Barbie Boy is taking a twist, some might say for the worse. There is now sexual events in the story. So if you don't like this, then skip over them or don't read it. Please remember this is a story, do not condone the acts in this story or even try them yourself.

Sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes

 

Barbies Diary

by Angel 6

Part 3

 

October 12

Dear Diary

After I spoke to you the last time, nothing has gone well.

The day after Dad left on a business trip again. Stepsie was mad at him and that meant she was mad at me. She told me that I wont be seeing him much more because I was a "puff" and "sissy". I disappointed my dad because he wanted an all football star and he will get a ballet dancer that pees in his diapers.

I am now under Steps control. She decides what I wear and when i wear it and what i do. I am confused. I don't know if I like it or not.

OK. I will be honest. I like it. I like the girls clothes and even the nappies. I just don't want anyone to know that I like it. I don't want anyone to know anything about it.

That changed today. We had PE and were supposed to change in our gym clothes. We had PE in the afternoon, so you can imagine what panic I was going through all morning. How was i to change my clothes. They would see my nappies and tights. All morning i thought that this would be the end of my life. When people found out that I wet myself and wore girl things, then I would be teased and hated and laughed at by everyone.

When PE came. i walked slowly into the changing room. I didn't know what to do. I could fell that everyone was looking at me, although I knew deep down they were not. then I got an ideal. i would get changed in the toilet.

I rushed into the toilet and took off my clothes and left the pull up on. I quickly put shorts over it and a tracksuit. OK, I had a big butt, but this if anyone didn't-t notice that, then they must be blind. Anyhow, a big butt is better than a wet butt.

I came into Gym class. Disaster hit me straight away. The Coach told me just to have shorts on. So reluctantly I took of the bottoms. Now the big Butt was there for everyone to see.

Everything went fine until we sat in a ring at the end to discuss how everything went. Then I could feel people were staring at me. Without thinking I say with my legs apart so they can see up them. I could see that some were in shock and others just started laughing. Something funny happened, I liked them looking up the shorts even though it was embarrassing.

Oh My, I was becoming a slut.

After PE, its like they all wanted to look at them. I didn't notice them teasing. I just noticed a few that were trying to feel them. Especially Philip, that somehow managed to put his hand down them on my butt. I never felt so many butterflies in my stomach as I did now.

I didn't even mind the teasing, as I thought I would.

I am Changing

 

October 13

Dear Diary

Today stepsie kept me home from School. She said that we were going out to buy clothes. I knew what this meant. What I did not expect was that when she came in my room and started changing me, but this this time they were not pull ups, but taped ones. Great now my but will look bigger. But what I saw next shocked me. She bought out this denim spaghetti dress, you know them with the straps over the shoulder. It had a heart on the front. Then she put tights on me and Mary Jane's. You know what the strange thing was, it was that I just sat there and let her dress me like a girl. I should have kicked and screamed, but in my head I was starting to think that this was normal now. I was no longer a cool normal boy. I wasn't even a sissy anymore. I wanted to be a girl and that was why I was letting her do this to me. Maybe stepsie, who I once thought was an evil witch, seen this in my eyes because she smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

Then it stroke me. She was taking me out as a girl. I started thinking of everyone that would see me. Would people recognise me? It is good that my friends are at school. But what would happen if people really knew what I had between my legs. It is almost like Stepsise could read my mind, because she said that I would just have to be as girlish as possible. That wasn't hard. I have been girlish since she came into our house.

Luckily we went to a mall far away. It was hard getting out of the car. But once we walked around in the mall, I forgot everything. It was so fun looking at everything.

After a while I got tired of walking. We sat on a bench. Everyone smiled at us when they walked by us and then some boys started pointing. Then Stepsie told me to close my legs because they could see my nappy. Believe me when I say my face went totally red. No wonder they were laughing. I suppose a few weeks ago if I was there, I would be laughing as well.

Then was Lunch time. As we sat and ate Stepsie asked me, "Are you a girl or boy"

" I feel like a girl" I responded slowly. I was afraid others would hear what we were talking about.

" You are a girl. Well from today you will be a girl. I will tell you about that later."

" What will Dad say. He hates me because he thinks I am a sissy."

" Don't worry about your dad, Soon he won't be a problem." She said. I didn't quite understand that.

" Now we are going over to my friend. He has is Taylor and promised me he will make clothes for you"

" Why can't we just go to a clothes store?" I hoped she wouldn't get mad at me

" Because We need you in little girl clothes. And they are hard to buy."

" Does he know… you know?"

" No, he does not know you need nappies or that you are a sissy puff at the moment. It will be interesting what he does if he does know. I hope he makes you into a girl" I was very confused to what this meant, but I knew now not to complain about what she had plans for.

When we came into the tailors shop, I heard stepsie tell him what I should have. Dresses and clothes that a 4 year old would wear. This shocked me as I am 11, not 4! Taylor was a puff. You could see it on him. You know his hands wave all over the place and he speaks with a weird voice. To him I was just another girl with a step mum that would be locked in a padded cell.

He told stepsie that he would have to measure me up and led me into a small room. I was shaking. What would he do when he seen the nappy and what would he do when he seen I was a boy. he started caressing my chest before he took off my dress.

"Oh I see you are flat. That's good for the type of clothes you have."

I just went red.

"And what have we here. The poor girl wears nappies. Do you wee yourself?"

