Basic Needs

by Starhawk

  

-9-

I made it to Big Surf a little before the park opened and found a spot in front of the ticket office where I could observe the people as they arrived at the park. It was going to be a hot day and so I expected a large turnout. Erin might feel more comfortable within a crowd. Then again, she might feel too uncomfortable and bail on me if that were the case.

I bought a bottle of water, suffering the exorbitant prices, and took a long swig from the bottle, enjoying the cooling liquid as it made its way down my throat.

I had been there almost fifteen minutes when I heard a voice call out to me from a distance. I lifted my head and began searching in the general direction from which it had come and scanned the mass of people walking towards me. I didn't see anyone who looked familiar, but then saw a hand shoot up and wave. I followed the arm down until my eyes locked onto Erin's smiling face. I waved back and started to walk towards her. As I approached her, the very first thing I noticed was that she had cut off most of her hair. Or maybe I was just seeing her in her natural state. I noted that she was wearing a pair of white short shorts that accentuated her breathtakingly long legs. She wore a white tube top that cradled her breasts lovingly, and a pair of white sandals to protect her feet from the hot pavement.

"Hi Erin. It's good to see you again. I'm glad you were able to make it."

"Hi Kevin. I hope I'm not too late."

"Not at all. In fact, so far it's just you and I."

"Oh dear. Have you heard from anyone else?"

"Only Steve. He said he was going to be late. He was going to get a ride with one of the other guys, but they called and cancelled. He is calling around to try and get another. He said he thought he would make it in about an hour. I told him no problem and that we would meet him by Bora Bora Bay in about an hour or so."

"Cool. I hate to think I was the only one able to come to your party. So, how old are you today?"

"25."

"Happy birthday," Erin moved closer and kissed me lightly on the cheek.

"Thanks. Shall we go in? No sense in staying out here in the hot sun, when there's an ocean of cool water a few hundred yards away. How about it?"

"I'm game."

"So why did you do it?"

"Do what?" I saw her face reveal that she had figured out what I was asking, "Oh my hair?"

"Yeah."

"I did it for two reasons. First, because I wanted something different, and, second, long hair and desert heat just don't mix." She turned slightly to face me and asked, "Don't you like it?"

"Actually, I do. It's just going to take some getting used to. I will admit to being more of a long hair man myself, but this style does work well on you."

"Thanks. It does make my life easier, and cooler too."

We walked into the park after paying our fee. Erin and I split up to go to the locker rooms located on either side of the main entrance. We agreed to meet in front of the wave pool just inside the ticket booth after changing.

I changed quickly and walked out to the wave pool to wait for Erin. The park was filling up fast and people were already getting enjoying the giant waves crashing against the man-made shoreline. Kids were scampering ahead of their parents trying to be first into the pool from their family. Young boys were racing their brothers and sisters screaming and hollering as they often do at such times.

The sun was warming things up and I was salivating at the idea of getting into the water myself, but was determined to wait for Erin. I could hardly wait to see what she would wear. I was hoping for a bikini, but knew it wouldn't really matter. She would look great no matter what.

I found a chair beside the wave pool close enough so the waves could splash me as they came ashore. It felt wonderful. After a few minutes, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Erin looking down at me. She was more beautiful than I could have imagined. Even the short hair failed to detract from her beauty. In fact, the more I looked at her new style the more I thought it fit her. Her bright yellow bikini showed off her feminine form to perfection. Her breasts were majestically nestled within the bikini top and swelled in rhythm to her breathing. I scanned down her lightly tanned body enjoying her fluid curves as they connected her hips to her chest. As I reached her groin, I couldn't see any sign whatsoever of her 'secret'. It made me wonder if Erin really was female. Yet Steve assured me Erin was Shawn. If that was true, then Shawn was an absolute master at presenting a feminine image. Then came her lusciously long legs, which were wondrous in the way they seemed to go on forever, ending in some bright burgundy red painted toenails. How sad that they had to come to an end.

"Kevin, please stop. You're embarrassing me."

"Oh, sorry," I replied as I stood to offer her my seat. After she was comfortable, I pulled another chair over so we cold sit together. I then offered to get us something to drink.

"Some water would be great."

"Water it is. I'll be right back." I trotted off to the snack bar and retrieved our drinks. When I returned, I found Erin making herself comfortable in the chair. I handed her a bottle of water and sat down next to her.

"Thanks," she replied as she took a sip of the cold liquid. I watched her throat as she swallowed, noting the barest hint of her Adam's apple. I smiled as I marveled at Shawn's portrayal of Erin. He was truly amazing.

"No. Thank you for coming."

"My pleasure. I was kind of hoping to get another opportunity to see you again."

"Really?"

"Yes. Ever since that night when I tried to seduce you, I've felt bad after learning about Rae. If I had known about her in the beginning, I wouldn't have done what I did. I hope you can forgive me."

"You are definitely forgiven. Besides Rae and I are not really going together anymore."

"Oh really." Erin turned to face me. "What happened? I hope it wasn't because of me."

"No. No. Not at all. We just got into a fight and agreed to go our different paths. I guess she wanted more from me than I was willing to give."

"You mean she wanted more of a commitment?"

"Yes. At least that's what she said."

Erin reached out and touched my arm. "I'm sorry to hear that Kevin. I really am."

"Thanks, but I'd rather not talk about that right now." I looked over at the Tsunami water slide off to our left and thought it would be fun, so I asked Erin if she would like to go with me. She readily agreed and we walked over to join the queue. So that we wouldn't get separated I tentatively took her hand and found hers willing to receive my own. I blazed a trail through the crowd intermittently looking back to make sure Erin was okay. She simply smiled up at me.

The Tsunami was an open water slide consisting of a few 360-degree twists before ending in a large catch pool. It was a popular ride, and it was partnered with the Cyclone slide. The only difference I could see between the two was that the Tsunami had more twists than the Cyclone. I selected it because I figured it would be more fun than the Cyclone.

The line was pretty long and it took us a good twenty minutes to make it to the front where we arranged ourselves so that Erin was in front and my arms were wrapped around her. We leaned back and began our wild ride down the slide. Having Erin in this position was intense as I felt my body respond to her proximity. I just hoped she didn't notice. As we headed into the first turn, we both yelled out as our speed increased due to the steep downward slope. Erin grabbed hold of my legs as we made it through the second twist and she screamed at the top of her lungs.

By the last turn, we had hit top speed and then hit the catch pool together. We moved quickly to get out of the way of the next sliders. We then made our way through the water to another pool where we got out and headed off to another of the many rides found at the park. This one was Kilauea Cove, which was a lot like the Tsunami except that it was an enclosed tube and a longer ride from the looks of it. Unfortunately, I couldn't go down with Erin, but I figured that was okay. One of the best things about it is the fact that you don't quite know where you are in the tube until you come out at the catch pool.

After that ride, we went over to the wave pool where we waded out to our waists. Erin walked a bit further out where she promptly dunked herself. When she came up her hair was slicked back with the water. She looked just like one of those commercials where you see those beautiful women coming up out of the water like some daughter of Neptune. Erin reminded me of Halle Berry's character, Jinx, from 'Die Another Day', although I think Erin was prettier, and that was saying something because Halle is an incredibly beautiful woman.

Erin walked up to me and put her arms around my neck. "You know Kevin, I hope you won't think me too naughty for saying this, but I'm glad that you and Rae split up. I mean I'm sad for you that it happened because I don't think Rae knows what she had. However, I'm happy for me since it gives me the opportunity to get to know you better."

"Wow. I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything." Just then a big wave came up behind Erin and pushed her right against me. Her hands moved to my chest and she gently pushed away just enough so she could look up into my eyes. I watched as her eyes darted up and down flitting between my lips and eyes. Her mouth opened slightly, inviting me to enter. After a heartbeat or two she leaned up and planted a very pleasant, and very wet kiss on me right there in the pool. Some of the people around us looked on and just smiled. The guys looked on, jealous of my fortune, and the women looked at us, probably wondering why such a good-looking woman was with a guy like me. I wondered too. Then there were the kids who just pointed at us and laughed.

