just amazes me, taking in account all that has happened to me, that something this wonderful can happen. You never know."

Adam asked her if she was hungry and she realized she was. As they were driving to the restaurant Barbie related everything from his getting fired to the present. By the time he was finished they had eaten and were on their way to Riverside Park where they walked along the banks of the river hand in hand.

Adam dropped her off and after she had gotten in she decided the late lunch would hold her probably through the night. She decided to just sit and think. She thought about what she was going to say to Sue. By the time Sue got home a couple of hours later Barbie knew what she was going to say.

Sue came in and told Barbie about the great time they had. Then Sue said, "I think he is going to ask me to marry him soon! We have to talk."

Barbie asked, "Can I say some things first? I have been thinking about things and have to get them off of my chest. I know you haven't been really doing me any favors but can you just listen to what I have to say?"

Sue was surprised at what he said, and agreed, so Barbie continued, "First, Could you set it up for me to get breast implants? Also, could you arrange for me to get female hormones? I would appreciate it if you can do that."

Sue said it would be no problem. Barbie continued, "Now, as I see it we are no longer husband and wife so we should see a lawyer and get a no-fault divorce. While we are there I want him to process a name and sex change for me. Do you think that is possible?"

Sue answered she thought it was a good idea. Barbie continued, "Adam was here today and we had a great discussion about him and me. I told him everything and I mean everything that has happened to me. We had such an adorable day. I was in heaven. Oh, by the way, Adam and I are going to get married!"

Sue's jaw dropped. She thought she couldn't be hearing right. She said, "Did you just say you and Adam are going to get married?"

Barbie said, "Yes, that's what I said! Now what do you want to talk about?"

Sue said, "You have answered some of my concerns. I don't know where to start. I guess I agree on the divorce. I am truly happy for you! I have had some misgivings about what I did to you. You are right in that I don't see you as a husband anymore but I do see you as my best friend. I'm sorry, oh so sorry."

Barbie said, "There were times I couldn't believe what you wanted me to do but now I am satisfied with my life as I have never been before. If you think I need to forgive you, don't worry about it. I don't see anything that I have to forgive you for. Maybe it's being in love that does it but I am happy and my world seems perfect now."

Sue said, "I have been thinking of this conversation for the last week. Ever since John and I got close. I have dreaded it, and now you are making it a wonderful event. Thank you so very much!"

Barbie saw the tears in Sue's eyes and knew she was emotionally charged. He brought her back by saying; "I never thanked you for the pink car. Thank you for the pussy mobile."

They both laughed and then Sue got up and came by him. She kissed him deeply on the lips and said, "Good bye, dear husband. I love you as a friend and hope you love me the same way."

Barbie said, "I do love you as a girlfriend and best buddy, but not as a wife. I always imagined divorce as the worst thing that can happen but now look it is a happy event for both of us."

The next day Barbie had a talk with Monica. They were in Monica's office and when he told her what had happened and what was going to happen she told him she was very happy for him. She said that when the day came for his wedding to make sure he came there so she could do his bridal make-up. She gave him a kiss on the cheek and told him again that she was proud of how things turned out. Then she asked to be excused and told him to wait there. She left and when she came back she handed him one hundred dollars, telling him to buy a special present for Adam. She said anyone who makes one of her girls this happy should be rewarded.

That night Sue told Barbie that Barbie should be in her office at noon the next day to get set up for the implant surgery and set for the hormones. She told Barbie that the lawyer's visit was set for two o'clock after her visit with the doctor. They both relaxed for some time after that.

Then Barbie asked, "It don't really make any difference but I would like to know. When did you stop seeing me as your husband?"

Sue thought for a minute and replied; "I guess it really hit me when I first put on a pair of your pajamas. That was the first time I really felt like I was truly the breadwinner. It gave me a feeling I can't explain. I knew I wanted you as my best girlfriend and I decided to push you closer to womanhood. I never thought it would lead to something like this. When I pushed you to be more feminine it made me feel better about myself and what I was doing. I don't think there was any going back after that as far as I was concerned.

Barbie said, "Thank you. I have been wondering about that. You have answered something that I spent a lot of time thinking about."

The next afternoon things went real good with the doctor. Barbie was happy that the surgery was set up for the following Monday. Their meeting with the lawyer was scheduled for an hour after the doctor was finished.

At the lawyers office things couldn't have gone better. Barbie signed the no-fault divorce application as Mike Strong and the name and sex change documents as Barbie Strong. The lawyer was surprised when Sue and Barbie agreed on everything. He told them he had never had a case like this. He told them there was always some area of disagreement. When all the legal matters were taken care of the lawyer asked Barbie if this was really what he wanted. Barbie said it has turned out to be a real dream. The lawyer shook his head in disbelief.

When they got home there was a message on the answering machine for Barbie asking if she wanted to go for supper. It was Adam, so she called him and they went for supper. Barbie told him of all the days events, and then asked if they could stop at a gift shop on the way home. They were in the gift shop when Barbie spotted two intertwined hearts made out of ceramic. The two hearts were surrounded with red and yellow ceramic roses. The shop owner said it could be personalized. Barbie had him put the names Adam and Barbie one in each heart then "forever" across the two hearts. Then she gave it to Adam. He got tears in his eyes when he saw it. Barbie thought, how wonderful, a man who isn't afraid to shed tears in public when he is happy.

When they got back to Barbie's house they both went in. They were sitting on the couch enjoying a kiss when Sue came in. She looked directly at Adam and said, "You don't waste any time do you?"

Adam knowing what she was talking about said, "When I see something I want, I try to get it before someone else gets it. I know Barbie is special and I know she is the answer to my prayers."

Sue said, "I'm glad things are working out so good for you and Barbie. Barbie is my best friend and I am happy for her. I'll tell you something I never thought I would say but Barbie is a lot better friend than she was a husband. I have good memories of both but the memories of her as my friend are a lot more dear than as my husband."

The following Monday Barbie had the surgery. It went well and she was resting in her bed. She was sitting up on the edge of her bed eating the evening meal when Adam came in. He handed her a small box. She opened it and saw it contained a beautiful engagement ring. He told her that if she put it on it would mean she was his for the rest of their lives. She put it on her finger in awe at the shine from the diamond. They shared a kiss, then Adam said he was going down to the cafeteria to get something to eat, then would be back to visit with his angel. He left.

Barbie was still looking out the doorway, thinking about how lucky she was, when she was surprised to see Sharon West walking in the hallway. She called her and Sharon came in the room.

Barbie said, "Sharon, I just have to thank you for all that you have done for me."

Sharon said, "Your face looks familiar but where do I know you from?"

Barbie said, "We used to work together. Don't you remember having me fired? That was one of the best things that has happened to me."

Sharon said, "I still can't place you. Are you sure you have the right person?"

Barbie said, "You don't remember Mike Strong?"

Sharon said, "Yes, I remember him. I'll never forget him."

Barbie said, "I was Mike Strong, now I'm Barbie Strong and I am going to get married. All of this wouldn't have happened if it weren't for you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart."

Sharon said, "I am not going to try to figure it out but thank you for your kind words. I have wondered if there wasn't some other answer besides firing to that situation. I am glad things worked out for you."

She left, and Barbie knew that the future was going to be bright and full of adventure.

Ten months later there was a wedding. Two people who had at one time wondered what life had in store for them were finally ready to take on life as husband and wife.

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