" I suppose"

"That is OK. So these clothes are like a punishment so. I am sorry but I have to take this nappy off. You have to be naked when I measure you up"

Once again I went red. Then I seen him staring at me. He could see I was a boy, or a sissy. He commented on how small my clit was. I think he meant boys thing by saying that. Then he took his own out and showed me how big it should be. Great, he was a perv.

" Do you want to be a girl" He asked?

" I dunno"

" well you sure look like one, There is only one way to see of you are a girl."

"How?"

"You have to take the girls test. Do you want to"

I thought about it. This would be a perfect way to prove to Stepsie that I was a boy. I said yes. Then he told me to lie on this mattress on the floor. I could hear the door open. He told me it was his boyfriend that will help with the test. I lied on the mattress. I could hear some clicks and it was obvious that they were taking pictures of me. I felt a bit embarrassed but thought a girl would whine about it, so I decided not to whine.

Then without warning, he put his finger in my butt. At first it hurt like hell but then it started to feel good. After a while I didn't even notice that his friend was in the room. I was in heaven. He told me to say stop if I did not like it. I thought, are you crazy? No way. He continued for some time. I just laid there and let the perv finger me as much as he wanted.

Then he told me to get on my knees. I did this. He told me this was the final part of the test. I was centimetres away from his thing. Then he started rubbing my cheeks with it. I liked the feeling. It was soft and warm. Without warning, he put it in my mouth. At first I thought it was so gross. Then I started liking it. In and out it went and I felt like I was born to do this. OK I will be honest, I thought that after he told me. After a bit, he came in my mouth and I swallowed as much of it as I could. Was that it? I could have done it for hours.

"Would you like me to suck you or would you like to suck my friend" He asked. I moved over to his friend and took his out of his trousers and gave him the best experience he ever had.

Then he put my nappy and dress on and washed my face and fixed my hair. "I can see that you need some girl clothes, you are no longer a boy"

On the way home in the car I was in a daze. What just happened. I could go to the police and get that perv and his gay boyfriend in jail for many years. Why did I do it. The most important question is why did I like it?

Then Stepise broke the silence by saying. " I heard what you did today and even seen some pictures. I always knew you were a girl, but you are a slut. How does it feel to be a sissy cocksucker? Yes that's what you are.You are a cocksucker that did it twice in a row. Taylor even offered to suck you but you wanted to suck again. Slut Cocksucker. It's a good thing I told him not to Bum you. I am sure that Philip will do that soon."

Diary, my face was red with embarrassment and anger. Did Stepsie plan this all the time? And I would never let Philip do that. I am not Gay? Am I? At least I don't want anyone at school to know I was.

That was a long day. My first day wearing a dress and even into town. And the day where I accepted that I was more girl than I thought I was.

When we came home Dad was very sick. He was vomiting.

 

October 14

Dear Diary

Dad was sick again today. Everything was back to normal. I wore girl clothes and a nappy under my boys clothes.

Dad was very sick. He looked like he was nearly Dead.

At breakfast time Isabella looked at me putting her finger in and out of her mouth, you know like what I did yesterday. I wondered did she know. Was this her way of teasing me.

At School, I was afraid. They all knew I wore nappies. They would probably tease me and tease me. This was true. It was like as if all eyes were staring my way. Some were even calling me baby and piss pants and some names I never even heard about. I was nearly in tears. But I decided then they would win. I tried keeping my head high and letting them believe what they wanted to believe. This was not that easy

A few rubbed by butt as I walked past them in the hallway. Then they laughed and said that it was thicker than they thought.

Philip walked with me when he seen me. He tried consoling me saying that after a while they would not tease me. They would get tired of it. I just smiled, but even I knew better.

After School. On the way home, we sat in the Park. He had his arm over my shoulders. He was still trying to console me. Then something strange happened, Philip loosened my tie and opened the tip button in my shirt. He put his hand down my shirt and started feeling my chest. I pulled his hand away and then asked him what he was doing. He just said that he liked feeling them. I told him that is so Gay but let him do it.

After a few minutes he said that he had to go to the toilet. Will I come. I said no, there was no need to go. I usually carry the toilet around with me. But he took my hand and I Followed him in. We went into a stall. It was a bit crowded but my heart jumped when he took his trousers down, his thing was so much bigger than mine. He turned around and went, while I waited thinking how big it was. Then it hit me. I fancied Philip. Maybe.

Then he turned around and gave me a kiss on my lips. This was no ordinary Kiss. It was a French kiss. I decided right there and then that I fancied him and kissed him back. After a bit Philip said, "This is not Gay. You are more girl than boy."

Diary, I smiled.

 

October 17

Dear Diary. Things has been going well. The other day Philip asked me if I will be his girl friend. I was shocked when he said girl friend. I thought he would say boy friend. I softly said yes. He said we should keep it a secret.

Now he comes home to me every day and can't wait to I change my clothes into one of my new dresses. Then we kiss and kiss. Sometimes he even puts his finger down my nappy and rubs my butt. I am in love. I do feel like a girl with him.

I suppose stepsie was right. I am gay. Its hard to accept. But I can live with it as long as no one knows. I have a strange life. Its also OK once I don't know

I lied, I said things are going well. That's not true. Dad has been sick for weeks now. He just lies in the bed and can't eat. He doesn't even remember me any more. Stepsie says he would get better and doesn't need a doctor. I am worried that he doesn't remember me. Maybe he doesn't want to remember a son that wears dresses and nappies.

 

To be continued…

  

  

  

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