The kiss was like no other. Even the cool water couldn't stop the heat building up inside me, as Erin's passion was simply overpowering. She was an irresistible force, just like the Borg from Star Trek. Resistance was futile.

We had to break our lip lock though when one of the water park lifeguards came over to us and asked us to please tone it down a little. I think the female lifeguard was envious, by the look on her face, but she was also assigned to enforce the rules of the park. At least she was nice about the whole thing so we, in turn, agreed to stop.

We walked back to our chairs and made ourselves comfortable. Erin got as much water out of her hair as possible before reaching into her bag for a comb. Watching her run the comb through her hair was an erotic experience for me. At one point, she looked over at me and smiled as she asked me, "What are you staring at?"

"You."

"And why is that?"

"Because I'm sitting here wondering why someone as beautiful as you is with a guy like me?"

"Why wouldn't I be here with a guy like you? You're not a criminal are you?"

"No."

"You're not going to harm me are you?"

"Certainly not."

"Then I don't see a problem, Kevin. You're a nice guy, and someone with, from what I have seen, a deep sense of honor. I like that in a man."

That comment stung a bit considering what I was going to unleash on Erin in a few hours. Why did she have to be so nice, in addition to her beauty? I felt my determination wane and had to remember why I was paying her back. I hoped my face did not betray my inner battle.

At that moment, I got doused with some ice-cold water from behind. After allowing my lungs to recover from the shock, I turned around and came face to face with Rae. I looked into her eyes and found nothing but fire. If they had been lasers, I would have been cut in half.

Erin was taken aback, so was I for that matter, by Rae's intrusion into our conversation. She believed others would be joining us, but hadn't anticipated Rae's arrival at this outing.

"Didn't think you'd see me again did you?"

"Not so soon anyway."

"Well, I couldn't leave without saying happy birthday now could I?"

"I guess not."

Erin just watched, along with several passersby as we went head to head with one another.

I stood up and grabbed Rae by the hand, leading her off to some place more private, so I could find out what the dickens Rae was doing here. She wasn't even supposed to show up until much later.

We ended up near Hurricane Falls where I asked her what she was up to.

"That was what I was going to ask you Kevin. What were you doing kissing her in the wave pool?"

"You saw?"

"You bet I saw. I've been here for a little over an hour watching you two, and it seems you are enjoying this a bit more than I think you should be. Then when Erin kissed you out there, I just lost it. You've never kissed me like that."

"What do you mean? Granted we haven't kissed like that in the wave pool, but I thought you enjoyed kissing me."

"I did, but you don't have to enjoy it so much."

"Do you really believe that Rae?"

"And why shouldn't I believe that. Especially, after what I've just seen."

"So what do you want me to do Rae?"

"I don't know. What do you want?"

"Right now, I'm not sure, but it's obvious we need to talk more."

"You bet we need to talk about this buster, and we will. Count on it."

With that Rae stormed out of the area and headed back through the main gate. I only hoped she wouldn't find my car and do something stupid.

After walking around for a bit to calm down, I headed back to Erin. I caught sight of her looking in my direction. I guess she had been trying to gauge the situation between Rae and I.

"Are you alright Kevin?"

"Yeah. Sure. She's just pissed right now. She'll cool down after a while. I hope."

"I hope so too. Redheads can be pretty dangerous. Still there was something familiar about her."

Oops. I hope she doesn't figure out that Rae is Steve. I better change the subject.

"Yeah, I've heard that too. Most redheads I've known have that fiery temper that can be positively volcanic."

"Me too."

"I'm sorry you had to see that though."

"Thanks. I'm just glad you are okay."

 

-10-

Erin and I stayed at Big Surf for a few more hours, but moved under some cover to keep from getting sunburned. Neither of us wanted that. She never questioned why the others hadn't shown up, but seemed satisfied with everything. Around 4 in the afternoon, we decided to pack it in and get some dinner. I suggested we go up to Fountain Hills and enjoy a nice quiet meal away from everything. Erin agreed, and I said that I would pick her up in about three hours figuring that would give her enough time to get ready. She said that would be fine.

I walked Erin back to her car and made sure she was safely on her way before heading over to my own and driving home. On the way, I did my best to think through the next few steps in my revenge. So far, my plan seemed to be going quite well and I don't think Erin suspected a thing. If she did, I couldn't tell.

Once home, I took a full hour to cool down by taking a shower and then standing in front of the air conditioner. I took another hour to calm down by listening to some Lorena McKennitt, who had always served quite well in that capacity.

Finally, I got dressed and with about fifteen minutes to go, I drove over to Erin's place to pick her up.

I got to her place early, and so I sat in my car for a few minutes more before I went in to pick her up. I knocked on her door and heard her yell out for me to wait a minute. I took a step away from the door and did my best to wait for her. As I did so a few other students who just gave me a weird, knowing look. I could only guess that they knew that Erin and Shawn were one in the same. That made sense, if you think about it, since they lived on the same floor and all. I did my best to hide my own knowledge of this fact, and simply gave them my best Cheshire cat smile and letting them wonder what I was up to.

Finally, I heard the lock on the door turn. Erin opened the door and asked if I would wait a minute before coming in. I agreed figuring she wanted to make an entrance. Just like a woman.

I heard her scamper into another room followed by a door closing. After another minute, I entered, closing the door behind me.

Her room looked much as it did the night I'd driven her home a few weeks ago. Her bed was neatly made up and everything appeared in its proper place. There were the flowery prints on her bedspreads and pillows. There were the hints at her real self with posters of Britney Spears and Marilyn Monroe – the things of a young man's wet dream from what I could see. Britney's poster showed her with partially exposed breasts. The poster of Marilyn was of the scene where her dress is billowing up because of the subway train running beneath her. I suppose a young woman might have such posters on her wall, but it seemed more likely for a young man to have these particular posters because of the amount of skin they revealed.

I heard a door open behind me and I turned to greet her. The vision I saw coming out of the bathroom devastated me. Erin was decked out in a light blue cotton dress, which came down to a point just at mid thigh. She had matching shoes and earrings, azurite droplets from what I could tell. The color was perfect against her tanned skin. As my eyes scanned her, from the ground up, I felt her literally taking my breath away, and I didn't care one bit. If I died at this very moment I couldn't be happier. Her legs were as long and as luscious as ever. The dress hugged each and every curve from her gently swaying hips to her firm round breasts. As I came to rest on her face, I observed her flawless makeup and the azure fire within her eyes. Her lips were deep red with a gloss finish to them.

"So?"

"There are no words to describe how beautiful you are Erin."

Erin walked towards me and I felt my heart rate rise with each step she took. My hormones were threatening to rage out of control if I didn't do something to reign them in quickly. The only thing that came to mind was to dig my relatively short fingernails into my palms – hard. I figured the pain would counter the pleasure I was feeling in Erin's presence.

Erin noted the move and quickly took my hand in hers. "Kevin, stop. Please don't hurt yourself. I got dressed just for you. I didn't do it to cause you pain." Erin took my hand in hers and pulled it to her mouth. She, ever so gently, brushed her lips against my palm. "I want you to enjoy being with me. I want to make you happy. It is, after all, your birthday. Consider me a kind of birthday present if you want."

My mind heard the words she spoke and was overwhelmed that a woman would do something so nice for me. Erin seemed so sincere in what she was saying and all, but I found I couldn't let go of the memory of our first encounter, and how she had deceived me. Was I being too petty to hang on to my revenge? My resolve was taking quite a beating at the moment, and I didn't know how much longer it would last, or even if it should.

I looked at my watch and said, "We'd better get going, Erin."

"Great. Let's go."

Erin and I drove out to Fountain Hills and made it to the Que Bueno Mexican restaurant, which served some of the best Mexican food in the Valley of the Sun. The host showed Erin and I to our table and took our drink orders. A few minutes later the waiter brought our drinks, some chips and salsa, and left quietly.

I lifted my glass and gave my toast, "To the most beautiful woman I will ever know. Now and forever."

Erin blushed slightly and lowered her eyes sedately, smiling as she did so. "Thank you, Kevin."

She then put up her hand, extended her index finger, and curled it inviting me to come closer.

I smiled, knowing what she had in mind, and leaned towards her. She did likewise, and we met in the middle in a warm kiss with a promise of more to come. As she pulled back, and before her mouth closed entirely, I caught a glimpse of her tongue as it circled the inside of her mouth enticingly.

Our meal order was taken quickly and quietly leaving Erin and I alone once more.

We spent a very pleasant meal talking about the day. Notably absent though was any mention of Rae and her tirade. I wanted this meal to be pleasant and bringing Rae into the discussion would only spoil it, as far as I was concerned.

Towards the end of our meal, Erin began looking nervous as she kept looking over to her left at a couple of people who'd entered some time after we did. I noted her anxiety, and asked her about it. However, she wouldn't tell me who they were, or how she knew them. I didn't push anything, but asked if she would like to leave. She said yes. I summoned the waiter over and asked for the check.

The waiter, true to his previously quick service, was back within a few minutes. I took the check from him, and quickly turned over three twenties to him and told him to keep the change. He thanked me, and I moved over to place myself between Erin and the people who had caused us to cut our meal short.

Erin stayed close to me, so as to present as minimal a profile as possible. I felt her grip on my arm tighten as we passed within about thirty feet from the table where the people sat. She did her best to act calm on the outside, but her face betrayed her panic.

Once outside, I heard an audible sigh of relief come from Erin. Her grip on me relaxed and I felt the circulation return. I could only imagine the bruise that would appear in the morning.

"Thank you, Kevin."

"No problem Erin, but do you mind telling me who those people were, and why they made you feel so uncomfortable?"

"I'd rather not. At least not right now. Maybe later, okay?"

"Okay. I won't push you, but if you want to talk . . . I'm here."

"I'll keep that in mind."

We drove back via Shea Boulevard because it offers a more scenic drive to Tempe. There are several spots where you can look out over the valley and see the idyllic lights of the town below.

Erin and I drove in silence back to my dorm room. I wasn't sure Erin was totally comfortable with the idea of going to my room, but she didn't put up a fight either. I figured she would have said something if she didn't want to go. Then again, maybe she was still nervous enough about the incident at the restaurant.

When we arrived at my dorm, I walked her to my room where we made ourselves comfortable. I went to the kitchen to get us some wine figuring it might help Erin to regain her calm after the experience at the restaurant.

As I poured the wine Erin looked around my apartment. When she found my CD collection she started to look through them. Then she came to a section that grabbed her attention.

"Wow. I didn't know anyone else liked October Project but me."

"Yeah, I got hooked on them a few years ago when I heard 'Bury My Lovely'. Mary Fahl's voice is one of the best I have ever heard. She rates right up there with Annie Haslam of Renaissance, Maire (pronounced Moya) Brennan of Clannad, or Joanna Hogg of Iona. I can listen to those ladies all day long."

"I've heard of Maire, but not the others."

"Well, Annie has been one of my favorites for years. Joanna is more recent, though she doesn't have the range that Annie does."

"Sounds like two ladies I need to check out."

"Definitely. In fact, why don't we put some Renaissance on so you can judge for yourself"? I set the glass down on the table and went through the CD's until I found the one I was looking for – Renaissance's Song of Scheherazade. I slipped the disk into the player and returned to the couch to sit next to Erin.

I offered her a glass of wine and she accepted taking a good-sized swallow of the translucent liquid. "Mmmm. That's good. Where is it from?" The music began to play and Annie's voice settled around us like a comfortable blanket.

"The vineyard is called Omaka Springs out of New Zealand. It was recommended to me by the guy at the store."

"New Zealand, huh? Go figure."

"Yeah."

"I wonder what happened to Steve?" Erin asked.

"Me too. I thought he would have made it to the park long before we left. I hope he's okay. Maybe I should give him a call?"

"Yeah. Maybe." Erin turned to look at me.

I noted the look in her eyes, a look born out of her need for a sense of security. She was looking to me to make her feel protected. She set her glass down on the side table and moved a little closer to me. I took her cue and put my right arm around her, pulling her close to me. She snuggled into my arm and put her head on my chest.

I put my own glass down and lightly rested my head on top of hers. I knew what was coming and anticipated the moment. When Erin placed her hand on my chest, she tilted her face up towards my own. I leaned down and gently kissed her open mouth tasting the remnants of the wine on her lips. She moved around until she straddled my hips with her legs folded under her in a kneeling position. She took my face in her hands and kissed me deeply, inviting me to join her. Needless to say, it did not take me long to comply with her wishes.

My hands whipped around her body landing at a point just below her shoulder blades. I pulled her close with all of my strength and felt her breasts rub against my own chest. Gradually, I moved them down to her butt and enjoyed the firm roundness I encountered. I Lifted the hem of her dress and encountered the softness of her panties. I rubbed her butt in soft circular motions, noting how she began to gently rock back and forth in a very sexual grinding movement that drove me nuts.

I managed to sweep her up into my arms and carried her into my bedroom, where I gently put her down on her back. I stood briefly to look down at her form lying there before me. She kicked off her shoes and moved her left foot between my legs letting it come to rest near my crotch. She flexed it to a pointing position and caressed my groin ever so slowly. Back and forth her foot moved. My heart was racing as my head tilted back.

"Kevin?"

"Mmmm. Hmmm."

"Are you okay?"

"Oh yeah."

"Well then, how about making me happy?"

I lowered myself until I lay next to her on the bed. I began with a kiss and then moved my right hand to cup her breast. I moved my hand in a light circular motion and was rewarded by a noticeable stiffening in her nipples. With my own body heat increasing, I stripped off my shirt, letting Erin help. I laid back on my bed and let Erin straddle my hips with her dress hiked up to her hips. I took the opportunity to caress her legs, enjoying the softness I encountered. They journeyed to her hips and worked to move her dress up her body revealing the lithe body that lay beneath. Erin's eyes fixed on my own as if she were studying me. Looking for any sign of discovery, I thought, but I did my best not to reveal my knowledge. The dress moved up steadily to her breasts. I looked into her face and with just a look, asked her if she were going to let me take the dress off completely. Her answer came in the form of her arms going up over her head. Carefully, I moved the dress on its way until it slipped up over her head, and eventually, onto a chair next to my bed. I now looked up at Erin in her radiance clad only in her bra, panties, and stockings. Erin quickly removed her bra and cast it aside. I didn't move for a very long time deciding to enjoy the image I beheld. Her breasts were real! How could that be if she were really a guy? How could she have such beautiful feminine breasts? There were no signs of any scars anywhere. I couldn't' ask her just yet though.

Just then Renaissance began the 'Song of Scheherazade', one of my favorites because Annie's voice showed it's full range and capability. The song itself relates the tale of how Scheherazade seduced the Sultan of Baghdad with stories of magic and love. It was these stories, which kept the Sultan from beheading her, a fate that befell the virgins who shared his bed prior to her arrival. I opened my senses for a full onslaught of sound and touch. The music washed over me in waves of joy enhanced by Erin's touch.

Aware of what I was doing Erin smiled down at me and said, "I like the way you're looking at me."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Some guys look at me with lust in their eyes."

"Can you blame them?"

"I suppose not. They are guys after all, but I don't like those kinds of looks. It makes me feel naked and, somehow, less than human. When you look at me though, I see . . . appreciation, admiration, and other more pleasant emotions. It makes me feel beautiful."

"You are."

"Thanks, but you know what I mean. There are different kinds of looks guys give women. Most aren't very nice, but yours is warm and far more pleasant."

"My pleasure."

"Mine too, handsome."

My hands came to rest on her hips as I let my mind focus on the music for a moment.

"What are you thinking about, Kevin?"

"You know, I was just considering how you are like my Scheherazade."

"How's that?"

"Well, just as Scheherazade used her charms and stories on the Sultan, you have enchanted me with your wiles, your kisses, and most of all, your body."

Erin leaned down and came to rest on my chest with her lips tantalizingly close to my own. Her breath was sweet in the air. "Then I shall be your Scheherazade my Sultan. I shall tempt you with my kisses and entice you with my touch. I will keep you warm with my body and fan the flames of your desire. I will be yours and you will be mine." She moved ever closer, teasing me with her tongue as it touched my lips. As I reached out with my own, she withdrew, telling me to just let her please me. As difficult as that was, I agreed to not do anything. She moved in again and began using her tongue to cause me the most exquisite sensations in various places on my body. First, it was my lips, and then it was my ear, and finally my chest. Once she had made her initial round, she gave me one of her mischievous looks and began kissing her way down my chest. She unbuckled my belt, and then, after some work, and help from me, got my pants off. She pulled my underpants off and then turned her attention to my penis, which was standing at full attention for her. I gasped as she took me into her mouth, which was warm and wet. My body was lost in the flood of hormones coursing through me. The next thing I saw was Erin looking down at me smiling.

I moved her over onto her back again and then moved my hand up to her breasts and gave her nipple a light squeeze between my thumb and forefinger. She yelped at my touch but asked me to continue. I complied.

I decided to try something and slowly moved my hand down to her crotch. I was going to see what Erin, and more importantly Shawn, did with such a move. It was going to be interesting. Down my hand went past her navel, which I playfully circled with my finger a couple of times, before continuing with my test.

As my hand made it to Erin's panties, she gasped and started to pant. Her stomach rose and fell in rhythm with her breathing. I let my hand pause a moment before using my fingers to enter this forbidden zone. I looked at her face and saw that her eyes were tightly shut. She was biting the left side of her lower lip and had cupped her breasts. I moved my hand onward and entered. As it reached its goal, I found her 'secret'. Her eyes flicked open and found my own staring back at her with a smile on my face. She was obviously puzzled by this reaction, but smiled back and reached up to touch my face. I did not withdraw my hand or pull back from her touch. Instead, I leaned down and kissed her as hard as I could. I took my hand out and then rubbed her penis externally using the satin of her panties to excite her further. Gradually, I felt her stiffen beneath my hand.

The closing words of the 'Song of Scheherazade' played in my head:

The sultan smiles

His story just begun

The sultan and Scheherazade are one

Being here with Erin was such a rush. All thought of my revenge flew out the window and replaced by the passion I felt for her. Erin had shown her true character. I now knew that whatever she did that night, she wasn't doing it out of any evil purposes of her own.

After several hours with her, we were both spent and lay quietly in the darkness of my room. Her head rested on my chest and her right leg positioned, and a very comfortable one at that, between my own legs.

Some time around 3 a.m., I finally fell asleep.

 

-11-

The sun's rays penetrated my bedroom window and woke me around 9 a.m. As I stirred, I became aware of another presence in my bed. Slowly I rolled over preparing myself for what I would find.

I found Erin, or should I say Shawn, since he had been discovered the night before. I hesitated before I finally reached over and lightly traced a curve from his shoulder down past his waist and on to his hips. How can a guy have such soft skin? For that matter, how could he have such a feminine body? He made most of the women I knew look like tomboys. Just like Steve said. In every sense of the word, he was truly beautiful.

Shawn began to stir and rolled over to face me.

"Good morning."

"Mmmm. Good morning." Shawn leaned in and kissed me lightly.

"How are you feeling?"

"Do you really have to ask?"

"No. I guess not."

"And how are you feeling?"

"A little confused."

"Really. Why?"

"I'm wondering if I should call you Erin or Shawn?"

"I'll answer to either one, so take your pick." Her eyes then widened as she realized what I'd just said. "Wait a minute. You mean you know who I am?"

"Yes."

"How long have you known?"

"For a couple of weeks now."

"And you still . . . I mean. What about last night?"

"What about it?"

"Why did you let me stay?"

"Why not? I like you and I think you are gorgeous." Considering how Shawn appeared at the moment, I decided to continue to think of him as Erin.

Erin rolled over until she was on top of me her legs straddling my hips. Man, how I loved the feel of her body on mine! As she looked down at me she didn't say a word, but looked deep into my eyes as if trying to figure out if I was lying or not. After a few moments, she then decided I was being truthful. She leaned down and kissed me ever so softly. The thing that was wild was that she only used her lips. They were so soft and fleshy.

"Oh Kevin. Thank you for being so wonderful." She kissed me on my neck and then nibbled my ear.

"Thank you for making my birthday so memorable."

"It was a good one wasn't it?"

"Topped off by the best dessert ever."

Erin smiled and lay down on me, stretching as she did so. The feel of her breasts warm against my own chest.

Suddenly, there was a knock at my door. Erin looked at me and asked, "Were you expecting anyone?"

"Nope." Erin rolled off of me and I got up to get some clothes on so I could answer the door. I pulled on some gym shorts, padded to the door and peeped through the eyehole.

It was Steve.

I took a breath and opened the door.

"Hi Kevin."

"Hi Steve. What's up?" Steve pushed past me and entered my room. I closed the door and followed after him.

I knew he was angry, and he wasn't faking it. His body language was far too hostile to be taken for anything other than anger. He was fidgeting and his language was atypically harsh. Just about every other word out of his mouth was a swear word. He knew I didn't like that kind of thing. Maybe he was using it to get my attention. Well, he got it all right.

"Calm down Steve and tell me what's going on?"

"You know what's going on Kevin you a**hole."

"No. I'm afraid I don't know. So why don't you tell me."

"Where is she?"

"Who?"

"Erin."

At that moment, Erin came out of my bedroom wearing nothing but a bed sheet wrapped around her. Gosh! She looked ravishing standing there looking at Steve.

"What's going on, Kevin?" she asked.

"I'm hoping Steve here will tell me."

Steve glared at me as his face turned bright red. I thought he was going to blow a gasket. "I want to know what you were doing with her last night?" Steve asked nodding his head in Erin's direction.

"As if it's any of your business, Steve. You should know a gentleman never divulges such things."

"Never mind. It's pretty clear what you were doing."

I looked over at Erin and I could tell she was confused by Steve's ranting. "Look here, Steve. Kevin and I had a great time at Big Surf yesterday. We waited around for you, but you never showed up."

Steve looked at me and said, "So, you never told her about me, did you?"

I was beginning to panic because Steve was going down a road I didn't want him to travel. Unfortunately, I wasn't sure how to stop his out of control attitude short of knocking him on his butt.

Erin looked at me and asked, "Tell me what Kevin?"

"Later Erin. We'll talk about this later okay?"

"No, why don't we talk about it right now," Steve interjected.

Things were unraveling at the seams and I'd lost control. There was no choice but to ride the storm out and hope Erin and I could patch things up later. As for Steve and I, or more correctly Rae and I, we were through. I couldn't handle this side of Steve/Rae and decided I had had enough. Steve knew it was over too as I looked into his eyes.

Steve turned to Erin and shifted into his Rae voice. "Do you know who I am now Erin?"

Erin's eyes widened and her mouth opened slightly. "Rae?!"

"Got it the first time. Good for you."

"But how. . ."

"You mean Kevin didn't tell you about his little plan for revenge." Steve turned to face me and continued, "Shame on you, Kevvie. I thought you were better than that."

I remained silent, although it was taking every ounce of strength I had to do so.

"I think you've said enough, Steve. It's time for you to leave."

"Yeah. I think so too." He said using Rae's sexiest voice. "As far as I am concerned, we are through."

"I kind of figured that out yesterday, Rae." I locked the door behind Steve and turned to Erin. She was standing there looking at me with disappointment on her face.

Silently she turned and went back into my bedroom. I quickly followed, "Erin, please let me explain."

She plopped herself down on my bed and looked up at me. Her eyes filled with tears as she placed her head in her hands.

I sat next to her and said, "Erin, what can I say? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. At least not all of it."

Erin sniffled, "What do you mean 'not all of it'?"

"Well, it's true that I was trying to get revenge on you for our first meeting, but after Big Surf and dinner last night I just couldn't bring myself to go through with it."

"Why?"

I let my head hang down before continuing, "Because somewhere along the way I started to care about you. You were so nice and so beautiful."

"What are you saying?"

"Just what I said. I care about you Erin. I know I barely know you and all, but what I know I like. I also know that I want to get to know you better."

"And how can I trust that what you are saying is the truth?"

"You can't. All you can do is take my word for it."

Erin went silent for a time and I waited to see what she was going to do. I looked at her and hoped that she would forgive me. I lay back on my bed and rubbed my eyes to get the sleep out of them. I listened to Erin's tears and wished I hadn't been the source of them. I was so mad at Steve right now I could spit. Then again this was bound to have surfaced at some time, so I guess it's better that we deal with it now rather than later. However, I wished Erin and I had been able to establish our relationship more before we had to do so.

"Kevin?"

I sat up and was at Erin's side in nanoseconds. "Yes?"

"I care about you too."

"What?"

"I said, I care about you too." Erin looked into my eyes and said, "That's why this hurts so much."

"I understand Erin. Betrayal is always hard to take. Isn't it?"

"Yes."

"So where does that leave us," I asked.

"With less hope than we had yesterday," she replied.

My head hung low. Maybe this was for the best though. After all, I wasn't gay, and being with Erin would bring that into question. I knew my family would never understand about her. They were too conservative and they would never accept her into our family. Yet, maybe they would never know either. On the other hand, Erin was far more beautiful than any woman I had ever dated. If only I could get past her 'secret'. Could I do so? Could I keep it from my family? Should I even consider doing so? Maybe it shouldn't matter at all. If I truly cared for Erin the way I said I did, then why couldn't I get past it. The answer is, it shouldn't, and I could.

"At least there is still hope."

Erin looked down at my hand. Slowly, her hand moved and took hold of my own. I felt the wetness of her tears, but did not shy away. Slowly, her face lifted to my own and her lips parted in invitation to me. Cautiously, I met them, and only took what she was willing to give.

"Kevin?"

"Yes?"

"Can you, knowing what you know about me, accept me for who I am? Including my 'little secret'?"

"All I can tell you is that I am not willing to give up without a fight Erin. Who knows? Maybe I will chicken out, but I won't know unless I try."

Erin pushed me back onto my bed and climbed on top of me as our kiss continued. I moved my hands behind her and let them roam at will over her back and bottom, enjoying every inch of their journey.

She pulled back from our kiss to say, "You know, Kevin, I guess we could consider ourselves even. I mean my deception and your betrayal. I don't want to figure out who is ahead in this, so let's just put this behind us and move on from here. Do you think we can do that Kevvie?"

"Yes. I would ask one favor though."

"What's that?"

"Please don't call me Kevvie. It reminds me of Rae and I don't want that. I don't want anything that Rae and I had to be in our relationship. Is that okay with you?"

She thought a moment and replied, "I like that idea, Kevin. And would you answer my question?"

"Which one?"

"About accepting me and my "little secret'?"

"You know something Erin. I kind of like your little secret. I'm not saying it doesn't feel a little weird to me and all, but when taken with the whole package of who you are, I believe I can accept you."

She leaned down and kissed me, "Are you sure?"

I let my kiss be my answer.

"Mmmm. I guess you are. So, what else do you like about me?"

"What else is there?"

She sat up and shifted position a little to get more comfortable. Then she grabbed my hands and brought them up to her breasts. "Do you like them, Kevin?"

"Yes."

"What do you like about them?"

"They are nice and round," I stated.

"Do you like their size?"

"Yes."

"What else?"

"I am curious about them," I said.

"Oh. How so?"

"Are they real?"

"What do you think?"

"They certainly feel real."

"Would you be surprised to know that they are, in fact, real?"

"No."

"Good, because they are," Erin responded.

"How can that be?"

"Pretty simple really. I have a condition called gynecomastia or large male breasts."

"Wow. Is it terminal or painful?"

"No. Not in the way you mean anyway. They've caused me pain when other kids I grew up with beat me up, or at least tried to. They made fun of them and how feminine they made me look. Shoot, by the time I was a senior in high school I had bigger breasts than most of the girls in my class. I got it from both sides. The guys made fun of them because they didn't understand, and the gals made fun of them because they were jealous. That whole thing with the restaurant last night was brought on when that guy reminded me of one of my antagonists. It really stirred up some strong feelings within me."

"That would certainly be understandable."

"Suffice it to say, it was a rough year. At least they didn't get to this size until the end of high school. In fact, they were so visible by the end of the year, I actually attended the Senior Prom as a girl."

"I'll bet you looked stunning."

"I thought so. A good friend of mine, Jake, escorted me. We had a good time dancing, but we got a little nervous when some of the jocks started to eye us with bad intent. We decided to leave the party early rather than risk a beating. When he got me home, he shocked the dickens out of me by kissing me full on the lips. He told me he had been thinking about doing that all night. I almost pulled away but decided to go with the flow. After all, he had been good enough to escort me into the lion's den. I felt he deserved a reward and allowed the kiss to continue."

"Did you like it?"

"Truthfully, yes. It was wonderful, even with the bits of danger thrown in."

"I'm sorry."

"Whatever for?"

"That you had to experience the bad things."

"Could we not talk about that anymore? I'd rather get back to what we were talking about before."

"Ah yes. A much better subject."

Erin wiggled around a bit and then asked "Do you like my body?"

"You know I do. I especially love the way it curves in all the right places. Your skin is like satin." I ran my hands down to her hips, ever so slowly watching her face as I did so.

Erin leaned down until her lips were within an inch or two of my own. "And do you like my lips Kevin? These full, soft lips that ache to be kissed." She brushed them lightly on my own and withdrew leaving me wanting more.

My groin was aching and my penis was stiffening nicely.

"I see that you do. I think I shall have to take care of you my love." She gave me a kiss and then moved down to minister to my most basic of needs. Would she expect me to do the same to her? My mind went offline as she kissed my penis before taking it into her mouth. I grabbed for a pillow as she continued in her primal rhythms. She kept me going for what seemed like an eternity before letting me release. There are no words to sufficiently describe what I felt at that moment.

We finally stopped fulfilling our lust for one another around noon. It took another two full hours before I finally could say goodbye to Erin knowing that I would have to have much more of her before I would ever be satisfied. If that were even possible.

 

-12-

The following weeks were some of the best of my life and all because of Erin's presence in it. Fortunately, Steve did not make too much of a stink after we split. I wasn't sure why, but was hopeful that he was moving on with his life.

During those weeks, our time together was great, but we always thought it could have been better without all of the busy-ness of our lives intruding into it. It was during a late night study session that I took a break and decided to surf the web to see what I could learn. The Internet was a great tool for learning and there was tons of stuff for a thirsty geologist to feed his brain on.

Then, while viewing a website dealing with earthquakes, one of those annoying pop-up windows appeared advertising for a resort in Sedona and the proverbial light bulb went on above my head. With a fresh rush of adrenalin, I began typing furiously and came up with several websites for resorts in the Sedona/Red Rock Canyon area of Arizona. I bookmarked the ones I was interested in pursuing and then logged off. I went to bed feeling invigorated with the twinkling of a plan in my head. If it worked, Erin and I would be able to experience our first romantic getaway.

The very next day classes whizzed by and before I knew it I was back in my dorm room calling the list of resorts to get their current pricing and information about any packages they might have available. After going through all of them, I began weighing the differences based on cost, location, features, etc. I was able to narrow my list down to three.

The first was the Junipine Resort, which was situated a few miles north of Sedona. Their prices weren't too bad for a weekend and the views I saw on the website were simply beautiful. They were close to a whole slew of activities ranging from hot air balloon rides to massages. It sounded so relaxing.

Next came Enchantment Resort. It was in West Sedona and featured pretty much the same activities as the Junipine. Their prices were a bit higher than the Junipine, but within reach of my wallet. However, since there wasn't much difference between it and the Junipine, the later was a better buy overall.

Lastly, there was the Hilton Sedona Resort that offered, in my mind, the widest range of activities and a gorgeous pool, which was a deal maker for me. It was located just south of downtown Sedona with an excellent view of Red Rock Canyon. Prices were in line with the Junipine and the scenery, while not as good as the Enchantment, was good enough to make a sunrise at this place the clincher.

It took me another few days to mull things over before deciding on the Hilton Sedona. My next step was to talk things over with Erin without revealing too much of my plans. I wanted it to be a surprise for her. I punched in her number and waited for Shawn to pick up.

"Hello." Shawn answered.

"Hi Shawn. It's me."

Shawn immediately switched over to his Erin voice and continued, "Hello Kevin. How are you?"

"Good. Say, I was wondering if you'd like to take a trip with me for a weekend?"

"Sounds good. When?"

"When would be good for you?"

"I don't have anything scheduled for the next few weekends."

"Great. I'll get things finalized for two weeks from now. Is that okay?"

"Yes, but wait. Where are we going?"

"Ah. That's a secret."

"Oh you. Please tell me," her voice became decidedly more seductive trying to use that to pry the answer from me.

I remained strong and replied, "Not yet Erin. All I will tell you is that I'm sure you'll love it."

"But what should I pack?"

"Pack whatever you want. I'm just bringing some casual clothes myself."

"Humph. You're no fun," Erin said disappointedly.

"Oh I think that you will eat those words when you find out where we're going."

"Tease."

"Look who's talking?"

"Touché. I guess I'll just have to wait until we get there. Won't I?"

"Yup."

Realizing she wasn't going to pry the answer from me she moved on and we began to chat about our day, as we simply enjoyed hearing one another's voice. I loved how she made me feel, even if she was on the other end of a phone line. Erin had a way to make me all warm and fuzzy inside. I could only imagine what it would have been like if she had been here with me. Just thinking about that was enough to get my body responding nicely.

Erin seemed resigned to the fact that she wasn't going to get anything more out of me regarding my surprise. This was fortunate for me since I was beginning to weaken, although she never knew how close she was to finding out until later.

Shortly, before our trip I called the concierge at the Hilton Sedona and made some additional arrangements. He was very helpful and said that there would be no problem meeting my requests and all would be ready when I arrived in two days. I thanked him and hung up. A smile bloomed onto my face. It was great fun thinking of stuff to surprise her, and I hoped she would enjoy these little touches I had arranged.

On Friday, when my last class ended, I bolted for the door and raced back to my dorm room. I packed a few last items and then called Erin to see if she was ready. She said she needed about another hour. I asked if she needed some help, and she said no. She was just packing some special items for our trip. I asked her what they were, but all she said was that it was her surprise and she wasn't going to tell me a thing.

"I guess turnabout is fair play, huh?"

"You know it."

"Well then, I'll see you in an hour."

"Bye."

I hung up and waited as patiently as possible for almost an hour and then headed over to Erin's to pick her up. I walked up to her room and helped carry her stuff down to the car and packed her things. It was amazing how much stuff she was taking, but I guess women like to be prepared for anything, including nuclear holocaust, or so it seemed.

We headed out a little after 5pm and took Highway 17 north towards Sedona. I figured it would take about 2 hours to get there, providing Phoenix traffic cooperated. The drive up to Sedona is not much to look at unless you like desert terrain like I do. There is something pure and simple in the desert which lends itself to a beauty all its own. Whether it is the variety of cacti that line the roads or the lack of human imprint I was not sure. All I knew was that I loved it here. There was the ocotillo that flowered in the spring with bright yellow flowers, human-like saguaro, barrel cactus, or any number of other desert plants, which thrived in this harsh environment. Then there were the rocks that one found in the desert southwest. Granite and volcanic tuff along with huge fields of sedimentary debris that flowed out of the mountain ranges covering hundreds of square miles and God only knew how deep it went. Finally, you had the critters such as rabbits, snakes, javalena (think large angry pig with rough black hair), and mule deer. Yes, the desert was alive and beautiful.

As we cruised along the highway, I took hold of Erin's hand and we simply drove along. I was happy to have found her and happy beyond imagination. I could not believe my fortune.

Erin did manage to surprise me during our drive when we passed an 18-wheeler. As I pulled out to pass the slow moving truck she quickly un-tucked her t-shirt and flashed her ample breasts at the driver. Since I was driving there was very little I could do to stop her unless I wanted to run us off into the canyon on our right. That would not be a good way to begin this trip. So I yelled at her to pull her shirt back down as I got us in front of the trucker. All I heard as we moved out ahead of him was the loud blast from the trucks horns. Obviously, Erin had made the guys day with her show. She'd made mine too for that matter.

As we approached Sedona we noted a change in the flora in that there were more trees than cacti. I wasn't up on all the various types of trees, but enjoyed their beauty regardless. I did recognize pine trees and some others, but that was all.

I saw the turn for the Hilton Sedona and saw Erin's face light up when we stopped. I found a spot in the parking lot and then got out.

"This is your surprise?"

"Yup."

"You have good taste Kevin. I think you deserve a reward for being so thoughtful." With that she leaned over and kissed me then placed her hand gently on my penis, which stiffened rapidly.

"Hold on Erin. You haven't seen anything yet. Wait until you see the rest of it." I was only hoping that the room we were given came close to what the website promised. I knew I had my expectations, but I knew the area well and hoped for the best. If not, I figured we could always spend more time taking in what Sedona had to offer.

"What are we doing sitting here then?"

"Let's go."

Erin and I got out and headed into the main lobby where we were greeted by warm desert colors of red and brown in various shades. There was a fireplace, which hadn't been used in some time. There were chairs and sofas set around for the comfort of the resorts guests. Track lighting added a welcoming glow to the place that we both felt. Erin took my hand as we walked over to the desk and checked in. The person manning the desk was very helpful. Erin excused herself to head to the bathroom, which gave me the opportunity to check on my arrangements. The concierge on duty at that time assured me all was ready. I thanked him for his help. As Erin returned, we finished up with our check-in. The valet took care of our bags and we headed up to our room.

Our room was on the third floor. I slipped the card into the lock and heard it unlock to allow us access. I took a breath hoping that this was going to be a room with a good view. It was that and more.

The room was a little over 500 square feet with a small patio, perfect for a cozy meal overlooking the pool area below. We could see Red Rock Canyon off to our left that would make for an awesome sunrise experience. Erin, her hand in mine, walked beside me and I saw her eyes scan the room. When they came to rest on the flowers standing on the table off to our left, her eyes lit up and a smile beamed forth. Her hand left my own as she walked over to them. The birds of paradise were perfect. Their bright color and scent had the desired effect on Erin as she turned, rushed into my arms and kissed me hard.

"Thank you. I love them Kevin. I can't believe you did this for me."

"Why not? You deserve it."

"Be careful there bucko or you're going to sweep me off my feet, then you'll never be rid of me."

"Sounds like a wonderful problem to have."

Erin put her arms around my neck and leaned in for another kiss, putting forth her tongue. The kiss was highly sensual and warmed me up nicely.

At that moment, the bellboy came up with our things and after putting them in our bedroom quietly left after receiving my tip with a smile.

I walked out to the balcony and looked down on the huge pool and the cooling liquid within. "Hey Erin, what do you say we get changed and hit the pool to cool off after that trip."

"Sounds good to me, Kevin. Give me a few minutes to find my bathing suit and I'll be ready."

"Cool."

I opened my duffel bag and found my suit. I shucked my clothes off and pulled it on. I waited a few minutes more while Erin changed, and then I heard the bathroom door open to reveal my blonde goddess dressed in an electric blue bikini. Erin smiled and twirled slowly to show off her figure.

"What do you think?"

"All of a sudden I'm not so sure going to the pool is such a good idea."

"Why's that?"

"Because every guy down there is going to be trying to take you away from me."

"Then I guess you'll just have to fight them off, won't you?" Erin moved closer.

I looked around for something like a baseball bat, but found nothing handy. I wondered if the concierge might have something I could use.

"And if I fail to defeat them?"

"I will be right there to take care of you. No man will take me from your side."

"I love you, Erin." As the words left my lips, I regretted them for I wasn't totally sure I meant them. They just flew out of my mouth. However, who's to say that I didn't mean them. Just because I wasn't sure at that very moment didn't mean that I didn't love her. After all, don't the words we speak come from our heart? Whether they are words of love or hate, the source is the same. Then I looked into her eyes probing into my own.

"Kevin, are you sure you mean that? Those are special words to me, and to you, from what you have told me."

"I know." I replied.

"And?"

"What I know is that my feelings for you are very strong. I know that I enjoy your smile and the way it makes me warm and fuzzy inside. I know that when I am with you all is right with the world. When I hold your hand, there is safety and acceptance. When I kiss you . . . well let me just say my body comes alive."

"Mmmm. I know, and I love that." Erin answered.

"Me too."

"So do you? Love me, I mean."

"Yes." I replied.

"How do you know?"

"My heart is telling me right now."

Erin said nothing, but embraced me putting her head to my chest. My heart was beating madly. Then she pushed away slightly and looked up into my face. "I believe you do love me, Kevin."

"Look Erin. I don't expect you to say it in return. If you feel that way about me fine, but if you don't that's fine with me too. Well, maybe not fine, but I understand that we are different. Hopefully, one day you will feel this way too."

"But Kevin, you don't understand. I love you too. I have for quite some time. I've just been afraid to say anything. I wasn't sure if you felt the same about me. The way you have accepted me into your life has endeared you to me. I don't know that I will ever find another man like you. Personally, I am going to do everything in my power to make you happy. Happy enough so that you will never want to leave me. I know there are some things I can't do for you, but I will do whatever I can. Believe me."

"I do."

I took Erin into my arms and kissed her deeply. A sign of my passion and love for her. She returned the kiss with what seemed like an unquenchable fire.

"Now let's go down to that pool and cool off because I am burning up."

"Me too."

Erin wrapped a sarong around her and then grabbed her towel. I grabbed mine and we walked down to the pool where we found some lounge chairs. There were a few other couples around the pool, but no kids. We set our things down and slowly got into the pool. The water was refreshing and smelled of chlorine, though it was not overpowering.

I dove under the water surfacing a few yards away from where Erin stood on the steps looking as beautiful as ever. She walked down the steps and then dove in towards me. I saw her form move under the water as she approached. Erin was as graceful as a dolphin and almost as fast. Erin moved in a circle around my legs as I stood chest deep in the water. As she began to surface, she touched me in all the right places. Her face appeared out of the water smiling impishly. Her face was half submerged but her eyes were locked onto my own. As she tilted her head back, she squirted water at me through her teeth. I lunged after her taking hold of her around her waist. Erin locked her legs around my hips and put her arms around my neck. Her lips were on mine in a heartbeat. The pool and the tranquility of Sedona were a magical combination.

I caught one or two of the other couples smiling and pointing in our direction. I am not sure what they were thinking. Maybe the guys were jealous, maybe the women were too for all I knew. At that particular moment I couldn't have cared less. All that mattered to me was the feel of Erin in my arms, and her lips on mine.

Erin and I must have spent an hour or so in the pool before deciding we had had enough. We walked back to our room where we showered off and then relaxed a bit while we dried off. I pulled a bottle of wine the concierge had placed in the refrigerator for me, uncorked it and poured two glasses for us.

I found Erin combing her hair in our bedroom. What was it about a woman combing her hair that was so beautiful to behold? Was it the way she held the comb? Was it the way she paid such attention to her hair? Was it jealousy that she seemed to pay more attention to it than to her man? Or was it that she took such care so she could look good for her man? Whatever the reason, the simple act of combing her hair made me look on, mesmerized by Erin.

She saw me looking at her and gave me a warm smile reflecting back at me in the mirror. When she had finished she turned and asked, "Kevin, would you do me a favor?"

"Sure. What do you need?"

"I was wondering if you would put some moisturizer on me?"

"I would love to."

"Then please draw the curtains so we can have some privacy."

"Your wish is my command."

Once the curtains were closed and secure, Erin shucked her bathrobe and lay down on the bed.

I got on to the bed and straddled her hips and looked down at the smooth even hued skin of Erin's back. I squirted some of the lotion, which smelled of roses, into my hands, rubbed them together, and began to work it into her skin. "How's that?"

"Wonderful," Erin sighed.

"Good." I continued to work the moisturizer into her skin starting up near her neck and moving down to her hips and butt. Then I worked on the backs of her legs reveling in their softness. I used my fingers to make quick work out of any knots I found. When I was satisfied that her backside was finished I asked her to flip over.

Her eyes met mine as she reached up and grabbed the lapel of my bathrobe. She gently tugged at me and I leaned down to meet her lips. As we broke I asked, "What was that for?"

"Just to let you know how much I appreciate you, and how you take care of me."

"It was, and is, my pleasure Erin. Are you ready for more?"

"Yes."

It was a different experience this time and far more erotic. I started at her neck as I did before and slowly caressed her neck as the lotion worked its way in. Then I worked on her breasts simultaneously. Slow circular motions and noting how stiff Erin's nipples were becoming. Her breathing slowed and her eyes closed in response. I put my hands on her stomach feeling it rise and fall. Once in a while I felt it quiver and wondered what was happening inside her. As I thought about it further I realized she must be close to orgasm. The stiffening of her penis backed this up. It was almost 6 inches long now.

As I passed it, I thought briefly about what it would be like to take her into my mouth and then shelved the idea quickly, for I wasn't ready to do so. However, I did give it a quick yet loving kiss that brought forth more violent shaking in her body. I finished off with her legs and then sat up. I looked down at Erin and noted the serene look on her face.

"That was incredible Kevin. Where did you ever learn to do that?"

"Thank you, but I really haven't had much experience at this sort of thing. Maybe I just needed the right inspiration?"

"Yeah right. I'll bet you had the girls eating out of your hands with a technique like that."

"Thanks, but I really haven't done this to many girls before."

"Then I am doubly thankful."

"You are most welcome Erin."

"And Kevin?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you for trying."

"What?'

"You know," Erin replied as she glanced down toward her groin.

"You are welcome. I thought about doing more, but couldn't quite cross that line yet. I hope you will be patient with me."

"I know it wasn't easy for you. Don't worry though. The fact that you tried means far more than I can say."

"I just want to make you happy Erin."

"Believe me Kevin. No man has ever made me so happy."

I lay down next to her and ran my hand down her chest enjoying the silkiness of her skin. She rolled onto her side and, before I knew it, we were asleep.

 

-13-

"Come on sleepyhead. Wake up," I whispered into Erin's ear, as I stretched my body against her own.

"Why? Can't we just stay here and greet the day properly." Erin kissed me careful to keep her morning breath from ruining the moment.

"Ah, but I have a surprise for you that I think you will find far more intoxicating than just sex."

"Nothing could be that good."

"Just wait. Oh and you better bring something warm."

I rolled out of bed and headed for the shower to begin my morning regimen. I finished some 15 minutes later and let Erin have the bathroom to herself. While she took care of her business, I ran down to the restaurant and grabbed some coffee, bagels, and juice to go and brought it back to the room. I set the bag of goodies down on the counter and took a moment to note the eastern sky and the hint of sunlight peaking over the mountains there. It should be an awesome surprise.

Erin came out of the bathroom and put on a pair of jeans and long sleeved cotton shirt. I asked her to bring a sweater along as we headed out the door knowing she was going to need it where we were going.

It was a short drive to the hot air balloon tour and we made it just in time to get aboard. The captain of the balloon made sure we were all settled and began his ascent into the sky. It was not long before we noticed the temperature dropping quickly.

"Kevin, I can't believe you did this. This is so cool."

"Literally."

Erin grinned broadly, donned her sweater and snuggled close to me for additional body heat. That was fine by me. Having her so near kicked my body into high gear and I was quite comfortable.

The balloon headed towards Red Rock Canyon that gave us an incredible view of Sedona in the morning light. The way the sun hit the red rock walls of the canyon was breathtakingly beautiful. Erin and I simply stared at the scene without saying a word. This was my first time doing this and it was worth every penny I spent on this one-hour trip. The best things for me were being here with Erin, and being able to see the whole area from this altitude. It was slow, relaxing, and very romantic. This was exactly what I wanted.

For the most part Erin and I consumed the time pointing out different things we saw. Whether it was some car driving into Sedona along the highway or some mule deer running along a ridge we passed over. Everywhere we turned, we couldn't help gasp at the beauty we encountered.

In and amongst our time in flight we shared good morning kisses and hugs.

I have to admit that our captain, who was a guy in his mid-forties, did an excellent job of piloting. I could only imagine how many times he had done this. I wondered if he ever got tired of this job. He looked kind of like Grizzly Adams with a long, thick, graying beard although he was physically thinner than the character I remembered from the television series. However, he didn't look like he would be a pushover in a fight either. In short, he looked like he could take care of himself if called upon to do so. I guess wrestling with the balloon and all of its equipment would take a certain amount of strength.

As the balloon descended, we noticed one of the few large landing spots in the area growing rapidly below us. We also spotted the ground crew eagerly awaiting our arrival.

Erin and I braced ourselves for the landing, but it was much smoother than we expected. Once we had exited the balloon, we celebrated the flight in traditional fashion - a champagne breakfast with fresh strawberries on the side.

We thanked the captain for the ride and got into the SUV's that would take us back to the resort. Erin and I traveled back, enjoying the morning quiet and the companionship we shared.

Upon arriving back at our room, we went into the bedroom where Erin shoved me down onto the bed and leaped on top of me.

"Unhhh," I exclaimed. "What was that for?"

Erin didn't say a word. She just stared down at me and started to remove her sweater and t-shirt. It didn't take a genius to figure out what she had on her mind. I began to remove my shirt, but before I could finish she grabbed my arms and pinned them back over my head. It was not a tight grip; mind you, but one that allowed her some control over my movement. I let her keep her control for the moment to see what she would do next.

She leaned down allowing her lips to come as close to my own without actually touching. I lifted my head so that my lips could meet hers, but she moved away just far enough to prevent that from happening. She paused a moment and then moved in again as I let my head fall back to the pillow. As her lips came within striking distance this time I didn't budge but let her go at her own pace. I figured she wanted to achieve something specific, so I decided to trust her and let her do whatever she wanted. Her tongue came out and touched my lips moving around them slowly and seductively. I remained frozen until she let me know she wanted more from me.

Erin moved her body against my own letting her breasts rub against my modestly hairy chest. As you can imagine my body reacted under this sexual assault. My nerves were on fire and my blood boiled. My breathing became shallow and rapid as she continued. Soon my groin began to throb ferociously. It was obvious that whatever she was doing to me . . . it was working.

For uncounted minutes, Erin worked her skills on me. She drove me to the edge several times then backed off just enough so that I did not explode. Then, finally, mercifully, she pushed me on over the cliff releasing the pent up force she had built up. I was completely overwhelmed by what I had just been through. Never, and I mean never, had I experienced such ecstasy.

Erin had taken me to new heights again. How much more could I take I wondered?

"That was unbelievable."

"You are welcome," Erin replied. "Just my way of thanking you for such a wonderful time." She rolled off me and continued, "You are spoiling me rotten Kevin. I don't think I will ever be satisfied by anyone else."

"Thank you Erin, but in all honesty you make it so easy to love you. Besides being beautiful, you are giving and most assuredly loving. You could have any man you wanted."

"I love you too Kevin. With all of my heart, body, and soul."

"Back at ya gorgeous."

I got another idea and got out of bed. I reached back to take her hand and pulled her along with me as I headed for the shower. I got the shower going and adjusted the water until it was just above body temperature. Then I got in and waited for Erin to follow. I took the soap and lathered up. When Erin got in, I put my soapy hands on her and began to move them languidly over her body. I began at her shoulders and moved down to her breasts, which caused her to shudder. After a few moments, I noticed that her nipples were sticking straight out. I took her left nipple between my thumb and forefinger giving it a light tweak. Erin tilted her head back in response opening her mouth slightly. I moved my hands down to her groin, lathered her up, and felt her penis stiffen in my hands. I wrapped my arms around her forcing her body against mine enjoying the slickness of it. My hands moved down to her butt and ground her groin against my own. Erin put her arms around my neck and opened her mouth in invitation. I joined my mouth to hers and the world disappeared. There was only the two of us wrapped in each other's arms.

The shower was an awesome time as was the rest of the day at the resort where we spent much of it relaxing by the pool and each other's company. There was no doubt that this was a good idea and money well spent.

When we returned to Tempe the next day, we were exhausted and exhilarated at the same time. After dropping Erin off at her place and making sure she was safe, I headed back to my dorm room where I collapsed.

 

-14-

The day of my graduation arrived, and with it the saddest day of my life. The reason for my sadness was that I was going to leave school. I hadn't been able to find a job as a geologist here in the valley, so I had to go where the jobs were and currently that meant Texas.

I will never forget the last night Erin and I spent together for it was both joyful and filled with tears. There was urgency in our lovemaking that belied our need for one another. I did my best to make sure Erin was satisfied, selfishly hoping she would never be so with any other man. I wanted her to know that there would never be any other for me, and even though I was leaving, I would never forget her.

After one of our sessions, Erin rested next to me with her left arm draped over my chest. Her head was next to my own and I reveled in her scent as it filled my head with a peace unlike any other I had ever known. Even though I knew Erin was male underneath all of her beauty, I knew I would never see women as anything other than a pale shadow of Erin. For me, Shawn would always be Erin and he would always be my first love.

"Erin?"

"Yes," she purred.

"I love you."

"I know. I love you too, Kevin"

Tears welled up in my eyes again for what seemed the umpteenth time. "God, I hate the fact that I am leaving tomorrow. I am going to miss you so much Erin."

"Me too. We have become so much more than lovers Kevin. I know that my being male has meant that we couldn't do some things, but I know we have been happy, and the time we have had has been incredible. You have treated me as if I were female and have given me many wonderful experiences which have made me not only a better person, but a better actor."

"You have incredible talent Erin. I have no doubt that you will make it to Hollywood. No doubt whatsoever."

"I hope so."

"I know so."

"Kevin, I want you to know that you will always be my first true love. I will always love you . . . no matter how far we are apart, and no matter how much time passes."

"Thank you for loving me Erin. You mean more to me than my own life. I would give my last breath for you."

After a moment of silence Erin asked, "Kevin, do you ever miss Rae?"

"No way. I have you now and you are all I need. Rae is in the past. You are the future."

"Thank you." Erin kissed me and we fell asleep in the warmth and safety of our love.

I left early the next morning and headed for Texas. My new job waited and I was due to start in two weeks. My last few minutes with Erin were painful beyond words. Truly heart-wrenching in every sense of the word. I finally gave her one last kiss allowing our souls to speak their love one more time before I drove off. Then I was gone and moving down the road with tears flowing down my cheeks.

Maybe it was for the best since my family would not likely understand if they found out about Erin. Then again, my relationship with Erin was not really any of their business.

That was the last time I saw Erin until tonight when I saw her up on stage receiving her award. I wondered if I should call her now or wait until tomorrow. I looked at the clock on the wall and realized it was too late to do so tonight and made a note to do so first chance tomorrow.

Fin

  

  

  

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